#anyways exams are almost over

[white-poppie]

i just realised i am not very close to any of my moots and i have like 6 moots in total...tumblr starting to reflect my real life

#anyways exams are almost over #ill be back with a kayoot ficcc #white poppie does stupid things

[globbub]

finally some new art everyone cheer

#asuka langley soryu #asuka langley fanart #asuka evangelion #evangelion #neon genesis evangelion #evangelion fanart #evangelion art #asuka langley soryu fanart #this took eight hours bruh #anyway yippee!! school is almost over!!! #one more exam to go…

[oatbugs]

procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago. #(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year) #(hed come across the bridge on a lake) #we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared. #it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much. #and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine. #she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

[falconcoast]

where’s my “i survived the ap literature and composition exam” shirt 😭😭😭

#grace talks #no but really. what was that #i think i got a 5 (because i love english!!!!) #but nah dawg these frqs made me actually think #and also frq 3 (collegeboard this is NAWT exam content) was poorly written imo. like what. #anyways war is almost over !!!!!!!!!!! only one more exam #rip to my compsci A friends 🫡 may you solve code or something well idk i’m a humanities girl

[todayisafridaynight]

took a modern japanese history class just to flex on everyone that the only reason why i know so much about the meiji period is because im mentally disturbed about a franchise about criminals and they just so happened to make a game specifically about the meiji period

#snap chats #the funniest thing is on my exam today there were only two (two) meiji period related . vocab. #The Meiji Restoration and Saigo Takamori so you know i wrote essays about those #i legally had to mention tokugawa. of course. bald bitch #cause my exam was like. prof gave us twelve words but he only graded ten and you had to tell him who or what it was #why it was important and when it took place. or when they were most relevant yeah #ACTUALLY the easiest exam of my life- i mean it was bullshit the study guide he gave us had SIXTY-ONE FUCKING WORDS #like of course i studied them all because you gottaa be prepared but my man what the fuck #anyway i hate the bitches in that class theyre annoying as hell and always make me feel like shit. they dont even talk to me #i just hate how they talk and what they say it ruins my mood instantly #but at least i got to sit and daydream about ryuji for like twenty minutes and yk what that almost makes it worth it #cant wait to go over the horror japan committed during ww2 next week bye guys

[mchiti]

I just got my result of last week exam and I got 30 ...... (italian university grading system uses this 30 point scale that goes from 18 to 30 btw) so yeah.........it went good..................................

#texted my baba he told me: I had no doubts #OKAY WELL I HAD DOUBTS #I DOUBT MYSELF ALL THE TIME #this one nightmare is over now one less yallah let's hang in there until my 2 other exams in june #and this thesis that apparently needs me to be written. ALMOST THERE. #imma celebrate I want to buy the hakim ajax black jersey bc I only have the classic home shirt one. #i saw it from one seller I'm like this has to be mine this has been my dream for the past 4 years #let's see how much they want. anyways done talking

[hall0wedwyrm]

thinking about getting back into posting writing on here... it was super fun before and it feels more casual than AO3 posting and I'm kinda itching to write anything atm...

#I'm ALMOST finished with this year for uni #and I'm so glad it's gonna be over I slacked off so much this year because honestly cba #psychology is the worst thing I could have chosen I genuinely do not like it anymore #I could have done something COOL like a writing based class.... or a creativity one #but I have a cool idea for my dissertation so I think I'll be good #it's gonna be about parapsychology!! I hope!!! #my final exam of this year is tomorrow and I'll be FREEEEE #super jealous of my friend who's last exam was last week.... shes having fun and I trapped... I am the mouse.. #I can't wait to WRITE I NEED TO EXPRESS MYSELF AGAIN AUGH #anyway this became rambling lmao #writers of tumblr

[running-in-the-dark]

I'm soooo tired. it's 8:30pm. do I sleep a little now and then study? or do I keep packing stuff. orrrr. just. don't do anything all night and go to bed really late and be unprepared and tired tomorrow? 🤔

okay fine I'll have a nap 🙄

#and I won't sleep much at night #because I'm already planning on taking my Lorazepam after (!) the exam #unless it miraculously goes really well (it won't.) I will need it #and then I'll need to sleep for like... 6 hours probably. which would mean I'm useless for the rest of the day but it is what it is. 🤷 #and then I could pack again at night #idk it's probably stupid but. I have forgotten the rest of that sentence. it probably WAS stupid though #this exam is THE scariest thing for me. I almost didn't go to uni because the thought of having to do this at the end was too scary #and now. it's the only thing I still need to do. the ONLY thing. the last damn thing. I'll never have to go back there. I'll never have to #see any of those people again. it'll finally be over #maybe I'll finally feel better when it's done. I don't know. #but fuuuuck I am so scared #I'm shocked I haven't cried yet #I'm so so so so scared #😭 #anyway nap time #personal

[whimizera-me]

me being sad for almost 3 months because of things: 3:

me after notif from friend: LIFE IS GOOD!! LIFE IS GREAT!!!

#schoolposting #but on a more srs note I've been feeling really crap almost 6 months but 3 months feel like an eternal exam!!! #rah!!! #i need to go to sleep now anyways #dinner is not over #whimizera posts #<3

[marblerose-rue]

this isn't art block but WHAT is it called when ur consistently not satisfied w what youve drawn . /LH

#not art #meandering #i am my own biggest and worst critic. one of the things i try to do when it gets like this is to just set it aside and try again l8r #< thats advice my grandma gave me a few years ago :] it works well for me #i think its bc ive just done so many big pieces in such a short amount of time on top of doing work for my classes . #theres so much i would like to do this month . id like to open commissions over fall break + id also like to get bases going and a few #other silly personal things posted on top of roses skyclan things . hrm #idk how much i can do tomorrow i have a drs appointment tomorrow and im very nervous for how that will go </3 #not gonna get too in depth bc the process involves bloodwork + things related and i know its a sensitive topic bc its a sensitive topic for #me BAHBLAKUBDFGHJDBFGK u think if ive been doing this for almost 2 years id be good at it . wrong #ANYWAY hope everyone is doing well!! <3 #OH YEAH i also have a busy-ish weekend and an exam monday. sweats

[thick-daddy-dandelion]

#hey guys :3 #hope ur doin well #summer classes are almost over #just one more week #4 exams and 1 paper left #just finished a helluva paper yesterday exploring my childhood #kinda triggering #been lots o tears #needed to happen tho #im glad that paper is over #anyways #hi :3

[thanksfortheflaglove]

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#hi guysss #im back to using desktop tumblr after YEARS #i just got a brand new mac which has never happened before (i bought myself a 2011 and a 2013 that both stopped working after some time and #now im halfway through college and the 2013 was fucking up big time (like during exams lmao how embarrassing) so i got a deal over #thanksgiving break and im so so thankful to have what i have now bc i know its going to last me until graduation as well as years into my #career SO #anyway im very excited to be back on desktop bc it 100% means im gonna be on alot more which im excited for #i was working some insane shifts almost all of my break and was rarely on my phone let alone on here but im back now!! granted exams are #coming up but me being back in the city i was traumatized in a couple weekends go my anxiety is fs higher and this and louis and all is my #safe place so i am here and i am queer lets have some fun #kylas thoughts

[salsascribbless]

(tap for better quality!!)

I miss drawing stuff like this THE CREATURE

Vex Karl from can't find my way home

#LA CREATURA #anyway #exams almost over boys #lets😭 go😭 #art #artists on tumblr #artwork #illustration #digital art #fanart #concept art #scarecrow au #karl fanart #creature design #monster design #vex #horror #monster #blood

[lee-etc]

I hope u dont think im clinically insane after that answer❤️

oh not at all, in fact I think that your answer is fascinating! So apologies for not answering right away, I need time to truly think about your points before I respond to them.

(Also if anyone is clinically insane then it's probably me for sending you a whole long ass essay without warning... lmao💗)

#thank goodness my exams are almost over I can't wait to finally have time that isn't either wasted by me doing anything to avoid studying #or having to study because i have a stupid 'gets good marks' reputation to uphold ugh #but yea I'm planning on hopefully clearing out my inbox (haven't looked at some asks since last year oops) and obviously replying to you. #But yea thank you so much for your response! I truly appreciate it💗💕💖 #Imo it's VERY hot of you for being able to respond to that ramble in such a thought-provoking and unique way when you haven't even directly #interacted with the source material. you may be surprised by it but veryy few of my irl friends are as willing as you are to discuss #something that I find interesting which they haven't seen/read. Like wow... I hope that can convey how much I cherish this #anyways yeah um! thank you!

[motherofsunshine]

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#over sharing a bit but #adderall and coffee to study for exams will have you SHAKING with anxiety #but almost in a good way?? #like I kinda like the pain in my heart???? #literally i’m so convinced i’m gonna die younger than i’m supposed to this lifestyle is not healthy 😭 #can’t wait to not be a student anymore and hopefully have it together?? #idk if i’m being delusional for thinking i’ll have it together though #maturing is realising most people don’t but we MOVE #we get on with it ?? I guess #anyway pur💅🏽🤪

[electracraft]

I feel like you have been going to that driver's school for months now lol did you fail something or is it supposed to be this long

we dont talk about that.

#theres so much i could say but basically i took a test in february failed and they never let me do another until now #and now my time is almost over and if i fail again i have to retake the theory exam and i will kill them #ive started driving last june. its definitely not supposed to be this long but with covid they were already behind #+ theyre just incompetent like they didnt call me back for a month bc they were changing instructor #and now i have one last try before i end it all ig <- last exam i did not take it well. worst breakdown of 2022 for sure #it sounds silly but i hate my old instructor so much and im glad he's gone but im so burned out of it anyway by now i just want to drive #in peace #like im not a danger i literally drive every day but i still have to go there and listen ton men yell at me bc i cant predict what other car #cars will do FUCK UUU #ask #anon #all this could be summed up in 'i have a normal reaction to failure'