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jjkilll · 2 days

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—---✫ ROS | JJK ✫---—

— pairing | CEO jk x Y/n

— summary | Jungkook is obsessed with you in every way possible and would take the moon and the stars out of the sky and gift them to you if he could.

— warning | smut, fluff, mentions of rough sex, hair pulling, jk proposes to y/n, unprotected sex (please use condoms i'm begging), creampie, oral (m receiving), idk some cute shit I was thinking of.

— word count | 1.8K

— song | ROS - Mac Miller

Jungkook met you when you came in to interview as his secretary. Ever since then, he's craved you. He knew he had to have you. So, he asked you on dates, which at first you declined. You tried the workplace romance thing and dating your boss didn't seem like the smartest idea. But after he asked the fifth time, you figured why not? Hot rich boss buying you food? Deal. He charmed you, he was funny and smart. He talked so dearly of his mother and he really made you fall for him. What you didn't know is that he fell harder. Your smile that night is burned into his brain. Your giggle made it easier to breathe. You smelled of flowers and fresh air, your voice was soft like honey and you were the most beautiful girl he'd ever laid eyes on.

After a few months of dating, he asked you to be his girlfriend. You of course said yes. He made it his top priority to find out everything you've ever loved or hated. He watched and listened being the most caring boyfriend in the world. Anything you wanted he'd find a way to get it. Anything you'd touch in the store he'd take a picture of and surprise you with something special every other night. He made you feel like a princess. "My love" he'd call you. He was always so gentle with you.

Except when he was fucking you. He didn't have an aggressive personality, but he loved fucking you until you couldn't take it. Jungkook was hands down the best dick you ever had. He had a huge dick and knew how to use it. He'd never seriously hurt or make you do something you couldn't handle. You and your safety were always his top priority. After a rough round, he'd kiss your face and ask "Was I too rough my love, I'm sorry if I was, I will be more gentle." He had never hurt you and you loved it when he fucked you like you were a little ragdoll, but you loved that he always considered you. Jungkook never came first. NEVER. You were always the first to come, and he made sure of it. You were sure if Jungkook looked at you and told you to come you could. He knew you just that well.

Jungkook was never the type to get nervous around you. You always made him feel comfortable enough to be himself. So why was he shaking right now? Oh, he was gripping a small ring box in his hand and was praying you'd say yes to marrying him. He didn't really think you'd say no, but maybe you saw someone hotter than him yesterday and wanted to leave him. You didn't and you don't, but what if you did? He stood behind you with his hand in his pants pocket gripping that box like it was your ass while you rode him.

You were in the Louvre, one of your favorite places to be in the world. He rented it out, which cost a shit ton of money but no amount of money would be worth your reaction, well at least he hoped.

Your back faced him are you admired the piece you loved so much. Psyche Revived by Cupid’s Kiss, reminded you of you and Jungkook. Your love always felt fresh and new, it felt soft and sweet, and it was something you knew you wanted to feel forever. So when you turned to face him and he knelt before you with a ring in his shaking hands you felt like the world stopped spinning and you two were the only people on earth.

"Please..." He started. Suddenly the long speech he had talked himself through slipped his mind. All he knew was that the girl he wanted forever stood before him and he wanted more than anything for you to say yes.

"I knew the moment I met you that I wanted to marry you. I never shut up about you. I could write so many books about you and our love because our story is one that is so beautiful that it has to be shared. I'd rather die than not be with you because loving you is like breathing air. I need you and more than anything, I want you Y/n. Will you marry me?" He said everything his heart felt, it was like his heart spoke for him.

You dropped to your knees in front of him. Your eyes brimmed with tears and you began to sob. He was quick to grab and hold you as you cried. "Are you okay my love?" All you could do was nod. You look at him and he smiled, he couldn't help it. "What did I do in my past life to deserve someone like you?" you sniffled and all he could do was pout, "If I could take the moon and all the stars in the sky and give it to you, I would," Jungkook responded. You kissed him softly but deeply. "I would marry you a million times over." You say kissing him again. He felt like his heart was doing jumping jacks. You said yes, those three letters sounded like the sweetest coming from your lips. He pecked your lips one last time before showing you the ring. Holy shit it was beautiful, you couldn't even imagine what it could be worth. He slipped in on your finger and you held your hand up to watch it sparkle. "Pretty right? It's custom. I had some jewelers in France make it for me, well for you." He smiled watching you.

"I'm going to give you the best head of your life," you say so suddenly. Jungkook laughs at your statement his eyes never leaving you. He stood and reached for your hand to help you up. You took his hand and stood. You kissed him again. "Thank you Jungkook," you said. "Anything for you my love." He spoke softly.

"Anything?" You look up at him. He nods surely. "Absolutely anything." You smiled. "Okay, then can we go home?" You ask. "Are you sure you don't want to look more? It's just us here." You looked at him with your fuck me eyes. "No, because what I really want to do is have you fuck me until I can't stand." You whisper lowly to him. He stiffened, "Let's go," He said simply grabbing your hand and nearly started running out with you.

It was something about the sex you and Jungkook have. It was like you were made for each other. So when his girl wanted to fuck, he was going to dick you down like he had to start a journey of celibacy the next day. Whatever you say goes.

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You arrived at the vacation home Jungkook surprised you with a month prior. Sloppily you shuffle through the door shedding each other of your clothes. Making out passionately you back him up the wall in your foyer. His eyes are dark and hungry. He needed you so desperately. You suck his neck while your hands undo his pants. His hand grabs at your waist. You stroke him over his clothed cock. He groans kissing your lips again. You break the kiss, "Let me suck your cock, please." You say it almost begging him. He nods quickly and surely. You grab his hand and drag him onto the couch.

He sits and you kneel before him. He watched your every move. You shuffle his pants and boxers down to his ankles, watching his cock spring free. You bite your bottom lip which turns him on to no extent. You pump him a few times before making eye contact with him and you put him in your mouth. His breath hitches and he groans as you bob your head your hand resting on his pelvis he glances at the ring and then back to your eyes. You're driving him crazy you take your mouth off him, still looking at him you collect the spit in your mouth and let it slowly drip on the tip of his cock. You are the hottest sight he's ever seen. You stroke him again before taking all of him in your mouth. "Fuck baby, just like that." He tosses his head back uncontrollably. He quickly sits his head up and he can feel the tip of his cock touch the back of your throat, he grabs a handful of your hair pulling it gently. You moan on his cock and it sends him into a spiral. "Fuck stop I'm going to come." He says breathily. "Come in my mouth," you say simply.

"My love you know you always come first," he moans struggling through his words as you stroke him. "This one time? Please? I thought you'd give me anything I want." You pout. He smirks at your cheekiness, using his own words against him. He nods for you to continue. You smile putting him back into your mouth. You suck him a little more and you hear his breath quicken. "Fuck I'm coming baby, fuck fuck" He moans before he empties his load into your mouth. You keep your lips wrapped around his tip making sure you get every last drop. You open your mouth to show him his mess. You look him in the eyes as you swallow.

"God, you are so fucking hot," he says with a chuckle. "Take your panties off and get up here." He demands. You stand take off your panties discard them and straddle him. He strokes your pussy with his index and middle fingers. "Sucking me off got you this wet, Jesus?" You smile kissing him once. He lined up his cock with your entrance and slowly you sat on his cock. You moaned as he stretched you out. You never really got used to his cock, he was so thick and long it drove you crazy every time. He grabbed your ass, slapping your left cheek before gripping it once more. "Shit, baby." You moan. "Fuck me, baby," You say softly. He grabs the underside of your ass and helps you bounce on his cock. He is losing his mind in you. He slides down a bit so he could fuck you a little deeper. Good call on his part because as soon as he starts fucking into you he hits that spot that drives to you nuts. You moan as he fucks into at the same pace, "Fuck there, Kook, right there!" you scream out. "God, I'm coming." You shake as you come undone on him and he empties himself into you.

"Thank you...Thank you." you shutter coming down from your high. He smiles when he looks up at you. He kisses your nose lightly. "You okay my love? I wasn't too rough right?" you nod. "You were perfect baby" you say looking at him lovingly.

"My pretty fiancée coming on my cock, You're so perfect." you blush. "Come on baby, Let's get you cleaned up." He said sweetly. He got his dream girl and couldn't be happier. “I was thinking round 2 in the shower?” You suggest. “If you can handle it.” he teases. Him and his pretty fiancée had the brightest of futures ahead.

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a/n: just a lil something something hehe. thanks for reading if you made it this far. feed and request are appreciated!! mwah!!

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luvlystarr · 1 day

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Could you please do a part 2 to Simon -grumpy x sunshine

Thanks so much 💕💕

.・。.・゜❃・.・❃・゜・。.

Part 1

Of course I can do a part 2! I’m really grateful that so many people enjoyed my last post! 🤍

Here’s part 2 of Ghost x Reader - Grumpy x Sunshine.

Content: Pure fluff

.・。.・゜・゜

Ghost still hates you, well, not as much.

You and the Task Force 141 were sent on another mission. Unfortunately, things didn't go as planned.

Because of an unexpected ambush, you and Ghost got separated from the rest of the team.

It seemed like the universe wasn't on your side today. Both of your radios weren't functioning even though they were perfectly fine. You tried to call for Price, Soap and Gaz but all you got was static.

On top of all of that one of the enemies managed to cut your arm with a knife.

All of which lead to your current situation. The two of you are stuck in an abandoned warehouse with broken radios while Ghost patched you up.

You were sitting on a chair while you kicked your legs back and forth, patiently waiting for Ghost to finish.

"Quit moving," he said as he glared at you. You followed his orders and stopped. He's already pissed off and you don't want to make it any worse.

"Why can't we just go out there and find them? Who knows how long we're gonna be stuck here," you huffed.

"We're waiting for Price's orders. It's dangerous to go out there blindly."

He was right, there were probably enemies lurking outside and who could easily outnumber both of you. But at the same time you can't stand being in the warehouse anymore. You wanted to get the job done and go home.

Ghost finally finished wrapping the bandage around your wound. "There, how's your arm now?" He asked.

You move your arm around slightly. "Not bad, still aches but it'll do," you shrug. "Thanks, Si."

"Should've been more careful and I told you not to call me that," Ghost sighed.

"C'mon, lighten up a bit! Let's have some fun at least." Just then an idea popped into your mind.

"How about this, where do Generals keep their armies? In their sleevies!" You laugh uncontrollably at your own joke.

Ghost hated to admit it but your joke was a little funny, even your cute laugh got to him.

He managed to hide his chuckle but that didn't go unnoticed by you.

You stared him with a shocked look on your face. At first you thought your mind playing tricks until you see his eyes squinting a little.

"Did you just laugh?! Was that a laugh?!" You exclaimed.

Luckily, his mask was able to hide the dumb smile he had on his face. "Don't know what you're talking about, that joke was stupid."

"You did laugh! I can tell you're smiling, Si!" You grinned.

He shook his head before finally caving in and letting himself laugh. His cheeks began to hurt just from how hard he was smiling.

He gently pulled your head to his chest before wrapping his arms around you. You could feel his laugh vibrating through his chest. Now you were a hundred percent sure that you weren't seeing things.

"Shut up, you're losing your mind cause of the blood loss, love," he chuckled.

Maybe he doesn’t hate your laugh as much as he thought he did.

He wouldn’t admit it out loud but he does love you with all his heart.

・゜・。. .・。.・゜・゜・。.

#cod #cod modern warfare #cod mw2 #ghost x you #ghost x reader #simon riley fluff #simon riley x you #simon riley x reader #simon ghost riley #simon riley #ghost cod

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yanderes-galore · 2 days

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Yandere Itadori who’s been influenced by Sukuna to kidnap the reader please ; maybe reader can summon moth curses 🦋 gn or female is fine with me 💗 please and thank u

Sure! Gonna keep it a general concept idea for this but I hope you like it :)

Yandere! Yuji Itadori/Sukuna Kidnapping Their Obsession

Pairing: Romantic - Sharing

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Stalking, Kidnapping, Manipulation, Delusional behavior, Dark themes, Violence, Guilt, Overprotective/Possessive behavior, Forced relationship.

Yuji himself wouldn't kidnap unless influenced in some way.

Be that your safety... or Sukuna's teasing whispers.

Sukuna would influence Yuji to 'take what he wants.'

Due to Yuji being a host, Sukuna can tell what he's feeling.

It irritates Sukuna to no end to feel Yuji so obsessed about you yet not doing anything about it.

All Yuji does is look at you with adoration.

He keeps his crush to himself and just lets it fester.

Sukuna can tell Yuji wants to confess, that he wants you two dating.

Sukuna originally just decides to tease him on it.

He looks like a pathetic lovesick puppy when it comes to you.

Yuji follows you everywhere, never has his eyes off you, and just becomes a mess when speaking to you.

Sukuna originally wants to use his feelings against him.

It would be such a shame if Sukuna came out and tore you to shreds, right?

Sukuna likes to rile him up, laughing when Yuji yells at him to cut it out.

Sukuna's like the manifestation of Yuji's impulsive thoughts.

He's always taunting and telling Yuji what to do around you.

It would be very troublesome for you if Sukuna decided that... well... having a second toy isn't a bad idea.

Which leads into Sukuna encouraging Yuji to act.

He can feel how badly the brat loves you, it's starting to affect Sukuna of all people.

Your technique of Curse Summoning isn't half bad, not that strong but... enough.

Sukuna thinks the brat picked well.

So... why doesn't he do them both a favor and hurry it up?

"Brat, aren't you worried someone will take them for themselves?"

Sukuna essentially tries to goad Yuji into taking the bait.

Isn't he scared of losing you?

Seriously, any of these other Sorcerer brats could claim you before he does.

Yuji would ignore Sukuna for as long as he can.

Yuji is aware of how volatile Sukuna is.

The last thing he wants is him losing control of Sukuna and hurting you.

At the same time, however...

Yuji does worry you'll find someone else.

But... he can make that work, right?

He'll be patient... he'll just wait things out so you won't get hurt.

Let's be honest though... Sukuna will wear down Yuji eventually.

Soon there'd be a lapse in judgment, maybe due to Yuji eating more of Sukuna's fingers.

Taking you could go one of two ways.

Yuji snaps and listens to Sukuna's orders.

Sukuna takes over and takes you for Yuji.

Either method acts the same, although the second one is rather... aggressive.

Yuji would feel guilt eat away at him once he has you in a secluded place.

Sukuna's laughing at him, commenting about how weak you look tied to that chair in such a dark room.

Yuji almost can't believe it.

He... he did this, didn't he?

Yuji wants to blame Sukuna, Sukuna did this.

However, Sukuna tells a different story.

"This is your fault, y'know. You let your emotions cloud your mind too often. You're so easy to exploit."

Yuji can't help but believe him.

Yeah... maybe this was his fault.

Maybe you wouldn't have to go through this... if he had a better grip on Sukuna.

This is his fault....

"Don't look so pathetic... enjoy your prize, will you? Or must I do it for you?"

Yuji feels horrible that he snapped... but...

He can't help but wander closer, ignoring Sukuna's nagging and taunting.

Unconscious you look so... peaceful.

It reminds him that he's always wanted to protect such peace.

He always wants you happy and cared for... he wants to be the source of your comfort.

Yuji doesn't stop himself when he tilts your chin up.

The way your eyes flutter open makes his cheeks feel warm.

He almost forgets what he's done until you panic.

Yuji's snapped out of his delusions for just a moment, backing off when you throw questions at him.

However... your words go through one ear and out the other.

Sukuna finds such a change in the brat hilarious.

He's also pleased since now he has a new toy.

Yuji's too caught up in looking at you to comprehend your words.

Then he notices your tears.

Yuji immediately rushes up to you to wipe your tears away.

He's gentle with his touch, almost like he didn't kidnap you.

You stare at him and he stares back, gaze flicking from your eyes to your lips.

"Yuji, what's going on?" He hears you ask, "Please let me go...!"

Yuji pauses, he really should let you go, huh?

He knows he needs to...

But he can't.

"... It's going to be okay."

Yuji's voice is in a whisper, stroking your cheek as your breathing picks up.

"There's nothing to be scared of... I promise."

His voice is soft, like he isn't the problem.

"Let me go..." You try again, only for Yuji to place a finger to your lips.

"I want to..." Yuji continues in a sweet tone as he looks into your eyes.

"But I don't think I can now."

It's then Yuji kisses your lips, pushing away any second thoughts.

He can hear Sukuna laughing in pleasure and feel you struggling... yet right now, he doesn't care.

Right now... he knows you're finally his....

"You're welcome, brat."

#yandere jujutsu kaisen #yandere jjk #yandere yuji #yandere itadori yuji #yandere sukuna #yandere ryomen sukuna

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save-the-villainous-cat · 2 days

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Please more adorable villain

Without saying anything, the villain picked up the hero. Despite the overwhelming pain and overall grogginess, the hero welcomed the action. They welcomed the arms that held them up and the warm chest they were being pressed against.

"You don't..." the hero began but their throat was so dry, so sore that they sounded more like a crow than a human being. They were close to tears.

"I didn't want to interfere," the villain explained. "It seemed to be very personal."

"Yeah..." the hero said. Hell, fighting their own sidekick was personal. They were going easy on them and they feared with the villain together, it would have ended a bit bloodier than it actually had.

Both of them stayed silent for a very long time until the villain reached a cleaner part in the maze of this warehouse. It must have been some kind of abandoned office. There was a chair left, a couch and a desk with an old computer. A few filing cabinets.

The villain put the hero down on the couch and opened one of the cabinets. To the hero's surprise there was a first aid kit in there.

They frowned.

"How did you...?"

"I figured out a while ago where your usual fighting spots are. So, I hid a lot of kits in these areas," the villain said. They sat down next to the hero. "You let them break your leg."

"I..."

"You can't do that."

"I couldn't break theirs. I just couldn't," the hero said. The villain's eyes were as always something the hero couldn't quite read.

"Your kindness is breaking your heart," the villain said.

"I don't need to be lectured right now," the hero said. They could feel their bottom lip tremble. The villain looked at them, bandages in their hand.

"Oh, I apologise. I didn't mean to-"

"Life really sucks right now, you know? I know you turn off your emotions or whatever and go through life like you don't care about anything but other people can't do that," the hero said. They let the tears fall now without thinking too much about what the villain might think.

Their own sidekick hated them. Their own sidekick wanted them dead. But the hero couldn't hate them like their sidekick hated them. They couldn't fight them, torture them.

"I just meant...I was trying to say..."

"That I should kill them." The villain was quiet. They avoided the hero's gaze now and put a bandage around a nasty wound on the hero's arm. Sometimes, the hero didn't understand them.

"I understand that you're upset," the villain said. "But your wounds are getting worse. They are getting more aggressive."

They put a hand on the hero's thigh.

"Please, I am worried about you," the villain said. They looked at them and the hero wasn't sure if it was the comfort or the villain in general but they were feeling something.

"We are enemies."

"We don't have to be," the villain said. "I...don't want to be."

"Why not?"

"...I don't know. I think about you a lot. I know this hurts you. And I hate that."

The hero knew the villain was slow but it was strangely sweet how long it really took them to realise that they had feelings for the other.

#totally not oblivious villain #writing snippet #heroxvillain prompt #heroxvillain snippet #heroes and villains #hero #villain #hero x villain #heroxvillain #request #an answer for an ask

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pluckyredhead · 20 hours

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Please ship Orion and Lightray with me, thank you

If you've been reading my Fourth World posting, you might have noticed me mentioning Orion and Lightray's relationship. This is because they're in love and I'm obsessed with them. Please join me in grumpy/sunshine-but-they're-alien-demigods hell, with visual references below.

So Orion, as we know, is the son of Darkseid who was raised on New Genesis but has always felt different and monstrous compared to his peers. Lightray is his best friend, who thinks Orion is just the best thing since sliced bread and says so constantly.

This is literally how we're introduced to them, in New Gods #1:

Lightray: Don't be sad. Hug time! Orion: Hugs are not for one such as me. But you're still my best friend. Lightray: Please let me enter your chambers. Orion: NO THEY ARE TOO DARK. Lightray: D:

This panel, from #6, sums up their whole dynamic really well:

Lightray doesn't crave battle the way Orion does but he is determined to stay by his side, while Orion doesn't want Lightray to fight beside him because he thinks Lightray is too good and pure to be tainted by violence.

Zero personal space.

So one of the things about Orion is that his real face is sort of brutish and not traditionally handsome (the eyebrows are WILD), but he uses his Mother Box (like a living pocket computer that loves you) to make himself look more like the people of New Genesis. In #8, he gets into a knock-down, drag-out fight with his half-brother Kalibak that nearly kills them both, and Mother Box can't maintain the illusion (and also his face is, like, pulverized). And then this happens:

I WEEP. LIGHTRAY LOVES YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE, ORION.

New Gods was canceled soon after this, but when Kirby returned a decade later, he went all in on the homoerotic devotion. So Orion goes to Apokolips to kill his dad and rescue his mom, and who do you think follows him?

That second panel makes me laugh so hard. "Here, honey, you forgot your Scooty Puff Jr!"

My favorite thing about this is that Lightray is playing dumb. He shot at Orion earlier and then said something vague about missing on purpose...but he didn't:

HE REALLY TRIED TO WOUND ORION ENOUGH TO STOP HIS SUICIDE MISSION. And the way he just shuts his eyes and takes Orion's anger because he doesn't care what happens as long as he saves his friend's life...! (Orion doesn't hurt him, they just touch each other a lot.)

Anyway they argue for multiple pages, with Orion insisting that Lightray go home and Lightray insisting that he stay, until finally:

This is so intensely romantic and also so unintentionally hilarious that I can't stand it. The homoerotic gazing into one another's eyes and then the stupid mutual thumbs up! Whatever is going on with that closeup of Orion in the second panel! I die!

...And you know who else dies? Orion! Or at least he comes very close (it's unclear), but is rescued by a freedom fighter named Himon and nursed back to health by Himon and his daughter Bekka. We get a little romance between Orion and Bekka, but we also get Lightray coming to visit:

That is some FULL CONTACT wrestling, boys. Orion pinning Lightray to the ground while telling him it's good to see him is so much, but the fourth panel is even mucher. My goodness.

And then things get serious, because they both believe they are going to die in the upcoming battle (they don't), so they bid each other farewell and Lightray leaves, and then:

Orion yells after Lightray how smart and funny he is and then collapses in despair because his friend is gone. "HOW LIKE A WANDERING STAR HE SEEMS." Oh my god, Orion.

That's it for Kirby, so I'll move on to other writers and artists, but I want to clear that I'm only sharing the most intense scenes between them. There are so many panels, from Kirby and others, of Lightray faithfully following Orion around, joyously welcoming him back to New Genesis, gently teasing him, and talking about how brave and noble he is. And of Orion only smiling for Lightray, going feral when he gets hurt, and telling him he's too good and pretty for battle. And of the two of them touching each other. A lot.

Literally just two random examples. THEY DO THIS SHIT ALL THE TIME.

The next really big moment comes in New Gods (1995), where the Source (basically God/Heaven) becomes corrupted and Lightray goes evil and Orion has to beat him up to stop him and I will never ever ever recover from these pages:

"You want the beast? Do you like it?" on its own is...hoo boy, SOMETHING. But it is eclipsed by the tremulous "Maybe...maybe if I can just hold him" and Orion gathering Lightray up in his arms while telling him he loves him. LIKE. THIS IS SO MUCH. (P.S. Lightray's fine don't worry. And yes, he does want the beast.)

Then we get to Orion (PLEASE read this comic) and the biggest smile Orion has ever smolt:

Look at how happy he is!!! You need to understand that his mother died in his arms ten minutes ago and he's still like "Lightray! Omg hi!!!" (To be fair, his mother was terrible.) Plus bonus unnecessary touching, Lightray's love language being gifts, and Orion giggling and twirling his hair while going "Omg you're so smart."

(Also, when Lightray mentions his "brief but troubling visit" to Apokolips in the second panel, what's not saying is that he put on a silly disguise and went to see a fortuneteller to try to figure out if Orion's mom was lying about Darkseid not being his real dad (she was; again, she was terrible), and when the fortuneteller is like "You DARE come to Apokolips?!" he goes "I would dare anything for my friend!" I know you would, honey. I know you would.)

The next bit requires some explanation. So, as briefly as possible: Orion kills Darkseid (or so he thinks), takes over Apokolips, and tries very hard to change it for the better. He also accidentally gains possession of the Anti-Life Equation, the formula Darkseid is always searching for that eradicates free will, and gradually is driven to use it to FORCE everyone on Apokolips to be good. And Earth. And New Genesis.

Eventually, Orion is seemingly killed, but actually he's been teleported somewhere unfathomably far away, where he realizes what he's done and sinks into suicidal despair. In the midst of this, he manages to both destroy the Anti-Life Equation AND save all of reality (and nearly die in the process), but he still thinks that because he used the Equation, he's irredeemable and doesn't deserve to exist.

So when he's teleported back to Earth and captured by a human who blinds him and rigs him up to a torture device so that he can drain Orion's life force and use it to be eternally youthful, Orion just...lets it happen. Because he thinks he deserves it. For SEVEN MONTHS.

But eventually he's like "Wait...I deserve this, but probably whatever is being done with my energy is not good and I should stop it." He tries to escape but only manages to let out a single scream.

Luckily, Lightray has been searching for him nonstop for those seven months, despite the face that Orion is supposed to be dead. And then we get this:

To be clear: this is sweet, gentle Lightray absolutely obliterating the men who kept Orion in the torture device.

Nakey.

Lightray gives Orion the crushed remnants of his wrist cuffs, and Orion does a magical girl transformation about it:

For everyone playing along at home, that's the second time Orion has canonically told Lightray that he loves him.

Anyway, Orion goes off to get revenge on the guy who did this to him (it's very satisfying, please read Orion), and then he's depressed some more until he has some brotherly bonding time with Scott and finally feels well enough to go back to New Genesis. His last line of dialogue in the series is "For it is late, and the sunrise and friend Lightray await us in the gleaming city of the gods." OKAY!

Tragically, almost every New Gods appearance after this is complete dogshit, although there is a great moment in Hal Jordan and the Green Lantern Corps (a Rebirth series) where they need information from Orion but he's comatose so they bring in a telepath and the only word he can get out of Orion's mind is "Lightray." I'LL BET.

IN CONCLUSION: Orion and Lightray love each other so so much and I believe it is honoring Jack Kirby's legacy to think about them smooching. It's what the King would have wanted!

#orion #lightray #lightrion #fourth world #meta

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jamiebluewind · 2 days

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Eclipse the kitten update

(please don't glitch tumblr it's the tenth time I've tried!!!)

Welp! Winter's boy has a respiratory infection. It was causing him to wheeze so to the vet we went! Luckily it wasn't a diaphram issue (which had us worried because of his umbilical hernia). His hernia also came up normal on his x-rays.

(X-rays left out because might bother people, but I can send them on request)

He's on meds several times a day and taking them like a champ, but had to be put in a pen with limited free playtime (because nothing will stop Mr Indestructible from running around the house with all the grace of a car with no breaks). We DID get a reply after just a week from a really nice person who was going to give us one (shocked us let me tell ya because it was BIG dog sized). Unfortunately, they left it outside for us to pick up and someone else just... took it. Right out of their yard. And since all we had was a small cat carrier to keep him in (which was kinda cruel for more than a day or two tops), we ordered a cat playpen that we got for a decent price. We kept looking until it got here, but no luck. Still! It's a nice playpen and we have it set up so he doesn't have to jump if he doesn't want to (plus more vertical to enjoy later on). Sarah's mom also let us borrow her water fountain!

We went to a new vet as ours was booked up (and he had already been wheezing a day). Everyone basically fell in love with him instantly. He left with a little toy from the tech, they gave Winter a jar of honey (one of the people in the office has bees and they wanted to give her something for caring about a kitten that most wouldn't have despite him having a treatable condition), and they've been checking in on how he is recovering (very well since I first typed this actually). He's basically got an entire vet office wrapped around his little paw.

Also, the non-profit we're taking him to for his surgery had a cancelation and his got moved up to the 12th! Counting down the days yall.

Because I gotta kinda mention it, this hit us where it hurts. Between the vet visit and testing, the pen, and the estimated cost for the surgery and followup, it's gonna cost us more than $2k (as long as nothing ELSE goes wrong). We're lucky that we're all super careful with our money, but there's only so much we can save up with three people below the poverty line. Still worth it though. I mean, look at this doofus

He is so stubborn that we can't leave scratch posts upright because he keeps doing THIS! XD

I'm linking Winter's paypal, but I 1000% understand if you can't help out. Still, a reblog and a word or three mean a LOT to all of us so if you got a minute, I'd love some new post additions to show Winter.

(Truth be told, the only reason all the updates are posted on my tumblr is because I'm the longest winded out of the three of us and I take like 5 billion pictures. XD )

Speaking of, there WOULD be a bonus pic of him and his sister (Melanite, aka Miel) playing under my chair as my cat (Danny) looks on from a safe place, but tumblr kept glitching when I added it.

#cats #kitten #eclipse the kitten #umbilical hernia #respiratory infection #sick pets #pet illness #pet surgery mention #vet bill #finances #pet expenses #vet #tumblr glitch

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buckevantommy · 18 hours

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What fic tropes do you most want to see for bucktommy?

big fan of hurt/comfort and some angst, which i think we will get.

i want them to be settled in their relationship and be solid and be each other's home, and then comes the angst, but not in a way that threatens their relationship, more like: one of them gets hurt on the job for physical hurt/comfort - i would love to see tommy get hurt actually, and buck stays at his place to take care of him; proof that this capable brickhouse of a guy is not invincible. and he struggles to let himself be taken care of, and evan helps him realise that he has people who care about him - not just buck; maybe eddie visits! chim! hen! he's been on his own for so long he's quite self sufficient but buck isn't having it; this allows for some first fight potential, where tommy insists he can do it himself (bc he doesn't want to be a burden or seem weak) and buck being frustrated and a little hurt that tommy doesn't want him in his space or want his help, which makes buck feel like he's being too much and caring too much.. but they work it out! but maybe before they do we get chim/hen/eddie paying tommy a visit to check on him but moreover spend time with him and also talk things out a bit; tommy realising it's okay to let people in (chim would be perfect for this callback).

and tommy dealing with his asshole father for some emotional hurt/comfort - i just really want to see a less coolcalmcollected tommy, and i think buck seeing that and being there for him and tommy realising he has someone to lean on will strengthen their relationship.

and early season 8 with gerrard in charge is perfect for some emotional support and understanding: tommy being there for buck as he vents. and tommy confronting gerrard (not just about his treatment of evan and the 118 but about who he is and how he does not deserve to be a captain at all) which doesn't go well and brings up a lot of issues for tommy (his past self, his father and upbringing, etc) and results in him being riled and losing some of that cool calm composure buck is so used to - maybe we get buck finding tommy at the gym, or tommy and eddie doing muay thai because tommy needs the release. and eventually we get buck calming him down or tommy running out of steam and breaking down a little.

(this is all very tommy-centric i know, i just want more of him! more screentime! more emotional variation! more character and relationship growth!)

and as much as i want them to be a solid couple, i want there to be moments of uncertainty: jealous buck when he sees tommy is friendly with one of his exes or sees a guy flirting with tommy. tommy being so sure about a future with evan -has never been more sure of anyone in his life- but holding himself back because he doesn't want to move too fast for both their sakes - but he opens up by the end of the ep and it culminates in him asking evan to move in with him.

open and honest communication is integral to their relationship so i don't really want to see any secret keeping, but i could see one of them keeping a secret about the gerrard/ortiz drama to spare the other one worry or to keep them out of the crosshairs. but it won't be a lingering issue, preferably sorted in an ep or two.

also just: gimme friendship for tommy! gimme tommy and chim and hen and eddie hanging out (separately or together) because we know they're friends. gimme tommy and karen, tommy and maddie brunch dates - with jee! gimme tommy babysitting jee and the others! would also love to see some of tommy's coworkers and friends. basically let tommy have some platonic relationships because it's important to show he has a place in the 118 extended family even when evan isn't in the mix, and that he has a life outside the 118 too.

since tommy is a first responder i think it's a safe bet we'll see him working with the 118 at some point - lafd is linked from the streets to the skies - maybe buck doing a rope rescue out of the chopper or tommy rescuing buck and some civilians from a cliffside or highrise. maybe the 118 responding to a chopper crash. so many scenarios they could give us, and i want tommy working with the rest of the 118, too.

#the mind reels nonny i want so much..... 🤲🫠#bucktommy #evantommy #wishlist #911 abc #.txt #asks

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rozeliyawashereyall · 8 hours

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Korey Adiel~

a rant about my gal for @aspenm00n to use as a ref ^_^

Korey 'Hathai' Adiel

Thai/Korean

19-20 years old

Height is 5'3

AFAB at birth but she's a Demigirl and Bisexual ^_^

She has Hypomania and Face blindness

Mbti is ENTP-A

chaos chaos chaos all throughout life

She was born to a pretty wealthy couple, problem was they were very, very neglective, forgetting about her existence even.

And from birth, girlie was already very energetic

She has 2 brothers, the older one is Esra at 24 y/o. and the younger is Noah at 14 y/o.

Now, Esra has already cut his parents off, and he absolutely refuses to see them again. He has a job, and a family now, and he's not about to let them ruin it.

Noah is kind of like a golden child, but he's actually aware of how his parents treated his older siblings. Planning to leave his home at his 15th birthday and go live with his brother.

Now with Korey is a little different. Her parents have only acknowledged her when they need to take her somewhere with them to keep up their reputation.

Desperate to make her parents notice her, she started putting herself in seriously dangerous situations at only 6 y/o, going as far as to try to gouge her eyes out with scissors to give them to her parents so they'd use them to look at her, she did that when she was 9.

Don't worry though, Esra found her before she actually gouged out her eyes.

The village people didn't really like Korey that much..

That didn't stop her from being even more reckless, however. From jumping off a cliff to almost drowning herself, safe to say she has a LOT of scars from her careless endeavors.

The only few scars she has that aren't from her purposefully putting herself in danger is one on her back, a huge claw like scar from when her and her friend Jay were attacked by a most likely drugged halfblood. Unfortunately, Jay didn't survive the attack, leaving Korey with scars and guilt.

While she did become a hunter out of rage to kill the halfblood.. As much as she wanted to deny it, it was also just for the thrill of it. Also because of a deal I talked about in part 2

I mean, comon! This is like the one job there is where they'll let you run around with weapons and put yourself in danger! Also, she knew that there's no point in harming the other halfbloods because they weren't the ones who killed Jay. Also, other than the thrill, this is like the perfect choice for her to prove that she isn't as apathetic, that she does care and is trying to make a "change" even if she thinks it's wrong

She's pretty indifferent with halfbloods at first, doesn't really mind their existence as long as they hurting anyone

Also, girlie is so fast to trust someone?? But it doesn't really show?? She was often criticized as being heartless by the village people, which ultimately became one of her reasons of becoming a hunter

When she goes manic, girlie is so SO much hyper then she already is, not being able to sleep for days from how energetic she is, ruining her mental health even more

Has a terrible habit of hurting herself when she's in a manic state, especially if she doesn't have her necklace on her

Also girlie is so shit cooking?? The amount of times she burnt water is concerning

And the number of times she'd got lost is worrying- please do not leave this girl by herself for more than 5 minutes or she will end up in another village, that's how bad her sense of direction is

And uh...i think that's it! I do have other posts explaining some things about Korey here, here two, here three, and here four <3

Sigh...adding this again, because tumblr deleted it-

Korey is friends with all of the bugs! But I decided to write a lil rant about what she thinks of some of em :3

Raine and Esther: they're the other founders!! Of course she likes them <3 they're both like sisters to her! Esther more mother figure then sisters, they would always go do errands together! (And because Korey is always getting lost) @willowve01 @asmrbrainrot

East, Lucy and LilyAnn: Korey's other parental figures :3, East more grandpa lol- she always goes to them for advice! Whether it be about Combat, relationships, or just to rant! Also loves to bother them with her energy (lovingly ofc) @itsargyle @castbracelet240 @tiefling-chaos

Her, Azren, and Ulysses are the no sleep trio lol, they'd stay up together to chat about whatever is on their mind, maybe even go on a little night outing while they're at it! @strayharmony943 @lunaritychuwolf

Loves Reya and Melody's energy! Always goes to dance practice with me when she's offered! @kaiamtt @iistxrmyskyii

Joan and Emerald are her clothing designers lol- they'd sometimes have a fashion runway for no reason but to try on new clothes and feel good about themselves <3 @rustycopper4use @aspenm00n

Amber and Victor! Loved to trade drawings with them! They all sometimes have little hangouts where they'd just draw whatever comes to their mind on eachothers notebook! @astralbulldragon13 @littlesiren79

And that's all! Tumblr istg if you delete this again I'll actually explode and itll be on your hands

#Adiel Lore #my art #gator boys #the bug army #backstory

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polaris-stuff · 2 days

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Hey Noffy again.

You know ... I had planned on writing out a post today. Of why my view on this whole situation is so different. Maybe put it finally all into words.(And I still might make it) Talking through here has been...easing on the nerves of ever making a post about tsams. That I always hesitated on for various reasons but

This episode on Tsmas. (Montys plan to bring old.moon back)My thoughts on the celestial family hasnt changed.

But personally even as someone who was/is defending the celestial family.

I HATE the idea of killing new moon to bring the old moon back. Just because he is spiralling and hurting. Lashing out at his family and wanting to kill ruin/Bloodmoon. Doesn't mean Moon doesn't love and care for his family.

I don't think Monty talked to sun about this. AT ALL I don't think sun would want this either (I hope so at least i really really hope so) considering he ran off during the last discussion after firmly stating he didn't wanna do any of the things they were suggesting. I am holding out some hope.

I am not making my judgement on old moons feelings yet. Guy ain't got the full context. Just what Monty told him (wich was heavily skewed imo) and whatever flashes he gets when active. But based on the context he got. New moon hurts his family of course he wants to do something.

The only reason I would be okay with old moon returning is if it DIDNT kill/destroy new moon.

Killing never solved anything in this show anyway.

(also not liking computer just listening to monty to shock moon. But that is a whole another can of worms)

So yeah. While I still be defending sun ( and to a lesser extend the families) desissions.

If Monty goes through with this. Without talking to any of them??? I be so pissed.

(also weird thing I seemed to notice. A lot of people in the YouTube comments seemed really excited for new moon to be gone and old moon to return. While here on Tumblr. The opposite seems to be the case. Either way. If I could have my cake they both be around in the long run. But that's a hopeful idea that likely won't happen. )

-Noffy

Hi, Noffy! Sorry if today's answer isn't that long, I'm a little tired😭

But yeah! I totally agree with you! Monty didn't talk about what he did to Moon with Sun today, Sun has no idea that Monty went to talk to Old Moon and I hope the computer notifies Sun what happened. Although, honestly, I'm starting to not expect anything because I'll be disappointed when it doesn't happen

I genuinely do NOT want Old Moon back. I know that Old Moon loved his family and he loved Sun even though he hurt him but... Killing New Moon now... Just because he is having psychosis episodes and in a bad mental state...? Keeping him locked in a cage, electrocuting him until he faints... It sounds like torture.

I don't want Monty or Foxy to fix anything that's happening tbh, this is the SUN and MOON show, not MGAFS, so keep the protagonists on their own show.

And yes! Please don't read the YT comments, they are full of toxicity and little kids XD

#tsams #polaris stuffs #the sun and moon show #sun and moon show #tysm for the ask!

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ranticore · 2 days

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We know the werewolves were one guys specific indentured servants. Are there any other monsters that were just one specific guy’s? Actually. Is that wizard still around and how does he (it?) feel about it? Did Revelation’s specific underlings also get hit especially hard or just it?

Anyway your Kosa setting is cool as hell and I love everyone and also Revelation. And its wife guy (guy who is a wife guy to it).

hiii i'm going to answer all your asks in this one post to make things easier, thank you so much for giving me a lot of stuff to think about

Anyway, werewolves! It's accepted that pretty much every wizard had a lot of servants, this guy (Onozar The Transcendent, the green wyrm with red markings) just happened to have a lot in the general region i do most of my worldbuilding in (the two of Kosa is here, the Ama plains, other areas etc). That means werewolves are pretty common here, and have spread elsewhere from here, but other areas and regions have their own different population densities of werewolves and other 'beastified servant' type monsters.

Onozar isn't open about it, his faces are now very different to how he looked back in the day (aka the face on the werewolf masks) and he has very purposefully put his past behind him. Yes he did terrible stuff and was essentially a magical dictator once upon a time. But that was so long ago and he was punished for it so as far as he's concerned he's done with it and the werewolves are unrelated to him (and if somebody else brings it up omg you're all so obsessed with the past, don't you know people grow and change?? it was NORMAL to have slaves back then okay it was just part of the culture and it's honestly really suspicious and hurtful that you would bring this up to attack him at a time like this, and-)

Revelation was not a big shot among wizards. It had servants yes but not so many that they became their own species of monster (many of the monsterifications were chosen as a form of dramatic irony based on the individual person's personality). I still have to design a bunch of other monster types but I'll say yes they were probably hit harder than they should have been, everybody in and around Revelation's tower were made An Example.

It's a little easier to scapegoat the guy who has no real influence and no real friends in this social circle ain't it

He's only good at killing crawling beasts lol, that's partially why king harpies evolved after all - to fight and kill the crawlers, which are very strong but not very fast. His type eat mainly rabbits and hares, and he tends to be not quite fast enough to consistently catch them himself, the much swifter and smaller cobs and pens take care of that (he still runs far faster than a human tho, he's had some luck catching antelopes if he gets close enough before the chase). He is part of a flock, he just kinda... drifted away from living with the others, splitting his attention between Revelation and his other duties. Like many kings he's fighty and opinionated, with the added assurance of a creature that knows it's too big and strong to fall prey to... pretty much everything else. He enjoys art and beautiful things and has happily worked in alliance with the local wolfmen packs in the past in return for some of their dye products.

So his flock is a multi-type coalition between a collection of eyries (or whatever word I'll use for the small harpy settlements that form under the banner of a single flock). He's not the all-king of the flock, but he is the king of the terror bird types. The other types within the flock are all ground-nesting but not necessarily flightless harpies. His eyrie has about thirty individuals living there and he had three tiercels (not including Revelation). Revelation didn't kill all his flockmates but it did quietly disappear his other tiercels at some point. I need to do a little more work on them but yea

These different characters actually represent different time periods in the setting (the guy, Ambrose, is from the 1600s, while Mikalai and Cuinn come from the 1800s!). I think the whole thing with Revelation is much earlier, going for a more medieval look with those guys. It means that Revelation's march is technically just a part of history for Cuinn and the rest of them :) The world didn't end. But it DID change (.... not many wyrms around these days, anymore, i wonder what happened to them...)

#ice storm over kosa #lot less magic in the world by the 1800s as well wonder what happened to change that

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mrm0rgansw0man · 15 hours

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Hi, if it’s not too much trouble, could I request something where Arthur catches the reader staring at Javier as he plays guitar, and maybe getting a little jealous, until he asks them about it, and discovers they just want to borrow Javier’s guitar since they also play, but they lost theirs? Thought about it while I was playing guitar, and thought it would be fun to impress Arthur with :D!

JEALOUS ARTHURRR OMG PERFECT TO CLEAR UP MY WRITERS BLOCK!!! tried to prevent it but it was too late :(

anywayss enjoy!! Xx

Arthur Morgan, The Jealous Man.

'Would smashing his head in be too much to do with that pretty lil' guitar she can't help but fuckin' stare at??' Arthur thought. He rolled his eyes and took a swig of whiskey from the flask in his hand. Suddenly it didn't feel strong enough.

You sat there, lost in thought as you admired the guitar in Javier's hands. How you wished you had one! Contrary to what Arthur thought, you weren't paying attention to Javier himself. Or even the words he was singing! You were simply mystified by his guitar, longing for your old one back.

You had the most beautiful guitar, your father made it for you. It was stained a cherry like red and sounded absolutely heavenly! With your own smooth voice alongside its beautiful sound, the birds outside your window would stop their own song to sit and listen to yours.

You let out a longing sigh. You still shed a tear every now and again when you remembered the sound of it cracking under your mothers foot. You hated even saying that, she was no mother. She was a cruel wench, who drove your father out of your life. He tried so hard to bring you, but your mother sent the law after him.

However, Arthur knew none of this. He thought he was watching you fall for Javier right in front of him- like he wasn't even there! Like he was just nothing to you! Arthur let out a heavy sigh, maybe he was just nothing to you.

You both had never officially confessed any feelings for one another. But Arthur knew what he felt whenever he was with you wasn't just in his mind. He couldn't describe how he felt when he was with you, and it hurt him to even think you didn't feel the same.

" 'M gonna go. Night." Arthur said gruffly, standing up from the campfire and making his way to his tent.

You took your attention away from the guitar and watched Arthur as he left. Was he okay? Something seemed wrong.

"I'm gonna go too, night y'all!" You said with a smile. Javier, Miss Tilly, and everyone else around the fire called out their goodnights to you as you followed Arthur to his tent. He had already pulled the flaps shut by the time you got there.

"Arthur? Can I come in?" You asked, shifting from one side to the other and back again.

"Mhm." Arthur answered after a few more moments. When you came in, he was sitting on his cot starting down to the floor.

"You alright, Arthur? Somethin' felt off when you left-" You started, but Arthur cut you off.

" 'M fine." Arthur grumbled. "Go back to the fire. You can gawk at Mr. Escuella s'more. Listen to him strum that pretty lil' guitar."

You were taken aback by Arthur's comments, not even sure what to say for a few moments before stuttering out a response.

"Arthur- What the hell are you talking about!?" You asked, the confusion in your tone was prominent. "I wasn't-"

"Oh sure you weren't!" Arthur said with a dry chuckle. "I saw it plain as day! If yer' sweet on him that's fine but ya' don't have to throw it in my face-"

"Arthur!" You shouted as loud as you dared with people still awake. "What in the hell would make you think 'M sweet on him!? What has gotten into ya'!"

Now it was Arthur's turn to look confused. He stood up, throwing his hands in the air.

"What!? What makes me think- I saw how you were lookin' at him! Jus' get out-"

"ARTHUR!" You shouted, not caring about your volume this time. You let out a soft chuckle as you realized what had gone wrong. "Honey, I was lookin' at the guitar, not him! I don't even remember a single word he sang."

Arthur rolled his eyes, but his posture softened. He knew his anger at you was misdirected, he was really angry at himself. Seeing you look at another man like that made him realize just how easily he could lose you. And it would be his own fault, for not having the courage to tell you how much he cared for you.

You sat down on Arthur's cot, holding out your hands for him to take. He reluctantly did, sitting down next to you. You held his hands tight and smiled at him.

"When I was a girl, my daddy made me the most beautiful guitar." You said sadly. "It was red as cherry wine, and it had the most gorgeous sound. Much better than Mr. Escuella's if I do say so myself."

You let out a chuckle, and Arthur allowed himself a small smile.

"I sang with that thing day and night, and I'll tell ya' how good I was! When I sang, the birds outside my bedroom window fell silent. They loved to listen to those sweet things." You looked down and smiled.

Arthur didn't doubt for a minute how good you were. He decided right then he was gonna buy you a guitar, and he'd beg you if he had to, but he'd get you to play for him.

"How come I've never heard ya' sing?" Arthur asked, indulging in the fleeting thought of you singing him to sleep. God, he really needed to get you an instrument of your own.

"I jus'... I haven't done it in so long. It's a bad memory now." You said with a sigh, leaning in closer to Arthur. "My mother, was pure evil. Completely and totally. Drove my daddy right outta' my life."

Arthur let go of your hands and wrapped an arm around you, he didn't know why. But he couldn't help it. God, what a fool he was for you.

You happily leaned into Arthur, hoping he didn't see the blush spreading across your face.

"She broke my beautiful guitar." You said softly. "That was the last straw for my daddy, we tried to leave. She called the lawmen on him though, told them he took me. Dunno' why they ever believed her. But anyway, I was jus' lookin' cause I wanted to try and borrow it sometime."

"I'm so sorry honey..." Arthur said softly. You smiled up at him. It was a sad smile, which melted and broke Arthur's heart all at the same time. " 'M sorry for how I acted too. I never shoulda-"

Arthur was silenced by the press of your gentle kiss against his lips. His eyes fluttered closed and he pulled you closer to him, one arm still around you and the other sneaking up along your body to cup your face in his hands.

Arthur only pulled away from the kiss when you both had to breathe. You both sat there, gazing into each other's eyes. Though Arthur's eyes kept on wandering down to your lips, so beautiful and soft.

That kiss you blessed him with made him feel like maybe, just maybe things would be okay. Maybe he was a good man after all, he had to be to deserve you. Arthur had always had a sweet spot for you, since you joined the gang.

Dutch brought you back to camp after he spent a night out at the saloon. You both planned on robbing each other, and you had actually succeeded! So of course, Dutch had to bring you in.

You had boasted to Arthur about having outsmarted his boss, but admitted you didn't think you'd be able to get him. And that's where it all began. The fleeting glances, the drunken flirting. The friendship that blossomed into something more. Arthur felt like his broken heart had been brought back to life.

"Is it too soon to ask ya' to marry me?" Arthur said, a joking smile on his lips. He stroked your face with his thumb, causing you to close your eyes again.

"I'd say yes to you any day, Mr. Morgan." You chuckled. You and Arthur had always been bold with each other, and it manifested in many ways. In how you flirted, or in the jokes you made. You both were always up front and honest with each other, it was like a breath of fresh air.

"Good t'know, sweetheart." Arthur said pulling you in again for another kiss. Only this time, it was deep and it was so passionate. His tongue roamed your mouth freely, and you did everything in your power to suppress the moan building in the back of her throat.

In one graceful movement, Arthur swooped you up and laid you down on his cot. He was on top of you, pinning you down and not for a second stopping his kiss. You ran your hands thtough Arthur's hair, tugging and pulling it in a way that made Arthur moan into your mouth.

The drunken voice of a certain Javier Escuella pulled you both of of the lust filled trance you had entered.

"Ohhh Arthur!! Come back to the fire for a second I have got a song for youuu-"

"IF YOU DON'T BEAT IT ESCUELLA 'M GONNA TAKE THAT GUITAR OF YOUR'S AND SHOVE IT RIGHT UP YOUR ASS!"

"Have a good night, Arthur! See you in the morning!"

Arthur groaned into your neck and you laughed.

"Don't be laughin' at me too much darlin' " Arthur said, grabbing your chin and making you look him in the eyes. "Those laughs are gon' turn into screams, soon enough."

"You better be a man of your word, Mr. Morgan."

#arthur morgan #rdr2 #rdr2 arthur #arthur morgan x reader #arthur morgan x you #arthur morgan rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #red dead fanfiction #x reader #jealous arthur morgan #arthur morgan jealous #javier escuella #musician reader

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iiseor · 19 hours

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︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ cw mental health issues (mdd, isolation) ellie x reader self insert random thing i wrote last night (unedited btw pls ignore any errors or typos ty)

︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ellie falling in love with reader who's constantly self sabotages. trying hard to distance herself when you need her to, but it kills her — she craves you so bad more than anything. you're almost like a drug, but in a way where she can't remember how she discovered you.. you're just an addiction that attached yourself to her and she can't get rid of it. she tries to understand your feelings, why you are the way you are, but you're so impossible to read from the outside, it feels like she's studying for the hardest exam of her life. staying up late with you in her head, constantly checking up on you — she's so sympathetic towards everything you could possibly be going through, but it hurts her once in a while seeing you throw everything to the side and ignoring your well being. she'd be cautious of you, though from afar, and do her best to ensure your safety whenever she can. throughout all, your isolation periods are what truly drive her insane, it's hard to watch over people you can't see — especially when they don't call. out of desperation, she'd leave small things like food outside of your door, checking back every once and a while to ensure you got and you were okay — even if it was hours later.

︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ sometimes she'd wish you'd be cruel and send her off in the most brutal way possible, so she'd have a reason to hate you. that wasn't in your nature though. you weren't cruel, or even mean. just hurt. even under all of that, even if you did absolutely loathe her, she knew nothing you could say would drive her away permanently. you'd still be in the back of her mind no matter how long you're away from her. deep down, she'd always care.

︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ in reality, you weren't oblivious to the way she cared about you. Her occasional check ups and visits were more than anyone had ever given you, and while at first you saw it the same way you did everyone else — someone trying to get close to you and eventually giving up when they see how things are... ellie was different. she didn't give up on you, she waited — and that was all you needed from her in the beginning, time. when it was on your side, you opened up to her slowly. it was awkward at first, trying to subtly let her get closer to you while revealing yourself. Especially when she was the first person you felt something towards in years, it was hard to feel comfortable with yourself around her — out of fear. either you reveal too much and drive her away, or she leaves unexpectedly with every part you gave her, it was a pattern you didn't want to repeat again....

︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ but ellie, again, was different. she understood it all even when you felt like she didn't. she never questioned your mind — if anything, she was fascinated by it. you spoke in ways she couldn't comprehend, and it was intriguing in a way. despite the shit you had going on, whatever it was you went through when she wasn't there, she could tell you weren't entirely broken. once you let her care, the mutual feelings were almost always overwhelming. you had so much unexpressed love that poured out whenever she was around — it was refreshing for her to start seeing how gentle you were, though cautious of your fragility.

︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ she was terrified to break you in ways that would make it all start from the beginning, ways that would make you shut down again and hide away from the world. you were beyond precious to her... not souly because of your sensitivity — but because she knew how hard you can love, how genuine and kind you are — it only added onto her list of reasons to protect what the two of you built. Every fight, every slip up of relapses on your behalf, we're comforted by her sweet words. the constant reminders overtime of how she understands, how she loves you and wouldn't let anything rip it away, made breathing freely come naturally overtime. you let go of every fear around her, your words writing down the answer to every question for her without hesitation. it was almost as if ellie suck the rot from your veins with her touch, melting away all of your sorrows.

︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ when you loved, you loved strong, and ellie was the only person you had ever felt such a deep connection with. your souls practically tied — she'd live inside of you, without ever actually existing.

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(1/2) Hi! I'd like to write a ghost story inspired by archeological finds of skeletons with disabilities who had lived long lives thanks to support from their communities. Basically, a group of teenagers party in the woods and accidentaly awaken multiple thousands-year-old ghosts of wolves from the Ice Age. They also meet a ghost of a terrified girl with a congenital deformity which prevents her from walking very far/fast. They're all in extreme danger...

(2/2)... and typical horror story stuff happens until they realise the only way to stay safe from the wolves is to band together. The story ends when they help ghost girl get to a faraway location where she is reunited with her group, they're all relieved to see her whole and healthy, and then all ghosts disappear. My question - does that sound okay, or is it tasteless and heavy-handed?

First off, that sounds pretty fun – ghosts and skeletons!

Now, to answer your question with another question: What does 'whole and healthy' mean in this context?

If what 'healthy and whole' means is "not injured, not in pain, nothing has drastically changed negatively, she is as they remember her and more importantly safe," then it's not tasteless or heavy-handed. Her group cares about her and love her, so of course they don't want to see her injured or in pain or harmed in any way. That's natural. No one wants the people they care about to get hurt.

If what 'healthy and whole' means is "her congenital deformity is cured," then yes, that can definitely be tasteless. It falls into a trope that the only stories worth telling about disabled people are ones in which they get cured, or that the only way to have a good life as a disabled person is to get cured.

I also want to add that I like that the ghosts have a little community where they care for each other. I feel like I rarely see that in stories involving ghosts.

Hope this helps!

– mod sparrow

#mobility disabilities #fantasy setting #cure trope #mod sparrow

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Hi, can I make a request?..I want Cale Henituse x reader..Where Kim Rok So the man meets his lover again but unfortunately the lover is on the enemy's side..KRS!Cale can recognize his lover because the reader still has the same appearance.Angst to romantic fluff.. Like that.

Thanks for listening.. Hehehe. Take care of yourself.😍❤️

Oh my, a first request! Ngl, I am excited to fulfill your request! I'm sorry it took too long to post it. Here it is. I hope this could satisfy you! 😌

NIGHTSHADE

Pairings: Cale Henituse x fem reader

Genre: Angst to fluff

TW: cursing, mentioned of death

"There is someone you need to be careful with."

The others who were listening for the secrets of their enemy from one of the captures they took on their side were listening attentively.

"Someone we need to be careful with? Are there more tribes that are joining hands with him?"

The black-haired swordmaster, Choi Han, frowned. He didn't understand why many people were siding with that piece of sh*t that hurt many people.

"Why do we need to be careful when the great and mighty me is here? Hey, Dragon Half-Blood, answer me!"

The chubby black dragon, who was just now resting his head on a human's lap, was looking at the man who was giving them the information with eyes of curiosity. He tapped his paw on the table repeatedly, but a man with long red hair held the paw, worrying that the table might break because of the dragon's strength.

"Don't do that; you might hurt yourself, Raon."

His soft voice echoed in the room. The black dragon, Raon Miru, huffed but obeyed before he put his head back on his human's lap.

"Continue."

One command from the long red-haired man, the Dragon Half-Blood nodded obediently. They just finished 'visiting' one of the enemy's bases and reclaiming Molan's household, courtesy of him, who told the red-haired man that information. Causing chaos and running away.

Now, he was talking about his past.

However, he, the Dragon Half-Blood, remembered a piece of information that might be crucial for this group to know. Information that might tilt their advantage situation into a different path if he lets it be.

"White Star's right-hand man. Someone who might be able to compare with White Star's strength alone."

The words uttered by Dragon Half-Blood were making the others frown.

"Someone who has strength just like the White Star? Then, that person must be strong."

A man with a rather young face, but whose age can't be depicted by that image, was talking in a calm manner. He brushed his long, blond hair that was hanging from his shoulder to the back.

"I don't really know the comparison because I have never seen them fight each other. But she would sometimes follow me while hunting the dragons."

The atmosphere turned cold.

"I see. An enemy deserved to be killed then."

The Dragon Half-Blood gulped down his saliva, realizing that this gold dragon was angry at the mention of dragons being hunted down again.

"That person would just follow me and do nothing. White Star was always eager to let her follow me; maybe it was just to supervise me. But that person never does anything or even helps me."

"So you want to say you never really witnessed her strength, nya?"

The gray kitten voiced out, getting a good job pat from the long red-haired man.

"No, not when I am hunting the dragons. I managed to witness her strength while she was practicing alone. It was just a coincidence, but what I managed to see is that she could use an aura."

"White Star's right-hand man is a swordmaster."

The Dragon Half-Blood nodded at Choi Han's statement.

"I may be wrong, but her aura was equal in strength to that of Sir Choi Han."

Choi Han clenched his hand into a fist. Someone on par with him and a swordmaster just like him, or might be stronger.

"There might be more about her, but White Star favored her. I would say that he can discard the lich, but he would never discard his right hand, no matter what, because the only time I heard White Star praise someone and even smile was when he was talking about his right hand."

"Tsk."

The long, red-haired man clicked his tongue. Someone who could make that insufferable b*stard smile? They might need to investigate further.

"What is the name?"

"I don't know her real name, but White Star called her Nightshade."

The red-haired man widened his eyes slightly, his record remembering something. A line in the book 'The Birth of a Hero'. It is just one line.

A foreign force of power that could rival Choi Han, Nightshade would eventually bring downfall if Choi Han didn't know.

Just one line in Volume 5, before the Henituse battle. He, Cale Henituse, didn't know why the writer, Choi Jung Gun, wrote about the enemy that early. There might be a reason to be careful of this enemy. But why not mention White Star too?

"What about her looks, nya?"

The red kitten asked.

"I.. I'm sorry. I don't have information about that. She always covered her head with cloth along with her face."

The Dragon Half-Blood didn't know if he could say what he thought. He thought he could see a resemblance between Choi Han and White Star's right hand when he looked at those same eyes' shapes. But that is impossible.

"Then we need to be more careful in the future. Until now, we have never encountered this Nightshade even once. White Star might use her in crucial moments."

"You don't need to worry, weak human. I will protect you from Night, whatever the name is. You just need to stay by my side!"

"That's right, nya."

Raon stated, getting support from Hong and an approval nod from On.

"Yes, yes. I will leave the rest to the great and mighty dragon. But, make sure to run and come back if it is too dangerous."

The children, averaging 9 years old, proudly and obediently agreed.

Cale Henituse let the children go and asked more questions that he could get from Dragon Half-Blood.

"Did we need to know more about this Nightshade?"

"I think that's all. I didn't manage to meet her often—just three times, and those times, we were not really changing words with each other. But..."

Cale Henituse raised an eyebrow.

The Dragon Half-Blood pursed his lips, contemplating whether this information even needed to be mentioned right now.

"But from my point of view, Nightshade's loyalty was not to White Star."

Hm? Cale Henituse let out a surprised hum. The other members or followers of White Star were mostly devoted to that man. So, it was quite surprising when Dragon Half-Blood uttered this.

"Then Nightshade just followed him due to something else."

"I think that is the case. As far as I know, Nightshade is different from White Star."

"Different, huh?"

Cale Henituse wanted to ask in what aspects, but it seemed like he might not get the answer. The goal of Nightshade, which he didn't know about, could contradict White Star; that might be the difference and advantage for them to exploit.

The Dragon Half-Blood looked at his hands. He said that because of how he was treated. The difference between the treatment White Star and Nightshade gave him was like night and day.

The first thing he remembered was what Nightshade asked him when they first met.

"Hey, do you want to be free? I could cover you up if you wish for it."

Someone who wanted to help him—the first person. But he chose not to, because he was afraid at that time that Nightshade might get the punishment because of his choice.

That's why he was still in confusion. Why was Nightshade on the side with White Star?

Assessing the information the Dragon Half-Blood told him, Cale could only put it aside for now.

However, there is a tingle in his gut, giving him a feeling of unease.

Nevertheless, he brushed it off as nothing to worry about.

"Are you guys finished eating? We need to go now."

Before worrying about a stranger, he might as well focused on the task at hand. It's time for him to take the earth ancient power that the white b*stard was searching for.

×××××

"Call her."

"Yes, my liege."

Looking around the desert, the man with the white mask clicked his tongue. He needed to get the earth ancient power quickly. He can't let anyone get it.

He glanced at the black mage, who was trying to connect the communication device with someone he asked for. Someone could solve his problem right now with her power.

Beep! Beep! Beep!

On the other side of the one being called, the person groaned in exasperation.

"The hell does he want?"

"You should answer it fast; there might be an emergency."

"Ugh, I thought he was doing something right now with what... his destined enemy?"

The older man laughed and patted your head fondly, but his hand got slapped instead.

"Don't say that; for now, everyone is relying on him. You might as well be on his good side, [Name]."

"Don't say like you don't want to take his place, Fredo."

The vampire just smiled with that remark, reaching to ruffle your hair again and getting slapped again.

Beep! Beep! Beep!

You connected the communication device that no one would call you with but the white-mask man.

-My liege, it is connected.

"What is it, Barrow?"

-Nightshade, come here right now.

"And the reason?"

-I need your help for something.

"Right now?"

-Did you not hear me?

You rolled your eyes.

"Where are you?"

Without waiting anymore, White Star stated his coordinates.

"Anything else?"

-No, just be fast.

The communication device has been cut off. You huffed, turning around to look at the smiling vampire.

"How long do we need to pretend like this? It is a hassle to follow him around."

"You can say no, but you are not. White Star won't be angry with you, though. You are his second favorite."

You smirked.

"Because I want to see who managed to make the all-mighty White Star on edge like this."

Grab the necessities you need—your sword, your pouch, your robe, and your mask. You wore your robe and mask.

"And wait, why am I his second favorite?"

Fredo shrugged.

"Naru would be in the first place."

You grimaced.

"Uh well, no argument."

×××××

"What is the actual f— Barrow?"

Where even are you? This is like... a cave? Where even is the exit? Are they underground right now?

"You are finally here, Nightshade."

"You're welcome. I am coming here by discarding my bed just to help you. Oh, hey, Sayeru."

You raised your eyebrows when you saw something unusual.

"And what happened to your arm?"

One of White Star's arms has been cut. You wanted to whistle, seeing him in this state, but you prevented yourself.

"Nothing to worry about."

'I am not worried, though.'

You looked around and just noticed the presence of someone. Surprisingly, the tone of that person is similar to White Star, making you look back and forth between the two men.

"Holy sh*t. Do you have a long-lost twin?"

"What?"

"No?" You tilted your head.

"Absolutely not."

"Don't talk nonsense, Nightshade."

White Star and Cale Henituse frowned at that thought. They could never have a relationship like that. They hated each other. Moreover, when this White Star creates a bullsh*t theory about him jumping from one body to another, what absurd!

The appearance of you, clad in black, is something he didn't anticipate. It was only just now that they talked and knew about you, but now you are here.

Hearing White Star call you by that name, he knew he couldn't let his guard down.

But why did your voice sound eerily familiar?

You looked at the long, red-haired man who had a stunning face and a feeble body. Is this the enemy that has been keeping Barrow on edge and even managed to cut his arm? You sure are surprised.

"Nightshade."

White Star's voice was serious. When was he not serious anyway?

"Cale Henituse."

White Star pointed at the man in front of you.

"I want him..."

You glanced at White Star, narrowing your eyes. White Star looked back at you. He had changed his mind. He needed to know the real identity of Cale Henituse, and capturing him is the answer.

Before he exploded this place, he needed to take Cale Henituse with him.

"... alive."

You let out a breath. You thought White Star would break his promise by making you kill people. You would stab him instead if that were the command.

"As you wish."

You pulled out your sword, and your aura began to swirl around it. The purple color of your aura was making Cale Henituse widen his eyes.

'Sh*t sh*t sh*t sh*t! This is bad.'

"Wait!"

You didn't wait and dashed towards him. White Star has told you about this place in your mind just now. A fake underground. It looks like White Star has been tricked.

You could feel it was not stable and might crumble at any moment. However, White Star has the thought of destroying this place. So, you don't need to restrain yourself from using your power.

"Choi Han!"

Clang!

Two swords clashed with one another. Your eyes widened, and you created a distance after that.

"It looks like we need to handle the trouble first." Cale let out a sigh.

Hm, or he just can bury White Star now here.

Choi Han's sword also swirled with his black aura.

"Your name is...Choi Han?"

Choi Han frowned.

Slash!

Clang!

"Are you—?"

Even before you managed to finish your question, Choi Han created a large distance between you two; more like, he went back towards Cale Henituse's side.

"Wait—!"

Baaaaang! Baaaang!!

The underground city crumbled. The dome slowly cracked, and more explosions happened.

"Cale Henituse!!"

You heard White Star shout in anger amongst the loud explosions. You stepped back towards White Star while looking at the smiling Cale Henituse.

Cough!

You coughed when the debris of the falling sand was breath by you. You pulled away the mask, which had been dirtied by the debris, and tossed it aside, making it easier for you to breathe.

-Nightshade, don't let Cale Henituse go.

You clicked your tongue.

'So eager.'

From the crumbling ceiling, you put strength in your legs before you dashed forward. The force of the movement makes the hood on your head fall back, revealing your hair.

'Barrow said don't kill, but I guess I can paralyze this guy.'

You raised your sword.

Cale's eyes widened when he saw your approaching figure. Due to the falling crumbles and debris, his vision was blurry a bit. But the closer you get, the clearer he sees your features. That managed to make his breath hitch.

"[Nam—]."

Clang!

"Cale-nim! Step back!"

Choi Han gritted his teeth. It is not just Cale, but he who has received Choi Jung Soo's memory is also in turmoil.

It is the same.

The hair, the eye color, and the face.

Nothing changed.

"I wish to talk to you, but..."

In a moment of hesitation, Choi Han got pushed back. However, he is still a swordmaster who has a fast reflex. Nevertheless, somehow, you managed to see through him. Wait...

Choi Han remembered something. Your ability.

"You are not the one I need."

Pierce!

Choi Han gritted his teeth when your sword grazed him on the stomach.

"Choi Han!"

A strong gust of wind came towards you, making your body flee back.

Choi Han touched his bleeding abdomen with a shaky hand. It has been so long for him to receive an injury like this. It is not wrong of him, you are using your ability. The ability to see weak spots of someone's attack.

"Cale-nim. [Name]."

His voice was heard by Cale. Cale gritted his teeth, seeing you get up again after he used his wind ancient power on you.

It is not mistaken. You are [Name].

You coughed, sensing dead mana around this area, seeping through the cracks. This fact wasn't known by you.

"Tch, he didn't tell me."

However, you had another goal in mind after seeing the man named Choi Han. The name and the feature indicate that he must be someone from your previous world. It is not mistaken.

You needed to talk to Choi Han. But you knew you couldn't abduct him due to his strength. Nevertheless, you might get information about Choi Han from the enemy that White Star asked you to kidnap.

That's why you didn't give up. Finally, you might have a clue as to how and why you ended up here. If Choi Han is just like you, then... then you have hope in this unfamiliar world.

You see them already in the teleportation magic circle, trying to escape.

Choi Han is once again protecting Cale from your vicious attacks.

"[Name], stop! I don't want to fight you."

Your eyes turned hostile. Goosebumps are all over your body. How did he—?

"Who are you?"

How did he know your name? You never met him before, not in this world nor in the previous one. So how?!

"How did you know my name?"

Choi Han turned firm and resolved to not hesitate. If he wanted to talk to you, he needed to subdue you first because now you are on enemy's side.

Choi Han intensified his aura before he swung his sword at you. He managed to land a hit but at the same time he was hit too and you slipped pass him in the moment of next reaction.

"?!"

"Got you."

"Ugh."

You grabbed his collar forcefully. Cale's eyes met yours.

-Human!

He heard Raon shouting in his head; even Choi Han pointed his sword at you, but you didn't budge, tightening your grip on his collar.

"Put your sword down."

"Let go of Cale-nim first."

You glanced back at him before looking at Cale again. This place would collapse at any moment, and dead mana from outside was slowly surrounding this place. You are beginning to have difficulty breathing, and you knew it was not just you.

"Let go."

"No."

"[Name]."

You frowned. Him too?

"Who are you? How did you know that name?"

You narrowed your eyes at him. You feel nostalgic when looking at his reddish-brown eyes.

"I—"

Cale stopped. He can't just say he was Kim Rok Soo. He can't just say something like that without proof. Moreover, there are other people here.

At first, he thought it was just a coincidence.

He was not mistaken. Cale knew he did not. He remembered each feature of you, the scar on your face, and most importantly, that necklace. The necklace that is hanging around your neck is clear in his vision.

The necklace he gave you as Kim Rok Soo.

The necklace you brought along with your missing body at that time.

"Team Leader Lee!"

"You—"

"[Name]!"

Your name was uttered by the team leader of Team 4, whom he sent you to today, because they are asking for your assistance.

But the view in front of him was not something he wanted to imagine after arriving at this place.

It is not like his Team 1 arrived late after receiving the emergency call. They arrived quite early, and many monsters were lurking around.

Some people died, which is something that can't be helped. Fortunately, there are not many.

"We can't... I'm sorry; you gave her to my team, and it is supposed to be my responsibility to ensure her safety, but I—"

"Get straight to the point. Where is [Name]?"

"Jung Soo, calm down."

Choi Jung Soo was agitated. He didn't see you everywhere, but why was Team 4 looking fine on that side? Where is his sister, then?

"She.. [Name].. we couldn't find her."

"What do you mean you couldn't find her?"

Kim Rok Soo's uncharacteristically worried voice was heard.

"Her body was not found. She was not found anywhere at all. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

"Don't bullsh*t with me! You are supposed to take care of her! She's not even supposed to be on the front line!"

Buk!

"Choi Jung Soo!"

"Find my sister! Find her!"

Lee Soo Hyuk was forced to restrain the enraged Choi Jung Soo from continuing to pummel the team leader of Team 4.

Kim Rok Soo was looking at the scene with blank eyes.

After days that turned into a week, no searching team managed to find your body. Not even a sliver remains. One conclusion they could come up with is that you have been swallowed by the monster completely.

It has been so long—more than 10 years. You died at a young age. Too young and too naive. Cale—no, Kim Rok Soo didn't even manage to give you the gift he had prepared for your birthday that year.

And your relationship with him is not even that long. He was just beginning to feel comfortable with his current relationship with you, but you had gone too fast. He didn't even manage to say he loved you.

But now he has met you in a different world. You, who have the same voice, and you, who have the same features he engraved in his Record.

Also, you, who were on the opposite side of him, his enemy's side.

You might be like Choi Han. Maybe that's why your body was not found at that time—because you were transported into this world. How long have you been living here, to the point of joining hands with White Star?

Do you remember him, Kim Rok Soo? Or your older brother, Choi Jung Soo?

What should he do now?

Seeing you looking at him like a stranger. Seeing you working along with his enemy. Seeing you in front of him.

Cale Henituse—no, Kim Rok Soo felt hopeless.

"Because we know you. [Name], we don't want to fight with you."

In the midst of Cale's inner struggle, Choi Han was the one who told you that.

"Bullsh*t. This is the first time I met you."

You tightened your grip on his collar, feeling a rush of uncertainty in you when some strangers called your name, which you never told anyone but Fredo and Barrow.

Your theory might be right that Choi Han is the same as you, but it is suspicious when he knows your name.

-Nightshade, time's up.

You gritted your teeth. You wanted an answer. Why did you end up here when you were supposed to be dead? Why you, of all people? And how did they know your name? In this unfamiliar world, you have been living for tens of years without your family, your brother, and your lover.

Are they the ones who sent you here? Are they the ones who orchestrated this? Or, did they have a mole already planted near White Star, which led to them knowing your name? And use it to make you crumble by thinking someone might be the same as you?

-[Name]!

Your hand was shaking.

"[Name]."

"Shut up. I'll kill you if you call me that again."

You don't know who you said that to. Barrow or Cale Henituse. What you know is that you don't like being reminded of being away from your family by people calling your name. That's why you prefer the name Nightshade.

You let him go aggressively before going back toward White Star.

Now, you need to make sure that Choi Han and Cale Henituse don't get trapped here. You needed them alive to get your answer, and without White Star's knowledge.

"Let's meet again, Cale Henituse, Choi Han."

No. He can't let you go just like that.

However, he can't do anything to prevent you from going back to his enemy's side. Seeing you siding with White Star and how the two of you interact, he felt like you had slipped from his fingers.

Now, you are his enemy.

And he hates it so much.

×××××

"[Name]? What's wrong? You look upset."

You raised your head after Fredo came into your room. You bit your lips hard.

"Father."

Fredo got into your room before he closed the door, knowing you needed him at this moment after hearing you call him with that title—which is so rare for you to.

He walked towards you and sat beside you on the couch.

"Something happen while you went with the liege?"

You frowned when you remembered what happened.

"I—"

You let out a sigh.

"Yea, something happen."

You looked at him in the eyes. The eyes of the man who has saved you.

The man who has found you when you are in a verge of dying for the first time you arrived in this world. The man who has treat you until you could speak and walk normally.

The first person who showed you kindness in this new world and even teach you everything about this world. That's why, your view might be biased towards vampires who had treated you nicely until now.

Fredo never kicked you away even after you healed. He even provided you with food and shelter even when he also struggled to protect the vampires.

It is a risk for you to stay with vampires, but, you are indebted towards them. You vowed to yourself to protect them.

Even after Fredo decided to ally with White Star, and knowing his identity and goal which you feel conflicted with.

Moreover, when you saw his face. Eerily similar to...

"I might found a clue of my hometown."

Fredo's eyes widened, processing what you just said. Your hometown, he knew that you are not from this world. You told him before which at first he was sceptical. But after remembering your struggle and the foreign language you spoke, he started to believe you.

"But?"

"I'm not sure yet."

"Then, investigate."

Fredo raised his hand and put it on top of your head.

"Go investigate. I'll cover you for a while if the liege is looking for you."

He smiled fondly.

"If you need my help or my support, just tell me. I'll do anything my upmost for you, [Name]."

Fredo didn't knew when he started to be fond of you. The first time he met you when you were unconscious and bleeding, which the first thought he had was to drink your blood. But your eyes were open, your eyes were looking at him.

He thought you already dead but your eyes told everything. You wanted to live. And he didn't know what came to him to bring you back and tended to your injuries.

It is risky move from him. However, the more you guys spend time together—the teasing, the little banter and the support between you and the vampires—he started to see you in a new light.

Before, he wouldn't care about you even if you die.

Now, he would kill for you if you say so. Moreover when he knew you are someone who didn't kill.

"Okay, alright."

You nodded. Then, you will find a time to go out from this hole to meet Cale Henituse and Choi Han.

"Thank you, father."

You will get your answer no matter what.

×××××

The wind brushed against your hair. The clouds decorated the sky with the sun shining brightly upon the world, giving a sense of tranquility.

You heard footsteps approaching in this open space before you turned around. Upon seeing the man, you heightened your senses and discarded the calm you felt just now.

The red-haired man stopped a couple of feets in front of you. His red hair which not being tied was fluttered by the wind. His gaze was unwavering while looking at you. You replied with the same intensity.

Neither of you opened your mouth for a while until you are the one who started to ask first.

"Tell me, who are you?"

It is a large gap in time after your first meeting with him. In front of you stood Cale Henituse. You were quite uneasy when you didn't see Choi Han with him. Is he going to ambush you suddenly using teleportation?

They also have dragons. Are they trying to abduct you now or, at worst, kill you?

"No one is here except me."

Maybe he is sensing your alertness; that's why he said that. Cale closed his eyes for a moment before looking straight at you, who still hadn't let your guard down.

This feels disturbed for him, seeing you anxious around him.

Choi Han and Raon wanted to come with him to meet you, but he rejected them. Saying that you would be more agitated if there were many people at once.

Because he knew, you wanted an answer.

"This might sound ridiculous."

Cale let out a sigh; he didn't know where to begin. However, what he knows is that he needs to tell you the truth to make you believe him. He needs to make sure you come to his side and leave White Star.

He just wanted to embrace you like before, hearing your heartbeat, which is always loud in his ears whenever you two stay close to each other. He wanted to hold your hand and feel your touch again.

He wanted you back for him.

"I am Kim Rok Soo."

Your eyes widened; you couldn't even let out a sound after the bomb of revelation that was thrown at you. But he didn't stop there.

"Choi Jung Soo is your older brother, and Lee Soo Hyuk is our team leader."

He stepped forward while you froze on your spot with shaky eyes.

"I woke up in this body one day."

Step.

"I have lived as Cale Henituse for two years now."

Step.

"You have been wearing the necklace I gave you, hm? I'm glad."

Your hand is raised to touch the necklace that is devotedly hanging around your neck. You have never taken it off since you got it.

"It has been a long time, isn't it, [Name]?"

Step.

He is finally in front of you. By extending his hand, he would be able to hold you. He needed to make you believe him; he needed to make you feel comfortable with him again.

He can wait for a little more. He has been losing you for years, after all. Waiting a bit more would be nothing.

"How have you been, [Name]?"

"You..."

Your vision turned blurry. You fluttered your eyes many times before something wet touched your cheeks. Ah, you are crying. You are crying after hearing those names for the first time upon coming into this world.

"Kim Rok Soo."

It has been so long. So long for your voice to say that name out loud. For years, you have been trying to remember everyone from your previous world. Sketching doodles of them and writing their names under them.

"Yes?"

More and more tears. Your heart was palpitating. Your head was pounding.

Kim Rok Soo.

His name was chanted by you in your mind nonstop.

"Kim Rok Soo."

"Hm? What is it?"

"Sob."

You let out a sob. Sh*t, why are you crying so hard? You should be happy instead or you should question him more. Why does he looked so different?

Cale let out a sigh and extended his hand, reaching for your face. You would smack away the hand that is always trying to touch you, but after knowing who he was, you wanted to feel him.

He cupped your cheek and wiped your tears.

"Kim Rok Soo."

"Yes, it's me."

"Kim Rok Soo."

"Hm."

"Kim Rok Soo."

"I'm here now."

Is this real? This is not a dream, right? This is not an illusion, right?

"Sob, Rok Soo."

His eyes softened.

"Yes, yes."

Why didn't you question it more? Why did you believe him just like that? Obviously, no one knows about you in this world. Hearing someone utter your name, and moreover, your family's name from your previous world, just means it is real.

Also, no one knew except your brother, Choi Jung Soo, team leader Lee Soo Hyuk, and your lover, Kim Rok Soo, about the necklace.

His reddish-brown eyes were the same, the intensity and the way he looked at you. It is the same. Ah, you miss him so much.

"I... I miss you."

You grabbed his hand on your cheek. His lips formed a small smile.

"I miss you too, [Name]."

He pulled you into his tight embrace, letting you cry all out while he patted your back. Occasionally, he runs his hand through your hair.

Now, he won't let you out of his grasp again. He would make sure you stayed by his side. That was his promise.

He tightened his grip on you.

×××××

"Oh, before I go, there is something important I need to tell you."

Cale raised his eyebrow at you who was about to rip the teleportation scroll. He wished for you to stay but it'd be more dangerous if White Star knew your disappearance.

"White Star has Kim Rok Soo's face. See you later."

Cale was left by you with that shocking information. He blinked his eyes stupidly.

[End?]

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