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violetnotez · 4 years

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hello!! how are u today? i hope youre well💖 may i request a baku crushing on a girl who is native eng speaker, but has never heard her speak. however one day the whole class is watching some eng movie n y/n starts dissing the movie in eng bc its so bad n the whole class is sHOCKED BC HER VOICE IS SO FLUENT N SM DEEPER IN ENG. bakubabe is just there like damn thats hot.

Hey babes! I’m doing well thank you, just doing some stuffs for my art blog! I hope youre doing well 💕💕also thank you to @gallickingun for the mangacap, it saved me so much time and I was actually able to color it! 😍

Also: IM ALIVE!!!! I LITERALLY WROTE THIS TODAY AND OMG I MISS WIRITNG! I’ll start on that Dabi x reader fic I mentioned in a little bit, just wanted to post this! Hopefully it’s good lmao

⤷ Genre: Fluff

⤷ Word Count: 2020

⤷ Warnings: cursing its bakubabe

⤷ Synopsis: Bakugo won’t admit it to himself, but he’s conflicted: he knows he has a crush on you, but his dumbass won’t admit it-well, until he hears your sexy American voice.

Song Recs: ⤷If I Cant Have You-Shawn Mendes⤷Thinking About You-Calvin Harris ⤷Rather Be-Clean Bandit

This was so stupid. Completely dumb and a waste of his time.

Bakugo slumped in his seat a little more, a grumble escaping his lips as he tried to focus on the screen in front of him, his broad shoulders crossed in front of him.

He should be sleeping right now, not sitting and watching this dumbass romantic American movie, especially when you were by his side.

There was no reason why his cheeks should feel hotter when you laughed at the movie, or his hands feel clammy with his sweat everytime you shifted your body closer to him.

It was pissing him off, because no matter how much he tried to ignore the pent up emotions in his chest, he had to admit it to himself-he had a goddamn crush.

On you, the goddamn exchange student.

Fucking great.

His lips pouted as he sulked in his seat on the couch, trying his best to glue his eyes to the screen instead of sneaking a glance at your profile.

The TV showed one of the most sickly sweet and horrific scenes he had ever witnessed: the main couple on screen were finally declaring their love to each other, their voices getting louder and more desperate as they tried to one up each other, almost as if battling to see who could last the longest.

“I love you to the moon!”

“I love you to the moon and back!”

“I love you to the moon and all the stars in the sky!”

“And I love you to-“

A laugh erupted next to him, Bakugo swiveling his head over to see you giggling in your seat, your pretty lips parted as those sweet sounds came from your mouth.

“God, this is terrible!” You chuckled, shaking your head as you said it.

Bakugo’s face reddened, his eyes widening from the sounds coming from your mouth.

Your sentence wasn’t in Japanese: it was foreign and new, American sounding.

Bakugo was used to your voice sounding light and airy when you talked in Japanese, like a leaf on a autumn breeze as it floated into his ears and danced in his mind whenever you spoke his native language. Sometimes you would fumble over the words, trying to piece the meanings together as a blush formed on your cheeks and your eyes turned up from embarrassment. He always made fun of you from it, usually telling you to “Spit it out Baka, I don’t got all day”, but really-he absolutely loved it. You sounded so sweet, so innocent and endearing: he just wanted to wrap you in a hug and envelope himself in your sugar sweet voice.

But right now, your voice was somehow the opposite-it was deeper and richer, like warm,auburn honey on a summer evening. It coated his mind in its thick numbness, the only thing he could think of was how deep and sultry, and well, sexy, it sounded coming from your lips.

He squirmed in his seat, hating how much that little change in your tone affected him so much as you continued to giggle at the wreck of a movie in front of you.

Your class turned to look at you, their faces clearly as shocked as Bakugo’s-they had never actually heard your voice when you spoke English, and they weren’t quite used to it.

You looked at your classmates, your face twisted in innocent confusion.

“What? What did I say?” You asked again in that sultry American voice, making Bakugo shift in his seat, his face looking away from you as he covered his mouth with his hand.

Damn you needed to get that voice under control-he felt like you were controlling his emotions when you spoke like that.

“Whoa y/n you know English!” Kamianri propped himself up, his face clearly in awe as he yelled it out the words.

Sero, who was sitting beside him, chuckled at his air headed friend, giving him a judging look.

“Uh, you do realize she’s from America, right?” Sero snickered, Kamianri looking sheepish as he realized his forgetfulness.

“Oops, Sorry!” He yelled out again, earning a laugh from you and the rest of your classmates.

Jealousy bubbled inside Bakugo like a volcanic eruption, the dangerous emotion barely being contained inside him as his fists clenched.

He hated when others made you laugh, especially his freinds, who unfortunately figured out the crush he had on you a few weeks back. Hearing you giggle at his idiot friends made him want to yell out in possession, declaring that they should know that you were his-well would be his- and they should lay off. But you didn’t suspect a thing about his feelings, and he really didn’t feel like looking like a possessive freak in front of you.

He felt your body shift next to his, his heart beating faster as your finger tapped his shoulder.

“Hey, Uh, Bakugo?” You whispered, the sweet tone of your Japanese voice making him shudder pleasantly, as well as long for your deeper American voice.

He grunted in response, his arms still slung across his broad chest.

“Did I talk in my American voice?”

He scoffed, his eyes rolling in his sockets at how adorably oblivious you could be sometimes. He sent you a shit eating smirk, his vermillion eyes dark like wine.

“What do you think?” He stated, but he didn’t say it in his language, no-he said it English.

He watched your face instantly light up, your eyes bright with excitement and awe as you gasped.

“Wait-you know English?!” You yelled out in awe, a smile erupting on your face. That smile seemed to shake his world, his mind eternally thanking that the room was so dark as his cheeks flushed.

“Of course I know English,” he scoffed, “what idiot doesnt.”

You giggled at his comment, your body shifting closer to his.

Damn it, his cheeks were getting hotter-he could feel your shoulder a mere centimeters away from his, your skin radiating a coolness that felt so soothing being near his permanently hot flesh.

You leaned in closer, your eyes watching his face with sweetness. “How long have you been speaking it?” you asked, but in that hot ass American voice-he was about to combust right then and there.

Shit-he would never admit it, but he hadn’t been exactly practicing his second language. He had learned it back in middle school, when it was a required class, and he had passed it with flying colors of course. Over the years though, he began to forget it, and he was pretty rusty now, now only remembering a few phrases (‘What do you think?’ being one of them)

“Ahh-“ he grumbled out, feeling stupid for not even understanding what you had said. He felt those pretty eyes of yours continue to stare at him, making him feel almost guilty for leading you on as you face fell slightly.

“You didn’t understand what I said, did you?” You asked sadly, back to using your airy Japanese voice. He hated seeing you look so disappointed, as if he let you down in some way.

“Of course I do, dumbass, I just-“

“It’s been awhile since you spoken it?”

He grunted in reply, your mind already translating that to a “Yes.”

Your face somehow light up again, your body even closer to his as you shimmied yourself near him.

“Then I’ll reteach you it!”

“Huh?” He looked at you, his eyes slanted as you peered at you with an almost judging look. What the hell were you playing at?

You nodded again, your lips letting out a slight hum.

“Yeah, I’ll teach you a phrase in English! To be honest, I miss having someone to talk to in my language…” you chuckled at your revelation, your eyes coated in embarrassment.

Well shit-if you needed someone to talk to in English, he was going to be the one to do it. With his damn luck Icy Hot and damn Deku would jump in and be your little English buddy. His skin crawled at the idea of you getting all cozy with one of those two bastards, his insides light up like a fire.

“Fine,” he huffed out, pretending like he was giving in, “but I’m not sitting through a whole damn lesson.”

You chuckled slightly, brushing a piece of hair behind your ears.

“Don’t worry, I’ll start off easy,” you smiled up at him, looking up slightly as if in thought.

“We’ll start with a something easy,” you instructed.

“I’ll teach you-“your sweet Japanese voice suddenly turned rich like syrup as it switched to American. ‘Hi my name is Bakugo”,

“Easy enough?” You asked, switching back to Japanese.

“Fucking elementary,” he scoffed, “yeah I can do it.”

“Cool!” You exclaimed quietly, still mindful of your classmates watching the crappy movie. You shimmied again, your face squarely staring at his as you waited for him to start speaking, your eyes expecting and wide with anticipation.

Shit he was supposed to be paying attention?

Bakugo cursed himself in his mind, as he was too preoccupied listening to your hot as hell American accent.

Damn, he was going to have a hard time talking to you in English, especially if you said his name like that. He hadn't realized how mezmorized he was by the way you spoke his name, your voice low and sultry as if you were telling him a secret, something he was only able to hear. His spine tingled and his hands clammed up again, making his mouth feel dry.

Shit, you’d be the end of him.

He opened his mouth, feeling uncharacteristically nervous as he tried to speak the words you had spoken. He could barely remember how you had said them though, the syllables coming out his mouth feeling cracked and awkward.

“H-hi my n-ame is...shit!” He cursed at himself, hating the way the words felt in his mouth. He couldn't say them right, knowing full well he looked like an idiot as his cheeks began to redden.

He heard you giggle next to him, the voice sounding sweet and kind against his ear.

“It okay,” you reassured him, “your just opening your mouth a little too wide...here-“

Before he could register what was even going on, your hand had wrapped delicately around his jaw, the floral scent of your perfume swarming his mind and making him unable to think straight. Your digits were pressing against his hot cheeks, forcing his lips to pout out slightly.

Damn, if he thought he was blushing, it was nothing compared to this-it felt like his cheeks were on fire.

You laughed at his clearly shocked face, his vermillion eyes wide and filled with confusion.

“Don’t worry, Bakugo, I’m just helping you,” you reassured him, your voice feathery as you whispered close to his ear.

Why the hell did that sound so hot?

You sent him another smile, speaking again in Japanese and then back to English, “Just say- ‘Hi my name is Bakugo’,”

he continued to star at you, actually beginning to like the feel your digits pressed against his mouth.

He swallowed, trying to coat his dry mouth with saliva.

“Hi-my name-is-Bakugo,” he stuttered out.

He wouldn’t ever say it out loud, but he had to admit it-his English voice did sound much better with your fingers pressed against his cheeks like that.

You clearly noticed it as well, your face triumphant and proud. “There ya go, that sounded so much better!” You congratulated him, your fingers retracting from his skin.

He already missed the feeling of your cold skin against his hot flesh, his cheeks feeling empty without your digits pressing against them.

He sucked the flesh of his cheeks into his mouth, moving his jaw.

“Shitty woman-need to give me a warning-“ he scolded you, his hands feeling clammy with the sudden change in events.

You rolled your eyes, lying yourself against the couch cushions and returning your gaze to the TV.

“Well, your going to have to get used to it if I’m going to teach you more-“

“Teach me more?!?” He practically yelled out, gaining a few confusing looks from his classmates.

“Of course!” you smiled as if it was obvious, “need to make sure your fluent enough for a conversation dumbie!”

“It’s also fun seeing you blush like that Bakugo,” you playfully nudged his ribcage, sending him a wink as you turned your gaze to the movie, unaware of how flustered you just made him.

Well shit-he thought numbly, a small grin playing against his mouth-you were something else.

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flockofdoves · 3 years

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the way my classes are scheduled while going back to being a part time student this semester makes weeks go by like insanely quickly. like when i was working 5 days a week with just the weekend to look forward to that was awful on so many levels (weird to think it was only 4 months ago i quit in some ways and sooo distant in others bc i absolutely hate even thinking about it just one of the worst times in my life on a day to day level because of my supervisor not even bringing in disability stuff that made it unbearable too) and the week dragged on forever and the weekend too short bc i literally just slept trying to recuperate.

then having like nothing to do while i could relish the novelty for a bit i always lose all sense of time and its just another horrible (albeit less horrible than above) blur of understimulation and not knowing how to direct myself to do anything so times both slow and fast

but now its like?? i’m kinda back in school? but less workload than i’m used to? (even beyond just taking two 3 credit classes and one 1 credit class, i did so many extracurriculars all my life and then in college had a job and ran clubs and did volunteer work/organizing all throughout my time there) but like also i’m getting used to being that type of responsible again and since i only have classes monday wednesday friday its not like at work when i really did for a short time feel tired at like 10pm. now its like. every other day i’m like yay!!! no class tomorrow! and then just stay up the whole night and sleep the whole day then cant sleep enough for class lol. but its like. doable albeit not ideal. but just interesting how with this schedule its like oh my god.. weeks go by so quick. like not bad or good. enjoying myself but also stressing myself out. this isn’t an articulate post. but yeah honestly really kind of scared about how ingrained so many of my issues with time management and sleep and stuff are. like idk i guess maybe itll always be hard bc adhd/etc or w/e but i dont think that this is really the best i could be doing thatd just be really depressing. but also i worry with being 22 now that i’ve barely made any progress at all so whether thats just how it was always gonna be or is more bad habits that’ve become too ingrained like i dont want that to be an excuse i want to get better but its upsetting thinking i don’t really know how to realistically picture myself doing much more it just seems so daunting.

wasnt really intending this to be a negative post like the end here. just neutral. like whoa. huh. mfw part time class schedules are interesting lol

#cpost

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lolbtsaus · 7 years

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Werewolf!Yoongi (Boyfriend)

And now it is time for one half of Yoonmin, one half of the Daegu princes, my lowkey spirit animal who is so fucking cute all the time but especially when he’s got that beautiful gummy smile on his face and his eyes are just lit up and so happy, that’s my favorite, Min Yoongi aka Suga aka Agust D

I’ve written three things for werewolf!Yoongi so far, there’s the description of him as a werewolf in general, which is part one (here) part two is him falling in love with a human (here) and of course, werewolf!Yoongi as a father (all of the father related posts are here)

Since one of the requests was for human!reader, I’ll be using that to start off with

Cutest boyfriend

He can be serious when he needs to be but he’s actually really playful and goofy

Isn’t afraid to drop his pride in order to make you smile

Aegyo?? He’ll do it

Wear dumb costumes?? Done and done not a problem

Make a weird face?? That’s not a big deal at all

Loves loves loves taking naps with you

That’s actually how you first see him as a wolf, during a nap at Yoongi’s house

You get there during his work hours so you decide to take a nap, you go to sleep alone and wake up with a wolf curled up next to you

At first you think it’s a dog but then there’s a couple key differences like size but even if it was a dog, you don’t own a dog that size, Holly isn’t that anywhere near that big

You’re trying to sit up as slowly as you can so you don’t wake the wolf up and then you realize that Holly is literally sprawled out next to it?? Surely he wouldn’t do that if it was a random wolf

You go to call Yoongi to ask him what’s up with this whole thing why is his dog buddies with a wolf but you see his phone next to yours so you know he’s home but he’s not in the kitchen or the living room or anywhere in the house

The wolf wakes up at all the noise of you walking around and trying to whisper-yell Yoongi’s name to find him and you go back into the room to see it awake but it’s really calm?? And docile v v docile almost domesticated

Like its tail even wags a bit when it sees you and now you’re officially confused

Things start to click together when you notice the wolf has the same eye color that Yoongi has, that beautiful brown color that can sometimes look black, and that Holly looks way too comfortable with it like they’re grooming each other and they were cuddled up before they woke up

It’s got this black fur with long legs and it’s more on the lanky side and while it’s far from being small, it’s not the biggest, especially once you compare it to the other wolves in the pack

You realize that the wolf is Yoongi and it’s just such a relief bc for a second there, you thought yoon had somehow befriended a wolf and kept it as a pet

It’s not all that common for Yoongi to be in his wolf form around you bc he likes being able to use his words with you and talk to you but sometimes, he just wants to curl up on your lap and have you play with his fur and coo at him

Sometimes when Holly is playful, he’ll go off into his wolfy bit and play with him so the playing field is more even and Holly can play with something close to a dog

He wouldn’t bring you around the pack on the full moon for a few months after that but after you ask him enough times and show that you’re really interested in seeing that side of him, he gives in

He’s v v reluctant to do it bc werewolves on full moons aren’t exactly known for their control and it’s one thing to have a bunch of other wolves to play with but add a human into the mix and you never know what’s gonna happen

They all play really rough with each other and chase each other around and tackle each other and having a giant wolf chasing you around when you’re human is v v different from when you’re a wolf

So he’s really protective that first time and he stays next to you the entire night and just watches everyone really carefully when they get too close to you and you can just see he’s ready to jump in at any second

He knows they wouldn’t purposely hurt you but sometimes they don’t realize how rough they’re being bc they’re so used to playing with other wolves

He is protective bc he h a t e s seeing you hurt, there’s this one time you nick your finger with the knife when you’re cutting something up and it’s not all that deep or bad but he hates seeing you tense up when he has to clean it and Yoongi knows that getting bit a lil too hard by a wolf is very different from just accidentally cutting your finger

Of course, if it’s a serious threat, he’s gonna get a l o t more protective and more serious about it and the other person/wolf wouldn’t even get close to you but this is just his pack so he isn’t that worried

It’s really only when the wolves wanna play with you or get too close in their play fight that he gets tense but after a couple full moons, he eases up about it and starts wondering around and joining the play but he still makes sure to come check up on you every now and then

You’re honestly just really in awe of all of it bc you’re still new to the whole idea of werewolves but here you are watching a bunch of wolves roll around in the dirt and play around and be friendly

Like how surreal is it to walk up to a giant ass wolf, aka Jin, and just sit next to him and pet him or talk to him even though he can’t talk back and all of the wolves have the boys’ eyes and personalities and it’s just whoa bc it’s easy to think of them as humans, easy to think of them as actual wolves but to think of it as a human that can turn into a wolf is just really cool

Hear me out on this for a minute

Holly comes with you guys when Yoongi takes you to the full moon gatherings

Imagine teeny tiny Holly among all those wolves aka the boys and they’re gentler with him bc he’s smaller

Yoongi doesn’t get too jealous and when he does it isn’t the same type of jealousy humans have

Like I said in Jin’s post, werewolves don’t get “jealous” in the same way humans do bc they almost always mate for life and typically, their first love is their last so they don’t really worry about other people winning their mate’s heart or cheating or anything like that bc werewolves are super loyal to their pack and mates

But you are human so jealousy, albeit rare, is still a thing but Yoongi doesn’t let that last long at all

The minute he sees you’re getting jealous, he’s reminding you of the fact that he’s yours for life and that someone hitting on him at a restaurant isn’t gonna change that

If you’re feeling insecure about being human, he also doesn’t allow that to become a long term thing

It’s a serious talk and he devotes a lot of time into making sure you believe every single word he said bc he meant all of them, he really does plan to spend the rest of his life with you and he doesn’t plan on letting the fact that you’re human bring you down

Dating werewolf!Yoongi is so cute and fun and he’s protective but not overly so, he’s funny and witty and he always makes sure you’re smiling and laughing until your cheeks are sore

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thegeminisage · 7 years

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today in adventures of liz:

ok BACK to kakariko to tell impa i got the thing

the memory thing idk if i talked about it in the last post but i recovered a memory and saw a cutscene of link and zelda and died i was just too migraine addled to keep going

aww i got my tunic back

...im gonna turn it green. i know it was blue in the trailers but. green.

aww i cant dye this one?? no fair ):

well i’ll try sailing then!! i don’t know if my brother figured out how so it’ll be something to tell him (update lol he has. fuck)

he’s also done the major test of strength shrine :/

oooh i got the boat started and now it’s...kind of drifting around on its own lol

guess i’d better try the shrine now while i have such good weapons ):

WOW broke my battle axe already!!

and my shield ): in TWO hits

HAHAHA I DID IT

fuck

that was so difficult!!! never do i ever want to do that ever again!!!!

got myself some SICK CLIMBING GEAR

omg dude i found a rito playing the accordion for some seagulls and my heart twisted bc i thought of aryll

i can’t climb the thing he’s on bc it’s raining so i get to just stand under some shelter and listen to his song

im nostalgic high key hahaha jesus christ

in wind waker they say “you’ve traveled far for one with no wings” but at least in wind waker you had a companion. in this game i am so alone. i could just weep tbh

i love it when the game slams you with unexpected faint feelings like that. it doesn’t work as well if this is your first zelda but if you’ve been playing them for years there’s a lot of sadness and unexpected grief and loneliness

the hyrule i knew was always full of people. maybe not in all the places, but even in the remote areas you might still find someone once in awhile, and you always had your companion. this is so different. all the feelings are like--of an age past, of something dead or sleeping. like link.

and the rain’s over, let’s climb

omg he’s playing songs about link im going to CRY

either me or the link of 10,000 years ago

oh my god the song is SO pretty geez geez i got chills

omg i found some stone pebble monsters on the beach and theyre kinda cute?? idk how to kill them except blow them up

ohhhh i found the big monsters hole :||||

sheikah slate says: hinox

oh. oh it chases you. okay, good great thats

bye lmao

im gonna bomb it from the top of the hole. fuck this nonsense i play smart

[roll safe meme picture here]

NOOO I FELL

at least it didn’t wake back up

ok, so i can’t get any of the bombs close enough...at least i have arrows?

...which don’t do enough damage. ok. ok. i’ll just glide down there and attack him the arrows are chipping away at his health pretty quickly so

oh. i died. all right then

HA I KILLED HIM

and broke my best weapon. but.

that wasnt so bad. i bet i could kill the one on the island if it didn’t take all my equipment and elixirs

speaking of i’ve been trying to stack them lmao and i think they only work one at a time...smh

aw aw i found a heart-shaped pond with fairies

i guess the only part left of this province i haven’t explored is that big mountain :/ y a y

whoa i just saw something fall from the sky and i thought maybe it was embers from death mountain but that’s too far away...i chased it down and it turns out its a piece of a fallen star OOOO:

time to climb mt laynayru i guess rip

ah i wound up going the super long way around and found this lake with ruins in it!! last time i found one the blood moon rose but it just did that a couple of nights ago so i think im safe this time lol

ohh man. oh wow. these are. beautiful. man.

me: wow these ruins are so beautiful! can’t wait to explore! the weather: (:

this is the only video game thats ever made me hate rain omg

also i keep forgetting to take pics of things for the copendium :/ god it’s gonna be sooo tedious to get everything, rip

oh wow i can see a big gate or dam thing in the distance in another province...tbh it’s fucking amazing how far away you can see at the high points and the map is SO huge

yep, definitely a dam

nooo its cold up here so i gotta take off my climbing shirt and wear my warm doublet bc i dont have any spicy food 4 my son )):

oh wait lmao jk i do

eat the spice and be warm my child

it was stupid to come up here without fire arrows lol

whoa there are wolves here...they kinda look pink :3

put on my doublet and i’m STILL too cold to go on?? WTF

i mean i have one more spicy dish but...man. i didn’t know the cold came in tiers.

whoa i see some weird glowing thing??

oh shit the music started up Oh Shit

oh my god its a dragon!! infected with Malice

oh my god its naydra!!! so like for nayru, and farosh is for farore, i KNEW they didn’t forget the goddesses

and i have to shoot the stuff off to free it but i only have about 4m of cold resistance left and 10 arrows?? oh my god

i’ll try friend!!!!

aaah i got all but one eye i’m using those the updrafts and those sick mid-air shots to get close enough

maybe i’ll reload my save now that i’ve had more practice...i don’t want to leave it ):

HAHAHA OH MY GOD I DID IT

WITH MY LAST ARROW I DID IT

“you must now pierce the dragon’s body to save it” WITH WHAT ARROWS? oh my god don’t...tell me i have to leave im crying

wait wait I HAVE ICE ARROWS thank god

or nayru i guess

ok good god back to a cooking pot to make some spicy shit before i die for real

#personal #loz blogging #botw spoilers

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