#an absolute rollercoaster

[ninallthatjazz]

I keep breaking into hysterical laughter because I CAN'T BELIEVE THE 14TH DOCTOR LIVES 😭💜

#doctor who spoilers #doctor who 60th anniversary #doctor who #dw: the giggle #14th doctor #david tennant #i am ugly sobbing #and i keep bursting into laughter #an absolute rollercoaster

[travisdermotts]

travis dermott becoming a canon dilf moodboard

#the man is gone for months #gets a 5 min spot with the media today #and drops the bomb that he and kat welcomed their first child a few days ago within the last 20 seconds #an absolute rollercoaster #travis dermott #canucks

[lunarwednesday]

before reading 2ha, I was confused by everyone raving about someone named Chu Wanning. after reading it, I now completely understand why.

#the husky and his white cat shizun #erha #2ha #2ha fanart #chu wanning #god is he a sad lonely little guy #and when people said rollercoaster of emotions they MEANT it #i can distinctly recall a point where i was absolutely heartbroken then rolling on the floor laughing in the span of like 10 pages #now i'm just waiting for the 3rd volume

[whyamihereat4am]

sigzai shipper win! dazai did not leave sigma to die

sigzai shipper loss! sigma will actually die because dazai and chuuya gave him irreversible brain damage

#the absolute rollercoaster that is being a sigzai fan #one week you're thriving #the next you're trying to pull a dazai and jump in a river #sigzai #dazai x sigma #bsd sigma #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd

[saturngalore]

the universe of saturngalore 🪐🌈

#ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #black simblr #black simmer #ts4 edit #🪐 #happy 2nd anniversary to me!! #um it seems like i was really fucking with the color blue this year cause my absolute favorite edits are the blue ones #i did so much stuff in cas and in game which im amazed at how well they turned out #i also did so much retro 70s/20s stuff this year like yasss go little history nerd #there’s so much stuff that i had planned but i didn’t get it to do which is 😕 #it’s bc i either lost motivation/procrastinated/focused a lot of cc making #but nonetheless thank you so muchhhh to everyone that supported and inspired me this year it’s really means a lot 🫶🏾💗 #i hope to break out my shell more and interact much more with y’all in 2024 #there’s so much i got planned for 2024 both cc and edit wise so i hope will get the opportunity to do it all 🙏🏾 #2023 was a rollercoaster year for me so i really hope that 2024 is muchhh better #okay byeeee tysm if you read this far 😭🫶🏾💗

[sensitiveheartless]

The way chuuya looks at dazai in the last panel of your competitive disasters series oooooooooouhghhhhhghhghgghhhhh

Alskdjfj he has a lot to process all at once XD

Here’s a Chuuya from the next part I’m sketching out, because same vibes —

Many thoughts, head full of ??????

#tfw you can’t quite process that a good thing has happened to you #the man is having an absolute rollercoaster of a day #ask box #my art #bsd chuuya

[eldritch-ambrosia]

“What?” Merlin finally asks, his voice dripping with annoyance from across the king’s chambers. 

Arthur fumbles with his parchments, averting his gaze and raising his eyebrow at a page that was most certainly not upside down, heat rushing to his cheeks, 

“Hm?”

“Arthur!” He says warningly.

“I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Well then, stop watching me!” Merlin rolls his eyes, leaning back down to grab for the sponge he had thrown in his frustration. “I’m doing my job, aren’t I?”

Arthur scoffs. “I’m not-”

“I can feel your eyes burning into the back of my skull, you prick.”

He wavers.

“I’m just… thinking.”

“Oh well don’t hurt yourself,” Merlin grumbles, scrubbing a particular part of the chamber floor harder. A wine stain that they both know won’t come off clean, from years prior, but that doesn’t stop him from trying. Trying to clean or trying to annoy Arthur though, he couldn’t really be sure. 

He finally sighs, tossing the sponge back into the bucket, and stretching out his back. “What are you thinking about?”

He considers not answering. He’s the king, he can demand anything he wants from his servants, including leaving him the hell alone. Though that didn’t usually seem to work with Merlin and there were some conversations he couldn’t avoid forever. 

“Why didn’t you accept the position on the council?”

Merlin turns to him fully now, head tilted in confusion. “What?”

“You could be in your own chambers right now. Large, lavish chambers,” he emphasizes, placing his parchment back down. “Dining and drinking wine and preparing for bed. Instead of… this.”

“My knees are getting a bit worn for this part, to be honest.” He says, standing and curving his back slightly, the crack of his bones echoing awkwardly through the chamber. “But I couldn’t do that to whatever poor fool would end up getting this job instead. I wouldn’t want to punish someone with your dirty socks and poor habits.”

“Hey-!”

“And then who would help Gaius? I am still his assistant, even if you seem to forget that. You’re telling me that you want Gaius to train someone entirely new to take over after him?” He crosses his arms, tutting disappointedly. “I didn’t know you could be so cruel.”

“Shut up, Merlin.” Arthur rolls his eyes, leaning back in his chair. It was just like him to throw off a serious question about himself with some long winded complaining or stabbing at Arthur’s character. 

Now, though, he knew why.

Merlin shrugs, drying off his hands with a spare cloth, his eyes scanning the room. He always did this before it was time to get Arthur ready for bed, a final once over of a job mostly well done. 

“You asked.”

“Because I wanted an honest answer. Not your usual prattle.”

“I am being honest.” Merlin insists, though his voice wavers.

Sighing, Arthur finally pushes forward. “Is it because you want to stay by my side? Because you and I can’t be parted?”

“What?” His head jerks, his knuckles gripping the cloth tighter.

“If that is the reason, we can still be together when you’re a council member! Hell, you’ll be a nobleman so you can stay near me without having to serve. Get off your feet for a while.”

“You’re talking nonsense, Arthur.”

“I know, Merlin.” He says gently, standing. “I know.”

Merlin’s eyes are wide as he swallows hard, and Arthur is sure he can see him shaking. “I don’t-” His voice cracks. “I don’t know what you mean.”

“It’s okay,” Arthur says, approaching his servant as if he were an anxious cat and not his closest friend. “I heard you and Lancelot talking in the training room a few weeks ago.”

He considers what Arthur’s said, his eyes darting back and forth before they settle on the king. “And you’re just… fine with it?”

“Well, I wouldn’t exactly say fine with it. I wish you’d have told me, at the very least.” He stops, only a few feet in front of the other man. “But, I suppose, yes. I’ve thought a lot about it and I don’t think we should be parted either.”

“Really?” He asks, blinking owlishly. 

Arthur nods, reaching a hand out to his shoulder. “I want you by my side, Merlin. Whether that’s as my servant or as my advisor, you will always be the person I turn to first.”

“Are you sure?” He asks, his shoulders relaxing ever so slightly, though his eyes are still shining. “I don’t want you to do this just because you feel bad. And what would the other advisors say? And the knights?”

“They’ll have to go through me then. And I don’t think making an enemy of the King of Camelot will really go well for them. Do you?”

“An enemy?” Merlin smiles and Arthur feels his whole body sigh in relief. “Do you really mean that?”

“I do.” A pause hangs between them, a familiar and comfortable silence. Merlin brings his hand up to Arthur’s, gently holding onto where the king’s hand rests on his shoulder, and Arthur can’t help but think that to stay here, in this moment, would bring him utter peace. 

He’d never admit that, not to Merlin, or anyone else for that matter, but he could accept it for himself and that would be enough.

“Is, um, there anything I have to do to… move forward?”

“For your job, not at all. I’ll take care of everything.” Merlin nods, grinning softly. “But for us, can you tell me? I don’t want to know just from overhearing you and Lancelot. I want you to tell me the truth. Please.”

Merlin’s grin widens, his grasp on Arthur’s wrist tightening. “Okay. Let me just…” And he leans forward, tilting his head down ever so slightly, pressing his lips to a startled Arthur’s.

The king freezes, heat rushing to his face, and he can feel his chest tightening as Merlin pulls back.

“I love you,” Merlin murmurs in the air between them and Arthur can see it in his eyes. Which means that Merlin can see the absolute shock in his in return. Merlin’s face falls. “What?”

“You… what?”

“I… You said you knew!” Merlin accuses, attempting to pull back but Arthur’s grip on his shoulder tightens. “You shouldn’t be… I mean, you know that! Obviously, you know that, right? Why else would you have said all that?”

Arthur’s red in the face, sputtering and feeling like an absolute idiot. “I know about your magic, Merlin! I had no idea-”

“My what?!”

~~~

I know it's been done before but I'm a sucker for this trope. The only way I'm okay with miscommunication. Whatever you think happens next, it absolutely does :)

Hoping to write more Merlin blurbs to motivate me to finish my multichapter fics because writer's block is a bitch.

#bbc merlin #bbc merthur #merlin #merthur #arthur pendragon #fanfiction #writing #my writing #blurb #writing blurb #writing prompt #I spent the last hour of my birthday writing Merthur #seems on brand #also i had to stop in the middle because I kept thinking about Gwaine lol #writing practice #Merlin goes through an absolute rollercoaster of emotions during this

[eatmy-customjorts]

they're sleepy

#tbhk #art #toilet bound hanako kun #jshk #mitsukou #mitsuba sousuke #minamoto kou #ignore the fact i drew this on paper and colored it in ibispaint #drew this at 2:30 AM in the hotel bathroom #putting the toilet in toilet bound hanako kun #ok i wasnt going to the bathroom but it was the only place i could have the light on and draw while everyone else slept #i promise #i posted this on insta and IMMEDIATELY got absolutely wiped out by one of those mouse trap rollercoasters #yes i posted this while getting onto a rollercoaster. dont judge. i had to post it there before 11 #i have a schedule

[untimelyambition]

how i look flying down the motorway singing a song about dismemberment

#i promise im smiling because i love this silly little musical. no other reason #listening to the soundtrack is such a rollercoaster #either i am worlds biggest :D or florence pugh :( no inbetween #and theyve done it on purpose it’s like absolute banger and next song is miserable and next song after that is right back to boppiness #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #starkid #bury the bully #i can only post this here bc if i tried to post it on any other site i would get reported to the government #tilda rambling

[etrevil]

Manga readers don't know what's gonna happen. Anime watchers dont know, I don't know. Fuck, does the studio even know at this point?? Does Asagirir know??? For sure what they're gonna do with our hearts???? How can this manga that started as one author wanting to make dead literary masters into hot guys become such a sense of dread and conflict and excitement all at the same time for me 😭

It's the bungou experience guys. Also preview coming out this evening, prepare the tissues and funeral music✌️

#fuck this is the last week #can't believe i was alive to experience what a rollercoaster of two and a half months could give me #absolute pain and misery #the last ep was literal chills #so fucking good #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd anime #bsd manga #bungou stray dogs season five #bsd season 5 #bsd season five #IT'S TIME FOR TWILIGHT FAREWELL AHHHHHHHHH #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #i miss them #*just saw them shoot one of them last week :>

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

So the Jure 1/Damon 2 sweater is on pause while I wait for one of the yarns to restock. A little frustrating, seeing as I got all the other yarns I needed, so it's ONE fudging skein that's keeping me from making progress.

But fear not.

Because we now have... the Jure 2 sweater. Or technically just the Jure sweater seeing as what I have been calling the Jure 1 sweater so far is technically Damon 2. It's confusing.

But I digress.

I'm talking this pretty thing, which I through intense pixel staring and some slightly intimidating assistance have assessed is a crocheted sweater.

Now, have I crocheted before?

Yes.

Have I crocheted a sweater before?

No.

So my first course of action is, naturally, to learn how to crochet a sweater with raglan increases. It's... going sort of well so far? Bought some fairly cheap cotton yarn, found a youtube tutorial that has held up pretty well and that I have been... sort of adapting so I can try to make the mockup look as much as Jure's sweater as possible. For science.

We'll see how much that will bite me in the ass later.

But yeah. I am once again on my fiber arts bullshit, this time sort of with a pattern but actually not really. Business as usual.

#Jure 2 sweater #the absolute blood pressure rollercoaster this project as given me already #entirely unreasonable #but also exciting #Jure Maček #P crochets

[litlunacy]

Date night pt. 3 (post date. i'm sobbing)

The druid treehouse answer is adorable. Her response is adorable. That's their canon retirement to me now.

And now she's about to cry, and I'm about to cry, and this whole night has been so emotional and -

This is a wonderfully powerful sentiment and beautiful heart wrenching moment, but NO that will NOT be the last thing you do! We are gonna save you and fix your engine and live the dream life in that treehouse with Scratch and the owlbear and Yenna and Grub and have a happily ever after!

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #karlach #karlach cliffgate #karlach x tav #oc: marika #bg3 spoilers #this whole date night was an emotional rollercoaster #highs of absolute adorable sugar sweet fluffiness #and lows of contemplating mortality ad impending doom and lonliness #ahhhhhh #screaming crying throwing up #otp: ForestFire

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

howd you first indulge in laughingstock if i may ask ? :0

( and additionally , if i draw some of it would thy be interested in me pinging you for it ,,, / nf )

oh good question! the pairing didn't occur to me until i was reading the livestream trivia document & saw the "Howdy considers Barnaby a dear friend of his" and my brain kinda went 'oh. wait. Oh. wait. OH!' and then a little while later i stumbled across @/krasytoonz's art of them and that was the final nail in the coffin!! i was in it for the long haul babey!!!! sealed in and shipped out so to speak!

#for a solid week or so i was lukewarm about them before i started really Thinking About It #and as soon as i thought about them for more than 2 consecutive seconds i realized the absolute goldmine id stumbled across #and to answer your other question! #honestly just tag it with 'laughingstock' or 'barnaby x howdy' or 'howdy x barnaby' or 'beaglepillar' and I Will See It. #i check those tags regularly! #desperate for a new crumb to feast upon! #and i like from @bog-fruit & reblog from hoarding-melons just so yall know <3 #rambles from the bog #ah... getting into laughingstock was like a rollercoaster than never comes back up #it was a slow climb and then a sudden plummet into unending delightful delusion <3

[emptycup16]

I'm coming out from under my rock to let every Hermie fan that listened the new episode something I've been thinking about ever since which is that 'JK by Crywank' is THE theme for the him.

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #hermie unworthy #hermie the unworthy #dndads s2 #im still sobbing from that absolute rollercoaster of an hour

[rainymoodlet]

Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[Episode Five] One Last Push!

He said it. Finally, Daniel admits to somebody that even though he’s the only reason his contestants are here, he’s still been subconsciously avoiding the entire point of this Challenge.

For the record: Daniel got a “Have First Kiss with Daithí” whim after he apologized for his earlier behavior with some hand-kisses. As they’re out in public, that’s not happening: but it did earn Dai a forehead touch. 🥹

[ Part 5/?? ] 🌹

@buglaur

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 screenshots #ts4 challenge #ts4 bachelor challenge #;kmik #sim: daniel #daithi murray by buglaur #|| #we’re headed back inside after this!! 🌹 the night’s not over yet! #i absolutely posted everything i have on this night so far bur #oh my god was this a rollercoaster #daniel had four more first kiss whims after this #so if that doesn’t tell you how screwed he is #i don’t know what will 😂 #but yes!!! no kisses in public! even if you’re outside fjsjjd #but dan being physical here is much more about comforting daithí and trying to #subconsciously reassure his fear that he’ll be kicked out #by making an obvious show of physical reinforcement #and i think daithí saw just what dan was thinking about ;)) #needless to say #i don’t think dai is AS worried now~ #last post for tonight my darlings!! 🥰 we’ll be back tomorrow #with more of simnationtv’s kiss me in komorebi!! #🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 #also i know the difference between you’re and your i promise #but not at 3am when i was writing these dhahdhs #also yesss that’s a lil exasperated ‘jesus’ in irish gaelic bc i’m a nerd BYEEE

[iroissleepdeprived]

It's almost four in the morning and I am completely sure I won't be able to sleep.

#what a night #absolute rollercoaster of emotions #iro and their tedtalks