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crimsonblackrose · 1 year
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I looked at how much according to experts I can spend on housing a month and omg I can afford nothing with my current job. 😂 Like I knew I couldn’t, but just how little I can actually afford at this job is pathetic.
#mumblings about work#mumblings#I've known that getting a job that is full time and pays well is highly important#but damn the actual peanuts I'm paid is pretty bad once you chop out rent#my aunt and uncle are going to charge me less than the expert amount but it's still more than I expected#and since my health insurance i foot the bill for myself is so expensive#that's essentially half my pay check just for rent to my aunt and uncle and my health insurance this year#which really that shouldn't be right...I mean it's a little less than half but by like a razors edge that#I'm just looking at my dream of moving downtown with a little sad face and looking at jobs with a someone please pay me a lot more money#I mean my salary is essentially unlivable which I knew but also like well damn#I could ask for a raise but that feels dangerous atm because we literally just laid off like 13% of the company#and I don't want to have no job and then now suddenly I'm eating into my saved downpayment#adulting sucks y'all I just want roots#I also planned next month to go downtown and explore#and then a friend I haven't seen in like 5 years (omg) was like hey road trip?#so now she's coming to visit later in the month and we're going to stay downtown so I can explore neighborhoods again#and I'm like well huh what do I want to do for my birthday then?#because the idea of paying for places downtown twice in one month does not sound like fun#Still want to go downtown and see people#but I've got to think about it a little more#My aunt asked me what I wanted to do and I'm like uhhhhh#because she asked if I wanted to go to the place I was supposed to go with dad and I'm like#well first off they're closed till spring and second off how expensive is this going to be?#Like I don't think she realizes that I was starting to feel a little stable and then throwing rent at me (which is a fair thing to do)#is just like whelp now I've got to decide what's worth doing financially and what's not#and I'm going to lean towards doing nothing to save money#which is my go to#I had planned to go visit friends this year but since I want to move out asap it's kind of let's find a new job and save up so I can move#which means not going to hawaii or seattle or new york#and frowning at the idea of going downtown even
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bestedoesmeow · 10 months
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LEMONADE
pairing: charles leclerc & singer!ex!gf
request :Hey love! I absolutely LOVE your writings omg. I have a weird request, but can you do a fic with Charles where either:
1: Y/N is famous too and goes apes**t on a reporter and beats the crap outa them like the bjork 1996 incident
2: Y/N is a famous and well respected singer and there’s rumors of Charles cheating on her and she releases lemonade (lemonade by Beyoncé)
3: OR weirdly Charles coming out as bisexual to Y/N (just for a story preference!!)
ps: I mixed the two of your suggestions, hope you like it!
┌── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──┐
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never been happier, new album lemonade out people. thanks to everyone helping me out on this journey
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user34: ITS SO GOOD LIKE WHATTT
pierregasly: congrats y/n!!
lewishamilton: masterpiece🤩
user67:okay, something odd is going on but I just don't want to say it out loud
user45: charles haven't liked it? or posted it on his story?
user67: '' you can taste the dishonesty it's all over your breath as you pass it off so cavalier.'' bestie what's going on!😶‍🌫️
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charles leclerc and his girlfriend of two years y/n decided to end their relationship after charles's cheating rumors, he still hasn't made any comment about the rumors but from the way we can understand from y/n's new album, its kinda obvious isn't it?
comments are off.
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the lead actor of the popular netflix series heartstopper and Charles were seen leaving the airport together! its rumored that the two spent the weekend in brazil together
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user3: ariana what are you doing here?
user4: I am so happy about this friendship..my two crush🤤
user6: charles is straight right? the cheating rumors? has something do with that or?
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kit seen leaving famous formula 1 driver charles leclerc's house in monaco yesterday.
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user8: what's going on!!!!!
user60: how did they even become friends?🤯
user3: something so suspicious about this
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yess omg ok! what about being friends with jack since you were kids and he's had a crush on you for years but you haven't given him the time of day😭 and he invites you to one of his gigs (pre fame jack has my heart!!) and dedicates a song to you in front of everyone (i would marry him on the spot🫣) then after the performance he's ask you to be his gf
This One’s For You.
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Pre-fame!Jack Harlow x fem!reader
Fluff
Synopsis: Jack dedicates a song to you.
“Look at the prettiest girl in the world waiting on her driver.” Jack smiles, wrapping his lanyard around his hand.
“Nah, why are you so late? You were supposed to be out ten minutes ago.” You cross your arms.
“Hey, I don’t become this hot overnight.” He winks.
“Then you might need a few more years cause it still hasn’t set in.” He smacks his lips and unlocks the car.
“Why did we have to get to the mall so early again?” He asks you.
“I have a date Friday night but nothing to wear, and you know my car needs new breaks.” You explain to him.
It seems like his whole demeanor changes after you mention your date. He straightens his back and nods.
“Okay.” He says, putting the car in drive and exiting the driveway.
“Any new music to play for me?” You ask him, turning your head to look at him.
He looks dazed and out of it like he almost looks sad.
“Nah, not right now, y/n.” He tells you shaking his head.
You pout subconsciously, feeling sad that he’s upset.
“Are you okay?” You ask him.
“I’m fine. Drop it.” He says, turning up his radio.
“Okay.” You sigh.
The two of you drive to the mall in silence. You look over at him now and then but his expression never changes.
Once the two of you arrive he puts the car in park and the two of you exit it and walk into the mall. You figure he might just need some space so you walk into a random store and start looking at things. You feel him following you around quietly.
“Are you upset because of what I said? I didn’t actually mean you have to wait years to look hot. You look perfec-“
“I’m not upset at that.” He laughs.
“Glad to know you think I’m hot though, baby.”
“Alright, don’t gas yourself.” You roll your eyes.
“I have a show tonight, can you come?” He asks, shyly.
“Duh, Jackman. I’ve got to every single thing you’ve performed at since I was like 5 and Ms. Maggie made you perform for our church.” You laugh.
“God, I almost forgot about that too.” He groans.
You laugh at him and shake your head. A pretty silver dress catches Jack’s eye and he immediately walks towards it checking it for a size. He smiles brightly as he sees the only one left in your size.
“Can you wear this to my show?” He asks, showing you the dress.
“Jack..that’s a bit dressy no?” You ask him, touching it.
“And expensive.” You crinkle your eyebrows at the $120 price tag.
“I’ll buy it. I just want to see you in it while I perform.” He negotiates.
“I guess.” You sigh.
“I’m gonna wear this dress to my date Friday.” You tell him holding up a regular tee-shirt dress.
Jack clenches his jaw at your words but then nods to the register. The two of you get in line and pay for the items before leaving the mall.
“What time is your show?” You ask him settling in the passenger seat.
“7:30.” He tells you, putting his arm behind your seat and reversing.
“Okay, pick me up?” You ask him.
“Anything for you, princess.” He smiles.
7:00
Three honks from outside let you know Jack is outside waiting for you. You quickly grab your bag, your charger, and your phone and make your way outside to his car.
“God damn! You might be the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen!” He yells.
“Stop.” You laugh at him.
“You don’t look too bad yourself Mr. Harlow.” You compliment him.
“Obviously.” He brushes himself off.
“I take it back, dickhead.” You laugh.
The two of you giggle and laugh all the way to his show
getting there around 7:15.
The two of you meet up with the rest of Private Garden and settle in front of the stage.
“And now, we’re happy to announce our performer, Jack Harlow!” The emcee tells the crowd.
“Woo!” You yell along with the rest of PG.
“Hey everyone, I’ll be performing a few songs from my album 18.” Jack says.
He performs Ice Cream, Obsessed, Selfish, and Got Me Thinking.
“I have one more song to perform for y’all, but this one is dedicated to y/n.” He says looking at you.
“You’ve been beside me since we were babies. Everything I do is gonna be for us, I promise. This is called Routine and it’s on my newest album Gazebo.”
Going through the mood swings. When you care more she don't make time. When she got time we just Facetime, but she beautiful, like real talk though. She come right after that 8-9 so I'm stuck on her. I'm so gone off her. Might lay in bed with some other girl. And talk about her after I bust on her. Like, what you think I should do?
You smile as Jack wraps up the song and says his goodbyes to the crowd before meeting with y’all.
“Jack.” You hit his shoulder.
“You didn’t tell me you were gonna do that.” You smile.
“I don’t want you to go on a date with that loser on Friday. I want you to let me take you out on Friday. I’ve had feelings for you for so long. I know you don’t want to alter our friendship, but I can’t see you as just a friend anymore.” He confesses.
A tear falls down your cheek before you pull him in for a kiss.
“So you’ll be my girl?” He asks with a goofy smile.
You giggle before nodding.
“I guess I’ll settle.” You smile.
“Disgusting.” Urban shakes his head.
“You’re just mad you’re single.” Jack laughs.
“Just don’t get her pregnant.” 2fo adds.
“And don’t break her heart.” Ace threatens him.
“I won’t, I won’t.” Jack holds his hands up defensively.
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voidsteffy · 2 years
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Hello, do you have any desi movie recommendations for a european such as myself? And do you know where to find such movies with english subtitles?
I've always lived the short bits of desi movies I've seen on gifs and stuff but i wouldn't know where to start. I'm a big fan of romcom if it helps narrow down your recommendations. Thank you!!
Oh hey! These are the underrated Telugu film recommendations that I already posted on here, they're underrated but they're definitely worth the watch (ig they have subtitles on the streaming platforms I mentioned and most of them are rom coms). I'm mostly a curator of hindi, english and telugu films so you might find others recommending other language or more films💗
Some others are listed below, enjoy!
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Krishna Gaadi Veera Prema Gaadha (Telugu)
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(it's available on Amazon Prime with subtitles, kindly check if it's the same in your country) - it's a comedy of errors that takes root in the protagonist willing to do anything for the girl he loves. Even drive her nieces and nephew across state with a slew of gangsters on his tail.
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Black (Hindi)
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(Rani Mukherjee and Amitabh Bachchan) - I have no words for this movie... It's a piece of art is all I can say. It's not a romcom though, it's like the Hellen Keller case but make it Indian. If you're venturing into desi movies, it'd be a wonderful experience to enter the art this way.
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Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham (Hindi)
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This has a star studded cast and omg it's made our childhood over here in India. It has cute dance numbers and celebrations. It's a pakka romcom/family drama movie and you'll be addicted to the theme song that plays literally every 10 seconds
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Dil Chahta Hai (Hindi)
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A story about 3 friends who find love all in their own way. A heartfelt movie about friendship and how each perceives love.
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Dil Dhadakne Do (Hindi)
Partly a romcom but full time chaotic family drama but more refined lol. It's about a rich emotionally-broken fam roaming Greece on a cruise in an anniversary party of the parents.
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Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara - If you haven't been out in a while, this movie will give you all the FOMO of the world lol. Three friends (again haha) set out to roam Spain for a bachelor's trip and find themselves. It's like a fest for the eyes (and i'm not just talking about the sceneries 🙈)
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Hello
(it's on disney hotstar?) A heartfelt romance of a boy and a girl's happenstance of a friendship. They cherish the short memories before they are torn apart from each other and years later, they meet each other without knowing who the other is.
8.
Oohalu Gusagusalaade
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A romcom/comedy of errors where our protagonist has the bad luck of having to help his boss get a girl, only that girl turns out to be his first love. (I linked the movie available on youtube, it has english subtitles)
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English Vinglish
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(not a romcom, so sorry, but it's a must watch with all the right emotions) Our protagonist is looked down upon by her family for not knowing English. When she goes abroad for her niece's wedding, she makes sure to learn the language that would make them consider her one of them.
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Dear Zindagi
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(you can rent it on youtube or watch on netflix maybe?) more of a find-yourself film again, but this is so relatable and heartfelt... a successful cinematographer visits a psychologist for therapy and he helps her see her life in a new way. Starring Alia Bhatt and Shah Rukh Khan. Must watch Indian film
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Jab We Met
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Honestly if you don't watch this, i have failed you. This is the story that basically defined 2/3rd of every desi girl's personality. Aditya is a suicidal millionaire with no hopes on life. He meets Geet, an over-enthusiastic girl with a peculiar outlook on fate. One missed train and a brothel later, his life turns for the better. (the songs HIT and so does the ship, it's just iconic, this is called positive romance)
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Nuvvu Naaku Nachav
(i have no idea where you can find it but when you do, i promise you the jokes are funny. they're the real telugu comedy if i may so) an unemployed Venky moves into his father's friend's house. It is here he starts falling for the friend's daughter, who might or might not be engaged. (no physical cheating)
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Barfi!
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I saved the best for last😎 This masterpiece can be found on Netflix with english subtitles. It's a romcom/comedy of errors/fucking heartfelt love story. It will make you cry if you're engrossed. Barfi, a man who cannot hear or speak, meets his autistic childhood friend Rimjhim when he wants to kidnap her for money. (it is NOT stockholm syndrome) If you do not watch this movie, I might as well cry🥺🥺
So there you go, 12 more must watch/underrated desi movies. I'm assuming you're open to the Indian way of cinematography and aren't one of those who judge simply because it's different from what they're used to. These are the gems chosen out of a lot others💗hope you like them!
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kiratheperson · 1 year
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I posted 24,119 times in 2022
That's 21,589 more posts than 2021!
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Blogs I reblogged the most:
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I tagged 2,185 of my posts in 2022
#goncharov - 549 posts
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Longest Tag: 138 characters
#i could have gotten ‘total loser of a guy who will never amount to anything’ as a result and it would have been less devastating then this
My Top Posts in 2022:
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changed my theme >:)
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I think u may be stuck on the dashboard of 4 days ago but u should know that martin scorsese himself reacted to goncharov 😳
Yes I do know!!!! It’s amazing this is peak goncharov
The reason Im reblogging posts from 4 days ago is cuz I hit the post limit in like 4 hours on the first day of goncharov and then I filled up my queue with at least 400 goncharov posts. In addition to the normal posts. So now I have 500 posts in my queue. I regret nothing.
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omg that’s adorable I love it
how has your day been btw?
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hey feel free to answer this privately or just . ignore it + I'm not sure how to phrase this well but ... are u Asian ? (LMAO) I don't see a lot of queer Asian ppl in my specific tumblr circle so I'm always happy and surprised when I see other asian ppl on here . sorry if this is a weird question ✋🥲
Yeah I'm Chinese!!! Dw, I'm cool with this kinda question, you know since it's in good faith and all. And I get it cuz it's always awesome to see other queer Asians :D
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My #1 post of 2022
Hello, I'm once again asking you about your OCs because I'm curious! I hope that's okay? Who are Iphi and Jack? I love the first one's name. And if I remember right Jack is aro? That's neat, I haven't really seen a lot of aro characters before! /pos
Thank you for the ask!!! Sorry this is pretty late btw, I haven’t had time to answer it lol
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(That’s Iphi on the left, Jack on the right. First is a picrew, second isn’t my art but like. I haven’t drawn Jack yet so that’s kinda their ref for now)
But it is rant time!! Imma start with Iphi! Because I kinda need to explain her to give context for Jack’s lore. 
So Iphi is the god of sacrifice in this little fantasy world I made, Kunyang! She’s a pretty old god, a couple of thousand years old, but she’s still the second youngest one lol.
In Kunyang, gods are born when they sprout from the seeds of the god tree. The god tree is in the divine realm, which is a different realm entirely from the physical realm, but very rarely, a god seed can arrive in the physical realm.
Anyways, this seed fell into the hands of a very magically powerful person. They had magic potential that could honestly rival a god- and yeah, they believed they were destined for great things because of it. So, they were determined to be the person who caused the god seed to sprout.
So in Kunyang, there was once this library called the Archives, run by the god of knowledge himself, Ephius. This person went to Ephius, and they were told that the seed was for the god of sacrifice. Ephius told the person that to sprout a god seed, they’d need sacrifices from thousands of people. This person wanted to do it, all by themself.
And so, they sacrificed everything. Family, friends, fortune, and fame. All gone, in the hopes of making a legacy. The seed did not sprout, because it wasn’t enough. So this person decided that they would need to make a very big sacrifice, one big enough to make the seed sprout.
They decided to banish the Archives from the physical realm into the divine realm, sacrificing humanity’s access to the library of all knowledge. And that was indeed a big enough sacrifice to give birth to a new god!
And that’s how Iphi was created. But the thing is- that’s really not how you’re supposed to create a god. So she was kind of corrupted from birth. This corruption prevented her from having a lot of character traits that one might consider important to being human.
Iphi does not feel happiness, or satisfaction. No sorrow or regret. Nothing of that sort. But she is working towards a goal: and that is creating a legacy. Having an effect on the world. (Her only contributor to her creation imprinted heavily on her.)
And because of that, she is very active in all manners of sacrifice. Every day, she’s constantly getting people to make sacrifices to her, amassing followers in many different lands. This also increases her powers heavily.
The way her powers work, they’re kinda like payment based. She gets someone to sacrifice something for her, and she can create something else of equal value to that something. (The more important that something was to the person who sacrificed it, the more she can create and do.) Like, she could make a giant wall of fire, or acid rain, or bury a country in gold if she had enough magic. Which she absolutely does. But she mostly saves the magic potential she receives for later.
And also, Iphi doesn’t truly care about anything other than making a mark on the world. She doesn’t mind if people die or suffer because her sacrifices took something too important- if anything, she wants to do that, because it’s quite a way of making your mark on the world.
Oh, and I gotta add- she can’t do this all without a little help! And that’s where Jack comes in.
They’re also a couple thousand years old, but quite younger than Iphi. So they used to be a court jester. Mortal and everything. They should have had a life of a normal length, be just another person in the world, but then they fell in love with Iphi.
And yeah they’re aromantic! It’s not romantic love, it’s alterous love. But yeah they felt a deep emotional attraction, and they wanted to be in a relationship (not a romantic or platonic one though). Anyways, Iphi doesn’t feel the same way. She doesn’t love Jack. But she thought it was convenient to have someone in love with her, and to keep them around, so she offered Jack a sacrifice.
She’d give them eternity, and they would be her servant.
Jack honestly didn’t want to do that at first, but then they had a near-death experience, and agreed to her terms.
So Iphi took their physical body, and also their independence.
Because it would be inconvenient if her servant got bored or wanted to take back the sacrifice. So Jack quite literally cannot think unless she wills it. They’re barely conscious until Iphi needs them, and only then can they think again.
Jack isn’t even aware this happens. To them, it feels like they just woke up, or they just simply forgot what happened during that time
Iphi also messed with Jack’s mind a bit, to amplify their devotion. And yeah, Jack is completely, utterly devoted to her. They would die for her, they’d be tortured for her, they would kill for her too. Nothing is off the table. They’d do anything she says. And they truly love her.
Jack mostly stays in the divine realm, usually, until Iphi sends them to the physical realm to do something for her. That something is usually extorting people to get more sacrifices. Jack pretty much curses people, and then offers to remove that curse in exchange for a sacrifice. (That’s how Janessa got cursed, actually [have I talked about her?] but Jack forgot they cursed her lmao.)
Anywayssss there is some more lore, but this is pretty fucking long already lmao so Imma just end this here. Unless you’d like to hear more!!
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moririki · 3 years
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⤷ AN EIGHT-LEGGED PROBLEM
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OIKAWA TOORU & SAKUSA KIYOOMI & HAIBA LEV & MIYA ATSUMU X READER -> 1.8K
you save your boyfriend from a massive problem which is currently in the corner of your bathroom )
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REQUEST -> n/a
CONTAINS -> spiders, bugs, you picking up said creepy crawlies, hq boys being no! help! at! all! (but that's ok bc we love them for it), fanon-ish sakusa cos i haven't read the manga and he had like 5 seconds of screen time so i'm just going off of what i've read + seen, clear favouritism despite the fact that i know basically nothing about sakusa, manga timeskip spoilers in sakusa's
MORI'S THOUGHTS -> haven't seen one where the reader is the one in the relationship who takes care of bugs so since i'm a #girlboss who throws spiders out of my room whenever i see them without breaking a sweat i'm writing that into a fun lil thing with the haikyuu boys that i strongly believe are scared of bugs. also besides the point but look at the pretty colour palette that their banners make fjfjfjdj will go back to writing the requests after this! inspiration just struck
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❍ OIKAWA TOORU
-> omg this fucking guy
-> don't let his pride fool you this man HATES bugs with a burning passion
-> he'll never admit it though
-> between you and the aoba johsai team he would never hear the end of how the great king oikawa would cower at the sight of a moth doing laps around a lightbulb
-> so when you pretended not to hear the shriek that left your boyfriend when he saw something flying around the bathroom light and he declined your offer to get rid of the moth for him, this left oikawa in a pretty difficult situation
-> it was just him alone in the bathroom, trying to brush his teeth while eyeing the bug warily
-> you came in a few minutes later, getting ready to go to bed as well
-> "you know, babe, that moth's been there for quite a while," you teased him
-> oikawa hummed in response, his eyes never leaving it as it continued its circumnavigation of the light fixture
-> "oh, you know. who am i to kick someone out of their home? i'm no monster"
-> you almost snorted at how poor of an excuse that was, but ruffled your boyfriend's hair anyway
-> "i'll take care of it, ru, you just finish getting ready"
-> "but y/n-chan, that moth has feelings! don't be mean to it!"
-> you gave tooru a very blank stare at that
-> "so do you want me to leave you alone with your new friend?"
-> "......no"
-> "that's what i thought"
-> you went up to the moth, managing to trap it in your hands before releasing it from a window
-> oikawa shuddered as you came back to the sink, giving your hands a quick rinse before resuming with brushing your teeth like nothing had happened
-> "you're so brave, my love"
-> "anything for you, babe"
❍ SAKUSA KIYOOMI
-> bless this poor boy
-> so it's no secret that sakusa isn't the fondest of germs
-> and that extends to bugs and spiders too
-> besides a normal amount of disgust that he held for them, the thought of where the insects had been or placed one of their many feet on never failed to make his skin crawl
-> that's where you, his wonderful significant other, comes in
-> as much as he loves you, he just can't understand how you always stared at bugs with wonder in your eyes
-> you'd even pick them up, cooing at the way they crawled up your arm while sakusa just stared at you in disbelief with a can of bug spray in hand
-> tonight was one of those swelteringly hot summer nights
-> you know, the ones where the air seems to be still no matter how many windows you open and every insect in a mile radius is actively trying to enter your home
-> you were spending the night at your boyfriend's apartment, ready to have a relaxing night in with him since your schedules had finally synced up and allowed you both to enjoy a day off at the same time
-> it took months of trust before sakusa finally admitted to you how much he enjoyed doing skincare
-> so whenever you two spent the night together, you decided to start the evening with some face masks and idle binging of a tv show
-> against his half-hearted protests, you had insisted that sakusa wore a headband while this happened (one that had a very cute duck face printed on it)
-> just to keep the curls out of his face, of course
-> whenever he caught you sneaking a candid of him with facemask and duck headband on, he just shot you a halfhearted glare and threatened you to never send that to atsumu or the rest of the msby team
-> (you set it as your home screen instead)
-> anyways, i digress
-> so tonight you decided to cool down from the heat with a few facemasks and cuddling in your boyfriend's heavily air conditioned living room
-> but he kept all his skincare stuff in the bathroom, so you went to go get them as he set up a show to watch along with some snacks
-> you flicked on the light, going to his cabinet when something in the corner of the room caught your eye
-> there was a fairly large spider, desperately trying to crawl up the smooth tile wall
-> you decided to take pity on it and release it
-> but when you had it cupped safely in your hands, you decided to terrorise your poor boyfriend just a little
-> "hey, omi, look what i found!"
-> your boyfriend perked up at your signature nickname for him, though his eyes narrowed as he saw your clasped hands held in front of you
-> "no"
-> "but baby, you haven't even seen-"
-> "no"
-> you giggled at how defensive he had become
-> "come on, don't you want to name it? it's very cute"
-> "i want you to throw it out, y/n"
-> "alright, alright"
-> you took the spider to a window, releasing it back outside before heading back to the bathroom and grabbing a few masks for real this time
-> sakusa gave you the cold shoulder as you sat down next to him, humming as you gave him a face mask and putting it on without a word
-> "aww, baby, i'm sorry"
-> "..."
-> "i'll give you a head massage if you stop ignoring me?"
-> sakusa turned to you, his eyes narrowed in thought as he stared you down
-> the act soon broke, though, and he smiled against the sheet mask that was on his face
-> "it better be a good one," he huffed as he tugged the duck headband off, already sighing at the sensation of your fingers against his scalp
-> "omi, come on, what do you take me for?"
❍ HAIBA LEV
-> ngl lev gives off equal amounts of being terrified of like the tiniest spider or just finding bugs insanely cool vibes
-> it's funnier to imagine this 6-foot-something guy scramble away from a fucking crane fly in terror though so this is how it's going to play out
-> when you invited your giant of a boyfriend to your flat, you didn't anticipate just how small he made everything appear
-> he even towered in your doorway, having to stoop to step through into your hall
-> "woahh, i love your place!"
-> it was his first time staying over for the night, and lev was making sure to drink in every aspect of your interior design
-> you found it sweet of him, and watched as he stared in wide-eyed wonder at the little trinkets you had collected over the years to make your small apartment seem more like a home
-> you didn't expect him to scream at the top of his lungs and practically run back to you, though
-> you jumped at the sound, watching as he scrambled away from your lamp and pointed back at it with a shaking finger
-> you squinted at it, making out the very menacing form of a crane fly as it bumped into the lampshade and continued on its path
-> "lev, you big baby," you giggled, heading to the kitchen to grab a glass and trap it
-> "y/n, don't leave me alone with it!" he yelped, and you rolled your eyes at his antics
-> you came back, smoothly capturing the insect and throwing it out of a nearby window
-> lev was sat on your couch the whole time, hands covering his eyes as he curled in a ball
-> "is it gone?" he asked, and you you giggled at how childlike he was acting at the moment
-> "it's all good, baby" you smoothed his hair and lev gratefully leaned into your touch, a sigh of relief leaving him
-> "thank you, y/n"
-> "i'll get rid of all the bugs in the world for you, lev"
❍ MIYA ATSUMU
-> gives off the vibes that he used to eat bugs as a child i'm sorry but
-> have mercy on his soul lmao
-> so twins are supposed to be identical right?
-> anyone who spends more than a few minutes around the miya twins know that that's a complete fucking lie
-> and you've had the misfortune of being friends with them for a very long time
-> like your mums were friends and you were all born around the same time
-> you've been pulled into their shit before you could walk or talk
-> so you're well aware of just how different these mfs are
-> even though they were both absolute bastards, osamu always had a slightly more mellowed out approach which would always end up with atsumu getting the blame for what they got up to
-> especially as a child, osamu loved to terrorise his twin with the unwilling help of you
-> one of the ways was through osamu exploiting one of his twins' fears
-> that being bugs and spiders
-> he always cackled at the sight of atsumu screaming and trying to run away from him due to the spider he was holding
-> as they both grew up, this became less of a frequent thing for osamu to do
-> you also somehow started dating atsumu, but nobody could exactly pinpoint a moment that signified a beginning to your relationship
-> but since you're dating the world's biggest manchild in disguise, and osamu gets annoyed with atsumu quite easily, you would have to swoop in to rescue him from time to time
-> recently the twins had been getting a little snappy with each other, and it had yet to sort itself out
-> from what you had heard your boyfriend was in the wrong this time, but you still listened to him whine and rant about it
-> you were going to the inarizaki school gym to say hi to your boyfriend and best friend before practice started, only to see absolute chaos unfolding
-> with kita yet to arrive, the twins were effectively unleashed and that much was clear with the way atsumu was practically screaming his head off as he ran around the gym
-> your eyes took in the rest of the players- aran had his head in his hands, suna was snickering with his phone out to record the newest miya twin fight, and osamu's deranged laugh could be heard above everything else as he chased his brother, hand held out in front of him
-> only one thing was capable of making atsumu scream like that, so you already knew what was happening
-> atsumu quickly spotted you hovering in the doorway, and made a beeline to where you were
-> his eyes were panicked, and you were quick to wrap him in a hug as you shot osamu a nasty glare over his shoulder
-> literally this lmfao
-> "that's enough, 'samu"
-> your best friend paused, before a smile spread across his face as he dangled the centipede in front of him
-> "you know it was rubber, right?"
-> you felt your boyfriend tense in your arms and you bit your lip to stifle a small giggle
-> but at least they would be back to normal by the end of today
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Gift exchange
It’s Christmas Eve, and you’ve forgotten about your Christmas company party. Even worse you forgot to get a gift for the “not so secret Santa” - your company’s tradition. Wanna top it? Make it even worse? No problem. The person you were supposed to get a gift for? Your crush. Defsoul - the most talented, kindest and hottest person alive. What are you going to do now?
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pairing: Lim Jaebeom (Defsoul) x reader
genre: smut, fluff, Jaebeom is a producer, Y/N is a manager
warnings: smut: daddy kink, light choking, ass play; foul language (please don’t read it if you’re not old enough)
words: 4989
A/N: TFW you try to write a GOT7 reaction, and you end up with one-shot. I know I’m kinda late with whole christmas theme but i wrote it last night and figured out I could post it anyway.
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You barely got to shut your eyes before your alarm tore you up from your dreams. It was nine in the morning, and you went to sleep at six AM because of your work. You groaned as you shuffled in bed cursing your job, three hours of sleep was not enough for anyone. Being manager of K-pop girl group was hard enough but being the manager in December when there was award show after award show and festivals - that was a nightmare. To other people December was equal to Christmas, gifts, parties, New Year's Eve but to you, it was synonymous with constant state of tiredness, your biggest wish right now was to spent Christmas break alone, just you and your bed. You sighed as you dragged yourself to shower. Girls had only slept for 5 hours, and you felt bad for them — not only were they invited to each award show that existed they also just have had a comeback. You could see how exhausted they were and yet your superiors still pushed for them to go to some stupid TV show on Christmas Eve. You got yourself ready and went to pick them up and get them to set.
The recording went smoothly, and you were already daydreaming about coming home early and passing out on your bed. It was six PM already, but you still had to drive girls home and step into the office for a bit. You sighed you'd be home eight PM at best - well it was still better than coming home at two or three AM. You were about to go and thank everyone for their hard work when your phone vibrated. It was your best friend and coworker.
"Hey Inha. What's up?"
"I wanted to check if you remember about the company party tonight."
You hit your forehead and groaned.
"OMG! You forgot! Have you bought a gift at least?"
"No..." you whined. You wanted to die. You had so much work lately that you've absolutely forgotten about that party — it was for staff only and each year you'd drew lots to pick the person you were supposed to give a gift to. It wasn't even secret Santa your boss simply came to conclusion that gift exchange would help out with forming friendships...
"Girl... Do you at least remember who you drew?"
Of course you remembered. How could you not. This was your lucky year, you got Defsoul the hottest, kindest and most talented person working for your label. You had a small crush on him since that day he gave up his coffee for you. You were falling asleep standing while girls were recording their vocals, and he chuckled at you before telling you to sit by him and drink some coffee. It probably meant nothing to him but that was one of the most stressful weeks in your life, and you weren't sleeping at all during that time — ITZY were about to make a debut, and you couldn't stop worrying over it. You remember how touched you were by this simple gesture, after all no one ever gave you coffee, usually you were the one getting it for other people. His looks certainly didn't help with your hopeless crush. He was H O T and not even simply hot, more like "I-look-like-an-idol" hot. He had a black mullet, piercing under his eye, he also had his nose and ears pierced to make matters worse for you he also had most hypnotizing almost feline-like eyes. Honestly you wondered why didn't he become an idol with a face and talent like that. After that one time, he would buy you a coffee whenever he had seen you and you two became somewhat close - you'd swing over his studio when girls had to train and talk about everything and nothing. He told you about his cats, his favorite restaurants, his passion for taking pictures and well you mostly told him about your job since you basically didn't have any private life - it really felt pathetic. He even took your photo once - telling you that the picture would help him later when he would be looking for inspiration (it is a mystery till this day how you haven't fainted that evening). One day you were waiting for girls to finish up their dance practice and fell asleep on one of the benches — it was difficult day for you since you haven't slept for twenty hours already (you had to fight off some crazy sasaengs and didn’t sleep whole night keeping an eye on their dorm — some would say you were overdoing it, but to you members of ITZY were like your little sisters). You woke up in his studio on his couch. He carried you there while you were asleep and tucked you in, covering you with his jacket. You were extremely embarrassed, apologetic and thankful at the same time. He chuckled at you before saying that it was okay and forced you to promise that you'd oversleep to work the very next day. Inha claimed he had a crush on you since he never treated her with the same kindness or anyone really. But you knew better, he was a good colleague. A good, extraordinarily attractive colleague you wanted to kiss and lick and...
"Hello? Earth to Y/N??" your friend snapped you from your thoughts.
"I have to go Inha! Thank you for reminding me! Love you!" You checked the time, there was no way you'd manage to drive girls back, buy a gift, get ready for a party and do all that without being late. You sighed you will have to improvise. You drove off girls and came back rushing straight to your apartment. The party started at 10 PM and you had to shower, somehow fix your sleep-deprived face and figure out how you're going to apologize to Def... You were home a few minutes before 8 rushing into your bedroom - at least you knew what you were going to wear. That would be the most expensive, or more like the only expensive piece of clothing you had — a birthday gift from girls. It was an oversized tuxedo jacket from Alexander Wang and you haven't worn it yet. You tried it on, it had quite deep cleavage, and exposed a lot of your legs, but you figured it would be ok for tonight. You smoothed out black velvety material before stepping out of it. You still had to shower and do your makeup. An hour later you were looking at yourself in the mirror — the mask Inha got you really helped out with bags under your eyes. You did good with makeup as well: it was soft brownish smoky eye, orange toned lipstick and some shimmers here and there — you actually looked healthy and well rested (a true Christmas miracle really). You looked even better after getting in your outfit — Ryunjin was right, the tuxedo like dress fitted your vibe. You even wore some black heels which didn't often happen since you always chose comfort over looks when at work.  
Fortunately you got to the party on time even though you couldn't catch a taxi for twenty minutes or so. People inside were already mingling and drinking, and you decided to grab something to drink before looking for Def. You located a small table with champagne in the corner of the room. You downed two glasses as quick as you got there, and were already grabbing a third one when a voice spoke up startling you so much you jumped a little.
"Rough day?" Defsoul was standing next to you, whiskey in his hand, smirking at you. You immediately blushed and gawked at him. He was so handsome it was simply unfair. This man clearly woke up today and chose violence. He was wearing a silky black shirt — and it was quite unbuttoned, so you had a chance of seeing his broad chest (you were currently having a heart attack), and slacks he also styled his hair so that his forehead was exposed with one defiant streak of hair falling onto his brow bone. You wanted to groan. You fucked up — this could've been your chance to get him to like you more...
"Y/N? Are you alright?" he was genuinely concerned, and here you were, basically salivating and staring at him like a starved, nasty man. That was so embarrassing. You cleared your throat and looked away.
"Yeah, sorry. I'm just really tired today..." He smiled at you warmly, and you wanted to punch yourself for not getting him something, anything.
"That's great!" You gave him a confused look, and he bit his lip nervously while scratching the back of his head. He was so cute you could kiss him. Well to be fair you felt like you could kiss him any time. Why...why did you have to forget that bloody gift...
"I mean it's not great that you're tired... It's just… ah, shit I suck at this. Here." He handed you a plastic card, and you read it absolutely puzzled. Lifetime pass for coffee with Jaebeom — it also had a cute chibi character that looked just like Def, except it had some cat ears.
"Now you can get coffee whenever you want. I mean I know you can have it whenever you want anyway, I just thought that maybe you'd like someone to get it with... I mean get it for you… It's ok if you don't like it really, oh by the way I'm Jaebeom, I don't know if I already told you my real name or not…" he was rambling, and you were screaming inside your head. That was so cute. So kind. You wanted to hug him and kiss him so badly. "Ah, shit. I really do suck at this." he said more to himself than to you. You finally looked at him and grinned.
"I love it." you said and his eyes turned into big orbs before light pink colored his cheeks.
"You do?"
"I do. It's a perfect gift." you smiled, your heart swelled with happiness. You could technically go on a date with him whenever you felt like with this handy piece of plastic. That is if he wouldn't start to hate you in the next few minutes for forgetting his present.
"I'm glad." he grinned and it took your breath away. How come he was so perfect? You got even more nervous looking at the gift from him.
"Ah... I was your not so secret Santa as well…" you started.
"Really? So what did you get me?" he was genuinely interested, and you wanted to go back in time and kill yourself for forgetting about this party. You looked up. His eyes were gleaming with curiosity — you were fucked.
"It's me! I'm your gift!" you joked and looked down to cover your nervousness. You were about to say that it was just a stupid joke and apologize before he spoke up.
"I love it." his voice was deeper than normally, and you looked up shocked by it. He was checking you out, his hungry eyes traveling up and down. You've never seen him like that. You could feel warmth spreading on your cheeks under his intense stare, a tight knot forming somewhere near your core in excitement.
"Y-you do?" your voice faltered, and he chuckled while moving closer to you. He smelled musky with a hint of citrus. Your legs were about to collapse under you.
"I do." he hummed he was so close you could feel the warmth radiating from him. His hand brushed against yours as he bent down to reach your ear. You were sure your skin was burning where he touched you. "So, tell me Y/N, when can I unwrap you?" his tone was dark and dangerous and when he straightened up you've seen this gleam in his eyes as he smirked. Your legs felt like made from putty and you'd collapse if his hand weren't already wrapped around your waist. You couldn't believe it was happening. Your heart was beating so hard it was about to spring off your chest — you were wondering if he could hear it. You certainly could even though blood ringed in your ears. You felt your throat going dry and your panties getting moist.
"Def…" you started weakly. Shocked by your own voice — it sounded so needy.
"Call me Jaebeom.." he purred. "Would you like to go to my place? I don't think I can wait any longer to enjoy my gift…" You quavered from excitement, his voice was laced with a promise of sleepless night.
"Yes, let's go." you said and he smiled at you. You were sure you lost any oxygen you still had in your lungs at that moment. His hand left your waist, and you wanted to catch it and wrap yourself with it again. Instead, he grabbed your hand and interlocked your fingers with his, smiling at you sweetly before he led you outside. You couldn't focus on anything else, but his fingers wrapped around yours. His hand was warm, and he held you firmly, his skin soft and delicate. You managed to quickly catch a taxi and through whole drive Jaebeom's hand lazily travelled up and down your thigh. His gentle fingers sending sparks to your core every time he brushed the inside of your leg. You glanced at him, eyes filled with desire — he shivered, and it made you feel a different kind of excitement — you didn't know that you had this kind of effect on him. You got out of the taxi and his hand was instantly on yours, he was almost dragging you skipping every other step as he rushed upstairs to his apartment. He opened the door and let you in. Immediately three cats came in and brushed against your legs. You smiled softly.
"They like you.." Jaebeom murmured against your neck while taking off your coat for you, you gasped at the feeling, and he released low chuckle before he started planting soft kisses against your neck — each time his lips touched your skin your muscles clenched with anticipation. You couldn't wait any longer. You turned around and looked at him, his eyes were glued to your lips and excitement bubbled somewhere below your stomach.
"I waited so long for this..." he started but never got to finish as your lips were on his in a second. Even his lips felt like cotton, and you sighed against him when he kissed you back. He was clearly enjoying slow kisses. You grew impatient once again and licked his lower lip, he gave you access you asked for, and your tongue brushed against his hungrily. You could already feel how wet you were, arousal making your panties stick to you painfully. Jaebeom's hand travelled around your back dropping dangerously low now and then but never grabbing you — you really wanted him to hold you and take you roughly. Once again you grew impatient this night. You took his lower lip in between your teeth, you bit it hard and moaned. That seemed to make him lose his cool, he let out a growl that travelled straight to your core.
"Bad girl..." he said before he turned you around and pushed you against the wall so that your back was facing him. His tongue already on your earlobe, you sighed and shivered when he licked it and let out breaths against wet, sensitive skin. "I wanted to take it slowly, but you're so eager, so impatient…" he was purring into your ear, and you were aching down there more and more with each syllable.
"Jaebeom..." you moaned as you pressed your ass against him. He sucked some breath in when you pushed down against his hard length, his body working on its own accord, one hand already on your hips pressing you harder when the other one cupped your breast. This is not how he envisioned tonight, he thought that he'd at best confess his feelings not have you here crumbling in his hands while moaning his name. Your hips bucked against his by itself as soon as you felt how hard he was. His hand grabbed your clothed breast, and you regretted wearing anything. You wanted to feel him against you naked skin not through layers of clothing.
"Jaebeom-ah..." you moaned his name again, and he rewarded you with sucking on your neck — it was painful yet pleasant, and you almost forgot what you wanted to say before he licked the fresh mark and kissed it. "Didn't you say you wanted to unwrap me?" You said in weak voice still affected by his mouth on your neck. He laughed against your skin, and you thought that's how paradise would sound like.
"You really are impatient... do you want me to fuck you so bad?" he asked rubbing into you, his dick almost in pain from the friction.
"Yes...please..." you panted out, and he let out some animalistic sound upon hearing how needy you were. He made you face him and unbuttoned your tuxedo-like-dress before he tossed it somewhere behind him. You shivered under his stare. He pulled you into him and his hands immediately travelled to your ass, grabbing it and lifting you up without effort. He began kissing your jaw, neck, collarbones, and you tilted your head, so he could have better access. He carried you to his bedroom and laid you down carefully on the mattress before he took a step back. His sheets smelled just like him, and you sighed in pleasure, sinking deeply into his fragrance. He bit his lip seeing you in his bed, wearing nothing but lacy underwear. However, you didn't want just lay and wait, you got up and reached out to his own shirt undoing the buttons hastily, but he didn't let you, he was in control. He held your hands and pushed you back on bed. You bounced and your hair created a sort of crown, spreading around your face — it emphasized your features even more, and Jaebeom felt as if he was making love to some kind of goddess. Your lips, eyes, hair, body everything was perfect. He wanted to taste you already.
"You need to ask me nicely." He smirked at you and you pouted a bit before a mischievous gleam appeared in your eyes. You let one of the straps fall from your shoulder and gave him an innocent look before taking off the other one as well. Just one move and Jaebeom would see your torso naked. He bit his lip unintentionally, when you pushed your breast closer while also moaning.
"Pleeeaaase... undress already and fuck me... daddy." He groaned - you'd be the end of him. He quickly tore any clothes that were on him leaving only his boxers on, and you stared him down hungrily. Saying he was beautiful was and understatement. He was perfect. His skin was light and smooth, it gleamed in the moonlight that illuminated the room through a small window located right above the headboard. It was still dim, but you could clearly see the outline of muscles on his stomach, and a tempting v line, waiting for you to be licked on his abdomen.
"Take off your bra." he ordered and you obediently followed. His eyes devoured your glistening breasts, two darker beads already hard and inviting him in. He licked his thumb and brushed it against your nipple watching intently for your reaction. You didn't disappoint him as you arched your back hungry for his touch. He took another one into his mouth, his tongue making circles around it for what felt like forever. The sound of his wet licks and your quickened breath feeling the silence of the room. You squeezed your legs looking for any kind of release, it didn't help much. Your core was aching and since you could only wait for him to bring you pleasure you closed your eyes and focused only on the sole path of his tongue. It was almost like a torture and Jaebeom seemed to enjoy it greatly, lazy licks, circles around your nipples, blowing cold air on them to hear your whines. And so when he finally sucked on your swollen nipple you moaned his name so loudly his neighbors could hear you. His dick twitched in his boxers. He couldn't wait for much long either, you were the most beautiful person he ever saw, and you were squirming under him, waiting for him to fuck you. He was honestly shocked he didn't take you against that wall in his hall when you pushed your ass against him. He smirked at you, he haven’t even fucked you yet and you were already having this kind of expression. His lips travelled from your breast lower and lower before his face hovered above your panties, hot breath on your wet, clothed pussy sending you almost over the edge. You looked down at him, his eyes were full of lust. He was so beautiful you felt like it was just a dream, not reality. When he pressed his nose against your wet folds you moaned again. He inhaled it a few times as if it was the most ravishing smell in the world.
"You smell so good I might go crazy." He actually was going crazy as his cock let out a bit of pre-cum only upon him smelling your pussy.
"Daddy... please..." you pleaded looking him in the eyes, he couldn't take it any longer. In one swift move he tore the panties off you, they were soaked, and he sniffed them one last time before throwing them out.  He took off his own underwear, and knelt between your legs his cock in his hand already.
"You're so wet for me. Such a good girl, I'm going to fuck you so good." he purred out, and you could go off his words only. He put on condom quickly and teased your entrance before sliding into you slowly. He was watching your face intently as he didn't want to cause you pain.
"Just don't move for a second, you're so big I need to get used to the stretch." It was painful a and pleasant at the same time - the way he filled you up. He didn't buck his hips as you asked, instead he kissed your lips, your jaw, neck, and you kissed him back with passion. Soon he started rocking into you and you moaned into his mouth.
"Harder." you managed to say between the panting and kissing. He straightened up and increased the tempo, sweat building on his forehead.
"Harder..." you said and his hand went to your throat while he almost crushed into you. He choked you lightly, and you felt the orgasm building already.
"Daddy... harder..."
"You dirty girl. On all fours." You obediently followed his order and soon he was fucking you doggy style, his hand spanking you lightly. "You like that? You like when daddy takes you hard?" His voice was so low you shivered under him.
"Yes, daddy." you moaned out when his huge dick filled you with each thrust.
"You're so dirty and good to your daddy. I will reward you and play with your other hole." Before you could say anything he spat on your ass and his finger danced around the other entrance. Just that was enough for you to see white. Your toes curled and your head went back, you screamed his name like it was the only thing keeping you alive, and you could feel how he twitched inside you when you clenched around him in orgasm spasm.
"Y/N, ah... I'm cumming, I'm…" he said through gritted teeth while pounding into you. You both reached your highs and fell onto the bed. He discarded the condom and started kissing your back lazily.
"Do you want to shower together?" he asked.
"Yes, but I don't think I have enough energy to go for another round…" you said while turning his way. He was looking at you lovingly, his expression completely fucked out. He was beautiful, the most handsome you've ever seen him actually. You sighed when his fingers brushed off hair from your face in sweet gesture.
"That's ok, I'll just shower you and we can go to sleep." You nodded, and he took your hand and guided you to his bathroom. He switched on the shower and pulled you under the water when it was warm already. He was so delicate with you, soaping your body, shampooing your head. You smiled at him warmly, and he chuckled.
"You're really cute." he said with a smile after making and weird shapes out of your shampooed hair.
"Stop it, I'll blush." you said while getting under the water, he was quickly spooning you, kissing your back almost with devotion.
"Good, you're even cuter when you blush."
You both towelled yourself dry and Jaebeom even brushed your hair for you before pulling you back to bed. You cuddled your face into his chest and he closed his arms around you. You didn't know if it was one-night stand only, but you'd worry about your possibly broken heart in the morning since his scent was already inviting you to the dreamworld.
You woke up to some rumbling. You opened your eyes and shot up, fear washing over you — that wasn't your bedroom. Memories of last night came next, and you fell back to the sheets squealing quietly into his pillow. That's when the realization hit you. What if it was just one-night stand, and you were rolling around his bed happily in love like an idiot? You sighed but before you could do anything, the man in question came to the bedroom smiling at you warmly.
"You finally woke up sleepyhead." He sat next to you and bend down to kiss your cheek. You looked down. "What's wrong? Have I done something?" He looked concerned.
"I.. no." You said sitting up, and he raised his brow on you. Ugh, he was looking great wearing a plain gray hoodie. You sighed.
"Was that one just for one night? If it was a one-night stand tell me now before I do something stupid."
"One-night stand?" He looked at you offended. "One-night stand?! Do you even know for how long I've been crushing on you? It was few years of my desperate attempts to ask you out, buying you coffee, looking for you constantly. Hell, I even made Yugyeom exchange the stupid lottery draw with me, so that I could give you that card. I actually thought that would helped me out with asking you out. One-night stand?! Jesus, Y/N, he made me basically his slave for a day, and you're asking me if it's one-night stand?" He was angry, and you looked at him shocked, you have never seen him like that. "Do you want this to be one-night stand?!" he raised his voice again.
"No!" you answered him immediately.
"No?! Great, then you can... wait you said no?" He cleared his throat, and you could actually see him smiling like an idiot before he cleared it again. "Well… good because I made us lunch already, and it would go to waste otherwise." He tried to act cool. You giggled at him and pushed him down before sitting on top of him.
"You're cute." You said and he blushed looking away.
"I'm not."
"Yes you are. You are the cutest actually." He groaned in response getting even more red, and you giggled once again. It was the first time you got him to blush so much, usually it was just light pink appearing on the apples of his cheeks. You kissed his face leaving pecks all over it, he chuckled before speaking again.
"I don't want this to be one-night stand. I like you I was actually planning on asking you out yesterday."
"You were?"
"I was. So would like to go out with me?" he wiggled his brows at you and you grinned before nodding.
"Mmm. I'd love to." you answered and he pulled you for a lazy kiss.
"Come, I prepared some food for you. It's hardly festive, but it's something"
"I'm sure it's great. I just need to put something on myself first."
"You can have my hoodie and sweats." he said while looking through his cabinet. "Here." He handed you clothes and blushed once again mumbling that he will wait for you in the kitchen. He got embarrassed — that was just too cute.
You slipped in his clothes, his smell wrapping around you. You got out of the bedroom only to be greeted by three cats purring and brushing against your legs. You smiled and petted them, scratching them on their chins. Jaebeom was just standing and staring at you, still not believing his luck. You were wearing his blouse, it was hanging on you like a dress basically and his heart ached at this picture. You looked up and grinned.
"They like me!"
"I'm pretty sure they're going to like you more than they like me." He chuckled. "Now come, let's eat."
You nodded and entered his kitchen, there was kimchi jjigae and rice prepared for both of you. You smiled and sat down already salivating because of the delicious smell.
"Merry Christmas Y/N." He said looking up from his dish.
"Merry Christmas Jaebeom." You smiled at him lovingly. "So what did Yugyeom made you do?"
"Don't even ask." He said and you giggled. Let's just say you didn't get to spend the Christmas break alone in the bed like you wished.
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HEY HEY 😏
speaking of lives 😀 i randomly woke up in the middle of the night and i managed to watch the last 5 minutes of taehyun's live 😩🤘 although i see that val did not get to see it 😞 you guys will see the next one together i'm sure 😤 i for one cannot stay up that late bc i get...what's a good term...cranky to say the least 😀 so i have no idea how val does it 😔✋
OMG SO IS IT OFFICIAL THEN 😏 we are the anon wonders omg look at us 😩 😩
AHHH it was fun i might say like all my relatives who i haven't seen since the pandemic came over and the kids and i played mafia it was fun 😞✋i suck at it tho like tell me how a 10 year old is better at this than me 😐 BUT i switched between the younger crowd and the adults bc i had to help serve and stuff </3 BUT the food was pretty good like i'm surprised i actually liked the turkey...SO OUR HARD WORK PAID OFF!! i know you said you don't have it but how's your day been bestie?
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omg im answering this so late im SORRY
AAA im glad you caught the vlive although it was 5 mins but yes taehyun ❤️_❤️ i used to be able to stay up at like 4-5am but ever since i came back from abroad and adjusted my jetlag ive been sleeping extremely early which i guess is a good thing!!
omg mafia is so fun!! i havent played it in a while,, it seems like you had a great time too and im glad the food was good (the most important part!!!)
omg my day was so spontaneous because when i woke up my friend randomly texted me to go out and i was like ok sure so i did and we went shopping and ate a bit before she had to go but while we were eating YEONJUN went live and i literally saw the notif pop up and im like NOOOOOO but i managed to listen to him but not actually watch him live ,, its :((( val kept mentioning his noot noots and im just.. but it is ok i shall watch the replay later
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A/N:this is based on a song and it's sad, I hope you still like it though! I appreciate any comment / reblog!!
AU:Human AU
Pairing:Pining(one sided) prinxiety
TW:Major Past Character Death, Suicide mention/getting talked about, denial over death, mentions of college / school being hard, insecurities, angst/hurt no comfort, multiple mentions of Logan and Patton, one mention of Janus and one of Remus
Here a five emails Roman wrote, over five years. People change and realisations are hard.
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Dear Virgil,
You are Sixteen now!!!! WOW!! SWEET SIXTEEN!!!
Happy Birthday, emo storm cloud!!!! I know we haven't talked much in a while, but Hey. What better time to reconnect than the day to celebrate you, right?
Logan has been trying soooooooo hard to get me to learn.. But like I don't need physics!
Like hello!? I'm an actor, a prince, an artist. No nerd. That's Logan.
Ugh. But now My mum starts to stress cause I need the good grade. But for what!? Argh. It's so annoying. All I want is to sing and play. Not do numbers stuff.
Well whatever, can't do much about that. And brave knights do what's best for the peasants even if they don't agree with it.
Oh! OH! Patton!! I have to tell you about Patton!
He started to learn how to bake! And he brings the goodies to school or Disney marathons! Like imagen Lion king and brownies! How great is that!? Ahhhh even LOGAN likes it.
Logan!!
Sure few things aren't perfect but puffball only started!
Well, I just wanted to chat a bit.
But just talked about me and the others! Well that's what I do I guess, talk about me.
How are you? I hope it's treating you well.
I have to go now. I will write you again
xx Roman
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Dear Virgil,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Nearly an adult now! Congrats!
Have you heard!? I got the lead role in the play! Yes! I'm gonna play Evan! WAVING THROUGH A WINDOW
AHHHH I'M SO HAPPY. like you know how I always wanted the lead role! I finally got it. And Janus finally didn't get it! Like finally as if he is that good of an actor. I deserve it I worked for it! Patton said I worked for the audition more than all school work last year probably true lol
ALSO Logan is now doing the big quizes. He won the school one and now goes national. He is such a nerd!!! But honestly it's cool! He was missing a school day for a quiz like I want that too for plays!
Well Honestly that's all that happened. Sorry that's so short! But I don't have much time next to the play!
As Patton would say:Eat and drink like you would tell your kitty to and love yourself like it, bye bye
XxRoman
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Dear Virgil,
Wow. 18 HAPPY BIRTHDAY! SUCH A GRANPA THERE.
I hope you are doing well.
Sorry I don't have a present for you. I know you like flowers, roses. I know. I know. Sorry Remus did some bullshit (what's new tho) and our parents froze both our bank accounts. Can't wait to be 18 Jeez.
WELL, I look for colleges now! Majoring in Acting. Patton want to do psychology and Logan physics. WELL I guess or majors aren't big surprises to you, are they?
I think a lot about you.
Just yesterday I found the city we drew at my room wall. My closet stood there for the longest time. But OMG do you rember us 5 year Olds doing that?! We felt like the biggest artist ever. That was fun. I miss that.
Well whatever!!
I will go adventure the world next year! Can't wait for it!
Miss you
xxRoman
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Dear Virgil,
I nearly forgot to write you today, sorry!
College is so stressful! I couldn't just take acting, no, the other class I had to take was a language and that's so hard. But hey now I can speak a bit spanish
In all honestly college is draining. Maybe it's just the first year. But it's so overwhelming. You always told me that about school Guess now I can feel it.
And yeah that's fucking tiring. Oof. Let's hope it's gets better. Princes go to bad times and get out even stronger!
Right?
Well I hope so. Also sorry that all of them are so short. I SWEAR I always tell myself "today I'll write more" but then everything feels so wrong to write.
I don't know how to explain it.
Hope you are good
XX Roman
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Dear Virgil,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Rember when I told you that writing so many things feel wrong?
Well I figured it out.
I was still in denial.
I didn't want to touch on anything that would make it to clear that you are gone.
It's silly, I know I know.
But acting as if I'm having a very one sided, yearly email exchange is better than realising facts. You are dead. For four years now.
And I, well I couldn't, didn't want to, see it. It's easier to ignore. Ignorance is bliss and all that.
And talking about anything in more detail would make it clear, you are gone. Crazy, right?
I still struggle with college by the way. I feel like I need to always be perfect, but learning a language is so hard, I just want to major in drama.
I also haven't seen Patton or Logan in the last few weeks. The curse of different colleges. I guess that makes it harder too. You know me, I love being with my friends.
I'm a bit scared that they forget me. They nearly never talk about you, so forgetting me isn't to far away, right?
Well.. Let's hope for the best.
I really miss you, Virge.
I don't know if you ever noticed, probably not, I had the biggest crush on you. How cliché, I know you don't like them, but I do. I planned in my head that picture percent future. I daydreamed about that quiet a lot. Then the call came. Your mother called us to come to the hospital. I did come, so did Logan and Patton, and she told us the doctors are trying to safe you. From yourself, basically. You couldn't do it anymore. And killed yourself. And my daydreams too. But even though you are dead. I know that. The day dreams for what futures we could have had don't leave. From celebrities to farms on the country side.
I know I told you that already, but I miss you. I love you. I'm sorry. I feel like I should have picked up something. I day-dream about being your knight in charming armor because I failed to do it in real life.
I wish I could have helped you.
I'm sorry.
I hope you are well.
I'll write you again next year, then I'm six years older than you were.
xxRoman
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wexhappyxfew · 3 years
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Hey Shannon! What are you most looking forward to in Fortune Favors the Brave that maybe you haven't really gotten to do or tried before in your other fics?
JULIANNE!!! omg hello!!! :) I hope you’re doing well, and that your migraines are getting better and that you’ve been relaxing in this stressful time of year!! <3 Thank you SO MUCH for the question omg! I’ve been dying to talk about Fortune Favors the Brave for the longest time, as currently, I’m gathering major info on all the OCs slated for this fic, as well as slowly begin the outline, though Landslide still fills a large chunk of time up!! But, thank you so so much!! I shall tell HA! <3 
Fortune Favors the Brave, was initially based off the famous Latin quote “Fortune Favors the Bold” but I have seen both Bold and Brave used interchangeably and Brave I felt was more appropriate for the themes involved in this story. And something completely different than all my other fics that I’ve done is, this fic involves a series of 16 OCs that will be portrayed in the course of this fic - all submitted by people who wished to submit one in the fandom! I remember seeing Merc doing a sort of ‘Casting Call’ and I just really loved that more than anything and I decided by this time with my 4th fic for Band of Brothers, that in a way it’d be almost like a ‘thanks’ if we can call it that, to the fandom!! 
And, including this, I can proudly announce my plans for Fortune Favors the Brave after some heavy thinking and research. One of the things I loved most about the episodes in Band of Brothers was each episode put a focus on a different member of Easy (albeit, Winters did have a couple compared to others, but I LOVED the idea). And I figured, that’s really what I wanted to do as well. Now, you say, there’s 10 episodes and you have 16 OC Nightingales, how is that supposed to work? WELL!!! Let me just show you my breakdown - and Julianne I must thank you again my friend for enabling me!! <3 
So, a multitude of episodes have been broken both into doubles, just because of the wide timeline it spans or because there’s content capable enough for many chapters into between various episodes that would work to give an OC time. 
Episode 1 [PART 1] AND Episode 1 [PART 2]
Episode 2 
Episode 3 [PART 1] AND Episode 3 [PART 2]
Episode 4 
Episode 5 [PART 1] AND Episode 5 [PART 2] AND Episode 5 [PART 3] 
Episode 6 
Episode 7 
Episode 8 
Episode 9 [PART 1] AND Episode 9 [PART 2]  
Episode 10 [PART 1] AND Episode 10 [PART 2]  
This is the current breakdown I’m looking at, each girl getting either an episode or they will get a part of an episode, but each part in relation of the show will relate heavily to the Nightingale we end up turning our focus to. It’s going to be 3rd Person how I always wrote, allowing to see inside our Nightingale of focus but to still hold a focus on others who are in the picture, so everyone is included and gets their time! I’m still working out who gets which part or episode, as I’m really studying the episodes for what’s of importance mainly those episodes and how I feel a Nightingale would relate to it most and pertain to it most more than anything!! 
I’m HIGHLY excited to really get into outlining and getting into OCs and personalities and just start writing it I really am! I’m thinking it’s my college fic for when I start next fall and have something of a comfort there for me when things get stressful, which I will be beyond happy about!! 
Thank you as always Julianne!! It was a pleasure to answer this and to just throw a bit of a bone out there for people that want to see what is the CURRENT plan for Fortune Favors the Brave - I can make no promises as time progresses, but this is my outlook and it’s definitely I’m something extremely excited to try out and see how it works, especially with Pathfinders more than anything!! THANK YOU <3 
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avalonf0xtail · 5 years
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Hey i wrote a little something that i posted to wattpad decided to post it here tell me if you like it or not :))
A Demons Trust
That Loud Crash
The sound of a loud crash wakes the sleepy young adult awake as she stares at her alarm reading 3 am. Weighing out her odds if it is worth it to leave her cozy bed to go check on the uncalled for noise that awaked the grey eyed human. Being this is the third time this week the same things happen. Groaning the girl pushes her blanket off instantly shivering from the lost of warmth. In shorts and a loose band shirt slightly coming off her shoulder on her left side.
She walks down the large staircase in her expensive mansion pre owned by her father that deceased 3 years ago. In the rich demon hunters last will written that the moment Jasmine turns 21 she may move into her fathers large mansion that has held up for centuries. Jasmine having 3 older sisters the elder siblings were extremely jealous. Jas giggling remembering the look on their sisters faces when they read the last will.
As the brown haired finally got to the last step she saw that a vase had fallen and shattered across the open floor. "Fuck.." the young adult murmured. Thankfully Jasmine had slippers on at she went to go grab the broom from the kitchen. Still being extremely tired and slightly clumsy she slips on her own feet and lands directly on a sharp glass shard about the size of a strawberry. Despite the size it cut deep not enough for stitches but enough to bleed a but much. By the sight of blood Jasmine jumps up and runs to get a towel. She places the soft towel on her wound soaking up some blood. cleaning up the wound she places gauze around the wound to close.
Going back to sweep up the dangerous mess a faint knock distracts her from her primary objective she looks behind herself and sees nothing nor does the sound come back. Thinking shes hearing things the woman discards the thought from her mind and continues to sweep.
After finishing her minor chore she decided to go grab coffee to officially start her morning. Sadly starting at 5 am seeing theres no way she can go back to bed now.
Quickly changing into more appropriate wear she snatches her phone and keys to head out the door to her car starting it and driving it to the nearest starbucks.
"Are you getting the usual Jas?" A lady around her mid 20s at the counter asked "Yep!"
"Okay that will be $4.38 please"
Jasmine handed her the money as she grabbed her frappe.
Walking out of the cafe Jas sees her best friend Renee as she sees her. her old friend let out a loud gasp as she ran into the grey eyed girl almost making her fall to the ground "OMG JAS I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN YEARS WHAT HAPPEN?!"
"You moved idiot." Jas replys giggling
"Oh.. i forgot... well can we chill at your house?"
As Jasmine nodded as an answer they both began walking towards the large house catching up on life.
When they arrived at the house Renee swung open the door after Jas unlocked it and ran inside.
"YOU HAVE A MANSION!" Ren screeched
"Yep.. after my father passed." The brown hair gazed at the ground in deep thought until a small 'sorry' interrupted the moment
"You're fine dont worry bout it." Jas replied gingerly.
Renee ended up sleeping over as the two girls slowly fell into a slumber.
"By the way that vase you gave me years ago broke."
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yeo-rims · 2 years
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I'm glad you liked Scream 5, but too bad All of Us are Dead isn't working out for you again. Are you going to try and finish it or just drop it now? I haven't seen Happiness, just saw eveyrone's lovely gifs of the main couple. It's good to know it isn't too scary, I might pick it up when I'm looking for something different to watch. I have a few IRL friends who's seen Happiness and liked it, too.
I feel Jirisan became a victim of its own hype, and I don't blame them with the cast, writer and director... I think people expected a lot more out of it. I did love the main couple, too. I really wish they went all in and made an angsty gothic love story out of their circumstances, with his soul being trapped in the mountain keeping them separate. But like you, I really did enjoy Jirisan. I liked the slice of life aspect of the rangers, and seeing all the different sort of things they deal with.
You're right, Inspector Koo is definitely Weird^TM. I'm not sure I can say it was as weird as the School Nurse Files, but they give off the same energy. The only diff for me is I understood what's happening with Inspector Koo, when to this day I still don't understand what the heck was happening in School Nurse Files. I enjoyed Jung Yu-mi and Nam Joo-hyuk there though!
Whoa this message is getting long. To close off, what do you say do you look for in a drama? —🧚🏻‍♀️💖
hey im sorry it took me so long to reply, i was pretty busy this weekend.
i think i've decided to drop AOUAD for now, maybe if there's a second season i could see myself trying again. But i've recently watched train to busan so my zombie needs are fine.
you're completely right about jirisan being a victim of its own hype, i also believe that. I feel like because ive never finished a KEU drama before (even signal...) I wasn't that hyped, but i was hyped for JJH and JJH together, that's very true. They should be in a romcom asap. God, if they went all in it would be so good, right? It had the potential to be way more angsty and I love suffering.
yeah, School Nurse was something that happened and to this day I can't say why or what. But such a fun show, i liked it a lot too.
In dramas it depends, if i'm watching one of the popular shows, I look for that thing that made me fall in love all those years ago: the over the top plots, the things that would never happen irl but works in the show. but most of the time i like how the drama formula is actually a good thing, for me it feels like reading a romance (even when the drama isnt a romance per se) because things are always happening, but it also everything happens when it should happen, in a way that when the couple finally gets together, you're so invested in them and their lives (when it's done right) that it feels that the moment was earned. i also like how much food and family is a big part of most dramas, i like that they take romance seriously, that they still do melo, and how they keep creating stories that makes no sense but it works. i'm brazilian, we mostly have telenovelas and even if i used to love them as a kid and i still watch some eventually, i always suffered bc there was not a variety of genres... and even with american tv, i just hate that series dont end. I always told my friends my favorite thing about dramas, in general, is that they end, that's why netflix is my detested now. I love that they get to tell a story and the story is over and that's it!!! omg that was a lot.
what about you, valentine, what do you like in dramas? which one is your favorite? hope you have a nice week!!
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icyhobi · 7 years
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Angel in the Darkness (M) pt.2
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Summary: After a patient urgently pleads you to go and help a friend of his, you naively agree to it. Little did you know, that you would get more than what you agreed to, when he leads you to a brothel, to help a dangerous prostitute named Jeon Jungkook.
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (ft. Jin, but not romantically)
Genre: Smut (M), angst, mafia!au, prostitution!au 
A/N: Plz read the first part, if you haven't already. This is a dark and filthy story! Graphic descriptions of sex (masturbating, etc), heavy dom/sub undertones, drug use, vulgar language use……(alot of smut comes in later) This is a mature read! You have been warned!
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7 | part 8 | part 9 | part 10 | part 11 (final chapter)
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“Do you wanna see what happens when you try to trick a demon?”
His dark intimidating eyes are staring directly into yours, making you feel like you’re his prey. His grip on your chin is stern, and you feel as if there is no escape from him. You’re drowning in his musky cologne, which makes you close your eyes in a haze. How were you supposed to get out of this? He literally caught you in a lie, and you could tell by his voice that he wasn’t too happy about it.
His grip on your chin slowly increases in pressure, causing you to panic.
“Y/n……….” he purrs. “I asked you a question, and I’m feeling extremely inpatient.”
Omg, what do I do? Why wasn’t I more careful when going through my purse?!?! UGHH! You were completely rooted to the spot, with your fists clenched to your sides and eyes still closed shut. What were you suppose to say to him? Tell him that a man named Jin sent you here to lie about your age, and to try and ‘help’ him?!? No, you couldn’t do that. Jin made it very clear to you that he didn’t want this ‘Kookie’ to know who sent you here.
UGHHH! C’mon! Think Y/n, think! There’s no way I can tell him the truth………. you regretfully think to yourself. Furrowing your eyebrows, you come to a realization that you’re gonna have to lie your way out of the situation.
You open your eyes, and try to glare back at him, but as soon as you met his piercing stare again, you look away immediately. “I…. I’m s-sorry..” you say quite pathetically. You wanted to sound more assertive, but there was just something about this man that made your nerves go all over the place.
His lips curl into a menacing smile and he mocks you with his sultry voice, “Sorry? Sorry for what…. little girl?”
Your words instantly die down in your throat. Who was he calling little girl?!?! Granted, you are a year younger than him, but you were still a 20yr old women who has helped so many people see brighter paths. Your clench fists squeeze down even more tighter, and your pretty sure you’ve broken the soft skin of your palm, but you could care less as the position you were in, was the most uncomfortable feeling ever.
“I-I’m not a little girl. Y-you’re only a year older…” you start to stutter. My lord, why can’t I stop stuttering?!!?
He just narrows his eyes at you, and tightens hold, causing you to squeak in discomfort. It had been so long since one of his clients were around his age, and the fact that you tried to lie pissed him off severely. He hated liars, absolutely despised them. So how could a sweet looking angel like you try to trick him?
“Look into my eyes,” he growls.
It wasn’t a request; it was a command, so you slowly lifted your gaze until you met his dark eyes again.
“I was taught to listen and respect elders…” he says with a pause, but then increases the pressure on your chin till it’s borderline painful. “But you tried lying to me, which was a big mistake……you’re suppose to listen to me…” he manages to say calmly, but you can still hear the venom laced to it.
You close your eyes in pain, as his grip was hurting you. You then quickly exclaim, “Y-you’re hurting me……. You can’t force me to do anything!”
Jungkook freezes. He remembers saying those exact same words all those years ago, no matter how much he wished to forget about it.
“You’re hurting me!!”
“THEN DO WHAT I SAY BOY!”
“You can’t force me to do anything!!!!”
“WHERE’S YOUR RESPECT HUH?!?!? I’M YOUR ELDER, SO YOU WILL DO WHAT I TELL YOU!!”
“No, I can’t! Please! Please don’t do this! PLEASE!”
“I’ve had enough of you and your bloody mistakes! This will teach you who’s fucking in charge!”
“Wait! Please! Please no! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!”
His grip on your chin, instantly diminishes as the memory ends. You sigh in relief as he lets you go, while he slowly backs away, creating some distance between yourselves.
You start to rub your sore jaw, but in the corner of your eyes you notice something was wrong with the man; he was staggering.
Jungkook’s breathing becomes uneven as he holds his head while wobbling backwards away from you. The memories… the pain… all were starting to flood back into his mind, when you unknowingly said those same words he said. No, w-why now? I don’t wanna remember…
“I……” he starts to mumble.
What’s wrong with him? “Hey…. are you alright?” you ask him worryingly.
Jungkook can feel his head spinning, and the air starts to feel as if he was breathing in toxic. “Why……. now...” he mumbles softly.
You start to panic, as he looks like he’s about to fall over. What’s happening to him? “Kookie?” you say unsurely while you walk forward.
“Urghhh…” he slurs.
He’s slurring his words, oh shit. You realize that he’s going to pass out, so you try to dash to him in time, but he drops down instantly, completely knocked out.
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“What do you mean he fainted?” Jin asks you with a bewildered look on his face. Yesterday was the day that you were supposed to meet Jungkook, but the last thing on Jin’s mind was that he would pass out randomly. He still couldn’t believe what he was hearing; you had told him that you met ‘Kookie’ and got caught lying about your age, which angered him so he cornered you, but suddenly backed off and fainted. What the actual hell?
“I don’t even know myself!” you exclaim. As soon as he fell to the ground, you shrieked and went to check his pulse. His breathing was unsteady, but you knew he would be fine. You then quickly went out of his room, and told some of the staff members about ‘Kookie’ fainting, to which two men instantly went to check in on him. You tried to stay as long as you could, and wait for him to wake up, but they told you to just come back in another day, until your prostitute was okay again.
“Did he…. accidently hit his head or something?” Jin still asks you completely lost.
“No, I just told him that his grip was hurting me, and he couldn’t force me to do what he wanted. After that, he just completely backed off….” you trail off. It was like something completely came over him, and it worried you to no end. But he also did look as if he was mumbling about something…. he didn’t want to say or remember. What did happen to him? And even till now, you couldn’t get this mysterious ‘Kookie’ off of your mind.
You were still replaying the scene when he dropped to the floor in your head, so you didn’t notice when Jin physically stiffened when you told him what you said to him before he fainted. He closes his eyes in pain, and goes to pinch the bridge of his nose in irritation. Now it makes sense….
Obliviously to you, Jin still remembers Jungkook screaming in agony, saying those exact words you had said to him. It still haunts him, but what didn’t anymore? Every memory of his past still has traumatized him to this day, and he knew it still affected Jungkook very deeply. But he also knew, it affected Jungkook even more gravely, than it ever did to him. He was so young…. just a kid.... I wish things could’ve been different. I-it, shouldn’t…. STOP! If I keep thinking about it, I wont be able to mask my feelings.
He clears his throat, while trying to look unfazed, “Well, maybe he didn’t eat all day…”
You’re jolted out of your trance by Jin’s voice, and you look up at him to see that he still looks tense. His fists are clenched, and he’s sitting up straight, and even though his expression looks normal, you can still see his eyebrows raised slightly, looking like he was uncomfortable. What isn’t he telling me…
“Y/n you have to go back,” he states calmly.
Your heart drops. Go back? But why? You didn’t even know how you were supposed to talk to him the first time! Even though you admit, you secretly wanted to see him again, and make sure he was alright, you had no idea who ‘Kookie’ actually was, or what he was capable of. “I…. I don’t think I can Jin…”
He knows it will be hard for you to deal with Jungkook, he knows that Jungkook is unpredictable, and he also knew that he was being unreasonable to you…. but he needed you to get Jungkook to trust you. Or else….
“Y/n please, you have too!” Jin says quite loudly, as he was starting to get desperate.
You’re surprised by his little outburst, and can hear the urgency in his tone. “Jin I’m sorry! I can’t do it again! I don’t even know how to approach or talk to him! You’d be better at it! You actually know him personally, don’t you?” This isn’t making any sense! Why would Jin send me to him, a complete stranger, if he actually knew the man himself?
No! Only she can do this! “Y/n please! You’re the only one who can help him!” he starts to raise his voice even louder.
Why is he so worried for this man? Why is he so scared? “Why do you even need me to help him? I don’t even know what’s wrong with him!??!” you retort, starting to get irritated.
“Y/n you don’t understand! There isn’t much time left!”
Huh?
“Time left for what?” you asked, now completely confused.
Jin grits his teeth, why were you being so difficult? He almost gave himself away!
“I’ll explain when the time comes, just fucking do it!! Please! Only you can!” he begs you while yelling.
Why…. why is this so important to him? I’ve never seen him so shaken up before…. “Why am I the only one who can do it?”
“Because he won’t listen to me!!” Jin screeches at you.
You were extremely frustrated at this point; why was he hiding so many secrets? Why couldn’t he just tell you the truth of what was really going on? “Well he didn’t really listen to me either! If anything, he’ll listen more to you than me,” you exclaim.
Jin lets out a deep sigh while regretfully saying, “No, he won’t…”
“Why?”
“Because… he hates me.”
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