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flordeamatista · 2 years

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Glimpse of You

pairing: Beach Bar Owner!Ari Levison x curvy!Reader (any body type)

concept: Your darkness will be drained away by him. Because you gave him air, he'll let you breathe and release.

word count: 1.3k

warnings: Chronic pain, fatigue, anxiety, orgasm pain therapy,poetic smut (f receiving), talking about medication, angst feelings–feeling useless and weak, body worshiping, nicknames : my soul — princess

a/n: I dedicate this to all my love ones suffering from chronic pain. It may not be your struggle exactly, but this man would do anything for you.

Beta by the lovely @lookiamtrying

Thank you to my loves for encouraging me to write this @lfnr-blog-blog-blog and @mrsmischief209

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There are times when you need to use a whip to help yourself up, and although you take punches after punches, you'll see the light at the end of the tunnel

Your body curled even further into itself after a sharp stab. When it creeps into your life and takes away your joy of just being you, you are overtaken by it. Cry like waves into a dark night of pain and no one will understand why you cry. Because of this pain, you know this illness has no cure, just the ability to deal with it.

Yes, it can make it numb, but you don't want numbness, you want freedom.

The waves of the dark thunder ripple upon your body as you drown in another cry. The bathtub continued to claw at your body, but you couldn't defend yourself. As you float with your head up, breathing heavily from your pain self, the water around you begins to soothe the burn.

Your hands pushed up against the walls of the tub, trying to crawl to the edge for succor, for salvation. The fire surged its way to your fingers, and the white-hot pain swept over the rest of your body. Your hands gripped the edge of the tub, but the pain spread to your fingers and they dropped. Your body felt like it was boiling, and you screamed into the dark ocean of your torture.

Cool water washed over your body, causing the burn on your body to rest. The room was ablaze with agony. The pain that accompanied it surged across your body in waves.

Like a companion, the pain surrounding is so alive, so painful.

You open your eyes, but the world is blurry. Your gaze is drawn to a face. His face is filled with sorrow as he stares deep into your eyes. There is nothing like his eyes in the world. There is calm and relief in it, and you have seen the world.

Ari's face is swallowed whole in the pain you are in. Your pain is his pain. He wants every drop of pain inhaling in your body to be gone because he only wishes every breath of yours to be painless. Unless he is plying your body with the most beautiful moans. His mission is to free your body. After that first night and that night in his club, he known you for a few months and started running after you.

His words make your mind less painful, and you feel a rush of relief. The pain would be less confusing if it was separate from you.

“my soul ?'' His words forced their way into your mind, calming you like no other.

Having weakness in front of him is not what you're used to. Traveling around and teasing him for months, now he sees the weak side of you. An individual suffering from chronic illness cannot be loved in this way because this is when one can be strong for days and then dark for the next.

It's natural to love strength, but do you love me for my own weaknesses, because I have demons of pain of my own?

In managing chronic pain, one must always be prepared for the next flare-up, never quite knowing if the threat has passed or if it is just saving its energy for the next attack.

There had previously been a wide range of medications prescribed by doctors, including high-strength opiates, anti-inflammatories, and lidocaine injections. Pain was managed with medication, but fatigue, nausea, and concentration problems resulted, making you feel worse.

You even tried a yoga retreat but it only improve your flexibility. You traveled around Europe to be free and live your life to the fullest, but your fullest was Ari that day.

"Princess" he repeated, then you understood. It has a deeper meaning to him now than when he first said it.

He is telling you that he is you.

He lifts you out of the tub and towards his bedroom, he lays you down to ease that pain.

You flew out of your skin and the pain still felt real.

''Ari, we don't have to do this,'' you said. ''We don't have to do this for me.''

“I'll take it from you and just need to let go. ''It's my job to make you fly, sweet love ''

Your upper body was tickled and stroked as his lips swayed with each kiss. He gently rubbed your sides while tracing patterns on your thighs after pausing at the hips to brush his thumbs over the lines that nature had so skillfully drawn.

Because he is ready to take your pain, his voice did not carry pain. There was still heat surrounding you, but no fire.

With a blue sparkle in his eye and a playful smirk, he hovered over the fleshy mound, named after the goddess of love. He slowly laved the full length of your folds up to the top, without breaking eye contact. Your pulse quickened, you reached for Ari's hair, threading it through it and gazing at him as your hips rose off the mattress.

He continued to kiss you down. You whipped a sound that echoed down Ari's spine as he teased your little bundle of nerves with his mouth and fingers, reveling even more in the sounds you made and the way your body tensed.

He is transforming your pain sensitivities into desires for enjoyment.

''Ari,'' you whisper. The voice has not changed, the pain is still there, but you are separate.

You're not sure how your body is even moving right now, your fingers clenched so tightly in the bed sheets that you're about to rip them apart with your nails as you clench around Ari's fingers. Suddenly, your legs shiver, your back arches, and you gasp as the pain goes away. Coming down from the orgasm happens gradually, and you squirm.

You cry a gust of dark wind and rain, tears dripping from the edges of your eyes like railings carrying sorrow and remorse. With the slightest effort, the arms felt heavy to move, ones that could not bend or lift.

He relaxed his jaw, allowing his tongue to slide deeper into his mouth, expertly peeling back the thin layers of flesh with the tip before poking inside, like a bird harvesting fruit. The more Ari surrendered to the taste, the more you hummed, driving him insane with vibrations that increased the more Ari lost himself in it. As he penetrated you, fully holding your hips, precision was only at the back of his mind.

Your darkness will be drained away by him. Because you gave him air, he'll let you breathe and release.

Sensed you were close, Ari sucked again at the swollen little nub, flicking the tongue at its tip, sending you over the edge. You moaned his name as your body uncoil like a spring released from tension. A sigh escapes your lips. You're hot and heavy, and your skin is burning.

For the first time in years, it took several minutes to realize that ecstasy Ari had completely eliminated severe discomfort. The painkiller was cured of agony with pleasure at that moment, and this was the best treatment.

In spite of the harshest waves, he will hold out to the tide so you can keep growing and blooming

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sunshinebuckybarnes · 2 years

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Here we go again lads! As always please check individual warnings for each fic. You are responsible for your own media consumption. This blog, and the majority tagged, are 18+ only and most of these fics contain adult themes.

As always, please give these writers some love and share their works ✨

Bucky Barnes ✨

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#fic rec #june fic rec #bucky barnes #steve rogers #lee bodecker #ari levinson #eddie munson #ransom drysdale #thor #jake jensen #mickey henry #sam wilson

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sunshinebuckybarnes · 2 years

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Happy August you beautiful souls ✨ another month, another rec list. Please make sure you give these gorgeous stories and writers the love they deserve. As always, you are responsible for your own media consumption. This blog along with the majority tagged are 18+ only and contain adult themes.

Stories marked with * are a series.

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#fic rec #july fic rec #ari levinson #ransom drysdale #steve rogers #bucky barnes #sam wilson #destroyer!chris #eddie munson

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