My therapist says he is sure what I struggle with is ocd but wonders if I have bpd and that just makes me afraid only bc of the negative connotations that come with having bpd
Like, have I been manipulative towards people I care about and not realized? Have I been toxic, or somehow insufferable? I don’t even believe that those things come with a bpd diagnosis, I am just so terribly afraid of unintentionally hurting others or those I care about leaving me. But also if those I care about only stick around because they feel bad for me. A bpd diagnosis is just one more thing for me to worry about
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my life keeps getting SIGNIFICANTLY WORSE every motherfucking day i walk on this earth.. what the ACTUAL fuck
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Was thinking about your au and realized that whichever neighbour wakes up last is in for a very awkward reunion
Imagine waking up to your entire neighbourhood being in an apocalyptic scenario, and you’re the last to find out about it-
technically the last neighbor is Sally BUT Julie is the last "normal-sleeping" neighbor to wake and yeah! she sure has a hell of a time! i mean tbh it's kinda her And Barnaby? they wake up within a week of each other (the neighbors wake via Pacific Rim kaiju rules) so their breakdowns overlap <3
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Y'all lucky it's 5AM for me and I have to go lay back down. I'll join y'all in the boop trenches again when I wake again.
And just to show progress before I hop off:
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what if exusiai and fiammetta met without mostima knowing. it's entirely impossible but i want to see what sort of face mosti would make
mostima's no understand very ?????? day
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Draws spamton slightly different. Draws spamton slightly different. Dra
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just saw a vid of someone saying "its okay if not all your pets are your *soul pets* just bc barko isnt my *soul pet* doesnt mean i dont still love him" like did you really need. to create a whole term just to tell us by comparison you dont fw your beagle like that. why did anyone need to know that. why did you need to get neurotic about this. now i just feel bad for this dog i dont even know. like yes of fucking course its okay and normal to have varying levels of closeness to pets most people just uhhh dont make up special terms to then feel insecure about it??? we need to fucking shut down the "momma"/"kiddo"/everything is a 'journey' side of the internet until we figure out wtf is going on fr
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