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#and now i have my silly little red sweatshirt and im so happy
i-like-gay-books · 1 year
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my life was literally changed by the paramore concert i don't know what to do with myself it was so good
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oikawaplssteponme · 3 years
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PART 11 | previously: part 10 | masterlist
pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x fem! reader
ratings/warnings: swearing, implied content (nothing too bad) angst (?)
synopsis: When UA’s hot heads, Katsuki Bakugou and you, are forced to put your hatred for each other aside and plan the third year Prom, things end up getting a little heated...
a/n: hi hi! so psa that im estimating that there will be about 3 more parts after this one :)) maybe more but 3 for sure :)) also i would say im sorry for the pain but im not 😚 enjoy xx
eleven: I hate you
“You snore when you sleep,” you told Bakugou. The blond was slowly starting to wake up. The two of you tangled together in the sheets of Bakugou’s bed. You turned over to look at him, his hair a complete morning mess.
“Yeah says you princess,” he groaned. His morning voice was deep and raspy. You sat up and watched as Bakugou pulled the covers back over his head. You laughed.
“It’s almost 10am explosion boy, we’ve got stuff to do.”
“Well maybe if you didn’t make me stay up so late I wouldn’t be so tired…”
“Are you saying you’d pick sleep over what happened last night?” You teased. Bakugou took the blanket off of his face and pulled you towards him.
“God no,” he smirked as he pulled you into a kiss. You smiled against his lips.
“Good. Now get up, we’re supposed to start setting up at noon.” Bakugou groaned, not letting go of you.
“Let’s just stay here~” he whined. You chuckled.
“Who knows, maybe after the dance you’ll get lucky again, but we have to set up for that to happen,” you teased. Bakugou jumped up from the bed and tossed you over his shoulder.
“AH-KATSUKI-“
“Well then we’ve gotta get ready!” He laughed as he spun you around. He set you down and kissed your head.
“I’ll see you later dumbass,” you smiled, ruffling his hair.
“Meet me in the common area when you wanna head down, okay?”
“Okay, but you have to let go of me silly.” Bakugou unwrapped his arms from around you.
“Oops.”
“Bye.” You kissed his cheek once more before heading out the door.
Please no one be around.
You opened the door slowly and shut it quietly. You scanned the hallway, hoping no one saw you leaving Bakugou’s room.
Coast is clear.
“Y/N?”
Okay maybe not.
You looked over your shoulder and saw Kirishima, Sero, and Denki staring at you. You couldn’t look any more suspicious. Your hand was still on Bakugou’s door knob, you were wearing his t-shirt, and your neck looked like you had gotten into a paintball match. You sighed and walked over to them.
“Morning guys,” you said confidently, hoping they wouldn’t question you.
“Why were you in-”
“Y/N!” called Bakugou behind you. You jumped and watched as Kirishima, Sero, and Denki’s jaws all dropped at once. You felt Bakugou’s hand on your shoulder.
“You forgot this,” he said plainly. Bakugou dangled your bra in front of your face, and in front of his friends. You snatched the bra from his hands.
“I’m gonna kill you,” you huffed. Bakugou smirked.
“I’ll see you later dumbass.” Bakugou tapped your ass before turning back around and going into his room. You sighed, and just walked around the group of stunned boys before you.
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You went into your room and plopped down on your bed. You couldn’t believe that last night actually happened. You couldn’t believe that you actually told Bakugou how you felt.
Wait a damn minute.
You sat up from your bed.
Did he say it back? He did right? Oh my fuck he didn’t. Wait? No, he definitely didn’t. Fuck. Maybe he meant to say it and just forgot. Yeah, that’s it.
You took a deep breath. There was no reason to freak yourself out. After all, Bakugou acted like he felt the same. You reassured yourself that everything was fine.
You were supposed to head down to the theatre soon to set up. Prom would be taking place in the same place that the school festival concert was your first year. You had recruited some of your friends to help you set up as well, so you needed to head down to meet them. You changed into some sweatpants and out of Bakugou’s shirt and into a sweatshirt. You felt it was best to return his favorite shirt to him. You then went to go meet Bakugou in the common area.
“Come on Bakugou!” begged Kirishima. You could hear Bakugou, Kiri, Denki, and Sero from across the hall. The boys continued to pester Bakugou.
“Just tell us what’s going on with you and Y/N!” said Denki. You jumped and went to hide by the wall, in hopes of listening in on this conversation.
Please say something nice.
“What the hell are you talking about?” groaned Bakugou.
“Well we did catch her sneaking out of your room this morning. Care to explain?” teased Sero. Bakugou huffed.
“No.”
“Come on man! Are you two a thing now?” Your heart began to beat a little faster.
Please, please.
“Why do you damn extras care so much?”
“Bakugou this is Y/N we’re talking about! Do you see why this is kinda a big deal?” said Denki.
“So what is it? Are you guys a thing or not?” You took a deep breath.
“No.”
Your heart dropped.
“No?”
“No. Nothing is going on with me and Y/N damn it. I-I don’t care about her…” You clapped your hand over your mouth to keep yourself quiet.
“So her sneaking out of your room this morning?”
“That didn’t mean anything. I-I don’t even like her.”
“Well that’s too bad,” whispered Denki.
“Whatever…”
Without thinking, you marched over to the boys.
“Good to fucking know.” You threw Bakugou’s shirt at him. He looked at you, stunned.
“Oh shit-”
“WAIT Y/N!” Bakugou stumbled off of the couch to catch you but you were already walking away.
“Get the hell away from me Bakugou!” You swatted him away from you as he tried to grab hold of your hand. He grabbed your hand anyway, forcing you to look at him.
“Wait Y/N listen I-”
“No, you listen to me Katsuki Bakugou because I’m only gonna say this once,” You looked at him dead in the eyes, while your own began to water.
“I hate you.”
You ripped your hand back from Bakugou and ran down the stairs.
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His words kept playing on repeat in your head. Over and over again. You sat on the steps on the basement stairs. Your face buried in the palms of your hands. You hated crying but you hated other people seeing you cry even more. You heard footsteps get closer to you but you felt too weak to even get up.
“Y/N…”
“Fuck off Bakugou,” you sniffled.
“I’ll make sure to pass that message onto him.” You turned around and looked up at your friend.
“Oh sorry Iida, I thought you were Bakugou,” you explained. Iida joined you on the stairs.
“That’s okay. The real question is, are you okay? I heard what happened.” You looked at Iida, your eyes red and puffy. You buried your face into his chest, sobbing.
“How could I be so stupid? I’m so naive. I knew that he wouldn’t feel the same and I ignored it. What was I thinking? Fuck, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him!” Iida rubbed your back.
“You don’t hate him Y/N.” You looked up at him, wiping your face.
“W-What?”
“You don’t hate him,” Iida sighed, “you love him.”
More tears began to stream down your face. Your lips started to quiver even more.
“I-I don’t want to love someone who doesn’t love me back.”
Iida took the sleeve of his shirt and wiped off the remaining tears from your face.
“Look, Bakugou is a complicated guy. Maybe he didn’t mean it.”
“I don’t give a fuck if he meant it or not. He still said it. God-fuck- I just can’t believe I was so stupid to fall for the one person I wasn’t supposed to.”
“Says who?”
“What?”
“Who says you weren’t supposed to fall for Bakugou? Sure, the two of you have a more than strange relationship but that doesn’t mean you weren’t supposed to fall for him,” said Iida. You sniffled.
“Well clearly I didn’t listen to myself because I fell for him anyway. Iida, I hate that I love him so much. Fuck-it’s like whenever I see him or talk to him my heart just goes-” you began to make gestures with your hands. Iida chuckled.
“That’s called feeling happy Y/N,” Iida teased.
“Whatever,” you smiled.
“Who would’ve thought the the only person who could turn you into a hopeless romantic would be Bakugou.”
“I AM NOT A HOPELESS ROMANTIC! Well...maybe I’m just hopeless at this point. I-I just don’t know what I’m gonna do.”
“You’ll know when the time is right. I’m sure of it.”
“Thanks Iida,” you sighed. He smiled.
“Now, no more crying over silly boys. You’ve got a dance to set up.” You nodded.
“I guess you’re right. Mind giving me a hand?”
Iida smiled. “I don’t mind at all.”
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congrats on 1.3k babie!!! you super deserve it!!! your writing is immaculate!!! can i request kenma + asking you out on a date and the actual date? hihi im just so whipped for this man <33 thanks babes!!!
AWWW YOU ARE SO SWEET!!! YOU ARE IMMACULATE!!!!! I went a little crazy with this one and wrote over 1.8k because I just needed this
Kenma + Asking you on a date + the date
He was so nervous, sweaty palms, shaky legs and butterflies flying around so rampant in his stomach that he felt like he might lose his lunch. Kenma had talked to you countless times before, you were friends on your switch’s and played games together all the time, but this, this was different. He couldn’t find it within him to even go up and say hi to you like normal, hell, it took Kuroo pushing him into the classroom as he walked by for him top even muster up the courage to do that. When you saw him you gave him that smile, that damn smile, the one that made his cheeks flush with a soft pink and his ears heat up as his heart began to race. He must have liked you for a long time because for as long as he can remember this was his reaction to seeing you, but he only realized recently and was embarrassed to say the least. He sat in his usual seat next to you, hands shaking and ready for the lecture to begin so he can get today over with, but it wasn’t that easy, you had already asked him questions about his new game and about his morning which he was forced to answer. Worst of all, you told him that you liked his new sweatshirt, and with this he couldn’t help but blush a deep red as he tried to stutter out some form of a thank you, which ended up being more of a little whisper because he didn’t trust his voice. Lucky for him the teacher walked in at that exact moment and he knew that he would have a couple of hours to think about exactly how he was going to do it. Kenma didn’t listen to a word the teacher said the entire class and you were busy taking notes and focusing on every word so you could teach him later. This was typical between you two and it was one of the many ways you found excuses to hangout with each other.
Kenma started off by thinking about asking you out then ended up worrying himself silly about what would happen if you said no, what if you laughed in his face, how could he handle that? What if you really don’t like him and it is all a joke? How can he know? Were the little brushes he thought was flirty just you being you? What if he gets friend zoned and you lose your friendship?
“HELLLO EARTH TO KENMA” you practically shouted as you waved your hand in his face. Shocked, he blinked a couple of times and came back around to see you leaning over his desk and upon further inspection he realized that the classroom was empty, he had really just missed the whole first half of the day. Kenma followed you to the cafeteria where he idly listened to you and Kuroo gossip about something in a magazine that was completely over his head. Sick of being swarmed with these negative thoughts, Kenma pulled out his switch and began playing a mindless game to get him through lunch. The bell rang and you were back to class quicker than had been expected. The afternoon lecture went just the same as the morning one, Kenma didn’t care to listen to the boring discussion on calculus and instead stared ‘out the window’ which really meant that he was looking at you and admiring everything he thought was pretty about you. He loved your hair, your smile, the little wrinkle between your eyebrows that only occurred when you were concentrated, how your laugh lit up the room and how everything you did filled him with more happiness than anything else. Kenma wanted to ask you out and just watching you that afternoon brought him the courage. After class he was again the last one up out of his seat as he collected his things and swung his back over his shoulder, you standing ready right behind him. He took a couple steps towards the door before stopping suddenly and turning to face you.
Not wanting to break his sudden burst of confidence Kenma looked you dead in the eyes, “Y/n, do you want to go on a date with me?” He quickly questioned, his eyes wide. You took a sharp inhale before looking at your feet, this had done it,he just ruined everything. Before you had the chance to answer Kenma had left the classroom and taken off down the hall. You didn’t know what to say or do and honestly you were left in complete shock that he had just said something like that and left. You went immediately to go find him, knowing exactly where he would be. Swinging the club room door open you were panting hard as you scanned the room for any sign of Kenma. Instead you were met with Kuroo’s confused look.
“K-kenma, where’s kenma?” You panted, completely out of breath from the unexpected run.
Kuroo looked around the room as if to signal that he wasn’t there and that you were possibly crazy.
“I need to tell him that I would love to go on a date with him,” you sighed, “he ran off before I got the chance, I was just surprised and it took me a second and now he thinks that I don’t like him and that’s not it Kuroo, I like him a lot and I want to go on a date with him so bad but I just ruined it,” you had no idea why you were telling Kuroo all of this but you had to get it off of your chest as you felt the tears brimming and your heart pounding.
“Y/n,” you heard weakly from behind you. Whipping around you saw Kenma and immediately burst into tears as you ran up to hug him. You wrapped your arms so tight around him that he was convinced that you were going to strangle him, but he said nothing and instead lifted his hands to wrap back around you, patting your back lightly.
“I heard it all,” he murmured into your ear, “let’s go out Friday after school, okay?” He said in an uncharacteristically sweet voice. You couldn’t make yourself say anything in fear of choking up so you just nodded your head and pulled away from the hug, wiping your tears as you looked at him one more time. You gave him another quick hug before letting go and taking a few steps away from the club room, “Friday?” You asked.
“Friday.”
Friday came and you were as nervous as ever, you and Kenma were going to a little arcade cafe (they are super duper cute, they have one in my hometown) as your date. You were so nervous and you wanted to look your best so you rushed home after school and immediately took a shower and changed your outfit so that you could feel your best for your date. You had been on several dates before but this one made you the most nervous because it was with your long time crush, Kenma. You two got along in every way and had the best times together and you didn’t want this to make it awkward and ruin things. Lucky for you, Kenma was just as panicked as you were and spent his time before the date laying on Kuroo’s bed complaining about how he didn’t think he had anything nice enough and that he was going to make an ass of himself. Kuroo followed this with some...unhelpful advice that was really just how he picked up girls for hookups. So needless to say Kenma wasn’t going to follow any of his advice.
Kenma was so excited to go on the date that he showed up almost ten minutes early and was just waiting around to see you there, his heart fluttering. After a couple of minutes a deep panic set in, what if you didn’t show up? How could he ever show his face again, what would happen, and right as he began really panicking you showed up. You were smiling and somehow looked even more adorable than usual, Kenma was completely in awe and didn’t even respond to your “hello,” as you two entered. THe little cafe was absolutely adorable with a lot of little vintage game boxes and game themed little pastries. You played Kenma in several rounds of Pacman before going on to play pinball and Tetris. Most games ended in Kenma winning because he’d played them for hours before but whenever you would win he would always tell you that it was a good game and that he thought that it was broken (always in a joking way of course) and when you were done playing games (which was not for a long time, you both had a great time playing games with and against each other trying to see who could beat the other one and you even got him to do a round or two of Dance Dance revolution which he was absolutely horrible at) you ordered a strawberry shortcake, some chocolate cookies and a chocolate croissant to share as you sat at one of the little booths. You both shared the pastries and ended up talking for over an hour about your favorite games, movies, shows, best ways to spend a weekend, whether big or small dogs were better and if you thought that lasagna was actually as gross as the name sounds. You two made each other laugh more than ever and at one point you placed your hand down on the table and Kenma took the opportunity and held your hand from across the booth. It was super sweet and you both couldn’t help the pink flush that covered both of your faces. After your ‘official’ date the two of you went back to your house and played games and studied together for another several hours before he said goodbye and went back to his house. The whole day was absolutely adorable and talking with Kenma always felt like talking with someone you’d known your entire life and it was the best feeling in the world. Your relationship was so perfect, he was there when you needed him and you were always there when he needed you and you were both so sickeningly sweet. Lucky for you Kenma could never say no so if you wanted cheesy couples pics or to go shopping together all you had to do was ask and he was completely on board.
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pbandjesse · 4 years
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Jess is here!!! I am so happy she got here safe and sound. And she came so much earlier then usual so we have already had basically an entire day together. Its great. I feel so good about it. 
Today really has been excellent. I slept pretty well last night. It took me forever to actually fall asleep but once I was I slept really good. I woke up around 8 because Jess was texting me she got to the bus station okay. And soon she was on her way here for real. She said it was so empty and only a couple people where even on the bus. Neat. Lots of space to breath. I lounged a bit. But eventually I got up and got myself dressed. I look a bit bundled and silly in my picture but I felt really cute today. Very soft. I didnt love my makeup as much as yesterday but that was okay. 
I had a nice morning. James made scones and they were sightly dry but really delicious. Orange and cranberry. The best. I worked on some of my tarot drawings and it was just really nice. He was anxious about being late to get Jess because we had to make a couple stops before going to the bus station. So he made us leave over an hour early. Such a silly boy. But it was all fine. I wasnt worried. As we left we ran into Mr Will and we gave him a scone and our old vacuum. No more need to take it to goodwill, poor Mr Will has been cleaning the halls with a broom. We hope this makes things easier on him. It was a beautiful day out. 
First stop we made was to go to the post office. Mail a furby and get my passport application. We are going to the passport event next saturday so it will be good to have the form all filled out and ready to go. James wanted me to come in because every time he ships a furby they scold him for the size of the package. It needs to be bigger. But she didnt scold me at all. HAH! I win. I will make an effort to make the paper portion larger so they can fit the labels on like they need to.We took a long drive and stopped for gas. And then we were at the bus station. 
And Jess was soon there too!! I was so happy to see her. And we had such a nice day. First we were all starving so we went to Red Emmas for lunch. For was excellent because its always excellent. Something me and Jess always do is split food. So we got a salad and a burger and cut them both in half and it was great. Its one of my favorite ways to eat and me and her do it very well. 
We all went back to the apartment to make a pit stop and drop off James. And Jess gave me an early birthday present. She got us matching sweatshirts that were going to wear tomorrow and Im so excited because I had shown her these sweatshirts a while ago and made a joke about how we could match but I didnt buy them and then she did!! I am so pleased. What a nice gift. 
Me and her headed out and went to Amazing Glaze to paint pottery. It was so nice. It took a while for Jess to pick what she wanted to paint. But I knew what I was getting right away. My plan was to paint 2 rectangle plates to look like playing cards. I really wanted it to look like blue china and Jess helped me pick the best color to do that. She ended up picking a really pretty tray and doing this beautiful series of moon phases with faces. Its going to look so nice when its fired. We were there for a few hours drawing and painting. This was for sure my most draw heavy one. Not that I havent done a lot of drawing ones but this one took a lot of reference images and was very hard!! But Im really excited to see how they come out. 
We left there and headed back home. I had a lot of trouble parking. But that was fine. Jess helped me. We had nachos as a snack. And watched some dumb videos. And soon it was time to get ready to go to dinner with James family. We got to their house and it was like Christmas part 4 because there were Christmas cookies and gifts and it was nice! I got a glass bottle of coke with my name on it! Spelled right even! And Margot gave me a really neat necklace that has a mini embroidery hoop on it. Its really cute and so thoughtful!
We all headed over the restaurant and it was very busy. The parking lot included. Which is also a really weird shape. And James accidentally scraped a car. And of course the owners saw it and he got all flustered because he couldnt find our insurance card. I had to be very level headed and find it and calm him down. James ended up knowing them and its going to be fine. They gave him hugs even.  
But the food was really good and I had a really fun time talking to Jess and James and a little to his sister. The food was just excellent though and I had such a nice time. We tried so many things and it was all so well made. Expensive and well made. It was a really nice and I had a really goof time. But we were all getting tired. 
So we got home and got changed. And me and Jess stretched and did some yoga and now were playing Animal Crossing together. Its really nice to have someone to play next to. We are figuring out how to share money in the game to try to level her up! Well see how that goes. Its supposed to snow tomorrow. Well see how that goes. We are supposed to have a thrifting day and then go ice skating. So I hope that isnt derailed much. But no matter what Im just going to be happy she is here. I hope you all have a really nice night. Stay warm.
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heademptyhero · 4 years
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i’ll follow you into the dark
after a long session of training with bakubro and tsuyu- tsu, I mean, we all went back to the dorms to study. bakugou was helping me learn our Italian vocabulary. well, more like help me even focus in the first place. i may have been a little... distracted by a fact midoriya had told me earlier. he had explained to me how the star beetlegeuse would appear extra bright tonight. “im gonna say it one. more. damn. time, shitty hair. if by the end of tonight you don’t know how to say your birthday in Italian , I WILL be the one to swan dive out the fucking window.” he looked at me with his fake angry face. at this point in our friendship, i know ALL his poker faces. this was one of them. he furrowed his eyebrows in an attempt to portray Mr. Tough Guy, but he just looked silly. of course with his massive ego, i would never tell him that. “im sorry, bro! i can’t control the hyper fixation! midoriya told me about a super bright star that’s visible tonight, and i can’t focus clearly.” he just looked at me for a minute, but with an actually genuine emotion this time. but i have no clue what. “tell you what. if you can say your entire birth date and how old you are by 11:00 pm, we will go outside and look at the fucking stars. deal?” “YES! DEAL!!”
shitty hair doesn’t know how to fucking learn. im beginning to be convinced he ACTUALLY has hair for brains. it took him six tries just to say his favorite food. each time he answered with car brands. the only way I could get him to comprehend what I was saying was to literally draw it out as a villain battle. and so as soon as I did that, the dumbass finally got it. “HA! i did it! and it’s only-“ he looked at the clock and unhappily cut his sentence short. “it’s past curfew, dang it! ah well, guess we’ll have to wait til the next astronomical anomaly.” he had a horribly sad face on, and tried to hide it with a toothy smile. i couldn’t stand to look at him like that, so I looked away and spoke without thinking; “we can sneak out...” As soon as the words came out of my mouth, his face lit up. i could tell that kirishima had never been the kind to sneak out and do things slyly. and honestly, neither am I. but I have a reputation to withhold and a dumbass to please.
bakugou grabbed my arm and pulled me out to his deck. “uh, why are we out here? hello? bakugou??? bro????” he stood there with a stupid grin lit up by the lamp next to him. “just... hold on tight.” “dude what are you-“ the blonde moved behind me and stuck his arm around my waist in one swift motion. before i knew it, we were in the air. he had his left arm around me and his right arm being used as a motor wit his quirk, Iron Man style. I turned my head to look at him. His hair was being moved about by the wind, and he had an actual, genuine smile on his face. i may or may not have been staring, and immediately blushed and turned when he looked at me. our faces were inches apart... close enough to- no. stop thinking like that. just enjoy the- “HOLY SHIT! WE’ERE IN THE FUCKIN SKY!” “you just realized that?? right now???” i meant to tell him i was busy thinking about other things, but I ended up bursting his eardrums by letting out an unholy scream. “Calm down, hair for brains! Just a little further” he said, with a scarily calm tone of voice. I couldn’t help but notice he had a slight pink tint to his cheeks.
i could feel his eyes on me, and couldn’t help but turn red as a fucking Apple. as soon as we got near some random grass field, i lowered us down. when we finally hit earth again, shitty hair started laughing. at me. “What’s so fucking funny, shitty hair?” “HA! I’m sorry it’s just- HAHEHDFJCJ your- AA just look PFFGAHAHAHA!!!!” he pulled his phone out of his pocket and opened the camera, handing it to me. My hair was fucking fluffed up like a dog. I let out a string of curse words and tried to fix it. I knew I easily could with my quirk, but hair for brains was so,,, entertained. Any decent person wouldn’t want to wipe that dumbass smile off his face, right? right???
After laughing my ass off from bakugous unintentional makeover, we walked over to my favorite spot in the park. ...wait. i showed him a picture of me here as a kid. did he... recognize it? no- no! no way. I’m just overthinking, it’s a coincidence. has to be. I plopped down on the grass and sat with criss-crossed legs. “You look like a fuckin five year old, shitty hair.” He said this in his meanboyvoice, but his slight grin contradicted his words. I like when things I do make him happy. But like- that’s normal. I think. I casually look up at the sky, and I’m instantly captivated. I must have been looking up for a while, because I was weaned back into reality by bakubro half-yelling “sHiTtY hAiR!1!1” “oh sorry, bro! it’s just- the sky is so pretty tonight! Look, that one really bright star is called beetlegeuse! Like that American movie!”
after looking up at the fucking gas balls for a few minutes, shitty hair laid down to avoid craning his neck. He layed down his sweatshirt behind his head to act as a pillow. He put his head close to one side of it, so I took that as an invitation to lay on the other side of the sweatshirt, upside down. I had to admit, to myself at least, that the sky did seem different than usual. Maybe it’s because of the whole “astronomical anomaly” shit. Or maybe because I didn’t have another pair of eyes to guide mine to see the beauty of it.
“It’s scary, isn’t it? Knowing there’s an infinite amount of like, stuff. Out there.” I said this after noticing how peaceful bakugou had seemed. It was nice to see him like this for once. “I’m not afraid of anything, dumbass. It’s just some balls of gas and shit.” We were silent for a few minutes after that. It was a comfortable silence, though. Just having eachother there. “Are you like... scared of anything? You always seem so ‘let’s do this’ and ‘let’s try that’. makes me wonder if your brain has a fuckin filter on your actions sometimes.” That remark made me laugh. He was right, I suppose. “I try to do as much as I can while I can. I don’t like to think about it, but living the hero course of life, you never really know what could happen. besides, I’m not some like-fearless god!” This made him laugh. I love his laugh. It’s so full, and you can tell he’s smiling while doing so without even looking at him. “Well then what are you afraid of, smartass?” He says casually, in between laughter. I was quiet for a minute, and he seemed to notice. He turned over on his side to investigate my silence. I assumed that my face was red, because he started to laugh again. “What’s wrong, shitty hair? Embarrassed? Fine. You don’t have to tell me, but be ready for an extra ass kick at training...” “FINE! It’s just.. ha ha ha.” I trailed off into the type of laugh that one does alone. “I’ve always been... scared of like, the dark. I guess.” He stares at me for a few seconds, assuming I was joking. I tried to keep a straight face to show I wasn’t lying, but we both started chuckling at my statement. “It’s called nyctophobia, dumbass. You’re actually afraid of the dark? That’s funny, so is my three year old niece!” This made our chuckles turn into full out hysterics. “That... is not... fair!!!” I managed to say, through my laughter. We sat there, laughing for a while. Eventually I was able to try to get my point across. “I’m not kidding! And it’s not ‘nyctophobia’, either!” “Oh yeah? Then, what is it?” “Well I’m not sure! But phobia means it’s an irrational fear. Being scared of the dark is NOT irrational. Plenty of bad things can happen in the dark.” It seemed as if he was gonna say something, but cut himself off.
His hair was moving around in the wind, slowly losing its gelled up form. “Yeah. Well, a lot of good things can happen in the dark, too.” He turned to me, ready to hit me with a ‘that’s what she said’ joke, wiggling his eyebrows. “Oh come on, that’s not what I meant!” I tried to conceal my laughter with seriousness. But I find that extra hard to do around kirishima. shitty hair, I mean. He’s easier to... this sounds cliche. but it’s easier to break down the wall in my head that I built, the wall that blocks out any vulnerability. So i let myself laugh, and I let myself enjoy this moment. As kirishima says, I deserve it. If he says so, then it must be true. I took a deep breath. In, and out. It was strangely calming, being outside with nature and shit. “I know what you mean, bro. Like the stars! They live in a dark universe, but they’re still pretty fucking cool.” Yeah. pretty fucking cool.
I couldn’t help but notice a star that seemed to have an orange tint to it. “Hey bro, that star looks like you!” I tried pointing at it, but that obviously didn’t work out. “The hell is that supposed to mean?” Without thinking , I took his hand and put my head right next to his, to get an accurate answer for him. I formed his hand with his pointer finger out, and guided it to be directly under the baku-star. “Do you see it?” He nodded, with a serene expression. “It’s orange, like your hero suit!” All of a sudden, he sat up. Did I mess something up? Did that upset him? I didn’t mean to offend him. Great going kirishima, now he’s-
I could tell that he though my sudden movements were out of anger, so I grabbed his upper arm and pulled him into a sitting position, too. “I need to tell you something, kirishima. I- if you tell any of this to the other dufuses, you’re dead. Got it?” He looked at me, puzzled. His eyebrows were furrowed and his head was tilted. His actions like this often reminded me of a puppy. All energetic and shit. “Uh.. sure! Got it.” I opened my mouth, but no words came out. I shouldn’t have started this conversation. But it’s too late now.
he seemed very serious now. what could he want to tell me that he wouldn’t tell the rest of our friends? im nothing special. minas better at advice, sero can pay attention longer, denki- my thoughts were cut off by his words. “that one time when we were attacked, i guess I... didn’t hate fighting the villains with you.” is that... a compliment??? he seemed to be getting upset, and I wanted to see his smile again. hell, I needed to. “there’s been plenty of attacks bro, you’ll have to be specific!” luckily, this made him chuckle. “the USJ incident, dumbass. And you’re like, more tolerable than the others. They all pry to know how I’m feeling, and it gets fucking annoying as hell. But you don’t do that. Because somehow you can tell what I’m feeling, even when I can’t. And that’s, nice. I guess. How do you do that?” “You seem to have yourself... shielded? In a way? But they don’t know you the way I do. Wait! That sounds creepy. It’s just...” i tried thinking of the right way to convey my thoughts. eventually, i figured it out and subconsciously grabbed his hand. “They don’t see how much friend-tential you have!” Bakugou seemed confused by that statement, to say the least. “Friend-tential? The hell is that?” “You really are a good friend, bakubro! The other guys just don’t see that right away. I had to like, convince them so. But now they know! I’ve known all along, though. Katsuki bakugou has a soft spot!” I said that last part in a fake mocking tone, which made him angry yet happy again. “Shut up, shitty hair! But... thanks. Or whatever.” Did he just???? Thank??? Me?????
right after I let those words leave my mouth, I realized the grave mistake I made. He started smiling like an idiot and let out an exaggerated gasp. “No way! Did you really just say that?? To me?? My ears must be deceiving me!!!” He laughed for a few more seconds, then his face turned sincere again. “Well, you’re welcome, bakugo!” He then stood up, putting a hand out to help me up. I ignored his help, of course, and got up on my own. As soon as I did, he wrapped his arms around me in a tight bear hug. I was taken off guard, but eventually, loosely hugged him back. “You know, if you ever get tired of calling me shitty hair 24/7, you can call me eijiro!” This surprised me. I was touched by him saying that, but again, couldn’t let that be known. “I’ll stop calling you shitty hair when you stop building a mountain of hair atop your head!” He pulled away from the hug, laughing. Come back. Hug me again. No. Stop thinking about that, he can’t hug you forever. “If you want, you can call me katsuki. it’s an annoying ass name though, so I would get it if you didn’t want to.” This made his smile somehow even brighter than it was before. “Sure! Let’s see.... how about Kat! Like the candy, Kit Kat’s!” Hm. No one has ever called me that before. “I guess that works. Don’t wear it out though, or I’ll have to kill you.” He started backing up, arms thrown up in the air in a way of celebratory victory. “Oh, really? I’d like to see you try!” In one instance, he was standing in front of me in the grass, and a spilt second later he was darting in the opposite direction. “Get back here, shitty hair!” I screamed, as a started to chase him. The lil fucker was fast! He ran across the field, eventually going in circles. I was able to catch up to him with speed. Enough speed that when I caught up to him, I ended up tackling him to the ground. We layed there for god knows how long, just laughing our asses off. And fucking enjoying life.
after finally recovering from our fierce battle, i realized I had my arm around kats shoulder the whole time.
It’s finally the fucking weekend. The day after shitty hair and my “super adventure star bro time” (take a wild guess at who decided to call if that) we were both unhealthily tired during our classes. kirishima played it off well, as to not reveal we had left after curfew. He still had that bright-as-the-fucking-sun smile plastered on his face, but his eyes seemed groggy and tired. But still, no one noticed. Me on the other hand, was fucking dying. This caused me to accidentally say good morning back to deku. FUCKING. DEKU. he stuttered for a good ten seconds before passing out into half-and-half’s back, who turned around and caught him. even I can see how icyhot talks to deku differently. damn nerd is to oblivious for his own good.
Kat, Mina, sero, denki and i were sitting in the common room playing Mario kart, our usual Saturday activity. Denki was sitting Indian style on the couch, next to sero and I. Mina was laying across all of our laps, and kat was intensely perched on the arm rest. ready to pounce at any moment onto anyone who dared throw a green shell at him. The race ended with much screaming and even more shoving, displaying the score board: 1st: Princess Peach (mina) 2nd: Yoshi (kirishima) 3rd: Waluigi (sero) 4th: Bowser (denki) 5th: Baby Peach (Bakugou)
“HOW??? THE??? FUCK???” HOW DID I LOSE??? EVEN TO FUCKING DUNCE FACE?? “HA! I win again! Take that, you buffoons!” Mina shouted, beaming with annoying pride. I looked over to the three boys sitting on the couch, exchanging a mutual look of determination. All at once, they pushed Bug Eyes off of themselves, leaving her rolling off the couch. Ha. That’s what you get, ya fucking martian.
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