#as always these are just my random thoughts because I started this sideblog just to get interests and thoughts my friends can’t relate to-

[pearlsdiamondsandvodka]

hmm thinking about fallen hero sidestep + against the kitchen floor by will wood ”lord knows i owed you more than im pretty sure i could give anybody” “i cant pin down what normal people want from foreign objects” “it just don’t come natural to me to think you’d want me for me” “i just haven’t learned how to be human like you are yet” “im still lonely that morbid sort that even company cant cure me. and the more you reassure me the less i trust” “im not a real person just the shit you can’t make up” “im just as exposed if i take off my clothes when we make the closet thing to love im capable off” “APOLOGISING FOR MY LIFE AND EVER ENTERING YOURS I KNOW YOU GOT SCARS OF YOUR OWN BUT HIDE MY KNIVES BEFORE YOU GO I’LL EITHER DIE OR LIVE ALONE”

#i was listening to the lyrics absentmindedly to the ‘I haven’t learned how to be human’ #and I was like ‘ah yes’ kinda makes me think of sie / sidestep #and then I listened to the whole song with that in mind and was like ‘holy shit it was tailor made for them’ #obviously it depends on how you play them but it fits soo well with my character #the part with leaving your body at home because you thought nobody would want it? c’mon now that’s peak sidestep / puppet relationship #as always these are just my random thoughts because I started this sideblog just to get interests and thoughts my friends can’t relate to- #-off my chest. then for some reasons I got followers here. sorry for being all over the place #but fallen hero was my peak coping mechanism for awhile in the beginning of 2021 and it still makes my brain rot <3 #all that angst felt like it was personally written for me #ANYWAY great song choice for mc #fallen hero rebirth #fallen hero retribution #hosted games #choice of games #sidestep #will wood #against the kitchen floor

[otomiyaa]

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(literally how I named the image, couldn't think of something else)

Hi guys :') To my followers and tumblr friends, I'm really sorry if my sudden disappearance scared or upset you. It wasn't quite... planned. And today was a busy day and I needed some time to consider what I wanted to do.

Short version of the story:

My tumblr account got terminated for copyright infringement. A certain Mr. Green got me in unlucky trouble (ref 1, 2).

I won't get it back, or try to get it back. It's gone.

Needed a moment to consider 2 options: ask Mia to extend my dramatic farewell letter and stay gone, or make a new blog.

Not planning to post new writing here. I won't be using words like 'never' or 'forever' because I'm a known clown with things like this, but the intention is to no longer post fics. I will finish Tickletober on AO3 and then take a break from writing. So yes, I cancel the swiftscribbles event too, sorry!

When I opened my laptop, I could see my old blog in its final hour lmao (I found out about the loss on my phone). So that's what the snap is from on a fitting grave. It was fun while it lasted!

Long version of the story:

Losing my blog(s): My Tumblr account with main blog + sideblogs got terminated overnight, it was quite the surprise! I've either been reported or tracked by bots. The posts are a bunch of numbered URLs I can't open, but the message is clear: for including anime content, genshin impact or media from other sources (whether it's videos, screenshots, official art, gifs or even fanwork) you technically can get a strike. Upon googling the claimer I quickly found this first, and knew it was a lost cause. Although it feels shitty and unlucky, I am in no place to appeal. It's like when I used to make AMVs in the past, you never knew whether a song or even anime footage was going to give your YT account a copyright strike or even a ban, it was a gamble. I have lost YT accounts before, and now I lost the Tumblr one. With 7+ years of tickle trash content and a bunch of sideblogs. But oh well, moving on!

Starting a new blog: It was a serious consideration whether this was my ultimate chance to do what I've always said I wanted to do eventually - quit my blog. My first thought was to ask Mia to share my explanation and literal goodbye with you guys, and stick to my chaos of a Twitter account to indulge in fandom stuff. But then I thought of how happy Tumblr made me, even without the fic writing, but just.. reblogging things, getting random asks, shouting about life and of course, about tickles. I decided to make a new blog after all, but also decided the following:

The 7K+ milestone swiftscribbles event is cancelled, for which I apologize! The follower milestone, together with the motivation to write the fics, and even the asks with the requests I got, all died with my former blog.

I will see how long I can survive without posting a new fic or drabble. A loose headcanon or two might fly around sometime. And if necessary, a link to a new fic on AO3.

Tickletober? Hell yes I'll finish it, I would cringe in bed for 49 days at least if I would stop. I just won't post the fics here, but on AO3.

Reposting/reblogging my old works? Undecided at the moment but I'm tired and lazy. I don't feel too upset since most of my fics are still on AO3 at least and not completely gone.

Anyways, I'll see what happens and how long I can enjoy this nerfed version of blogging.

Surprisingly I'm not upset about losing my other blog, there were a lot of memories but it was also very cringe. I'm gonna be just as cringe here, but at least I feel cleansed.

For those who choose to follow me again, thank you, but please know that there won't be much original content coming from me, for now!:)

#tickle community #otomiya-tickles #announcement

[mickittotheman]

hello new friend! ✨️

saw that post about random questions for your stories, i am yet to read much of your works besides the most recent galladrabble!

so help me get started, what's your favourite fic you've written? maybe your favourite line even? what inspired it?

New friend❗️❗️❗️❗️ 💫✨️ Thank you so much for the ask, I've been waiting to get home from work ALL DAY so I can answer this lol.

So, I do have some (very old) works floating around from past fandoms, but so far the only gallavich fics I've posted have been my drabbles.

But! I have been working on a gallavich fic since like a few weeks before I even made this sideblog, and by "working on", I mean "like over 100k into it so far and not even close to done"

Posting full chapters before I'm done with the entire fic always makes me nervous because what if i have a new idea and need to go back and change something, but I'm always happy to share scenes in the meantime!

Basic premise is it's a vaguely canon-compliant-ish au except they never met growing up. Ian is in his EMT post- Caleb era, and Mickey is newly escaped from the Milkovich House of Horrors and working as a bartender. Inspiration wise, I got this idea for one specific line (from IGGY of all people. like don't get me wrong Iggy is cool and all, but I honestly never thought about him that much until my need to write a stupid pun overcame me) and it somehow snowballed into an Entire Plot.

Anyways, long ramble aside, I have included one of the earlier scenes below if you are interested but if not of course that's fine okay byyyyeeeee 🫣 🤐 😶

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“Third drink of the night, Red,” Mickey says, sliding the newly filled glass of sprite back over to him. “Gonna hafta cut you off soon.”

“Ha fucking ha,” Red grumbles. Glares. Doesn't even try to hide the amused sparkle in his eyes.

He’s been acting weird today, though. Weirder than he usually is, and he’s already usually pretty fucking weird, so that's saying something. 

He keeps shooting Mickey these little looks. Scrunching his brows together. Fiddling with his glass.

Mickey braces himself when Red suddenly takes a deep breath and opens his mouth, dreading what the guy might say. Might ask.

“Why do you call me Red?”

Mickey blinks. Out of all the questions he’d been steeling himself for, that hadn't been one of them. He’s not expecting it. Not expecting the serious look on Red’s face as he asks it. “Uh. Your hair. It’s red,” Mickey says like an idiot, as if the guy isn’t fucking aware of that fact.

Red huffs and rolls his eyes. Squints at Mickey suspiciously. Fiddles with his drink again. “Kinda starting to feel like you just don’t know what my name is.”

“Yeah, I don’t,” Mickey snorts.

Red falters. Nearly tips his glass over. “Seriously?” he asks. Looks a bit put out, a bit annoyed, a bit hurt, and over all really fucking ridiculous. “You don’t remember my name?”

Mickey cocks his brows. “You never fucking told me it, man.”

“I did! I–” Red’s eyes dart around, and Mickey assumes he’s flitting through his memories, trying and failing to find the moment he introduced himself. His skin goes all flushed (and Mickey doesn't think its adorable, because it’s fucking not) and he buries his face in his hands dramatically. “Oh my god. I am such an idiot.”

Mickey bites at his lower lip to reign in the smile threatening to pop up. Raps a fist on the bartop. “You good? You’re looking kinda red there, Red.”

Red splays out his fingers and aims a glare at Mickey from behind them. “Ian. My name’s Ian.”

Ian. 

Mickey rolls it around in his head, on his tongue, getting used to the flavor of it. Ian. It’s good. Short and sweet, just like ‘Red’. Same amount of letters and everything. Flows better, though, the kind of name that sounds good when it's drawn out long and slow in a groan.

Holy fuck does Mickey need to get it together, this shit is getting fucking ridiculous. 

Red– Ian– has regrouped himself while Mickey’s brain was falling to shambles. His pouty glare is back to full strength as he crosses his fucking treetrunk arms across his wide chest and fucking focus, Milkovich. “You didn’t think to fucking ask me what it was? This whole time?”

Mickey shrugs. Rubs at his lip. “Figured if you wanted me to know you would’ve told me.”

Ian uncrosses his arms to flail his hands around. Nearly knocks over his drink again. Mickey sagely reaches over and pushes it out of the danger zone. “Of course I wanted you to know! You think I wanted you to refer to me in your head by the color of my hair every time you think about me?”

“Who the fuck says I spend anytime thinking about your sorry ass?” Mickey shoots out, immediately on the defensive, because yeah, maybe he does spend too much fucking time thinking of Ian, but he’s not just gonna fucking admit to that.

Ian perks up at that. Grins that fucking grin that Mickey knows by now means trouble. “Didn’t say they had to be thoughts about my ass, specifically, but–”

“Shut the fuck up, Red–”

“Ian.”

“Ian,” Mickey mocks. He doesn't think he’s entirely imagining the way something sparks in Ian at the sound of his name in Mickey’s mouth, but he could just be confusing it with the way something in his own body gets set ablaze. 

They both swallow. Mickey can see Ian’s adam's apple bob with it. He forces himself to tear his gaze away from Ian’s throat.

He thinks maybe Ian might be flirting with him sometimes. Maybe. But he’s not sure. Isn’t used to this. 

Before, he’d always scope out his options, settle on a guy who seemed safe enough. Wouldn't have to say a word. Would just catch their eye, cock his brow, and jerk his head towards an exit. If they followed, great. If not, whatever. No skin off Mickey’s back.

He’s never done whatever this shit is. If this shit even is anything. Which, again, it could be.

Probably isn’t. He’s probably just gone too long without getting his dick wet. Is probably just pining like some fucking school girl after the unattainable quarterback, seeing signs that aren’t there. Fucking pathetic.

It ain't right. Mickey’s not fucking pathetic. He’s just not.

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That’s what he tells himself, at least, when he’s leaning his back against his front door hours later. Breath still panting, hand still shoved down his now sticky boxers, tongue still tasting Ian’s name, not even having made it to his fucking bed in his rush to get in and get off.

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#mechy answers #my scribblings #also YAY first ask on this blog whoop whoop 🎉 #i can be bribed into sharing more scenes #and by “bribed” i mean “given the tiniest crumb of encouragement” lol #also NEW FRIEND YAY

[theflyingfeeling]

it's my day off and I have already had one formal phone call and I'm now waiting for my new desk chair to be ready for pickup and I had an exhaustive day yesterday hosting vaalikahvit for five adults, one toddler and two dogs, so may I pleeeeaaaaaasssseeee get to fuck around and imagine blorbo nonsense and draft an AU fic I'll never write because I still haven't made that sideblog for this kinda shit instead of doing anything useful?? 😩🙏

so today I'm thinking of a no-band-AU semi-inspired by this post I made a week ago

in which Olli and Aleksi have recently moved in together in their new fancy house and they're so happy and in love and having a lot of sex (yes this is an important plot detail 🥰)

(spoiler alert: there is no plot. not even a little bit (hence I won't be writing this))

their relationship had a controversial start because they were still dating other people when they fell in love

Joonas is pining for Joel who's in a toxic on/off relationship with Samy

Joel may be struggling with something else too idk haven't decided, but Joonas is there for him always and he loves Joel so so much

as for Tommi and Niko: maybe Tommi and Olli used to be an item at some point, although he's not the one Olli broke up with to be with Aleksi

and maybe Joonas and Niko had something going on but Niko ended it because he saw how in love with Joel Joonas was

so Niko and Tommi have lots of deep discussions about whether it's weird for Tommi to see Olli with Aleksi (not really because it's been a while and he can see how happy Olli is now (way happier than he was with his previous partner))

and about how it is for Niko to see Joonas suffering so much because of Joel (it's hard but there's not much niko can do about it is there)

and yeah they end up spending the night together at some point 👀 they decide to keep it casual and low-key though so they tell no one

eventually it becomes maybe a little more than just friends hooking up but they're still sorta chill about it and it feels very natural (for Tommi it's better than the random one-night-stands he's been having and for Niko it's definitely better than worrying about Joonas all time time)

and yeah, as it is a non-band-AU I've also given some thought to what they all could be doing instead of being in a band (which is my favourite part of non-band-AUs hehe)

first of all, Tommi is a paramedic because I recently re-watched this old interview in which they all tell the what they'd be doing for a living if they weren't musicians in a band and that's Tommi's answer

ngl it would be kinda funny if I gave everyone the occupation they mention in the video but I think 'gravedigger' for Niko would be a tad too gloomy for the purposes of this AU lol, so he's a writer. a struggling one maybe, but still, and he spends a lot of time in his head (very in-character I knoooooooww <3)

Olli is a graphic designer at a... ummm... a place where graphic designers work? idk just some company, he works from home a lot (so that he can have sex with his bf during his breaks)

Aleksi is still a producer, has a fancy-ass studio in the house. Robin is one of the artists he works with, because of course he is

Olli and Aleksi secretly want to ask Robin if he'd be up for a threesome but he's a literal puppy and oblivious and they don't know how to bring it up lol

and maybe Johnny's Aleksi's co-producer and they also fantasize about having threesome with him 😂 sorry yes they are very horny and kinky in this AU

not sure what Joel and Joonas could be doing, but I like to imagine them as co-workers in some kinda music business or whatever. maybe they're also roommates, just to make it extra painful for Joonas 😭 and maybe Joel is a musician on the side (plays covers at bars etc.), because I simply can't imagine him another career than music

(Joonas goes to see his every single gig, sometimes without Joel knowing it)

a random "scene" I've thought of includes Niko and Joonas coming over to test the new sauna at the Matela-Kaunisvesi residence, but because Niko and Joonas feel awkward having sauna together, they end up mixing the pairs and so we have Aleksi and Niko having deep discussions in the sauna and Joonas and Olli talking about sex while waiting for their turn lol (they've been friends since forever and maybe had some experiments together when they were teens so it's very natural for them)

but yeah, the reason why I'm not writing this AU is because I have no clear plot for it 😔 but honestly? sometimes it's fun just creating these AUs and characters in my head 🥺

I wish I could write all these ideas into actual stories but I'm scared of biting off more than I can chew, so I intimidate and overwhelm myself from even giving it a fair try 😭

so that's it pretty much! if anyone wants to help me figure out an actual story idea out of this, you know where to find me 👋

next I think I'm gonna go keep on procrastinating by creating Olli & Aleksi's fancy-ass house on The Sims 4 byeeeeeee

#sorry but coming up with story ideas is a hobby to me pls ignore 🤧 #i was so brave deleting a long self-degrading rant in the tags pls be proud of me #anywayyyy i reeeeeeally want to write something for valentine's day #so i'll try to refrain from writing until then as to regain and recharge my braincells (both of them) #maybe i'll write something related to this maybe i'll write something entirely different. who knows? not i #i wish i could open requests but i still don't trust myself enough to do that 😔 #my askbox and dms are open for any other kinda fic talk though pspspspsps 🤲

[unchartedthelostlegacy]

I'm thinking of starting a sideblog for positivity/shopping addiction/hoarding help. No blaming but encouragement. Because I need help with it myself. Sort of like

*reminder you can save a screenshot of the item you want and look at it on you desktop anytime, see how many times you do before you get tired of it!* (Object permanence! Clutter avoidance!)

*if you see it and want it, WAIT (delaying past the original impulse to buy buy buy so you can think about it

*unsubscribe from marketing emails from clothing stores if you get a thousand MULTIPLE TIMES A dAY like me! They even have wild provocative subject lines sometimes to try to make you think it's not a marketing email and if I'm sad my impulse control is affected when I open one. A sale doesn't always save money and is often a psychological trick

*if you have family members who hoard or try to shove stuff they don't want onto you and are argumentative when you try to explain you have too much stuff already...honestly I do and I don't have tips for that. My dad flat out refused when I suggested he instead drop it off at a thrift store. ("I buy things just to give them away??" Starting to see where I got it from 😣)

*no blaming your past self. Hoarding and impulse shopping can often occur when we are vulnerable emotionally or otherwise and are an attempt, however misguided, to control or feel safer in a dangerously random world. But if it affects our quality of life we need to find better coping mechanisms or even quit bad habits cold turkey.

*apps that can help you incentivize difficult tasks

*where to drop off what and how

Thoughts??

#hoarding #impulse shopping #shopping addiction #buy less #unrelated

[halfusek]

Imma be honest with you, before BATDR came out, you literally held this fandom together with bandaids and stick glue. 2019-2022 was basically the dry age of Bendy content

haha thanks i tried my best

i Do enjoy being in a fandom, i've always looked up to the danny phantom phandom a lot cause the vibes there are just fantastic, there's a lot of things going on, people have many interactions with each other, so i wanted to try to introduce that to the batim fandom and i'd like to think that i sorta did

i know that it is a popular opinion to not engage with a large portion of the fandom but instead just grab a few friends and sit in a corner with them but like

engaging with a bigger portion of the fandom every now and then can be SO fun and give people an opportunity to meet other people and idk

fandoms are communities of people just united by liking A Thing so it can be challenging to make a space for many people to get along but i dont recall any super serious only fandom related dramas in batim?? weirdos are in every fandom and you just blast their asses into oblivion with a block button

and there have been cases when i felt kinda bad for blocking someone because that meant i'd exclude them from something i wanted to think of as a fandom-wide event for everyone who would obey it's rules but that's where this outlook on curating your experience into a smaller circle is very much the way to go lol

wait what am i talking about

aha yea 2019-2022 everything fucking DIED here but i was having a blast drawing my comic and also a lot of people who were into the sides of batim i was into mainly (the human characters) stayed around more than everyone else and it was really chill, i've met a lot of people and made many friendships :)

as the fandom was getting smaller there was a noticable drop in the amount of notes batim related posts were getting which is a very big symptom of a fandom dying but i think at some point it sorta stabilized who stayed there after batdr was delayed and delayed

i reblog and tag more than an usual tumblr user (when im active cuz sometimes i can not reblog anything for months because im busy lol) and that didnt start without a reason, it sure is a habit now and i really enjoy doing it, letting people know what i think about their stuff and putting nice things on display for others to see

reblogs are not just crucial for singular artists but also for fandoms as a whole, thats how you keep that train rollin

though here is a sad thing that many many artists dont reblog a lot, or reblog to their sideblogs that arent followed by nearly as many people as their main blogs

and thats like understandable, im the weirdo who puts a whole mess of many posts on my main but i think thats also the most effective way to help other people get traction and i never see this mentioned when people complain that tumblr users dont reblog as much stuff as they like

its even kinda funny to me when people complain about their stuff not getting reblogged when they dont reblog others stuff themselves at all xD though there is a bit of cyanide in that thought heheh

on the other hand reblogging doesnt work on stuff that i could see from other people: the stuff i reblog i get from browsing the bendy and the ink machine tag sorted by new + sometimes when i bored i scroll through my dash and reblog some random things but i follow 2k people so i dont really see any individuals art specifically, just a collection of random posts that i am able to scroll through in a few minutes (and every minute theres a bunch of new posts posted/reblogged by those i follow)

and that can take a long time! if ive been busy for months then scrolling through a few months worth of stuff people around the world made for bendy is so bad even on a beefy computer that it just pushes tumblr to its limits and takes HOURS to reblog and tag for me, and then i might even hit the daily post limit and have to continue tomorrow

but i enjoy doing this, bendy is my fixation after all and i fucking love art and what people can create for this thing that i like i soooooo desire to see it all

and i try to reblog as much as possible, though i dont obviously reblog *everything* from the tag, sometimes i just give a like or i just dont like the thing cuz its not in my liking and thats it

but i did make it a thing that during ink demonth i reblog all entries for the event no matter what my opinion of them is just to give some of that Exposure TM because hey maybe some of my followers Will like it

i dont run a super duper popular blog but there is a bunch of yall there and i think me reblogging something in this fandom at least may give a litol boost to the notes on a post

and its always fun to see peoples reactions that dont expect me to reblog from them but then i do and they freak out a little, i think i love it on the same level as getting comments on my own art :) its super wholesome

man by writing this post im procrastinating on something but fdnjkfdfd

but anyway thank you!! and im glad you think so because i did try to accomplish that :D

#halfask #halfpost #bendy and the ink machine #bendy fandom

[crying-killer-fnaf-au]

Introduction Post I suppose

"He had no use for me before. I can be useful now. He always said my fear makes me weak, but now he says I can make it into a weapon. He can show me how to be strong."

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Evan Afton, 12 years old, is a middle child who can never be heard. He can't get his words out to save his life and would do anything to earn his father's approval. Unlucky 13 comes around and Evan ends up with a pair of broken arms and a nearly broken mind.

Any caring father would see a son in need; William Afton sees a willing apprentice.

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If I didn't make this sideblog now, I don't know if I would ever feel ready. This is a place to host the comic, along with keeping my various ideas and drawings for it. Feel free to send in questions in the ask box if you're so inclined, in-character questions can be asked during events and such

This AU starts off as almost a slice-of-life from autumn 1982 until October 1983, then the plot gets dark, and pretty quickly. I would count this as a sort of slow burn, especially in the beginning. There's quite a bit I want to do with the family dynamics before things go downhill.

Once things do go downhill... well, the premise of this AU is a teenage serial killer trying to earn his father's favor. Take a guess what goes wrong. If you don't feel like getting attached only to find the story gets too dark, allow me to give you the inevitable content warnings:

Bullying, Ableism, Canon Typical Violence, Manipulation/Gaslighting, Neglect/Abuse, Eyestrain, Disturbing Imagery (Nightmares)

The eyestrain warning is going to be in effect the soonest. There's a lot of colour symbolism in this comic, and sometimes that means colours getting really intense to show the emotions. I'll also probably be posting colour pallet challenges between chapter updates (just because I think those are fun) and some will be pretty saturated. The bullying and ableism mostly relate to the bullies and the gaslighting doesn't start until right before there's a body count. Not really sure how disturbing the nightmare sections are going to be, but probably not as bad as the rest.

I think that covers everything. Of course I'll be tagging the triggers above when it becomes relevant, but that won't be for a while. Knowing me, there will be plenty of hiatuses as pages come out, but there will hopefully be art and random thoughts in the meantime. When working on each chapter/episode (whichever I call it) I'll try to be consistent so the reader isn't left hanging in the middle of a scene.

Well, that's a lot of information, and I'm not sure how to sign off this post.

Comic run by @angeygirl

#Crying Killer AU #info post #long post

[literaila]

Addressing your tags first and foremost because thank goodness. I was beginning to wonder if I was showing up a little too much in your notifs. I'd be embarrassed if I had any shame but I'm a proud lover of your works, what can I say? Catch me reading an update in my bed and hour before work at like 6am. Liked. Reblogged to my sideblog. Framed. Next.

7 years, my goodness. I'll perhaps have to reconsider, gojo is not worth it 😪 I wish I had an appetite for angst like I used to but alas, I can no longer tolerate the feeling of someone reaching inside me to coil my stomach around their calloused hands and rip it out of me. It's just now how I like to spend any random Tuesday, you know? I prefer the cushioning of fluff. But I guess that's personal preferences for you. You do angst well. Just try not to go for my stomach next time~

Old men and philosophy. Put us in a room and we'll be pulling revelations from the sky.

If its already on its way, I shall prepare the shrine. Visits on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Paid entry.

Your puppy sounds like the grudge she holds against gojo is personal. Can't fault her for that tbh, he's definitely done something wrong and she knows it.

This is why people around him are violent. Bless yuuji, still blinded with his admiration (who can blame him)

no i’m almost tempted to plead you for more. tell me about your headaches, tell me if you find a typo in something i’ve typed, tell me if you happen upon a choso hoodie like i do every couple of days, tell me if your flowers die and you have to throw them out. i will take the blandest of crumbs, the smallest of facts. whatever you want, really.

catch me straining at six in the morning to read your asks (not right now, but usually). i genuinely do wake up every hour during the night and check my inbox for messages. and respond half asleep, obviously. it’s an issue, but i have no plans for resolution.

don’t reconsider. i have considered it enough for the both of us, and i will gladly take any pain gojo wants to push on me (with a heavily winded rant, of course. some light scolding).

ah, yes. i personally prefer fake angst in which the characters could not have an issue if they would fess up. real angst? death? pain? no thanks, i’ll take the burden of fluff. believe me, i used to write a lot more angst (someone said to me ‘verity, sometimes people just don’t want to read angst’ and um. yeah true, so i evolved into more fluff ((and overall better writing)) i’ll send your stomach an apology letter, fret not.

put me and any old man in a room and i will find a way to start a fight. it’s simply in my nature.

i just said that money sucks and now i have to pay for entrance fee to my own heart??? fine, i guess, i suppose. i’ve gifted it to you and no takebacksies and all that

i think you mean the grudge she holds against me. literally last time i wrote with her around she immediately came to sit in my lap and typed some outrageous things with her entire body weight. franklin doesn’t understand common courtesy or art (side eyeing me as we speak)

(gojo is always doing something wrong though. we all know it)

real real real. i was thinking about reader and satoru in a room, much too close to each other, and i thought ‘huh, that’s kind of a weird thing to do. even for two grossly pining characters. how realistic is that, chat?’ but then i remembered who i was writing about. (gojo cannot be stopped)

#literally the highlight of my day today #and i actually did see someone wearing a choso hoodie #had to admire from afar cause i’m a wimp #oh well #also got called a ‘yapper’ by my mortal enemy (my brother) when he saw me typing one of these #which is another highlight of course

[77angelnumbers77]

more asks!! 4 and 17 >:3c

Sorry for taking so long to reply!! I got busy 😭

4. What was the last straw that made you finally block that annoying person?

I'm really a block first, ask questions later kind of person to just avoid long-term conflict and to curate my space. I guess on my last account, I did end up blocking some of my mutuals just because I needed a fresh start . . . even if I didn't really use the account after that.

Let's see . . . I'm willing to tolerate basically anything in moderation, short of bigotry and weird thirst stuff. I've blocked a lot of people who show up in my for you page just for posting x reader fanfiction. Not my cup of tea. I know that's weird for someone who spends so much time writing in the second person, but when that second person is supposed to be me that's harder -- and on top of that, I don't particularly want to fuck the Spiderverse guy.

Tags, on the other hand? I blocked dozens of them on my old account. I don't watch much of anything, so I typically block shows and movies when they start trending.

Sometimes a mutual will start posting a bunch of characters from a show/book/whatever that I can't see myself getting into. Sometimes it's just thirst for some particular guy, or really weird discourse that I'm getting on my feed for some reason. Into the tag filter!

I know it's not very tumblr-y of me, but I have different accounts for my different interests because I don't want to subject my mutuals to random guy/gal thirst™️from fandoms they're not in.

I have my first account from a good number of years ago that is effectively dead. I just spammed there. Hardly any original content.

I have my rarepair account which I use to exclusively talk about my favorite pairing from another franchise.

I had a more personal account for essays and such that I've since deleted. Frankly, I've always been a pretty private person, so I tend to keep these accounts to their defined subject and not crosspost. They're not even sideblogs 😭if I got into sideblogs we'd be here all day.

17. There should be more of this type of fic/art

VrisRezi meteorstuck

Sburb/Sgrub never happened AU (one of my favorite tropes because of the potential for angst)

I will always be so into well-done AUs. Worldbuilding is my best friend. I once read this fic with this amazing premise. It was more or less middle ages on Alternia with all sorts of details on how everything worked -- from the trolls and their physiology, to the human servants, to affairs around the castle. It's from an orphan account and the fic never went beyond 5(?) chapters. Every day I think about all the beautifully thought out fics that will never be completed. A well done fantasy AU is a real treat.

Bonus controversial take: in my opinion, we need less Humanstuck AU. It just takes a lot of the joy out for me! I used to be an avid Humanstuck writer myself, actually. I just think it's difficult to translate the trolls into understandable human characters without:

Changing them entirely or

Making them completely unsympathetic

Nothing against Humanstuck, I just think it's more fulfilling to flesh out Alternia.

#asks #rainyamy #txt #ask game #ask meme

[the-silly-urge]

The Dark Urge -

"As you venture on, you find yourself inescapably drawn towards unimaginable cruelties. Where do these thoughts come from?"

Hello! My name is Addison, and this is my Baldur's Gate 3 sideblog (my main is @psystirene!) I use He/Him pronouns (and Neos), I am a lesbian and over 18‼

I started playing BG3 in September and have been obsessed with it since; that has included thinking way too much about it and doodling my characters a bunch, which I intend to post here!

My favorite characters (= I think about them a lot) are Minthara, Shadowheart, Astarion and Lae'zel- Though I do love all the companions- as well as pretty much any Dark Urge. Gortash and Orin fan by proxy, and I also love Alfira (<3)

Note I queue most posts, and if I don't leave any comments in tags it's usually because I'm too excited about the post to articulate it 😭 I will sometimes ramble in reblogs/tags, sorry if it's annoying- But you're free to do the same to any of my posts! I appreciate it I'll read it <3

If you have a toyhou.se, you can visit my OCs' pages through there- Most are visible only to users who are logged in.

Blog navigation + OC info below!

I will inadvertently post spoilers from time to time: Act 1 spoilers will not be tagged, past that it'll be #act 2 spoilers, and #act 3 spoilers. As I'm writing this I haven't finished Act 3.

My characters currently include: Edelzyne - Face of this account atm- fucked up drow Dark Urge Sylphin - Half-elf cleric Tav, child of divorce, loser, etc Siraye - Mother of the child of divorce. Can be a Tav in funny AUs Cordyle - AU of a Skyrim OC, Hells-obsessed High Elf wizlock, in a party with Afar. Eyes from Afar - AU of a Skyrim OC, Sharran Rogue Tabaxi, in a party with Cordyle. (Note her tag will be #oc: afar) Nandryn - Multiplayer Tav, Seldarine Drow Ranger Lochor - Multiplayer Tav, played alongside a good Durge, asshole Dragonborn Druid Fish - Redeemed Dark Urge, pathetic little Tiefling cleric Qa'leith - Most recent playthrough, Githyanki Monk Tav You can look them up with the the tag oc: (name), like oc: edelzyne, and all content of/about them will show up. When/if I make intro posts for them I will link those here as well <3

Other tags! #my art - Any art I've made #my writing - I don't write a whole lot, but it'll be there if I do #screenshots - My screenshots. #gif - Will include gifsets, but also any gifs. I don't make gifsets, myself #rambles - Just random stuff I say, will have other tags if I deem it worthy #memes - Any memes I reblog or make. #resources - Stuff I reblog/make that's meant to be helpful to me or other people. Might include builds and such I want to replicate later. Characters will be tagged with just their names, etc etc. That should be all, otherwise I'll try and update this post!

My warnings will always use #tw (text) (i.e #tw blood), I will not use CWs because I feel like it overcomplicates things. Ask me to tag things if I don't already and I'll try and remember to. But you can expect most common triggers to be tagged already.

#bg3 #intro post #gif

[camaro-and-smokes]

One thing I've been thinking...

These are just my random thoughts, so feel free to disagree.

Lately I've seen a lot of posts in the fandom in increasing extent that's kinda sad imo. (I've been in this fandom for a short while, but in a lot bigger fandom for years, and in my experience, the negativity is always the same, the package just is different.)

People get really worked up by the Billy/Dacre antis on all platforms, and then they vent about it here, and make sometimes compelling and sometimes less compelling arguments in defence of both.

It's fine, ppl need to vent and hey, everyone is allowed to do what they want on their blog and if someone can't take it, unfollow, block, filter content, blah blah blah. Simple as that.

But I just always think how much those people allow the antis actually take their own headspace and then spew the negative energy from the antis directly to the positive fandom here on Tumblr.

I assume most of the negativity comes from Twatter and dickdock (I hate both and haven't used the first in years and the other one but once and logged off immediately – I know they're both very volatile spaces). I know antis are here too, but I assume it's way smaller issue here than in those two. (Quick check on the anti billy hargrove tag tells me that most of those here are teens and young adults who are yet to grow up, so not worth even a thought)

I come on Tumblr to get away from real world. To forget all the negativity of other ppl and just in general get away from everything that's happening in real world. I try to follow blogs that post positive stuff and engage only with content that's positive or compelling in any way.

So when I see those posts, sometimes even with screenshots from the anti's, it always makes me feel sad – but not for me.

It's always for the op as in hey, you're here where the Billy/Dacre fandom is absolutely bonkers in a GOOD way, cherishing and loving a character that never got any of that in the show itself, and loving the actor who plays the character unabashedly. And you're as the op here because of that too.

So I just wonder why do you take all that negativity be it from here or from somewhere else or here and bring it into our positive space and stain it with it? And in addition other ppl then engage with it – even if it's to just agree with the op. That's like preaching to the choir – why do it?

This is a place where you could happily enjoy the character without that much of a fear of getting bs of it. Or at least that's my experience. I haven't gotten any bs as long as I've been here. But of course this blog is very small.

So correct me if I'm wrong.

Now, I do run one big sideblog with 10k followers in a big fandom and my main has 1,5k followers too. So I know hate and how it feels when you're getting it in any form, in reblogs or anonymously on asks. It's SHIT.

But what I've learned from those two is, that as long as the hate and the antis are being addressed, neither will go away. There will always be antis and idiots who send anonymous hate.

It's called the internet.

And not to forget: social media platforms in general have been proven to boost negative content, because it keeps users on the platforms longer, meaning more income to the platforms. I repeat:

Never forget that negativity is partly designed into social media platforms.

What can be done to all of this is to choose not to engage with the negativity, and just let it be. Even if the negative views get you totally worked up and feel like you need to educate whoever.

Trust me, they won't learn anything, and you'll just spend hours on trying to do that.

This image sums my thoughts pretty much:

I guarantee that you will feel a lot better when you just

start scrolling past all the negative stuff on all platforms,

don't engage with the negativity,

don't go into the anti-Billy tags

just delete the shitty anonymous asks, and

don't spend time on writing a response here on Tumblr, where the people the responses are directed to (= antis) aren't.

And pls pls delete your accounts on any platforms that give you only shitty feels. You're not going to miss ANYTHING.

Not spending any time on the antis gives you more headspace and time to spend positively on our favourite rat boy. It makes your experience so much more better, and also the overall atmosphere of the fandom more positive for everyone everywhere.

Like I said, just random thoughts. Feel free to disagree with me.

#billy hargrove #harringrove #billy hargrove fandom #dacre montgomery #Sometimes I feel like I need to address something like this #today I was bored with work so I did this instead #I love our little rat boy #and I love this fandom #it's the best I've ever been in

[jeansyvesmoreau]

Terfs, radfems, homophobes, racists etc dni, and I’m a minor, so nfsw blogs dni (you will be blocked because I love that button)

💜Melone, they/she/he (in order of preference), high school freshman (who is not in the us) with a stupid amount of brainrot and burnout

🧡Genderfluid, bi aspec. Or in straight terms, you can just call me gay, I call me gay too

💙Probably ADHD (undiagnosed) and maybe high-functioning autistic. Still considering the ASD part

💚Uses 'bruh' in a gender-neutral way, 'queer' as a reclaimed term, and 'yall' unironically

🖤Dear reader, cornelia street, new romantics and haunted stan first, human second. Speak now and reputation own my heart

🤎My top artist is taylor swift, forever and always (did you see what I did there- nvm), but I also like sasha sloan, fall out boy, alan walker, olivia rodrigo, ajr, anna blue alec benjamin, halsey, and gracie abrams. Taylor's the only one who I listen to religiously though

💜Six of crows hyperfixated. Kanej has me in a chokehold.

🧡Just an amateur, broke editor without photoshop trying to make do

💙Genuinely so proud of my comfort playlist (x)

My tags:

Random irl rambles: #they said speak now*

My edits: #my edit

Asks (all): #while I was gone I would have asked you*

For anons: #anon asks

For mutuals: #mutuals <3

(special mention to @/sleepless-crows, who gets her own tag of #lynnea <3

Ask games: #ask game

Tag games: #tag games

Queued posts: #I thought I had queue figured out

Saved posts: #I let them think they saved me*

Favourite posts: #you put me on and said I was your favourite*

Fandoms I post/reblog about:

Taylor swift: #taylor swift

Emotional six of crows posts: #the crows <3

Six of crows (related to the books, sometimes to the show): #six of crows

Shadow and bone (both the book and the show): #shadow and bone

Grishaverse (this is generally more for original posts, since I originally started out as a grishaverse blog): #grishaverse

Lord of the rings/the hobbit (both books and movies)/the silm (despite me not having read it yet): #lotr #the hobbit #the silm

Heartstopper: #heartstopper

Goncharov: #goncharov, often accompanied by the tag #unreality

Hunger games (not that often though): #thg

Percy Jackson (kinda dropped out after finding out how problematic it is? but still): #pjo and sometimes just #tsats

Keeper of the lost cities: #kotlc

My sideblogs:

(I use these for reblogging things I like and such)

Lord of the rings/tolkien sideblog: @clovengondorhorn

Taylor swift sideblog: @mytearscanricochet

Grishaverse sideblog: @allsomeonesmonster

Meta post blog: @whatthebigbossesdo

#intro post #shortcuts to some tags: #I thought I had queue figured out #the crows <3 #anon asks #I let them think they saved me* #they said speak now* #while I was gone I would have asked you* #lynnea <3 #jordieritzcracker asks #noromo35 asks #tolerateit asks #multi-fandom-girlie asks #sweet sweet superstar* #mutuals <3 #you put me on and said i was your favourite*

[tekatonic]

2023 blog update !

Sooo happy new year everyone, and let's get into the thick of it, because I have a lot of words to spew out from my little tired brain ( i swear i started writing this at 4am, how's it past 6 already ? ). Beware long post...

I'm ditching the "sonic fandom" categorizing tag, most of my blog is sonic stuff so it doesn't really matter ( i'll change out the old tag on my old posts later when i remember... )

I wanted to change my url, cause i don't like what it stands for now, but it's what I'm credited as in the SWA zine and i don't wanna inconvenience them this late in the thing, so I'm gonna keep it for the time being. Maybe in a few months I'll change it ?

I kinda hate tagging my posts so i think i'm gonna stop using most of my tags when i'm reblogging, just doing my regular comments instead and content warnings if it needs it ( don't forget you can always ask to tag ! ), and of course, the reblog tag stays.

This doesn't mean I'm ditching the categorizing tags entirely though. I'm gonna try something. At every end of the month I'll go into the mass post editor and just correctly tag everything. ( I might still tag characters and fandoms the regular way for non-sonic stuff ).

I might reblog a little less. Or at least try to. The amount of stuff I usually reblog kind of overwhelms me ( sideblog will not be affected as it's a lot less pressure ).

I have a lot saved up in my likes tab that i still need to get to reblogging... might be time to revive the 'queued' tag ?

I'm still gonna be serial-replying, sorry... It's just less stress for me.

In terms of resolutions... I wanna post more art ! I basically stopped entirely in the later half of 2022 cause of ID anxiety and that's no good, art is what i made this blog for ! I also still haven't introduced you guys to my AU and I was supposed to do that in, like, June 2022... So I'm gonna do that. Lemme know what format you think I should post the 24 ( and more ) images in ? ^^;

Maybe I could post my long rambles and weird ""essays"" ( heavy quotations because those are basically liveblogging of my current thoughts ), if you guys would like to see that. A lot of questioning logic, lore, headcanons and theories. Stuff like that.

I want to interact more with the fandom ! Provide actual content ! Be active, be friends, y'know. Do the club activities and all that jazz. Art challenges, redraws, collabs, whiteboards, dtiys... I wanna be part of the cool/uncool kids and have fun while doing it !

I'm gonna go through sideblog-exclusive stuff below the cut since I'm sure most of y'all don't care about that. I only have 3 or 4 followers on there since I've only ever shared it with friends, so you probably don't even know it exists.

Alright so for ekana-to-hana.

It's basically gonna stay the same

I haven't been drawing my sonas and their universe a lot, so sorry about no new original art... I'm gonna try to draw them more !

All this time I've been just reblogging random stuff, but I think I'm gonna start sharing the things I like. Of course those posts won't get any more than 3 notes unless people actually like what i care about ( plants, fashion, ultra-specific aesthetics, various potential craft hobbies ), but hey whatever.

So in short, more original posts.

I might ( emphasis on 'might' ) start posting personal life updates like, i dunno, plant pics, merch if i get some, ramblings about life and shit.

Unlike my main blog, tagging remains unchanged, since i have way less to organize ( no characters and fandom tags ).

I should sort out my organizing tags for personal clarity tho.

Maybe I'll do some OC+fandom art, to promote the account ? But honestly I wouldn't really count on it.

And that's all folks.

#off-topic teka talk

[note-boom]

Getting Around Here...

All right, we’ve reached the point where I’ve been told I have 1000 posts on here, so I’m gonna make a navigation/what’s this blog about post so I don’t go insane...

What’s This Blog About?

Basically this started as a realization that I was saving way too many BSD-related links on the app I use to keep track of all my obsessions, reactions to things, etc. So I figured a Tumblr blog would be the solution, and now this is my archive of things I would usually just save as a link elsewhere (plus some thoughts of my own to spice it up a bit.)

Navigation Stuff

Now how do I tag things for future explorations?

Fandom Tags: #bsd, #bungo stray dogs, #bungou stray dogs (will be updated if I switch/tack on other fandoms)

Character Tags: In general, I just use [acronym] [character’s most used name]. Like #bsd atsushi. Sometimes, I use two like #bsd edgar allan poe/#bsd poe or #bsd gogol/#bsd nikolai gogol but only when I’m not sure what their most used name is. There’s also #bsd characters (for unnamed characters or just incorrect quotes) this one (when there are too many characters to tag) and group specific tags (armed detective agency, port mafia, bsd guild, soukoku, shin soukoku, there’s no naming consistency)

Meta Tags: #bsd musings (for literally anything that contemplates bsd) #bsd theories (for theories, specifically) #character analysis (metas about characters)

Specific Media Tags: #bsd official art, #manga things (anything that features the manga panels) #anime things (anything that features anime screenshots and the like) #light novel things (anything referring to the light novels) #stage play things (anything featuring stuff about the stage play) #bsd fanart, #bsd edits, #bsd gifset, #bsd fanfic. Of course, there will also be tags for the light novels specifically, which is usually just bsd [light novel name], and wan.

Additional Tags: #humor, #alternate universe, #crossover, #random fandom spamdom (generally fandom related either because of my tags or the post’s contents itself) #bsd fandom slander (mostly a subset of humor that lovingly slanders the characters) #not fandom spam (has nothing to do with the fandom specifically) #spitting nonsense (my posts) #rambling in the tags sorry (when I get a bit TOO carried away) #note re-reblogs (currently nonexistent but the time will come...i advise blocking this tag lest you wake up to find 50 posts rereblogged because I didn't want to queue them...)

Spoilers tags will be tagged bsd spoilers (for all of them), manga spoilers/bsd manga spoilers, and anime spoilers/bsd anime spoilers.

In (Rambly) Conclusion

Why am I writing this like a three-point thesis...ah never mind.

And that’s how I sort out my obsession with this stupid show. If any other piece of media seizes me by the throat like BSD has, then I’ll probably start posting about it here (but my fixations are usually short lived and thus onto main sideblog they go).

I tend to...ramble in the tags a lot, which I mildly feel bad for (there’s a reason why I generally just privately save things). So if you’re seeing this because I spam reblogged you and you wondered who in the world was crowding your notifs with tags, I’m sorry. I also try not to crawl out of the tags too much, though, just do so if they don’t fit my rambles (oops....)

I try and lessen the blow by slapping most everything on the queue (but I don’t tag what I queue, let there be CHAOS), so maybe that helps a bit?

That said, I DO love tags, so feel free to spam reblog whatever you want from here and comment-tag as much as you want...I LOVE seeing people say stuff (whether I agree or not, this IS just for fun). I don’t usually use the comment/reply section or the like button because I don’t actually do anything in my main blog (I just work off sideblogs, heh), so I’ll likely abuse the reblog button a lot or just hope my vibes of appreciation are psychically felt.

OH RIGHT!! Asks are always open. Feel free to scream at me about literally anything, ask anything, or share cool links and shiny stuff I can reblog/save (the last one especially because I am a magpie of fandom things). I generally have to be asked things to talk about them, so I do warn you that the right ask can really get me going.

And with that, back to spamming I go!

#spitting nonsense #to those of you who reached the end of this post i am shaking your hand #also some additional stuff? #i cope with liking bsd by bullying everyone as much as sobbing over them #and....honestly i cant think of anything #edit: bullying everyone meaning bullying the characters....should have clarified

[caliboron]

the length of my pinned post is bothering me I think I’m gonna remake my about page and just link it for aesthetic purposes. Also I have an art blog but I’ve abandoned it due to lack of motivation/consistency and because it’s annoying to sign out and then sign back into my main account. I’ve also realized I like to talk so much. Like an annoying amount, it’s like I start talking and go on autopilot to the point where I won’t shut up about my deepest insecurities and dreams/aspirations to my sister while she’s trying to sleep. But it feels good to get the words out. I have a journal but my obsessive thoughts always make me think I got pen ink on my hands so I rarely use it. I’m not going to put extremely personal shit on here bc tumblr is not a diary obviously but it’d be nice to just say shit into the void because I feel like when I talk to people I really only wanna talk about what I wanna talk about and tend to space out when the topic shifts and just focus on my topic, but it’s not intentional. I just have shit I gotta speak and get out of my head. should I make a sideblog for art and ramblings? Idk why I’m asking here I just feel like it’d be more organized if I kept that in a separate place and kept my main mostly reblogs and occasional random posts. Also wanna draw more and I feel like not having to log in and out would motivate me more to post art. I’d honestly appreciate feedback on whether I should or not

[goblinselfshippr]

New pinned post bc it needed to be done

Icon credit | | Carrd

📌Hello! I go by Goblin or Caz (or GoblinCaz) she/they pronouns pls!

📌I am 21, can and will be your rabid mutual if you’re an adult. I don’t really post nsfw here, I have a sideblog for that, but sometimes I will tag stuff as #suggestive if I make an inappropriate joke

📌 I am autistic and partially blind in one eye, so please bear with me if I read/interpret something wrong

📌 if you have a question about something you are absolutely allowed to ask!! My anon is always on if you feel nervous

📌 I do not tag caps/all caps or swearing because honestly they would apply to all my posts. If you need anything else tagged though, I have no problem doing so (just please ask in my inbox or dm)

🚫DNI if🚫

you’re a ‘phobe, homophobe, transphobe, lgbtphobes can suck my non-binary toes.

if you think queer is a slur, Block Me. my identity is not a slur, and I will not be arguing with you🖤

racists count as phobes too. Just cuz my skin glows in the dark doesn’t mean I agree with you

swerfs and terfs aint got no friends on this page. There’s nothing radical about being an asshat

You ship incest and pedophilia(including aging up or down to make it “legal”) Proshippers this one’s for you.

You post a lot about cannon x cannon with my f/os. I’m okay with sharing some of my f/os with other self shippers, but I really don’t want to see things like Alisanne x cicero and the like. This is a selfship blog not a general ship blog.

If you romantically ship with Vergil. Platonic or familial is totally okay, and honestly if you wanna go in my inbox and say like “omg isn’t he cool/handsome/etc” I’m ok with that!! Bc he absolutely is!! And I get to gush with you!! But pls do not say like “our husband” or stuff like that. It makes me feel generally :(( I am okay sharing others though!!

You’re gonna be an asshole or instigate stuff. I encourage you to block me and find inner peace.

💕F/os💕

❤️‍🔥Romantic❤️‍🔥

Tag explainations

Vergil- #❤️[A Thousand Years]

Cicero- #❤️[DWTC]

Farkas- #❤️[Tír na nÓg]

Aizawa- #❤️[Mr. 10pm Bedtime]

Dr. Al.bert Krue.ger (Al)- #❤️[Mr. Doctor Man]

Lev.i Ack.er.man- #❤️[Under the Willow]

Wrecker- #❤️[Absolutely Smitten]

Simeon- #❤[Kannst du die Engel sehn?]

J.afar- #❤️[Out of Body]

💛Familial💛 oops all Ghost songs

Tag explainations

Mephisto- #💛[Call Me Little Sunshine]

Amaimon- #💛[Year Zer0]

Lucifer- #💛[Pinnacle to the Pit]

Hizashi Yamada- #💛[Dad Rock]

Diavolo- #💛[Majesty]

💚Platonic💚

Tag explainations

Dante- #💚[Téir abhaile riú]

Leviathan- #❤️[Break the Internet]

Scar- #💚[Do the Roar]

Cyrus D.rake- #💚[Spillways]

🔖miscellaneous tags:

#GoblinRambles - general ramblings, may or may not be selfship related

#goblin drunkposting - oh joy! Goblin has been given a glass of wine and pondered the blorbos

#goblin crushposting -some blorbo on my thoughts that I'm not ready to claim

#GoblinAnswers - for my asks

#GoblinRamblings - (really similar to the first I know) is for when I start posting like a cat with dilated pupils

#GoblinConfesses - random thoughts that I need to confess or I will explode. Also may or may not be selfship related

#🛴[golfcart crew] -tag for any shenanigans Amaimon, Dante, and I get up to

#new pinned who dis