#and by obsessed i mean relate to/kinda kin

[dipperthedestructor]

*makes a list of characters I was obsessed with throughout my life* oh im fucked up huh

#em bluhs #and by obsessed i mean relate to/kinda kin #bro these are not good characters to relate to sjxjfjsjkshchdkdlddk like i should not have certain characters listed togetger #svzvya jvvzov and otgws wirt should not be on the same list and yet

[bunny-heels]

i hate how obsessed ive become to this show but god i cannot help it

#the bun talks #you dont understand #its a mixture of it being the perfect balance of kid wholesomness and angst #and the nostaliga of when i was a kid watching athf and had the thought of what if shake actually tried to be a good person #coupled with the fucking amazing voice actors #the lovingly featured representation and doing it in a way to really make you think #my bf and i were talking about how its basically WOY if wander and hater actually had a non-toxic relationship #this is the first kid show ive been obsessed with in years since MLP #and scratch and mollys relationship mean the world to me #i feel for scratch in that when i was younger it was really hard for me to accept that people outside my family cared about me #and i feel for molly cause deep down i wish i was as optimistic and outwardly friendly as her #and i have her kinda child like naivity that theres always a chance for things to get better #ive even had thoughts of kinning her at this point and maybe i want to? i dont know #the new ep related to me so fucking much i know its an experience that a lot of mixed race kids have but. it really really spoke to me #i really relate to her in ways that i cant fully explain. maybe i do kin her. i kinda feel like i already am #and finally like #im. so fucking in love with scratch. SO fucking in love #i live and die hard for characters like him. so upset at the world but finally gets the love he needs. #hes so fucking cute too and snyder does such a good job with him. hes very close to my heart already. #definitely fits the category of f/os that are short. vioent. and grumpy. but just really want attention #and that coupled with his lore and mysteries and the potential of what he really is its just......... #god i love him so so so so fucking much #im embarrassed cause i mean its literally just a kid friendly and a lil more likable MS but. im pretty sure thats another factor of it #cause obviously shake was one of the best parts of ATHF and yeah hes funny on his own #but my child brain back then was like. 'man i wonder what would happen if he was nicer' #and now i have my answer. in the form of him being a cute blue blob that befriends a girl who helps him open up #and its so nice that the show doesnt rely on secondhand embarrassment or making certain characters feel miserable for a gag #its #its just. such a fucking good show #and if it gets cancelled im genuinely gonna have a breakdown

[uhshsmsmaka]

Kin list because I keep forgetting and I wanna keep it written so I remember

giving the biggest “please be my friend ur so cool please please please please” to whoever knows all of these characters

But I’ll say them here anyway, in order from the top left going right.

Mikey - rottmnt

SCP-035 - SCP Foundation

Tawnypelt - Warriors

Ennard - FNAF Sister Location

Dr. Iceberg - SCP Foundation

Moxxie - Helluva Boss

Space Kid - Camp Camp

Phone Guy - FNAF 1 (I think?? I never played the games..)

Phillip Graves - Call of Duty Modern Warfare (reboot)

uhhh idk if I label or spelt that right. I hope I did. That’d be kinda embarrassing if I didn’t lol..

———— why I kin them ig.

btw some stuff is headcanons like so and so being lgbtq and Graves having daddy issues

Mikey ROTTMNT- hell, there’s a lot of reasons.. it’s like… really personal with me lol

4th child, plus youngest. 3 older brothers and often gets left out, or brushed off from being involved. + aro/ace spec.

+ orange theme buddy agh I love u ur so pretty 💛💛

+ ADHD

SCP-035 - hmm.

Wants to watch the world burn, and is here for a good time and is really opportunistic with people, and often forms bonds with people for what they can give him… I’m a bad person I know. I’m trying to change.

+ Latin hehe

+ a lot of people really like him when they first meet, and learn the longer they spend with him, the worse he gets.

Tawnypelt - I’ll be honest, I don’t know much about her bc I didn’t read the 2nd arc, but from what I get, she seems to have struggled with gaining her own identity and being seen as someone other than a clone in her family. I struggle with people only knowing me for my brothers so I relate to her for this.

Also idk her leaving Thunderclan, despite her family, friends, and everything she knows and it being genuinely a good place she is comfortable and happy with— to Shadowclan so she can start a new life just touches me personally.

I don’t want to stay here. It’s not bad here, and everyone I love is here, but I don’t feel like I belong here, and I relate to her for it.

Ennard - yeah.. no, I got nothing. Idk why but he’s just like me fr.

Dr. Iceberg - HE’S AN ASSHOLE!!! I’m an asshole!!! Easily entertained, and doesn’t think of others that much, or the consequences of his actions. + mentally ill

+ bad taste in men

+ probably American with a small fraction of his ethnicity from Europe.

Moxxie - Daddy Issues. shit on by everyone. Underestimated kinda I guess???… and mixed morals. Often really polite— or at least is perceived to be, and is a thinker. Can go absolutely feral if necessary.

+ Italian I guess lmfao

+ short- ish..

+ adults and some older kids shall be referred to as ‘sir’ and ‘ma’am’

Space Kid - he likes space. What can I say?

He’s so silly. A lot of the actions and stuff he does feels like stuff I would have done/do.

+ brown hair

Phone Guy - tries to help and probably fails. Hey, he’s trying.

Phillip Graves - Daddy issues. I also headcanon his dad was in the military and he moved around a lot and lived throughout the US, so he’s fairly decent at adapting to different places, and tolerate as hell. “It is what it is” mentality about most everything out of his control.

Finds that one person and looks up to them, and gets really clingy and obsessed with them. Doesn’t show it of course, but in his head he wants to impress them and please them in every way possible. *cough, Shepherd, cough cough*

(I met a lotta people I hyperfixated on giving away everything to make them happy. We’re just casual friends now. Except for that one. She was mean as hell to me. We still meet occasionally tho.)

Outside of headcanons, his personality and the way he acts is just very familiar and relatable to me.

+ American (wtf is a kilometer🦅🫡🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸🦅🦅💥🦅🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸)

+ makes shitty jokes no one laughs at

#rottmnt mikey #scp 035 #tawnypelt #ennard #dr iceberg #moxxie #space kid #phone guy #phillip graves #kin list

[pumpkinsy0]

Tim Shepard (Tv series) Head Cannons

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This is if you seen the Tv show or not its fine :P

***he really is a good artist (DID YOU SEE THE DRAWING OF CALIFORNIA HE DID LOL,,,,,HE EVEN GAVE IT TO PONY HOW SWEET OF HIM😭🙏🏻)***

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***I wanna see what you come up wit! I LOVE YOUR HCS THERE AMAZING! AND INTERESTING YOU MAKE ME LIKE THE CHARACTERS MORE JUST BY THE HCS LOL***

But take your time!! NO RUSH THANK YOU🙏🏻♥

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Sorry to ask this! Its just over seen the show and in my opinion i was a great show I loved it! I LOVES IT EVEN MORE CAUSE OF TIM. HE REALLY IS MY FAVE!🙏🏻😭 (IM OBSESSED WITH HIM! NOT IN A WEIRD WAY GOD NO😭) I KIN WITH HIM SO MUCH I RELATE WIT HIM SO MUCH🙏🏻🙏🏻😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Also your my favorite "OUTSIDERS" fanpage! Your my favorite person! (Love'ya :D )

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i havent seen the show in a while so what i remember is rusty and i dont think tim was rlly there a bunch so i only have like 3 hcs im srry BUT to make up for it i will go into depth about them kinda sorta, and by hcs i mean aspects of his character i liked in the show and just went “yea thats tim im including that in my tim most definitely” but i do have like 2 hcs

•hes a good artist

loved this part of his character in the show, i feel like he was one of those kids who would doodle on like desk n stuff like that, and maybe he was one of those kids who was into graffiti and he just liked designing things but had no real outlet, sometimes at night when he cant sleep or somethin or hes thinking of like idk gang stuff he draws cause it helps clear his mind, he also just thinks its funny to draw a lot of weiners, hes still a teen hes a lil immature, but i also hc that his artistic abilities kinda inspired angela and curly as well and they become artist in their own right

•hes close to pony

OK LOOK I LOVE THIS AS A FOIL RELATIONSHIP TO DARRY AND CURLY ITS GREAT, but HOW did they get close??? most likely after johnny and dallys deaths, pony spends more time w curly which means more time at curlys house which means seeing tim a lot more as well, at first tim would just pop in and go like “do yall want somethin to eat” and ofc pony was afraid at first but l as time went on, they just kinda clicked, maybe over art, bc each other using creativity as an outlet, or something or bc tim was like “o he is a bit fucked up actually” and took him under his wing

•hes somewhat involved w the curtis gang

mostly based off that one rumble episode, BUT i hc that after dallys death, tim became not close but definitely not a stranger to the curtis gang, he doesnt rlly hang out w them or anything like that, but he does see them quite a bit and talks to them, and especially teams up w them when they need it, think of tim as what dally was to the gang, the guy who came n went but was down w them, but in his own “yall cool but i got a gang to lead so ill help darry a bit when it comes to handlin yall” way if that makes any lick of sense

BUT FOR ACTUAL HCS OF MINE

•i hc that angela and curly werent there bc they were off w their grandma, y u ask??? man idk they love their grandma i guess who r we to judge

•perhaps it was around that time that angela and curly was gone that tim started getting closer to pony cause he kinda missed up and wanted someone to look after, he just got that “damn i need to b a guardian to a fucked up kid or else im gonna go insane my damn self” thing goin on and pony was there so

•i said it before but idc ill say it again, tims art is influenced by haitian art, maybe not like the style exactly, but the idea of it being vibrant, black ppl being shown using the actual color black, yknow that thing

•tim mostly draws ppl and landscapes, maybe he goes out of his way and draws like anatomy stuff wether its normal things or like horror

•he would never actually show his drawings to anyone, he rlly only shows pony it cause he knows pony wont judge, ofc angela and curly knows and have seen it but thats bc theyre nosey and poke around his things, he knows about it but they havent said anything so it’s whatever

thats all i could think of mb</33

and thank u im glad my acc beings some sorta joy, luv ya 2 anon🙏🏽🙏🏽

#curly shepard #ponyboy curtis #tim shepard #angela shepard #dallas winston #darry curtis #darrel curtis

[growling]

please give us the tea on the warrior cats ships!!!

I'll go first by saying Mothpool is overhyped and Leafpool had more chemestry with Cinderpelt. (in my opinion, ship what you like!)

:3c !!! Didn't think anybody would actually ask I am gonna gonna ramble now.. Separating this into pos and neg opinions

Positive:

I did think of leafcinder before and thought it was cute but not really something I'll get passionate about (i tend to be very picky on these kinda age gap/mentor x apprentice ships), now that I'm reminded of it I can really see it! They would have a great dynamic (taking tnp cinderpelt personality into account here. tbh her in tpb and her in tnp are almost different characters to me... where's your whimsy girl...), and honestly, there are almost endless options for Leafpool ships (she interacts with so many cats woagh that's crazy for this series she actually has friends??) that have more chemistry than crowpool. I mean it's fine I guess from a strictly plot perspective (and even that's well. bendable) but why is Leafpool, 30 cat years after their breakup, dead, in cat heaven, STILL deeply in love with cat Clay Puppington. I know they will get back together in StarClan because the authors absolutely love them and think they popped off writing their romance subplot they think they created a banger. Sorry this veered off into negative can't help being a hater.

hollyjaylion, leafsquirrel and bramblehawk are the three shipcest pairings I will never be able to be normal about. Canon to me. I say this as if I'm joking but I'm serious oughhh the goddamn dynamics. On a joking note though, graysky. there is no healthy nothing to see here just bro supporting his bro explanation for whatever the hell gray wing's problem was this entire arc

spottedtiger is cool it's interesting it's mindblowing it saves lives and it's haters are sooo silly I am sorry... "but spotted is his aunt according to the family tree!!!!" ok. and is this made relevant in the books at all? do they ever even acknowledge these two as kin. It's so pointless.. draw them making out

why's the fandom turning on darktiger suddenly now because they're still related (which is not even relevant or explicitly pointed out in the books and them being related was only decided way after both of their arcs together were done I. ughhhh.) wasn't this your favourite little henchman x fascist dictator toxic yaoi ship just a few years ago?? cowards. draw them making ou- ah wait that's just dark being obsessed with tiger, who on the other hand would RATHER NOT he wants that useless lickspittle OBLITERATED he doesn't CARE

ivyhawk good she could fix him. or he can make her worse. once again the fandom are major cowards for turning on it just like they did with darktiger, but much, much more aggresively so. like you people need to calm tf down just take deep breaths it's just a warrior cat ship...

people complaining about dovetiger's age gap (which are commonplace in the wc series tiger is not alone in dating apprentices) are so boring. they actually have the most wholesome dynamic in the current era/arcs I'd argue. they're in love and I love them. as a ship and both as characters.

fallenholly had the option to be one of THE best dubiously-canon wc pairings to come out of this series had they just went the direction of making fallen actually somewhat more messed up after being trapped as a ghost in the torment tunnels for cat centuries like. I remember someone else wording this really well earlier but I'm not really gonna search so just. Yeah. fallen leaves ships.

leopardtiger is hilarious I don't care. she thinks he's sooo correct and intelligent and truly the enlightened sigma worthy of the tigerclan podcast throne while also poisoning his food because he's fucking pissing her off in their side twitter dms and plotting his demise every night while he's snork mimimi'ing next to her in their kitty political marriage cuddle pile. ben shapiro x pragerU fucking ship I hope they kill each other

mudhawk... funny... seriously WHY is the fandom picking the most interesting goddamn ships to get pissed off at and call "problematic"??????? "age gap" THEY WERE BOTH ADULTS WHEN THEY MET WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU ON LET HAWK MANSPLAIN MANIPULATE MANFUCK THAT OLD MAN

I didn't read AVoS in it's entirety (and don't want to. it's... boring for the most part. I mean I love violet but is she enough to make me keep reading all that.) and don't remember if they even had any notable interactions but violetpuddle is very cute and my favourite (and, honestly, only) option for their ships. puddle's mother suckled violet but they don't consider each other "real" siblings just like how their mother doesn't consider violet as her daughter but try telling that to the fandom who can't distinguish between wet nurse arrangement, foster siblings and adopted siblings. Proud only resident of violetpuddle nation...... literally nobody else is here...

Negative: (gonna start censoring the cat/ship names now)

so correct moth.pool overhyped and their fans annoying. and also because I headcanon moth as aroace like there is not a single romantic thought in her body I cannot ever imagine her in a relationship moth don't care.

*takes a deep breath* mouse.fur is not aroace. tall.star, raven.paw and barley aren't gay. authorial statements made 10 years ago at some con ARE NOT CANON. IF IT'S NOT IN THE TEXT IT'S NOT CONFIRMED CANON. Also the latter examples also reek of biphobia lol. you can ship any of these characters with anyone forever, what is any of you people's problem.

long.fire, shadow.root, holly.cinder, bright.cloud, jay.kestrel are boring yaaawn I am falling asleep and do not see it. same with sandfire; these two did not have the groundbreaking dynamic (nor was sand that uh, well-rounded as character) you think they did you're just nostalgic. I actually prefer spottedfire and cinderfire over sandfire. anything over sandfire.

hawk.ash pisses me off because their shippers are always "hahahaha toxic yaoi sooo fucked up they make each other worse!!" but show them an actual toxic pairing and they immediately shit themselves and call you an abuse fetishizer. COWARDS you lot are COWARDS and this is why I cannot get behind hawk.ash at all like I associate them with the most annoying people so much I cannot sorry. I'm sure it's a cool ship or whatever

I actually got tired and now am too sleepy to articulate myself properly anymore but still here are the other ships that I either dislike or just plain out hate seeing: fern.ivy, alder.needle, crow.squirrel, bristle.root, bramble.squirrel (but that's a very popular one lol), lion.cinder.

thanks for the ask! :3

#ask #mine #seweryn's wc tag

[darlingkirstein]

jean or mikasa 🫶

i'll do jean since he's one of my favs (love mikasa too ofc but it's probably fairly obvious from my username which one i gravitate to more LOL). can happily do mikasa too if someone wishes <3

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

i like how realistic he is!!! 🫶 like he's very relatable for me personally which sometimes is a good thing and other times is bad. i have always enjoyed that he's supposed to represent the everyman and doesn't have special abilities or anything but still excels anyways!! and it's such an obvious answer but his development 🩷

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

i love how he acts selfish and like he doesn't care about anything but actually really cares about great deal 😿😿 it's so endearing to me ugh

3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?

i guess when he yelled at his mom LMAO but also he was 15 and i was an awful teenager so that would be hypocritical. idk jean is so dear to me im not really sure if theres anything i dislike???

4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?

my first instinct was resident evil simply because it would be kinda funny but in actuality he deserves a nice calm rom-com movie 🧸

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

gonna go with please, please, please, let me get what i want by the smiths simply because i imagine it for him just wanting to live a simple life amongst all this hardship 😿

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

man where do we begin LMAO. there's a reason i had this man on my kin list back in the day 😭 the blunt honesty, being doubtful of situations, easily frustrated/overwhelmed, acting like im apathetic about everything but deeply caring too much 💔

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

making him a shipping bicycle

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

I generally HATEEEE indulging in discourse but i hate how people sometimes reduce him to a teenage crush and ignoring everything else about his character and villainizing him like he's super evil 😭😭 he's a really great character with wonderful development and i wish that could be focused on a little more. BUT i also dislike some of his stans and the way they conduct themselves with people that don't like him. feel very much like That one girl from mean girls 🇨🇭🇨🇭 feel like the discourse kinda clouds a lovely character:((

9. Could you be roommates with this character?

yes maybe he could cook me dinner and cure my picky eating. idk i feel like he's a good cook. we could watch movies together. i feel like he'd make a really good roommate.. keeps his spaces clean and is pretty respectful and such 🫡

10. Could you be best friends with this character?

i think so definitely!!! we'd probably annoy each other sometimes but we'd get along well. maybe we're too similar sometimes?? feel like we'd get into silly arguments over differing opinions on a show we were watching LMAO and we both end up pouting but forgive the other eventually... even tho it takes a while since we're both stubborn

11. Would you date this character?

in a heartbeat LMAO

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

bisexual (this one is pretty universal) 🏳️‍🌈. but i also imagine him to be a very good cook, as i said earlier... idk i find that so sweet like he isn't always the best with words so if you're upset he tries to make you feel better by cooking/baking 😿

13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot?

obsessed with the idea of him responding to any text from sasha or whoever asking him to do something with the 🫡 emoji idk it's funny LMAO

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

i wish i knew anything about fashion unfortunately i wear the same three sweatshirts every day of my life so im not qualified

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

anyone who knows me well is familiar with my not-so-guilty affinity for erejean UGHHHH i adore them they might be my favorite aot ship. definitely top three at least i love them sm. but ofc naturally i love jeanpiku a lot for post-canon i think they would be so great together 😿 they're so very fun to write too like aw so lovely

16. What's your least favorite ship for this character?

jean/annie irks me badly for irrational personal reasons. like seeing it annoys me horrendously and puts me in a bad mood im sorry to its 10 shippers but i cannot do it 😞

17. What's a ship for this character you don't hate but it's not your favorite that you're fine with?

jeanhitch/dreystein. it's just Fine. like i dont hate it but i dont personally like it either. but shipping it doesn't annoy me or anything. i just prefer them as unlikely best friends who talk mad shit. i tend to like most jean ships he's very shippable. jeanmarco used to be my main ship LOL

18. How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?

obviously sasha and connie 😿 like my silly little trio they're so fun they deserved happiness. jean and connie as the fun uncles to niccosasha children idk i can yearn a little 💔

19. How about a relationship they have in canon that you don't like?

i cant really think of any??? idk i think his dynamic with the others is pretty good all around

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

he already has his ideal best friends but ofc Sasha died LMAO. this is silly since he's older but idk I kinda like to imagine him and onyankopon being absolute pals especially post-canon after all the fighting. i just want onyankapon to have nothing but happiness and companionship 😿😿

21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?

making him submissive in bed 👍👍

but in all serious i like making him kinda snarky and super stubborn LOL. my silly boy im always putting him into mildly embarrassing circumstances bc it's funny to me

22. If you're a fic reader, what's something you like in fics when it comes to ths character? Something you don't like?

don't really read enough fics to qualify!

23. Favorite picture of this character?

24. What other character from another fandom of yours that reminds you of them?

this probably doesn't match very well but just because i ALSO adore him im gonna say leon kennedy (specifically re4 version because re2 is a little too idealistic for jean). just hardened from the experiences and snarky/jokey but still willing to go the distance to help people. i find leon's attitude and subsequent personality change following the rc incident comparable to jean's shift following marco's death. also him in infinite darkness just bears a strong resemblance so the comparison is low hanging fruit there LMAO

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

can't fully remember but i remember finding him kinda embarrassing but in an endearing way LMAO like that's my favorite boyfailure truly. and now ofc i adore him he's fighting with erwin for the spot of my favorite aot character

#jean kirstein #darlingkirstein asks #ask game

[oh-cramity-its-amity]

1, 7, 19, 20 for the TOH ask game!!

Hi!!! Thank you for the ask!!

(Here's the ask game if anyone wants to see the list)

I have already answered questions: 2, 5, 8, 11, and 16

1.) What episode got you invested in the show? Why?

So I think I briefly touched on this before on a different question but the episode that got me into the show was Enchanting Grom Fright back during 2020 and season 1. Previous to TOH I was hyperfixated on a movie in that time (Booksmart) and used Instagram to talk to some people who from said community wrote fanfic for on ao3.

Anyway, during scrolling through the front my feed at like September or so of 2020 was FLOODED with edits of that episode. Like everyone was making edits to the clip of Amity throwing that note behind herself "So... Who did you wanna ask out??" that whole thing. Everyone was doing it from what I saw. People were FREAKING out.

And at first, I was like almost mad at it kinda. Like "why tf is this show all over here!!" like not hate but why was everyone so obsessed with it. I couldn't escape (still haven't but thats another story later on haha). But basically, as I dove deeper and understood it's context on why people were so into it, I realized "Hey!! This show is gay- or on the verge of hinting so strongly of WLW representation!!" and because of that fact, I was hooked in a sense. I was there when Lumity was a crackship and everyone were still speculating and theorizing. I never knew it'd get this big but I'm happy that it's cannon.

7,) Has the show ever made you cry? What scene(s)?

Yes!!! Dude the timeskip scene made me start bawling my eyes out. The soundtrack just- and the "BYEEEEEEE" dude. Man, like the sentimental aspect of TOH and how much it meant to me- seeing it and understanding that the show was finished- I was crying because I didn't want to loose it. It was a comfort to me-- But hey! That's what fanfic and fandom is for, huh?

19.) Least favorite episode?

It's not an unpopular take but Once Upon a Swap. I know people are growing to appreciate it nowdays but it just doesn't hit the same as s2 does in comparison. I know like its not good to compare them because during s1- It's clear that Dana was getting that footing then, but dude-- That ep was kinda.... Idk. Not it. I did like the Lilith moments in it though!!

20.) Which character do you relate to most?

That's tough. Definitely Amity. Just her entire character and growth of both learning how to be herself and show her true self while also battleing her insecure nature toward not feeling "good enough" for Luz because of Luz seeing her as she truly is and through the guard she forced up due to her parents.

I mean I do kin Luz because I do like the nerdy part of her too. I'm just one big nerd who writes fanfiction so. Yk ehhh. I can't decide between them both!!

Thank you sm for the ask!!

#thank you for the ask!! #ask game #billys replying to asks

[artbyramen]

if it’s another one of These nights I might try to analyze my kins out of pure boredom

1. blueberry pie atm my highest kin probably I haven’t yet seen a character with so many aspects that I can relate to except for her she’s so mecore this is exactly ramencore staying inside your home or comfort zone (even though it doesn’t really bring you any comfort) just because you’re so fucking afraid of the things that are left outside you’re afraid of exploring new things because of past incidents that proved that curiosity doesn’t always lead to nice places and you blame yourself for it and also you’re so so obsessed with the one you love you’re ready to make them your only comfort in the world they’re the only one who can bring peace to you but unfortunately their absence means total despair and loss of meaning

2. ghiaccio IDK. IDK WHY I STILL KIN HIM AFTER LIKE 4 years I still relate to the Venezia rant because idioms make no sense and also it’s always easy to spill your anger on more trivial things rather than people you care about

3. basil because god damn it I can’t handle abandonment I disliked him so much but with time I just kinda looked at him and realized that I’m just like him fr fr the Blaming Yourself stuff really relatable. ugh

4 I’m not sure but I might kin baguette (another nerd yes yes.) the whole following orders thing to get the job done right I’ve always done it like that it’s easier like that I’m no rebellious spirit if something works that it better continue to do so. it’s hard for me to step away from the rules and morals that I’ve made up for myself and even if I do I must punish myself for that. cause its the right thing? Isn’t it? being harsh on yourself sometimes can do bad things for your health though.

5 hajime hinata Also mecore! Trying his best to fit in but failing miserably. and even in times where he truly fits in, he doesn’t notice it. not understanding others’ people bullshit is also there. He’s just.. there. Not a silent protagonist, but he really felt like this for some time, I’m sure. (I forgot the danganronpa plot. I’m judging the hajime portrait that I have in my head)

[thebleedingeffect]

if you had to like

kin assign. (like what they have in common/resonate with in one another)

the sbi all the different versions of link

what would u give them

i'm curious. it has been in my brain since i saw your carrd.

Ohhhhhh okay I thought pretty hard about this and I think I have a reasonable estimation of what I believe would be sbis kin assignments/most relatable to the links.

First of all, Techno is most similar to TP Link! Why do I say this? Cause surface level everyone believes TP Link to be the most gritty, serious, and even amongst the darkest of the Link's but that's simply not true! Because if anything TP is one of the kindest, most patient of the Link's with a love of animals and helping other people out. Everyone thinks that Techno is this super serious, stoic guy when in reality he's very emotive and cares a ton! He just shows it in a different way than most which people wrongly interpret as not caring/being super dark.

Going off of that, TP Link and Techno both share a love of the chill, farming lifestyle and always default to a protective, defensive role when alongside someone! Also like, they're both absolute sweeties and both share a big big love for animals, you're telling me you wouldn't find Techno in castle town petting all the cats and lowkey ignoring the looming twilight?? Smh, he wants to pet the kitties leave him BE.

Alright, now for me I've always thought Phil to be pretty similar to BOTW Link! The reason I say this is because the both of them are extremely freedom loving and have a highhhhhh affinity for traveling/exploring the lands. Neither of them stay in one place for long and are always itching to learn more! But this also leads to the both of them having buried feelings of loneliness that they have no idea how to deal with or how to approach. Another thing is that both BOTW Link and Phil share the whole 'I'm all alone in a world filled with remnants of the dead and I'm piecing everything together because I'm so hungry to know of what I lost'.

Also just, they're both so so chaotic, but get away with it due to their cute faces and the fact that they're extremely generous and easy-going. WAIT ALSO, both BOTW Link and Phil share the trait of getting distracted so so easily and oops, wasn't I supposed to be saving the princess? Welllllll I'll go do that after I go to this shrine-

And for Tommy! WW Link :D! And I actually have a pretty good explanation to why that's the case. The game is about jumping into the unknown, about exploration, about being risky and willingly submitting yourself to the terrors of the uncharted, free world. Its also about finding the people and companions that make every step of that fear worth it! It's finding the little pockets of humanity that survive in the face of complete and utter devastation no matter what. That feels very Tommy to me! As well as the fact that both WW Link and Tommy are SCARILY stubborn and have absolutely no chill factor whatsoever!! Tommy and WW Link both like to have companions that challenge them AND balance them!(Tubbo and Tetra).

Also like, Tommy feels like the kinda guy who would go along with being shot out of a cannon if it only meant to serve a point. He's stubborn and endearing like that, I love him. Both of them have baby faces which means alot of people like to downplay their emotional depth but in fact they hide some of the most hard hitting morals and messages in the entire story.

Okay now here's the thing, Wilbur is really difficult for me to place cause I've ALWAYS associated him with the Zeldas moreso than the Link's. The fact he has such a strong sense of duty, the authority and respect he carries on his shoulders, the suffocating pressure of wanting to protect his land and people. Its all of this and more than I'm gonna break this a bit and say that Wilbur is OOT Zelda! The reason I say this is because I feel like Wilbur is someone who's always been obsessed with the past, present, and future of the story that he's forced himself to carry. OOT Zelda is someone who carries a SCARILY large responsibility from such a young age that I feel like Wilbur can relate to a ton!

OOT Zelda saw Ganondorf and saw hyrules downfall, Wilbur saw Schlatt and saw L'manburgs downfall. He's also someone who carries so many masks in order to protect himself, just like OOT Zelda, but will uncover his true self around those he truly trusts and loves! Wilbur also carries so much guilt, oh so much, and OOT Zelda is someone who feels extremely similar despite the fact that it was utterly out of their control. They just carry so much in their hands that they feel responsible any time something slightly goes wrong :(

So uhhhhh yeah! That's my answer :]]] Techno = TP Link, Phil = BOTW Link, Tommy = WW Link, and Wilbur = OOT Zelda!

#thebleedingeffect talks #this was really fun I love thinking about which series and world each of them would fit lol

[izukuisbaby]

hello i was wondering if i could participate in the celebration, i just found your account and i’m in love. congratulations by the way!! i’m about to turn eighteen next month which i’m somewhat excited for. a male character from the harry potter universe please.

okay,, personality wise i’m a virgo and an slytherin intj. some characters i kin is ron weasley, regulus black, jo march, max mayfield, gwen stacy, and well you get the idea. my favorite book genres are romance or literature with a strong female character. right now my current obsession is anne of green gables ( amazing movie btw if you hadn’t seen it ). i’m incredibly awkward and have bad anxiety. it takes me a while to open up and even longer before you see the “true” me. i am also very sarcastic and almost always have something witty to say and sometimes i blurt it out without even meaning too. a song that describes my aesthetic is cinnamon girl by lana del rey and uptown girl by billy joel. i have trust issues and find it absolutely hilarious if anyone shows any romantic interest in me but deep down i crave a relationship like ron and hermione or anne and gilbert. i’m the type of girl who would most likely only love/date once and once i do i would probably do anything for them and hope the same in return. the 2017 beauty and the beast movie always makes me cry cause of their love and songs. i love old films and music expanding from the 50s - early 90s but taylor swift and mitski is an exception. i’m super into astrology and spiritual stuff ( witchcraft and what not ).

appearance now.. i’m 5’3 with medium length brunette hair and coffee brown eyes that almost shines in the sun if you look close enough. i kinda look like a mix of lily collins and blair waldorf as i’ve been told ( with similar eyebrows like lily and eyes and face structure like blair and maybe body as well ). i always have my nails painted red and my toes black. my dress aesthetic changes constantly i think but it settles at girl next door with a little 90’s rockstar girlfriend and alot of dresses. that’s all and if you do this thank you so much!! <3

💌 FLORA'S MATCH-UP EVENT #4

❥ to bluebells33 : i hope i got ur kins right lovely🥰 thanks for the sweet ask

🏹 you've been matched with...

... draco malfoy 💘

・❥ your song : play with fire - sam tinnesz

・❥ what is your relationship like :

ღ draco would never say this to anyone but he secretly yearns for a relationship similar to the ones he read about throughout his childhood

ღ i can see you two being extremely supportive of each other considering the fact that you both suffer from anxiety. it takes a while for you two to open up to people, you understand each other and vent just to one another.

ღ what he likes in your personality the most is how self-sufficient you are. you would do anything to be who you want and achieve your goals. he admires your constant motivation to do your best (also he thinks your sarcasm is incredibly hot but he would never tell that to anyone :)

ღ he's a very secretive person and would rather keep your relationship private for the most part. he also fears that he would put you in danger considering his family's situation. he would sometimes ask you to meet him in the room of requirements so that you could spend time with him away from people

ღ since he never expected to fall in love, he falls hard as soon as he sees how affectionate you are and how much you love him. he would do anything to protect you and to make you feel loved. he just tries his best to show how much he cares about you but he isn't good with words.

ღ he is extremely patient with you and knows how to deal with your sudden outburst of wittiness because he is quite witty as well so he relates to you a lot and that's something he really likes about you as well

・❥ texting your soulmate 👼🏻

© izukuisbaby. do not copy, modify, translate, repost or take my ideas/concept without giving credits but comments, feedback, reblogs and asks are very much welcome ! 💌

#・❥・flora the matchmaker #draco malfoy #draco x reader

[sadisticyouko]

honestly i tend to latch onto any characters thatre kinda fucked up and obsessive with their attraction bc yandere stuff is like. a really big vibe for me jfjdjfj and its why i sometimes project a bit of yandere-ism on other chars too jfksjf i be out here kinning himiko toga and shes not a low kin by any means- ACTUALLY i just remembered a song, its one im absolutely obsessed with, cant tell if itd be ur style or not but its Mx Sinster by I Dont Know How But They Found Me and its. very good creepy lover yandere song 👀 (their other song Choke isnt the same vibe but its an upbeat violent song which is really really fun too :3 )

also yeah i dont relate to hiei at all but im absolutely obsessed with him because he hits like. all of my points of Favorite Character. which means basically he checks off all of the points of shadow the hedgehog, who im equally obsessed with HFKSHFK the only difference is that hiei is much more of an asshole and has no problem with murder lmao. but hes SO. hot. cute. handsome. im literally thinking about him constantly daily and its absolutely a key part of my major kurama kin feels hfksjf i just want to hold him so baddd. sits him in my lap and kisses and bites him. edgy lil tsundere who owns my heart

also its no worries !!! i dont mind vents on my dash, hell on the occasion ill vent on my main too lol. its ur blog so do whatever the hell u want with it !! sometimes we just gotta yell shit out of our brain!

ALSO YEA IM VERY INTROVERTED TOO and conversing in asks like this at first is for some reason easier. less daunting. brains r so weird fbsjf BUT sometime. hopefully soon. i will try to dm u. or u can try to dm me first if u want fjdkfj hell if ud wanna talk on discord instead (if u have one) u could lmk bc i tend to be more active on there since im always chattin with my gf there lol. but yeah uve always just gave me a vibe of someone thatd be fun to chill with !!! (so hopefully we both can breach our introversion to actually chat LOL)

Omg I LOVE himiko 🥺 I kin her relationship with her family but I’m not exact enough to say I fully kin her 😂 I don’t really relate to too many ppl in mha (except maaybe todoroki, or ururaka on a good day) I kin so many people in yyh cuz I grew up watching it and reading the manga since I was 9 ! and then proceeded to read very inappropriate fanfiction for the rest of my life apparently 😂 so they’ve all had very strong influences on my personality ! yandere is a favorite vibe of mine, I haven’t heard those songs but I’ll definitely check them out ! i like the aggressive stuff so it sounds like it’d be right up my alley !

and omg that makes so much sense ! hiei is definitely … attractive >\\\\\< it’s the height that makes me conflicted tho ! I’m only 5 feet tall but I still struggle with the idea of it 😂 his personality is perfect tho 👌 definitely simp material, he’s still one of my all time favorite characters and for good reason ! I feel like if I think too hard about him I’ll fall down the rabbit hole of crushing on him and I won’t be able to stop, and kurama wouldn’t like that very much at all ૮⸝⸝> ̫ <⸝⸝ ა

yea idk how but it feels easier like this for first time interactions ! It’s like I’m in a big open field and it makes me feel safer than if I were a bunny in the cardboard chat box or something IDK 😂 we’re just gonna play dm chicken until someone cracks 😂 I don’t have a discord but I’m almost always on here ! don’t be afraid to dm me ! sometimes my social battery runs out BUT I enjoy the interaction !! ૮⸝⸝> ̫ <⸝⸝ ა

#I’m glad u think I’m chill #i try to be good #not too unhinged yanno #bunny girl sadisticyouko confirmed #jkjk I like to think of myself as also a fox or wolf #okay now I’m just rambling #sadisticyouko asks #don’t be afraid to reach out I’m mostly normal ! #sadisticyouko rants #not writing

[wilson-kinnie-42]

Assign Me a Kin

Hi! I had and idea for a game "Assign Me a Kin" (I want this to become a trend, it would be cool tbh) It's simple, (see pictures below) I give you 3 fandoms in which I want to have a kin and a "Happy/normal" playlist and a "Vent/Angsty" playlist with songs I relate to (or vibe to, in the happy playlist) so you can tell me which characters relate to some of those songs. I did this bc my brain is unable to difference between favourite character and kin lmao. ( ignore my username, I know it says Wilson kinnie, but that was some time ago, I don't know if I still kin him)

(Also, please don't comment anything about the vent playlist, I don't really like to vent, it makes me uncomfortable)

Spotify Happy/ Normal Playlist (read desc): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5QhmYbTh5C33TAzu0k25mR?si=9N6Q27l6Rj2ygkzu3spCRQ&utm_source=copy-link

Vent/Angsty Playlist (read desc): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5smGEl1fqpPJycGlDXjvjK?si=zktsI95YTL-AGH6rPIEVVg&utm_source=copy-link

Explanations:

-Everybody Wants To Rule The World: I don't really have a reason of why I relate to this song, maybe It's the "help make the most of freedom and of pleasure, nothing ever lasts forever" and "I can't stand this indecision, married with a lack of vision" lines

-I Swallowed Shampoo: I did swallow shampoo when I was little 💀

-Whatever Became Of Old Temple?: All my friends misbeheave at school, but I don't, I'm "that one quiet and responsable kid"

-Gives You Hell: When I was 9 my old bestie replaced me with the new kid, so after I went through the 5 stages of grief I blasted this on my headphones lmao

-I'm Gonna Win: Probably the second song I relate to the most in the happy/normal playlist

-A Mask Of My Own Face: me at school, I don't like to show my real personality at school

-Really Cool Wig: I remember some vídeos I used to watch as a kid, but I search them and I CAN'T FIND IT. That feeling is so frustrating

-But, Mr Adams: Me and my classmates in a group project

-You And Me (But Mostly Me): Me and my bestie in a group project (she does nothing, I do everything, but I enjoy doing everything bc I get the recognition)

-Uh, I Mean, It's Kind Of A Lot: Instead of love, I relate to this song with my friendships, I'm afraid of everything but my friends

-Bill Watterson: I tend to obsess a lot with things/ characters/ actors I like

-Gossip: my classroom 💀

-Left Brain, Right Brain: Left- me at school Right- me with my friends

-That's Life: the song I relate to the most in the happy/ normal playlist

-The first 6 songs of the Vent/Angsty playlist: Literally my biography

-Michael In The Bathroom: When my old bestie replaced with the new kid

-Be Nice To Me: Kinda describes the friendship I had with someone, but we're currently cool, so I won't say their name

-Dollhouse: My family and my classroom 💀

-What's Wrong With Me?: I tend to emotionally depend on my friends

-Hated By Life Itself: I don't see this song as suicidal, I see it as a "Hey, everything in this world is fucked up, but we have to go on and survive"

-I love Kanye: I miss the elementary school me

-New Person, Same Old Mistakes: When I changed schools I changed my personality, but some problems still remained

-So Mean: I've been standing people who say mean things to me for a long time, so I sometimes snap

-My Alcoholic Friends: I used to have a group of friends who weren't the best influence

-House Of Memories: "Then will you remember me in the same way as I remember you?" When I graduate Middle School I'll remember everyone and regret that I didn't spend more time with them, but I think they won't feel the same way

-Prom Dress: this one should be with the first 6 songs, but I forgot to put it there

#1776 #1776 musical #amrev fandom #amrev #the office #the office us #the hangover #i made america #hamilton musical

[juvederm]

oversharing, being mentally ill possibly

i genuinely don't know if this is a legitimate phenomenon or not, but i have friends who "IRL" characters (call them delusions at times), and i kind of don't get it. it kinda seems like kinning to me. i described how i felt about my attachment to josh, and my friend related to a T but still called theirs a delusion. and correct me if im wrong but like... aren't delusions something that u don't know is happening... like ur not aware ur being delusional. but my friends seemed very like, aware. complete opposite.

so they tend to get upset when you "double" (meaning like, you kin or "IRL" the same character as them), or shit talk the character in any way. i kind of related to that aspect, just being overly protective of a character. but since my friend related to me, i assumed i had like a safe space to vent abt my actual frustrations with like, having this heavy of an attachment so i'll get into that now.

because josh is like my most liked loved admired character in my arsenal, i always projected onto him. when i was 14-15, i didn't call him a kin, because i didn't exactly relate to his canon version. instead i made a version of him i related to, and he was Literally me at that point. but also not. and comically as time went on, i noticed i was becoming more like his canon version, but also staying like the projection version of him (bc he literally had the same interests as me, same music taste, same fashion sense, same everything). this all snowballed into a weird thing where now he's become apart of my brain. he has like his own thoughts and feelings and opinions, sometimes i say things that he thinks and it gets me in trouble at times. i worry that like he might take over? and that i won't have any original thoughts? even tho this version of him is a mix of canon and projection. like we have to share some of the same thoughts but sometimes it doesn't feel that way. like i differ from him in some ways, for example, he's like a different type of intelligent from me, he likes castlevania and fighting games, etc.

along with this, i also have a sort of gender envy for him. i always wanted to look like him, be socialized the same way he was, have all the same friends as him, like i really wanted to Be him. so i took his name as a start. and it's always been a smack in the face to look in the mirror and not see That. being confronted with a girl reflection.

so i coped pretty hard. it became somewhat dissociative? i don't know if that's the right word, but i genuinely departed from my physical self whenever i'd do my "rituals" (i say this tentatively because i know this is a term used for OCD, which i'm not entirely sure i have or not), and my rituals always had to be the following thing: between 1-4:30 AM, at least an hour long, they had to have a Story, and they had to be Useful. and another thing, absolutely NO LIGHT. and it wasn't like i wanted to do them (i sometimes did), i HAD to do them. i've been very irritable the past few days because i've been missing them (literlaly bc i fixed my sleep schedule loool) and it's just been upsetting me.

it became hard to do anything, i've had these rituals since i was a kid. they always had to do with something i was currently obsessing over. always at night too. nothing really changed there. when i got to high school, i realized i was never going to be josh, or that ideal projection of him. because he was Me but he was also Me If I Did Anything With My Life. but i got to school, i wore the same black hoodie everyday, i didn't talk to anyone, i had my headphones on 24/7. and talking to people physically made me ill. i actually could not do it, because i would have an out of body experience where i would see myself through the eyes of whoever i was talking to, and see myself as who i ACTUALLY was, rather than the person i became during my rituals. and it stressed me out every single day i went to school, and on top of me just being a very slow worker (i cannot do deadlines), having dysphoria and depression, i couldn't Do school anymore. so i dropped out.

and nobody got why i did, i'm still very much judged for my decision but it was for my Own good. i've not been Great but my quality of life definitely improved a little bit after i dropped out. and i hate socializing with people as who i physically am, i hate being perceived when i can't control what i look like (can't start T, can't cut my hair, can't dress masculine), so i'm just a Girl to everyone which isn't necessarily a bad thing. i just want to CONTROL when i feel like a girl, i don't want it to be my natural state because i want to be Both. a girl and a boy. during my rituals, i always feel like a boy. to be honest, i feel like josh. that's the best i can describe it.

and back to my original point, i basically said all of this (although more condensed), and admitted that i disliked that disconnect i had by looking in the mirror and not seeing josh, i think my friend got upset by that? by me saying like, i wasn't who i feel and thought i was, and i think they took it as me saying "ur not (insert character) irl, just look in the mirror" but that's not at all what i was trying to say. i'm not rly defending myself here bc who am i defending myself to? like whoever's reading this is not like, thibking im the villain hopefully

but yeah. anyway. did you pray today

#vent #u don't have to read but i'd appreciate if someone did bc i feel Alone

[linawritesocs]

❄️twst oc: allen snowhill ❄️

IT'S HIM. ANNA-KUN IS HERE.

tbh i really wanted to make an oc based on anna because younger me found anna extremely relatable (i still do actually) and i guess you could call her "a comfort character" of mine? not only because HAHA SHE'S CUTE AND QUIRKY but like, because of some other character traits. omg what if i kin her

i will add more info about him in the future!

name: allen snowhill (アレン ・ スノーヒル) (i chose "allen" as his first name simply because of it being kind of similar to "anna" and his last name is just a combination of words "snow" and "hill")

age: 17 y/o

gender: male

species: human

birth date: june 25

zodiac sign: cancer

height: 190 cm (i know he doesn't look that tall but trust me, he IS tall. he's 10 cm taller than merrill. i'm sorry, merrill)

hair color: i. i actually don't know how to describe his hair color, it looks more pink because of overlay, but i originally wanted it to be more brown? color name websites tell me that his hair is rose gold, so.. i guess that's it?

eye color: light blue

homeland: shaftlands (same homeland as vance!)

family: father and mother, he's an only child.

school: royal sword academy

dorm: i am once again asking for at least some kind of rsa lore

school year: second

occupation: student

club: literature club (oh, you thought that it's "just vance"? NO IT'S JUST ALLEN)

best subject: music

dominant hand: left

favorite food: chocolate chip cookies

least favorite food: anything too salty

hobby: theater (especially musicals) (WE GOT ANOTHER THEATER KID), taking care of animals

talent: writing fanfiction (what if he has a wattpad acc. what would you call wattpad in twst world)

unique magic: "the next right step" thanks to his unique magic, allen can easily walk somewhere where he just.. isn't supposed to walk. he can walk through locked doors, walk on walls and ceiling, walk through fire, WALK ON WATER, you name it. however, he has a time limit and he can use his magic only for a certain period of time before he overblots.

dislikes: people that are "too logical"

personality: allen is a cheerful and energetic boy, who is always smiling. he's very sociable and talkative and he's always glad to meet new people and make new friends. he's also very romantic, dreaming about meeting his true love and he gets crushes very easily. in fact, he has a crush on merrill and he sneaks into nrc just to see him! it's not really true love, just a "celebrity crush", though allen likes to think otherwise. allen is adorable and he's a genuinely nice boy, but.. there are times when he gets kinda scary and intense. allen truly doesn't know when he's doing something wrong, for example, he can steal someone's stuff and go "oh, i didn't know i wasn't supposed to do that!" most people think he's just pretending and he isn't actually that dumb. allen is also ready to go very far to get his crush to notice him. and by "very far" i mean "VERY far". he tends to get just a little bit obsessive over people who he has a crush on and he gets jealous easily. great, we have avery as a tsundere boy and allen as a yandere boy however, he stops once his crush tells him that it's making them uncomfortable. also allen may be a little clumsy and awkward around his crush, but he's just!! so happy to see them!!

notable relationships:

allen mentioned once that he had a very close friend when he was younger, but their friendship had to end. allen claims that he doesn't regret ending that friendship, but you can see sadness in his eyes when he says it.

allen has a huge crush on merrill and idolizes him and is often seen wandering around nrc just to see merrill. merrill, however, finds allen annoying and also dangerous, because the boy knows his true identity and that merrill's secret acc belongs to him.

fun facts:

allen has some white in his hair, just like anna. when people ask why his hair is like that, he jokes about his forehead being kissed by a troll when he was a child, but it's obvious that he just doesn't want to talk about it.

his unique magic's name is a reference to anna's song from frozen 2, "the next right thing" and him also being able to go through locked doors is a reference to "love is an open door".

anna desperately wished to be loved and allen is the same, but his obsessive tendencies are basically "an exaggerated version" of that.

allen is always happy to be around people and wants to make more friends because he was very lonely and isolated in his childhood.

he actually wishes to be shorter because he thinks that his height is too intimidating and he wants to be seen as more approachable and cute.

ironically, even though he's based on a character from frozen, he was born in summer.

allen gets cold very easily and that's why he is almost always seen wearing sweaters, even in summer. this is a reference to anna being turned into an ice statue in the end of the first frozen movie.

allen is surprisingly strong physically and he can easily punch someone REALLY hard. if it wasn't for music, p.e. would be his best subject.

his voice lines:

if you choose to hold his hand: "w-what? you want us to hold hands? i-i'm so happy!"

level up:

"to think that you'd decide to help me.. thank you, i really mean it."

"i'm stronger now! i'll protect you from anyone who wants to hurt you! you can count on me!"

"thank you so much.. i can't wait to use my new powers! i promise i won't disappoint you!"

level up max:

"thank you so much for spending time with me and making me feel loved and cared for. ah, i- i'm not crying!.."

episode level up:

"have i told you that i loved you today? oh, i did? haha, i'll say it one more time then! i love, love, love, LOVE you! please don't leave me, okay?"

limit break:

"huh? you love me THIS much? what should i do.. i might kiss you right this second if you keep acting this way."

groovy:

"i look so pretty now! but you think that i'm always pretty, right? right? aww, thank you so much!"

lesson lines (before lesson):

"i'm okay with going to any class as long as you are with me!~"

"i think i won't be able to focus on my studies if you're around.. but whatever, i don't care that much about them anyway!"

"did you know that music is my best subject? hehe, i might play something for you one day!"

lesson start:

"ah, it's that time already? let's go, darling!"

lesson end:

"oh well, at least i got to spend time with you!"

battle start:

"okay, so i just need to win, right? no problem, love, i'll do that for you!"

battle win:

"now i just need to.. huh? i don't have to kill them?"

#lina draws ocs #twisted wonderland oc #twst oc

[queersturbate]

Yk I kin Light and I see Light hate all the time like honestly it’s kinda expected

Personally, if we’re talking strictly morals I think he was a bad person and not likeable and not that great, but I do also think he’s an interesting character

I’ve also like struggled with self hatred and self esteem issues all my life and just seeing you genuinely like a character I see myself in really makes me feel good about myself so thank you for that, even tho it probably wasn’t your intention it just means a lot to a depressed young girl on the internet

heyhey anon!!

this turns into a two part rant. part one is me talking about npd and light. part two is me loving light.

yeah i totally agree that Light is a bad person and did fucked up things. and that Light is a very 3D character that has a lot of intricacies that are important to look at and observe. I've talked a little about my npd + god complex on here and how i see myself in Light and certain parts of his thinking (dont yell at me, if you're confused ask me what i mean before you attack me). And how his own npd led him so quickly to becoming a self proclaimed god of the new world. npd is based on delusions and an incredible sense of self hatred. literally so much self hatred that your brain has created a delusion that you are not only better than everyone else, literally thinking they're inferior, but even sometimes going as far as to believing you're god (which not ever person with npd has). Idk! i just think attacking people who simply relate to a character for a certain reason (eg. disorders/mannerisms/etc) even if it's not the reason people think is normal or valid is bullshit, like they're just characters people made up in their head. Like people relate to L because of his autistic characteristics (me included lol) and no one even says anything, actually he's probably the most kinned character in anime LMAO. But people relate to Light because of his npd characteristics, that's considered strange and theyre told to stay away from people (literally im told that like everyday on tiktok LMAO) and like, literally why? because npd is a scary mental disorder? because it's not something for you to uwu soft boy-ify like L's autism? it's ridiculous. You can like a character. You can relate to a character for an ACTUAL non problematic reason. Having a disorder you cannot help having but you are getting help with is not a problematic reason. People don't understand for some fucking reason that if you relate to Light it doesn't mean you'd kill almost 200,000 people. Just like relating to L doesn't mean you'd commit the actual lawful crimes and moral crimes he did.

uhhh, man i talk a lot. who gave me a tumblr fr. that turned into a rant, i apologize, now for more rant. i genuinely love Light. and im happy people can have a little safe space with me while liking and relating to Light. and even if it's not npd, like it mainly is for me, Light has other character traits than just being narcissistic and having a god complex. He's good in school, he's quiet, he's naturally intelligent, he plays his little sports lol, we dont see him talk to a lot of his friends, he becomes obsessed easily, he's short tempered and a hot head, he overanalyzes everything, he's has a lot of mannerisms and traits that go along with him being gay and having internalized homophobia, he has parents who expect the most from him but not from his sister, etc etc i could list more. my point is there's more to Light than what light-antis (??) scream about. Light is a bad fucked up person, like we ALL agree lol. He's not a good person, he was NOT intended to be looked at like a good person. but people forget that while yes he is the villain, he is also our main character. you are supposed to relate to the main character. and relating to him doesn't mean you are a bad person. he's an interesting character that has more than one side, just like regular people so of course people would relate to him. idk. just. i love Light.

#im sleepy asf sorry #i was gonna bring up loki and how people love him despite him being a villain #and no one sees anything wrong with that #but i ranted too much #ask #anon #death note #light yagami

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The OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) in FF7

This thing actually caught my eyes while reading a few theory about FF7R and the word OCD appear in their certain analysis, in IG, youtube comments and some posts in tumblr too. Dunno why but they always relate Biggs with OCD. I looked back to the scenes where Biggs appear and... Okay, i understand why they thinj Biggs has OCD or perfectionist

A lot of people, including the psych students themselves easily confused with OCD and perfectionist (I got confused by it quite often too). Now, is Biggs OCD or is he just a perfectionist? Let's take a deeper look at it

Biggs is not a famous character. So fans dont really care about him, but I do

Disclaimer : i'm not a psychologist. Im an intern and still studying. Psychiatric is not my major field but i got assigned there as an intern for quite a time and we got exposed a lot about psychology too. We didnt learn them professionally like the real psyche students, we learned (and still under training) through real life experience + a little bit from the books.

So there might be wrong interpretation here and there. Pls correct me if I'm misleading u. And pardon my english. Pls dont use any of these terms to diagnose urself. Remember, I'm a student, not a professional.

I kins of blame the social media for portraying OCD in such a nasty way, when someone with OCD is actually suffering inside.

OCD is not just about 'clean clean, must clean this place till squeaky clean' and OCD is not about being perfectionist. OCD and perfectionist are two different thing.

Perfectionist is more to a demand demeanour, eg "I want the cake to be like this. I want it to be pink. No, not that pink, it must be neon pink with slight purple. Do it again. No, i dont want that pink. Do it again. Ahhh yess, nice pink." Someone with perfectionist, after they got their result, they will immediately bcome calm and satisfied. Perfectionist is obviously different from OCPD (Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder). OCPD falls under Personality Disorder and it is different from OCD. Im not going to talk about that

Credit goes to crazyheadcomics.

Look at how OCD got spoken from the media perspective. It is very much resemble to Biggs, dont u think? In reality, someone with OCD always feel stress about everything around them, and they will find it hard to complete their task.

OCD has two components - Obsessive and Compulsive

| 1. Obsessive. It is a repeating thoughts about something and often occur until it makes someone feel stress about it. Eg, u think that ur hand will get bacteria infection if u touch a chair, door, fridge or when holding someone's hand. This thought always appear in ur mind everytime u touch the door, chair, fridge or somebody's hand, but when u touch ur shoes, u never think about the bacteria (in certain cases, some patients become scare of everything they touch)

| 2. Compulsive. It is a repeating of the same actions to fulfill the 'obsession' in order to reduce the stress acted upon them. Usually the 'action' has a specific ways in which the patient believe he has to do it like this or that way or else he will fail. Eg, after touching the chair, he will immediately wash his hand 10x from left to right. He believes the hand washing wont be effective if he starts from right to left

Another sign of OCD is when someone re-checking the door lock few times. Its normal for us to re-check once/twice the door lock for confirmation, but for people with OCD, they will re-check the door lock for about 6-10 times and still not feel satisfied and later they stress out. And also the OCD people, they tend to get annoyed when something is not in particular order and they will immediately fix it eventhough they know they're wrong.

I met a funny woman at the hosp arranging our students' books according to its thickness, when I asked her why did she arranged our books like that,

She replied : "Doctor said I have CDO"

Me : "Sorry, CDO? Never heard of it"

She : "It is actually OCD but I feel so stress hearing that term so I put it in alphabetical order. CDO, much better"

We both had a good laugh. Her case was not serious though, but she was feeling miserable with her thoughts and decided to meet a psychiatrist. I would say she was still in early stage for someone with OCD, but may lead to severe if left untreated

It is really hard to satisfy and convince someone with OCD and they always feel stress about something they shouldnt care too much about. U can say OCD is a fastidious type, and they're actually more than that

If we want to relate this condition with Bigg's case., urmm. The only time where I can spot him being different than the other characters is when he's busy sweeping his front house and when he pat Cloud's head during the Sector 7 plate fall.

The cleaning stuff isnt exactly weird thing for a human to do. But it is something odd, I mean, he just finished his mission with Jessie and survived a jump from the plate, and yet he still have the energy to sweep dry leaves, AT NIGHT! He can wait till tomorrow though and should get himself a proper rest.

Wedge says Biggs has a habit of overthinking stuff

And there we see Biggs sweeping the dry leaves. It might be because he is trying to distract himself from doing his bad habit - overthinking. But urm , i think there'll be higher chance for someone to overthink when doing house chore like Biggs is doing. This is where lots of people say Biggs cleaning the house at night is bcause he has OCD or he's a perfectionist.

But I dont think thats the case. For real, he is completely normal. No sign of him acting weird in that scene. If he really does have OCD or he's a perfectionist, we'll see more of him arguing with Barret about unnecessary stuff. He cant become one of Avalanche's strongest member (not exactly strong, but hey, he's trustworthy). Also, if u notice, Biggs have one earring on his right ear. Someone with OCD will feel irritated by it bcause his ear doesnt look 'balance'. OCD people, even in mild case, they want everything about them to be balance and in good order.

After trying to understand Biggs way of thinking and style through his short screentime, I strongly believe this guy has no such thing as OCD or being a perfectionist. Biggs just cares tooooo much about his friends, he thinks 10 times ahead from the bigger picture in which it frightens him about the bad consequences that will occur to people he cherish.

He is the type that always have a back up plan in his mind. He thinks of 5 possible bad things and comes out with 10 solutions. That's the power of an overthinker like Biggs I'll tell ya

Biggs probably cleaning his front house area at night bcause the next early morning, he will need to leave his house for the bombing mission. Better take care of things the night before the big day. He can ditch the cleaning work but he wont do it, not bcause he's a perfectionist/OCD, but try to imagine this, if ur front house is full with dry leaves and rubbish, it will be unpleasant for the neighbours next to ur house to see. Living in the slum means higher chance for u to get sick if u dont take care of ur surrounding hygiene. Biggs is a kind man, and I believe he doesnt want to upset his neighbours

He probably has overthink this matter like "If i dont do this now, I probably dont have time for doing it tomorrow. Maybe I'll broke my leg from the mission and this trash will be left untouched, then there'll be high chance for the children around here to get sick. What if they get infectious disease bcause of this dry leaves? And then the parents will be worried and the Sector 7 Slum will be in chaos etc etc. Time for plan A. Let's clean this place"

Besides, remember the post where I mentioned about Mental Health First Aid? Biggs, as the side character gives the best MFA to Cloud even without knowing what Cloud had gone through. Biggs is just toooo kind with his friends, he cares too much causing him to overthinks about his friends conditions. He can notice even the slightest change in his friend's behaviour and with his own instinct, he cheers for them

Aww man, how can u not love his personality? He's the sweetest side character ever (and kinda hot too).

Soo as the conclusion for my post here, Biggs does not have OCD. He's a side character with a big heart who cares tooooooo deeply about his friends that leads him to overthink too much.

However, if the devs say Biggs really has OCD then my statement about him will be invalid. I'm sure they have put everything in a very close detail look.

Btw, I personally think Biggs kind of portrays the other small side of Cloud, the overthinking part for their romantic partner. But Biggs express his worry through words while Cloud express it through his actions, eg - like how he always keep an eye on Tifa. He never speak it directly like "I'm worry about Tifa, I must help her", he just simply be with her either she needs a help or not. While Biggs clearly says "Jessie been acting weird, I should go if she needs any - help -"

Action speaks louder than words but sometimes our eyes failed to listen.

Alright, that's it. Thanks for being with me till the end.

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