#at least some letters are right

[justewil]

i should steal another pl character's name ...

#guy who said he was goinh to sleep: hey #its. idk. i Cannot have luke as a namr too that wouod get confusing #for me .at least #wpuld be funny though ... luke and des guy named both luke and des .... #maybe that isnt that funny. is 4am #idk thoguh. i have a history of only/mostly choosing 3 letter names?? for some reason?? #not intentionslly it just. happejs ???? i fear i wkuld break that patterb ..... #is anyone reading this .hi 🫵 #uhhhhh anyway i dont Know . also i get really nervous about names and worrying if they Fit me or not #like .far too nervous for something as silly as that . for som3 reason .i dont even know if my Current names fit me ????? AUAUUUGH #and i would be afraid that .idk if i would even take another name but if i did i would be worried that peoole would be like “haha woaw th #thsts stupid that doesnt fit him at all“ and Not Twll me !!!!!@ I think about that a lot #what the fuck was i supposed to be tlakimg about here #🤝 shaking your hand if you read all of that .i sure didnt !!! #how do people choose what names to use ..... how do people know that they fit them ..... #fuckinguhhhh .send me character sto steal names from ???? #i domt think thsts a good idea . is it ?? idk . i dont know what fits me i donr know :( #guy who has no perception of himself #is that the right word ..... huh #guy who needs to sleep !!!!!! what am i doing !!!!!! #talks #<- yeah tjis can. stay i suppose???

[idk-i-just-really-like-tsc]

is diego the fucking inquisitor or not 😐 cassandra im dying over here it’s been YEARS

#i feel like she wouldn’t have made alec say that if he wasn’t actually going to be the inquisitor but like she hasn’t brought it up since?? #WHO is Alec’s right hand man lmk! #like it j does not make sense to me bc she SO easily in sobh could’ve been like inquisitor Rosales said this or some irrelevant detail #that at least confirms his posiiton. but no #like an alec Diego spilling government tea letter wouldve slayed #but what fucking ever!!!! #maybe he also like resigned bc his brothers missing like maybe he should worry abt that #sobh #the wicked powers #diego Rosales

[velaraffricate]

my blank cards came 😁 theyre kinda small and i regret not getting a bigger size but its exciting to actually start working on a phyiscal version of my divination deck. might make a separate blog for it once i get going on writing long form card descriptions and decide on a name.

#i can always get bigger cards and make a second deck later! im trying not to be too upset about it #working name is saduk but idk about that yet #word creation is honestly my least favourite part of conlanging i feel like they never quite come out right #it needs to have the right mouthfeel yknow. and my synæsthesia complicates things too #especially important words like this one need to be the right colour #saduk has a good mouthfeel but leans too orange. id like to evoke blue or purpleness #but my most blue/purple letters are l and f which have kind of a weak mouthfeel. need some plosives to balance it out #ramblings

[lisbonsteresa]

going through something horrendous

#this is absolutely devastating in such a lovely way #(also in a way you might have to be in my head to fully get but that's fine i'm going insane so) #we get so so little about jane and angela but my god he loved her so much #even there in mbh when (at least on some level) he knew full well he was in love with lisbon he loved angela so much #i will never be convinced that his first thought seeing kim like that wasn't that she could have been angela #and then looking at his ring and the letters and the voiceover and lisbon wearing either the exact same or an almost identical dress i just #is this a perfect show of course not but what they get right they get RIGHT the care they put into this journey through grief into healing #so so appreciated so loved by me #(actually this really isn't hard to get but i am still going insane so there's that) #tm

[coquelicoq]

today is the first time since i started playing that i think i might not be able to solve le mot wordle...i've got the first and last letter and i'm running through all the french phonotactic rules i know and i'm coming up with nothing. got two rows left but i don't even have any guesses. ô dictionnaire ne me déçois pas quand je suis dans le besoin...

#it resets at midnight france time which is like 4pm here i think. so at least i have some time #i was just thinking like two days ago 'wow i'm so good at french wordle. it's all that dictionary reading i'm doing' #you fool. you jinxed it #i do think french wordle is easier than english wordle assuming you are fluent in both. which i am not #but i DO have a really good sense of legal letter combos (because of the sheer volume of exposure i'm getting) #and so far that hasn't failed me. but today? idk guys. i guess that can only get you so far... #anyway the reason i think wordle is easier in english than french is 1) english has way more words. especially 5-letter ones #and 2) french spelling is actually incredibly consistent for the most part. whereas english...has a lot more options let's just say lol #but english wordle is easier for me personally than french wordle because english is my native language #[guy who didn't learn his lesson about not jinxing it voice] i've never lost wordle in english #french #games #to be clear i'm not looking up words in the dictionary to try to solve this wordle. i feel that would be cheating. #i'm just addressing my plea to the dictionary as i would to a god. you are supposed to always be with me you piece of shit #get back here and watch over me right now

[hideyseek]

what. ? !

#you meet a guy who teaches you how to make sheng jian bao. #he falls in love with you and writes you a letter confessing. and then resigns from THE RESTAURANT HE OWNS (?!) and runs away #three years later you meet as tourist in an european ... mall #he takes your grandmother's ring off the necklace around your neck and proposes to you RIGHT THEN (standing up?????) AND YOU SAY YES ???? #sometimes things will happen in a story and the story will still be. lackluster in some way #but also like hey. listen. i write a fair amount of fic. not a lot. some. YES THE RECONCILIATION GETTING TOGETHER CONVERSATION IS HARD #BUT CMON THAT'S WHAT YOU OWE THE AUDIENCE FOR MAKING THEM SIT THROUGH ALL THE REST OF IT #you cant just jump to AND THEN THEY GET ENGAGED #couldnt the girl at least have GIVEN him the necklace ?? #sigh .... all the women played by this lead actress were written in the most fascinating way: intended to be plucky and headstrong but #ultimately IS PRESENTED WITH ALMOST ZERO INTERESTING OR CHARACTER-DEFINING CHOICES / ACTIONS IN CLIMAX SCENES! #crying emoji ............ time to go read fic about it #hidey watches granting you a dreamlike life #okay i did like cheng musheng's line about forgiving himself. #wish they'd committed another episode to the modern day pair tho

[monster42069]

If my father hadn’t of crushed my dreams of being an author apart like he crushed my laptop full of years of work on my vampires in half over his knee, maybe…..just maybe I would have reached John Greene’s potential.

#… #this is in really bad taste and faith(kind of like his work) I will admit it (unlike him) #I would know I was on tumblr back then. i have been here since we had those mail letters instead of asks/DMs #I know I was under 13 because I felt rebellious about it and haha sneaky >:3c have to figure out my sisters login info because she doesn’t #log out and it’s suspicious if she comes back to the laptop and notices she’s suddenly logged out now when I use it !!! #because she fr did think that way and she was right about it I was a bastard younger kid so ‘sorry I closed it’ wouldn’t work on her lololol #so I serioisly (out of concern that she would change her info and I’d not notice) wrote down her tumblr act info and info we had on shared #accounts and what I knew she often used in video games and hacked some other accounts and wrote it down and her fav numbers and colors….. #then I made my tumblr account and used it and checked the history then logged back into her account and opened a separate google tab #of a website she knew I used and i did all of that I went thru all of that to use tumblr before I was 13 y’all jsyk respect 4 ur elders #yea I mostly wrote about bisexual vampire dramas leave me alone ok I was a child #I literally know my older sisters bank info. I know her card number because I technically came up with it when we were tweens. same for her #phone plan LMAO I know all of it because it’s numbers that we used together as kids which is kind of sweet and heartwarming but heartbreakin #because she has amnesia of most of our childhood and doesn’t show affection ever. she distances and is very very defensive at all times. #plus I’m her fucked up junkie loser younger bro that she knew at least was expected to outperform her so she just doesn’t like me hahah #but she still chooses inside jokes that I do remember sitting in the garage on neopets laughing about for passwords. and I often find myself #doing the same thing about inside jokes and creations we haven’t mentioned in almost 20 years now. it’s wild how siblings are. there’s rlly #idk something special

[kuiinncedes]

me puttingon the filters "remote" and "data science major" on this job site from my university and just scrolling thru and applying to a ton that don't need cover letter without reading the qualifications/requirements 😀

#data science major is enough LMAO i'm slightly qualified at least right #if they get back to me i can read/reconsider LOL #bitch has to write a goddamn cover letter at some point tho lmfao #tmrw i'm getting together w my friend who also needs to apply for jobs i'll surely write a cover letter then right for shore #bro there's this unpaid internship that is like pretty fitting for me #but it's fucking unpaid which is so annoying lmfao #didn't realize it was unpaid until today (i saw it like yesterday lmao) #anyway looked at my email and reminded that i have to reply to an email abt a job i actualy have rn lmao 😭 #and just didn't do this semester #but i want/need to get back to it #but i've spent the last week rotting and doing absolutely nothing #idk where the motivation to do things is gonna come from LOL but we gotta do it #i gotta put work time like scheduled out in my gcal or smth to make myself actually do it :\ #and even then it probably won't rly happen lol #ig i spent the last while lying here clicking apply -> submit resume to all these jobs that don't need anything else LOL #so i'm not completely doing nothing 😀 #i also have done a bunch of club stuff 😀 for the club that i am no longer director for but ya know #i need to wash my hairrrrrrrrrr lmao ;-; #jeanne talks

[calamarispider]

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#did i even matter to you? did i ever? do i still? if you see this #you should let me know. i hate the thought that i was nothing at all #even though you hate me. i dont hate you. i really dont. it just feels bad. you just make me feel bad #and upset. i wish things could have gone better #it was inevitable though. and im being dramatic. theres no way to fix this. no way to resolve things #not that i can think of at least #i just wish i could have *some* resolution. an update or something. maybe im just too curious about things that hurt #you probably just talk shit about me. if you talk about me at all #i cant watch videos i used to love. i cant listen to songs i enjoyed. pages of sketches are nothing but a reminder. #ive experienced worse since. but this is the thing that stuck. probably because i was younger? that would make sense #i dont know if you ever cared about me... not really. did you know #every relationship ive been in. the other person has shut me out. avoidance or forgetfulness or attempts at isolation.... im not sure why #its a pattern though. which means it must have something to do with me. im the unchanging variable.you dislike me.or at least i think you do #so surely you can tell me bluntly? #im speaking to air right now. you wont read this. you have no reason to #calamarispeaks #vent #i guess. its more of a letter to someone who will never respond

[willowfey]

sometimes life is boohoo sad and then ur mom brings u back a creamy mango lemonade freeze with mango boba and hello kitty halloween spa things and suddenly u are woohoo glad

#it is not even a little bit frozen anymore but it’s SO GOOD i don’t even care #i accidentally killed a frog last night and got locked out of the house and had to throw pebbles at my window until my sister noticed #and then she teased me and called me a murderer for accidentally killing the frog and that made me feel like an EVIL PERSON #so that was traumatising #also the hot guy on hinge who said i was ‘very very cute’ & looked like i walked right out of a disney movie & was asking abt my hobbies #and almost accurately guessed my meyers briggs except for one letter i think is ghosting me #which i guess was to be expected bc we have like Nothing in common and both matched on looks alone…. still #i’d hoped to get a Little more fun out of it first #aaaand what else…… my room is a mess i have a million things to do & instead i’m sitting on the couch with my neck pillow reading fic #and i think. i THINK. i am done descending into a hole of depression. and i might have the strength to at least sit still for a minute #before attempting to climb back out #i am still very sad about a lot of things and i still feel tired and helpless and anxious and all sorts of things but #it feels like something i recognise again as opposed to some eldritch beast taking over my body #maybe it’s because i cooked yesterday that tends to help. maybe it’s experiencing emotion vicariously through little fictional guys #something like that. also the road in the neighbourhood was repaved today #a new path ahead of me it seems. #anyway if u see this pls come tell me about ur day ! i want to connect with other humans

[404-inbox-not-found]

[I am. Bored. And I'm seeing this funny thing that people are doing where they get anons doodles. Soooooo.]

[Let's See What You All Got]

[Can doodle what you think I might look like, or like. Literally whatever.]

#lost memory au; love letter #404 #// >:3c i feel like i know at least *some* of what yall are gonna send #//reserving right now tho that i will delete any rude things #//though i have a feeling that we'll be fine. probably

[silverislander]

sometimes i think i'm maybe not neurodivergent. and then i remember that on two separate occasions while bored at work, i've developed a writing system for a dnd language

#last time it was aquan. this time it was gnomish and it became. far too involved of a project #this is what happens when you give nd/mentally ill kids the 39 clues series at an early age. you get ME #levi.txt #like. i started with morse code and decided to write right to left #then added new symbols to simplify it (combining groups of dots/dashes into one mark) #then thought too hard abt cuneiform styluses and early writing #made New better symbols to simplify again based on the simpler versions (combining into one symbol per letter) #anyway. langooage go brrrr #at least i didnt memorize it this time. yet. :) #i already had triton memorized bc its just pigpen code w xs instead of dots and some little complications

[unproduciblesmackdown]

had the theory that orville at least gets to sing in "till we meet again" (bop) and: confirmed!!! lyrics, even!!!

thrilled & delighted; not only unsurprising b/c will can sing (and is less likely to participate in the dance aspect, at least in any major way. but anything can happen) but b/c it's thematically relevant and makes way more sense for orville to get in on the singing / dancing / acting / theatre / performance / etc too than not at all

#harmonizing with phil. The Most Gorgeous Music Ever. i love it #had some idea like maybe it is all gloria singing ft. phil; montgomery; orville as backup three part nonlexical harmony.... #being like damn only have two harmonizers. oh here's orville wandering through bestie get over here for practical reasons only for sure.... #and he could easily have nonzero experience singing ever (we've all been there (had to go to church)) & be readily amenable enough #or at least to help out your endgame love interest; say; as a jumping off point; your affianced's sister for now also; good enough #was confident he'd be singing in this number due to The Theory but it was a thrill to point to a blurred cropped [process of elimination] O #& it is a thrill to see his Lyrics just right out in the open labeled and already recognizing said lyrics as indeed from till we meet again #experiencing the Yearning of [i wanna see thee show]....someone go on all our behalves. behalfs? ''behalf'' is probably collective anyway #bring back a phone audio. keenly focused memories of the material... #but ofc you (by which i mean also specifically me) still want to see it yourself. the love letter to theatre indeed lol #summer stock #orville wingate

[trans4trans]

i can feel the stress ahhhhh

#so much to do. i probably won’t be here much at least not until the time of thanksgiving break #some really huge opportunities are being offered to me and i can’t afford to miss out on them #i have an email to write to the head of the law school program at my dream university. my teacher can get me a virtual meeting with her #and he thinks that i can land an in person meeting to see if she can sponsor me. because she’s basically #the key to any door i want open in my professional career #also i have scholarships & college applications to finish and people to reach out to for letters of recommendation >_< aghhh #competition… my paralegal certification course… my volunteer work… my college courses… my adr course… *kills myself* #Hm. i think i need a therapist #college tw #school tw #ok unofficial break i’m just. so busy right now ok <3 ily #suicide tw

[thedreadvampy]

also let's be honest I'm like 50% less interested in Things Neil Gaiman Makes if Dave McKean or Chris Riddell or Charles Vess aren't anywhere to be seen like come on man. what can I say. I'm an illustration guy.

#all the Neil Gaiman comics i give a shit about at least tangentially involve Dave McKean #Sandman. Signal to Noise. Arkham Asylum. That's it. #other than that also: McKean's Coraline is best Coraline. Mirrormask OBVIOUSLY. #and where Dave McKean isn't the best fit Chris Riddell usually is #his Coraline is also ok but not as good as McKean's bc McKean is right for the tone #however he MAKES the Graveyard Book and Fortunately The Milk #but like. back to Dave McKean and Sandman #did he ever do interior art for Sandman? he did not. and yet his artwork is definitionally Sandman #it and the lettering are the most utter aesthetic throughline #the interior art is hugely variable. Some of it is gorgeous (always loved the art for the Emperor Norton story and for Ramadan #and Brief Lives is really nicely and characteristics drawn) #and some is. not. (The Kindly Ones is fucking unreadable fight me) #and a lot is good but not to my taste (like. i think The Wake art is meh but that's. personal preference. it's objectively good comic art) #but like if I see a Dave McKean Sandman cover I'm like ah. sandman. #(this is why i am so lucky to have a full set of original singles) #(that means i have every McKean Sandman cover in hand including the ones that aren't in the trades) #(also have a signed McKean variant cover of Overture #no 1) #(i swear I'm not an annoying Comics Guy. I'm a trade paperback person i just love Dave McKean more than almost any other artist alive)

[bisaster-energy]

something something the cop-ification of the winchester bros. that one post about how dressing up as custodians or plumbers is 100% more effective than g men. the way they think should be trusted by all others and those that do not trust them with everything are untrustworthy themselves. the mentality that is pushed in law enforcement shows that cops should be allowed to do whatever break rules violate rights "for the greater good." dean would literally have said acab if given the chance. im not connecting shit but gimme a break it's almost 3am

#ik it's because the show is written so one sidedly that the narrative always agrees with them #and the fact that basically all other disguises were pushed aside to make room for the fbi schtick #but dean hates cops right?? at least he did in early seasons? #this probably doesn't even make sense but do u see what im tryna say??? #they just reminded me of it like #cas had several moments where he legitimately made sense and the only reason he was wrong was for plot reasons #the narrative literally made it impossible for him to be in the right ever. and in the beginning #there are times where he legit doesn't have reason to trust the brothers. #cas as a villain doesn't really stick but like.. misguided hero is just patronizing #like they always have to be right and if they don't agree with something think it's bad it's automatically wrong. #i cant even remember the men of letters beef but im like 90% sure most of it was unnecessary #sam and dean do whatever and are easily forgiven and even applauded but any other character even cas a MAIN CHARACTER #are shit on so hard not even by fans but by LITERAL CANON EVENTS #it's so annoying and gives me the same exact feel as some stupid scene in a cop show where like..idk #some citizen takes the law into their hands and the cops are like that's so wrong and next episode the plot is them breaking the law #oh also: #bitter casgirl hours are 24/7