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#and deciding she'd give her own life to protect him if thats what it came to.
dirtytransmasc · 5 months
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self indulgent got concept.
Ned brings Jon home, Cat hates the boy, everything stays the same... until Robert Baratheon is charging through the halls of Winterfell looking for the babe, ready to butcher the poor thing where he lay helpless in his cradle.
in a matter of moments Catelyn learns three things:
The babe was never a bastard, Ned had only lied to her to protect Jon, and that she would die before she let Robert lay a finger on the babe she'd previously wished death upon.
cue Catelyn Stark snatching Jon from his cradle, holding him, protecting him, loving him as she would her own son, risking it all to keep him safe, all care for herself thrown to the wind.
like they say, what a mother's love holds no bounds, and what it makes her capable of had no limits.
#listen listen listen#I just want Catelyn to love Jon Snow and I don't care what I ahve to do to make it happen#(plus the angst is delicious)#I was rewatching old kids movies and ended up watching ice age and idk why but the mom sacrificing herself for her babe gave me ideas#I just imagine young Cat holding onto the boy she hated and wished death on for being bastard (only to find out he wasn't one) as tightly-#as she could. knowing Robert and his men were coming. knowing they would slaughter the boy in front of her. knwoing she'd wished for this-#and deciding she'd give her own life to protect him if thats what it came to.#and in my mind she jumped from the window of the nursery knowing the halls will be filled with the kings men and leave little chance for-#escape. before fleeing on injured legs to hide the babe and herself knowing Robert would be right behind her. she's in agony. but she'll-#going for the babes sake. she won't stop until her heart is dead in her chest. even if it hurts to move and breath and think he keeps going#maybe she takes a horse and flees wintefell all together. maybe she hides somewhere in/around the castle. maybe Robert catches her?#if she runs with him she'd have nothing but the clothes on her back. she'd have to feed him and keep him warm. she'd have left her own son-#behind. the potential angst and hurt/comfort as Cat misses her own son and learns to love another. feeding him and keeping him warm from-#her own body while she's injured and lost and at the will of the elements of the strange new place she now considered calling home#idk I just think it'd be an interesting concept#there's something about a mother and her child being cornered by 'wolves' (in this case a stag). this has the added spice of Cat and Jon's-#dynamic. just earlier that day she could barely look at him and now she's willing to die for him. the change happened in seconds.#that was a lot of ranting in the tags. oops. anyway...#catelyn stark#jon snow#I love putting these two in harrowing. life altering. and/or traumatic situations so they can finally just be mother and son#I live for the angsty family feels#got#game of thrones#asoiaf
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stan-joonies · 5 years
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The Difference Between His Blood Singer and His Mate
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Y/N strut down the halls, an easy going smile on her face as people peered at her enviously.
On her right, their arms linked, was her boyfriend, Edward Cullen. The man that introduced her to a world of vampires and shifters and so much more. The one who promised her eternal life once she was 23.
Her eyes caught the new girls and scanned her. The girl was definately at the very least average looking.
Her hair went to her shoulders, clips keeping her messy fringe from falling into her dark, muddy brown eyes. Her eyebrows thin and sad.
She felt Edward stiffen beside her.
"Edward?"
The vampire didn't look her way, instead they were latched onto the New Girl's, who looked back at him in interest.
She looked up, her e/c eyes widening when she spotted Edward's were black.
"Edward," She mumbled, getting infront of him and grabbing his face. "Edward! Come on!" She shook his head gently in his hands. His eyes finally found hers, slowly fading back into gold.
"I--"
"I know, you're ok. Lets take a walk, biology can wait." She grasped his hand, pulling him forcefully away and out of the building.
-
Over the next few weeks, she realised a difference in Edward.
At first, it was as tiny as no longer paying attention or zoning out of conversations. Then it was the staring. His eyes never left Bella's. His thoughts seemed to be somewhere else.
Edward also seemed very protective of the girl, which annoyed her in a way she was uncomfortable with.
She was Edwards mate, his one and only. Destined to be together. Bella Swan was a blood bag, a distraction. Someone that as soon as they lost all blood, attraction would cease.
But Edward seemed to forget the differences between the titles. He befriended Bella. Walked her to class, laughed at her jokes. Would even cancel on her to spend time with the brunette.
Whispers began to start up. Talking about Edward cheating. How the two were spotted snogging in the halls. How her and Edward broke up.
Frankly, she had enough.
Her tray slammed onto the metal table. Earning curious looks from students.
"What!" She exclaimed, glaring at all her nosey classmates.
She plopped down angrily, picking at her food.
She looked up at the pale faces.
"Y/N," Alice called, indicating towards Jasper, his face scrunched up painfully.
"Sorry..." She took a large breath, her eyes closing. "I just--"
Rosalie put a hand on her shoulder.
"We know." She assured.
"It's fine, Bella's just an appetizer, you're dessert!" Emmett shrugged, grinning at the human.
"Well...he's never had a sweet tooth," Y/N growled.
"Where is our dearest brother?"
"Don't know. Wherever Bella is,"
"You should go find him," Alice said, a pitying look on her face.
Y/N's eyes widened before she scowled.
"Alice...what did you see?"
Alice shook her head, her eyes darting to her hands.
"Go to his locker..."
She was up in a flash, storming past the tables and out of the cafeteria, Smoke flowing from her ears.
-
"I just...she keeps glaring at me Edward!" Bella yelled, her hands on her head. "It's so unsettling."
Edward laughed slightly.
"It's fine, Y/N doesn't like new people,"
"I can tell," she huffed, edging closer. "I'm just getting annoyed of these secret meetings..."
"They aren't secret. Everyone knows we have them."
"Everyone except Y/N." Bella giggled when Edward looked away.
"I just need to figure things out..." He muttered.
"What's to figure out," She slowly wraps her arms around his neck. "You like me Edward, you're drawn to me. You said it yourself. Don't let her control your feelings," She leaned in, their lips inches from locking.
"Excuse me," Y/N swooped in, her arm locking with Edwards and shoving him back. "I have to talk to Edward. You can have a snog fest after,"
Without waiting for a reply, Y/N directed Edward out of the building, her face red in anger.
"What was that?" Y/N exploded, turning to face him.
"It's nothing," Edward explained, taking a step closer.
"Nothing!?." She screeched. "You almost kissed a girl you've know for a month. Bearing in mind you've known me for two fucking years!"
Edward placed a cool hand on her shoulders.
"You don't get to touch me!" She flinched away from his hands.
"Y/N, you have to understand...Bella is--"
"A blood bag!" She yelled, looking around to make sure nobody was near before lowering her voice. "You're attracted to her blood Edward, not her. I'm your mate, someone who you're ment to be with. Bella is someone you're ment to feed off of and enjoy!"
"Don't talk about her like that!" Edward fumed, crossing his arms.
"I will talk about her how i like Edward!" She growled. "You need to get your head out of your arse and start noticing the differences between love bound by fate and love of something so fickle as blood," the human hissed. "And until you figure it out, I'm not wasting my time with someone who is distracted by a manipulative little girl!"
Edward scoffed, running a hand through unruly hair.
"So this is it? Two years together and you're breaking up with me?"
"Don't make me out to be the bad guy Edward! How can you expect me to be with someone who is fooling around with another girl?"
"We aren't fooling around!" He defended, his hands moving in his frustration.
"Really? Well, until you decide whether you want me or her, we're on a break,"
The girl turned on her heels, walking away from the scene.
-
The news travelled fast of their split, people still looked her way, but instead of in wow or jealousy, it was to mock her.
She kept her head held high though, refused to cave under their stares. She did the right thing. She didn't regret it.
She still spoke to the Cullens , but often Bella was there, Edward's arm wrapped around her shoulders.
Rosalie hated her, glared at her and ignored Edward too, Emmett didn't stop her, neither did he glare at them.
Jasper tried to be supportive, maybe it was for the best. But he couldn't help but scowl when he caught the emotions Bella was feeling: smug, victorious, proud.
Like she had just won a prize.
Edward brushed it off, ignoring his brother's warnings.
Alice was confused, she tried to see what Bella's future was like, Edward was never in them. She kept it to herself though. Not wanting to hurt anyone. She was less excepting of Bella. It wasn't obvious to Bella, but someone close to Alice, like Jasper, picked up on the reluctance she felt when Bella sauntered to the table.
Y/N wasn't seen after a while, stopped going to school for a week. People began to worry. Wondering if the frail girl was so heartbroken that she took her own life. The very idea but a heavy weight on Edward's heavy heart.
Then she showed back up.
She seemed...happier. she smiled at people as she walked passed, a genuine, welcoming smile.
People began to flock her, warming up to her and wanting to be friends, she earned quite a good few looks from the other males in the school too, which she soaked up.
She began to find a new crowd, away from the supernatural. Away from the danger and immortality.
It was going so well, until it wasn't.
Bella was in a car crash, her body was found too late. She died young.
Although she wasn't Y/N's favourite person, nobody should have to die so young.
She felt even worse when she saw Charlie Swan.
A child should bury their parents. A parent should never bury their child.
She paid respects to her, not apologising, but giving her flowers before silently reading the letters engraved into stone repeatedly before getting up and walking away, never speaking a word.
Edward tried to talk to her. He always came up to the beauty, trying to start conversation, but he was always ignored, something that pained him deeply.
People couldn't help but throw Edward dirty looks.
He left his girlfriend for a girl he knew for only a month, then when his new girlfriend dies tragically in a car crash, he turns to his Ex for comfort.
You assured them it wasn't happening.
-
"Y/N!"
Said girl rolls her eyes.
"What, Cullen?"
Edward ran infront of her, halting her escape.
"Can you let me talk for one sec?"
Y/N scowled.
"Five minutes, go,"
Edward sighed.
"Look, I know what i did was wrong and i should have realised, but i got so confused and--"
"You are hundreds of years old Edward. You should know the difference between love and rare steak,"
'I know!!"
"But thats not even the main reason I'm angry. I gave you time to think Edward, i thought you would use that time to take a step back and evaluate the situation. Instead you immediately prance around with that girl, showing her off like a peacock shows its feathers!" Her fingers pointed at his chest. "Don't act like you're a good boy for realising. Cause i know for a fact that if she hadn't died then you would of never realised and would still be at her beck and call!"
Edward grit his teeth.
"What am i ment to tell you! I'm trying to fix things! It's what you want!"
Scoffing, Y/N crossed her arms.
"You think I'm going to crawl to your feet again? After your girlfriend just died? I'm not that shallow and disrespectful!"
"I thought you hated her?"
"No, do i hate how she acted? Yes. Do i hate that you chose her over me? Yes. But i don't hate her. I have a strong dislike for the girl. But that doesn't mean I'm going to go straight back into the cold ass arms of the man she thought loved her as soon as she dies!"
Edward sifted a hand through his thick locks.
"What do you want me to say!?"
"Sorry!" Y/N bellowed, face red. "Thats all i wanted. You can keep knocking on my Door Edward Cullen, but i never will answer."
She turned on her heel, walking away from her mate, her destined partner.
The sad truth was...she knew she'd take him back. It was destiny for them to be mates. Fate had chose to pair them together.
It was something she couldn't control.
Eventually she would open the door.
Letting all the vampires and Werewolves and demons and danger back into her life.
She knew it couldn't be helped.
But she'd be damned if she let her just walk in.
No, he needs to go back to her on his hands and knees, begging.
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chloasiajones · 4 years
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This is my next smau. It's a Harry Potter smau. Neville X F.!Reader pairing. There's a bit of Fred X F.!Reader pairing in here. There's also Neville X Fred X F.!Reader. Title:A Muggle's Love Story
Trigger warning: Slight swearing! Mentions of sex! Will be mentions of rape! Slight abuse! If you are sensitive to these things read at your own risk!
Y/n was a muggle brought into the world of magic, at a very young age. She didn't know how to handle it. And with her older sister, her guardian being the only one who could take care of her, it proved to be difficult for her with her sister being the Defense Against The Dark Arts professor, and her having to live in the world of magic. She feels a little left out, seeing as both her sisters, her older and her younger, - her twin - are wizards and she is not. But that all disappears when she meets the one person who helped her realize not everything is about that. And it's not all its cracked up to be. Neville was there for her since she was young and they became the best of friends. However, as they got older they realized their feelings were more for each other than they even orginally thought. But what happens when Neville finally has the courage and another man tries to swoop in and take him from her?
Beginning Special Edition Part 18. . .
Fred's P.O.V.
I couldn't look away from Y/n as she lay motionless on the hospital bed. Neville was on the other side of her, looking down at the floor. He didn't want anyone to know he had been crying or that he was crying. Though I've known him as long as I've known Y/n. Despite waiting for Y/n to choose between us, Neville is still one of my best friends and that is because of Y/n. Though even though Y/n hasn't made her decision between me and Neville yet, I think she has already decided to choose Neville. Which I'm okay with. All I want is for Y/n to be happy. Right now all I want is for her to be okay. I sighed as I looked at Y/n. I softly took her hand in mine. All I can think of is, what would've happened if I'd gotten there sooner than I did? Would I have been able to stop him from attacking her? Would I have been able to protect her? Then again Im not too sure I would've been able to control myself if anyone had tried attacking her in front of me. George walked back into the room and over to me. He was carrying a bag from me and Y/n's favorite restaurant, Sandwich Palace, and had a drink carrier with three drinks. He walked over to the side I was on, sitting in the chair he previously sat in.
"Freddie, I brought you and Neville some food," George said to me.
"Thanks Georgie, but Im not hungry," I told him.
"Neither am I," Neville spoke up.
"I know how you guys must be feeling, But you havent eaten in two days. You haven't had anything to drink in two days. Im worried about you Freddie," George said to me with concern.
"Im sorry Georgie, but all I can think about is Y/n," I said to my brother.
"I understand Fred, but how do you think Y/n would feel about you two not taking care of yourselves, she'd want you to eat and make sure you guys were okay," George told us.
Neville and I both sighed.
"She's right Fred, what would Y/n say to us both right now?" Neville asked me.
"Probably tell you both to stop being a stubborn ass and eat the food George bought for you," George spoke.
"Yeah," I stated softly.
George handed me the sandwich and the soda he bought for me.
"Thanks George," Neville said to him as he handed Neville what he bought for him.
Neville and I both sighed as we slowly began to eat. I know George is right. Y/n would be yelling at us for not taking care of ourselves. And knowing her she'd probably smack us both. Thats one of the things I love so much about her. How caring she is.
"Guys! -"
Jami rushed back into the room. Rushing back over standing next to Neville.
"Has she woken up yet?" Jami asked almost in a state of panic.
"No change," Neville responded softly.
Jami was quiet for a minute as she looked at me and Neville.
"I see you two are finally eating," she said to us a bit surprised.
"Yeah," was all I said.
"Thanks to me," George added.
Jami looked directly at George.
"And how did you swing that one?" She asked him.
"I told them that Y/n would want them to take care of themselves, and that she'd kick both of their asses if they didnt eat soon," George responded.
Jami chuckled with tears in her eyes.
"Yeah, thats my sister for you. She cares for Fred and Neville a lot and thats all she wants for them is to be taken care of, - She's stubborn - And she's strong - She'll make it out of this," Jami spoke trying to reassure herself.
Her, Neville, and I all sighed once more as we looked at Y/n. I held her hand a little tighter while Neville grabbed hold of her other hand. Why wasnt I there to protect her?
Sometime later that same day. . .
Neville's P.O.V.
At the moment Fred and I were the only ones in the room. Adelina texted me not that long ago to find out if Y/n had woken up. I told her no, but she told me that if she does wake up, not to tell her that she went out looking for the guy that attacked her. She wouldnt tell me much else, just that she was going out to find him. I tried to talk her out of it, but as we all know, you cant talk Adelina Sweetdove out of anything. Once she has something set in her mind to do, she doesn't give up until its done. Colby took Jami home, without her wanting to leave, so she could get some rest. Adelina asked both me and Fred to stay here and protect Y/n, just in case her attacker showed back up. And also to make sure that Y/n stays here - that is if she wakes up. My stomach was spinning in a thousand circles. I honestly felt like throwing up. I didnt know if she was gonna wake up and I was scared to death that she wouldn't. If I had've gone home with her like I planned, none of this would've happened. I could've protected her. Im honestly hoping that she chooses me. I know how much she loves me. She proved it the other night in my apartment. I know she's already made her decision. And I know she loves Fred and I have nothing against him. I just dont know what I'd do without her. And if she did decide for Fred over me, I guess I'd have to be okay with it. All I want is for Y/n to be happy. I couldnt look away from her. As a tear trickled from my eye, I held her hand a little tighter. My heart jumped when I felt her squeeze my hand. Fred and I both looked at her. She must've done the same to him, seeing as he was holding onto her other hand.
"Hey guys, why the long faces?" Y/n asked us casually as if nothing had happened and she was just waking up from a long nap.
I couldnt say anything as I looked at her do to shock.
"Y/n!" Fred exclaimed before quickly leaning down, pressing their lips together, holding her in a passionate kiss.
At that moment all I wanted to do was kick his ass. Y/n honestly didn't know how to react as he leaned back.
"Sorry," Fred spoke as he looked at me.
I closed my eyes for a split second as I took in a soft breath. I felt Y/n take my hand softly.
"Hey, Neville, I know you're still here and there's something I'd like to speak with both of you about," Y/n spoke as she pulled me a little closer to the bed.
Fred and I both knew exactly what she wanted to say. My heart started to race a thousand times faster. Fred moved his chair closer to the bed as did I. Fred still had hold of her other hand.
"Y/n, you don't have to do this. Not here, not now. You just woke up," Fred told her in a soft soothing voice.
"No, Fred, I have to do this, - While I was asleep I've had a lot of time to think, and I think I've made you two wait long enough -"
Both Fred and I took in a soft breath. Y/n looked directly at Fred and I thought I was done for.
"Fred, you are an amazing guy. You're sweet, kind, caring, considerate, you have a love for pretty much anything. You're protective and you've always cared about my problems. I love you, I know I've always loved you since that day in your fourth year when we spent the entire day together, just me and you. And you made the ice in the frozen lake, represent a heart of our friendship. I now know that you were trying to tell me you liked me back then, but you couldn't exactly find the right words. And the times we've had together have been the best times of my life, especially when you've been there for me, when I needed someone. However, I'm close to Neville to and - my heart belongs to him, -"
My stomach dropped a thousand feet. Fred took in a soft deep breath.
"I'm sorry Fred, I'll always love you, -"
"Dont be sorry sweetheart, I understand and I told you I would understand if you chose Neville, and that all I want is for you to be happy. I know Neville will make you happy. And Im still your best friend," Fred told her calmly.
I was honestly surprised. And still shocked. But also very happy. Fred hugged Y/n, leaving a soft kiss to her cheek. I smiled as I sat next to her on the bed. I couldnt help myself as I locked our fingers together. She smiled at me softly.
"So, where's Adelina?" She asked us.
Fred and I didnt say anything. We tried to avoid conversation as we looked away from her. She was very suspicious as she looked at us.
"Guys?" She asked again.
"Y/n!!"
Jami dropped the two bottles of water on the floor as she looked at her sister. Jami ran over to the bed, practically throwing herself at Y/n. Y/n chuckled as she hugged her tightly.
"Geez, you guys act like I wasnt going to wake up," Y/n spoke with amusement.
Jami hugged her tighter.
"We were afraid you weren't going to," Jami told her.
"Ah, come on guys, you know me, Im stronger than that," She told us.
I couldnt stop the smile that came to me. Jami leaned back from her. I brought her hand to my lips, kissing it softly.
"Of course you are beautiful," I said to her.
She smiled softly at me. I missed her gorgeous, beautiful smile. She is everything Ive ever dreamed of. I love her with my entire being.
"Jewel, maybe you can answer this question for me, where is Adelina?" Y/n asked her.
"Uh, Im not exactly sure where she went, but she said she was going to go out to take care of something. And she'd try to be back later," Jami answered her casually.
A scared look crossed her face.
"Oh no she didn't, - Thats it -"
Y/n threw the blanket off of her, and tried to get up. Fred and I both quickly stopped her as we were instructed to.
"Guys, if you dont let go of me right now, I'll be doing a whole lot more than just kicking your asses, - Now let me go," she said to us in a demanding tone.
"Not until you promise to sit back," I told her.
"I can't Neville, I have to protect my sister," she spoke out.
"She'll be fine Y/n, you know how your sister is. Trust me, she wants you safe and right now the safest place for you is with us," Fred told her.
She grunted in annoyance and irritation as she laid back.
"Oh, Y/n you're awake, -"
We looked to see Dumbledore as he walked into the room.
"Albus where's Adelina?" Y/n asked him in a quick panic.
"Don't worry about her Y/n. She is safe, -"
"But she went after him, how can she be safe?!"
"I have my best professor looking after her. She will return safely, I promise, - And congratulations Mr. Longbottom," Dumbledore spoke walking closer to the bed.
Its almost as if he knew about Y/n's decision. How does he do that?
To be continued. . .
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