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#anon thank u for sending this in i love u!
kottergumi · 1 day
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megumi doesn't like to cause scenes. rarely does he make a fuss when things don't go his way, he'd rather brood about it for a while than speak his mind in the moment, for the most part. sharing his emotions, likes and dislikes — all those little parts of himself — doesn't come easy for him. perhaps it's because he doesn't actually pay much mind to things concerning himself. he likes dishes with ginger, so when he eats said dishes he enjoys them, but he's not actively picking them from the menu. and it never really clicks that he has a favourite until someone asks him what it is, and he thinks about it.
that being said, yuuji is fairly observant. when they sit down for a meal, he notices the things that megumi unconsciously puts to the side of his plate, or eats last. he notices the subtle change in expression, the softening of his features when megumi appreciates something. yuuji knows.
so when megumi receives the wrong drink at a café, he doesn't say anything. simply stares down at his cup; ruminates the mistake in his order, but he was tired, and he was sure the waitress was tired too. he'd just drink it. yuuji catches on (he won't draw unwarranted attention) perks up, and says that he remembered megumi saying that was his favourite drink. megumi had never said that, so he corrects yuuji quietly, grumpy. the waitress overhears, realises, and is quick to swipe megumi's drink away and fix up the right order with an apology.
no scene, but no sacrifices. megumi's features soften as he sips on the drink he had wanted to begin with, and yuuji is glad, pats himself on the back for his subtlety, then asks megumi what his actual favourite is.
(i sent in the little ask yesterday abt megumi and yuuji and the way they share interests. firstly, ilyt😭 i always love reading your hcs, they're so fun!! we're actually moots but im too much of a coward to come off anon😭 tho i hope you've been feeling better and are recovering from your cold!!)
thsi is canon i was there🙏🙏 ugh u understand them so well .
omghi again anon . thank u sm ur so sweet 😭😭 i promisr im not rly intimidating u can come off anon if u want or js dm me. its ok if u want to js keep sending these in anonymously too , i love reading them😭 n i rly appreciate it ^_^
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brother-emperors · 6 months
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When you talk about Philippino history and then Roman history, as a Venezuelan it's been making me think about our history and like, I've always thought there's a lot of similarity there but now it's like...its so similar. Your house is haunted too! I always think about how we won wars against the colonizers but their ghosts are still there, and they still sit at the dinner table with us every night. Your work is so cool, I feel like I can extend that train of thought further through time. I've never been interested in Rome but now I kinda am!
Venezuela 🤝the Philippines: being haunted houses (colonized by Spain)
also that is so SO real, the ghosts really are with us!! THEY ARE AT!!! OUR DINNER TABLES!!!!! ngl, once you start noticing it, it's impossible to NOT notice how they've crawled into the spaces and just. stayed.
ancient Rome is so weird for it too, because if you asked me about it, I wouldn't immediately put ancient Rome down for haunting the Philippines, except for the fact that like Catholicism, it's fucking everywhere. it's gotten in the cracks and spaces between the walls. On the stage of theater, Nadres' Hanggang dito na lamang at maraming salamat: the main character is named after Julius Caesar
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Closet Queeries, J. Niel C. Garcia
and so many people are named after figures from ancient Rome (I know enough Mark Anthonys I've run out of differentiating nicknames for everyone) that it rivals Catholic saints for naming conventions. neo classical architecture had it's moment in the sun in Manila, our ilustrados brought some of it back when they returned from Spain to call for reform, and then independence, and I am struggling to hold back a plague-infection comparison about that. like, something else crept in with Spain, and like Spain's ghosts, it Did Not Leave.
but on the other hand! there's a long, centuries long, tradition of using the events of the Fall of the Republic to discourse, discuss, to vent or call for action, current events. it provides a interlocutor when something hurts too much to say directly, it provides a stage to explore a tragedy that echoes in our own histories, it gives a script to voice an ideal that a government might otherwise put down. how many centuries have we used Brutus (and Cassius) to rail against Tyranny, and how many centuries with equal enthusiasm have people used Julius Caesar as a martyr to justify the rights of Kings and Empires? these things are equally as important (in a different way) from the ancient events that actually transpired. (this specific topic, of Brutus & the Assassination of Caesar and it's literary revivals in history, are the focus of The Brutus Revival, Manfredi Piccolomini)
and the cores of these things conflict with each other, but in that friction, it's like there's an invitation to sit down and think for a minute. to look back at history and feel it's immediacy in the present.
ANYWAY I got carried away, but I am glad!! that my stuff could make Rome interesting!!! I hope that you find new doors of thoughts to explore!!!!!!!
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hella1975 · 7 months
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hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x
#seriously another shout out to my mutuals#id particularly like to say thank you to boom who's always right there for me no matter what's happening or how insane im being#and also everyone in our little discord that wound up having to make a whole new channel for venting#bc i was there so often like 'today's weird ask isssss.... telling me about my cupsize!! rip them to shreds!!!'#hannah and theo especially being there and pushing me to finally turn off anon. war is truly over#and of course rori bc the shamelessness u show when hating on my anon asks has been genuinely really cathartic#sometimes u really do just need a rottweiler mutual to tell random people online to kill themselves 😭#okay weird oscar acceptance speechcore gratitude over. i do just rlly love my mutuals#like i went three years not telling anyone about the worse side of internet popularity for fear of looking spoiled and ungrateful#so for the first time to open up about it and be met with outrage on my behalf and people saying in fact it's MORE fucked up#than i initially realised bc ive grown desensitised to it is. yeah cathartic i guess#they are singlehandedly reassuring me of the good this cursed app still holds#so everyone thank them and send them flowers NOW#okay im done i think. see you guys soon. i truly do want to come back asap bc like i said i NEVER EVEN WANTED TO FUCKING LEAVE#SOME ASSHOLES JUST HAD TO PUT GRENADES ON WHAT I ASSUMED WERE VERY UNIVERSAL AND OBVIOUS BOUNDARIES#if you're reading this like 'ohhh fuck i defo sent something invasive lately. i thought it was a joke/we were friends'#then 1) we arent friends if you're on anon. it immediately creates a power imbalance where you know me and any necessary context#but i have no idea who you are or how much you know about me. that's already a fucked dynamic#and 2) I HOPE YOU FEEL BAD. LIKE GENUINELY I HOPE YOU FEEL AWFUL AND HAVE A GOOD LONG LOOK AT YOURSELF#okay i think that's all. ta-ra lads??? how tf do u end something like this#ive queued this to reblog a couple more times throughout the day
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candyredterezii · 6 months
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Hey so my birthday is in 3 weeks (Dec. 5th) and so I'mma drop my Amazon Wishlist ... Of course, as always, NOT OBLIGATED !! It's only if you feel generous and / or wish to!
I have some stuff for my new apartment in there, minor stuff, but it's mostly dolls I think LOL
If you wanna just send me a few bucks though as a birthday present to just help me with future bills and rent, I'd be forever thankful! And my paypal can be find right here.
But as always, just on my birthday, I like just little happy birthday messages in my inbox! They make me smile. :) Or if you wanna take an extra step fanart of my OCs are always a gift I treasure, even if its MSPaint stick figures.
Thank you <3
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karinasbaby · 1 month
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Moots as a word in english!
hello my dear anon :D thank u sm for sending this to me !! i will be doing this as my moots in random english words that i know & that remind of me them so !!! here we go :D
and before i start this i just want to say that these small paragraphs barely touch on my emotions & feelings towards these people as i could actually write literal books for them so just know that i tried my best to keep this as short as possible :D <3 (news flash: this is long as hell 🧍‍♀️)
@alvojake | the words ‘crimson’ & ‘fireworks’
— it might be bcs of kayla’s red aesthetic that’s literally stunning. but i always get really comforting vibes from her acc as well :D fireworks for her warm and bright aura & welcoming attitude, really creative writing abilities and ideas that are so cool (and spicy ofc) that remind me of the colour red as well so crimson :D i love u kayla & ur mind sm.
@lheebra | the words ‘clouds’ & ‘sparkle’
— my sweetest dani and her bubbly and adorable personality that always makes me feel so fluffy and fuzzy inside, one of the most romantic and emotional writers i know that pours her entire being into her works especially if they involve being in love & sweet scenarios !!! dani is like the human version of cotton candy honestly so sweet and fluffy and cute i wanna hug u sm and ily thank u for being my friend :D
@rkvriki | the words ‘hibiscus’ and ‘summer’
— could it be because of ana’s flower aesthetic that reminds me of one of the prettiest & rarest hibiscus flowers? might be. but i always associate ana with flowers, sweet fruits that u have in the summer, and the special nights in summer where the air is slightly colder than usual and it feels so comforting. ana has always been a dear friend to me !! always open to learning new things and talking about whatever interests her which i love and adore because anything she talks about instantly pulls me in, anywho i love talking to u and i love & miss u sm :D !! ♡
@fakeuwus | the words ‘mint’ and ‘cosmos’
— and here’s to my first ever friend on enhablr that will always hold a special place in my heart !! nic has always had aesthetics that were pleasing to look at and now with her pretty sage green-ish aesthetic (thats so gorgeous btw) i always get reminded of mint, for me nic will always be associated with the beginning of my tumblr days so u might as well say that her presence was as fresh as mint for me (that’s a knee slapper 🦵👋) (no it’s not i’ll stfu) but anywho cosmos because of her creative ideas & mind that always has me like :0 !!! and also her caring personality :( u were like a mother figure for me back when we texted in september and u always took care of me and gave me sweet reminders ok this is getting too long i love u <33
@jaeyunluvr | the words ‘star’ and ‘kitty’ :D
— if it wasn’t already obvious, kayzie always reminds me of a cat. idk why but ive always gotten that mysteriously playful and affectionate vibe from her !! like yes i want to hug & cuddle u but at the same time let’s play with a ball of yarn or smth. kayzie also reminds me of stars with her adorable and sweet personality !! whenever i see ‘jaeyunluvr’ i just get so !!!!! excited to talk with her and i miss u sm kayzie i love u and i miss u a lot <33
@pprodsuga | the words ‘spring’ and ‘care’
— my dearest sweetest seph <3 no words could actually articulate the amount of appreciation i hold for her. sephseph reminds me of spring because whenever i talk with her i always feel like im walking through fields of flowers !! which is smth i really want to do with seph, just going out on a picnic and having tangerines between flowers in the middle of spring. and care because of her always being so attentive and caring with me :( seph has always been so gentle and kind and ive always felt so so safe with her so thank u for being my friend seph :D
@sjyluv | the words ‘beach’ and ‘sweet’
— mimi’s personality and the way she interacts with everyone gives me a lot of warm and kind vibes, could it also be because of her beautiful theme that makes me associate her with the beach?? might be but you’ve always reminded me of the warmth of the sun on sunny beach days :D i personally adore the beach so i think that’s says a lot 🙏🏼 and sweet because you’re just a small ball filled with sunshine and warmth that i want to put in my pocket and protect you’re so cute and i love u sm i really want to get closer to u as well :D <3
@heelvsted | the words ‘violet’ and ‘cherry’
— my sweetest rin whom i absolutely adore :( ive always gotten so many cool vibes from u hence the colour violet which i always associate with cool & interesting people who are always so lively and fun to be around, which i think perfectly encapsulates you in my eyes :D you’ve always had a caring & protective personality which i have always appreciated and you’ve always been very loving and supportive with me which means the whole world to me :( cherry bcs i also associate dark red with u bcs you’re just cool and edgy and untouchable like that. and i love cherries :D i miss & love u sm my dearest rin ♡
@riftanswhore | the words ‘energy’ and ‘night’
— my sweetest jul who ive known since before i even joined enhablr and only fangirled over on the sidelines, i am absolutely honoured with the privilege of being moots with u rn and i am sending u so much love baby :D ive always associated jul with energy from the way that she would interact with others and her responses to everyone else to her own works and hard thoughts that have had me gripping on the wall ✋ you’ve always been someone who seemed so interesting and fun to be around :D like i know there’s not one boring day in ur life ☝️ and night simply because you give me the vibes of a night person, where your energy reaches its peak during the night and it’s so cool :D anywho i admire u a lot and ily ok ill stop now before i write a whole essay 😁🫶🏼
@enha-stars | the words ‘honey’ and ‘sunrise’ :D
— my loveliest hana whom i don’t know where i will be without🤞 im so thankful for allah for making u pop up into my life out of nowhere in the best time as well, ur presence appeared right when it was needed and i absolutely adore your existence. hana has always had the sweetest and most gentle personality that reminds me of sweet sweet honey !! you’ve always had such a wonderful (and hilarious) way with words, knowing exactly what to say and what not to say (i still laugh over “oh my gosh shawty dipped? i scared her away??” like daily) i love love love talking to you and i miss u so so much :( sunrise because hana is actually the embodiment of the sun in my life and she arrived right when i was getting into a new chapter in my life so she’s quite literally the sun in my— okay i’ll stfu now ily hana and imy :( <3
@ak4e7a | the words ‘comfort’ and ‘intelligence’
— now if there’s someone who made me feel like a baby wrapped up in a blanket and taken care of it has to be my sweetest chelsea 🫵 never have i gotten so many safe and comforting vibes from someone. especially with how both of us felt so comfortable and opened up to one another so easily like we’ve known eachother for years, you’re a fairly new close friend that appeared in my life yet i feel like ive known you for the past decade and i adore that, chelsea has always provided me a safe space where all my thoughts and concerns are heard and i appreciate that so much, just know that you mean so so much to me !! and intelligence because she’s also one of thee smartest people ive ever known 🙏🏼 her interesting talks about her major and how easy she makes it sound is like :00 woah like you’re on another level and you’re so cool okay i’ll stfu ily chelsea :D <3
@moon7jay | the words ‘moon’ and ‘vanilla’
— my dearest xynia :D ive always associated you with the moon first because of ur username and second bcs of ur calm & sweet personality !! you’ve always given me the comforting and dark vibes of the moon in the best way possible and it’s always gravitated me towards u more !! like i know so well i would feel so comfortable and safe with you and i love that :D vanilla because of your kind personality !! ive seen you interact w so many of ur moots and ive always know that you’re so fun & nice to be around🤞 i really want to get closer to u and i love u a lot :D <3 thank u for blessing enhablr w ur amazing works my beloved🙏🏼
@wvnkoi | the words ‘rain’ and ‘soul’
— the amount of happiness and comfort i’ve felt from simply seeing seol’s username needs to be studied. you’ve always given me older sister vibes which always made me feel so protected and safe talking with u :D i know you’re just as comforting and warmth-radiating irl as well which makes me want to take a nap with u while it rains outside <3 you’ve always given me so much calm vibes and someone who’s mature and loving, you’ve always had the sweetest words to share in the kindest ways possible and i’m really honoured to be your friend :D soul might be bcs of how ur name reminds me of the word soul itself, but also because you’ve always given me the vibes of someone that i can deeply connect with. someone who understands beyond what other people can and i found that really cool and sweet about u my dearest seol :D i love u sm and i miss u a lot <33
@sparklovespink | the words ‘pink’ and ‘glitter’
— my sweetest spark our first interaction with u being rick rolled lives in my head rent free 🫶🏼 and i love it so much. ive always associated the colour pink with u mainly because of your name but also bcs of ur personality as well :D you seem like such a fun and nice person to be around and someone who’s really bubbly and i love it :D it goes hand in hand with glitter because of ur name spark which is so so cute !!! and i really just feel like ur a ball of glitter that always shine sm !! you have a beautiful writing talent that always has me like :0?!?!? anywho i really want to be closer with u and i love u sm :D <3
this is all i can write for now bcs im running on a few hours of sleep but i love every single one of my moots a lot and im really honoured and thankful that ive got to meet you, thank you for making tumblr so much more enjoyable and for being there with me to share thoughts and to interact :D i love u all sm okay i’ll stop my yapping now but ily 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
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pls accept all my flowers my sweetest mooties <3
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casper4lesbians · 4 months
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what kind of music do you think cas likes? i was like "what if he was into stuff like lana del rey?" but i think that he'd be into those cheesy love songs... like if he discovered filipino music he'd LOVE the romantic songs
OMG IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT HIS MUSIC TASTE
i’ve talked with other fans and we’ve agreed he’d experiment with different varieties of music since he never completely got the chance to do so before; he was too busy being the grim reaper.
now that he’s no longer bound to 1 role for the entirety of his life… he’d explore. and the different genres of music represents the newfound freedom he experiences, how he’s no longer bound to one responsibility for the rest of his life
but i think eventually, he’d become infatuated with romantic songs, like you said. it not only represents how he’s finally finding himself as himself (and not being controlled by others) but also. His love for MC. anytime he listens to any cheesy pop song (no matter how old or sometimes unrelated) he finds a way to connect it back to MC. i even have a playlist for songs casper would like/remind me of him. it’s here: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/72dvGzi6A8Z7xoibjRQdPT?si=zWH6BdXFTi-uMl94GNVW6g&pi=u-0P1kPEsDRzaM
hope this answers ur question anon! feel free to ask more!!!
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inkykeiji · 7 months
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Would Touya-nii ever feel guilty for giving the reader a punishment only to find out later she didn’t actually do anything
OOOOOH ANON!!!! i am so in love with this ask!!!!! this hurts!!! the answer is YES, ABSOLUTELY! honestly, if touya were to dish out this extreme, sadistic punishment to reader only to discover that she was actually innocent this entire time, he’d probably cry. he’d feel fucking awful. this would be one of those rare, seldom moments were he’d genuinely feel bad + remorseful for his actions. touya will often punish her for bullshit reasons purely to exert power n control over her (tho to him, he can almost always ‘justify’ these, and we see this clearly exhibited throughout the series), but if he had seriously and sincerely mistaken her for committing some sort of severe offence, he would spend a very, very long time making it up to her, and it’s definitely a mistake he’d be absolutely certain to never make again (aka he’d meticulously check to ensure she truly had committed an offence before ever punishing her again).
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lionydoorin · 11 months
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Do you have any Sam headcanons?
yes i DO have sammy headcanons!!!!!!! les go :D
i already talked about this but basketball player sammy. she played mostly as a shooting guard/point guard. quick and strong, good with the ball, and an absolute coach favourite back in the day. sam quit when she was 15, a little after her dad left the carpenters and her mom's alcoholism became worse, when she also got caught on her own drug and alcohol addiction plus her own issues with mental health.
sam sings :) she has a very nice voice but doesn't sing in front of other people that much. tara has the privilege of hearing it the most, she always had, since sam used to sing lullabies for her to bed. when tara starts playing the guitar, sam usually sings along.
she left in the middle of the night, to make sure tara was fast asleep and she wouldn't have to look at her face as she left the carpenter household for good. she spent five years in constant guilt for having left her there, but sam didn't think she was the best option to raise her sister; not did she think she had the right to, since she had been so absent during part of her childhood.
sam has had both boyfriends and girlfriends before, and her bisexuality wasn't a secret for her mother or anyone, really. it only added to the list of things about her that christina wasn't pleased with - not that sam cared.
she was 21 when she "saw" billy for the first time; it was late at night, and sam was so scared she punched the mirror to try and make him leave. she got diagnosed 4 months after the first incident.
she hasn't drinked since she started taking her antipsychotics; the one time she mixed her pills with alcohol wasn't a pleasing experience.
sam also still struggles with her old habits and addictions, but hasn't relapsed in a while and proudly celebrates every milestone of being clean.
she sees a lot of her younger self in tara, and this is why she's so worried that her sister will fall into her own unhealthy coping mechanisms. their family's history with addiction and her sister's own mental health issues aren't things that sam takes lightly, in general.
sam can also cook kinda well? not like at a professional chef level, but enough to be able to survive on her own. sometimes she exaggerates a little bit on the salt or the food is too spicy, but no one complains about it.
she always gets tara's favourite meals right, though.
sam's just so caring in general and not really vocal on her way of showing affection; she's an acts of service girly and does anything and everything she can to make sure her loved ones are well. she's the type of person to remember tiny details about people, to help even when she isn't asked to.
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snickerdoodlles · 23 days
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Same anon: Pete's taste in decor doesn't improve as he figures himself out. If anything, it gets weirder.
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oh, absolutely! Pete is a funky lil guy and his tastes reflect that 😤👏 it gets worse even before he starts figuring himself out because Khun starts inviting him to craft nights again, because Pete's needs more PIZZAZZ in his life. Vegas puts his foot down on the kitchen jars having feathers, but we're talking sparkly kitsch to a whole new level. bedazzled lights. glittered vases. sequinned table runners. gold painted everything. nothing is of remarkable quality yet works bizarrely well with Vegas's luxurious velvet. Vegas is immensely irritated and delighted every time someone points this out, and takes it out on one (very delighted) Pete.
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127luvr · 11 months
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can i request a fic where male reader and jisung are roommates and they’re pretty much acquaintances but male reader has a date but gets stood up and they have jisung come and pick them up after he texts “how’s the date going” or something like that and he comforts them. interpret how you like!
Walk You Home
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Park Jisung x Male Reader
How’s the date going?
Your thumbs hover over the message, watching it from the bottom of your lock screen as the minutes pile up. One minute ago—two minutes ago—five minutes ago. It’s taunting you—Jisung’s contact name as you keep your eyes on your phone, wondering why he felt inclined to ask. Wondering if somehow he knew.
But your relationship doesn’t go beyond being roommates. Nothing but niceties exchanged—wishing each other good morning and goodnight. There wasn’t much you two had in common anyway—other than being the two youngest members. Which is how you ended up rooming together.
But there’s no ill intent behind Jisung’s message. Not as he sits on the edge of his bed, still in his day clothes just in case. He had pressed you earlier about your date, curiosity taking over when he overheard you talking to the other members about it. The thought of you having a first date with someone who was a stranger to him made his stomach turn—only, he wasn’t sure why. He didn’t know what pushed him to send a message, hoping you weren’t to answer him as the delivered sat under his blue message. After a few minutes he saw the bubbles appear, the hesitant typing behind them making him bite the skin around his fingertips.
Can you come get me please?
Jisung didn’t need telling twice.
You play with the tablecloth in front of you, picking at the threads that came loose from years of wear and tear. You can feel the staff’s eyes on you, since the moment your date was ten minutes late till now—an hour late with no message apologizing or explaining where he was. They weren’t who you were worried about though. You were more worried about Jisung seeing you like this—defeated and hopeless as you stared emptily towards the entrance of the restaurant. He was the first person that came to mind when you thought of which member to text—even after having told everyone how excited you were for this date. He was the only one you felt remotely comfortable sharing that you got stood up.
A shaky breath escapes your lips, the sound unfamiliar to you as you stare down at your lap in shame. You had nowhere to be. Nowhere to go. Maybe you should’ve lied. Went back to the dorm after two hours raving about the date and lying about not feeling a connection. It was better than this. Sitting glued to the cushioned chair having to endure the countless eyes staring pitifully at you.
There’s a ring at the entrance that catches your attention, causing you to bring your gaze up at the disturbance. It’s like seeing Jisung for the first time again—blonde hair tussled from having run into the building. His tall build matching the height of the door when his platform converse halt on the tiled floor underneath him. His eyes scan the dimly lit restaurant, blurring the tables that had two or more people sitting in them. He spots you after a few seconds, frozen in his spot before speed walking to you with his head down. He didn’t think to put on a mask or a hat—busy worrying about getting to you as fast as he could rather than disguise himself from the public.
“(Y/n).” He bends down when he reaches your chair. Shuffling his weight onto one knee when he stares up at you with his dark eyes. You feel like a toddler as you stare down at him—being comforted by an older figure as you kept your eyes fixed on your knees. Pressing your fingernails down on the palm of your hand to ground yourself. “Hey. Do you want to get out of here? I don’t want you to stay here any longer and think about that asshole, okay?”
You don’t remember getting up and walking out of the restaurant but you find yourself next to Jisung—matching your footsteps to his as you stroll outside. There are no words exchanged between the two of you. Just shy glances when your hands brushed together accidentally.
“I’m not sure what to say in this situation, (Y/n).” Jisung stops in front of you, shuffling his feet on the concrete. “But I’m sorry this happened to you. You don’t deserve to be stood up by some nobody guy. You deserve someone who would move heaven and hell to make sure he got to you.”
“Thank you, Jisung.” It’s the first time he’s heard your voice in hours, and Jisung could swear he feels his heart jump at the sound of it. “I think it worked out for the better, don’t you think?”
You don’t need a reply from Jisung. The way he swallows the lump in his throat is enough. This awkward stroll feels more like a first date anyways—the blush across your face—the back of your hands brushing together ever few minutes—the pointless conversations that go unfinished. This was better than anything you could get from sitting across a stranger, knowing you would’ve picked at your food quietly instead of trying to engage with the other person.
But Jisung is easy to talk to. He is easy to walk around with while watching the world around you. It was like he knew what you were thinking about at all times.
But were your platonic feelings evolving into something else?
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nyehilismwriting · 11 months
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no need to reply or anything, just wanted to say i finally read through project hadea and holy shit, it's amazing! i love all the characters you've created and the worldbuilding w the aliens, but tbh my favorite is joia, i fully started tearing up w some of the scenes w her. she's my daughter now and i love that you described her w beads in her hair-it brings me back to childhood (and thinking abt my lil cousins). looking forward to the rest of the story <3
thank you<33 I am eternally delighted that people like her so much - writing child characters is not something I've ever tried before and I'm glad the response has been so overwhelmingly positive💕💞 and a big shout out to my sensitivity readers for their help, especially for their thoughts and suggestions regarding her hair🙏
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mashbrainrot · 3 days
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It would not let me send Him anonymously so. Behold, Him
oh my god look at Him. thank you kellan this was so important
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laesas · 1 year
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did you ever make a post about pete not liking tankhun ? i know you mentioned it a few times in your tags but i don't remember seeing a post. (i share your opin ions.)
I definitely toyed with the idea of meta or a gifset but I didn't ever make a full post! I love unrequited love and I ESPECIALLY love the extremely rare platonic version which Tankhun and Pete absolutely nail in my opinion!
There are loads of moments where Pete's smile drops around Tankhun very quickly, or he insults Tankhun behind his back. Instead of laughing things off like Arm and Pol, he almost has a wincing fear-response to Tankhun, which we don't really see at all from the other bodyguards.
I think that Tankhun likes to think of himself as being close friends with his bodyguards, and he does genuinely show a lot of open affection for Pete and eventually concern for his safety. But I think ultimately for Pete, Tankhun is just a part of Pete's job, and over time resentment has built up until he thinks of Tankhun as one of the *worst* parts of it. I definitely don't think he resents Tankhun enough to hurt or endanger him, but that's about as far as it goes, there's certainly very little love there.
Something about that dynamic is just particularly brilliant, especially when combined with Pete's eventual defection from Tankhun's side to Vegas'. He chooses a man who has beaten and tortured him over a man who showers him in affection and throws parties on his return.
I utterly adore Tankhun but I think as a character that's grown up in a gilded cage, he doesn't really understand that what Pete needs is a sense of his own autonomy rather than being dragged to "fun" "lets cheer up Pete" parties that Tankhun has demanded on his behalf. At least with Vegas he *chose* to go back, he handed Vegas the ropes, let him lock him back up again. Even before he develops feelings for Vegas, Pete has clearly felt like a subhuman pet for Tankhun and the main family for a long, long time and I think ironically Vegas acknowledging Pete's humanity is the tipping point for him.
I think even without their nascent romantic love as a factor, Pete would always choose Vegas. Because despite the threat of suffering, he offers a sense of freedom that Tankhun's gilded cage does not. It all makes for an incredibly interesting betrayal, and makes Pete choosing Vegas over Tankhun all the more pointed. By choosing to be Vegas' pet, he chooses to be human.
#I have had this gifset concept rattling round my brain since before I even learned to make gifs#if I didn't have so many complicated feelings about Pete after the whole Build situation I'd make it in a heartbeat tbh#my worry is that it would either be taken as a ''hating on Pete'' set and I'd get mad shit for it in my inbox#(despite it being one of my fave facets of his character)#or it would be interpreted as a ''Build's acting appreciation!'' post which tbf it kinda would be.#theres no getting away from the fact that he shaped Pete into a very interesting and nuanced character#but you wouldn't catch me dead making a ''Captain Jack Sparrow appreciation'' set even if I loved POTC as much as KPTS yknow?#like theres only so much distance I can split the character from the actor. which sucks bc Pete as a character was one of my favourites#idk. probably not the ideal answer lol#my first instict was to just make the set since it was all planned out from like december#but since January my love for Pete as a character has mostly been in a little box on a high shelf that I do not ever touch. which is sad#but it is what it is ig#anyway lol 👀#tankhun theerapanyakul#pete kp#tankhun kp#kp meta#ask#anon#watch me deliberately not putting that shit in the pete tag out of fear#anyway back on the high shelf you go little pete feelings. lets go back to simply not acknowledging u once more lol 🥲✨#goddamn I deliberately hadnt thought about him in months but now I kinda miss Pete... :( I love this ask though thank u for sending it! 🦔✨#damn rereading this its like girl. do you have an unrequited love for commas?? fucking use them?? :) anywaY#kpts
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skumhuu · 7 months
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U good?
Ye! I’m v busy with irl rn 😂 thank u for asking 💖
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braywashed · 7 days
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hello! i don't think curufiin mentioned this in their post but I figured it might help (especially if you're interested in venturing further into the silm fandom!)
Elves generally have two names at birth, one from each parent. Later, they can also pick up more names (epessës), and some elves translate their names from Quenya (elf latin) to Sindarin (elf english).
Celegorm's birth names are Turkafinwë and Tyelkormo (often shortened to Tyelko), and Celegorm is the Sindarin form of his name.
Curufin's birth names are Curufinwë (usually shortened to Curvo) and Atarinkë, and Curufin is the Sindarin form of his name.
(they also have Old English names but those aren't nearly as common and also i don't remember them lol)
Hope this helps! :D
Is now a weird time to admit I almost convinced my mom to let me take Elvish as a language in high school but then we realized that would be next to impossible to grade?
Clearly I should have for this very moment.
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tartarduck · 10 days
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Omg omg
HIIIII! :D
I
I LOVE YOUR ART
*ahem*
I love your art so much! I saw some of it on Pinterest, google and yt and oh my god I was in LOVE WITH IT
I think I've seen a few on hoyolab as well!
It's so cute and perfect!
And luke just looks so so cute! And his daughter xia xia is even cuter!
I never thought I'd find you here on tumblr but I am so so glad I did!
I love your art and I hope you keep making it in the future!
Seriously looking at your art is one of the best things that's ever happened to me!
Hi!!!!!
Thank you so much for sending this in T_T I'm so happy you like my brainrots HAHAHA sometimes it feels like I'm sending my art into the bottomless pit that is the internet (especially on tumblr because I started this blog as an archive and I'm not very good at being active 90% of the time) so I'm always super surprised to see people find me somehow.
Anyhow anon, you've made my day today <33 I'm lowkey addicted to social media so the art won't stop any time soon (but I'm probably going to be taking a little mental health break for a while until after exams).
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