#anyway don't mind me im just rambling

[carpsoup]

compilation of this guys colours haunting me

#every iterator we have seen in game has a different puppet colour than their associated colour #Moon is blue and yellow. Pebbles pink and cyan. Suns yellow and red #the colours arent exactly opposite of eachother. more like a third across the colour wheel maybe? #though suns colours are pretty close together so idk #and nsh being green on green doesn't really fit that but iterator colours aren't really consistent anyways. But just following that logic #what if purple. But then its purple puppet with purple cloak #im not even gonna start about the scarf in the tags that things maybe existence haunts me just as much #I don't think ourple nsh is more canon im just losing my mind a bit thumbs up I love green NSH my favourite pea head ever #probably gonna draw him both ways #also tag ramble jumpscare get scared get scared #my art

[mid-nightowl]

that preview for joker: the man who stopped laughing #12 has got me HYPED

#JOKERS GONNA DO IT #HES GONNA “FIX” JASON #don't mind me im just kicking my feet and giggling like a schoolgirl plotting murder #okay this time im prepared for a bad ending (for jason) and from the preview it looks like the “fix” won't last long #(i learned my lesson with gotham war) BUT #this is pure gold for fanfic purposes #i'm going crazy with it after wednesday mark my words #ALSO i love the fact that joker captures jason when he's just like....sitting on a bench feeding pigeons #LEAVE THE MAN ALONE!!!!! #HE IS TIRED #anyways yeah :) pls ignore my rambles #joker: the man who stopped laughing #jason todd #post-gotham war

[prosebushpatch]

Alright, so, yesterday, I recorded every single POV in each chapter in The Lunar Chronicles like a normal person and that's what this blog post is about. So if you want to want the overview of me going pepe silvia over the fact that one of the love interests has less POV chapters than two side characters, boy have I got a post for you!

#rose and rambles #the lunar chronicles #marissa meyer #my dudes im losing my mind over the lunar chronicles #in the best way possible of course #its just #okay #so it's always been a huge source of inspiration for me but ive only just recently gone back to reread them #and i don't know im analyzing things no one else will probably care about BUT LISTEN #THIS SERIES IS INCREDIBLE #i think the actual blog post comes off less unhinged than i feel about it but boy oh boy #know my mind is nothing but pepe silvia #might do East next because the povs there also captivate me #East and then West? hmmmm yes #anyway happy turkey day! #hope you're all eating well and having a lovely time with family and friends

[apricote]

service top halsin 🫶👌

#idk if the scene changes based on gender/genitals but that was very soft #also i was screaming in my fist because im secretly 10 years old and sex scenes make me giggle and slightly uncomfortable #i don't mind written ones at all and i write them myself with a completely blank face but seeing it happen on the screen is different lol #river ward sex scene in cp2077 made me laugh so hard it was so funny to me in first person #anyway that was a very sweet scene tbh #i liked it #i'll still have to try out the. uh. bear version #and exhaust every dialogue option i can during it to see what different things halsin says #anyway i love sirius and halsin together i think they're cute #i just wish there was more content for him in the game #💬 #bg3 ramblings

[crescentfool]

never in my life did i think i need to makeout with a piece of software so badly but here we are i guess

#lizzy speaks #OK IM BEING OVERDRAMATIC AND I WOULD ELABORATE BUT I NEED TO SLEEP BUT #DO YOU EVER JUST #FUCK !!!!!! #IVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY TO COME ACROSS A PIEC EOF SOFTWARE #i need to fiddle around with it some more but everything ive seen about it is MIND BLOWING to me #ive been waiting my entire life for this moment i think #i feel like it's funnier if i don't say what the software is. i wanna be mysterious so bad but i cannot shut the fuck up #literally been suffering through notetaking and organization softwares and im like ohh i think i finally found the one #this is the minecraft of sex i think its like wowza i can finally do all those writing projects i want to do #boys (me) don't want girls they want an organized database of notes that they can easily reference at anytime #sorry for being unhinged but like its like past midnight lol im sure i'll wake up in the morning and be like 'what the FUCK were you doing' #BUT!!! i think ill come back to this post to reblog it with like actual shit about the software when i figure out how i want to use it #i think everyone should experience joys in life. and sometimes that joy is having organized notes #bonus points if anyone can figure out what im talking about just from the tags alone i think this software will change my life #it has fucking tag functionality i literally love tags #sorry about the vocabulary but this rivals like. my love of spreadsheets. which are like. a wonderful thing i think but ANYWAY IM RAMBLING #anyways goodnight i wish you all on the dash a very lovely evening i just needed to share this because im so overjoyed right now o7 #if you have a software that you really like thats changed you feel free to tell me in the tags or something :) i like learning new things

[4arconinoma]

And on the topic I just have to rant about Bruno's characterization in this fandom. Listen uusually i dont give a fuck about mischaracterization for the simple fact that I am so used to it and it will happen inevitably. So i dont let it bother me But there are some examples in which its so egregious, that it feels like people watched a different show or something...

After rewatching Vento Aureo it just blows my mind how the fandom got to this, weird, "mommy bruno" thing this state for his character that is hardly even present in canon. Its strange because when I was younger and i first watched it I kind of subscribed to it too, i think just by seeing people act that way it cemented itself in my mind as fact But rewatching it now, its so obvious that its just MISSING his entire character, and so many little details and aspects of it that the show makes quite Clear!

Its not just the fact that he is so young. But that bothers me too I wish people acknowledged that hes barely an adult. People act like hes 30 or something HE'S TWENTY he's BARELY AN ADULT okay and I Know he acts older than he really is and maybe that's why people mix it up, maybe people haven't seen his age on the wiki, but don't they state it in the show ?!?! Either way, the thing is that's Literally a canon element of his character, he DOES act older than he is because he HAS to he HAD to grow up so much earlier than everyone else he has to act more responsible than even the 22 year old on the team because that guy just cant step up like he does And hes had no other reliable figure to guide him ever since he was young it was only Him and he had to become entirely independent at what fucking 12 years old.

Right and wouldn't it just be really cool if people actually took that into consideration? That he's so young he's tired that maybe he's JUST as scared as everyone else on the team and he feels lost and confused too but he just CAN'T let that show because he's the ONE person who is keeping the team glued together? And Giorno yes he stepped into his place — Which is its own sort of tragedy to me, that the 15 year old had to follow in Bruno's same steps of growing up too soon because no one else could manage things like he does and he has only himself to depend on now while running the Entire Italian Mafia — but either way it's just the way this attitude of his is brushed off as Mommy bruno mama bear hes such a mom 🥺🥺🥺 Is almost insulting? And i wont even get into the gender role aspect of that, some people have discussed that before too, that in contrast with Abbacchio who is the "father" (nevermind that he can barely even take care of Himself, and is cold to his entire team, not a great example of a father is it) is mischaracterized too for the sake of woobifying Bruno! Also hate this as a Bruabba enjoyer but thats another discussion entirely

And the last thing that puzzles me is just, that he doesn't even act close to being motherly in canon. Maybe save for the Trish thing, and the thing with Narancia's backstory, which is indeed him caring for younger people But due to what i stated previously, he HAS to and Id bet he feels compelled to. I wont deny that he is kind and he doesnt want kids to lead a life like his, because that's literally a part of his character that they show. But I think people are forgetting that he fucking beat up a 15 year old immediately after meeting him, then didn't even invite him to his gang: GIORNO did that HIMSELF, Literally went "you Will let me join your gang. I will join it' now." and bruno was like Okay. And the thing from my previous post, is that they literally canonically show that Bruno does act detached to his gang, not... not the other way around. See why this characterization misses so much. He doesn't have TIME to build any particular bonds with his gang Yes he is kind to them of course he is But like the scene of Abbacchio's death where he orders everyone to just go on because they don't have time for this even though he's just as distraught, or Trish feeling frustrated that he acts so cold, he puts some sort of wall between him and the gang even if it's subtle. Narancia even says he knows this about Bruno, that he knows him because of his past with him he noticed that Bruno PUSHES people away because he doesn't want them to go down the same path he did, not because he is their "mommy" it's because his life is fucking MISERABLE and he is a kind person so he doesn't want that for others, especially not younger people because HE was in that same spot too so YEAH okay he cares about kids WHO WOULDN'T What kind person would want to let a child down his lifestyle... This displays his kindness and virtue as a leader, not his. """"Motherly instincts"""".

Okay. I don't know, I just wish the fandom left room for this sort of nuance to his character. I have never seen anyone bring this up. It's always people just making up this completely different Bruno than the canon one, I understand why people confuse this. I used to as well, when I was young and many people in this fandom are, but fuck, it would just be nice if people took this aspect of him into account, because I think it's interesting! Its so much more interesting than going Aww Mommy Bruno he loves his kids (ugh) and completely ignoring the rest of his character! Just... a thought !!!!! Or several !

#jjba #txt #long post #Im not trying to sound like a stuck up asshole here #I dont hate people who see him this way #like I said i get why its common in the fandom #I just wish that. People could see past that. Bevause I feel like the intricacy of his character is Right there #canon isnt hiding it. And i never see it explored. I wish people explored it more #Or i'll just keep doing it myself #Well anyways this is part of why I think Bruno is awesome. I never even realized i likedhim so much but its always subconsciously been ther #also analyzing characters and their minds is my legitimate favorite thing to do for every piece of media ever. so i want to do it more from #so i hope you dont mind this sort of ramble from me #<- I will keep doing it either way. So i hope you don't #im starting to feel embarrassed about this now though so who knows #b #um #hm do i put this in his character tag #ok no i dont wanna get fucking Morbed so i wont

[gardenofdismay]

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#maria!! yayyy #and with a cat too #i was gonna add my persona here but.. i wanted to draw my oc so #anyways i don't post that much but since its my birthday I'm gonna suck it up #new year new me #wait #thats not right lol #but anyways im done rambling in the tags <3 #actually no im not #marias outfit changed #im sorry idk how to draw jackets so i just drew the first outfit that came to mind #ALSO THIS IS SO LAZY IM SORRY... #ig it doesn’t matter cause i made this for fun tho <3 #also i do NOT know how to draw animals can you tell

[didsomeonesayventus]

damn so how about the latest fe engage manga chapter (tw for talk of crucifixion under the cut not like. horrendously detailed at all but also hi most people may understandably not want to read about that w/ out a warning sjakghsdkgh)

I HATE TO SAY IT BUT LIKE. kinda giggling thinking about this you're telling me back when I was writing Black Tourmaline (which, for the uninformed, has Alear kidnapped by Fell Cult Leftovers a few years post canon that I finished like back in mid June you should check it out maybe) I could've included crucifixion as a means of torture* and it would've been confirmed a canon aspect of fell worship a matter of months later

damn i could've crucified al- (a comically large frying pan slams against my head, knocking me out instantly)

* tho also I will concede that, while swift intervention + lack of nailing (which I don't think there is any here *squinting*) means you could have a chance of survival, typically the goal of crucifixion is uh. execution. remember kids crucifixion is an obscenely nasty ass way to go and frankly im not surprised it would be involved in Fell worship given the kind of attitudes Sombron takes up of course he'd probably be chill with if not promote something that- if you're lucky -would still take hours of agony to kill you, if not days.

fuckhead sombron fuck you

#katie rambles #please don't mind me im just having a dark humor chuckle realizing i could've gone darker with black tourmaline #and have an official source BACK ME UP. ACTUALLY. #its also just kinda fascinating to think of the worldbuilding implications i shan't lie #me? have a morbid fascination with the ways people have invented fucked up ways to die? surprisingly yes #anyways chapter 6 of the engage manga SURE TOOK SOME LIBERTIES WITH THE PLOT HERE Y'ALL GOOD?? #ngl not sure how to feel about yunaka having this much of a spotlight i'll admit that's 90% me not. being that into her. #but im looking at the brief fell worship bits and thinking 'damn maybe i was too light handed with BT ig' #instead of like being reasonably horrified LMAFILHJKDGJ #ah. to be a writer who occasionally dabbles in dark content. #anyways just needed to get this off my chest because i really am just. having a little giggle. #'surprise katie you weren't as dark with your fell cult as you could've been i guess'

[gaytobymeres]

it's actually so sweet that I told my friends (all at separate times) I'm one of the bridesmaids at my brother and his fiancee's wedding and they all asked 'oh so are you wearing a suit?' and then got really offended/defensive on my behalf when I said I was wearing a dress. 'if it was my wedding I'd want you to wear what made you comfortable' kind of thing 🥺 like I don't mind wearing a dress for it, I have accepted that I will probably be forced to get a spray tan and will have to shave, wear makeup etc, and I don't really mind; I'm of the opinion that it's the bride's day and so I should just acquiesce, and I am really touched that she wants me to be a part of the wedding party. But it is also nice to hear my friends being protective of me and my identity and who I am as a person :')

#makes me feel hashtag valid #i think part of the reason theyre so protective is because they know me well #but they don't understand that i keep my general genderweirdness quiet from my family because it's easier that way #like my family are accepting and they know im a lesbian but i dont talk about it and neither do they probs bc i dont #but in terms of gender stuff it's easier and more pleasant if they think im cis #because lowkey they are transphobic #like i actually really like being referred to as ej (emma is also fine mind you) but i could never ask them to call me a diff name #whereas if i asked my friends they would 100% with no issue #im rambling #anyway its just nice to be known and also to have friends who will get offended on your behalf #even if youre not offended #they then also all said that i looked really hot in the dress (even though i dont feel it or see it) #also i want to reiterate i hold no negative feelings towards my future SIL about this shes really lovely #and also im at peace with wearing a dress like there are worse things lol #also also even if she was fine with me wearing a suit (she wants all the bridesmaids to look the same which is fair) finding a suit in the #right colour is actually really hard lol #also i wouldnt want to wear a suit because that would basically be like coming out to my entire extended family and um. no thanks. #theyll know if they need to

[todayisafridaynight]

Y'know I'm not big on shipping so sometimes I'm like: "Man, why is it all Kazumaji." when searching for fanart but then I am on Twitter and... I think I am fine with Kazumaji on Tumblr.

i don't know the further implications of this and the diff between twit and tumblr kazumaji but Personally to me it just isn't my cup of tea and i don't really get the pairing

#snap chats #maybe its cause its popular and i have popularitis or something idfk i just cant see the appeal #or. i CAN but not personally yk. i understand why other people like it is what i mean it just doesnt do it for me for some reason #like Sorry Everyone Trying To Scroll The Kazumaji Tag Rn In Peace but ima spit #nvm i forgot what i was gonna say. never mind i remember #anyway it just doesn't do anything for me #like it's not wholly established and there isn't even a lot of in-text reasons to like it which . Hasn't Stopped Me Before #but like i don't have anything to go off of... like the pairings i like i have something to point at and go 'ah there it is mental illness' #and ig with kazumaji there's SOME things like Again I Can See Where People Are Coming From #but it's nothing that makes me go Ah.. The Brain Barnacles Are Here #we been over this but it's been a while but kiryu and majima's relationship really does just feel professional after a certain point #like y3 the earliest but ESPECIALLY after saejima comes into the picture #idk im rambling about something that WILL get me shot but i'm speaking my truth on my blog #moving on. watched the first half of tonbi today..... crying... #i have to update my Top Cutest TTM Charas list now... #but i gotta do these comms first ok bye #then im watching the second half if these dont take me all night..

[esoraluco]

i haven’t really drawn traditionally since 2020- trying to fix that by doing spamblue interactions

#o #bugs #mosquito #sorry i didn't know what to put in that space so i put this #needless to say im rusty with pencils hope it's not distracting #im always shaky with my lineart- including digitally (i just spend hours cleaning it). I'm a recovering perfectionist over that sort of thin #g. I know realistically no one is zooming solely to spot ALL the mistakes/flaws etc but #still dealing with the issue of 'i don't care/mind other people's art flaws- if anything i think they are good #and make the result unique and raw; like this was clearly made by a human'- but not always being able to apply that to myself entirely #i sadly have art schools to thank for that one </3 crazy how schools in general but esp art schools try to mold you into #a conventionally perfect artist- which is something that doesn't truly exist but that the industry wants anyway #me rambling about the evil of art industry on doodles of middle aged trans gay men. Idk what else could sum me up better #hope you guys like the PROBOKISS. you are allowed to steal it along with the other ideas here btw /genuine #spamblue #spamton #spamton g spamton #dltr #blue addison

[tkbrokkoli]

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#not fandom related #personal log stardate #just rambling a bit abt my day in the tags! #saw a cute guy at work today. not a colleague but a costumer and all i could do was say hi #why is it that i always meet cute guys at times when it would be inappropriate to chat #so all i can do is steal some glances at them #but i chatted w a new colleague today which was nice #food cw #fasting cw #for the following tags #another coworker said today that they are doing intermediate fasting to compensate for smoking 1 pack of cigarettes a day #they've been doing this for years. and i just stood there like. ufff. not that i mind what they're doing. it's their life #i was just like. i don't think fasting can make up for the damage 25 cigarettes a day do. anyway #smoking cw #forgot to add this cw before #i found out one of my acquaintances is friends w a member of a famous band. and i was like. wow. holy shit #made me feel like everyone around me just lives their best life and im. well. not. #i would love to do so many more things like playing an instrument but i just don't have the energy #on Monday i got up early and Did Things all day including going to work and therapy and cooking and i was completely exhausted and done at #night and i can do this maybe twice a week. but i need to recover in between and it bothers me that i just don't have a lot of energy

[crazywolf828]

hydrangea - proudest moment?

Whenever an animal that doesn't like people likes me.

My favorite example is when I was dragged to my friends kids birthday. I didn't know any of the people there, the kids were like four so I was just kinda hanging around sitting out in the grass. Well the family had a dog, husky mix that wasn't social and would try to bite anyone who pet it (wild they let him out during a kids party). The yard was pretty big, had a decent amount of trees the further you went and the whole property was fenced in. I decided to go out and sit by the trees when I saw the dog come out, I remembered the warning so I just stayed calm and didn't try to pet him, even though I really wanted too😅 the pup walked around for awhile before coming over to where I was sitting, his body language was pretty neutral but not aggressive so I still just sat there, waited to see what he'd do. Eventually he got closer, carefully sniffing towards me when I slowly and with a loosely closed fist offered my hand (very important btw for most animals, fingers directed at them can be seen as aggressive) so the pup sniffed my hand and watched me before deciding to lay down near me, still watching me, but relaxed. We chilled for a while before the old boy got up and sorta just looked at me, walked a bit, before looking at me again. So I got up too and followed him. We walked the perimeter of the fence for at least an hour (hell for me because I'm very out of shape😅) but he stayed right next to me, which tends to be a sign of trust in pups! On one pass around I remember the owner saying they'd never seen anyone get that close to him outside the people who live there. It's really one of the best feelings.

#i rambled sorry #im just so into animal body language and how people dont know how to respect it #i could write a very long post on that😅 #anyway i just love animals so much #don't mind me #answered #ask #speamyraven

[prosebushpatch]

I’ve been trying to take a break from writing/plotting in general for the past three days and it’s mostly just Do Not Open A Word Document Don’t Do It. And of course my way around this is If I Write Notes In A Journal It Doesn’t Count.

#rose and rambles #(ㆆ_ㆆ) #Anyway i learned about nightcaps/hot toddy's today and guess what just became a magical drink that erases the memory of the drinker #i think i need to rethink an aspect of how i was writing the story and im about to start it over again *but* i do think the new idea is #a lot more captivating *and* sets the fantastical tone before starting with our protag grounded in the real world #Im vibrating trying not to start it until tomorrow but HNNG #also also also this is for when there's a wip there's a way bUT YOU KNOW WHAT SONG #SOMEHOW IS SO PERFECT FOR IT????? #Everything goes on by porter robinson #'Don't try to make yourself remember darling' #'don't look for me im just a story you've been told' #LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? robinson read my mind before i had the thought

[noxtivagus]

afternoon happy random rambles c:

#🌙.rambles #i am. so good at talking to myself #honestly i talk to myself quite a lot huh idk i generally have sm on my mind #i love convos abt stuff like this but idk how do ppl even bring up n initiate convos esp abt these topics #with apollo sometimes we just randomly bring it up n talk for hours but idk how to do that for others #like idk i'm the sort of person i think that seems normal on the outside but fuck no i'm weird #THAT SAID THOUGH i don't care i just wna be myself in this world :c #realizing once more that i am a rather serious person. NOT BORING THOUGH I HOPE #random but i rmb when first meeting w some ppl earlier this year i rmb in call #i don't remember context but i think i said a word n people's reactions were funny #i think it was 'affinity' ???? #anyways that makes me remember i'm a person that. idk my vocab is. #i use words in normal day to day convos that most ppl around me dont use ;;;; #one thing i love abt tumblr is that there r sm creative ppl here #i'm not used to knowing creative ppl irl Sigh #i love both the intricate n simple details in life but b #im not used tho to environments fit for ppl like me ig #thinking rn abt how yh i'm really a creative person at heart but i've also always been #intelligent w stuff like memorization analysis uhh maths sciences languages n academics in general #wait i rmb now back to interpretation yes #i love that sm. like yk w music w art w theatre w literature #n that's personally a core theme in my own writing. that i try to implement at least #i love thinking abt how the own things i write r up to interpretation for others #perception in general too is smth that sparks so much curiosity in me #speaking of which i wna make that gforms soon #i wna ask ppl ik questions c: just out of curiosity bcs goddamn i rlly love learning #there's no end to the things to learn in this world. to be created too #n i'll develop these skills n gain more memories until i ultimately get bored to death or smth #hehe 🫶🏼