Bad Angel
You meet an angel at a party. He doesn't seem to give a fuck what anyone thinks, doesn't seem to care that you're half-demon. You don't know whether you're the bad angel, or if he is.
Pairing: Yoongi x F! reader
Genre: Fallen AU, fantasy, smut, angst, fluff
Rating: 18+
Word count: 6.9k
Warnings: Sex, swearing, a little mild blasphemy, angels and demons, mentions of blood and slime
You notice him as soon as you walk into the den, of course.
He’s exactly your type.
Standing against a wall, lip curled in a sneer. Eyes that look right through you.
You walk past a couple times, and make searing eye contact.
He doesn’t have the decency to look away, holding your gaze. The curl of his lips shifts into an almost smile.
You’re encouraged enough to approach him.
‘Hey,’ you say.
He waits just long enough that you almost think he’s going to ignore you.
He’s an angel, you’re almost positive, even before he turns slightly and you see the faint shimmer of wings.
You’re half-angel yourself, you don’t think it’s a bad thing.
‘Hey,’ he says, finally.
‘Enjoying the festivities?’ you ask.
He smiles faintly. ‘Not really. Want to go outside?’
He turns without checking that you’re following, and you love his confidence.
You follow him, close enough that when he stops unexpectedly you bump into him.
His back hits your front, and you hear him snicker to himself.
‘I’d say sorry but I think you liked that,’ you say, over his shoulder.
He doesn’t answer, turns instead so he’s now standing so close to you that you’d have to move away to not be kissing him.
He wraps a hand around your wrist, leaning down, slowly, giving you time to move away.
The surge of desire surprises you but you go with it.
His kiss is cool, minty, his smell light and faintly woodsy.
‘My name’s Yoongi,’ he murmurs, lips against your ear. ‘I guess you’ll be screaming it in a minute.’
‘Yoongi,’ you reply, trying to suppress your shiver at his warm breath on your neck. ‘I’m Y/N. I guess you’ll be calling me baby instead of trying to remember it.’
He scoffs a little, something dark gleaming in his eyes.
He tilts his head to kiss you again, and it’s even sweeter than the last time. Your pulse flutters. God he’s good at this.
‘I’ll call you whatever you want,’ he says, finally. ‘Come with me.’
He finds a room, tugs you into it and locks the door behind him.
Then he turns to you, all dark eyes and black leather, and says, ‘You’re pretty.’
‘Oh Yoongi,’ you say, condescending. ‘I’m a sure thing.’
He laughs a little, and tugs you into him.
His arms wrap around you. ‘What are you doing here with me? You seem like a nice girl.’
You strip off your jacket and his gaze falls to the mark on your shoulder.
It’s unusual, almost a tattoo but not quite. The only other person you know who has it is Changkyun, your older brother. Like you, he’s half-demon, half-angel.
Your lineage is the stuff of legends but the reality is you feel like you’re neither. Like a fraud in either camp.
You tilt your chin up at Yoongi, curl your lip so it looks like you don’t care.
‘Ever fucked a demon, angel?’ you ask.
‘Ball’s in your court, beautiful. I’m here if you want me.’
Your eyes meet, and like the searing moment in the other room, he doesn’t look away.
You drop to your knees in front of him, and his soft intake of breath spurs you on.
***
Changkyun and you are two half-demons at the ascension of an archangel, and without your tall, imposing brother by your side, you’d definitely be wilting at the looks you get.
With Changkyun beside you, you’re ready to throw hands at anyone who even dares give him a sideways glance.
You’d do anything for Changkyun, for the longest time it’s been you and him against the world.
Your angel father, patient as always, says, ‘I thought I told you both to wear white.’
It’s true that in your all-black clothing, you and Changkyun stand out.
‘Sorry, papa,’ you say, apologetically. ‘I didn’t realise the dress code was so formal.’
You miss what he says in response, because there’s a slight stir at the arrival of Seokjin and his brothers.
You don’t know them well, but everyone knows Seokjin. He’s wise, and a celebrated warrior, dating back to the war between beings.
And holy hell, he’s beautiful.
You watch, transfixed, as he walks into the room. You’re so transfixed it takes you a moment to notice his brothers.
There’s one brother in particular that stands out.
Like you and Changkyun, he’s wearing black instead of white.
He looks around the room, a familiar sardonic look in his eyes.
His gaze stops on you.
Fuck. It’s your angel from the other night. The one who came in your mouth and then made you cum with his mouth, twice.
He’s one of Seokjin’s brothers?
Changkyun nudges you. ‘Why is he staring at you?’
‘Why do you think?’ you ask. ‘I’m beautiful.’
Changkyun snorts. ‘He’s coming over here.’
Yoongi nods politely at your father and Changkyun, making small talk.
At first you think he’s not going to speak to you. Then he turns to you. ‘Can I get you a drink?’
‘Sure,’ you say, having regained your composure.
Yoongi leads you a little away from your family.
‘I see you didn’t get the memo about the dress code either,’ you say, lightly.
Yoongi smiles slightly at you, a curl of his lips, a flash of teeth.
‘Are my clothes indicative of my worthiness as an angel?’ he asks.
‘You angels do like outward expressions of purity,’ you say.
‘You’re an angel too,’ he says, mildly.
You’re staring at him, formulating a response, when he says, ‘well, you give head like one, anyway.’
Your mouth opens, and shuts.
Finally, you say, face warm, ‘you’re pretty good with your mouth too.’
He smirks at you, pokes a tongue into his cheek so quickly you almost miss it.
‘Want to go for a drink after this?’
***
You roll over on Yoongi’s bed and nearly bump heads with him. You hadn’t realised he was so close.
Yoongi grunts, eyes still closed.
‘Going somewhere?’
You look at his face and feel an uncharacteristic urge to kiss him.
You like kissing him, but this urge feels like it’s borne of affection, not lust.
You’ve always heard it’s easy to fall for an angel.
His eyes open.
‘I gotta go, Yoongi,’ you say, injecting insouciance into your smile.
‘Why?’ asks Yoongi. His voice is completely neutral.
You scoff. ‘Demons don’t cuddle.’
‘You’re half-angel,’ Yoongi reminds you. He stretches, props his head up with an arm. ‘Stop trying to be a tough girl. Wouldn’t you rather stay with me? You can ride my cock.’
‘You’re not even –‘ You reach under the sheets and break off when you feel how hard he is.
Yoongi hisses as you curl your hand around his cock.
He arches his head back, and you admire the beautiful column of his throat.
‘I’ll suck you off,’ you decide.
Yoongi’s hand reaches out to tug your hair.
‘Nah. I need to eat you out.’
His movement are languid, slow, like he has all the time in the world.
‘Tell me what you like,’ he breathes, nose against the apex of your thighs.
You laugh. ‘I think you already know.’
Yoongi laughs too, and his breath on your cunt makes you so wet you’d be embarrassed if he wasn’t already licking deep into you.
***
Yoongi doesn’t like to walk too close to you, you’ve noticed, when you’re out together.
He doesn’t tend to reach for your hand or display any physical closeness to you unless you’re alone together.
He’d asked you to meet him tonight for one of his brother’s birthdays.
Yoongi’d introduced you to all of them, but apart from Seokjin and Namjoon, whose birthday it is, they’re all a blur of beautiful faces and shimmering wings.
You’d got separated from him once you got into the party, and thankfully there are a few people you know a little from when you got your wings, or you’d feel out of place in this gorgeous party full of angels.
You get yourself a drink, and someone bumps into you.
‘Sorry,’ you say, reflexively.
‘I’m sorry,’ says a silky voice you immediately dislike.
You look up into a beautiful face, a strong brow, a sneering expression.
He’s looking at the mark on your arm.
You tilt your chin and stare at him, a challenge in your eyes, daring him to say something.
‘I heard Min Yoongi was carousing with a half-demon,’ he says.
You roll your eyes and turn away.
His hand snakes out to touch your arm, but someone steps between you.
‘Back off, Jisung.’
You know the person who’s intervened is one of Yoongi’s brothers, but you can’t remember his name.
He’s looking at you now, teeth worrying at his lip ring, and you haven’t the heart to snap at him and say you can handle some uppity angel, because he looks so innocent, and good.
‘Thanks,’ you mutter.
You want to look for Yoongi, but you can see the entrance of the party, and you decide to head out instead.
On the way, you spot him. He’s against a wall like when you first met him, except it’s not you he’s talking to, it’s a beautiful angel with dark hair.
Yoongi’s lips curl in a smile, and he doesn’t move away as she reaches for the lapel of his jacket.
Fuck this.
You get the fuck out of there.
***
You’re watching the woman hurry across the park. Humans always seem to be in a hurry.
She’s heading right for the angel, but you’re worried that she’s in such a hurry she’s going to pass him by.
With a jolt, you realise that you know the angel. It’s Namjoon, one of Yoongi’s brothers.
You see her head turn, and her pace slow.
She has kind eyes, but even better, you can see the light in her heart.
You send a wave of compulsion her way, but you already know that she’s going to help Namjoon.
You watch as she stops, takes her coat off and gives it to him.
Her kindness makes you feel warm all over. You know Namjoon will be safe with her.
When you return to the realm, you realise you’re not alone.
‘Stop being such a nosy bastard, Changkyun,’ you sigh.
It’s not your brother, it’s Yoongi.
He says, ‘Thanks for that.’
You know he’s referring to the woman and Namjoon.
‘She would have stopped anyway,’ you reply.
You smile at Yoongi.
‘I missed you at Namjoon’s birthday,’ he says.
You give him a long look. His expression is difficult to read.
You settle for, ‘Yeah?’
‘I’d have left with you,’ he says.
You fiddle with the rings on your fingers.
‘Jungkook told me about –’
You cut him off. ‘Yeah, I didn’t thank him properly for that. Will you tell him I was grateful?’
Yoongi says, ‘Jisung’s a prick.’
You grin, but there’s no humour in it. ‘Yeah, I know.’
‘I’m going to watch the sunset,’ he says. ‘Do you want to come?’
You think of Jisung and the way he sneered at you because of your demon heritage.
At least the demons don’t hide their disdain for you beneath a veneer of civility.
You wonder if Yoongi thinks the same, underneath.
You wish you didn’t care what he thinks, but the truth is, you do.
‘Sure,’ you say.
***
You and Yoongi don’t talk much on your way to the beach but that’s fine with you.
He tilts his head back, and the setting sun lights his profile.
You’re trying not to melt at how beautiful he is, but you can’t help it.
He’s the prettiest being you’ve ever seen.
You’re both so close to the water’s edge you can feel the spray as the waves crash onto the shore.
Yoongi puts his hand on yours, and your heartrate doubles.
You tilt your head at him. ‘How’ve you been angel?’
‘I’ve been thinking about you a lot,’ he says. His voice is low, gravelly, and deeply sexy.
‘Bet you say that to all the demons you sleep with,’ you say.
‘I’m not sleeping with anyone else,’ Yoongi tells you. He’s not trying to convince you, he says it like it’s a fact.
You like the way he sounds.
You look out at the ocean. The sun’s dropped so low there isn’t much light left.
He doesn’t ask you if you’re sleeping with anyone else.
‘I have this thing to go to tonight,’ you tell him. ‘The Gates are opening.’
The opening of the Gates is a celebration in the demon calendar. The most depraved of your ancestors, normally in hell, are released for a month to roam the realms, including Earth.
They usually spend it pursuing craven pleasures. Your mother, full demon, tends to spend the entire month avoiding distant ancestors. She’s never been a fan of any of the demonic pursuits.
In some ways, your mother’s more angelic than you.
Yoongi nods. ‘I know.’
‘Want to come?’ you ask, half-joking.
Yoongi’s pretty scrappy, but he’s still an angel.
‘Sure,’ he says.
***
Changkyun raises an eyebrow when he sees Yoongi.
You shrug.
He gives Yoongi a long look but when he opens his mouth, the only thing he says is a greeting.
You wonder how many demon gatherings Yoongi’s been to.
He seems to take the depravity in his stride, and it only makes him sexier in your eyes.
Changkyun nudges you. ‘Wow. Obvious much?’
You frown. ‘Shut up.’
Both of you watch as Yoongi glances over a multi-being orgy, barely even blinking at the multiple phalluses being inserted into multiple orifices.
Changkyun raises an eyebrow. ‘It’s like no one can even sense he’s an angel.’
You snort. ‘Yeah, you’re more obvious than him, to be fair.’
Changkyun rolls his eyes. ‘Please. Your angel side is more obvious than mine. Your wings aren’t even all black.’
He’s not wrong. When you’d got your wings, you’d been disappointed not to have midnight black wings like your brother. Instead you’ve got a gradient from black, through to various shades of grey, to full white.
You furl your wings, defensive.
Yoongi’s wings are fully furled, practically invisible. It’s a skill you haven’t quite mastered yet.
Changkyun snarls at a fire demon who gets too close to the three of you.
‘Is mama coming to this?’ you ask.
He shrugs. ‘She said she might stop by, but she mainly wanted us to make ourselves known to the Elders.’
You know why your mother’s keen for you and Changkyun to be seen by the Elders. Straddling two lineages like you do, you’re more accepted by your demon community than you are by the angels. It’s for your own protection.
‘Damn. Do you think they’ll care that I’ve brought an angel?’ you ask, worried.
Changkyun pauses beside a group of harpies.
‘Just say you’re corrupting him,’ he says.
Yoongi glances at you both. ‘I’m still here, in case you’ve forgotten.’
‘Am I corrupting you?’ you ask.
Yoongi’s smirk makes you more aroused than you'd like to admit to yourself. ‘You can later, if you want.’
Changkyun scowls. ‘Shut up about my sister, angel.’
‘I always treat your sister with the greatest of respect,’ Yoongi says.
A look passes between Changkyun and Yoongi.
‘Can we just go greet the Elders and get out of here,’ you say, intervening. ‘There’s only so much demon semen I can bear.’
You’re loath to be separated from Yoongi at a demon gathering, but you have no desire for him to catch the attention of any Elders, no matter what Changkyun says.
After supplicating to Enoth, the most influential of the Elders, you and Changkyun are trying to find Yoongi.
To your relief, you find him at the craps table, looking supremely bored but unscathed.
You wait until he’s placed his bet, then put your hand on his back to get his attention.
The demon beside him, a mind-melder like yourself called Tec, looks at you and Yoongi with interest.
You look back at him evenly.
‘Got a problem, Tec?’ you ask.
Under your hand, you can feel Yoongi’s back muscles tense.
He turns his head, sharp eyes focusing on Tec.
‘No problem,’ Tec says, finally.
Yoongi slides an arm around your waist. ‘Let’s get out of here.’
His voice is a couple of octaves deeper than usual, a register you’ve only heard when he’s fucking you.
You feel a throb in your groin at his voice, a Pavlovian response. You’re no one’s bitch but somehow Yoongi’s got you trained to respond to him.
Yoongi’s looking at you, eyes dark, a half-smirk on his face.
‘Come home with me,’ he says.
***
Yoongi’s sitting against the headboard of his bed, big hands kneading your ass. You’re still wearing panties but you’ve soaked through them whilst making out with Yoongi.
He licks into your mouth.
‘I can feel how wet you are, beautiful,’ he murmurs.
You clench in response to his deep voice, his breath on your cheek.
Yoongi helps you grind against him.
The damp patch on his boxers makes you feel less conscious of how aroused you are.
Yoongi says, ‘take these off before I rip them off.’
His fingers slip under the crotch of your panties and tug, knuckles pressing against your cunt.
You resist the urge to rock your hips against his hand as you hurry to comply.
‘My brothers are all home,’ Yoongi reminds you as he tugs your panties off your ankle.
He nudges your jaw with his chin. ‘Open.’
You stare at him, wide-eyed, as he balls up your panties and pushes them into your mouth.
He taps your chin. ‘Close. Now be a good girl and be quiet for me.’
Yoongi’s hand tilts your head up and he licks up your neck.
‘Pretty girl,’ he says, the rasp in his voice making you shiver.
‘Did you know,’ he asks, calm, ‘that your eyes change colour when you’re aroused?’
You did know that, but you can’t answer.
‘I can always tell what you like,’ Yoongi says. He kisses along your collarbone to your shoulder. When he gets to the meat of your shoulder, he bites down, and you arch against him.
‘You like that,’ he observes.
You glare at him, but he just laughs.
He looks down at you, tongue poking through his teeth. He tilts his head down, and you arch your back again.
He kisses your breast, tongue swirling around your nipple, never quite landing where you want him.
You moan, muffled through your panties.
Yoongi takes his time, he always has. By the time his tongue laps over your nipple, you’re practically crying.
Yoongi purses his lips, and latches on to your tit, sucking. Your hand curls around the nape of his neck, and Yoongi’s obliging, sucking and licking until you’re about to combust.
He slaps a hand onto your hip. ‘Stay still,’ he says, stern. ‘I’ll get to it.’
He doesn’t keep you waiting, hand slipping between your legs.
‘Fuck you’re wet,’ he groans.
He curls a hand around his cock, which has been steadily leaking onto you whilst he’s been sucking your tits.
You spread your legs a little, and Yoongi rubs himself against the slick pooling between your legs.
He’s concentrating now, pupils blown all the way as he enters you.
You tilt your hips to take him deeper, and he groans, deep in his chest.
‘Fuck. Fuck.’
He taps your chin again, and your lips have barely parted before he hooks your panties out of your mouth, tossing them aside.
‘Turns out I fucking love how you sound,’ he tells you.
There’s a look in his eyes you haven’t seen before, an intensity he hasn’t previously shown you.
‘Tell me how much you like it, baby, because I love it.’
You cry out into his mouth as he rocks his hips against yours.
You’re so wet the slap of him against you is obscene.
‘Yoongi,’ you moan.
Yoongi’s still moving, cock sliding in and out of you. ‘Yeah?’ he says, raspy, hoarse.
‘Gonna cum,’ you tell him.
‘Do it,’ he says. ‘Fuck, do it.’
He curls a hand around your ass, lifting your hips to meet his, fucking you so deep you don’t have any choice but to take every inch of him.
You cum so hard you lose track of where the fuck you are.
Yoongi’s stopped thrusting, hips grinding against yours. He cries your name, and you feel him throbbing inside you.
You curl your legs around his hips to keep him close.
He buries his face in your neck, breath hot on your skin.
He says your name again, and his voice is so deep now you could almost cum again listening to him.
Instead, you curl your arms around him.
Yoongi kisses you, a sweet brush of his lips against yours, and you realise he’s unfurled his wings over both of you, keeping you tucked under him. Warm.
You think about how you could get used to this until you fall asleep.
***
There’s a banging on the door, a female voice.
Yoongi shifts off you, and you’re pulled awake by the loss of warmth.
You jolt upright when you hear the female voice and the way she says his name.
‘Yoooongi.’ It’s prolonged, cute, intimate.
Yoongi’s wrapped a sheet around his waist, but he’s still shirtless. He leans against the door frame. His voice is so low you can’t hear what he says.
You start getting dressed. Your panties are beyond salvaging but your black dress slides on easily.
You catch sight of your hair in the mirror and wince. Then your gaze drops to your face and you wince again.
You catch a glimpse of the girl as you get your shoes.
It’s the same beautiful angel he was talking to at Namjoon’s birthday party.
Yoongi looks over his shoulder and notices you’re nearly dressed.
‘Wait,’ he says, holding out a hand. ‘Just give me a sec.’
His voice is harsher than usual, he’s barked it like an order.
He closes the door and turns back to you.
You look at each other for a moment.
You hate yourself for asking.
‘Who was that?’
‘Just a friend,’ he tells you. He’s standing with his back against the door, sheet round his waist, like he’s going to stop you from leaving.
There’s a feeling in your chest, washing over you like a tide. It feels an awful lot like disappointment.
It feels an awful lot like you’re a dirty little secret.
Min Yoongi’s half-demon friend he’s been carousing with.
You’re fully dressed now, a mess but intact, for now.
‘We’re going to the mountains,’ Yoongi says. ‘It’s a plan Seokjin made.’
You look at him quietly.
He doesn’t invite you along.
‘Sure,’ you say, finally. ‘I’ll see you around, Yoongi.’
He’s saying something about how you don’t have to leave, but you’re already out the door.
Unexpectedly the landing on the way to Yoongi’s room is filled with angels. You recognise a few of his brothers, a few female angels, the beautiful friend.
You feel so many eyes on you that you’re conscious of your sex hair, your smeared makeup. You tilt your chin up and force yourself to walk at your normal pace down the stairs even though you feel like running.
You think you can hear Yoongi calling your name from the top of the stairs.
If there’s one thing you know about being a mixed-heritage, halfling angel-demon, it’s that you don’t need to be ashamed about the way you were born.
You unfurl your half-black, half-white, shades of grey wings, out so everyone can see just how complex your lineage is.
It’s not your job to apologise for everyone’s preconceptions of you.
Fuck them all.
***
You’re waiting for Changkyun to finish whatever he’s doing with the girl he met at the opening of the Gates.
You’re considering ditching him but you don’t have any other plans given your thing with Yoongi’s imploded. Also Changkyun had promised to take you for ice-cream after.
You’re leaning against a lamppost, enjoying the still of the night, when you see him.
It’s one of Yoongi’s brothers, Jungkook, the angel with the skin markings and the lip ring.
Funny how the real fuckboy in that family hasn’t got a mark on him.
Just smooth, creamy skin and dark eyes that look like they see through you.
You watch, interested, as he hurries around a corner and comes face to face with Tec and his friends.
Ah fuck.
Jungkook’s wide eyes have you taking a few steps forward quickly. You’re almost across the road, near to him when Tec and his buddies surround him.
‘Hey,’ you shout.
Tec looks at you, sneering, as you move to stand next to Jungkook.
You slip a hand into the crook of Jungkook’s arm. ‘Come on. We’re going for ice cream.’
‘Isn’t that cute, two angels on a romantic date,’ Tec says. He doesn’t sound like he means it.
‘Yeah it’s real cute,’ you agree, tugging Jungkook’s arm, hoping to get out of here before this escalates. You’ve never fought Tec before, but you know he’s a mind-melder like you.
Sure enough, you can feel tendrils on the outskirts of your consciousness. Beside you, Jungkook stills, and his aura dims slightly.
‘Stop it,’ you snap. You envisage a trapdoor closing, snapping on Tec’s tendrils as hard as you can.
Tec hisses with pain, and pulls back.
‘Leave us alone,’ Jungkook says. He looks like he’s illuminating, creating a ball of light as a weapon. It’s good, but it’s no match for a punkass demon like Tec.
‘Come on,’ you say.
Tec says nothing, and you feel his tendrils again, insistent.
You think of how Jungkook stood up for you at that party, and gather your mind-melding abilities. You reach into Tec’s mind, recoiling a little at the sliminess in the recesses of it, grab his core, and pull, hard.
He’s always underestimated you, and you grab Jungkook’s hand as Tec drops the the ground, writhing in pain.
You shoot his two ‘friends’ a look to ensure they won’t follow you, and start running.
Straight into a ball of light from another angel.
Your defenses were down, you were totally unprepared for it, and the shockwave hits you like a bullet.
You’re dimly aware of Jungkook stepping in front of you, unfurling his wings protectively around you both, but most of what you know is pain.
There’s shouting, then strong hands pulling you free from Jungkook, a familiar voice.
It’s Yoongi.
He tips your face to his, saying something that you can’t hear because of the ringing in your ears.
When he sees your face, he startles. It’s not exactly a recoil, but he draws back slightly.
Swiping a hand over your face, you realise why. You’re crying bloody tears from the impact.
It’s another demon trait you’d known but hadn’t told him about.
His reaction hits you almost as hard as the initial ball of light.
You guess some demon traits are acceptable to the angels but others aren’t.
Is he disgusted by you?
You feel oddly small.
Yoongi still has his hands on your shoulders, is still talking, but you hear nothing.
You look around frantically, and burst into tears of relief when you see Changkyun.
His face is stern, serious, as he reaches for you.
‘Get me out of here,’ you gasp.
You grab your brother’s hand and let him take you home.
***
You can hear Changkyun talking to someone at the door.
He comes back carrying a small stuffed rabbit.
You stare at it.
Changkyun tosses it at your head. ‘It’s from Jungkook.’
You let it hit you on the face and look down at it in your lap.
It’s a small, grey rabbit with huge eyes and floppy ears.
Despite yourself, you’re charmed. It even looks a bit like him.
‘He’s been by every day this week to check on you,’ Changkyun says.
You scoff. ‘You’re a demon. Are you telling me you can’t handle one pushy angel?’
Changkyun rolls his eyes. ‘He’s persistent.’
He gives you a sideways look. ‘Yoongi too.’
You bury your face in one of Changkyun’s tasteful throw pillows.
‘I’m sorry that the fuckboy I had a fling with is hassling you,’ you mutter.
Changkyun looks at you thoughtfully. ‘I didn’t peg Yoongi as a fuckboy.’
‘That’s the thing about angels. They’re fucking sneaky bastards,’ you say, bitterly. ‘Jungkook looks like the fuckboy but he’s the one giving me stuffed rabbits and Yoongi looks like the good one but he’s a fucking fuckety fuckboy.’
Changkyun sighs. ‘God, you’re so dramatic.’
You glare at him.
‘Haven’t you had this too Changkyun? People always want to fuck the exotic one. The angels who want to see your freaky demon side, the demons who think you’re soft and fluffy because you’re half-angel.’
‘There are asshole demons and asshole angels,’ Changkyun says, calm.
You look up at your beautiful brother, exasperated. He’s always been less conflicted about his heritage than you are, you guess it’s because he’s got all the physical traits of a demon and no one ever knows he’s a mosaic apart from if they know your family or if he tells them. Even his mark is on his back, not on his arm. Unlike yours.
Your brother looks exactly like a perfect coldly cruel demon, blessed with the beauty of an angel.
You huff and toss a pillow at him.
Changkyun’s expression softens as the pillow sails over his head. He doesn’t even have the courtesy to duck or pretend he thought for one second it was a threat.
‘Should I call mom?’ he offers.
‘She’s in deep hiding until the Gates close. She’s screening all her contacts,’ you remind him.
‘Should I call dad?’ he asks.
You roll your eyes. ‘You think mom is hiding out on her own?’
Your parents have always been disgustingly in love.
Changkyun shudders.
‘Anyway. If Yoongi and Jungkook drop by tomorrow I’m going to let them in,’ he tells you. ‘I can’t hold off how revoltingly nice they are.’
‘They’re not nice,’ you snap.
‘You know that broth you enjoyed so much yesterday?’ Changkyun asks. ‘Yoongi brought it over.’
You gag, dramatically. ‘You didn’t tell me it was tainted.’
Changkyun scoffs. ‘They’re angels. Tainting anything is beyond them.’
‘I just said they’re sneaky bastards,’ you insist. ‘It’s probably cursed.’
‘Does that mean you don’t want the leftovers?’ Changkyun asks, voice dripping with sweetness.
‘I never said that,’ you reply quickly.
***
You’re in your room, listening to music, when there’s a tapping at your window.
You look over and see a fluttering of wings.
They’re the distinctive silvery shade of Yoongi’s wings.
You unlatch the window and wait.
Yoongi’s hovering outside.
‘Hey,’ he says.
You look at him. He looks as beautiful as ever in the moonlight.
‘Was there something you wanted?’ you ask, ice in your voice.
Yoongi says, ‘Want to come outside? It’s a nice night.’
You raise an eyebrow. ‘Why do you keep inviting me out at night, Yoongi? Don’t you want to be seen with me in the daylight?’
‘What?’ he asks, brow furrowed.
You stare him down.
‘I’ll take you out whenever you want,’ he says, finally. ‘I just like going out at night.’
He seems perfectly sincere.
‘Do you want to come over for dinner this week?’ he asks. ‘All my brothers want to thank you for rescuing Jungkook.’
That reminds you.
You pluck the stuffed bunny off your bed and hand it to Yoongi.
He looks at it, a little flummoxed.
‘Don’t you want it? I thought you’d like it,’ he says.
‘I’m a demon,’ you say, huffy. ‘Who ever heard of a demon who likes stuffed bunnies?’
Yoongi looks at you, and you sense he’s suppressing a laugh. His lips twitch.
‘You can be a badass mind-melding demon and also like stuffed bunnies,’ he says, straight-faced.
He hands it back to you. ‘I chose it because it’s eyes remind me of yours.’
‘I thought Jungkook chose it because it looks like him,’ you say, intrigued.
‘I chose it,’ Yoongi corrects, gently. ‘Because it’s eyes are the exact shade yours get, when I’m pleasuring you.’
You stare at the bunny, trying to hide the fact your face is suddenly warm all over.
‘Is everything about sex for you?’ you ask.
‘I’ll take you anyway I can get you,’ Yoongi says. His voice is low now, serious. ‘If it’s just about sex for you then I can deal with that. If it’s about more than that, then I can deal with that too.’
He puts his hand on your arm. ‘I’ll take you any way I can get you,’ he says again, emphatic.
‘I’m glad Changkyun was there that day,’ he says. ‘But if he hadn’t been, I would have looked after you.’
He looks out at the night instead of looking at you as he talks.
‘You recoiled when you saw me cry blood,’ you point out. ‘I’m part demon, that’s not going to change.’
‘I thought you were hurt,’ Yoongi counters. ‘I didn’t know you cried blood.’
‘I don’t always,’ you say. ‘Just when it hurts.’
Yoongi looks at you. A muscle twitches in his jaw, but his voice is still gentle when he speaks. ‘I don’t know you as well as I want to, but I want to know more.’
‘I’m pretty good at mind-melding,’ you tell him. ‘If I wanted to, I could really hurt you.’
Yoongi’s gaze doesn’t falter. ‘Nothing you could do to me would hurt as much as when I saw you walk straight into that ball of light.’
‘Who cast it?’ you ask.
Yoongi’s jaw tightens. ‘Fucking Jisung getting involved in shit that had nothing to do with him.’
He looks at you. ‘Seokjin’s had a word.’
‘I’ll hurt him when I see him,’ you vow.
Yoongi nods. ‘I don’t blame you. I’ll help. Not that you’ll need any help.’
You nod. ‘Damn right.’
Yoongi smiles. ‘I’m glad you’re ok. I was really worried.’
You stifle a yawn.
Yoongi smiles again. ‘Good night. Can I come by tomorrow?’
‘Sure,’ you say.
‘Can I come in tomorrow?’ Yoongi checks. There’s a spark of mischief in his eyes.
‘Maybe.’
‘I’ll take a maybe,’ Yoongi says. He nods to the bunny, and you realise you’re clutching it to your chest.
‘He’s a lucky bastard.’ He pretends to think about it. ‘But I guess I’m lucky too, because I’ve also had my face there.’
You’re still fumbling for something to throw at him when he flies away in the night, snickering to himself.
***
You open the door in the morning and are greeted by a literal chorus of angels.
Yoongi’s the closest. ‘Can I make you and Changkyun breakfast?’ he asks.
You blink at him, trying to re-orientate. ‘Can you cook?’
Yoongi just laughs and holds up a bag of presumably, food.
Jungkook’s right behind him. ‘I never got a chance to thank you for saving me,’ he says.
You’re a little blinded by the prettiness of his smile, turned full force on you.
‘It’s what anyone would have done,’ you say.
‘I’m sorry you got hurt,’ Jungkook says. He looks concerned. ‘Are you ok now?’
‘Fine,’ you squeak, as he leans over you.
You tug at the hem of your sleep nightie.
‘You can go get changed, if you want,’ says another one of Yoongi’s brothers, a shorter angel with blond hair and a flirty smile.
‘Don’t get dressed on our account,’ continues another brother, with dark hair and intense eyes.
Are these beautiful angels flirting with you?
You glance around for Changkyun and spot him walking out of his own bedroom.
To your surprise, all of Yoongi’s angel brothers greet Changkyun with affection, like they know each other.
You stare at your brother.
He looks unfazed.
Yoongi comes up to you. ‘Go on, get dressed. Breakfast will be ready in a minute.’
By the time you’re dressed, Changkyun’s small dining table has been transformed in one that fits eight people and is covered in glorious treats.
Seokjin passes you a plate, smiling kindly.
You accept.
‘How do you know Changkyun?’ you ask, politely.
‘We go way back,’ Seokjin says. He and Changkyun exchange a look you don’t quite understand.
You’re processing that when Jungkook leads you to a seat between him and Yoongi.
Yoongi’s solicitous, making sure your plate is filled, giving you extras of everything.
You learn that the flirty angel is Jimin and the brother who told you not to get dressed on their account is Taehyung. Namjoon isn’t around, but another brother with a bright smile called Hoseok is.
Seokjin and Changkyun are sitting close to each other, discussing something serious.
You have other friends, but you’ve never sat down with a table of angels before.
It’s nice.
You remind yourself not to get too used to it.
Yoongi touches your arm. ‘Are you ok?’ he asks. He’s watching you intently.
‘I’m fine,’ you affirm. You give him a half smile. ‘I was just thinking to myself that this is nice.’
Yoongi touches your cheek gently. ‘It can be like this all the time, if you want.’
You don’t know what he’s promising you. You look down at your plate.
Yoongi puts his hand on your arm.
‘Want to go for a walk after this?’
***
Yoongi’s on his back in the grassy meadow he took you to, eyes closed.
You admire the line of his profile in the sun, the leanness of his physique. His hand is tracing lazy circles on your bare thigh, sending jolts of electricity through you, warming your skin.
‘You’re very beautiful,’ he tells you suddenly, not opening his eyes.
‘Do you think so, Yoongi?’ you ask.
His lips curl in a smirk. ‘Everyone thinks so. Even Jura.’
‘Who’s Jura?’ you ask.
‘The angel who interrupted us the other day when we were in bed,’ Yoongi tells you.
You wonder why he’s bringing her up.
‘She used to be with Seokjin.’
‘Everyone was staring at me when I left your place the other day,’ you tell him.
Yoongi’s eyes open. ‘They were worried about you,’ he says. His gaze is penetrating. ‘I don’t have the best history, with romance.’
You wonder if it’s a warning.
‘I knew you were a fuckboy,’ you say, lightly.
‘I’m not going to hurt you,’ Yoongi says, gently. His hand is still on your thigh. ‘I’m going to try my best not to.’
You scoff. ‘I’m a demon. I’ve had worse.’
Yoongi laughs quietly. ‘You really are as soft as that bunny I chose for you.’
You glare at him.
‘I like it a lot.’ His hand is stroking now, palm against your skin, fingertips curled over your thigh.
‘Do you like me?’ he asks.
‘You’re ok,’ you say.
Yoongi laughs. You’re not fooling him.
‘Stop saying silly things or I’ll stuff your panties in your mouth again,’ he says.
His hand is travelling up your thigh now, fingertips brushing between your legs.
You try not to sigh.
‘I’ve been jerking off with your panties since you left them in my bed,’ he tells you. ‘I keep thinking about you wearing them with my cum all over them.’
You want to speak, but his fingers are deliberate, stroking along your slit, entering you shallowly.
It’s too much, and it’s not nearly enough.
‘Yoongi,’ you say, and his lips capture yours in a kiss.
‘Feeling needy, baby?’ he murmurs, fingers teasing, stroking.
You say his name again, and he hums his approval.
‘I’ve got you,’ he promises. He licks into your mouth as one finger plunges into you.
‘Want more?’ he asks, tugging your soaked panties away from your skin. ‘You feel like you do.’
You’re beyond words, moaning and whimpering as his fingers enter you, stroking, scissoring, hitting you just right.
Yoongi unfurls his wings around you both, and the world disappears.
It’s just you and him, hot breath on hot skin.
‘Neat trick,’ you say, breathlessly.
Yoongi’s smirk is so cocky you’d be taken in if you couldn’t feel his heart hammering against yours, the heat and hardness of his cock between your legs.
He grinds against you, slow, deliberate.
‘Ready?’ he asks.
He already knows you are.
***
Changkyun and you are standing off to the side at another ascension, backs to the wall, counting down the seconds until you get to leave.
Changkyun asks, ‘How are things with Yoongi?’
‘Fine,’ you reply.
‘Great,’ he says.
He doesn’t ask for more details, but he grins. ‘Seokjin will have his head if he misbehaves.’
You snort. ‘I think Jungkook’s got it covered.’
You’re referring to the fierce loyalty Jungkook’s been displaying towards you since you helped him.
Changkyun rolls his eyes. ‘Jungkook told me the other day to stop waking you up because you need your sleep.’
You laugh, and you both turn to the entrance as Seokjin and Yoongi arrive, with the rest of their brothers.
All six brothers immediately make a beeline for you and Changkyun, surrounding you both in a protective circle.
Jungkook grins at you. ‘Anything I need to take care of for you?’ he asks.
‘I’ve got it,’ says Yoongi, stepping between you and Jungkook.
Jungkook twinkles at you before he steps back.
‘All good?’ asks Yoongi, dipping his head close to your ear, curling an arm around your waist.
You nod. Flanked by Changkyun and Yoongi, surrounded by his brothers, you feel oddly like you belong.
It feels pretty damn good.
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