#bc if it Is a cyst again

[calamitouscynic]

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#mine #text #kieran talks #i have like. a zit or a cyst or something forming under my bottom eyelid #and im trying So Hard not to rub at it bc it feels weird #and my eye feels dry but fucking with it will probably just make it worse #and i would like it to Go Away #and not have to make a doctors appointment to deal with it #bc if it Is a cyst again #last time i got a needle to the eye to deal with it #which was fine!! i am simply a giant baby #well #emotionally anyway #and i dont want to deal with another needle near my eye again bc i hated it #i felt so bad for flinching whenever the dr got close to Do Her Job #fhdkldwhatever im just goi g to blink a lot and hope it goes away #going #and im blaming all the fucking pollen around too

[thecowboykatsuki-anon]

Shout out to my mom for passing on the genetic health problems to me but the big tit gene to my younger sister and then dying before I could ask for history on said genetic health issues. Real cash money of her

#I think I have another cyst #on the OTHER ovary now #I still haven’t gotten scanned for the first one cause I’m afraid since she so recently passed of cervical cancer #does that make sense #no #I know I need to go get it scanned to make sure it’s not cancer but yknow #I’m a busy gal #also I go in today to talk about having to change my bc cause I’m at a higher risk for clotting (thanks again mom #t rants

[dykethang]

the nurses "prescribed" netflix and lots of rest and after sleeping all day today i am choosing to interpret the netflix part as me being allowed to rewatch shameless again .

#😺 txt #ifi can stay awake. lol. i am still sleeping off the anesthetic dwugs #and also the shitload of painkillers they gave me #i slept all night and then on/off for all of today and will probably sleep all night again #as long as im good by my birthday (monday) ill b happy #btw. turns out having an IUD stuck in your cervix is incredibly painful #like i knew i was In Pain. didn't realise the severity of it until it was out #i literally had a fucking. camera up my uterus and an IUD removal/replacement #still nowhere near as painful as having an IUD lodged in my cervix for like. 6-12months at least #i assumed the severe cramping was endo so i just ignored it #bc ultrasound showed nothing because my uterus is so badly retroverted you can't even see it on externals lol #so i just figured it was endo and i had to deal with it until we incidentally found a big ole cyst #so i thought oh maybe it was that. finally had a decent ultrasound. lo behold IUD in cervix.

[lestatlioncunt]

went to get a refill of raoul's cbd prescription for his hips pain and the vet jokingly told me "you can take a few drops too for headaches". girl i live with a category 8 headache every day of my life, do not tempt me

#rena.txt #me giving raoul his drops: ok 3 to u and....2..? fine fine ONE for me are u happy now #it should help in case he has any pain bc of the prostatic cysts he has. he didn't lose any more blood since i finished giving him the #other 2 therapies so i'm hopeful that we got it under control a bit now. luckly we noticed he had smth going on before the problem grew #too much. we will start again the therapy in 6 months and after that another ultrasound scan to see how everything is going 😔 #my lil silly baby... </3

[larnax]

"congratulations ma'am the hysterectomy went well" while im sitting there like

#c.paradisi #the bear is ok. her name is champa. she got better. i can still tag if anyone needs it #also im gonna have to get sheared AGAIN when i go in for stage 2 phallo and also i gotta get LHR #bc my thick fur coat is causing persistent cysts! very fun #btw i get to complain abt it bc it is Causing Problems but i am also aware being hairy makes me objectively sexy/better than other people

[bluebellhairpin]

Ever since I had that ovarian cyst burst, I get flashbacks when my lower tummy hurts.

#like i can physically feel my heart rate go UP when i get hurties #especially if i know im going out or if im left alone #bc i get in the headspace of 'omg what if i have another cyst and it bursts and i need to go to ER again' #even though cysts are super common and most women get one in their lifetime #and after you have one your chances of more both go down EXPEDIENTLY (while also going up?) #ugh its just awful #i hate being a woman sometimes #nemos thoughts

[bloodyke]

i was gonna post a side by side of barefaced 2018-2019 me vs 2022 me to show how ive managed to get my skincare routine perfect but i think i deleted all the old pictures 💀💀💀

#zenith.txt #it makes sense i was very insecure #i went on birth control in 2018 and it completely fucked up my face like i had very very bad acne #full face of it and it wouldn't go away no matter what i tried and even after i went off birth control 6 months later #which btw was not bc of the acne it was bc it was causing me to grow ovarian cysts anyways my skin barrier was fucked up for like #two years afterward and only this year have i gotten it under control again! im really digging my routine its so simple its like 4 things #i still get hormonal acne which is irritating but its so much better now and also less painful tbh #you'll just have to take my and my moms word on how bad it was for me #but yeah cerave resurfacing retinol serum ($16) skin proud gentle foaming cleanser ($10) stridex salicylic acid ($5) & elf moisturizer ($8) #plus seuolceuticals snail mucin amd tumeric mask ($20) & various sheet masks (usually under $20) of your chosing when needed #does wonders for my very very sensitive VERY dry acne prone skin #aslo do NOT use the retinol and acid in the same routine you'll Completely Ruin your skins health #i personally do a retinol retional rest day rest day salicylic acid rotation #also benzoyl peroxide can help clear acne but i dont need that level of strength anymore so i stopped using it #ANYWAYS all this to say birth control fucked up my hormone levels and health for YEARS even tho i only took it for 6 months #and now im finally getting back to normal #and by normal i mean my hormone levels are back to normal acne is a normal part of human skin and shouldn't be looked down upon

[zaiinab]

first fast has begun

#ive had this pain like at the very bottom of my stomach for like 4 days #but ive been brushing it off and it literally hurts when im doing anything even sleeping…. #i had like cysts last year that we’re gona get removed and that but then they went down so they didn’t have to #i think it’s that again……but i don’t wana go docs during ramadan bc they’ll send me for scans then i have to drink water etc etc 🥲 #im just gona take the pain

[spacealiencafe]

insurance probably wouldn’t cover whatever’s wrong with me anyway

#me actively not looking at all the weird shit happening to my skin #my Face Cyst is back again and there are these. patches on my back #but ive been turned away from doctors bc of my insurance #they said they might need to do tests and my insurance wouldn’t cover it #and ill never be able to afford an insurance premium unless i cut out transportation or food #so im probably better off just never going to the doctor again!

[frostandstardust]

Someone take my phone away from me until July. I'm in pain and testing isnt until the 30th and the internet is telling me I have cancer

#which...typical internet but still #frosttalks #not great for anxiety or depression lol #bc now im like....is it cancer fatigue or depression fatigue? #was it cancer decrease in appetite a week ago or was it that major depression slump and being too poor to buy anything i wanted to eat? #is it a uti and cysts or CANCER??? #perfect lmaooooooo #i mean whenever i get a little less depressed and start trying again im always thrown a curve ball so yeah #nothing good can happen to meeeee

[crispy-ghee]

anxious boy is at the vet again bc the cyst on his paw was looking bad

#jarvis #dog #pitbull

[sergle]

had to go to the vet today bc Theo (cat) has a HUGE fuckin cyst on his neck (pastulio), also had to fix someone's commission, also had to call my doc to try and get my meds refilled and he didn't answer the phone and is probably too technologically incompetent to ever call me back so I'll have to try again, also we all struck out getting a personal loan to pay for the kia engine eaeaauUUHhhh

#sergle.txt #keep my money up... keep my pussy up....... #it's good everything is good. i'm normal. i sit at my desk very straight and do work and my heart doesn't race with panic #I SURE COULD USE SOME FUCKIN. MEDS. THAT HELP WITH PANIC ATTACKS. #FUNNY HOW THAT WORKS..... #if his stupid italian ass could just answer the phone... #edit: Theo is going to be just fine though don't worry about mr. theo

[blood-mocha-latte]

so i made a quiz a minute back and there was a question about my guinea pigs and a lot of people. followed up on that and wanted to know more lmao. AND if you've been here for even .5 seconds you are aware that i. love talking about my pets so let's get into it

i. Perdita Sue

name: -- perdita for 101 Dalmations (since she's black and white) -- sue for Sue Hendrickson (a world renowned paleontologist)

fun fact: as stated by the quiz she fucking. loves her water bottle. when she was a baby we were worried she had a blockage in her throat because she kept slamming it back against the wall of the hutch REALLY LOUDLY and her sister didn't do that. so we took her to the vet. nothings wrong. maybe it was just a thing when she was a baby no. no she just really fucking loves her water bottle and likes making it really loud

worst experience: she cut her paw open on a piece of hay when she was about a year and a half old and was bleeding SO FUCKING MUCH i almost missed a class final to stay home with her. she was fine lol

best experience: she likes to shake hands. i have a photo of this somewhere. if you put your hand down in the hutch she'll run over and put both her paws in your palm so you can "shake" them it's the funniest fucking thing

ii. Mei Rosalind

name: -- mei for my fiancee's middle name lmao (lenora-mei) -- rosalind for Rosalind Franklin (biochemist who discovered the structure of dna)

fun fact: again as in the quiz, she likes sunbeams. a whole fuckin' lot. like, too much. it was about noon and i walked into the room they're in and she was on her back. lil paws in the air. and i thought she was Fucking Dead but no. she was just sunbathing

worst experience: she once sneezed in my mouth and i thought i was gonna die

best experience: when i was studying for my organic chem final she slept on my desk the whole time and just generally kept me from Flipping The Desk and giving up lmao

iii. Meg Helen

name: -- meg for meg jay (clinical psychologist on adult development) -- helen for. helen keller. bc she's blind

fun fact: the only guinea pig we got from a pet store, who we weren't actually going to get. but she was curled up in the corner of a too small cage and was obviously miserable, so we ended up biting the bullet and adopting her. took her to the vet, vet told us she is The Most Blind Animal she has ever had the pleasure of meeting. take that as you will

worst experience: we got her when she was just a little over a week old and she had to be quarantined from the others. we ended up having to switch off and sit with her at night because she'd cry the whole time and she has the saddest fucking wheek

best experience: she has the croakiest voice of all time. we're pretty sure it's the same genetic inbreeding problems that made her blind, but it doesn't hurt her and it sounds Hilarious. when she finally got out of her quarantine hutch and to her real one (which is 45 feet squared lmao) she didn't stop popcorning and squeaking for fifteen minutes. i cried my fiancee cried i took a video and sent it to my parents and they cried it was a day

iv. Piper Florence

name: -- piper for the pied piper of war because she's the leader and the others follow after her like she's the. the pied piper -- florence for florence nightingale because again if you've been here for more than .5 seconds you know that i am a. healthcare bitch

fun fact: once jumped out of the hutch and then just stood in the middle of the room because she didn't know where to go. is Best Friends with meg and shows her where everything is in the hutch when we have to change it/replace objects. she does not like sue and ignores her. just doesn't like her there's nothing to be done

worst experience: we thought she had ovarian cancer about a year ago because she was lethargic/sick/swollen etc for a long period of time. tracking her poop what she ate all of that etc etc. turns out that she had a cyst which was still a fucking nightmare, but hey at least it wasn't cancer

best experience: when my fiancée got really sick a few years back piper would just sit on her chest and purr. it was cute and needed and she's fuckin BEEN there man she's basically our dog

anyways that's it. congratulations if you got through it all lmao. i also have four cats (i am. not good at fostering) and a dog so maybe i'll make a post about them idk. ok bye

#rie talks #actually have a post kinda like this in my drafts that's my fiancees experiences watching band of brothers because she is So Fucking Funny #anyways nothing else to tag this? #guinea pigs #i guess #ok bye lol

[squeakadeeks]

had a wild one yesterday, had to go to the hospital and i have thoughts

honestly the whole thing was not that big of a deal, but it was a wild day.

I woke up at 5am, felt ok but with a mild pain in my left side. got ready and started going to work thinking "huh ok this pain is getting a little bit worse than i'd like but no big deal". got there and within an hour it went from "ouchie" to "HOLY FUCK". i tried to start with urgent care, but got sent to the ER immediately. spent the whole day there doing tests and imaging and they did actually find something which is a huge relief. plus what they found explains my experience to a tee so it offers some peace of mind.

but the funniest things to me are the following:

i know they have to do this, but I find it funny when the nurses ask "are you sexually active?" and I'm like "no" and then theyre like..."have you ever been sexually active" and again the answer is no, and the nurse is always without fail weird about it. like being apologetic bc i dont have any game, asking a bunch of questions like "are you sure", which ?? ??? girl what ??? ?? and most commonly thinking that im lying, when its like first of all:

second of all:

most of the time i get a kick out of how flustered they get when presented with the idea of an adult who has literally no interest in having sex despite that being a well known sexual orientation (like babygirl how in the hell is this a novel idea to you). but this time what ticked me off is they didn't believe me when i told them i had never been sexually active so much that they actually ordered a pregnancy test without telling me. which is also annoying bc my symptoms wouldve made no sense with pregnancy so they pretty much just did it because they didnt believe me.

and 2:

I was in horrible pain from a cyst and needed to get bloodwork done. but the person doing my blood work was so aggressive and bad at it that they had to try my left arm, right arm, and then my left hand and they burst the vein in all three locations. i've never had that happen before normally my blood draws are routine and painless. they also botched my hand blood draw so badly that my whole hand is bruised and swollen and ngl?? the pain is comparable to the cyst. like that nurse FUCKED me up. i wont go into detail about some of the specifics about what she did that was so painful during the draw bc it makes my skin crawl just thinking about how she handled the needle inside the vein but it was BAD bad.

hell of a day. im happy they found something and all but between being undiagnosed as asexual and having a nurse just absolutely fuck up my whole scene during a blood draw im just like. girl.

#the last time i had a dr refuse to believe that i wasnt sexually active was an anderson cooper looking motherfucker #this time she seemed nice which is why im especially annoyed

[intern-seraph]

hush my darling, don't fear my darling

After an incident in Alchemy, you flee to the Botanical Gardens to have a breakdown in private. Of course, things don't go quite as you expected — but that's not always a bad thing.

i started this fic when i was in a pretty shit place emotionally+self-esteem-wise. finished it in a similar state. so this is literally just leoyuu hurt/comfort bc i needed another clinically depressed person 2 cuddle me. intended as romantic, but can easily be read as platonic as well :) read beneath the cut!

Originally posted on Ao3

CWs: some gross medical metaphors, low self-esteem, nameless nrc students being nrc students (rude assholes)

You hate it when you get like this. After 5 overblots, you should be tougher. Tougher than this, tougher than breaking down over some stupid comment from an asshole classmate. But, well, you can’t really stop the tears once they start, so all you want to do right now is find an isolated place to hide and cry it out. Showing weakness in front of your classmates is a no-go. You’ve only recently managed to earn the rest of the school’s respect. That would put you back at square one.

“Why did the Headmage let a useless, magicless klutz like you in?”

It’s not even the meanest thing you’ve been called in your time here in Twisted Wonderland. But something about the venom in your classmate’s words as you sat sprawled out in a sea of broken glass just made you crack. You let Professor Crewel chew out the boy after helping you up and checking you for any injuries and fled the room. Ace and Deuce and Grim didn’t have any chance to follow you.

He ran into you! It wasn’t even your fault! You scold yourself again for taking his insult so personally, but that only brings you closer to the brink of tears. Angrily, you mash the heel of your palm into your eyes to get rid of the tears threatening to finally slip free. With your free hand, you reach out and open the door to the botanical garden. There’s nobody here at this time of day, not unless Professor Crewel needs someone to grab ingredients.

Well, nobody save for one person. But Leona is probably outside napping in a patch of sunlight (like the big kitty cat he is); at least, you hope he is. You don’t want him to see you like this. You don’t want him to see how pathetic you really are.

You duck under a mass of large, broad leaves. Your breath lodges in your chest, a hard lump of hurt that oozes out of you in quick bursts like fluid from a lanced cyst. Nobody’s here. You can cry now. The sobs you’ve been holding back make your body shake. Sharp, painful gulps of breath punctuate the thrum of your pulse in your ears. Clutching your uniform blouse, you fold in on yourself.

“... Hey, Herbivore.”

It sounds like you’re underwater. You move with the same sluggishness as you look up to meet Leona’s eyes. His face appears in blurry smears, though his frown manages to pierce through your tears.

“Oi. Hey. Quit crying,” he mutters, reaching out one hesitant hand while the other runs through his hair. “Look at me. Breathe.”

All you can do is wail even louder. He winces. Then, he seems to toss aside his reservations and touches your shoulder. In one sharp, jerky motion, you lurch into his arms. Leona hisses, but catches you nonetheless. Your trembling hands clutch at his vest as you cry into his chest.

“H-hey, whoa.” His hands fumble for only a moment before he wraps his arms around you more firmly. He pats your head with a distinct discomfort. “You’re getting snot all over me,” he says without malice. In one smooth motion, he scoops you up and cradles you like you’re made of porcelain. You let him carry you over to the shade of one of the larger plants and seat you on his lap. His touch grows more confident as he rubs your back and rocks you from side to side. “Breathe for me, Herbivore. Nice ‘n slow. I’ll do it with you, even. In… and out.”

You hiccup, but manage to mimic his slow, deep breaths. He scratches your scalp as a reward, the gentle scrape of his blunt nails helping to ground you.

“That’s better, yeah?” Without looking up, you nod. A slow sigh hisses through his teeth. “I hate seein’ you cry like that.”

“Sorry,” you mumble into his clothes.

“‘S not your fault. What the hell happened to make you cry like that?” He keeps scratching. You melt, sniffling but no longer sobbing. It takes a moment to put your thoughts together.

“It’s stupid.”

“So?”

“I-It’s really, really stupid. You’ll laugh.”

“Try me.”

You hesitate. With a slow, halting breath, you say, “There was an accident in Alchemy. One of my classmates yelled at me.” You don’t let him respond before you continue, “See? I told you it’s stupid.”

“An accident? Are you hurt?” Leona pushes you back so he can look you over. You bat at his hands and chest in protest.

“I’m not hurt! I swear! The only thing hurt is my pride…” You try to laugh, but it comes out as more of a croak. He scowls at you. “Don’t look at me like that!”

“You —” he yanks you into his chest, hand curling around the back of your head and keeping you firmly in place “— are such a pain in the ass. How about you let someone else worry about you for once in your life?”

“Didn’t think you cared.”

He scoffs. “Idiot,” he mutters as he squeezes you. “You’re part of my pride. ‘Course I care.” A gentle rumble builds in his chest as he flops onto his back, bringing you with him. He buries his face in your hair, ignoring the way you squirm. “Quit moving.”

“Leona, I’m fine now!”

“So?” He rolls you both onto your sides. Peering over his shoulder, you can see his tail flick with contentment. “You interrupted my nap, so I’m keeping you until I’m done with this one. ‘Sides, aren’t you all tuckered out from all that crying?”

That kills any argument. Because you are tired. Exhausted, even. After all, you ran all the way here from the alchemy lab, and you cried so hard…

With a sigh, you relent and wriggle closer. You don’t miss his quiet, triumphant chuckle, nor the subtle press of his lips to your scalp. “Fine,” you mumble, “but only for an hour or two.”

“Sure, Herbivore.”

Several hours later, you wake up drenched in dew, but warm and safe in the arms of a slumbering lion.

#leona kingsholar x reader #leona kingscholar #twst #twst x reader #twst fic #twisted wonderland #seraph speaks #my writing

[cannibalisticskittles]

spent yesterday morning in the emergency room w/ a kidney stone, which was honestly way milder than the last time I went to the ER for kidney stones bc this time it was Just One and it had pretty much already passed by the time I got admitted, but it was still important to be checked out in case i had multiple like last time (when they told me after a scan that i was "chock full of them" lmao)

thankfully there were signs of just a few iiiiiitty bitty stones in the kidney that WASN'T hurting (and a cyst again lmao) which will probably pass without notice, so. ought to be fine.

but damn, i'm tired of my body breaking down. this one might also be linked to lack of hydration, like the blocked salivary gland, so?? another sign that i need to drink way more water?? it's just hard to stay hydrated. not a lot of moments where it's easy to stop and get a drink while working. but. I Must, clearly.

also got hematomas on both arms from the IVs which is also likely bc of dehydration; those veins are Decent after i spend three days meticulously hydrating myself, so when i don't specifically do that, they're.... small and hard to get to. behold.

gnarly.

#they're not THAT gnarly looking but i feel like it should be possible to opt out of seeing my bruisy arms lmao #also!!! the staff let me keep the fucking kidney stone. i said sure when they asked even tho. what am i going to do with it. #it sure is spiky!!! no wonder it hurt so bad