No because Eddie's character arc this season is fascinating and heartbreaking. I don't want to say he was comfortable, because I don't think he was, I think he was just settled in his tbubble, didn't want to do something that would disturb it. Him, Buck and Chris and the little family we see on 6x01, feeling like that's enough after the hell he's been through the last few years. But then his bubble was violently popped. Because Buck died. And he had to save him. I think a part of him stayed in that ladder. But he can't face it. He literally can't look at Buck. Eddie, who is always looking at Buck can't look at him. But he comes back. And it's an adjustment. Because the bubble is gone. He's exposed now. But Buck needs him, so he's trying to be what Buck needs the way Buck was for him when he was working through his feelings. And the little family is still the same, but there's no bubble, Buck is there for him and there for Chris and they have fun together but it's not the same. Because now the bubble is gone he can see the fact that he wants more even if he's been telling himself he's not ready. The talk with Pepa makes him contemplate his life. The staring into nothing while he agrees he doesn't want to be alone is loud. Because he did the things Pepa was saying with Buck days before, so why does he suddenly feel lonely? Why does he want things to change? Maybe he allowed himself to hope Buck would get where he is. Something like this can't be one sided can it? But he's already exposed when Buck pulls the rug from under him. Eddie had so many revelations in that cemetery that I feel like he needs to be wrapped in a blanket and protected from the world. Because he didn't face what happened until that moment. Buck died and changed them both. After Eddie almost died and changed them both too. Because he didn't feel lonely until Buck told him that someone he met that week somehow understands him better than he does. He didn't realize that dying changed Buck in some bigger level and that what he's doing isn't really helping. He didn't realize that Buck dying changed him and not just their relationship. He didn't realize Buck wants more than what he's offering and he can't offer it now that he's getting it from someone else can he? We watched his heart break in real time. And then to have that scene where he's eating the s'mores alone because Chris fell asleep. That was the first time I've seen Eddie look that lonely. That was devastating. And like, he's been thinking about Shannon, how can he not, but for a second there he was oh wasn't enough for her and I'm not enough for you either huh? And the whole thing just, hurts.
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Sometimes being a girl is falling to your knees and eating glass because you thought about your OTP (they love each other so much that their happiness is just being close to one another)
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Please imagine the relief Ten feels as soon as his body is his again [on the episode Midnight]. He had heard you the entire time his body wasn't his: yelling and shouting at the others on the bus, desperate for their help, trying to make them understand what He couldn't say. He could only watch you being held back by other men larger than you; watching as you kick and shout the most rude of expletives, swearing on your heart and soul you'd make everyone regret hurting him.
As soon as his body is his again, you run to him and finally start to cry. You just cling to him with your face burrowed in his neck, trying to ignore how close you'd come to witnessing his execution. You're forever grateful for the train attendant who listened and who helped; the one woman in the world who believed you and helped you, but lost her life for it.
The Doctor is a little impressed with how much of a fight you had put up. Your temper gradually overtook your logical attempts to reason with the other passengers. He's so proud of you and he can't help but feel so in love with you. The way you cling to him the train ride back--not letting go of him, always hanging onto his elbow or the back of his jacket. You reject the apologies of anyone who tries to give any. It wouldn't bring that poor woman back and it wouldn't make you forget how powerless you'd been on watching as the Doctor, your sweet handsome doctor, was almost brutally executed because a couple of stir crazy people wouldn't listen to logic. He likes how aggressive and overprotective you become after that indicent and in all other journeys to follow: no one can give your Doctor so much as a dirty look without your heart racing with adrenaline and anger. Please imagine the hard and heavy kisses you give him as soon as you retreat to the safety of the Tardis: the passionate touches as he thumbs away your tears, assuring you that he is alright, that he's there and alive and he's so glad he has you.
AnYWaYs I love The Doctor so much 😫😫😫 hope your day is going well
Love always, blue box girl 💙
BYE I’M GONNA SCREAMMMMMM
there’s nothing i love more than the idea of you and the doctor desperately holding and kissing and touching each other after escaping danger…there’s just something about it 😩
it’s that…he is the one who’s always overprotective!! he is the one who always acts like he’s about to destroy the universe because one tear ran down your cheek. so it took him by surprise to see you so protective over him! he realized just how much he means to you!! how important he is to you!!
when you’re finally alone in the tardis he sees how needy you are to just hold him and feel him and remind yourself that he is alive…that he’s still here with you. he lets you hold him all night something that he needed just as bad as you did…he melts under your lips, you can feel him shiver, so you take his hand in yours and you don’t let go…
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honestly fine with gale as far as how he responds and feels about counter violence to the capitol like i get why katniss is like i hate how he treats innocent human beings like they’ve personally responsible for his suffering and doesn’t know about taking a life up close like she’s right but also he’s thinking big picture during a war and doesn’t help most of his thoughts about the capitol or said war are proven right - like when he’s like is it safe to have everyone gathered here at the hospital and katniss is thinking yeah this can’t be healthy or encourage healing and he’s thinking no they’re gonna be targeted bc they can’t run and are useless for capitol use and bam what happens. he’s right in his own way half the time but what annoys the fuck me about him is him being like so pushy about his feelings even when he KNOWS katniss is completely oblivious to that kind of stuff and keeps blindsiding her with it and getting mad at her for not knowing what to do with that info even with the fact that she found out at like. the worst time of her life when she was stuck in a situation she would have a very hard time getting out of safely with everyone she loves and holds it against her she cares about peeta at all and the whole you only care about me in pain and all i could think is i’ll never compete with how much pain peeta is in so i lost it’s like so you understand how katniss operates is mostly out of concern and worry romantically wise bc she hasn’t had a chance to care about this shit outside of like oh who i am hurting/killing with my choices and then are STILL like im gonna kiss her then stop bc she’s obviously not into it at the moment for the right reasons and it’s like kissing drunk i get he’s like a teenager and is a dumb shit but also leave that girl alone for the love of GOD
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Hhhhh very mentally ill over him,,, why is he so gorgeous????
[Image description: a picture of Evan Peters holding a microphone //End description]
Nobody judge me but I really fr said his name out loud and squirmed.
Was looking through Pinterest for a picture and I was legit giggling and squeaking.
I'm down bad, ladies... take me away
[Image description: a picture of a Shiba inu wearing a frog hat, sitting in a toy pedal police car labelled "horny police" //End description]
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probably tmi but I do feel like Bob would be understanding about my self harm relapses because of his smoking habit... like he knows firsthand how hard it is to quit something you're reliant on even if you know it's bad for you. and I know when he found out I relapsed he'd be really gentle about it and just hold me for a long time and ask if there's anything he can do, and when i say no he'd just try to take my mind off of it with stupid TV and that cute voice he does that always, always makes me smile
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wanna make the Act0r hold his pee just because I say so. no threats, nothing hanging over his head -- just I want him to, and so he does, until he gets all whiny and squirmy and needy, anxiety and exhilaration clouding his thoughts; unable to focus on anything but the urgency and me. until he wets his pants, utterly and completely, moaning with relief as the puddle spreads out around him. thoughts going quiet; anxieties soothed by effusive praise for being so good for me
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