#my mental health is deteriorating

[ventismacchiato]

hi bestie pookie bears pls don’t be mad at me but i think i’m gonna put btl on a hiatus until my finals are done xoxo 😇🙌

#behind the lens smau #my mental health is deteriorating #so uhm probably until may lolz #or longer 👍 cus i have no motivation

[tysm]

as vixx once said... i need therapy la la la la la therapy

#my mental health is deteriorating #dei.🪐

[pearlswife]

whoo oc time

#xenoverse oc #dragon ball xenoverse 2 #chibi art #attacatlas artwork #my mental health is deteriorating #at a rapid pace #i need friends and sleep so badly #im so lonely i might even try bumble out

[emojeesus]

Folks, I need to hear some nice things. Tell me about a nice thing that happened to you. Or anything. I have a ready supply of cat pics and they aren't doing the trick.

#help me internet strangers #mental health #my mental health is deteriorating #give me the wholesome

[kazooreal]

*sobs* s-SUYA SUYAaAAAAA

#vocaloid #last night good night #my mental health is deteriorating #hatsune miku #livetune #miku #miku hatsune #vocaloid miku

[somethingusefulfromflorida]

I am having an exceptionally bad week, partly for personal reasons, partly because the busy season is ramping up at work, and I don't know if I can handle this for very much longer. My brain feel like a rubber band being stretched to the snapping point...

#my mental health is deteriorating #i need a break from it all #from work #from my home life #from the Keys #from Florida #from the United States #everything seems to be going wrong at once

[stoptheuniverse]

yass

just got the news i'm getting held back and now i'm listening to go kitty go by donna on spotify

#goals #my mental health is deteriorating

[littldolli]

im starting to think the only way out of this is death

#tw vent #cw vent #vent post #vent #tw sui ideation #tw suicidal thoughts #my mental health is deteriorating

[butlerapologist]

I’ve got homicidal rage on the mind.

#going down a bad rabbit hole #my mental health is deteriorating #I’m really upset that I’ve been going backwards in my growth #it’s really depressing

[redlink101]

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#my mental health is deteriorating #too much happening at this house for me to focus or do anything #personal

[alaskasfaultwasinherstars]

You know that song from Inside that’s like ‘how we feeling out there tonight? Yeeeeeeeaahhhh, I am not feeling good.’ Thats me. Right now ✌️🙃✌️

#my mental health is deteriorating #and my stress is fuckin mounting #my siblings in Christ being an adult with adult responsibilities s u c k s s o m u c h

[becometheknifemaster]

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#my mental health is deteriorating #today is not a good day #i am insanely tired #i feel like i was hit by a bus #i slept around 7 hours today #but still I feel like I didn't slept at all #i feel completely detached from anything #to delete later #personal #laura rambles

[stabosins4]

just pronounced trampoline like balogna (tramp-oh-lee) might cry

#shitpost #my mental health is deteriorating

[emojeesus]

*talks to myself* I am not having a panic attack. It's ok. I am safe. I am just taking the trash. I don't have to talk to anyone. Just take the trash and the house will be so much nicer.

*looks at phone and sees an awful meme my spouse sent me to cheer me up* haha that's funny *cries uncontrollably while laughing* I am fine!

#my mental health is deteriorating #sorry if tmi #scream to the void #hullujen hommat #mental health

[m0mazosmissy]

My take on the fabled "Marisa harem"

My mental health is surprisingly robust

#touhou project #marisa kirisame #reimu hakurei #reimari #alice margatroid #patchouli knowledge #patchyali #flandre scarlet #enoko mitsugashira #nitori kawashiro #i lied my mental health is slowly deteriorating #trapped on yuriville and experimented upon

[wingsofhcpe]

thinking about the garrison getting the news of the Savoy massacre.

thinking about Treville reading the missive and feeling the earth dissolve into air under his feet, realising that by giving away the location he doomed his men to the slaughter.

thinking about him having to tell Athos and Porthos.

thinking about Athos going into shock because God, no, not again, he can't have lost his little brother again like he lost Thomas.

thinking about Porthos going into absolute rage- and grief-filled denial and insisting that they leave right now because Aramis is okay, he has to be, he can't have abandoned them, he can't have left them not like Porthos' mother did.

thinking about Athos trying to cope by slipping into professional soldier mode, detached, emotionless and trying to prepare Porthos for what they'll find.

thinking about them seeing the bodies and knowing their brother, their Aramis, is lying dead among the other corpses. And then they find him, and Porthos yells that he's alive and suddenly Athos is crumpling because Aramis is safe he's safe he didn't lose another brother. Treville scoops up Aramis in his arms and holds him tight for a moment, just one, because Aramis is his salvation too, his survivor, the only of his men who came back alive and thus not all is lost, and Treville vows never to let Aramis suffer again as he did that day.

thinking about Athos and Porthos holding Aramis between them, wrapping him and themselves in blankets to share their body heat and warm him. Aramis waking up and asking for Marsac but then realising Athos and Porthos are here and he breaks, crying and sobbing and begging them not to leave him in the cold all alone with the dead, too. And that is when the three of them vow, All for one and one for all, that it's either all three of them together or not at all. Nobody gets left behind.

thinking about Savoy and brotherhood and the boys just clinging to each other no matter what, because even when all seems lost, they're still the Inseparables, and that will always mean something.

#bbc musketeers #the musketeers #athos #porthos #aramis #captain treville #i want to write the damn fic but im exhausted and i have to wake up super early tomorrow so um here goes i guess #you can measure how much my mental health is deteriorating by how much my hyperfixation intensifies and um. yeah #(we're a week and a half into the semester and I'm already This close to snapping this cant be good) #(but at least i have those three idiots for emotional comfort during strife!!!) #(if aramis can go through savoy and come out smiling i can go through my uni classes. and he'd be proud of me for it.)