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the-hipster-nugget · 8 months

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I think we need to talk about Scott’s third life death scene more often, specifically about the scene directly afterward with Martyn and Ren.

It’s so fucked up that Martyn chases after Scott, not hurting or actually touching him but follows him so his king can get a chance to kill him, but Martyn doesn’t touch Scott. Instead he yells after him these half baked apologies and explanations, trying to tell him “I didn’t want Jimmy to die!” That is actually insane.

As Martyn is chasing that boy he connected with at the start, the one he entered the nether with; they went through this worlds actual hell together. Now Martyn is tasked to take after Scott to not let him escape, someone he used to be close to, he chases with death in mind because his king commands it.

And Scott finally stops to face martyn, as the pathetic hand tries to tell him “we didn’t mean to kill your husband” is SO fucked up. Out of everything Martyn said, before having to watch his king murder him, he tells Scott that it was never his intention to harm Jimmy.

Upon Scott’s death, Martyn does not cheer or rejoice, he just lets out this pathetic noise of defeat after Ren murdered Scott for good. Martyn stands there feeling null and empty, while his king goes into hysterics.

Ren also, upon killing Scott, is immediately rushed with guilt and horror at himself. Starts sobbing, “how many more do I have to kill to this violence comes to an end?”

“It’s dripping into my eyes… I can’t see, I’ve been blinded by violence my hand.”

Ren sacrificed himself using Martyns hand, allowed his head to be chopped off so that he could become a red name- but even after all that, he cannot kill without guilt. Other red names like Skizz and Joel get this bloodlust and hunt like a predator. While Ren, the wolf king, kills and then he cries. He sobs and begs for Martyn to hold him. He’s a red name supposed to be thirsting for blood but it isn’t giving him that rush it should. He had Martyn take his head, and all for what? What was this all for?

He’s a red name, and the king of a red kingdom, with a red shield. He brought red winter in his wake, but he stays awake at night shivering in fear about the death of others. In his heart, Ren is too good hearted to kill without remorse. Despite it being his job, and something he sought out to do on purpose; he feels horribly guilty.

The blood dripping into his eyes blinding him is insane symbolism. Being a red name gives him this urge to kill, and it blinds the players. But doesn’t give Ren a rush of ecstasy or excitement, it scares him. Ren feels so blood thirsty that he gets dizzy, and it makes him want to cry. It makes him scared of himself, and he breaks down as yet another person died at his hand.

He begs Martyn to hold him, and all he can think about is before he had to murder another person. He never wanted to become this red king, never wanted his crown to be stained in blood. He wanted to hold Martyns hand, and enchant with him. That’s all he wanted, was a life of peace with his dear friend. Martyn was his friend, not his hand.

Ren asked for this, he prayed for red winter, but now that it arrived, he is so so cold. Ren just wanted to feel the warmth of spring.

Neither of them wanted to kill Scott. Neither of them felt satisfied watching Scott lose his final life, but they murdered him together anyway. They killed him, and then they cried about it. They hold each other in the dead of winter.

“How many more people do we have to kill before all this violence comes to an end?”

The red king just wishes red winter would finally end. He’s tired of his bloody crown weighing down his head, his weak scarred neck struggles to hold. Martyn holds his king in attempt to comfort him, but all he thinks about is how eventually, they will have to die too. Maybe if they’re lucky, they’ll die together.

#third life #3rd life #inthelittlewood #rendog #ren the dog #Scott smajor #smajor #life series #renchanting #treebark #renchanting duo #Martyn inthelittlewood #Martyn #c!martyn #dogwarts #flower husbands

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literallylexa · 3 months

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Dr. Monster

(Sam x Dean x Cas x Reader)

Chapter 2: “The Prophecy”

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Should be a longer storyline. Has a bit of a mystery aspect to it. Specific chapters will be for certain romantic interests which I will put in the beginning of each chapter. This story is about (Y/N). Think of it as an entire season about YOU! Still developing a storyline but has lots of ideas. Will have to rewatch some seasons to get the lore right. Debating if I want to “spoil it” in the description of what the fanfic is about or leave it a mystery. I think I’m going to set the story around season 7-8 but of course I’m changing up some of the things that happen so it will be off script from the original spn show.

I’m going to switch to second person rather than third. Easier to write when it’s in (Y/N)’s POV.

Saving people, killings things, it’s the family business. During one of Sam and Dean’s hunts, they came across a small town in Oregon. Strange encounters happen is this town frequently, however there hasn’t been any killings or missing persons until now.The boys find their way to a veterinary hospital and find the cause of it…

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The group arrives back to the hospital. The boys follow you to your office. “This town has many supernatural beings in it. None of them would hurt any of the people here. We all work together to make this community safe. All of them here have nothing to go back to. They either lost their homes, families, or they were turned forcefully. They all came to me for help. I provide them medical care if they were hurt, jobs, a new life. In exchange, they protect us.” You say.

“Was that woman last night also supernatural?” Dean asks.

“Whoever is killing these people specifically know that they are supernatural.” You sigh. “Maybe it’s a hunter?”

“Or another supernatural being.” Castiel replies, “I feel a presence here, something strong.”

“I feel it too. Ever since the night at the diner, the energy in this place has been off. Like somethings here…watching us.” You add on.

“That makes no sense though. Another monster killing monsters?” Sam says.

“We killed the bitch, Eve.” Dean sighs, “Sent her ass back to purgatory. None of her freak shows should be around anymore. Unless some flew under the radar.”

You gasp, “Eve?” You’ve met a woman named Eve before. Dark brown hair, green eyes wearing a white dress. She came to the diner one night, asking about this town- she never been here before. Her presence was off, making you nervous as you talked to her. She was scary, demented almost. She talked like a serial killer would. That was many months ago, however that encounter you remember like it was yesterday. Prior to Eve visiting your town, you were already involved with the supernatural. However, you’ve also been different since your encounter with Eve. Visions, actually feeling the presence of monsters, sometimes even seeing demons true faces. You’ve never dove into your new abilities, as it scared you. Are you a monster too?

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THEN:

“Excuse me ma’am?” The woman places a hand on your shoulder. A shiver runs through your entire body when she touched you. It almost stung. You gasp out, confused from the sudden sensation. You turn around facing the unknown woman, setting (your fav drink) down onto the bar counter. You look at the woman, she wears a white dress with no shoes on, hair clearly not brushed for a while. “Are you okay?” You ask her.

“I’m Eve.” She says, doing a closed mouth smile staring at you.

“Uh yeah nice to meet you.” You say, creeped out by the situation. “How can I help you?” Looking around the bar, trying to see an escape out.

“I was told to come find you. I heard you help some of my children out.” Eve continues to smile, “I’m so thankful for you. Even monsters deserve someone to care for them.”

Your eyes widen, who is this?

“Don’t be scared, (Y/N). I’m not here to hurt you. I’m just trying to show you some gratitude.” Eve chuckles. “I’ll make sure that you’re protected. A war is coming.” Eve says. “Between everyone. Watch out for yourself.” Eve stands up to leave, touching your hand. “Besides, you’re one of my children now.”

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NOW:

“You’ve spoke to Eve?” Cas asks, wide eyed.

“Holy shit.” Dean gasps. “You’re the person they were talking about in purgatory. They were saying that she’s our savior. That every monster is going to be back on Earth because of you.”

“What the hell?” Sam asks, incredibly confused.

“Hold on a second. I know what’s going on.” Cas speaks up. “Whoever is killing your friends, is actually out to get you. A lot of the monsters wanted to stay in purgatory.”

“So basically…whoever is this is coming to get me because I’m some sort of savior? That’s ridiculous.” You laugh nervously, “There is absolutely no way that I would ever let monsters out of purgatory.”

“This makes no sense.” Sam says looking at you with puppy dog eyes.

You clear your throat after making eye contact with him. He’s so handsome.

“Hold on a second. Everything is coming together now. We need to talk to Kevin. (Y/N) are you up for a road trip?”

“Who’s Kevin?” You ask, mind racing and twirling around.

“He’s a prophet of the lord.” Castiel says blankly.

“Ok first an angel, now a prophet…please don’t tell me God is real too?!” You exclaim, hands shaking.

The boys look over at each other with a shrug. “Yeah uh, his name is Chuck.” Sam chuckles.

You sigh, placing your hands down on the desk while looking down. Everything has just gotten so much more complicated.

Dean and Castiel watch outside while Sam stays with you as you pack up your things. He stood against the door frame, trying not to watch you too intently, however he couldn’t look away from you.

“I never thought I’d be in this situation.” You say, grabbing some clothes and stuffing them into a suitcase. Sam looks away as he sees you stuffing your panties into the side of it, barely fitting.

Sam gets out of his trance, “uh yeah. I mean how did you even get yourself into all this? Helping monsters?” Sam asks, looking at you intently, wanting to listen to you as you talked.

“Long story short, a shapeshifter saved me. Really bad car crash. Had to go to the hospital and they drove me there. When I saw them again, they were in another skin- ya know wanting to stay low radar. I started to look up the supernatural and I noticed it was all around me. Something about this town is special.” You say, looking at Sam.

“Not all monsters are evil.” Sam laughs, “I once fell in love with a werewolf…and a demon.” He scratches his head. “The demon was definitely evil.”

“Been there done that.” You laugh, recalling previous romantic encounters with supernatural beings. “How’d you get into hunting?”

“Well-“ Sam stops his sentence, hearing a scream from outside. “Pack your things now.” Sam runs over to the window and looks out. Dean and Castiel are fighting somebody.

“Shit.” You hiss out, hands shaking. You close you suitcase and grab your gun, cocking it back. Sam looks back at you and nods. The two of you run out to the Impala where Dean and Castiel are fighting. Your vision becomes blurry as you look at the faces of the people. Demons. Your head hurts and the back of your eyes sting, Sam grabs you by your shoulders and rushes you over to the car.

“Let’s go!” Dean yells, throwing himself into the driver seat, Sam and Castiel joining. You and Sam share the backseat as Cas is up front with Dean.

“What the hell was that?!” You scream out, “Are demons after me?”

“Maybe the demons are working for something.” Cas sighs looking back at you. “We need to get somewhere safe.”

“We’re heading to the bunker now. Kevin is meeting us there.” Dean says, driving faster.

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The team stops at a motel for the night. Sam puts together demon warding around the motel while Cas takes care of the look out. “So it looks like there’s only one bed.” Dean looks at you and smirks. You laugh, slightly charmed by Dean’s character. His smile was enchanting. You would never admit this, but his smile made your panties wet. His voice, his body, his eyes are all too much for you to handle. You know you shouldn’t think these dirty thoughts about him but you can’t stop. Looking at his lips and then back at his eyes you smile, “Looks like you and Sam can share the bed and I’ll take the couch.” You place a hand on his shoulder and bite your lip, dragging your suitecase to the couch.

“I would rather sleep on the floor.” Sam comments, pushing hair out of his face.

“Oh please I’m a pleasure to sleep with.” Dean winks at you.

“I’m sure you hear that all the time.” You laugh and shake your head. Sam seemed almost angry watching Dean flirt with you.

“Please take the bed. Dean can take the floor and I can lay on the couch.” Sam says.

“That sounds perfect.” You smile at Sam, smirking at Dean as his mouth is agape. Sam and Dean’s eyes watch you as you go from one side of the room to the other. You felt like you were walking weird from the eyes staring. However it did put a strange sense of confidence in you.

That night you couldn’t sleep. Many things were on your mind. Demons, angels, purgatory, God…what will happen when you see this Kevin person. What is your role in all of this? Not to mention the three handsome, sexy men that are taking you on this journey that kind of seem into you. What will happen next?

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lavampira · 9 months

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time will tell

malena shepard x kaidan alenko. mass effect 2; post-horizon. 1.2k words. [also on ao3]

Malena returns to the Normandy SR-2 in a foul mood. She’s given a wide berth as soon as she steps through the airlock, and even Joker elects to keep his comments to a minimum, unable to completely withhold the crack about her confrontation on the surface but clearly using it to gauge how bad it’d gotten. Only poor Kelly tries to speak to her, but she blows past her with a dismissal wave and an internal promise to apologize once her adrenaline has ebbed. No one else breathes a word. Frankly, she doesn’t blame them.

She beelines for the showers to cleanse herself of this entire shitty day. Her failures cling to her like the dirt, grime, and blood on her body, and she has to again grapple with the discomfort of facing the missing scars from battles and childhood antics as she scrubs viciously at her too smooth, yet still freckled skin until light beige turns pink. Her icy eyes are severe in the mirror’s reflection as she dresses, though she can’t even face herself for long these days.

It’s only when she returns to her cabin and flops unceremoniously into the chair at her desk that she finds what Kelly had been trying to tell her. A new message at her private terminal, specifically from someone who she hadn’t exactly thought she would hear from again. Not after today.

She reads Kaidan’s message twice simply to process the fact that he had more to say to her. Again, a third time, trying to wrap her head around each and every word through the emotions they trudge up, her frustration once again building to a breaking point. An apology for what he’d said planetside. An admission that he’d been stuck in his own feelings, too. So much left open about their past and their future. Yet still a hard line about his views on her allegiance, even if worried for her.

Her fingers fly over the keys before she can stop them, already typing up a response.

Shove your apology up your ass.

Malena immediately deletes it. She doesn’t mean it, not really, even as much as his words still sting. He had hit too close to the shame that has gripped her since she woke in that damn lab. Maybe she has become a dirty sellout in her resurrected life, nothing but a traitor to her own principles and her past, making a deal with the devil in hopes that she can save a galaxy that’s once again in denial of the truth.

The fact that the Illusive Man all but admitted with a smirk on his smug face that he’d fed the Alliance rumors to manipulate their encounter only makes it worse. She hates that he’s seen through her to know exactly who would hurt her the most, displaying some show of power that while she has free reign of the mission, he can still distort her life and put the people she cares about in the crossfire if they threaten his goals involving her. And he remains the only one giving her the resources to deal with the threat.

She steels herself and tries to type again.

Maybe you’re right. Maybe I’m being used. Maybe I’ve gone off course from myself, but I’m on my own here. Nobody will listen to me. No one else is willing to help.

Her fingers backtrack over the keys. It’s not like Kaidan had been willing to hear her out either, too caught up in his own emotions to let her explain. But as frustrated as she is that he turned away from her, and devastated, if she’s willing to admit that much, she gets it, too. Her actions don’t align with the woman he knows and trusted once upon a time. If anyone told her months ago—or two years, she supposes—that she’d be cooperating with Cerberus, she would’ve had a few choice words for them. Maybe even a strong right hook to a jaw.

Hell, Kaidan had been there when she discovered that Cerberus had been behind the Akuze ambush. When she closes her eyes, she can still see his tight grip on the Mako’s door as she had gunned it to evade the thresher maw lured there in yet another of their sick experiments. She can still hear his gentle voice talking her down after she throttled Cerberus’ sensors and took apart their heinous labs, nearly breaking her own damn ankle despite her armor with a few unnecessary kicks for good measure, and feel his careful hands apply the medi-gel before wrapping it for her.

A slow, shaky breath escapes her as she runs her hands over her face. More than the residual terror from getting spaced and burning in atmo, more than the grief over the years that she lost while dead on a table, more than her own guilt and shame for the shitty situation she’s entrenched in now, and more than the ache of everything he’d slung at her on Horizon in the heat of the moment, she just misses him. Sinking into his arms before it all went south had been the first real bit of relief she’s felt in weeks.

I wanted to reach out to you, Kaidan. That night together before Ilos was everything to me, too. And I’d meant it when I said you make me feel like I could take on the impossible. I could use that steadiness right now.

With a frustrated noise in the back of her throat, Malena deletes the entire draft and shuts down the terminal. Her hand swipes at the stupid framed photo beside her, knocking it on its face so she doesn’t have to look at his face, unsure whose bright idea it even was to put the thing in her cabin. But then she lifts it with a tentative hand, flipping it around as she draws it into her lap.

The ache in her chest only deepens as she examines it, running a thumb over the likeness of his thick, furrowed brows, but she can’t squash down the fondness that also blooms through her. Timing hasn’t been on their side. So much caution and tiptoeing around the regs while on such a high-stakes mission had prevented them from officially getting anywhere, always on pause aside from that night, and then she died, leaving him with two years to mourn their almost, and her to be confronted with it now.

Kaidan loved her. Still does, maybe, if the concern and open-ended offer to see when things settle again mean anything. It’s only now that she realizes that she may love him, too. Leave it to her to charge into the thick of a situation head-on, only figuring things out once she gets there. And it’s so damn hard to let it all go, no matter how much she hurts.

Malena sets the framed photo back on her desk and rises to her feet with a languid stretch. They might very well only ever be a series of almost and maybe, but maybe, if they really are the same people who fell in love two years ago at the end of this shitty mess, and if her luck doesn’t run out and she survives this suicide run, they can see where they really stand. Only time will tell.

#your honor they are so stupidly stubborn and unable to communicate and i am unwell #dani writes things #game: mass effect #fic: mass effect #oc: malena shepard #ch: kaidan alenko #malena/kaidan #femshep #shenko #fshenko

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inverted-flowers · 7 months

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So... Those Secret Life tarot predictions I've been doing huh? Well it's Grian's turn! Reminder that you don't really need to know anything about Tarot Cards. If you're curious though it's just a simple 5 card spread I made specifically for this. Also I did this on November 2nd of 2023 (it's a Thursday) cuz I'll probably decide to schedule this as to not spam the tags lol.

First Card - Start

So this card was rough because while I was placing it I turned it without thinking about it (which I like never do). I had to debate whether to interpret it upright (how it would've been had I not turned it) or reversed (how it was when flipped it over). As I said in the very first post, I'm doing these as practice so this is also just a 'well wtf do I do in this situation' sort of milestone. In the end I've decided to interpret it as upright with a kind of side note of reversal... if that makes sense... I'm gonna combine the meanings a little bit!

I drew the Ace of Wands... uh... funky style. (Sure that makes sense right? /silly) This card is describing Grian's start of Secret Life as involving a lot of hard work. There could be some minor setbacks but he'll likely work through them fine enough. He'll probably have a great time, honestly, if this card has any truth to it.

Second Card - Individual

This card is describing how Grian does in the game basically. For it I drew the reversed 8 of Swords. He survives through the more difficult first part of starting in a new life series world. So far he's doing very well too so this is supported! If you've seen his episodes you'll know he's not exactly down a whole lot of hearts yet. This card also talks about being open to change and new opportunities. What new opportunities? I'm so glad you asked. To the next card!

Third Card - Social

This card is meant to describe how Secret Life goes for Grian on the social end of this series. I drew the Death card which made me laugh. The death card is about change, rebirth, and transitioning from one phase to another. My brain immediately went to how everyone and their grandma were drawing comparisons between his first ep with Scar on the camel and third life. This makes me think he's either not going to team up with anyone or if he does it'll be someone he hasn't yet and well... So far it's looking like the former! It makes that lil' comparison extra fun cuz this is saying he'll be putting the past expirences behind for something new.

Fourth Card - Big Impact

I drew the reversed Page of Pentacles which is wild cuz I drew that for Joel too but as his season end. Here I drew it for Grian's 4th card which is describing what makes the greatest impact for him this season. This card talks about a lack of progress and getting lost in the details. He might get too caught up in something and forget about his task.

Fifth Card - End

I drew the 3 of Pentacles for how Grian'll end Secret Life. This card talks about collaboration and learning. He's probably very secure in his beliefs... except that those beliefs might be a strict adherence to the rules which could ultimately cause him more problems than necessary. It also means he could take the advice and criticisms of his fellow players pretty well.

So do I think this reading is predicting Grian to win? Not in the slightest. 3 of pentacles really feeling like a participation trophy here lol. Like 'yay you learned things and got to make content with all these lovely people!' Not exactly something screaming he's gonna win. If I had to take a gander as to how it goes down, I'd reckon he gets distracted and fails a hard task or fails his normal tasks multiple times (based on the 4th card). That would then somehow push him to be more strict with rule following (based on the 5th card). If that is what happens, the fail would probably happen either soon and then affect the majority of his season or later when he's low. Maybe it's what turns him red.

#trafficblr #traffic life smp #life series #grian #life series grian #traffic light smp #secret life #life smp #tarot practice #life series predictions #secret life tarot prediction

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my-adhd-gremlin-blog · 7 months

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Martyn making a doghouse in the second season of the traffic life series without Ren... sus 👀

But it also got me thinking about the other seasons WITH Ren. Specifically, how Martyn teamed with him in every series, but so did BigB.

Martyn was his devoted partner in Third Life, actively sought him out for a secret alliance in Last Life, and yet the game (Watchers) still chose BigB to be Ren's soulmate.

I don't know, maybe this has been said before, but there's probably something to be said here about healthy relationship dynamics. Martyn's unwavering loyalty/co-dependency, vs BigB's willingly given loyalty (mostly out of necessity).

(There’s probably also something to be said about how Ren immediately lost that loyalty from BigB the moment they were soulbound to each other, and how he went running straight back to Martyn. BigB is loyal only when it suits him, Martyn is loyal unrequitedly, and that probably felt like somewhat of a safety blanket for Ren.)

I could probably go into another rant about solely BigB's loyalty (the Cleo betrayal, being Scar's "best friend", then cheating with Scar's soulmate), and also about the dynamic of Ren and Martyn, but this post is already too long 🤣

#mcyt #mcytblr #trafficblr #renthedog #martyn inthelittlewood #bigbst4tz2 #secret life smp #double life smp #third life smp #last life smp

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astronomodome · 1 year

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Alright I was asked to make a list of all the The Garages songs I associate with life series things so I have done that

A few notes:

Songs are in no particular order (mostly just sorted by album as I was going through listening to them all)

All song titles (in color) are links to the respective songs, so you can listen to them :3

These songs are all worth listening to but my absolute favorites are marked in orange

Let me know what you think! I’ve been waiting so long to talk extensively about this :)))))) <- going to explode

list is below the cut because this got loooong

Astro Astronomodome’s Garages Life Series Playlist:

Eyes in the Dark- *gestures vaguely* how am I gonna live with these eyes in the dark when they’re following me around and they’re following you around 👍 and there’s nowhere you can go that they’re not there 👍

Jaylen Hotdogfingers Settles The Score- limited life winner martyn in thy little wood I am so normal about you <- lie

Godspeed- TIES sending off Skizz… see you space cowboy

Curse of Crows- third life grian-core, you know, when he was green and couldn’t actually kill but he and scar were going around being vaguely threatening. You could maybe use the crows in this as a metaphor for red life scar. Also birds

Relief Pitcher (Leave It On The Field)- Extremely strong vibes but I’m not sure of what. Maybe last life martyn? In the final battle? Idk. Maybe every martyn. I ljke him. (anyway this song changed my brain chemistry permanently so it deserves a place in the list regardless)

rooting for you- I’m delusional, bdubs is a species of plant, and ethubs is wlw. what is a nature wives

we had a season- ok this is THE desert duo song. No song will ever end of double life we’ve-spent-so-much-time-dancing-around-each-other-and-now-we-have-nothing-left-but-each-other desert duo as hard as this song. I have a very detailed AMV in my head of this so you know I’m right. It’s even a duet… ‘we had a season, we had a year/between when I died and when I reappeared’ (there’s almost exactly a year between grian’s last third life episode and scar’s first double life episode. I checked for this reason specifically and it killed me instantly) PLEASE just listen to this one ‘I had my reasons, I had my fears/I had my pride (I still had tears in my eyes as I died)’

dead ringer- just as the previous song is The desert duo song, this is The red king ren song. It slaps and the vibes are perfect. ‘my skin is made of energy, my blood is made of fire/I am what will happen when your best-made plans backfire’

hexed- very much post-3rd life watcher grian. pretty self-explanatory

The Alternate- ‘I’m new but I’ve seen so much/I’m old but I was not there’ do I even need to say it. Gem-as-Cleo and Lizzie-as-Pearl (‘I’ve done this once before’)

gamer grindset- yeah this is The Life Series Joel Song. you can fight me on this but you don’t have to because I know I’m right

a leap of faith- reminds me of scar. nothing in particular it just has similar vibes

haunted- ok now this is a Real watcher grian kind of song. ‘my body is a temple/for the gods of other men/wielded as a weapon by foes I swore I’d never be again’ ok. edgy bird moment

she’s dead and i’m someone else- this one requires some interpretation but I’ve always seen it was team BEST mourning the loss of bdubs. However it could also be applied to almost every ten in the life series that lost a member early lol

Mike Townsend (feels the shadows call)- specifically last life shadow alliance martyn but any martyn in general fits. he’s having a bad time

INCINERATE- just like. Being on your red life in general and the bloodlust and manic energy that brings. 😛 (edit after the finale: OKAY I KNOW THERES SO MANY LIMITED LIFE MARTYN SONGS BUT THIS IS ALSO ONE OF THEM ‘I know how to win this/I don’t need to play your games/I’m just gonna dance now/I’ll show you how to deal with pain’ ‘every day’s getting worse and we’re starting to choke/‘cause the water in the air is getting stuck in our throats’ LIKE COME ON MAN)

Sidelined- limited life skizz you will always be famous ‘am I just another wash-out/am I damned to go out swinging/I can’t hear you from the dugout/is there anyone else singing for me’ I am singing! I am singing for you skizzleman!!!!!!!!!

Firewalker With Me- the song. The myth. The legend. It’s just such a great song and it’s about life series grian’s curse of killing the people he cares most about. Grian is a parker if you think about it <- mentally ill (special note- ‘nobody deserves to be called a curse/but if you’re gonna resist I’m happy to make things worse’ is grian accidentally getting jimmy final-killed first in limited life btw)

We’ve Got History- not to be that guy but desert duo. Ok

New Year, Same Me- martyn.

The Return- the start of a new life series! Seeing old friends again! Missing friends who couldn’t make it (cough cough martyn missing ren in limited life cough cough)! Playing the game! Living and loving despite the horrors!

A Horrible Mistake We Will Make Again And Again- grian grian grian. Grain. The bird boy. Also easily one of my favorite Garages song titles. ‘If I don’t know the limits, how am I gonna break them?/If you think that we’re kidding well then you’re sorely mistaken’

The First Ain’t The Last- canary curse activated! Honestly the entirety of this album is just the average life series lmao ‘and one day you’ll wake up/and from the ashes a phoenix will rise/and she’ll hit like a champ/and burn out bright before your eyes’

The Ballad of Unremarkable Derrick Krueger- another one that definitely has life series vibes (and is just a really good song) but that I just can’t place. I want to say Tango honestly because he always has been somewhat painfully mediocre and has famously always final-deathed in underwhelming and meaningless ways

Rise- this is the Cleo song. Epic. Thank you Cleo :) Joe can be the monitor in this scenario I think he’d be good at it

RIV- does anyone still remember that part of martyn’s last life lore where the mysterious voice was promising that he would get to see jimmy mumbo and impulse again if he followed its instructions? Well……

Hell’s Game- Blaseball is a death game and this song leans into that so naturally it fits pretty well with the life series as a whole. Would make a great AMV

5am Shift- Ok bear with me here. This doesn’t really fit Pearl other than the song title (lol) and maybe you can make some parallels to cleaning lady Pearl but it gives me her vibes. Plus it’s just a whole jazzy banger and one of my favorite songs so it’s going here anyway :)

Nullified- for the end of limited life. pretty self-explanatory ‘wasted all my minutes/trying to stay alive/and look where it got me/I’m just the last one nullified’ honestly worked better before the actual finale because martyn was more manic about it than this song would imply

STRIKEOUT!- life series mumbo my horrible wet cat. this song is a little weird but it suits him I think

The Tug- they never left the desert.

SUN 2- obligatory flower husbands song for all the flower husbands enjoyers out there. Time to go cry I guess

flooding/drowning- big impdubs moment. Or honestly just any of bdubs’s life series exes reminiscing… ‘and you’re angry when the energy rises to meet you/like the life rafts are disrespectful to the sea’ is the most life series bdubs thing I’ve ever heard

REMEMBERTHEM- very good and classic anti-watcher song. If c!martyn was just a little more aware of his situation I think this would fit better (honestly a lot of good garages songs just don’t fit very well because we haven’t quite reached the ‘let’s kill the watchers’ stage of the lore yet lmaooo)

Nothing Happens Every Day- tfw when no life series 🥺 could also be martyn because he loves to kill <3

historic season nine party time speedrun and associated records- mean gills vibes. a nice quiet evening in the coral isles, reminiscing

Mike Townsend Is A Disappointment- I’m so sorry Jimmy but it fits too well

Bonus! Hermitcraft-adjacent songs:

Storm’s Raging- moon big. the long, slow, inevitable end of the world. Bdubs looking up at the sky as it falls on him. the lyrics kick ass as well: ‘there were days when it all seemed never ending/when all you could hear was the forecasts, the fear/and the sound of the cloudline bending’ (and the way it speeds up at the end……. omg)

howling at twin moons- s8 scar. I will not elaborate

alaynabella hollywood- ariana griande <- wait who said that

golden- rentheking arc I love you :3 viva la revolution

Sincerely, The Collateral- hermitcitizen song tbh

Beep or Bleat- despite the EXTREMELY zedaph-coded song title this is actually end-of-season 8 tango moon landing-core. ‘do we possess a soul/does it exceed the speed of light/can it escape black holes/do we still have a chance to fight’

Nut Economy- another rentheking arc song. You can tell when I started watching HC from this can’t you. Well. Royal emeralds I miss you :(

Morning is Coming- HONESTLY if I had the ability to make AMVs this would be top of my list. It’s just so… so much. Escaping moon big at the end of season 8… I know it’s overdone at this point but it’s rotating around in my head all the time. What does it say about me that there are two moon big songs here and they’re both my favorites…

fourteen days is not enough for my screams to reach your ears- another tango lost in space at the end of season 8 song. it messed me up ok

psychoacoustics- I love convex* *DISCLAIMER: 99% of the convex knowledge I have comes from fan interpretation alone. Alternatively I could just be really trying to manifest a zedaph villain arc

oliver mueller (is a hero)- docm77 for several reasons which will become apparent almost immediately

hello world- grumbot I love you :] (putting in a different version so you can tell what the lyrics are without subtitles and I’m sorry because this version of the song is somewhat worse. they just start singing godspeed in the middle of it for some reason and like I’m not complaining I love that song but also why) (here’s the original version)

the entire kansas city breath mints team failed the bar exam- hermitcraft. no elaboration is necessary

#trafficblr #limited life spoilers #life series spoilers #sillyposting #astro's garages brainrot #life series

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"Good Omens' vibe" huh? How much time do you have for weird headcanons?

I had a silly idea during the whole Jesus is coming debacle of a very Crowley-esque fallen angel Terzo who's best buds with Jesus. The entire desert temptation is just Terzo hovering with his wings acting as a giant sun umbrella and trying to play off his concern as being super evil - I had this idea that he kind of blames humans for his fall? Since in Bible (song) it says "The third day was their mother" I thought of him as a guardian angel of humanity so he either chooses to let Adam and Eve eat the apple or can't react in time and is punished for that by falling. So...

Terzo: I'm an evil demon

Jesus: You came to Joseph's shop to buy a chair and then payed 6 times the price because the profits that year were bad

Terzo: ...that wasn't concern. Not at all. I was tempting you... Uhhh... making you get used to life of luxury

Jesus with the most unimpressed face he can muster: Yea, sure, whatever helps you sleep at night

And Terzo also accompanies Jesus on Golgotha, trying his best to help and biting back scathing remarks (because what good parent wishes harm on their child) for later. And then he's the one welcoming Jesus back to the land of living. And then Jesus runs away from heaven every now and again to hang out with Terzo on Earth and help people

And no one at the clergy has any idea of course, so the prophecy of Christ's coming causes a huge chaos. They get the warning too late and are still setting up the defences when he knocks. The ghouls make a line of defence between Copia frantically trying to complete a summoning circle and the door. Jesus finally barges in (he knocked and no one opened the door, what's the guy gonna do? Stand in the rain all day?) and he's all happy like: Terzo! Long time no se- Wait, you're not Terzo. Well, have you seen, by any chance, a man, slightly shorter then me, black, short hair, white eye? Tends to be very insistent regarding one's meals? Maybe two pairs of big black wings?

And then summoning works, the two catch up, ghouls and Copia just stand there awkwardly because isn't this guy supposed to be smiting them with holiness or something?

And then Jesus probably notices someone's scar from beheading ^^

There's more, because for some incomprehensible reason this is quite a fleshed out idea, but it was supposed to be short, anyway good night

Anon this is one of the funniest things I've ever read 😂

LuciTer just hanging out with Jesus, cracking open a beer like:

"You're dads kind of a dick."

"Yeah."

Also it's funny you say ""The third day was their mother" I thought of him as a guardian angel of humanity so he either chooses to let Adam and Eve eat the apple or can't react in time and is punished for that by falling. So..."

Specifically "him as a guardian angel of humanity"

#ask red #red speaks #perfectly coherent i understood every word!#ghost #the band ghost #terzo #papa emeritus iii #devil terzo tag

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ok-ish-life-series-headcanons · 9 months

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To me, every traffic life season has a very specific season it takes place and this is how I will alway picture it.

Third life is Winter obviously, because well, Red Winter. I imagine it starts out in the early winter months with no snow yet, and then when Ren gets beheaded the first snowflakes start to fall. The only place that doesn‘t get affected much by the snow is the desert. But it is still hella cold there, which is part of the reason why Grian finds Scars habit of not wearing a shirt or armor concerning. Before the final battle, Dogwarts is painted white with snow and I imagine them hudelling around a campfire between fights. The cold makes the war even more difficult but when you’re a red life, can you even feel it anymore?

Last Life is Fall/autumn. Mostly because I‘m like 90% sure it is actually fall because they reference halloween during it. But also because Last Life generally has a more dark and spooky vibe to me because of the lore and the constant fear of the boogieman. Perfect for fall. I also imagine its always a bit misty. To add to the spooky ness. And the final fight at the end is during a thunder storm which makes Scott being killed by lightning at the end a bit more natural.

Double Life is spring. Early spring. Mostly because spring is the season of love and double life is all about soulmates. Maybe also because of the nature and animals, like the jellie reserve and the ranch. At the beginning there is still snow laying at some corners and hills. It slowly starts to melt as the game goes on. The snow stays the longest at Pearls place. When double life ends all the snow is gone. Spring also always feels way to short to me and double life was the shortest series out of them all.

Limited Life is late summer to me. It always feels like summer is over way to quickly, especially summer vacation and thats kinda like time running out. You want to enjoy as much of summer as possible. Also the Mean Gills whole base wouldn‘t really work that well if it was winter. I imagine it as a stormy summer though. Being up on sky net can be risky during a storm. ( i dont really have many thoughts on limited life yet tbh)

Thanks for your submission anon!

Honestly I absolutely ADORE the idea of each life series taking place in a different season, it works so well for what the series stands with.

It's absolutely incredible!!

#headcanon #trafficblr #life series #3rd life #third life #last life #double life #limited life

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thenormalspot · 3 months

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here are some silly little songs that I associate with our favorite silly little block ppl 🥰

THE BAD BOYS:

Punk Tactics - ESP (!!) the line that says “i never lose a fist fight” for grian. if i knew how to draw animatics i would for this song.

FLOWER HUSBANDS:

One of Your Girls - the ANGST can you HEAR ME !!! specifically from scott’s pov to jimmy after third life

DESERT DUO:

She Knows - “BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE” “CAUSE THOSE BAD THINGS I ALWAYS SAW THEM COMING FOR ME” in the backGROUND OF THE SONG THE WHOLE TIME COME ON?? like in my head the first part is from grian’s POV during double life and the second part is scar’s. IDK!! IDK.

Silver Springs (the live version) - from scar’s POV. probably during one of their divorces (double life specifically). idk guys.

BOAT BOYS:

Can You Feel My Heart - maybe a little inspired by the fact that i have recently learned joel listens to bring me the horizon ! also, i feel like everyone has decided that both boat boys keep people at a distance and don’t open up AND IDK OKAY I JUST LIKE IT FOR THEM. also the bridge has some sinking references and my brain went to the relation.

Alien Blues - FROM JOELS PERSPECTIVE!! “I TRY TO TELL YOU WHAT I THINK AND PLAY IT OFF LIKE ITS A JOKE”!!! “I ONLY TALK TO DOGS BECAUSE THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME”!!!!! anyway

theres defo more but i can’t think so this is what it is for now

#boat boys #life series #desert duo #idk #flower husbands #the bad boys

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💈💉👗😶‍🌫️🍅🖤 for pride and justice 🥰

ehHEHhehe thank you!! :3

💈 Have they ever worn a sex toy in public before? Would they like to, or prefer to make someone else wear one?

If you're like Pride and count nipple piercings as sex toys, then yes all the time. If you're normal, then he hasn't, but there's nothing he would enjoy more than being able to get off in public. That's his dream. He would also really appreciate fitting Justice with something, especially one of those app-controlled vibrating plugs so he'd be able to edge him for like... the whole day.

Justice would have to think about it for a while in order to get comfortable with the idea, but the idea of (for example) sitting in church while Pride has the ability to get him off at any time? Yeah that's deeply horny for him. He would only think about giving Pride something to wear if he was asked to do so, because he knows that Pride does not need a toy to get horny in public.

💉 Do they or a partner have any chronic conditions, disabilities, and/or mental health issues that make sex difficult? How do they and their partner(s) accommodate it?

So they both are extremely traumatized in different ways, Pride about his worth and having control over his life, and Justice about his purity and "usefulness." There are definitely ways that certain kink scenes can trigger some unpleasant emotions, but they plan things out as carefully as they can beforehand and talk about it after.

As for physical stuff, I went back and forth about giving Pride chronic muscle spasms when he starts becoming human. The wounds where he got his wings cut out were never able/allowed to heal properly, and as a demon they're just unusually fresh-looking scars that only hurt him emotionally. I thought about making them act more like real improperly healed wounds, considering how deep the cuts were and how traumatic it was, but I don't feel like I'd be able to handle it properly on top of everything else I'm trying to juggle, especially since they don't become more human until the end of the book. In my heart, it's a post-canon thing he has to deal with. Since your back is connected to basically everything, I can absolutely see certain positions or going too hard/fast setting it off. Justice would be more than enthusiastic about giving him massages before and/or after sex though. Maybe doing stretches together.

👗 Do they dress provocatively? How often?

Pride requires all of his outfits to be a minimum 25% slutty at all times. He wants to be the sexiest person at the grocery store. He is never prepared for cold weather.

Justice wears jeans and button-downs when he isn't wearing comfy sweaters or fun-pattered t-shirts. Most of the time he's only ever provocative by accident if you find very specific things provocative (rolled-up sleeves, accidental shirt riding up, etc.). He does have a handful of things that are provocative on purpose, in the brief instances he agrees to go clubbing with Pride and/or his friends. It's infrequent enough that the change in wardrobe is something Pride can always be dramatically horny about.

😶‍🌫️ They get a sultry look from a stranger at a public event, someone they may have only spoken to once, if at all. What’s their next move?

Pride is already across the room asking "my place or yours?"

Justice would have a hard time believing it was happening to him, but would get all flustered about it. He wouldn't go over and make any sort of move, he's simply too shy for that. They would have to come get him themself if they were really committed.

🍅 Is it “having sex”, “fucking”, or “making love” to them? Are they all different categories?

Justice doesn't swear, so he's only ever used the first and third phrases. To him, they're almost the same. There's a small distinction in his mind between "having sex" with Pride (the rougher stuff) and "making love" to him (emotional stuff), but every time they've gone to bed, in his mind, it's been out of love. They wouldn't do these things if they didn't care about each other on some level, even when it's something as simple and lazy as "I'm bored, do you want to have sex?" To Justice, they're different things under one umbrella, love and trust.

For Pride, all three things are rigidly defined categories, especially since he'd never had sex with anyone he loved before Justice. It was all either completely casual, no-strings-attached stuff, or with Lust... he was basically using sex as a coping mechanism and self-harm at the same time. He did not have the healthiest view on sex, the idea of even calling it "making love" was absurd to the point of comedy. After Justice and character development, he like... gets it now. He understands why it can be so emotional.

Still, he has a more casual view about it. "Having sex" is pretty much anything that results in an orgasm that doesn't require a ton of effort, most hook-ups and spontaneous sex with Justice falls into this category (though he will still say "fuck" because he loves swearing). "Fucking" is for explosively lustful activities, or when he's desperate for a lot of sex. Most kink falls into this category and "having sex" can turn into "fucking" if it's rough or lasts for long enough. "Making love" is something he really only thinks about in relation to Justice, and he'd only count a few (very emotional, very vulnerable) times in that category.

🖤 Is their favorite kink different from the one they do the most scenes for? Why the disconnect?

Pride is a huge masochist, and unfortunately this is not something Justice will ever be able to help him indulge in. Hurting other people makes him way too upset, even if Pride is okay with it, so that's something they'll simply never do together. He's gone through the 5 stages of grief about it, but there's always jerking off alone in his room to help him out 🙏

They kinda already do all of Justice's favorite things? I guess one area that Justice likes and Pride is way too impatient for is shibari, since it takes time to learn all the ties and requires sitting still for longer than 2 minutes. Justice mostly practices knots on himself, and Pride knows a few basic ones in case he's in A Mood. Occasionally, Pride will be able to sit still long enough to let Justice try something on him, but it's an uncommon treat.

[try out my second sex and kink OC ask game]

#annika talks #answered #ask game #Pride #Justice #P&J #Pride & Justice

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Oh... Hi, is me again, I sent an ask about a delicate topic of a surgery not long ago... I was so hopeless when I sent the ask, and didn't think much of it, I was waiting for the third opinion of what to do with my current health state and the new doctor game me hope! We can't discard the surgery but overall is the last resource for him and wants to keep doing lab tests and such ;v; My idea still reminds of Arven looking after their special one in a delicate situation but... Well, wanted to share the news. Keep the awesome writing!

Hi there! I'm glad you've enjoyed my writing and am really sorry to hear about your situation!! I hope that things keep getting better as is possible and that your recovery is stress free and quick!!

I hope you enjoy how this is written; I don't know much about your specific case, but I can write from my own experience as someone who lives with several chronic illnesses. While I know this isn't the exact same as what you're going through, I hope it can speak some to your experience and give you some relief?

Arven x reader, no gendered pronouns used

Generally speaking, vows of staying together "in sickness and in health" usually wait until weddings. Of course, a good partner is one who acts on such a vow before it is ever made.

In the grand scheme of things, your suffering beforehand doesn't feel as important to you once a diagnosis and treatment plan are made and decided upon. Or maybe that's just a stress response? It's hard to say. While the suffering leaves its own unique scars upon your heart and body, visible or not, there's a sort of grief mixed with the relief in finally knowing what's wrong. It can almost feel like an admission of defeat.

The diagnosis and subsequent planning process almost seem like an anesthetic. Maybe that helps with the grief? You're not totally sure. There eventually comes a point where you more or less nod along with what the doctors have to say, trusting that they know what's best in your case. At least now they've put a name to the faceless evil that's been ravaging your body.

Arven does as best as he can to support you every step of the way. At many times, he's brought back to his memories of the time with Mabosstiff before the herba mystica. He never wants to feel that useless again for someone so dear, so he throws himself headfirst into what can do for your care.

If it's staying up late dealing with pain, he's there to wipe your tears and stay with you. If you need reminders of medications to take, he's got alarms set on his phone. Of course, he's also feeding you as much as he can as often as he can. It's his love language. If there are any special dietary concerns, he is more than on it and is in fact more than excited to learn how to make delicious foods for you within given parameters.

After all is said and done regarding your treatment plan, the two of you discuss the long term ramifications of what must happen; Arven mourns along with you for whatever losses have to be faced.

It's an inevitability that from time to time he gets a bit overbearing in his attempts to care for you, be it in monitoring what you eat too closely or trying to make decisions for you. Arven is the sort of man who has had such little control in his life until now that the urge to be in charge of it all can very easily overwhelm him. As frustrating as it is, he'll definitely back off when told to do so. He may be grumpy for a bit, but he can sort himself out. Apologies from him will usually come in the form of food prepared for you without asking or acts of services completely wordlessly.

At the end of the day, he just wants you to know that he's there, and he loves you no matter what, in sickness and health.

#arven fanfic #arven x reader #arven pokemon #trainer arven #arven #rival arven

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sukutoge, a (rough) timeline (part 2)

okay we're back woooo

cw. hallucinations mentioned, anxiety and depression too. weight loss and gain mentioned but only to refer to specific scars. self-harm mentioned and implied. anal, bondage, humiliation, worship and fire mentioned as kinks. food play also mentioned, with ice cream. alcohol mentioned.

vipers. toge has a viper tattoo right between his breasts, going down to his navel. "what does it mean?" (sukuna) "nothing. it's a snake." (toge) "why did you get it?" (sukuna) "cause i like snakes." (toge) "nothing else?" (sukuna) "i'm born during the year of the snake." (toge) "… nothing else?" (sukuna) "i'm a witch." (toge) sukuna couldn't say if it was a joke or not.

marks. toge covers his body and face with tattoos and piercings, yet sukuna noticed he already had markings: beauty marks, one under his right eye, another right under his chin, then dozens more from his neck to his pubis. he also has scars, some from weight loss and weight gain, others from nails, then a big one on his knee where the skin is lighter. "i was 10, we were playing tag and i fell on gravel. i bled a lot, and i panicked because i saw something white— i thought it was my bone." (toge) "was it?" (sukuna) "i don't know. i just wanted to do the other knee." (toge) that made him laugh.

first third meeting. toge wears contact lenses. his eyes are actually brown. the morning light reflected on them, and that's when sukuna realised they hadn't slept— they had talked, cried, fucked, cried some more, talked, fucked, fucked, cried and talked, talked and fucked— but they hadn't slept. "should i leave?" (sukuna) "you like me." (toge) sukuna forgot how to use words for a second. ".. you like me too." (sukuna) "i like what i've seen so far." (toge) they decided to try something. not a relationship, just dates; get to know each other, get to like each other. toge needed to get over yuuta first; sukuna needed... he had no idea, but he knew he needed anything but a partner.

playing with fire. their dates would always end with sex. sometimes, their dates were sex sessions. sukuna would end up fucking toge with whichever kink he felt like doing: anal, bondage, humiliation, worshipping, cnc, fire— sukuna saw toge put the flame near his own breast and yelled the safe word. "SEAWEED!" it stopped toge, and sukuna couldn't even explain why he said it; toge liked pain and danger, he was always looking for a thrill. still, this one seemed a bit extreme. sukuna got worried, that's all.

okkotsu, again. toge has small sunflowers tattooed on his hip. he said he got it for okkotsu. "he likes flowers?" (sukuna) "he likes them but the pollen makes him sneeze." (toge) toge was always smiling when talking about okkotsu. "why is it a sunflower?" (sukuna) "it reminds me of him. sunflowers look for the light... yet they're already so bright." (toge) he scrunched his nose right after saying that. "it's corny. true, but corny." (toge) sukuna traced the inky petals on toge's skin— it felt soft, he wanted to kiss it. "yuuta would grab me there." (toge)

yuuji. yuuji found out about them barely a month after their deal. he found them making out on his bed. half-naked. sukuna had clothes on, toge was naked. they were half-naked. "i think i'm scarred for life." (yuuji) "get over it." (sukuna) "are you guys dating? cause i'm fine with toge-senpai, it's just you—" (yuuji) "we're not dating." (sukuna) "what are you, then?" (yuuji) sukuna didn't have an answer.

ice-cream. sukuna likes fruit-flavoured ice-creams the most. when there isn't any left, he chooses vanilla ice-cream. sukuna would eat ice-cream on toge's breasts. "i can't feel my nip," he laughs (toge). sukuna would just suck it in his mouth, lick it with his tongue. he's boiling hot, toge gets cold fast, so fast. when toge would moan, he'd suck harder. "maybe i should put ice-cream in my pussy just for you." (toge) it made him laugh, but sukuna was thinking of it. when toge's fingers brushed his hair, it felt right. "i'm freezing. warm me up?" sukuna knew what that meant. he put his mouth against toge's clit, and started licking it like ice-cream. toge gasped.

quirky. toge has anxiety. a lot of anxiety. like, a lot a lot. "i was 16 when i got diagnosed with depression. so, my doctor said 'you seem to also have anxiety', and i mean i'm a teen so of course i'm anxious, you know? just like how every teen is depressed, but not actually depressed, you know?" (toge) "what did they say? about the anxiety?" (sukuna) it made him smile and chuckle, but he also rolled his eyes. he didn't like that memory, but it was clearly funny (in an unfunny way). "i have lotsa different kinds of anxiety... like, the lady in front of me was like 'oh, this makes more sense now'. it's just that social anxiety is, like, the highest. but i got a little bit of everything, i'm quirky like that i guess." (toge) toge is funny because his life is tragic. he doesn't hide it, and he seems to cope with it. he's quirky like that. sukuna likes quirkiness.

voices. sometimes toge hears voices. or sees things. or smells things. or feels things. sometimes, toge has hallucinations. "it's the anxiety. when you have a lot.. you can get that." (toge) he told him that with dried tears on his cheeks. "it's okay if you're scared." (toge) "i'm not. should i?" (sukuna) he just shrugged.

thorns and butterflies. sukuna fell in love first. toge still wasn't over okkotsu, or at least that's the excuse he was using— either way, sukuna fell in love first. it happened the night yuuji got drunk and fought with a guy staring at maki's cleavage (she was also very drunk because she didn't even notice). he got hit in the nose— it wasn't broken, but he cried and sukuna threw the guy in a trash bin. when they got home, toge took care of yuuji, healing his wounds and petting his hair. "next time something happens, you call me first." (toge) "but maki-senpa—" (yuuji) toge grabbed yuuji's face so he'd look at him, then stroked his cheeks and chin. "you call me first," he repeated. "you're my kouhai so i take care of you, okay?" (toge) yuuji nodded, and sukuna watched in awe. toge had woken up in the middle of the night for them, had cooked for panda who was hungry, showered maki who threw up on her shirt, and was now taking care of yuuji— and he'd also told sukuna to eat something and go to sleep. toge was a rose with thorns, because kindness can't be acquired without a fight. and sukuna felt it. he felt the butterflies.

#fwb.txt #fwb.nsfw #sukutoge #Y'ALL ARE GETTING FED #maybe i'll do a part 3 #we'll see

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celebrated-amongst-the-gurneys · 1 year

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X-O-X-O

Pairing: (Poly) Jet Star x Fun Ghoul x Male Killjoy Reader (FTM) Word Count: 2136 Summary: A sudden acid rainstorm is leaving Y/K/N feeling bored and craving Jet and Ghoul's attention (well, more than attention). Lucky for him, his boyfriends do not need much convincing. Warnings: THIS IS A SMUT FIC, IF YOU ARE UNDER 18 PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT OR READ. Thank you! Contents: Oral Sex, Double Penetration, Unprotected Sex, Lots of kissing and cursing. A/N: This baby took me three long days to write and holy shit this was an experience. While I have never been in a poly relationship I wanted to make sure I did it properly and justice so I did as much research as possible before writing, so please tell me if I got anything wrong! Also, this was my first time actually writing smut so I'm sorry if it's bad!

When you first approached Jet with the idea of Polyamory, you were unsure of what he would say. Of course you loved him and could see yourself spending the rest of your life by his side, but you knew that Monogamy was not something that fit well with you. To your surprise, he was completely open to the idea. After some time passed you found yourself developing feelings for your best friend, Fun Ghoul. Ghoul was a jokester, witty and easygoing, someone you enjoyed having around. You brought this up to Jet, who suggested Ghoul be the third. Ghoul, of course, was completely down. It did not take long for the three of you to become even closer than before, the bond you shared with the both of them was something you’ve never experienced in any relationship before. They were the perfect partners, attentive and supportive of you in every sense of the word, an energy you were very much willing to match.

In the bedroom, they were just as if not more perfect than outside. It was addicting to you, one time was more than enough to get you hooked on both of them, often finding yourself craving their touches, fantasizing about the nights where the three of you would spend precious moments exploring each others bodies, memorizing each scar and divet, every single perfect imperfection you each had. It was fulfilling, and you wanted more.

So when a sudden Acid Rainstorm barred you from your plans for the day, you knew exactly how you wanted to spend your free time. Party and Kobra were out in the garage working on some modifiers to the Trans AM, leaving you alone with your boyfriends. Jet was reading a magazine and Ghoul was working on some sort of device, most likely a bomb. You stood up from your spot next to the window and walked over to Jet, sitting down next to him and letting out an exaggerated, loud sigh. “Can I help you with something?” He said, looking up from his reading with an innocent smile. He knew exactly what you wanted but was going to make you work for it. “I’m bored.” You whined, resting your head on Jet’s shoulder as Ghoul looked up from his tinkering, a mischievous smile painted his face. He knew exactly what Jet’s plan was and was all for it.

“And what would you like us to do about that?” Ghoul said innocently, the smug grin still on his face.

“I don’t know. Maybe we could go to the back and, ya know,” You said, blushing as you felt both of their eyes gaze upon you, turning over your suggestion in their heads. Jet got up and walked past Ghoul to look out the window, checking to see if the two brothers were still busy. There was no sign of them being done any time soon so he put the magazine down on the pile that sat on the table under the window and walked up to Ghoul, whispering something in his ear. Ghoul nodded and grinned as he put his device away, getting up and going to sit next to you. Almost as soon as he sat down, his lips were on your neck, peppering soft kisses all over the area.

“You’ve gotta be more specific than ‘ya know’, baby.” He said, his lips returning to your neck as you shivered, his hands resting on your sides. Jet dimmed the lights in the diner, flicking on a neon moon sign, which was their makeshift “sock on the door” warning. It was in an easy to see spot, so should Party and Kobra finish early and come inside, they’ll see that the others do not want to be disturbed.

“I want you, both.” You said, stumbling over your words as Ghoul began leaving dark purple marks on the areas his lips ventured. You could feel his smug grin against your skin as his hands climbed up your shirt. Jet sat next to you, removing your jacket and bringing his hand to brush against the side of your face.

“And what would you like us to do?” Jet said in the same teasing tone as Ghoul, a devious grin now on his face as well. They had you both right where they wanted you.

You groaned as Ghoul continued to work on your neck, sucking at the sweet spot “Shit, I want you both to fuck me,” you said, the dignity still present in your voice as Ghoul pulled away, both boys standing up and helping you to your feet.

“I think we can arrange that, don't you think, Ghoul?” Jet asked, Ghoul nodding while matching the same smug expression on Jet’s face. “Absolutely. Let’s take this to somewhere more private, unless you want Party and Kobra to join in?” Ghoul said with a laugh. You grabbed both of their hands and practically dragged them to the back of the diner and through the swinging doors to the area that was known as the “bedroom”, which was just a room with several cots in it. Jet and Ghoul pushed two cots together in the corner of the room, making it big enough for the three of you.

Jet walked back over to you and pulled you towards the cot, sitting you down in the center before bending down as crashing his lips against yours with such passion that it took you off guard at first. Ghoul returned to his previous position of leaving a trail of hickeys on your neck as Jet’s hands wandered to the hem of your shirt, stopping as if asking for permission to remove it. You nodded as he pulled your shirt over your head, throwing it off to the side. Both boys were awestruck at the sight of you. Jet took a step back and brushed his thumb against your chest.

“Fuck, you’re perfect. Isn’t he, Ghoul?” Jet said, a look of genuine love present in his eyes as Ghoul sighed longingly. Jet sat down on the bed, his hands now exploring your body as if it were the first time he was ever seeing it.

“Hell yeah he is.” Ghoul said, turning your face towards him as he pressed his lips against yours with the same passion as Jet had. Ghoul pulled away as he leaned in towards Jet, the two boys lips meeting as they shared the same loving kiss you had received. After a few moments, they both pulled away, breathless as they shifted their attention back to you.

“Lean back.” Jet ordered as you obeyed. Jet leaned in, kissing and sucking at your chest as you felt Ghoul’s hands moving to your pants and unbuttoning them, pulling them down your legs. He tossed them to the side as he slowly began to remove your underwear, pressing kisses to your thighs.

You groaned as Ghoul began to make his way up your legs, nudging them open as he kissed around your already wet folds, licking a long stripe along the entrance. You moaned as he pushed his tongue passed the folds, lapping slowly at your cunt. Jet smiled against your skin. The sight of you slowly falling apart was so intoxicating to him.

“I wish you could see yourself right now and how needy you are for us.” He groaned as your hand moved to his lap, slowly palming him through his jeans. As you felt your climax approaching, Ghoul stopped and sat up, whispering something to Jet once again. Jet nodded and pulled away from you.

Jet moved you off the bed for a moment as Ghoul laid down, then motioning for you to get on top of him. You smiled and nodded as you got on top of him, lining his dick with your entrance as you slowly lowered yourself onto him. You both moaned at the flood of pleasure that washed over you as you took a moment to adjust to him. You began to slowly move, setting a slow but steady rhythm. You felt a Jet move behind you as he placed his hands on your hips, aligning himself behind you. You gasped as you felt him enter you from behind, stopping to get used to the feeling once again. After a few minutes, the three of you began to move again, setting a steady pace that had everyone moaning and groaning.

“Fuck, you feel incredible…both of you…” Ghoul moaned, leaning up to kiss you. Jet began rubbing soft circles in your side as he thrusted in roughly, causing both you and Ghoul to cry out. Jet’s movements not only sent waves through you, but left an effect on Ghoul as well, something that Jet always found incredibly hot,

“I’m getting close, don’t stop..” You cried, your orgasm once again returning at a fast pace. Both boys began slamming into you, sending your head spiralling as your release washed over you. You dug your nails into Ghoul’s side as they both slowed down, still fucking you through your orgasm. Not too long after, you heard Ghoul cry out obscenities as he twitched beneath you, his climax hitting him out of no where, leaving both himself and you breathless.

Both Ghoul and Jet pulled out of you as Ghoul looked at Jet with mischievous eyes. You knew exactly what he was thinking.

“Poor Jet is the only one who didn’t get to cum, we can fix that.” He said, crawling towards him and placing his mouth on Jet’s dick, licking slowly before taking him all in. Jet moaned as Ghoul bobbed his head up and down. After a few minutes, you wanted to help.

“Ghoul, let me have a turn!” You said, Ghoul smiling as he removed his mouth, Jet grimacing as the cold hit his dick. Ghoul moved off to the side, playing with himself as You picked up where Ghoul left off. Jet was absolutely melting over the two of you. He hit the back of your throat, which you were unphased by. How did he get so lucky to have two perfect boyfriends? He couldn’t ask for anything better. He whimpered as the pleasure began to build in his stomach, watching you sucking him and Ghoul getting himself off at the sight of the two of you.

“Fuck, I’m gonna–” He said, his climax cutting him off mid sentence, the warmth pouring down your throat. You swallowed all of it, wiping your chin as you laid back down and cuddled next to Ghoul, who already reached his second orgasm of the night. Jet laid down on the other side of you, holding you close to him. The three of you stayed that way for a while, taking in the warmth of each others bodies, soaking in the comfortable silence.

Ghoul then sat up, stretching. “We should probably get changed before the other two get back. I kinda forgot to mention this but I may or may not have used Kobra and Party’s cots for this,” He said, a guilty smile spreading across his face. You and Jet both started laughing as you took a moment to really look at the sheets, realizing that indeed Ghoul pushed Kobra and Party’s cots together.

The three of you got changed and tried your best to put the room back to its original state, cleaning any evidence that could remain. You took a moment to give Ghoul and Jet each a kiss, “I love you both so fucking much” you said, feeling nothing but pure love for the both of them. They both smiled and as they were about to speak they heard the front door open and the sound of footsteps echo through the diner.

“You guys done fucking in there?” Party said, popping his head into the room. After seeing everyone was dressed he walked in and plopped down on what he thought was his bed. Kobra walked in right behind him before stopping in his tracks.

“Party, don’t you have your own bed?” He said in annoyance. Party looked around him with a confused look. That’s when it hit you, you three put Party’s bed in Kobra’s spot and Kobra’s bed in Party’s spot. Kobra and Party looked at each other and then looked at you, Jet and Ghoul, who were both holding back laughter.

“You guys are disgusting. I’ve gotta burn everything now.” Kobra said in disgust, taking the sheets off his bed and bringing them to be washed. Party followed him with his sheets, quickly giving a thumbs up to you guys. You all let out the laugher you held in. “Next time, we’re going to fuck in the Trans Am.” Ghoul said, causing both you and Jet to laugh even harder before you heard Kobra’s voice from the other room.

“DON’T FUCKING THINK ABOUT IT!”

#cas writes shit #jet star x reader #fun ghoul x reader #mcr x reader #frank iero x reader #ray toro x reader

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m0e-ru · 1 year

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I meant to send this yesterday buy Forgot but it's 3/20 for me now (yay :3) I actually had something else to say but got up writing this ask and that thought left sooo please any new thought for your au :3? Please say as much as you want, I would like to hear it the stage is yours!

hey ahhh I love okyakusan I love enablers . im going to be the most annoying person on this soapbox. also literally rewriting this because I lost the note this was in like I said not writing it in Tumblr post would be a better idea OH WELL ! I was just spouting nonsense there anyway what was I talking about. ohh right my Adachi rightt right….

The thing with Adachi and how he’s kept me up at nights is how much there is to do with him. In this case with gsaslau, he’s not just “empty,” he’s “emptied”

While I write like there’s a million subplots going on simultaneously in this au (which is. right) the thing about Adachi being the central character somewhat is because of his bond with Mim and what that means for everyone’s Gas Station Attendant Social Link

If we did consider myth, then yeah, we have Izanagi and Izanami; Souji and Marie, Adachi and well. Yeah.

There is significance to each other’s life by the motif of this myth alone. Not even being specific if they’re family, friends, lovers, or adversaries, because it could be that secret third thing (‘you have more than three options’ yeah I know that)

Mim and Adachi’s relationship is so special in a way that it’s like that Tumblr post it’s like. It’s like this

God’s goal of their social experiment was there to truly determine what humans wanted. Sure, they were born out of the desire to veil the truth and accept more palatable blissful lies, but they went out of their way to confirm that and see if humans had the strength to see past it all and live their lives in truth as they’d always been.

Choosing three human individuals with the qualities at the end of the spectrum and the in-between: to be full of Hope, or full of Despair, or to be nothing but a swirling black hole of Emptiness.

That Izanami tried to push the limits of these qualities as well. How far can Hope be hopeful before falling to despair. Can that of Despair actually stand on his own to feet and be hope for everyone else. Can Emptiness… not be empty.

Izanami saw a literal blank slate enter Inaba. Not anybody who’s lived in Inaba their entire life (Namatame), not anybody who’s returned to Inaba to live their life (Souji). God peeked inside a man’s hollow heart and decided to fill it. Besides taking the most convenient human occupation for that moment, the attendant may as well have come out of that mold and was there to be everything Adachi needed. Trimming out any excess, filling up bubbled spots, polishing everything here and there as time went by. Having to be there for the other pawns they want to keep a close eye on and changing and adapting like a clay doll, remolded and and reshaped to their will, but otherwise staying the same to the mold it first came out from.

Until the imperfections couldn��t be hidden. The fog was seeping, the maggots were crawling, the rot was wafting, the scars were showing. But there should be more to an attendant than working at the gas station, right? Let him have wishes to take care of his home. Never figure out where he goes when it’s not raining. Don’t ask for his name but rather know him by all the things he talks about that is everything but anything about him.

God just made a puppet just enough for the humans they needed to get close to. And what if the self-sabotaging man says he doesn’t like idiots, maybe that’s exactly what he needs. What if he needs someone so much that isn’t like him that he can just be himself. What if he needs something to take care of because he can’t take care of himself. Give him something he’s good at doing and he’ll do it. Give him someone who won’t care what he’s doing and just enjoy him for the person he is. Then take it all away just to see how empty he can get.

What’s worse than being having nothing the whole time—actually having something and now you lose it? What’s the point of learning to love having never loved before then all if it’s taken from you? Why be filled to the brim from a half empty glass only to be tipped over and have your heart spill all over the floor? Was it just better to be empty the whole time, or be emptied from being so full?

Mim literally had a Teddie moment and said “wow I’ll make something so loved and appreciated just so I can stay close to the things I need to monitor” then fucking realized “hey I like it this way actually maybe bonds are a good thing.” Then they remember they have a fucking JOB to do and they’re like “ohh just kidding im a fucking monster they won’t love the real me anyway (god)” and do a Marie and take everyone’s memories of them— the attendant. Because they don’t just want to make a separate sentient being of the identity they just accepted was their own self. If there was going to be an attendant, it would be them. But since they can’t be there, then there’s also no attendant to keep these memories and hearts occupied.

They ran away hoping to cut off all their bonds so people won’t regret associating with a monster, leaving a bunch of people with botched memories and holes in their lives. And they did a really bad job at cleaning up, that there are people who are still chasing after them because these people care. And they don’t WANT these people to pursue the truth because they’ll be so disappointed. Mim ends up trying to erase themself entirely so there’s nothing to chase. The world would be so free and pristine and clear of their influence because they’re gone DOES THIS SOUND FAMILIAR TO YOU

Mim saw Adachi and said “how can I stay close to this fucking miserable man who I need to use to stimulate this city and get the results I need” then subsequently poured themself into a mold of the emptiness in his heart and out came the attendant. Look at this guy who’s so stupid, who’s an actual idiot, a prettyboy who knows nothing about the outside world, who has a skull so thick and a humor so odd. Literally everything Adachi isn’t—but that was the point. Bitch just interpreted the emptiness inside him and filled him and now they’re fucking worsties besties it’s ridiculous. This is what watching chair car adventure 100000000000 times does to a motherfucker

Mim’s stupid foggy attendant body starts literally melting in the summer heat. Anxious that people would call them out, but being sympathized with and being told they’re just not good in the heat, like other humans. Getting callouses so rough and actually bleeding from a cut on their finger when they thought fog would just seep out. Putting their hand in in their mouth and actually tasting the oil and wax they’ve been working with the whole time. Getting so hot or laughing so hard they actually get flushed until the tips of their ears. Wondering if the maggots crawling in their body made their way out, when the beetles they found in Namatame’s truck made their way into their sleeves and scuttle away. That maybe they didn’t smell like burnt rot, but rather car exhaust and gasoline and tomato juice they spilled on their pants. That maybe when they pull back their sleeves or look under their shirt it could be skin with lungs breathing and a heart beating rather than decaying flesh hanging off of bone.

Adachi learning how to open his heart to things and let things inside, while a puppeteer stops puppeteering and their smiles actually hurt their face because they can’t stop. Both becoming more human again in their own ways, the other quite literal. Both running away and sabotaging themselves for the sake of the people and the home they learned to love, neglecting to love themselves. I’ve made them both so alike it’s sickening even to me but it’s so fun I have dolls that are beaten up so much I drive their faces into the ground because that’s how I play with dolls and have fun SORRYY

And this is how they are best friends. Which is an essay that is just as badly structured but still expresses what I want to say probably. I lied actually. There’s more than one, but still.

THE two skits in visualive that matter so much to me https://m0e-ru.tumblr.com/post/690320733390471168/stopping-myself-here-but-i-hope-its-a-well-known

ESSAY 1 https://m0e-ru.tumblr.com/post/664354915309764608/you-dont-understand-how-much-chair-car-adventure

ESSAY 2 ✌️ft. more adachi I think https://m0e-ru.tumblr.com/post/667202694005587968/please-by-all-means-make-a-post-about-adachi-and

tohru “fuck this guy in particular” adachi https://m0e-ru.tumblr.com/post/691316103200276480/yknow-if-you-were-mentally-ill-and-watched-the

adachi touchy as hell compilation https://m0e-ru.tumblr.com/post/694208373929967616/adachi-touchy-as-hell-compilation

#assk #cyphere #persona 4 spoilers #p4 #gsa sl au #sulululat #tohru adachi #⛽️🌫#moel gas station attendant #izanami persona #// cca is so important to me watch me make essays in the tags of my essays IM LITERALLY INSANE ilove chair car adventr #// gsaslau so big even for my head i forget which ive said and which i havent but itsok i can say it ALL OVER AGAINN !!!!#// i like adachi because i kill him everyday everyone who thinks he has sex appeal im like have you considered .the horrors you can give hi #// okay yeah I wrote down s.adachi hypothetical too BUT THAT’S FOR ANOTHER DAY !!! godd GODDDD !!!#// 'how did your iznmi get so convoluted as this' THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIPP !!!!! AND CHAIR CAR ADVENTURE !!!!!!!!! AND MIDNIGHT DAYCARE!!!!#// i took out the 'adachi's' because thats not just HIS adventure !!!! it's EVERYONE's adventure !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#// anyuway thank you again top 10 okyakusan for enabling me i wish i coud talk more about this au but with no direction icnat think of sayi #// of saying 1 thing beause maybe i DO want to spill my WHOLE au in ONE GO !!!

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liloinkoink · 1 year

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Hello! I recently ready your treesekai AU and had a blast with it! It's so well written and had me thinking about it for days X) I don't know if you've answered this elsewhere, but we're you referencing something specific from the Life series with Grian almost lighting Bdubs on fire? Part of me felt like it was maybe the lava elevator from 3rd Life but I wasn't too sure. (I think I shamelessly also just love Desert Duo so much and am so hilariously entertained by a Grian mad with jealousy, ready to commit a murder)

first of all, thanks for giving me a good excuse to announce: hey guys i edited treesekai like two weeks ago to include more information on scar’s route, just for my own amusement. edits added like 200 words or so. if you’re a treesekai fan you might wanna check that out. (i also edited lamplight a ton too)

second, nah, that doesn’t intentionally reference anything from third life (tho the lava elevator would be a good guess). what it does reference is a plot point in normal isekai which shows up from time to time

honestly, when i was writing it, i was actually thinking of Rose setting Zeroni’s manner on fire in The First Night with the Duke in a last-ditch effort to keep Ripley away from Zeroni by killing her. it is shockingly common to see the love rival character attempt something drastic in these sorts of comics (not just isekai, but any historical or fantasy romance comic) to keep the attentions of the love interest character on themselves

which, hmm. granted, now that i think about it, i probably should have done attempted kidnapping rather than fire, since i feel like you see that in isekai slightly more… oh, well. fire is more grian, anyway. and, admittedly, i don’t usually get further in any one isekai than episode three anyway, so while i’ve started reading something like a hundred isekai comics, i’ve only read, like, maybe ten of them further than episode four. maybe fire IS more common, i dunno

(which. fun extra trivia for the AtPM game canon. i think this is the sort of game with little sprites on dialogue boxes, but they only have a handful of basic expressions and backgrounds, so any like action scene just shows up as a black screen. hence why this is a smaller fire and not a whole room fire the way an actual isekai comic scene might go—easier for the fictional devs to handle without too long on a black screen)

either way, the fire’s entirely from normal isekai, not third life

anyway. thank you for your ask and your interest! glad to hear you’re having fun

#oink asks #thechildlikedreamer #hello i woke up like ten minutes ago #treesekai

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