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reds-skull · 11 months

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Sharing a mask is something that can be so intimate actually

#call of duty modern warfare 2 #cod mw2 #ghostsoap #ghoap #love that tag lmao #cod ghost #cod soap #cod fanart #if you couldnt tell i love soap's red mask #This is extremely self-indulgent #but so is this entire blog #this took way too long tbh but i enjoyed it #bc i experimented with a new style #dont expect anything this long in the near future tho i really need to work on my other non cod projects #also i keep going back and forth between thinking this is too cringe to post and being fine with it #but yknow i already made this blog and it not connected to my other blogs sooo if its that bad i can delete and disappear

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messiahzzz · 6 months

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#gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #caoimhee thirfaen #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #bg3 patch 5 spoilers #bg3 epilogue #bg3 epilogue spoilers #this is so self indulgent im sorry #i just cant get over the little boop oh my goooood?!?!?!?#for a sec i thought the kiss was bugged again #and was abt to get mad #until i realized that gale is just teasing #so i'm guessing this is one of the datamined kisses then huh #aka 'dont tease me'#mygifs #(also can u tell what caoimhee's fav color is lmao)

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lovegrowsart · 3 months

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it's pretty wild to me that people don't see that aang running off to save katara in CoD is his luke in empire strikes back moment, where he runs headlong into his want and attachment and he's narratively punished for doing so and not learning his lesson - aang runs after katara despite guru pathik's warning, like luke runs after leia and han from yoda on dagobah despite yoda's warning; similarly, as a result, things go to hell in ba sing se like they do on bespin - aang enters the avatar state before he's ready and gets killed, and ba sing se falls to the fire nation, luke fights vader before he's ready, loses a hand, and symbolically commits suicide after vader tells him he's luke's father.

the difference between their character arcs is that george lucas and co. actually went thru with luke's hero's journey and understood the fundamental difference between attachment and love, whereas I don't think bryke understood this difference and then dropped this from aang's arc pretty much completely and replaced it with aang digging in his heels into his want and attachment and he gets rewarded with energy bending from a lion turtle, the avatar state from a random pointy rock, and his forever girl from the self-indulgent white men that couldn't bring themselves to give their hero a compelling character arc that meant he might not have gotten everything he wanted at the end.

#the wasted potential of aang's arc gets to me so bad #the narrative and thematic set up is entirely there and they just shove it in the bin lmao #it especially irks as someone raised buddhist and dealing with writers that invoke these themes out of a fascination #with the religion and philosophy but then a complete unwillingess to actually commit to what those themes require of the character arcs #anyway sorry to say it #but zuko's arc does a better job embodying buddhist themes than aang's does in the end #despite all misappropriated aesthetics to the contrary #aang critical #but its really the writing like i LIKE aang i love his potential i hate how self indulgently he's written by the end of the show #atla critical #meta*#holly talks bs #also yes it would've been better narratively for aang katara zuko to the go the way of luke leia han #even if katara couldn't have been revealed as aang's surprise secret twin lmao #the thematic conceit of the triangle is the same in that luke and aang get over their infatuation with the first pretty girl he sees #and becomes the hero he needs to be #meanwhile hanleia and zutara are saving each other and being cool and kissing #anyway

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galedekarios · 5 months

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if you are genuinely out there claiming that gale "succeeded" in everything he "wanted" by becoming a god and that's why it's a good ending for him, you truly are a testament to the slow and steady death of media literacy congrats lmao

#the entire boat scene in act iii beats you over the head that this is #perceived lack of self-worth and helplessness in the face of death and loss of faith #and indulging him in this is indulging means indulging his first impulse and instinct in response to #the first lifeline he sees for himself in years #unless you can be his lifeline instead #as a friend and as a lover #but that's all okay #it's totally okay for him to sacrifice everything including himself in a bid for power #because he still loves your tav sooo much when he ascends right #he loves them so much he couldn't contact them in six month to let them know he survived ascension lmao #jfc larian really crossed some wires bc the cutscene is pretty i can't #also if your bar for a happy ending for a character is if your tav gets a hug and some kissies while some nice music plays #then maybe you should be careful throwing words around like 'narrow-minded' and 'black/white' lol #ch: gale dekarios #vg: baldur's gate 3 #series: baldur's gate #text: personal #fandom critical #tbd

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wikiangela · 3 months

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wip wednesday

tagged by @theotherbuckley 💖

I wasn't gonna post any today bc progress slowed down with working mornings again and having to actually sleep at night 🙄😂, but i'm so excited about this fic and I'm loving it and I just wanna share it all lol

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“I’m fine.” Buck responds through gritted teeth. He’s okay, he’s fine, he can do this. “I don’t know why I’m crying.” he laughs, wiping his cheeks with one hand. He needs to get a grip. At least while he’s driving. “This is all so stupid, I’m fine, everything is fine.” he takes a deep breath.

“You don’t have to be fine. Not with me.” Eddie says, and he sounds almost desperate. Desperate for Buck to listen, to hear him. He sounds so earnest and gentle, and Buck can imagine those piercing eyes that always feel like Eddie’s looking into his soul, and he can’t handle this. He can’t handle being so cared for, he doesn’t deserve this. He doesn’t deserve someone as wonderful as Eddie. All he does is make him worry. All he does is make everyone worry. (...) Eddie once said Buck's the guy who wants to fix everything, and it’s true. He wants to fix everything for everyone he loves. He’s the only thing that’s unfixable, though. And he hates that people even try, only to get burned in the process.

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#wip wednesday #buck driving fic #buddie wip #buddie fic #buddie #wikiangela writes #my writing #fic snippet #my wips #btw if you want me to start tagging you or stop tagging you just lmk <3 #istg i can't wait to share it all i love this fic so much #it's so self-indulgent bc it's me projecting and it's so perfectly what i needed to write/read lol #it's gonna be a happy-ish ending tho! at least hopeful lol #why is putting buck through it so fun and cathartic lmao #also don't worry y'all there's not gonna be a car crash - Buck will not be physically harmed in this fic 🤣#he's lowkey a reflection of my mental state rn and it's not *that* bad (yet) lol

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lavenoon · 10 months

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"The kids, right."

Some more experimenting with a new brush/ softer style for colored work! Told ya I had more planned for this Y/N <3

#post let luce #dcamv #fnaf sun #my art #craft foam texture go brr #*I crowdsourced the term craft foam bc I didn't trust my translation site #but you know the stuff. squish #im posting this n hopping right back to the tablet lmao #self indulgence is next <3 #and then another thing i wanted to sketch out for a while now #and also writing #and reading #why is weekend always so short

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foxprints · 2 years

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He bounces back and forth some more. "🎶Erid will live! Earth will live! Everyone live!🎶" He curls the claws of one hand into a ball and presses it against the xenonite. "🎶Fist me!🎶"

I push my knuckles against the xenonite. "It's 'fist-bump,' but yeah."

#rocky the eridian #ryland grace #project hail mary #andy weir #fanart #book fanart #100% self indulgent #ive been wanting to make proper fanart for this book for months now #couldn't decide which fist bump quote to use for the description lmao #also my faceclaim for Grace is simon baker from the mentalist? for some reason? ive never even seen the mentalist lmao #but he was the guy that came to mind when i first read the book so who am i to argue

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ensikerralla · 11 months

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A collection of q!Phil quotes from the final rejection

Phil: Forever, I can't. Forever: Why? Phil: I can't- Because you love me for my looks only! I look like your ex! -- Phil: I'm sorry, Forever. It was never going to happen. -- Phil: You know I can't go like, be with you, you know I can't because you don't love me for me. -- Phil: Remember when you just kept trying to gaslight me into thinking that I was Brunim? It's not fucking real, that's not- that's not how fucking things go, dude. -- Forever: I'm trying my best to be happy with you, Philza. Phil: Okay well, it goes both ways. I'm not happy with you when you just fucking think I'm your ex. -- Phil: Why does he keep fucking, like, doing this to himself? Forever: It's love, Philza. You will not understand it. Phil: No, I understand it. This is obsession, there's a difference. -- Forever: Man, please. You reject me already. Why are you doing this? Phil: 'Cause you just tried to fucking die! I care about you but I don't care about you like that. -- Phil: You have to accept it. That people can be nice and not be attracted or like, in love with you. Alright? There's not like, one extreme or the other. -- Phil: As long as you understand. As long as you understand that I can't- I can never accept your love.

#philever #qsmp philza #I CAN'T BE WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU DON'T LOVE ME FOR ME?? HELLO?? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #this is very self indulgent. i am doing this for myself to cope with the situation lmao #the highlighted parts are just what make me feel most insane (thumbs up emoji)#i didn't add it because this was already so long but phil's ''i'm going back to the party. you gonna be alright?'' is also important #he cares!! he really cares about forever!!!#also i feel like q!phil in this interaction was very aro coded #grammar mistakes in forever's dialogue are intentional because i wanted to write down exactly what he said #all other mistakes are all me #qsmp #eeepost

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ribbononline · 11 months

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& every time it's you

#hardenshipping #magma leader maxie #aqua leader archie #gay people in every universe. do you get it #anyways this is very self indulgent LMAO this is just all my aus where they looked visiblly different enough in the portrait area #big fan of dropping beauty n the beast au into here without ever introducing it also #'why is maxie a furry in one' dont worry about it. he likes it actually! its fine #okay in order now #beauty and the beast au #not an existing tag thats fine #pmd au #splatoon au #also not an existing tag i think i never shared more abt that one other then the initial post here #admin au #2x!#ponyo au #and then just main verse :] meant to be the post oras designs but you cant really see it #also it remains so funny drawing OR admin au max because its like. that ones too happy thats not maxie #when you never went through your angry lonely sad mad development arc and you r actually capable of just showing you like things and #smiling genuinely without embarassment etc etc etc #max is meant to b taking a picture of them on his ipad on that one btw wwww

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sketchy-tour · 4 months

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I love getting new followers after posting stand alone WH art because I sit here wondering how long until they get jumpscared by my oc x canon :3c

#text post #just rambling #Which i need to draw more colored art of #i put it to the side to focus on more art that I felt the whole fandom could enjoy cause. idk. i wanted to!#sometimes i worry my self indulgent stuff bogs down my work #plus I mean. it doesnt do as well numbers wise most the time. which doesn't discourage me from drawing it!#but i do sit here like “oh maybe i could draw more stuff more people can enjoy!#idk idk. needless to say. i wanna draw more Dandy work lmao #oh so much to draw and so little time.#also wanna draw some Ivy Darling. my beloved baby boy.

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link-rejoin · 11 months

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priecīgus Līgo svētkus ! / happy summer solstice ! :]

there havent been too many posts recently.... i wonder... perhaps does that mean i am working on something big ? who knows

#also ive been busy lol so its taking a bit long but #hopefully youll all enjoy it lmao #this post was very self indulgent. also messy lol but dont mind that #link rejoin #LR pip #LR shrimp #LR steel

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onethousxndvoices · 6 months

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whoaaaaaa omg they added a new hi fi rush character haha when did that get there (real) (not clickbait)

uhhh hi i finished hfr the other day and absolutely freakin loved it. chai stole my heart the minute he was introduced i couldn't NOT do some oc x canon shenanigans :] this is mocha she works for vandelay HR and pretends she doesnt hate it but shes probably exploding the nearest person with her mind always. i dont have much else for her (for now) but she comes in post-canon when chai's already working as the project armstrong ambassador

(close ups under the cut!)