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#and she has to accept that because? it's not convincing and is frankly circular
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I am an adult, I have responsibilities, I can log off at any time, it is beneath me to get involved in or vaguepost about petty fandom disagreements- sees a post ah.
#this is about the duck should get human rights thing btw if you care#duck#ahiru#meta#fandom wank#I Disagree With People On The Internet. shocking I know but that's how it is#she is happy on the lake as a duck? idk. skeptical. are you sure#she can't relate to other birds and sees them as simple creatures as a human with more complex desires#she just has fakir and that's not enough she can't live like that she deserves more than that#and who are you to accuse me of “not knowing the show is about self acceptance”#I have made multiple separate tag rants on the topic. I know about it I just disagree. we exist#I know what the show is about. I just don't think that it was written in a convincing or satisfying enough way#for me to fully agree with it#like from here it just looks like a character who is placed in an unstable and miserable situation#purely because it's what she naturally is. even though she displays few behaviors typical to that. and thinks “it sucks”#and she has to accept that because? it's not convincing and is frankly circular#if you want a narrative like that then DON'T FUCKING LAST UNICORN IT.#don't place an ant on a circuit board give it for a brief moment the capacity to comprehend the circuit board#and then tear that knowledge away and leave it an ant again and expect it to be fine with that and keep on trucking like normal because#“oh well this wasn't meant for my eyes let me just forget about it”#no!!!#pick Anything else to use as your metaphor. I'm begging you.#when your self acceptance metaphor is a textbook fucking cosmic horror story you are *doing something wrong*#and I'm saying this because I love this show#unrelated but the cosmic horror angle here is kinda interesting actually. hmm.#mysterious and transmutable
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tryingmyves · 3 years
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Girl All the Bad Guys Want
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okay i won’t lie, i remembered this song exists and i could not get the idea of a badboy!iida out of my head
this is a bit self indulgent because i was definitely that girl in hs lmaoooo
anyhow hopefully y’all like it too
PAIRING: Iida x Y/N
cw: badboy!iida
✨ tagging the iida army: @coleluuviida + @saturnity + @peachiileaf ✨
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You have a reputation at UA, mostly with the male students. It isn’t something you put effort into maintaining or even something you cultivated on purpose, but you’ve gained some notoriety amongst your peers. At first glance, you don’t seem too different from your female classmates. You certainly don’t feel superior or disparate from them, but you’ve also never quite felt like you belonged with them. You don’t excel at being soft and demure, and you refuse to shrink yourself down in order to make others more comfortable in your presence. You spit in the face of all the things typically expected of a lady. And frankly, you’re more than a bit awkward when you hangout with the girls from your class. They always invite you to their sleepovers and shopping trips, and try to engage you in their conversations, but you’re always worried about saying the wrong thing or accidentally offending them. You’re never really able to add anything of value when they talk about the boys in your class - a recurring subject. Mina knows everything about everyone in class; she loves to gossip. It’s like her horns serve as antennae and pick up on all the juiciest secrets. She is always interrogating the other girls about their crushes but you just never really felt that way about anyone. Honestly, you find the conversations about who likes who to be a bit boring. You typically end up hanging out with Bakugo, Kirishima, and the rest of that squad. Boys are just easier to be around. They don’t get offended at your crass comments and your sometimes gruff disposition looks outright friendly next to Bakugo. 
Your undeniably attractive appearance, unquestionable skill with your quirk, and nonchalant attitude have landed you in the sights of several of your fellow UA students. You are the embodiment of do no harm, but take no shit and something about you is intoxicating. Mina frequently jokes with you about how the entirety of the Bakusquad is duking it out to see who gets to ask you out first. You roll your eyes at her, convinced she’s imagining things. But in reality you’re just clueless. As cliché as it is, you really are the girl all the bad guys want. Too bad you didn’t want them back. 
What you didn’t expect with your tough exterior, competitive nature, and tendency to slack off on class work is that class rep, Tenya Iida, would want you too. God, not even he expected it but he had fallen hard. You frustrate him. You’re just as smart as Yaomomo or Todoroki, but you skate by in class. You don’t outwardly disrespect authority, but you won’t blindly accept orders just because someone says so. He thinks the rap metal music you listen to while training is abrasive and doesn’t understand why all your favorite artists sound like they’re mad at their fathers. He finally gave up on lecturing you on the fact that the fishnets you wear with your uniform are not regulation and he was still wrestling with how he felt about learning you were one of the students caught at a dorm party with alcohol a few weeks ago.  More than anything he hates that you’ve so effortlessly got him pining for you and you haven’t even noticed. Iida loves the rules! Order, structure, regulation - these are the things that Iida covets, so why was he craving the taste of your lips on his?
He is tired of silently lusting after you, and decides he’s going to try actively pursuing you instead. Tenya thinks that you like “bad boys” so as foreign as the concept is to him, he concludes he’s going to have to take on that persona. He starts off simply, making a playlist of songs he’s heard you blaring from your dorm. He eases himself into your music, starting with Linkin Park and Korn, before adding Incubus, Machine Head, and even some ICP to the mix. He’s hesitant at first… the music just sounds so hostile and aggressive to him. But soon he finds himself relishing the fierce energy the songs give him. Tenya gets why you train to this sort of music, his workouts becoming more intense than ever. They end in his chest heaving and his hair plastered to his forehead with sweat. His muscular calves throb vigorously after every run and he feels powerful. It gives him a new found confidence that he strategically channels into his interactions with you. For class today, Aizawa simply instructs you all to pair off and spar. You’re about to ask Sero to partner with you when he approaches. 
“Y/N. You’re with me.” Tenya doesn’t ask, he’s telling you you’re his partner. 
A small sound of surprise leaves your throat at his unexpected forcefulness, but you don’t question it. You just nod, giving a small shrug to Sero before following the class rep to a vacant spot of the training gym. 
You look over your challenger, rolling your head on your shoulders a few times to loosen up. “Don’t expect me to go easy on you. You asked for this,” you smirk, bringing your fists up in a defensive stance. 
Before you can even blink, Tenya has closed the 10 foot gap between you, sweeping a long leg beneath yours in a circular motion, knocking you off your feet. You land with a thud on your back and the air in your lungs is forced out with a nmph. 
“Just try to keep up, Y/N.”
Oh, it’s on. Previously you found Iida’s flustered demeanor around you endearing. But this new, assertive, almost cocky disposition is irresistible. His momentum propels him in a circle while he stays anchored in place on his massive left thigh. As he finishes turning through the motion he reaches forward hoping to pin your arms to the ground, but you’re just getting started. You plant the palms of your hands on either side of your face and kick up from the ground with a boost from your quirk. The added flow of air thrusts your legs up and over your head so you are now standing once more. You are sure that the soles of your shoes connect with Iida’s face during your arch through the air. 
“It’s not going to be that easy, specs,” you taunt. Now it’s your turn. 
You launch yourself at Tenya, closing the small gap between the pair of you in an instant. He extends a locked arm to block your approach but you simply dip your head, gliding underneath and down the length of his limb until you are just one step behind him. You pivot on your right foot as you swing your left arm across your body. Your open palm lands just between Tenya’s shoulder blades, your natural momentum accompanied by a gale force wind. The impact knocks him off his feet and sends him toppling forward. Tenya’s speed is unmatched and his large frame is covered in tone muscle, but with the addition of the very air around you, your strikes are ferocious. Your air quirk aids in your mobility, but you’ve used it to master hand to hand combat. You dominate in tight quarters, so you just need to keep Tenya close. He’s already returned to his feet, calculating his next move. The moment ‘s hesitation creating an opening for your right shin to collide with his side. Tenya growls through gritted teeth in response to the blow and the feral vibrations send shivers down your spine. Instead of recoiling from your attack Tenya’s hands clamp onto your shoulders like vices. His brows are furrowed in smug determination, and he practically sneers “Recipro Burst!”
You are propelled backwards rapidly, the gym surrounding you flashing by in a blur, the only thing you're able to see clearly is the dark glint in Tenya’s eyes and the zealous grin on his lips. You try to activate your quirk to counter his momentum, but it’s futile, he is pushing you backwards so quickly you can’t manipulate any of the air whizzing past you. Your back is suddenly pinned to the back wall of the gym, Tenya’s large hands holding your slender wrists to the concrete wall. He places a muscular thigh between your legs so his left knee is pressed to the wall as well - he has you completely immobilized. Both of your chests are heaving, your faces no more than three inches from one another. You don’t know what possesses you but you smash your lips to his, desperate to close the miniscule gap between you.
Tenya’s body stiffens in shock for a moment before he opens his mouth, snaking his tongue past your lips. You wrench your hands from his grip, placing one on the back of his neck and tangling the other in the mess of his navy hair. You didn’t expect the class rep to be such an amazing kisser, but when he catches your bottom lip between his teeth you can’t contain the soft moan that escapes you. Tenya swallows your noises and begins to pull away. Your lips hungrily follow after him, but you’re stopped when one of his calloused hands rests on your neck with just enough force to hold you in place. 
“Such public displays of desire are unbecoming of future heroes, Y/N. Come to my room this evening and we can finish this privately.” And with that, Tenya separates himself from you completely, already settling into a stance that signals he is ready to continue sparring.    
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imagine-loki · 6 years
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Daughters of Mischief
TITLE:  Daughters of Mischief CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: 6/? AUTHOR:  whisperriddle ORIGINAL IMAGINE:  Imagine being the adoptive mother to two powerful  (and mischievous) teenaged witches. One day you answer the door to meet a man (Loki) claiming to be the girls’ father, come to take them home with him. You all go to Asgard to sort out the twins’ custody, and at first Loki’s convinced they’d be better off with him because he doesn’t see how any adoptive parent could possibly love them as much as he could (thanks Odin), but the more he sees you interact with them the more he realises he was wrong. The more he sees how much you care about his daughters and how good a mother you are, the more he falls for you, until finally he asks to court you and, at the girls’ urging, you accept.
RATING:  Teen NOTES/WARNINGS:  None
Part 1; Part 2; Part 3; Part 4; Part 5
The morning that the four of them were meant to go riding together, Loki called them to his rooms for breakfast. Both Jenny and Mary were incredibly excited for the day ahead of them, but Lilly was nervous. She felt like there was a knot in the pit of her stomach. She didn’t know if it was a bad feeling, or a good one.
The last date Lilly had been on was before the girls were adopted, and even though there were plenty of men that tried to win Lilly’s affection, but she was never as interested in them as she was in Loki.
After getting past his grumpy side and enjoying dinner with him, she started to see him as someone she could get close to. Someone that she wanted in the role of “father” for her girls.
The girls were both dressed in riding clothes, nearly identical copies of one another. Mary had her black hair braided to the left, and Jenny had it braided to the right, that was the biggest indication of the difference between the two, and when Loki saw them, Lilly couldn’t help but laugh at his obvious confusion.
“I know it’s hard to tell the two apart,” Lilly said once the girls had settled in, “but they do have quite different mannerisms. You’ll learn to pick them up once you’ve known them for a while. For instance, Jenny’s the more talkative one. She also has her ears pierced. Mary refused to get her’s done when she was ten, and she never told me that she wanted to get them done. Also, Mary’s got the shorter hair.” 
Loki nodded, looking over to the girls as they poked around his sitting room. They admired the books, especially the ones that had traces of magic within them. As they sat down for breakfast, the two girls asked Loki about the trip they would be taking. 
“Where is it that we’re going exactly?” Jenny asked, taking a bite of what looked like oatmeal. Loki leaned forward and said, “There are trails in the woods around the western side of the palace. Odin would take Thor and myself riding when we were children, there are plenty of stops we can make along the way to the picnic area. Waterfalls, clearings, even some caves.” 
The girls’ eyes lit up at the thought of such an adventurous day ahead of them, and Lilly smiled. It was good to see the girls interacting positively with the man that was their father. 
Breakfast was short, the girls eager to get out onto their horses, and when the four of them got to the stables, they were equipped with their own horses. 
“Marilyn, Jennifer, meet your steeds, Eira and Dhyna. They’re sisters as well. Not twins, but very close in age. Their mother was a very good mare. My steed is Falhofner. And your mother will be riding Ylara.” 
The girls chose their respective horses, Mary picking Dyhna, who appeared to be a docile mare with brown spots adorning her tan coat. Jenny mounted Eira, who’s black coloring matched the girl’s hair. Loki gracefully, and Lilly wasn’t sure how, but smoothly mounted Falhofner while one of the stable boys had to help hoist Lilly onto Ylara, who she felt was anxious to get out of the stable. 
Loki led the girls out of the stable and towards the western side of the castle where a large gate was situated with guards standing beside it. When the two golden-armored men caught sight of Loki, they bowed their heads. 
“Your Highness.” One addressed Loki as the four of them passed through the now open gate into a lush green forest. 
It was easy for Lilly to see the path Loki mentioned, there was a clearly warn down path in the dirt, and Lilly didn’t have to direct Ylara very much to get her to follow the path, as if her mare had ridden it her entire life. And for all Lilly knew, perhaps she had. 
“Now, just up ahead there is a pond, it’s filled with fish and toads and other little creatures. A small stream flows to it and fills it when it’s low on water, but it’s where the stream leads to that’s one of the best parts of the trip today.” Loki told the girls as they passed a small opening where she could see a small, circular pond with cattails and lily pads covering a majority of it’s surface. 
They traveled a handful of minutes further down the trail before they came to a wider opening, the trees clearing out and giving way to the expansive sky and a very large cliff like structure. 
From the top of the cliff, there was a roaring waterfall which Lilly couldn’t help but admire for it’s otherworldly beauty. 
“My mother liked to come out here with me when I was learning to control my own magic. I’d like to bring you girls out here to do the same thing once you’ve gone through some of the basic lessons about your magic.” The girls led their horses closer to the water and Mary hopped off, walking to the water that formed at the base of the waterfall. 
The water looked very clear, perhaps the clearest water that Lilly had ever seen. Jenny joined her sister and inspected the water while Loki watched. He noted that Lilly wasn’t as sure on Ylara as the girls were on their horses, so he stayed beside her. 
He rounded Falhofner to Lilly’s left, pausing beside her to watch the girls. 
“They’re so happy here,” Lilly said as she watched the girls splash each other in the water, “I can only imagine their frustration at having to return to schooling, whether it’s here or back on Earth. We haven’t had this much family time in years.” 
Loki watched the girls, who had taken their boots off and were wading around in the ankle-deep water, picking up shining blue rocks from the magic of the waterfall. 
“Lilly,” Loki started, waiting until she looked at him to continue, “I am sorry for how I acted when you first arrived. I’m glad you’re here, actually. You know more about the twins than I do, and having you here to help me is incredibly helpful. For both me and the girls. And… I do realize they need their mother in their lives, so if you would, I’d like you to stay here, with us, while the girls finish their education here.” 
Lilly took a second to think. Staying with them, here, on an alien planet. No mortgage, no job. No parent teacher conferences. Lilly had a few friends, but they were mostly the parents of the girls that Mary and Jenny had sleepovers with. 
The girls. Lilly thought. They would have the make the decision to stay if they actually wanted to. And Lilly would follow with what they wanted. 
Loki could see that she was thinking quite hard about his request for her to stay and quite frankly, it worried him that she was going to say no. 
“If the girls say yes, then we’ll stay. But we’ll have to collect some of our things from the house. I’ll have to sell it-”
“You wouldn’t. We could keep up the house and maintain the payment for it. You could have it for a vacation home to return to if you felt homesick, or the girls wanted to go.” 
“Well… we’ll figure it out when the girls give us an answer.” Lilly said as the girls rejoined them on their horses. 
The rest of the trip was quick to the large clearing where there was already a blanket set up and food already set. The girls chatted with Loki about school back on Earth and Lilly smiled at the thought of the four of them staying to become some sort of family here. 
Once the four were finished with their picnic, they sat on the blanket and watched Loki perform some of his magic. He showed the girls his ability to clone himself, which Mary joked that they already had a clone of one another, so what’s the point. 
He showed them how he could transform into different animals, including a large black wolf that frightened Lilly a bit. He showed them the green magic that they had seen at the house, and how he could make shapes out of it and let it dance around with the wind. 
As the sun was about to set, the four of them mounted their horses and made their way back to the palace. Mary and Jenny decided it would be a good idea to race their horses back to the stable, so Lilly and Loki were left to head back together. 
“Thank you for today, Loki,” Lilly said as they approached the gates of the palace. “It made them happy.” 
“I’d do anything for them, and I know you would too,” they deserve happiness. 
They left their horses in the stable for the stable hands to clean and feed and Loki walked with Lilly back to her room in a comfortable silence. When they got to the door to the shared rooms, Loki took Lilly’s hand. 
“Thank you for trusting me with them, thank you for giving me a chance,” he brought her hand to his lips and placed a short kiss on the back of her hand. Lilly felt her face heat up and she smiled shyly at Loki. 
When he let go of her hand, Lilly leaned forward and placed a kiss on his cheek. When she pulled back, she noticed his eyes were a bit wide, shocked that she would do something like kiss his cheek. 
“Good night, Loki,” Lilly said as she disappeared into the apartment. 
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qqueenofhades · 6 years
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the tangled web of fate we weave: xv
HAPPY GARCY DEATHDAY, REDUX! Anyway, sorry for the slight delay in updating, as I had to get the plot bunnies in order, but we are back and I am Very Excited. A little something to tide us over until we perish tonight.
part xiv/AO3.
It says something about the succeeding insanity of the situations that Lucy Preston has found herself in that her first reaction to this – to Flynn apparently letting slip that he knows all this because some future version of herself told him, and in fact did a lot more than talking to judge from that hickey – is muted and unsettled shock, but not outright denial or disbelief. It almost makes a sordid sense, so far as that word can be applied to anything that involves time travel and multiple selves and the other stuff that she has accepted in an academic way as in fact being involved with this, but has not yet had to actually wrap her head around. She knows at once he’s not lying, or at least if he is, it’s because he himself believes it’s the truth. They stare at each other for a succeeding excruciating moment. Then Lucy finally says, “I told you. I told you. As in, my future self, who you met just before that trip to Pennsylvania. I somehow turned up from some unspecified moment in – in what? The Tardis? The DeLorean? What? – to tell you that Rittenhouse had a time machine. Is that it?”
Flynn blows out a breath. “Do you remember the conversation we had at the hotel in Philadelphia that night?”
“I… yes.” Lucy’s cheeks go somewhat warm, as she recalls that it mostly involved her shouting at him for being a stubborn, elusive jackass. Which, strictly speaking, is all true, but she should try to remember specifics. “You said that you’d had second thoughts about coming to see me at Stanford that day, decided to walk away, and – and give it up, or do it yourself. But that you changed your mind. That was why you came back, and went through with the original plan.”
“Essentially. Yes.” Flynn is clearly still not comfortable talking about this, but he glances at her with a certain raw, tender urgency. “But I didn’t change my mind. You did. You – came, you wouldn’t tell me from when or how, you didn’t tell me much. You said I couldn’t give up the hunt, and that you – meaning your younger self, I assume – would understand one day. That was why I went back. To you.”
“Jesus.” Lucy scrubs both hands over her face. She remembers being baffled and exasperated by Flynn’s bizarre behavior, the way he kept staring at her and/or would barely look at her, insisted on sleeping on the floor, gave only evasive or partial answers. Well, she supposes that meeting a future version of her and learning that time travel is real is a pretty good excuse, as excuses go. She feels obliquely bad for being so frustrated at him, though obviously this is not an explanation that ever would have occurred to her (or most people outside of padded cells). “So that’s why you’ve kept at it? This – this whole time?”
“More or less.” Flynn returns his attention to the ceiling. “Yes. I knew what the consequences would be if I stopped, if I just sat back and let them win, and I. . . I wasn’t going to do that. What would you do, if the fate of the entire world might be in your hands, and you were the only person who knew? What, just give up? With what I’ve learned about these bastards, about what they want to do and what they’ve already done? I don’t know if I’ve done anything, but I know even less that I can afford to stop.”
Lucy is at a complete loss for how to answer that. She’s not sure she should even try. This man, who goes in and out of her life at highly significant intervals and never leaves things exactly the same as when he came, has been single-handedly fighting a shadowy evil organization for at least two years. As he says, he’s been the only soldier in the war, and he’s doing it in some part because he trusted her – some version of her, some mysterious older self that she may or may not grow up into – absolutely when she apparently told him that it was one they couldn’t afford to lose. Does this mean she starts fighting it as well, Lucy wonders? And does she do it because this happened, this circularity of causation that will give you a headache trying to figure it out – in other words, if you do something because your future self told you to do it, where does the idea originate from? Does it matter? Theoretically, perhaps, she could choose to ignore this information and carry on as normal. But she’s also not sure that, in a way altogether separate from the extraordinary and impossible elements of the whole thing, that she could.
“So you believed this?” she asks at last. “When I – when I told you?”
“Not at first,” Flynn says, entirely reasonably. “You… convinced me.”
Lucy wants to ask again what kind of convincing took place, even if she can, frankly, guess. It is a weird and obnoxious feeling to be jealous of yourself, that’s for sure. “And that was enough for you?”
Flynn shrugs, not quite meeting her eyes. “Looks like it, wouldn’t you say?”
Lucy opens her mouth again, then shuts it hard enough to hear her teeth click. This man. This utterly idiot, frustrating, dense, dysfunctional, dedicated, ridiculous man has been fighting all of time and space for two years, never thought it was worth telling her, and might have carried on to God knows what end, on her word? Sure, future-self and all that, but still her, in some impossible, unquantifiable way. That is a singular, and almost terrifying, level of trust and adoration and devotion. She does, then. She owns his soul, and always has. All she has to decide is what to do with it now.
There is another fraught, catching moment as they look at each other, the heat sparking again despite what they have (finally) just done, at least in part. Lucy knows all the conventional-wisdom, smart-girl things about not jumping into a new relationship on the night you literally broke up your last one, with a guy who might have been about to propose again if things were different. But honestly, Noah (at least the second time around) was never a real relationship. She always found some reason to hold him at arm’s length, not wanting to let him go and not wanting to be alone but also not really wanting him any closer. She and Flynn have spent years – almost ten, at this point – missing each other, whether by their own volition or someone else’s. Come and gone, ships passing in the night, stars just missing the other’s orbits. So much time may remain, if what Flynn is saying is true (and as impossible as it sounds, she knows it is), but that doesn’t mean Lucy can take it for granted. And at last, well. She doesn’t want to do a damn thing besides this.
She leans forward. Still almost timidly, expecting to be pushed away somehow, rejected.  God knows Flynn has a bad track record with handling her other attempts to make moves on him, even though you’d think that getting to third base would change that. But it’s the truth, it’s the truth, it feels like a giant iron band around her chest that has been there for years and years has finally unlocked and let go. It’s this. It is. Her and him.
Flynn’s hand floats up shyly to cup her cheek, as their noses brush, then their foreheads. She can feel his pulse tripping in his fingers, and realizes that he is as scared as she is, if not more. But likewise, he can no longer pretend he wants anything but this, and always has.
They kiss lightly and tenderly as a melting snowflake for half a moment more, and then it turns ferocious. They clutch hold of each other’s heads, fingers twisting in their hair, his hands almost engulfing her ears, as he pulls her toward her and she climbs into his lap, straddling him. His hands leave her face and run down her shoulders, her sides, her hips, settling her on top of him, grinding hard between her legs. Earlier was gentleness and disbelief and care and worship, and that was what they needed then, but this is different. The choice has now been made, the key has been turned, and what’s left is only hunger.
Lucy almost rips the Wonder Woman T-shirt getting it off her head, and Flynn’s hands are shaking almost too hard to stop as he shucks his undershirt. Lucy can still feel the faint tremor in them when they come up to cup her breasts, as she goes to hands and knees atop him and shudders as his callused fingers continue their exploration down her spine, to the waistband of her pajama pants. He pauses. “Lucy, do you want – ”
“Yes.” Lucy finds his insistence on her control and consent very arousing, has only begun to think of the ways she might enjoy that in more intimate fashions, but right now, he is the only thing she wants, and she can’t stand to wait another minute. “Yes. Yes. Yes.”
He closes his eyes as if hearing a prayer, or offering an unspoken one of his own. They squirm around to get the pajama pants, and his boxers, off, and he rubs a thumb lightly between her legs, still a bit wet from his earlier attentions. Then he lifts her atop him and nudges at her entrance, as Lucy reaches down to grasp hold of him and guide him. She half wonders if she needs to, since after all, he’s the one who knows what (or rather who) he is doing here. There is something exquisitely delicious about the fact that your partner already knows your body, has been with you before and knows what feels right and what you like, but it’s all new for you. She can relax and know that it’s going to be good, trust him in a way that she never has on the first time with a guy before, and it’s dizzying.
Flynn swears as he slips into her, a few maddening inches, and Lucy wraps her arms around his neck, pressing his face into her shoulder, both of them breathing in raw, open-mouthed gasps. He turns his head, roughing his lips against hers – too harsh and hungry to be a kiss, exactly, but she returns it with the same savage, thorough need. He continues to ease into her, pushing her solidly apart as she whimpers and rolls her hips to adjust the fit and take him deeper, until he settles. Both of them swear this time. She feels almost drunk.
“Lucy,” Flynn whispers hoarsely. Out of all the words he knows, in all the languages, it seems to be the only one he can recall. “Lucy.”
Lucy answers by clenching around him, a few slick quick clutches, and tangling her arms tighter around his neck. He remains where he is beneath her for a moment longer, then comes up like a hurricane and rolls her over, pushing her into the pillows on her back, legs sprawled open. He grips onto her thigh with one hand, tangles his other into hers, and pushes it above her head, bending her up into him for an extremely thorough drag and thrust on every single nerve inside her. He moves like a summer thunderstorm, hot and bright and rattling the heavens as the downpour comes down. Washes everything, everyone, clean.
(She can’t stand it, she can’t stand it, and yet. It is all she needs, and more.)
(They get almost no sleep that night whatsoever.)
Finally, having dozed off in a sated stupor near dawn, tangled in the sweaty sheets with Lucy’s head nuzzled on Flynn’s chest, his arms wrapped around her as she lies nearly atop him (he still barely notices her weight, apparently), they are re-awoken to the inconvenient and burdensome fact of reality. They did it three times last night (three and a half, if you count the opening warmup) and while they are giggly and flushed and flirty and can barely keep their hands off each other, they cannot go on acting like sex-crazed bonobo monkeys forever. (In their defense, Lucy thinks, it’s been a very long dry spell.) There’s still Wyatt, and Flynn’s end of the deal, and whatever else is going to happen with the two of them now. This doesn’t feel like it’s going to end like it usually does, with Flynn abruptly pissing off into oblivion and never even bothering to send a goddamn text, but it also means that hard choices will have to be made. Is he still dedicated to the Rittenhunt? Is she willing to possibly change or sacrifice her entire life to join him?
They wake up slowly, pleasantly sore in unused places, and when Lucy steps into the crappy hotel shower, she thinks it’s lucky that her clothes will cover most of this. She couldn’t look more well-fucked if she tried, and there’s a lingering afterglow that will settle in her chest like an ember and burn for a while. She can’t hope the goofy, giddy smile that keeps flickering to her lips. God, she just – she feels good.
She dries off and gets dressed, goes out, and promptly gets distracted with kissing Flynn good morning, running both hands up his arms and wrapping them around his neck again, unable to get enough of finally being allowed to touch him in the way she wants. This nearly leads to round four on the bed, but he finally groans and tears his mouth away from hers, very unwillingly. “Lucy, we need to get going.”
“Later, then?” Lucy sits up and reluctantly buttons her half-undone blouse. She then glances at the clock and has a mild panic attack to shock her out of her present state of acute nymphomania. She needs to get to Stanford for her morning class in under forty minutes, and she can’t roll in looking like – well, you know what she looks like. She jumps up, rushes to do her makeup and throw everything back into her suitcase, and they head out. She remembers just in time that they don’t have a car, since Flynn ditched the stolen laundry truck right before the world’s most ill-advised mugging attempt last night, and her own is still back at Noah’s. God, now there’s a reunion she really does not want to have. Dumps him just last night, then turns up having clearly hit a three-run homer with the guy he’s always known (accurately) was bad news? Noah does not deserve that.
They can get public transit, but it’s clear Lucy is not going to make it in time for class, and she phones the department and asks if they can let her students know that due to unexpected circumstances, she can’t make it today. If she knows undergraduates, they won’t mind in the least, and though this might be the smallest of her professional responsibilities she ends up having to shirk, she still feels a pang of guilt. Flynn, looking at her, smiles wryly. “I promise I’ll get you back for the afternoon.”
It takes a while, but they manage to do this. Lucy double-checks Noah’s schedule on her phone, prays that he has not switched shifts again, and gives Flynn her keys, so he can go retrieve her car while Noah is at work. They kiss again before Flynn leaves to do this, and as Lucy is hurrying into the history building with a hopeless smile on her face, she runs into her friend and department colleague, Eleanor Renshaw, who raises both eyebrows at her. “Someone had a really good night, huh?”
“I…” Lucy coughs, cheeks going pink. “It was all right. Honestly, it started out terrible.”
“Mm-hmm.” Eleanor glances sidelong at her and lowers her voice. “That wasn’t Noah dropping you off, though. It’s none of my business, but… everything okay?”
“It’s…” Yes, Lucy is in fact going to use the word complicated here, however risibly inadequate. “It’s complicated. Noah and I… kind of broke up. The – the other guy, I – we – we’ve known each other for a while. Don’t say anything about this to anyone, all right? It’s not really something I want to be asked about at the water coolers. It’s new. We haven’t exactly figured anything out.”
“Sure.” Eleanor is a good enough friend that she will do as promised, and as she glances at Lucy again, she smiles wryly. “You know, I haven’t seen you looking this happy in – well, the entire time I’ve known you, pretty much. Who is this new – well, old new guy?”
“Later. I’ll fill you in, I promise.” Lucy isn’t sure if she will or not, since this still seems like a delicate soap bubble and poking it or prodding it in any way will cause it to vanish. “I already missed my morning class, I gotta make some of my photocopies.”
Eleanor nods, agrees that she has a totally fascinating book on regional differences in thirteenth-century French Gothic manuscripts to get back to, and waves Lucy down the hall to her office. Once she has shut the door and glanced around, just in case, Lucy boots up her computer and opens the local San Francisco news sites. Sure enough, there’s a story on several of them that Wyatt Logan, U.S. army sergeant, has been arrested for the attempted break-in at Mason Industries, and is also dealing with the tragic disappearance of his wife, Jessica. If the public knows anything, they are certainly urged to come forward. Looks like there are already several crowd-funding campaigns started on Wyatt’s behalf. Figures.
Lucy looks at Wyatt’s booking photo in the article, can hear Flynn asking sarcastically how Wyatt will look in his mugshot, and thinks that she almost can’t stand the sad, empty stare in his eyes. The articles have noted that police are not currently looking for anyone else connected to the break-in, so Wyatt must have held up his end of the deal and lied convincingly that it was all on him, he forced anyone else spotted on the security footage to help him out. That’s a pretty big show of trust, whether in Lucy or just out of desperation to find his wife (funnily enough, Lucy doesn’t get the feeling it was about trusting Flynn). He’ll probably be released with no charges, since as noted, public sympathy is already on his side. But what life does he get to go back to either? All of them are changing, are losing, are getting little (or large) pieces chipped out of them. Can’t Rittenhouse just stop?
Lucy sits back in her chair with a frown and closes the sites. She has wondered why Flynn didn’t just try to blow up the time machine, though even he might have trouble smuggling in enough nitroglycerin and/or industrial fertilizer and/or TNT and/or anything else that goes boom, to totally take out Mason Industries and everything in it. You’d also hope that the prospect of massive property damage and multiple collateral casualties would be enough to give him pause, though she honestly can’t say for sure. There was also what he said, two years ago when he left, that there’s no guarantee he would take out the tech to stop them from just building another one, when they haven’t even invented all of it yet. But is there also a hesitation in that if he destroys the time machine for good, it’s possible that the other one won’t be invented? The other her, the older her, sometime in the future, won’t be able to use it, to find him, to tell him about Rittenhouse and whatever else. He will walk away on that night instead of returning and going to Philadelphia with her, they will never see each other again, and none of this will happen.
A chill goes down Lucy’s spine at the thought. History has always seemed so solid, so immutable, so reassuring. Yes, you can argue yourself blue in the face about the interpretations, but the events themselves aren’t up for grabs. The idea that all of it could change, could blow apart under her feet like an unstable river bank – that this could center around them, around him, around her – is absolutely horrifying in a way that the human mind, obviously, has never been equipped to comprehend. How does she not screw this up? Flynn clearly did not want to unduly influence her choice in any way, pushed her away, kept her at a careful distance so it didn’t look like he was manipulating her or forcing her into being around him if she didn’t want to be. Fate vs. free will – was she always going to be destined to do this, and it didn’t matter if Flynn tried to make it happen or not? Or… or what?
Lucy is a historian, not a quantum physicist or a theologian, and her brain hurts, as well as wanting to explode with anxiety, when she thinks about this. She gathers up her armload of assigned readings and takes them to the photocopier, runs them out, and trucks off to afternoon class. It’s not the most scintillating lecture she’s ever given on nineteenth-century American social reform, perhaps, but whatever.
When it’s finished, she packs her stuff up in her bag, reminds herself that she still needs to send the final cover for the book off to UChicago, and wonders where exactly she’s living now. She goes out to the faculty parking lot and shifts anxiously from foot to foot, scanning the drive for any sight of her car. Is Flynn here? Is he coming back? He is coming back, right? He didn’t leave again, did he? Nothing went wrong with getting said car, right? Did Noah catch him and decide to yell? Not really his style, of course, but –
At last, just as Lucy is on the verge of melting down, she sees her Kia turn in (she got rid of the crap Honda now that she has an adult job) and pull up to the curb, flashing its lights at her. She expels a shuddering breath of relief and goes to open the passenger door, unable to resist glancing in first to make sure it’s actually Flynn and not yet another Rittenhouse kidnapping attempt (two is plenty, thanks). But it is, and she crawls in, throws her bag in the back, and kisses him again, just to be sure. “Everything go okay back at the house?”
Flynn shrugs. “Fine. Noah wasn’t there. And since we’re not going back to the roach motel, I’ve found a short-stay apartment for us until we can work out something a little more permanent. I’ve paid the deposit and the first month’s rent, my name there is Alexander Kovac. It’s not as nice as where you were living with Noah, but – ” He stops, clearly trying to act nonchalant, as if her answer doesn’t matter to him. “I mean, if you don’t want to, of course. As I said, it’s short-term. But for now – ”
If he wasn’t driving, Lucy would have kissed him again. Instead, she takes his hand off the gearshift and squeezes it. “It’s fine,” she says. “I’m sure it’s fine. But you – with Rittenhouse. Are you planning to go back to that?”
“I…” Flynn blows out a breath. “I’m thinking about it. I don’t know that I can let it go permanently. I’ve managed to uproot and expose a few useful parts of their operation, and I don’t think they’ll overlook that. I can’t promise that we’re entirely free of the possibility that they’ll come after us again. But you’ve been living here for two years without me, and you haven’t seen hide or hair of them?”
“No.” Lucy, as ever, wants desperately to believe that they’re gone, but can’t quite go that far. “But if I’m living with you – ”
“That’s what I’m afraid of.” Flynn changes lanes. “That I’ll be a beacon drawing them down on you, the way I was before. If you don’t want to risk – ”
“I’ve spent enough of my life trying not to risk things,” Lucy says, quietly but very firmly. “I don’t know what’s going to happen either, Garcia. But I want to do this with you.”
Flynn’s hands clench on the wheel. A restrained sigh shudders through him, as if all the toil and danger and uncertainty of these last two years, the two years she still barely knows anything about and likely never will, has been vindicated in that. He glances at her, sharp profile painted half in shadow from the freeway lights. “I,” he says, stops, and starts again. “So do I. So do I.”
Rufus has been tying himself in knots trying to decide if he should report the “robbery.” At least, more or less as Eastern European Enema promised (not one of Rufus’s finer alliterations, perhaps, but that bastard was definitely a pain in the ass), Jiya was horrified and volubly sympathetic to his “ordeal,” so their date actually does not end in complete disaster. As they walk back to the hotel, she’s urging him to file a report and tell Connor and whatever else, all of which makes Rufus’s stomach writhe. He can’t file a report since he didn’t really get robbed, it won’t help anyway, the last thing he wants to do is fess up to Connor that he betrayed his trust like this, and he feels eminently unworthy of Jiya’s sympathy and pity. After all, he’s lying to her too, rather than admitting he just let some mysterious terrorist basically have free rein back at Mason Industries. He can barely look at her as he mumbles that it was fun, maybe again sometime, and bolts back to his own room.
Rufus muddles through the welcome dinner that night in complete distraction, doesn’t sleep a wink, and finally gets up before his alarm at ass o’clock the next morning (he’s a software programmer, his natural circadian rhythm means he goes to bed around three AM and likes to wake up around eleven, though this has had to be adjusted to the demands of a job). Connor will be down in the hotel gym, working out before a busy day of meetings and events, and Rufus doesn’t care if it gets him in trouble. He has to do the right thing and come clean before it snowballs even more than it already has. What’s-his-face probably just raced to the airport and jumped straight on a flight; with the eight-hour time change in reverse, he could have gotten into San Francisco in time to do something at Mason Industries last night. He definitely wouldn’t be lollygagging, that’s for sure. Rufus has spent most of the night neurotically refreshing news apps on his phone, and he can’t live this way.
He takes a deep breath, and tells himself that he could get suspended, but Connor probably – probably – isn’t going to fire him. They have known each other too long, and Connor has sponsored him every step of the way. He’s not gonna be pleased, obviously, but he might understand why Rufus did it. He has to.
Rufus clenches his sweaty palms, goes out of his room, and takes the elevator (lift) down to the gym. Sure enough, Connor is inside, pedaling away on an exercise bike and watching the flat-screen TV with his headphones in, and Rufus looks around for any other six-o’-clock-AM psychotic exercise aficionados that they might be disrupting. Coast clear, for the moment. He swipes his key card to let himself in, and makes a beeline for the bike.
Connor plucks out one earphone, looking bemused. “Well, Rufus. Good morning to you too. I must say, I didn’t expect to see you just yet. Everything all right?”
“No,” Rufus blurts out. “No. Connor, we need to talk. Right away.”
Mason frowns, letting the whirl of the pedals come to a halt. “Oh? You did seem rather distracted at the dinner last night. I thought your little day out with Jiya went well.”
“She didn’t – she didn’t tell you what happened?”
“No.” Mason cocks his head. “Rufus, what on earth is going on?”
Rufus feels as if he’s standing in a white-hot spotlight of shame, but there’s nothing for it. Stammering and barely able to get the words out at points, he tells Connor what happened yesterday at Covent Garden. And what, thanks to him, is probably happening at home.
Connor is quiet for a moment after Rufus finishes, at a forgivable loss for words. He considers. Then he demands, “Garcia Flynn? Garcia Flynn did this?”
“What?” Rufus swears that name is familiar, though he can’t think why. “He never told me his name, he just looked like your standard-issue Eastern European baddie, but – ”
“Oh no, I’m quite sure it was Flynn.” Mason takes the towel off the handlebars of the bike and mops his face with it. “Your description is quite vivid and unmistakable. Suffice it to say, some of my. . . professional colleagues have been keeping an eye on him for a while, or at least trying. He’s been off the grid and deep undercover for the past several years, and unfortunately, he is very good at it. We’ve had a few brief leads, but nothing solid. So you’re telling me you had a nice coffee with the person of most interest to our entire operation, who could kill this crucial and groundbreaking scientific project dead in the water, and let him into the laboratory?”
Rufus cringes. “I’m – I’m sorry, Connor, I – I just – ” He trails off. Exonerating himself feels cheap, and he doesn’t feel like he deserves it. “He threatened Jiya.”
Connor blows out a jaded-sounding breath, as if this is why workplace romances are, generally speaking, a bad idea. “Yes, well. He would. I don’t suppose it’s entirely your fault, he’s frightened a lot more powerful people than you. But if he got a chance to – bloody hell, what? Oh bugger. One moment, Rufus, please.”
With that, he fishes his buzzing phone out of the bike cupholder, looks at it, and frowns. Answers, paces to the corner of the gym, and has an intense, low-voiced conversation that looks serious. Rufus tries not to eavesdrop, while telling himself that if he does overhear something, he can’t be blamed, but he can’t make out anything anyway. Finally Connor hangs up and comes striding back. “Well. I just got a call from home that someone did in fact break into Mason Industries last night. They have a suspect in custody and are asking questions, but it doesn’t appear as if anything was permanently damaged. We may have miraculously skated this time, but – ”
“What?” Rufus’s heart feels as if it’s about to burst out of his chest. “Flynn?”
“No, actually.” Mason raises an ironic eyebrow. “Wyatt Logan.”
“Him?” Rufus, to say the least, did not see that coming. Is it remotely possible that Flynn went to all that trouble to stick him up, crash his date, and steal his ID badge and keys, possibly ruining his romantic and professional lives, to just. . . not pull off his heist? Is it too much to ask that he got busted by Border Patrol on his way either out of the UK or into the US? But even if it might be a momentary relief that Rufus has not actually been responsible for destroying everything, this is still a very confusing and not necessarily reassuring development. “Why the hell would Wyatt Logan break in? Still bitter that you wouldn’t talk to him from – what, two years ago?”
“I don’t know.” Connor’s tone remains light, but Rufus sees a brief shadow cross his brow. “You don’t suppose they’re working together, do you? Flynn and Logan? I daresay it would be much easier for Logan to get off on these charges than it would for Flynn. If the. . . police get their hands on him, he’s not reappearing any time soon.”
“Wyatt and Flynn in cahoots?” Anything is possible, Rufus supposes, but he still has a hard time picturing that. “So Flynn stole my stuff and gave it to Wyatt to use? I didn’t really get the sense that he was big into delegating.”
“Who knows,” Connor remarks, “but clearly, there remains a great deal to sort out. I don’t really want to cancel this trip, there are a number of high-profile events that I’ve spent a long time setting up, but considering what’s at stake – ”
“I’ll go.” It’s out before Rufus has time to think about it, and he’s likewise been looking forward to the trip, but this is at least partially his fault, even if Connor seems to accept that Garcia Flynn is an absolutely pants-shittingly terrifying dude and has intimidated far more worthy opponents than a shy tech geek. Besides, he wants to curl up and die every time Jiya looks at him sympathetically, since he’s done the exact opposite of earning that, and he needs to make this right somehow. “If you can just move up my return ticket, I’ll leave today, I’ll head back to the Bay Area and handle all of this for you. I understand if you don’t want to trust me, since I messed it up before, but please, Connor. I feel like I should.”
The older man studies him for a long moment, eyes unreadable. Then he says, “That is quite noble of you, Rufus, I’ll give you that. But are you sure you – ”
“I don’t know.” Rufus doesn’t know what exactly Mason was going to say next – sure you can handle it? That you know what to do? That you won’t arrive in the middle of an even bigger mess? – but either way, the answer is the same. “But I have to try.”
After a final pause, Mason nods once. “Very well,” he says, and reaches for his phone. “Do be careful, won’t you?”
Several calls later, making quick arrangements on his behalf, Rufus has been picked up by the car service and is headed right back to Heathrow for another long-ass transatlantic flight. He sits in the back and watches the grey city go by, unable even to text Jiya some kind of apology, because of course Flynn stole his phone. This has not been among a banner few days of his life, that’s for damn sure, and his head chases itself in anxious circles. Nothing about this situation makes any sense. Is Flynn still out there, planning a second break-in while everyone’s distracted with Wyatt? False flag, decoy attempt, and then the jaws actually clap shut? They might not be out of the woods yet. He doesn’t know.
Rufus gets onto the plane (first class, priority boarding, Connor has paid for all the bells and whistles, since it’s just pocket change for him) and while he thinks he won’t, ends up sleeping for most of the eleven-hour flight, to make up for missing it all last night. He is, however, disoriented as hell when they touch down in San Francisco, since it’s barely past noon, his body isn’t sure whether it’s eight o’clock at night or he’s just woken up in the morning, and whether it wants to run in any useful way or not. Rufus collects his bag, guzzles an industrial quantity of Starbucks, picks up his car from the valet lot, and blearily prepares to drive to Mason Industries and sort out what the white-people hell is going on.
When he gets there and informs the police detectives that he’s been sent as attaché for Connor, they reassure him that the situation is under control, nothing was damaged, and Mr. Logan has thus far been mostly cooperative. He did, however, have a female accomplice, as the receptionist, Tammy Westover, has verified, and while Mr. Logan has given a sworn statement that it was all his idea and he forced the woman to help him, they still want to find her for a few questions. Does Rufus have any surveillance tips or tricks for. . .?
“Wait, what?” A female accomplice? Unless Flynn put on a wig and has a hereto-unguessed and convincing passion for drag shows (Rufus would almost pay to see that), it can’t be him. “So what, you want me to just Big Brother her down for you, without a warrant or convincing proof of a crime? When that’s your job? Besides, isn’t that like, massively illegal?”
The detectives exchange a look, as if they think it’s cute he’s worried about that. (And people wonder why black folks have trust issues with the police.) After a pause, Rufus gets what they’re really after. “You’re trying to see if I had something to do with it,” he says. “I was in London the whole time, I have an alibi, I – ”
“Yes, Mr. Carlin. But we’ve heard you also misplaced your ID badge and keys recently. Lost it in a robbery, was it? That’s unfortunate.”
“I’m Mr. Mason’s representative here,” Rufus says. “I’ve talked it over with him, he knows the full account. I don’t care what time it is in London, but you can call him if you want.” He doesn’t know why this should surprise him – black man turns up trying to help the cops, quickly gets fingered as the suspect instead – but still. “I’ll wait.”
The detectives exchange more looks, but finally one of them goes to call Connor, and whatever he says must help, a bit, because the detective looks slightly more conciliatory when he returns. “Just doing our due diligence, Mr. Carlin. But by your own account, this allowed your sensitive materials to get into the hands of someone else who could have used them to gain access to the property. Is that correct?”
“Yes.” Rufus doesn’t see what good it’s going to do him to deny this. “Look, how about you let me talk to Wyatt, all right? We. . . kind of know each other, but it’s complicated. If he’s covering for Garcia Flynn somehow, I could possibly figure that out.”
More looks and low-voiced conversations, but at last the detectives seem to decide that they might as well see if either Rufus or Wyatt slips up. They leave Mason Industries in an unmarked grey Crown Victoria and drive to the jail where Wyatt is currently being held. Rufus is shown into one of the Plexiglas-box things with a telephone, sits down, and waits until the door opens on the far side. Glances up, and winces.
Wyatt Logan looks, to put it nicely, like hell. He’s dressed in prison gray, his eyes are red, his hair tousled, his face pale, and he barely notices the guard marching him along to the chair. He sits down and picks up the other phone reflexively, not even looking at who’s on the other side of the box. Then he does, and blinks. “Rufus? Rufus Carlin?”
“Yeah. Hey.” Rufus gives half a wave, which is incredibly awkward. They’re not friends, and the last time they saw each other was Wyatt leaving after the San Jose parking lot fiasco, the one Rufus secretly recorded and handed over to Connor. But Wyatt still looks like lightly warmed over dog shit, and Rufus feels genuinely bad for him. “I’d say it’s nice to see you again, but. . .”
Wyatt snorts, without any humor whatsoever. “Yeah. I get it.”
“I just. . .” There’s no way to ask this clandestinely, but he might as well. “Look. About the break-in at Mason Industries. Your accomplice – ”
“I made her do it,” Wyatt says. “I forced her to help. I’ve told them to check my call logs, it’ll show I contacted her first. It was all my fault.”
Rufus is pretty sure he’s lying, even if in a backwardly noble, self-sacrificing way. Why the hell would Wyatt do that, though? After a long pause as they stare at each other, Rufus says, “Did you get any help from Garcia Flynn?”
Wyatt stares back at him without a flicker. If that’s a poker face, it’s a good one. “Nope.”
Rufus hesitates. This isn’t an interrogation, he’s not a cop, and doesn’t want to make the actual cops’ jobs any easier for them, just on principle. He’s not gonna sit here and ask questions that Wyatt, if he’s any kind of soldier and has undergone training on how to resist giving up vital intelligence, has probably prepared his answers for. Instead, Rufus leans forward. As quietly as he can, he says, “I know you didn’t do this, Wyatt.”
Wyatt jerks, but doesn’t immediately respond. There’s another pause. Then he says, “You’re wrong. I definitely did do it. All over the security cameras. So – ”
Whatever Rufus is going to find out, it isn’t going to be like this. He holds up a wait finger, hangs up the phone, and then turns to the detectives. “I want to pay his bail.”
“Excuse me, Mr. Carlin?”
“I want to pay his bail,” Rufus repeats. “That’s still legal, right? I’ve got a well-paying tech job, I can afford it. I’m not under arrest, so. . .?”
The detectives confer and mutter and glare, but since if Mason Industries’ own consigliere doesn’t want to press charges, and is willing to charitably extend the olive branch to the perpetrator of the crime, they can’t really get around that. It takes a while, Rufus pulls out his credit card and calls his bank to expect a sizeable charge, but finally, Wyatt appears, still in handcuffs but having been allowed to change back into his own clothes. The corrections officer undoes them, there’s some stuff for them both to sign, and Wyatt is finally released on recognizance. This does not necessarily mean it’s over, but for now, he’s free to go.
They walk into the parking lot without looking at each other, and get into Rufus’s car. Rufus turns on the engine and yawns fit to crack his jaw. “Where should I take you?”
“I don’t know.” Wyatt leans back in his seat, eyes bleak. “I’m not sure it matters. I just. . . thank you. I didn’t deserve that. It was a lot of money. I’ll pay you back whatever I can afford right now, and I’ll keep it up until – ”
Rufus raises a hand. “I don’t want you to thank me,” he says. “I don’t want any of that. I’m just tired of being used by people – you and Garcia Flynn, among others – and I was making the decision on my terms. Besides, there’s things you don’t know about me, either. How about we just call it square?”
Wyatt looks at him, wary and weary and wan, then nods once. He holds out his hand, and they shake. “Just take me to a hotel,” Wyatt says. “That’d be best.”
“You know,” Rufus says. “I have a spare room, and Halo. Frankly, dude, you’re a mess. How about you stay? Just for a night, at least. We can order a pizza.”
Wyatt looks at him again, touched and startled and clearly at the end of his rope, unable to reject a simple, ordinary kindness, when the rest of his world has gone so comprehensively to hell. He starts to speak, clears his throat, and stops. Then he says only, “Okay.”
Connor Mason is working late.
Connor Mason usually is – don’t make billions of omelets without breaking an equal number of eggs, after all – but this is different. He’s been receiving sporadic updates on the situation back in San Francisco, has had to remind the bloody police not to arrest Rufus, and has a great deal more reservations than he has publicly let on. He’s been waiting for something like this to happen, even as he managed to convince himself that it wouldn’t. Told himself that Garcia Flynn was gone, the threat was over, and the time machine would be ready on schedule as Rittenhouse has made it very clear that it will be, or else. In the back of his head, Mason wonders if this is entirely a good idea, but the point is moot. He has no choice.
It’s past midnight in London, and he aimlessly turns over pieces of paper on his desk, staring at the glittering skyline. He was born and raised here, this is still home in a way. His parents immigrated to Britain from the Caribbean during the Windrush, and his mother cleaned the houses of rich Londoners for a living. It was watching her struggle with the vacuum that made young Connor want to simplify her life, to invent better ways to do all this, and he has. His success is beyond any doubt, as is his bank account. His mother (his father died some years ago) lives in plush retirement and wants for nothing at all. Now her son could buy all the houses that she cleaned, several times over. If a great deal of that has come through Rittenhouse. . . well. Omelets. Eggs.
Nonetheless, Mason is feeling anything but sleepy as he sits in the office. He might stay here all night, he’s done it before. If there’s any way to know that this is going to be over, that it was a nearly catastrophic but recoverable slip, and that he can just –
There’s a knock on the door. Once, sharp, and short. It’s not a knock that expects to have to repeat itself, or thinks it would be a wise idea if it did.
Connor looks up with a jerk. He can’t say he’s not been expecting this, but his stomach still sinks. He presses a button on the underside of his desk. “Yes?”
“Hello, Connor,” a woman’s voice says. “Burning the midnight oil?”
Mason grimaces. This is not, indeed, a visit he’s going to get away with refusing. He hesitates as long as he dares, then presses another button. The door swishes open, and Emma Whitmore strides into his office.
It’s been a while since Connor has seen her, since Emma transferred out for whatever shady reasons, and he was almost hoping he wouldn’t. Emma is a very capable pilot and a genuinely impressive woman, but she’s also terrifying, and the knowledge that she is in his organization expressly on the orders of Rittenhouse higher-ups to keep an eye on him while he builds the time machine isn’t exactly comforting. As usual, she looks as if she’s fresh off killing a man, probably literally: immaculately cut and belted grey peacoat, skintight brushed-suede trousers, and black platform heels, ginger hair in elegant curls around her face and blood-red lipstick expertly crisp despite the late hour. She’s carrying a file under her arm, and she takes a moment to good and appreciate his freezing in his chair. “Long time no see.”
“Hello, Emma.” Connor offers a weak attempt at his usual smarmy smile. “Lovely that we’re finally in the same town again, isn’t it?”
Emma shrugs. “I’ve had this on my calendar for a while, sure. Though I’ve heard you’re having a fascinating time even without me. Or was that Rufus?”
“Rufus isn’t here,” Connor says, feeling rather grateful for it. “He’s gone, he – ”
“Yes, I heard.” Emma brushes that off. “I didn’t come to talk about him, anyway. Or only indirectly. I heard that he resurfaced. Is that true?”
Where Rittenhouse is concerned these days, he can only be one person. Connor nods. “Rufus says he spoke to Garcia Flynn, yes.”
“Finally,” Emma says. “There’s been a lot of circle-jerking incompetence at finding him, while they’ve only given me totally shit jobs. Playing the damsel in distress with Wyatt Logan, now desk duty for two years while these knob-slobbing chucklefucks can’t manage something as basic as tracking down the one man who could be a real threat to us. Does nobody remember that I caught him in about five minutes the last time they let me out?”
There is a smart remark on the tip of Connor’s tongue that apparently misogyny is also a workplace problem in secret supervillain societies, but he thinks better of it – as well as pointing out that from what he’s heard, Emma also lost Flynn and his little girlfriend rather spectacularly that time as well. Instead, he manages an airy shrug. “We’re all undervalued for our real talents, aren’t we?”
“Maybe.” Emma’s green eyes gleam with catlike amusement. “Anyway, I always figured that we might end up having to wait for Flynn to show himself. Now he has, and believe me, a lot of the brass wants to just try shooting him on the spot again. But we already tried that, and it didn’t work. Besides, he’s caused us enough problems by now that just killing him isn’t going to fix that. I’ll admit he’s good at his job, but still, with the resources we have, we should have been able to stop him. But. We haven’t.”
“So what?” Mason is beginning to feel decidedly peripheral in this conversation, as well as annoyed. “What do you expect me to do? I have been assured over and over that Rittenhouse would prevent that man from interfering while I finished the work, and now I find that a cut-rate, rent-a-thug private security firm could have done a better job at keeping out this gang of cretins that insist upon sticking their noses where they don’t – ”
“Exactly,” Emma says. “They’ve failed miserably, doing it their way. Honestly, I swear I’m the only person who has the right idea of this, of what’s actually possible, how to honestly fulfill David Rittenhouse and Nicholas Keynes’ real vision.” Her face glows with a fanatic’s fervor at speaking the names. “As I said, Flynn’s resurfaced. But we don’t want him dead.”
“You. . . you don’t?” Mason is even more confused. “Rittenhouse is in the business of forgiving and forgetting now? I did not see that coming. What’s next, helping old ladies cross the street and running charity drives for disadvantaged youth?”
“You glib little prick.” Emma still seems amused. “Still the same as ever, Connor. But no. Listen carefully. We don’t want Flynn dead. We want him stalled, and we want him visible. If he goes off the grid again, that’s another two years those morons won’t be able to find him. Another solid two years of him fucking up our operations and our satellite organizations and our funding. He’s managed to do some real damage, and I am not going to sit by and let that continue. So here’s what you need to do. Pull your strings, work your magic, put the order out through all your spiderwebs and your connections and your high-tech world. Cut off all the standing orders on him. Wipe everything clean. Hack whatever you need to. Give him a clean rap sheet and a new lease on life. Make it all go away.”
“You want me to. . . solve Garcia Flynn’s difficulties with the law for him?” Mason cannot have heard right. “All this time with orders to essentially spare no extreme in taking him down for his crimes, and now you want me to just. . . erase them?”
“You heard me.” Emma smiles. “As I said. We want him to stay right where he is and to drop the hunt and to let his guard down. I have reason to think he might. I want to see him in goddamn Whole Foods shopping for olives, or out at the farmer’s market, or whatever else he might be doing if he stays in the Bay Area for a while. That keeps him away from continuing to sabotage us, and it allows us some time to fix parts of what he’s fucked up. Not everything, but that’s the beauty of it.”
A chill goes down Mason’s back. He isn’t scared of many people, but he’s very, very scared of Emma, and worse, he suspects that she has always known it. The people she works for as well, but definitely her. “Dare I ask?”
“Sure.” Emma hefts the folder onto his desk with a careless slap. “Take a look.”
Mason opens it. It appears to be newspaper articles, police reports, cell phone records, and other such material, all relating to a car crash on the Bayshore Freeway on the night of March 21, 2003. Why this would be remotely important, he can’t fathom. “What’s this?”
“Everything I could find on the accident,” Emma says. “But you need to keep digging. I want to know absolutely everything you can uncover. Legal or not, I don’t care. I want to know who so much as sneezed in a five-mile radius. You’re going to do that, and in turn, I don’t make things very difficult for you. You know all the stuff that could appear in the papers, Connor. True or false. We could throw in some illegitimate love children, corporate supply-chain scandals, laundered money – just about anything.”
Connor opens and shuts his mouth. He knows he is, to say the least, far from squeaky clean, and Rittenhouse has never been an easy bedfellow before, but that makes it starkly apparent that the gloves have not even started to come off. “I – ” he says, stops, and starts again. “I’m sure that won’t be necessary.”
“Good,” Emma says. “Make sure it isn’t. For you or for Rufus, because frankly, you can’t protect him forever.”
“Rufus doesn’t know anything about Rittenhouse.”
“Make sure it stays that way.” Emma gets to her feet. “I’ll be coming back to work in San Francisco soon, by the way. Now that we’re really getting somewhere on the machine, I want to run the new tests in person. You’ll also ensure there’s nothing. . . awkward that I might have to deal with?”
“Yes,” Mason says, rather numbly. “Of course.”
Emma smirks at him, then gets to her feet. As she starts to go, Connor finally finds his voice. “Ah – ” It sounds weak, and he has to try again. Reaches for the obsequiousness and charm, and the reflex of a man who has gotten used to solving all his problems with money. “Emma. If this is about your salary – you know I could pay you even more, don’t you? If it might, well, induce you to take a softer line or two?”
“What?” Emma scoffs. “Are you actually asking if you can buy me away from Rittenhouse with another raise? Let’s be honest, Connor. You pay me plenty. Though I’ve heard that San Francisco real estate is getting even more ludicrous, so we can talk shop when I get back. Don’t forget. March 21, 2003. Bayshore Freeway. Find it all. But you’re forgetting something.”
“Oh?” Connor doesn’t think he wants to know. “And that is?”
Emma shrugs. Standing in the doorway, she is almost entirely shrouded in shadow, except for her teeth, which flash shark-white. “I just really like this job.”
And with that, she goes.
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Session 2:  Kulches Field
WHERE WE LAST LEFT OUR HEROES
They were floating in open waters in a goblin ship, anchored in the bay, at night, with 20 kidnapped children and three goblins who were at least temporarily convinced that Amalia is their new captain.
So of course, they spend an hour and a half determining how to get into the city, because the easiest things in the world cannot actually be easy.  Why would they be?
They worried that the town guard would stop them because of their corruption, which I guess makes sense.
At least one of the older kids recommended going to the Lord Mayor, but the players were like, "Naaaah" and wanted to go to the church instead.
So they EVENTUALLY went to the church, got an escort of clergymen, retrieved the kids (and two of the goblins) from the ship, and returned to the church after collecting the portly guard who had mentioned possible corruption last time (Deputy Emerson).  They got some weird looks from the guards, and even some concerned looks from the guards, but nobody tried to stop them.
Said portly, administrative deputy told them to talk to the Lord Mayor 'cause they'd "arrested" him on the pretense that he was implicated by the goblin slavers.
So Mouvais wasn't working out in his player's eyes, so Mouvais was swapped out for a new character (they haven't levelled yet, nothing is set in stone), a...wood elf named Borris (who is actually a Firbolg SHHHH DoN'T TElL ANyONE) while at the church.  Both are sorta clergy sorta (Mouvais is technically part of a weird church organization that hunts monsters and Borris is...supposedly a priest of Ledir and Ledara but he can barely remember the names of the twin gods) so this is fine.
They end up talking to the Lord Mayor, who pays them like triple for the slaver ring thing and tells them to go help the captain of the guard, Captain Jameson, who's in one of the outlying villages (Kulches Field) protecting it from some sort of issue.  She (the Lord Mayor) believes that the Captain will be extremely helpful in rooting out the corruption of the city guard and frankly they (the adventurers) can probably solve the issue anyway.
The players return to the church for the evening, get the goblins to tell of their "crimes," and then return to the ship in the morning with the goblins.  The three goblins are told to play cards to determine who gets to be the new captain, with the suggestion that they are to sell the ship and use the money to run a business or something.
The players then row up the river in a rowboat toward the village of Kulches Field...
...Where they find a village that looks like an invading army has recently gone through, with people hustling about looking at the sky and armored soldiers wandering around to various farmsteads.  They're told there are demons attacking the village and that the Captain is at the local Watering Hole (tavern).
Information they get from the captain (a tiefling man in a breastplate with a long scar across his face):  Demons are totes attacking the town, he has too few men to cover the entire village area (mostly adjoining farmsteads), the demons in question come in groups of 4 or fewer (usually 4) and take a dozen men to handle safely, there's an adventurer who wanders into the jungle a lot that goes by the name of Renzo and won't help him with his issue (his work is more important), the chapel up the hill can house them for the evening, and the demons are coming from the direction of the jungle somewhere.
Wik has, by this point, taken two steins of ale and they all leave the tavern to find a general store.  Wik has taken the steins with him, as an FYI.
At the general store, they purchase 2 nets, a sickle for cutting through the jungle, and Borris gives Wik his light crossbow.
The owner mentions a temple or pyramid thing in the jungle that the demons might be coming from (rumors and all), and when there are further inquiries, mentions she's never seen it herself but that they might be able to find a hunter who's found it before.  She points them to the chapel and to a local hunter (Billy Bob) who might help them.
Amalia convinces Billy Bob to help the adventurers, who says he'll meet them at the chapel in the morning, and the three go to the chapel to sleep.
The chapel is dedicated to the god Altinari, who's a god of the harvest, grain, fertility, and hearth.  He's depicted as an attractive young human man with a straw hat and a pitchfork, and is usually otherwise nude.  Such a statue is in the chapel, so they got a quick introduction to Altinari, and the statue had a lovely butt (which is the first question I was asked).
They spend the night, and Billy Bob is waiting in the chapel in the morning with his shortbow, handaxe, and hunting traps.
Billy Bob leads them through the jungle, and I had each member of the party roll a percentile dice to see if they came across anything interesting, like local wildlife that would either attack them or that Billy Bob wanted to hunt, or something like that.  Their trip was uneventful, and they arrived at the pyramid.
Anyway, Billy Bob notes that the door is open, and it's never been open before, and he leaves.  The players approach the top of the pyramid to find the door has been clearly tampered with (a lot).  They find a gap in the floor, and Wik casts a jump spell to get across, holding a rope for everyone to come over.  Once everyone's over, they examine the gap in the floor and drop a light, seeing a raised platform with a circular indentation..
The party descends the staircase in the room, seeing a bunch of statues, a corpse, a slightly glowing orb of eaclite (a stone from which all magic comes in this world), and a magma mephit.
They make fairly quick work of the magma mephit, but another mephit, this time a dust mephit, appears from the orb as it flashes a bright light.  Wik analyzes the orb very quickly and determines the best way to deal with this problem is to destroy the orb, and also realizes that dust mephits are vulnerable to fire, so he fires a firebolt at the mephit, which bursts into flame.
Borris, however, isn't very smart about this, and opens the door, seeing a fuckton of gold, jewels, treasure, etc on a banquet hall table.  He rushes to where he previously saw the indentation and finds the elven inscription, "Return to this place when your cup overfloweth, and you need refreshment."
Realizing that the orb apparently isn't supposed to go into the indentation, he makes his way toward the stairs at the other end of the room.  Amalia is hot on his heels after finishing the dust mephit (another magma mephit appears by the orb, and therefore Borris) and Wik is on his way out of the room.
Borris gets aaaaaaaaall the way to the stairway before Wik gets into the room, realizes he isn't destroying the orb, and shouts to destroy the orb once again.
....Which is when there's screeching from the floor below.
I had not foreseen the first orb not being destroyed and having the party fight 4 of them at once, especially fighting their way down the staircase to get to the other orbs on top of it.  Thankfully, not what happens, but still a much more deadly experience than I was expecting.
Borris heals himself and throws the orb to Amalia, who stabs at the cracks with her rapier.  Wik finishes the orb off, and the first mephit (a magma mephit at this moment) disappears.
Borris isn't doing so hot at this point, though.  Wik and Amalia run back into the room where the first orb was originally, and Borris eventually makes it over and inside the room and they slam the door shut.
The mephits then fly out the opening to the temple, allowing the players to safely descend the staircase and destroy the orbs in the storeroom below.
Speaking of the storeroom below, they also find several more corpses and a glowing door.
It's at this time that everyone looks around for treasure.  They're extremely wary of the banquet hall's treasure, but eventually determine it is safe to take, and then they solve the puzzle/riddle thing by placing the golden cup into the indentation and fill it with wine, causing a wall to descend into the floor and giving them access to three healing potions and a scroll (of mirror image).  Wik looked at the scroll and kinda said "meh" and Borris has it atm.
They loot and loot and loot, and find one of the corpses has a spellbook detailing a lengthy ritual that involves large eaclite orbs and portals to the elemental chaos.  Wik draws over it in charcoal and tosses it.  Borris has it atm.
That's about when they knock on the glowing door.
They hear two voices respond, who make mention of their hunger and speak a magic password that dispels the arcane lock cast on the door
The two wizards gladly accept food and leave the temple peacefully (Borris talks to a bird and tells it to guide them, but just cause he can talk to birds doesn't mean he's particularly persuasive, soooo...???) Within, they see a puzzle bridge thing and a door at the other end of a chasm, aaaand that's about where we stopped
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