#bc they r both HUGE

[gadmiral-thrawn]

One of my fav things about star wars is that's its so fucking huge that u physically cannot know all of it so u just kinda like pick a section amd become obsessed. Like me with the Chiss. Like i have seen only one other fandom come even close to this amd that's Marvel. I have no idea y. And we all still bond over the skywalker saga (not the ones that shan't be spoken). And its like we all know a bit of each other sections. Like clone fans know a bit about ahsoka. Ahsoka fans know a bit about the Rebels fans. Rebels fans know about Thrawn. Thrawn fans know some deep shit about Padmes handmaiden and wild space yokels. And it pretty much goes on forever and i find that very cool.

#and its also like u cant just say u like canon or u like legends #bc they r both HUGE #like what legends era r u talking about hug #the old republic #the Luke skywalker era #that after Luke skywalker ere #with that cad skywalker dude #or do u like rogue squadron getting personally fucked up b Ysanne Isard #or the Chiss parts #with Mara #U just cant specify legends or canon #star wars #marvel #skywalker saga #clones #ahsoka tano #star wars ahsoka #sw rebels #star wars rebels #grand admiral thrawn #padme amidala #eli vanto #wild space

[astrobei]

byler x jurassic park. thank you for your time.

#listen jurassic park is one of my Medias Of All Time #like. fundamental to understanding suni astrobi fr fr fr #i watched it for the millionth time on the plane a couple days ago and was thinking Such Thoughts #re: ellie will #bc they r both empathetic and sweet and nerdy but brave and will not take shit #and also paleobotanist will is so. SOOOOO. #and also re: alan mike #bc they r both a little grumpy and aloof and closed off at first interaction #but warm up to their loved ones and are protective and strategic and kind and also a huge fucking nerd #i can’t get them out of my head #they r in there like a worm in my brain . #also re: the scene where ellie helps the triceratops #imagining will pausing to help it when it’s sick #internally gagging while shoving his arms into the poop pile bc it’s disgusting but Powering Through #hm. #this one’s for thea btw my jurassic park loving partner in crime #she gets me. she rly gets me. #mike wheeler #will byers #byler #/astro draws

[hellhoundlair]

general question for anyone whod care to answer: was there a moment that supernatural really clicked for you? for me i was enjoying it as a casual viewer for the first season but by the end of Heart it clicked and i went from enjoyment to obsessed

#i think heart was it because it was this huge defining moment of. like you will have to kill sam. this is what hes going to become. and when #sam gives dean this teary look before going to the next room to kill madison and deans single tear nd flinching at the sound of the gunshot #its sam being so small and afraid and so young and dean little brother and both dean and sam coming to this point where they both understan #this is what has to be done. you kill monsters. you cant let them live. youll have to kill him too. #its like. this HUGE defining moment. where they both rly reckon with sam being a monster and his death at deans hands. #yet i feel like its not rly talked abt in the fandom. i guess thats bc there r like 10 other moments like that in season 2 #because supernatural likes to harp on about things then do nothing about them lol

[oatbugs]

pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me! #LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️ #but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

[opens-up-4-nobody]

It's so weird watching fullmetal alchemist in contrast to naruto. Because both are set in fucked up worlds where everyone has committed war crimes, has had war crimes committed upon them, or is a war crime. But I trust that fma fundamentally understands how fucked up everything is, including the sinister qualities of the institutions that allowed this to happen. Naruto understands its fucked up on a surface level, but also glorifies the institution and never changes.

#like the idea is similar at the root bc atrosities have been committed in both worlds on both sides and someone needs to come in #and say. thats enough. enough of this. further violence isnt helping make anything better #and fma does a better job bc it unites all the warring parties agaisnt one monster villian #but i think naruto is more interesting bc the same thing happens but the betrayals feel much more huge and the pain feels more visceral #bc the familial love is so tortured under the shinobi system and all the pain arrises from that system but it never fucking changes #bc the author still feels the need to glorify the village system despite the clear cursed god tree metaphor #idk its just interesting to me where theyre similar and where they differ #in fma the characters r more insane to me bc the fucking ego and hubris is so crazy #idk in naruto it feels more like everyone is so fucked up they think they have to accomplish their goals or die but in fma thry just seem #like they have a right to do the things they do and it unnerves me more #but hey i mostly passively watched fma over 3 days so maybe i missed some stuff lol #naruto ramblings #fma rambling #unrelated #i do think i understand now how naruto never changes. they think: weve been saved. were in a time of peace. everythings good now #and then they never fucking talk abt how fucked up everything was. they just move forward without catharsis #and thats why everything is still fucking awful. they never truely reflect

[whumpshaped]

cant stop thinking abt that reply to bram's post abt the abusive cluster b parents so just know if u were abused like that, first of all, samesies and it gave me cluster b pds as a result, second of all, i promise no one whos calling for understanding of cluster b ppl is invalidating ur experiences. if u feel like they ARE, i sincerely hope u realise u dont have to have a medical explanation for why others suck. if ur parents sucked, u can just say that, and its freeing, and focusing on behavioural patterns instead of diagnoses (which u most likely dont have access to when it comes to strangers) will allow u to weed out actual bad ppl and keep urself safe(er)

#i understand its easy and comfortable to latch onto labels especially when it comes to parents #i did it #then i was diagnosed w the same shit #that was my turning point i think #when i realised we have the same shit and yet i am actively working very hard to be kind and compassionate #i dont go out of my way to be mean #at some point u have to realise that some ppl r just evil and mean spirited #and pds arent indicative of how self aware or kind or polite or compassionate someone is #i'd argue most of us put in SO much work to know ourselves and our potentially harmful behavioural patterns #way more than a neurotypical who never bothered to look inward for even a second #'these stereotypes dont come from nothing' #no shit! my dad called me both borderline and narcissist as insults AND I TURNED OUT TO HAVE BOTH #but let me tell u smth #most of my symptoms? are fucking survival mechanisms i learned as a child to avoid getting hurt. because thats what the brain does. #u know what else didnt come from thin air? sayings like hurt people hurt people #plus my victim complex allows me to write banger complaint letters now so theres that #look around u and be very comfortable w the fact that ur probably surrounded by a bunch of cluster b ppl that u adore #bc we're just ppl too #and ur doing urself a disservice trying to spot us #cluster b ppl can be evil ppl just as neurotypicals but they can also be ur friend who struggles w insecurities and is a huge ppl pleaser #bc they read the ableist posts too and they know everyone in the mainstream world thinks theyre evil #and when if u told them 'well my cluster b parents were abusive' in a less accusatory tone #maybe theyd look u in the eye w compassion and say 'yea i know how that feels and im here for u'

[sieglinde-freud]

the moral dilemma of marrying off owain and inigo in awakening knowing they fuck off to fateslandia and have kids right after vs not marrying them off and constantly having the support tab glowing orange with an exclamation point for all of eternity

#me when im both a huge fan of inigo/cynthia and laslow/like half of the fates cast #i usually dont marry him or owain to anyone anyways tho but its like man. that damn support tab #i was the same with severa until the mod but its easier to marry her to lucina when she doesnt come back from fates with a whole kid #idk i dont think most people care about this bc it doesnt actually matter #but IT DOES TO ME :( these r my babies :( #love inigo so much but if he married cynthia then j fucked right off to nohr im murdering him hes not surviving cq ch 12 #im dunking his head in a fucking poison pot #missing out on the support bonuses also does suck tho but i also passed down dual support+ to like half the kids so its like whatever #awakening brainrot is so mind numbing #ann plays awakening

[fleshdyke]

she wants me DEAD

#+ her bald husband just chilling beside her while she tries so fucking hard to scare me off #she is not fond of my entire shift. all because the crew leader was there one time when someone else caught her husband’s toes with a food #dish. so she now absolutely fucking hates everyone she associates with my manager lmao #her husband is bald bc she won’t stop plucking him. she’s been getting a lot better about it though #also btw their cage is wayy bigger than it looks here it just looks small bc i took this with 0.5 angle #and they get a huge tray of fresh cut vegetables and fruit for most of their food it’s just out of frame #they r very happy and well cared for. she just has a chronic plucking issue and the soul of a true hater #their cage is like the size of my bedroom lmao. and they have a whole other outdoor flight that’s like the same size as their indoor cage #there’s no room to fly bc they both have heart issues and she’s missing a part of her right wing so neither of them can fly #they get around fine by climbing on the perches and ceiling though 👍 sometimes i come around to check on them and her husband is just #hanging from the ceiling doing nothing. he’s weird i love him #rambles #birds

[brookheimer]

ok prior to the finale my top three s4 episodes are easily connor’s wedding, america decides, and living+ (in that order probably). rounding out the top 5 would probably be kill list and rehearsal (altho i haven’t rewatched rehearsal so maybe not i just remember feeling fond of it lol)

#posting this for posterity’s sake #wonder if the finale will change that either bc it’s great or bc its so bad it ruins prev episodes lol #might be a surprise the funeral ep isn’t up here as i am a known roman lover and he finally had his breakdown #but idk! idk. didn’t quite do it for me. felt a lil too on the nose and sympathetic and cliche especially the ending w the self destructive #jump into the protest etc #like both that ep and tailgate party got a little too close to Saying The Thing and being a bit soapy #at times ofc #but yeah i feel like everything i liked most ab church and state was just reiteration of characterizations from prev episodes #rome breakdown was great i just didn’t love the way the running into the protestors thing ended up being done kinda #the episode just felt a little too like Hey Guys This Fascist Has Feelings :( which like TRUE i’m a HUGE proponent of pushing that but i jus #think it was a little too unsubtle for my tastes. like what did roman getting beat up willingly as a grieving method do that roman listening #to logan edited to insult him over and over and over in living+ didnt #and the latter was way more unique and interesting and layered whereas the former felt so cliche and on the nose #wish it was done to make it a little grayer make rome a little more of an asshole even #ok i’ll stop rambling byeee #that’s v much just my opinion and my own sensibilities which r pretty specific ! still a good ep just not like a Me episode the way living+ #or america decides were. and i mean connor’s wedding was an Everyone ep let’s be so real #succession

[pluviophile-imagines]

pluviophile-imagines  ❯  petrichorium

#woooo!! #links should be working too #but pls let me know if any r broken :D #ill probably change my theme in a bit too but #i decided against doing it all at once #both for the sake of not giving myself a huge workload && bc stuff like that sometimes messes w me when others do it

[nomaishuttle]

i kind of dislike that its like. focused on your sim being a landlord it seems (from surface level looking into it) But whatever

#iiii am going to use it so i can have a huge family living on the same lot without having to use mods to increase household size #bc it gets overwhelming having to control like 50 sims LMAO. this is awwwsome bc i legit just this morning got inspired to start a new #legacy save ik i always say that and then i barely even make it to 3 generations but listen. this ones going to be different bc i remembere #ghosts and i have a rly cool mod so that only certain sims (kids animals and some other sims) can see ghosts #so i think itd be swagalicious to have a ton of ghosts . idk why i said swagalicious sorry. butttt itd be so cool to have this huge old #house and split it into smaller apartments so i can have a big family living there :] and have little likee detached apartments.. #im just kinda bummed that itll treat the extended family members as like. tenants. rather than family members #BUT this is exciting. i feel like i cn make something rly similar to my great grans house #where like. you had the main house my great grans house and then you have my uncle ronnies trailer in the front yard and then #my aunt brits/shaes (idr whos it actually was skull) trailer out back... #and this could also be like my grannys house Ill never be able to actually make my grannys house in ts4 its got like. a kind of weird layou #its not weird TO ME bc its normal. but its built into a hill so ts4 doesnt like it #same thing with my grans house. both of them r built into a hill so its just not doablee 😭 unless they completely change the way they do #terrain + floor levels. bc the way my grannys house is like #the front door is ground level and then theres a little landing bit #and then you have a staircase upstairs and a staircase downstairs #and downstairs is Technically a basement but bc of the hill like. the back wall of the downstairs has a little patio. even tho the front is #likee. its not completely underground theres likee maybe 2ish feet above ground level and there s a window there peeking into a flowerbed #and the downstairs isnt like a normal basement bc its like. its got 3 bedrooms + a living room with fireplace and its own full bathroom. an #also the laundry room is down there #sigh.... so basically the house is like. its a very simple 2 story house but theres like. its just shifted so its a halfstory below ground. #i mighttt be able to do something with platforms ?? to make it work?? but i wouldnt be able to build it into the hill #my grans house is more straight forward like the basement is mostly underground aside from the very back wall which is also the garage #butttt its also got a little landing on the staircase that leads to the basement. and theres a door there that leads outside #it also has a bunch of random doors on the top floor (which is the floor you enter on but as you get further back into the house its like. #it kind of turns into a 2 story house) #this isnt my grans Now house she moved out yeah im upset abt it but whatever. but yeah its like that bc apparently the basement used to be #like. entirely underground but when the interstate was built they had to like. move the house ?? or move the hill at least. so yeah

[latinokaeya-moving]

semi related kinda actually. one of those super common fat stereotypes that didn’t really stick/make sense to me until i grew older was the idea of fat equaling weak or pathetic like. that’s a really common association right in both media and the average consciousness of ppl. but it was never something i learned to internalise as a kid bc a Lot of ppl in my family including myself had always been built big and broad and everyone was always just so physically strong??? like looking back not in an unnaturally impressive way or anything but just so many of them had been manual labourers in some way in colombia and then they came here to do cleaning and even though it might not seem it that’s Such a physically taxing job especially if you’re doing it for 12+ hours every day and like. the strength that built Showed in the roughhousing at home so clearly ?

like as little kids me and my brother would gang up on my grandma to play wrestle and she would sooo soundedly defeat us each time like she had such solid grip and weight behind her arms even as an old lady she was short but broad and Sturdy and physically strong!!! and my brother is huge and tall and Fat he was the biggest kid in secondary school i’m so sure and he could pick up and manhandle and throw other kids even older than him with ease. he played rugby with these fit lanky guys i knew in my year who would tell me that they would stay the Fuck away from him when they played bc they knew he was unmovable and Would slam them to the ground without breaking a sweat. hell he could right now pick me up and physically slam me on the ground if he really wanted to and im big! i’m heavy as hell! i weigh almost as much as he does!

so growing up surrounded by my family i just. kinda got used to associating fatness with physical strength as this obvious innate thing so when i sorta expanded my horizons n saw the way it was used in popular media as visual shorthand for like. laziness And Therefore weakness it was just very. unintelligible. it didn’t make sense to me at all. i didn’t get it lol

#x #i know it’s a double edged thing right. like fat r both weak/pathetic but also these huge intimidating monsters to the dainty thin ppl #but while the monstrous association w fatness was Very much instilled in me the weak part was Not At All. it’s possible that being nonwhite #affected that for me in some way but u know. whatever. #it’s just a really strange disconnect i still have w the way fatness is perceived and portrayed #a lot of stereotypes i like. know them and am aware of them and. not necessarily Understand them obviously but like. i have reasonable #common knowledge of them that i picked up as a kid right #but this is just one of those things that continues to be rlly jarring when i see it #even if logistically i understand where the ideas n ideology behind it comes from #weird right. it might be a kinda ‘cultural’ thing of like. valuing the look of ‘real physical strength’ / sturdiness as well i guess #but even in theae cultures there still feels like there’s a kind of Obvious divide between the perception of fat ppl as Strong vs as Weak #and it just wasn’t something i ever caught onto lol. i guess i was too in my own feelings about feeling monstrous/inhuman bc of my fatness ? #idk man. does anyone get what i’m saying please tell me i’m making sense sndksndjd

[ihatebnha]

While I also agree that bakugo adopts an orange cat, I also love entertaining the idea of bakugo having a big, fluffy white coated cat like this one

He calls her princess (even tho YOU'RE princess 😒), spoils the hell outta her, damn near treats her like she is his daughter (like scaring off the male cats that crosses your yard occasionally 😐). He always makes sure her coat remains white by brushing her everyday but also gets upset when he finds shedded hair everywhere and feeds her a nice healthy diet but sometimes slips her some food from his plate like she's a DOG. He can't walk two steps because she's swirling in-between his legs. But the kicker is that she doesn't like you, always swatting her paws at you when you pet her coat. Bakugo says it's because she's jealous and you're like "what is she jealous for??" while he's striving from the attention 😑

(orange cat reference here!)

as;dlfjkasd now we're getting into REAL cat lover bakugo hours... why is this so darn TRUE!!!

He literally swears up and down, left and right, that he doesn't spoil her AND YET, every single second not spent at work or with you is taken up with her. brushing her fur, making her little meals, sitting on the bed together... he probably even gets a little miffed when you interrupt their time together because if something isn't right "she's gonna be upset..."

BAKUGO! that is a CAT!!!

He's lowkey right though because if she's not brushed, the fur problem just gets worse. if she's not fed w/ her special treat, she'll meow ALL NIGHT. It's honestly a good thing you like cats LOOOL even if he is wound right around her little paw w/ how they're always together. ALWAYS (her always being at his feet is taking me out. she definitely thinks he's her man aldfjasdkj)

It's funny though because as irritating as it can be, you can definitely tell they're meant for each other since theyre both such fussy babies. He treats her the way he wishes he could treat himself LOOOL

(and treats you, when he makes it up to you once she's locked out of the room adfkjalsd)

#bakugo #imgine shes a gift from someone when they find out he likes cats #LMFAO HE'S SO MAD AT FIRST #not that he doesnt want her but he's like 'I WOULDVE BEEN FINE WITH ANYTHING AND U GET ME THIS???' #this being a big huge cotton puff #he falls in love instantly tho he's putting the work in #once he's* #u catch them snuggling all the time even if he's grumpy abt it #and its takes a while but princess warms up to u eventually #at least lets u sit NEXT to her #LMFAO her name being princess... probably only happens bc he takes too long thinking of something and thats the nickname he was using #and it just stuck #fdsafjlkjhdj god!!!!!!!!! #this is definitely old OLD bakugo sh*t #you try to get mad at him but u cant be he just cares so much </3 #i want them both #ask #myherhoedream #also how r u bestie #caitie things #fave

[camptw1nk]

I dont think i have ever mentioned nick on this blog bc hes an oc that has. Nothing to do with kurt or in common w him but looking at him next to kurt actually is so interesting to me because they're both around the same age coming from abusive homes and trying to just do what they have to to survive and theres so many interesting parallels between them

#i think they both have this. put side to side its like. they have this spectrum of how grown up a person can be in their early 20s #kurt has a very young feeling to his age and you'd believe hes younger than he is. hes immature #hes incapable of a lot of things and depends heavily on his parents and as a single child hasn't had much opportunity to learn from others #and just generally tends to feel a lot younger especially since his trauma makes him shrink down and age regress a little #whereas nick. hes spent so many years being the older brother and while he did have joe being older he still felt this huge responsibility #and he put it on himself to be the protector of his brothers esp when joe went to college so he had to grow up young #and his history of abusing substances has in many ways aged him #and he has this thing this. he got out of that house and he got free but the moment his brothers need him he moves back in #he faces down the abuse again and almost dies for it because his brothers needed him #and its something kurt never experiences because he never has the protective drive for a sibling #when he ends up back at that house it is because kurt feels too weak to stand on his own feet #when nick does it its because he knows he can be strong enough to endure long enough to protect his brothers #and theres a Lot about nick that makes him more grown up than kurt emotionally #and i do think being a single dad to a baby is very very heavily involved in that but thats a whole other thing #if/when kurt has a baby he shifts to be more grown up tok but thats not the point of this #i started this saying they have nothing in common but they r v similar actually and maybe they should kiss #i ship a lot of my muses w kurt simply bc he deserves all the love #god i love nick i miss him catch me yelling on my multi ab him

[songtwo]

the way the magazine i work at basically has an interview w mgmt confirmed........

#dont wanna b delusional or anything But What If i get my damon interview sooner than anticipated......... #i have it planned mid-long term but what if this comes through and we can also get an interview w blur/damon in November..... #silly thoughts bc that'd be huge and insane and also both my bosses r also blur fans so they cld take it but. What If