#and im not just existing here lmao

[stormyrainyday]

man growing up without any privacy is a fucking trip what do you mean i'm scared my mom found my imagine dragons CD it's imagine dragons for fuck's sake why would i get in trouble for that

#i want to buy a bunch more cds too #but if my mom looks too closely at my music i think i'll die #since she has a history of being weird about it #okay sorry i discovered my chemical romance when i was twelve #it was a decade ago #am i allowed to listen to sad songs now #or songs where they say “fuck” #any time i want to buy something i evaluate in my head if it's okay for me to have first #the way i triple thought before buying mayday parade merch when i went to their concert #because of fear #and it's more than just music #i chat on discord so she never finds my messages #exclusively use it on incognito so i can close out at a moment's notice #because she went through my text messages #i don't keep a diary because she'd read it behind my back #i hide my sketchbooks because despite being a medical student i worry she will be weird if i know too much anatomy #she was weird abt me not drawing a shirt on a bust drawing #that didnt even include shoulders #like jeez #anyway #sorry for venting in the tags lmao #sometimes i forget that people actually read my posts #and im not just existing here lmao #erm close your eyes im fine #i really want more cds tho #sour #collide with the sky #scoring the end of the world #folklore #ugh just so many

[dizzybizz]

ok but what if i was a huge kaeya stan, what then

#ive been having an awful art day HELP D: #scribbling kaeya is my coping mechanism #it usually works #hes very blurry bc i didnt wanna bother with his outfit <33 ily bbg but ur clothes are the bane of my existence #sometimes u just gotta let go of all the pressure u put on urself and go all loosey goosey with it #thats what this is #genshin impact #genshin #kaeya alberich #genshin kaeya #my art #fanart #if uve read this far: hi hope ur doing well and are having a bearable day/night <333 #i dont know why im still writing tags these are irrelevant lmao aight i need to call it here before i add any more-

[ryssbelle]

Me core

#my art #solarman #im not here this was queued #solarman rising #unofficial reboot #i literally feel this in my soul rn #when i say im bonkers insane this is what i mean #mental health non existent #im on another level #i have not slept at all #i think im losing it #just a little but #bit #i feel so sick #ill be fine after i actually sleep maybe idk #my stomach hurts #imma read these tags later and just wonder wtf was up with me lmao #anyway #love this guy #hes the padre of the main character of the comic im doing on webtoon #im in the middle of making chapter 2 #it was delayed cuz my computer exploded #but im making progress on procreate so thats a plus #this is michael before the comic and before his kid just losing his mind #just like me :D

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out) #we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

[todayisafridaynight]

y3 is so insane how did they get away with that in 2009 minedai is literally insane

it's not as if they showed anything super explicit in all fairness. mine's language is pretty much the only Objectively eyebrow raising thing. In My Opinion.

#snap chats #unless you wanna count the love hotel bit with kiryu and rikiya but dont think thats the same thing here LMAO #it is wild that they really did just have a dude outright say he loved another guy. like no ambiguity just straight up #'i loved daigo' 'robbed of the one man i ever loved' like to quote a bestie im going menty reading these subtitle translations #but yeah no mine As A Character existing in 2009 for a series like rgg is pretty. Woa H #probably helped that he died ten seconds later but yk. #'i dont deserve to be with you' being resubtitled to 'i dont deserve to live' was so foul LMAO BUT REGARDLESS #mine youre goofy

[vigilbutts]

i've been silently stewing on this for A While in my little corner but i wish this community would participate in the "send an ask to the person you reblog this ask meme from" thing that other rp communities do on this site. there's been a number of people i've heard from or noticed being bummed about getting few or no asks for these memes within the gw2 tumblr community, and like... maybe as a community we should go back to following that little rule? just something to consider, perhaps.

IF YOU ALREADY DO THIS OR NEVER STOPPED DOING THIS! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE! I HOPE YOU GET MANY ASKS! 🥰💕

#just a thing i noticed people stopped doing here a while ago #despite that a lot of the gw2 ask meme prompts also ask that people do this. #and it's slowly gotten on my nerves more and more over time #im also not tired of people complaining about the trend. but that the trend continues to exist to be complained about #ok that's my big spicy hot take #text #just to be clear i am not meaning to attack or single anyone out with this #and like whatever if you dont want to send asks but still rb ask games i cant really stop you lol #it's ultimately not a very big deal! #but it does feel sucky to send asks and be unable to participate in fun community games like everyone else bc you receive none yourself #like seeing 5+ rbs from you on an ask meme and getting a grand total of 0-1 asks feels bad todd #paragraph rambling in tags sorry lmao

[quietwingsinthesky]

youtube stop recommending me that five hour long “fall of doctor who” video challenge. there is not a video i could be less interested in watching.

#the youtube clickbait hyperbole is not doing it any favors. im sure there’s nuance in the video. maybe. #god there must be its five hours long. #but i do not think i am interested in a video that wants to be about ‘the fall’ of doctor who when. far as i can tell. seems more like #occasionally it stumbles. and that’s about it. #AND thirteen being the doctor that’s on the thumbnail is also not helping. im sure im making assumptions there too and its just that she was #the current doctor at the time but. this is youtube. you have a negative video. and you put a woman on there. i am primed to believe you are #about to say something insanely sexist lmao. #anyway. whatever. #its a me thing. i dont like watching negative epic teardowns™️ of stuff im not finished with myself. and doubly so when im unfamiliar with #the creator and don’t know if they’ll just be stomping and yelling at something for hours with no purpose or if they’ve got. anything #to actually offer. idk. it’s the shovelware lover in me i think. im not interested in someone’s negative opinion about a thing unless i know #they’re the kind of person who can respect that people still had to put months or years of work into it. maybe that work did not have a #good outcome but someone had to do it. the effort is worth being documented and looked at and not. i don’t know. yelled at like you’re the #nostalgia critic you know? im rambling on to much here #this is why the only good youtube video is folding idea’s video on the american tail video game. he gets it. its about how bad art is still #worth existing and being examined. and doctor who is far from being bad. so. #………..where was i going with this. its 4 am.

[icys-junkyard]

Ingo was eeby deebied clean out of the Pokémon universe and is now hanging out with the wrong purple cat creature

I made an Ingo player in ACNH recently and I’m stuck imagining this normally proportioned, probably 6ft Human Guy hanging out with these 2ft chibi animals.

 At least the worst he has to face here is wasps and the occasional angry arachnid.

Maybe skill in catching Pokémon will translate to skill in catching fish and bugs. He’ll be rich in no time.

#submas #Subway Boss Ingo #ingo pokemon #pokemon ingo #also animal crossing bob #conspiracy theory: bob = hisuian sneasel???? perhaps. #its too late for me to attempt the acnh scenery i was imagining im so sleeby #they sitting and watching the water #as acnh villagers are wont to do #dont worry ingo is relaxed as he can be in this situation #everything is so peaceful?? the worst shit that happens is neighbor drama that lasts like 30 mins maximum #if he remembers things- he probably misses his brother a ton but uuuuh its probably obvious its not going to be easy to universe hop solo #he'll eventually leave to try and find a way back. magic of some kind seems to exist here #what with the magical girl outfit changes and the local ghost and the illusion projecting fortune telling panther that stops by sometimes #he just needs to find a boat that can actually fit him. hes so big compared to everyone else lmao #if he doesnt remember- why am i so tall? why are the bugs and fish so weak?? surely they should fight back more??? #are you SURE its called an orange? a peach?? not an oran or pecha? those words feel more correct i think. #what do you mean they arent berries #icys drawings and doodles

[kaeyachi]

me at every adult character that got released: "adopt kaeya pls"

#its an urge that i cannot explain #i want alhaitham to be his big bro #i want wriollette to be his parents #i think all archons are supposed to feel like grandparents in an angsty way #i am aware diluc exists but i want people to CHALLENGE HIM #nahida would be an amazing auntie #look at wanderer #jean is fr kaeya's older sister and barbara is 100% his younger sister #my fave idea is xiao being a hesitant older brother until kaeya gets hurt and now hes inexplicably protective #NILOU KAEYA BESTIES AGENDA IS STILL HERE HELLO #if kaeya were in fontaine callas would have adopted him and now the angst drama goes to navia and him lmao #kaeyachi randoms #no i am not putting this thing in the kaeya tag im just being insane

[clonehub]

like i implied in the tags and also said in another post. im over fascist forgiveness plot lines. idc how sorry you are atp i feel like when writers go down the "this violent white man participated in, supported, or otherwise justified genocide and destruction but he feels bad now" that's just white writers not actually understanding the level of depravity needed to support that ideology. the level of dehumanization. oh, he feels bad? he regrets his decision? and every single person around him is more than glad to bring him back and wrap their arms around him and pet his head and put his "terrible mistake" behind him? how many of his victims did you name, if any at all?

#ch posts #everyone wants to be fucking. zuko or anakin. #but they'll never be zuko or anakin. EVER. #and anakin's permanently on thin ice for me #yes my being Black 100% informs my opinion on these redemption arcs #because for me every fascist is also a white supremacist irl #and there's no sense trying to separate them. #in US history theyre too close theyre too linked #one doesnt exist without the other #and the Empire was modeled after. well yknow #idk it just gets on my nerves #im more forgiving of lesser crimes but i roll my eyes when it gets to the ''i regret my past im sorry i made a mistake'' #its just never enough for me #bad premise! #trite premise! overdone premise! let star wars just kill fascist characters and be done bro #im about to start talking in circles lmao let me leave it here

[pwamisaurus]

Ziggle, except u can tell he's partheno's gramps @star-crossed-mid my first edit thanks to u AND to ur silly zyglavis grandpa post

just a reason for me to make him emo

#a ziggle who didn't accidentally summon the dark king. oh no. he did it ON PURPOSE. #AU where Ziggle is responsible for the dark king and underrealm existing except he planned it and it worked out. #The war still happened just Ziggle made sure Partheno was safe and not alone idk im thinking while im writing the tags lmao #Basically Partheno is less emo here cuz Ziggle got the emo instead of him thanks grandpa #I will have to think more about this AU later #zyglavis scm #star crossed myth #voltage inc #scm #star-crossed myth #scm partheno #partheno #sprite edit #scm sprite edit

[thatoneluckybee]

hey hey hey this is random but the funniest two things just happened in order

guess who just had an app downloaded on her phone for some reason by a parent

guess who also just learned there’s an app that turns your watch into essentially a light Human Shock Collar

#KLMAOOOO IM SORRY BUT THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING I dIDNT GET CONTEXT FOR A SOLID FIVE MINUTES AND WAS SO CONFUSED #so parents found out about trich a few weeks ago and are convinced that some app they found can fix it because thats normal #so im not gonna wear the watch for a week (its meant to vibrate whenever it “detects” my hand near my head for whatever reason) so it looks #like it doesnt work and i can delete it (they aint paying money for this if it dont work) #THEY PAID REAL HUMAN MONEY FOR GTHIS I AM CACKLINGGGGGG WHY DOES THIS EXiST LMAO #rambles #anyways sorry for disappearing just had the most Unhinged Conversation in my life for fifteen minutes here’s the update i am in almost tear #i have no idea why i find the concept so funny i #back to the fanfic i am ALMOST DONE I AM SO CLOSE

[slowdrippingnoise]

thinking of ways to fix my problems with earthspark's starscream lore cul-de-sac situation. next season hashtag gets to Remember The Plot Point and actually distrusts megatron because of it (shades of teen rebellion + "he just like me fr" attachment to stsc) which puts her in big conflict with twitch (idolizes megs, imiates him as "leader of the pack", he shows her favoritism in particular. little bird ^^) they have more and more little conflicts leading up to a Big Actual Sibling Argument episode a/b plot- with both of them putting together arguments for why their favorite uncle that they use to prop up their own confidence (#: "im not a bad kid" realest starscream girlie)/(twitch: i can protect my whole family im strong im stable i can do this i have to) has Done Nothing Wrong Ever (fueled by the fact that it's more about their own senses of self, they're kids they need role models) meanwhile megs and stsc are on the sidelines watching this fight go down like coaches at a boxing match. it takes them way longer than it should to act like responsible adults and break up the fight because, besides stsc already just being thrilled to have Anybody in his corner, megs keeps giving him the I Will Murder You eyes from across the scene and that sets him back to thinking this is all hilarious every time he notices it. punchline: they have to step in though after a while because hearing their respective kiddos' most godawful blorbo takes known to mankind makes them cringe too much to let it continue. no little buddy thats not how that happened- no- no that very much was my fault- ok how about we all go cool down for a while how about we go pet fluffyears wouldnt you rather do that- ends as a lesson in maturity for both the siblings and mg&ss (doesn't necessarily mean the latter must be forced to be around each other in future, but at least chills megs out a bit + gives stsc more room to develop) / further examination of the different character groups' personal perspectives on the war / kind of mk2 of thrash's 'con phase from s1 i like hashtag so much. my daughter

#transformers earthspark #uhh #hashtag #starscream #because i like them #this is copied directly from my hasty personal notes just now #also i havent watched tfes in a bit so forgive me for anything im definitely forgetting/misremembering #i want Conflict! i want Lore! i want Jokes! #this is kind of the lightest version of a resolution i can think of here. please understand this is not Megs Apologism by any means lmao #i have Many thoughts but its tricky to work ideas around existing plot and tone yknow #the other sadder version i think ive already talked about is hashtag beginning to mistrust dot as well #which i dont think will happen #but anyway

[risingsunresistance]

why did glowing mushroom mixins go up to 4.5m, the update literally changed nothing. they last exactly as long, do the same thing, and are crafted with the same materials 😭

#man dont make me craft all that myself just to save a few coins. i crafted one once. it is TEDIOUS that was horrible i hated it #at least i have 2 brewed god pots left but i wanna keep one if i can since they dont exist anymore lol #anyways i am going to bed soon i am tired and sore from work today so i cant stay up as late as i was hoping >:( #20% to fishing 45 SOON SOON GOOD ARMOR SOON !!! #im almost fishing 50... what the hell do i do after that- #FORAGE??? i'll die #back on that extremely slow dungeons grind i guess kjfhkg #ehh i always have lil things to do here and there. but i like leveling skills i miss it :'( #the pain of having nearly maxed skills #you couldnt pay me to start a new profile tho i dont like early game lmao #bingo is on THIN ice #chat #sb

[fooltofancy]

i want out of this apartment so, so badly, but we got the email saying we're gonna be receiving renewal documentation this week and having to decide NOW whether i need to figure all of that shit out is. bad.

#i was gonna call them in march lmao #lease ends june 1 like 'we're already getting inquiries' that's great #im already so overwhelmed even thinking about the logistics of finding a place sorting moving options moving utilities moving internet #not to mention the insane financial hurdle of deposit+rent plus moving #weeps #im like. really struggling living here lmao but also at this point i'm really struggling just existing and piling all of that extra bullshi #is not gonna help #i might just. fucking suck it up and stay for the duration that i have to be in this stupid town #idk what im doing after that and idk how long that actually has to be because my work can Not decide how longevity works #weh. #mentally and emotionally compromised #AND i have to see my endo this month #it's all stupid and it's still killing me

[deatheweeb]

The extinguisher, or alternatively, an archivist

going to go on this ramble underneath here

ofc she has some Harley Quinn inspo to her lmao

I saw an idea floating around where the archivists could be based off the four horsemen of the apocalypse since there's four of them and it just sounds real cool. And obviously, they will be the war horse. But I was thinking about changing the fancy jester fit because it felt a bit similar to the collector but they just had more sinister and fierce vibes. Maybe war-general or knight-inspired fit?? Thats if I have the time to re-design them though and the motivation (I got classes coming up real soon and most of my energy will be put through those said classes).

They'd be that one archivist responsible for purging certain records that arent needed anymore or for other reasons (records include living beings so in short shes capable of making a species that has been archived earlier extinct). As an god-like being, you could picture them as some sort of war god. With all the explosions, destruction, and terror; the one more likely to get up close and get physical with you despite your chances of getting disintegrated. As a war god I wanna give them swords as weapons if they ever want to use them. And if she ever becomes angry (head explodes, just light) maybe the blades of the swords will transform into light moving at an extremely fast pace to make a sword chainsaw omg why am i describing weapons i hadn't even bloody drawn yet bruhhh

note to self: give the fire powers to the archivists with the yellow bauble star later when they're created later on and give The extinguisher powers with a more electric, spikey vibe if that makes sense??

I'm willing to make three more interpretations of the archivists :> so uhh, be prepared for that if the time ever comes

side note; one of The Extinguisher's abilities is what the collector also has where they can greatly enhance their eyes to view great distances and beings up close. For her case though, she uses ONE of her eyes, and while using that ability her and view features a crosshair. I wanted to give her that unique sorta ability because I thought it would be fitting for a war god like them to be a super-weapon or smth. It's also because certain cross-hair shapes look very similar to a star

#collector oc #toh oc #the archivists #im not too good at naming lmao #the owl house oc #ive been too much of a coward to post this for a while now but i finally posted it. here ya go' #tagging as toh oc just incase but really its my own design interpretation of an existing character