#and it looks miserable as hell

[trashbatistrash]

,

#if I could choose a batkid to mirror the isolation of being batman #I would’ve chosen Jason #hear me out #batkids have been mirrors of batman where narratively necessary #and there’s the notorious ‘I work alone’ thing DC tried to do with Bruce for a bit #side eyeing literally every bat affiliate in Gotham #however #he does have one kid that is arguably the most isolated #Jason was created for the sole intention of being Bruce’s sidekick #he was never planned to break off into his own team so they didn’t establish any peers for him (Eddie Bloomberg is an ehhh cuz penpals) #so anyways #utilizing Jason for the narrative of isolation #ignore his posthumous inclusion to the honorary titans roster #Jason comes into his own as the red hood with no solid ties/affiliations to anything #he’s on his own crusade in Gotham very much in isolation #it would be interesting to see from an outsider’s perspective(Bruce) what a one man army really looks like #and it looks miserable as hell #kid has to deal with his own wounds #going into combat half healed because he just has no time to rest up proper m #kid has to stay distances away from everyone he interacts with cuz the Red Hood is Crime Alley’s last and final warning #and Jason Todd is dead #this is just an adhd way to say: oh man exploring the isolation of being the red hood would be kinda cool huh #this fully ignores rhato and rebirth #we ignore new 52 rhato and Scott Lobdell in this house ❤️ #ramble #why do I do this to myself #I love the fanon that Jason and Damian met in the league and that Talia pretty much adopted him #gosh this must look basic as all hell to anyone smarter than me o(-( #anyways #fic ideas

[suntails]

⚔️⚡️

#LAST ONE!!! jokes on u. this entire series was fun and whimsy but ive been leading us back here. back to misery. back to briar valley #u thought i could be normal and draw silver happy for an extended period of time?? NEVER!!!! thats absurd #if he doesnt look miserable then i didnt try hard enough. thems the rules on suntails dot tumblr dot edu #teeheeeeeeee spins in a cute little circle <3 <3 welcome back to hell. see u next lore drop probably unless someone sends asks lmao <3 #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #sebek zigvolt #suntails

[luck-of-the-drawings]

THAT WOUND. THAT VILE WOUND. it throbs in time with your speeding heart, and the ache it carries through your veins is oppressive, its hot, it tangles around your jaw and through your spine and behind your eyes. there are needles, sprouting from the lacerations like the most heinous ivy, and it strangles your lungs, rips tears from your eyes, lures bile to your throat. it hurts. oh god it hurts. you cant think, you cant breathe, you cant swallow, you cant see. you cant see. you cant see. you cannot see but you know when your eyes are closed, because there are colors stained upon the backs of your eyelids. they form images of loved ones, of viscera, of bile and blood and blackened mud. its jarring, they make anxiety spike outwards, frantic ferro fluid, frightened from faces too scared, too pained, too dead, too piercing with eyes staring straight at you, straight at you. actually, you cant tell when your eyes are open.

SAUCE FREE VERSION UNDER THE CUT.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #cw blood #gillion tidestrider #cw injury #wadda hell else i tag this as huh #OHH I HAVCE A STORY FOR THIS ONE. IM ACTUALLY POSTING SMTH AS SOON AS I FINISH IT THIS TIME #I STARTED THIS LIKEEE I THINK A TWO WEEKS OR SO AGO. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SCRIBBLE SKETCH similar to that one i made o chip #BUT THEN WELL. I GOT ILL AND MY WRIST STOPPED WORKING N MY PEN PRESSURE STOPPED BEING REAL #SO FOR A MISERABLE WEEK I WAS JUST PLACING PIXELS WITH MOUSE OR NONDOMMY HAND. SLOWLY BUT SURELY #THE PAIN I DEPICT HERE IS REAL. AND ALSO BASED OFF MY EXPERIENCE WITH AGONIZING TOOTH PAIN. I LOVE DESCRIBING PAIN #ALSO so i have limits with how Gross i draw gore. like i cant stand puss or anythign too gnarly like eeeeww i dont like it too yucky #EVEN SO. THIS WOUND? FESTERING? BLISTERING? HOOOWWW FUN EHEHE i wanted to make this wound look PAINFUL and AWFUL and GROSS but not TOO GROS #OH TURN UR BRIGHTNESS UP FOR THIS ONE BTW #THERE ARE THINGS HIDDEN IN THE DARK AND ALSO THE COLORS LOOK LIKE SHIT ON MY DARKER MONITER #im also rly proud o the colors... pink blood on chest vs blue blood on face. the STICKYNESS. BEHOLD MY VISCOSITY. the splatter. the pain. #OKAY OKAy i think im done ramblin for now #if u read all this thankuuuu i loove yooouu

[ivyinne]

most of the fanart I've seen of jean loves to make him soft or sad-looking (and i adore it!) but i gotta be honest guys, in my head jean is perpetually wearing this expression:

ಠ_ಠ

#jean moreau #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #tsc #the sunshine court #i mean if his introduction to us is going to be him turning to kevin and going “what the hell is this?” post neil's riko roast moment #what else am I supposed to imagine him looking like? #not to mention iconic insults such as “you hard-of-hearing imbecile” #“you ignorant child” #and my favourite #“how either of you have lived this long when you're so miserably stupid is beyond my capacity to understand”

[wikitpowers]

i often think of the old polish tmi covers and… not poland's finest work i gotta say 🤠

they make me cackle so much i-

#WHAT IS WITH ISABELLE'S TATTOOS #LIKE DID THEY TRY TO DO RUNES AND JUST FAIL MISERABLY OR?????? #AND JACE LOOKS EMO AS HELL WHICH IS SO FREAKING FUNNY #alec be looking like a gerard way cosplay😭 #I CAN MAKE FUN OF THESE BC IM POLISH #AND THESE JUST AINT IT😭 #the mortal instruments #cassandra clare #tmi #tsc

[steppesliver]

if my gorgeous cannibal middle aged dentist neighbor gave me a bracelet with teeth of his victims well let's say horses wouldn't be called horses anymore

#it's been a while since i watched the show but right now all the memories are coming back to me #like when mj got jealous as hell when that new tennat arrived LOL #reading kafka all miserable & looking at a pic of jw with his gf. he really was pathethic oh my god #strangers from hell #log

[bonetrousledbones]

the past couple days i have been putting so much work into a little lore puzzle-ish thing only to now remember that like 3 people will see it because nobody looks at desktop themes anymore

#trousled rambles #i think. i will be turning off the default mobile theme option 😊 #will it likely make the thing a little bit miserable for mobile users because this specific theme is Extremely catered to a desktop? yeah #but. well maybe that is a necessary evil for fucking with html and searching the ends of the earth for workarounds where it's outdated #everything always caters to mobile users nowadays anyway yall can get on a laptop !!!!!!!! #its a theme from 2015 btw. in case you were wondering what kind of hell i put myself in #but i have looked for alternatives so many times and everything else is even WORSEEE #the only music player i could find capable of more than 1 song was so out of theme it was genuinely too jarring to keep #i tried the good old scm music player and it didnt even WORRRRKKK #i respect ppl who have neocities n stuff so much bc i think any more than this very basic code editing i'm doing would kill me dead

[art-from-within]

“Something is off”

Happy new years @acelestialreaper !!

#tmc #mandela catalogue alternates #mandela catalogue fanart #alt cesar #alt tries to fit in but fails miserably #white boy detected #starting the new year with some alt content hell yes #wanted to throw in some stars but it looked so odd here lmao #this is so late 😭 #pls tap the art for better quality i am begging you u #photo resolution sucks

[bravevolunteer]

he’s trying his best

#he really is a dumbass horror protagonist #ABSOLUTE michael behavior by the way. i’ve made him use a flashlight as a weapon he’s not above this #throw a chair at the animatronics! might as well! #god FOUR tv spots today huh what the hell #obsessed with the absolute shame in his voice when vanessa is like ‘why the hell is your sister here?🤨’ ‘i couldn’t find a sitter 😞’ #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc #fnaf movie spoilers

[knackfandomarchive]

#what was I going to put here... #oh yeah! Got distracted wondering what expression this is. #first time I saw it in motion it reminded me of a mugshot #the way he walked looked like he was rather tired and his expression miserable. #But seeing it again it could just be a mean look and a saunter. #I still get a knee-jerk impulse of who the hell is this guy and I only vaguely know why. #well anyway #hmm don't really feel like putting this in the fandom tags #hero knack #Ah that reminds me I still have on the to do list: fixing the tags and figuring out knack's size categories more thoroughly #I'll get around to it #eventually

[scalproie]

I dont even want to know the context. Heichachi hiding in fear as Kazuya is going on a rampage is making me lose my mind

#I LOVE THE WAY THIS ARTIST DRAW LEE. HE ALWAYS LOOK SO FUCKING MISERABLE #this has the same vibe as that one doom picture of the doom slayer in hell saying “WHERE IS RONALD REAGAN” #tagging later

[boxwinebaddie]

omg, so re: a sad sweet anon in my box who was worried that i divorced the boys forever; they're FINE, baby!!!! i promise </3333 it was just a really bad, fucked up month and they're Fine after that (unless i create some other problems, but for now i will spare you)

BUT THEY ARE FINE, MY LOVE!!! SWEARSIES!!!!

i promise you that that on the night jerseykyle gets in that nasty bar fight defending ravenstan's honor (in his absence) against a band of idiot incel transphobes and shows up on their old apartment door step all broken and bloodied before he gets reluctantly tended to and patched up by punk rock nurse ravenstan via several hello kitty bandids...at the end of that exchange, they get back together. c':

kyle also says i love you. <3333

it's kind of a lot for me to speed run entire scenes because they take so long, but just for you, petal, i'm gonna try and get you the sparknotes on the ravesey reunion asap. and please know that as emotional compensation, in lieu of the jersey can't say i love you ask that i was never able to finish/threw into other answers...

i will instead be writing you...

the jersey CAN say i love you ask!!!!! eeee!!!

it's very cute; i'm excited about it.

tldr; ravesey is fine, i'm sorry for scaring you. :'c i promise!!!! i am a hurt comfort writer even though no one believes me!!!! i'm just so much better at the hurt part than the comfort, but i'll comfort you!!

so please hold darlings, and rest easy knowing that.

-mean nasty evil sea witch neen

#nina speaks #oh my god i promise i didnt permanently break them up #i kno its hard to tell bc of all the hurt but IF I HURT THE BOYS ILLL ALWAYS FIX THEM THERES ALWAYS A HAPPY ENDING #like i will never leave them broken or sad or miserable #i know i ended pep like that bc i couldnt finish writing it but it ends very happy and the boys start dating i promise #i am going to start spoiling it to you via voice message soon #i'm sorry for hurting them so often i just like...i am not good at fluff im a crazy dramatic bisexual girlie its too mundane for me #i need action and drama and hell like thats where i like to live which i'm so sorry if yall are sick to death of me #its just the most fun for me to write im sorry ill fix em #also ravenstans hair post them back together is pink bc the red slowly starts washing out and he looks SOOOO CUTE #I LOVE YOU PINK HAIR RAVEN LITERALLY SO CUTE JERSEY CALLED HIM PEPTO ABYSMAL BUT #HES BEING A HATER HE THINKS ITS CUTE #kuromi emo boy king #but guys guys guys i would never leave the boys broken i would neve rleave you with no hope never ever EVER #there is always a light at the end of the tunnel for as much as you hurt i will always heal you im sorry ily ily ily #i got asked to post the drama post makeout mv fight dialogue but i dont want to stress yall out anymore so ill wait #idk why this genuinely created concern for me but i want yall to know that i am like not torturing the boys endlessly and write hurt/comfor #its just hard to task manage all my asks and...anyways ill try to answer some nice asks so we can breathe easy

[for-the-love-of-javert]

i've just ordered these. I'll have all 3 of them in my possession on Friday.

i don't know which one to read first but tbh I should really give the big one a read for the second time in my life. The first time was 30+ years ago so I think I need to refresh my memory.

These are my Easter gifts to myself instead of indulging in devouring Easter Eggs.

#les miserables #les mis #bookx #javert #inspector javert at the gates of hell #the barricades: the journey of javert #just bought these books #Looking forward to reading them #easter gifts to myself

[scp-69]

your 20s is for being deeply and constantly mad at your parents and having nowhere to put it

#your 20s is for ripping all of your anger out of your still beating chest and holding it out in front of you dripping everywhere you go #your 20s is for coming to terms with the things you can and being haunted by the things you cant scrabbling and howling in the #middle of the night #your 20s is for looking your parents in the eye and knowing its their fault its all their fault but biting your tongue and biding your time #its for knowing you will make it out of here come hell or high water but knowing it will take everything you have #and being so so fucking miserable but also maybe the happiest youve ever been #idk where all that came from im just pissed off at my parents all the time (justified) twas not meant to be a whole thing judt a wyick vent #anyway. feel free to reblog or wtv idc #bloop

[simcardiac-arrested]

as a russian who doesn't talk to russian people online what the shit is happening there hello

look man i myself have put in the effort to Not talk to online russians for like (checks hand) 7 or so years (of course i’ve met some really great ones but this isn’t about them and they probably know it) but i’m sure the community didn’t change much. actually from the glimpses i see it seems to have gotten worse. don’t even get me startedddddd man

#Like okay first we have the misogynist dudebros. not a category exclusive to online russians but #there are so many it’s fucking crazy. homophobic to hell and back and Will hate on you for no reason #alpha male type mfs who hate women but will still harass them because of course they will #the second category of course is weird unironic fujoshis who are also usually proshippers #and they are either 12 (forgivable) or 25 and the thing is you can NEVER tell. But it’s kind of fucked how #acceptable it is to just straight up fetishize gay men (hell probably not only them) in online russian communities #and listen to me. the secret third category is that there is no third category. Both of these categories are racist #deer was right i have never seen a community more racist or xenophobic than fucking online russians #you draw a character one shade darker than their usual skintone and suddenly you got annoying as fuck russians in your comments going #BRO BURNT IN THE SUNNN 🤣🤣🤣 ENGLISH FANDOM LOOK WHAT YOU’VE DONE !!! <- in recent times they have taken to blaming the english fandom for #‘wokefying’ their sacred online russian spaces. Of course we can only be woke enough to fetishize gay men. god forbid black people exist #now the actual third category is the online russian tеrf/radfеm community. it seems recent to me but also as i said i have not really #interacted with russian comminity as a whole for a long while. But yea anyways they’re crazy i dont think i have to explain this one #but they’re somehow more evil and miserable than the ones you’re used to #another recent one is the russian twitterians … i’ve only seen glimpses of them as well as i dont use twitter #but you will not believe the shit these mfs try to pull. They try to get you to stop swearing at all bc they find a way to make every #russian swear word offensive. AND they speak fucking … englussian. rusglish. Half of their sentences are just english words written in #russian letters. all the same buzzwords english speaking twitter users like to say! #if you’ve never seen a russian talk about feminization or gatekeeping or being woke or yadda yadda. Well i have #it’s bad. they’re just very very terminally online #and don’t worry the last two categories will also always be racist/xenophobic even if the last one tries to seem Progressive #don’t know if i missed anytning but those are just the Specific Types of annoying asf online russians that i have noticed and have been #observing from a safe distance like a scientist #my point is keep not talking to russian people #cramswering #edit: I FORGOT BUT DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW ONLINE RUSSIANS TREAT TRANS PEOPLE #YOU CANNOT IMAGINE THE WAY THEY REACT TO TRANS HEADCANONS IT’S LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD TO THEM. OR TRANS CHARACTERS #OR GOD FORBID ACTUAL REAL LIFE TRANS PEOPLE. it’s actually quite incredible how bigoted online russians are

[insinirate]

Edd confronting Tord at some point and shouting at him like he always does only to see a crack in Tord's well-crafted façade, just a twinge of the pain Edd sees in windows when he's alone, in puddles late at night. The hurt and confusion and sudden need for him, someone who'd only gotten stronger since that day, to run instead of fight. And then the moment passes and they're enemies again, acting as if it won't keep them both up late.

i am using the last modicum of self control i have to not draw for this and its probably driving me as insane as these two

#CAN YOU IMAGINE! how unknowable that feels #trying to reason with tord probably just feels like arguing with a wall #so he doesnt even try anymore #he just goes for quips and sharp remarks just to get a reaction out of him #and know the satisfaction of still being able to get under his skin #but every now and then something he says lands in a way that they probably dont expect #and he sees the hint of a man he hasnt seen in a very long time #and the ache he feels is 2 decades younger and his left hand feels too bare again #and later hell seal it off again under resentment and anger #but it is agonizing to be so intimately familiar with that look of pathetic miserable longing #and see it on that mans face instead of his own #💍❌ #anonymous