#along with a thousand other things

[hungharrington]

Hey jay I was wondering since it’s stranger things day aka steve Harrington day do you have any pegging Steve thoughts?

hi angel! i’m sorry if i’ve neglected any of ur previous pegging asks, it’s on my list of to-write but i really want to do it justice 😭 u can have this random ramble tho! love u <3

i think, even though it’s him bent over on the bed, back arched, nervously running his hands down his own thighs all jittery, i’m willing to bet steve still has an attitude. he’s all like, “oh yeah, like you can talk” when you teasing him for quivering beneath you, even though you’re being gentle to start with — working him up with just one finger to begin with, letting him relax, letting it slowly burn hotter and hotter in his gut. and he’s still soooo snarky, all “c-can’t believe i can have you moaning with one finger when this is what it fe—“ and the word gets stolen right out his throat as the pad of your fingers brushes his prostate and he gasps and moans. and then it’s game over for stevie baby :) he’s trying to keep his composure, even as he moans like a bitch in the heat, but now you’ve found that spot you’re bullying it, trying to hit it with every thrust of your fingers — and poor steve can’t keep up :( he’s trembling, his heavy cock just twitching between his legs as he fists at the pillow and drools onto it, panting and whining, his hips rolling back to meet your thrusts with a mind of their own. when you finally slow down a bit, he wails a bit, muffled into the pillow and when he pulls his face out, he’s peering over his shoulder babbling, “no, no, no, don’t stop— please, keep- fuck, keep going,” and you know, considering how snarky he was to begin with, it takes almost no time at all to get him to beg for another finger :)

#it’s not technically pegging tehe! #I NEED TO WRITE IT I KNOW #I KNOW!!!! #ITS ON MY LIST!!! I SWEAR!!! #along with a thousand other things #jay answers #anon #steve harrington x reader #steve x reader #steve harrington #jay writes #steve harrington smut #steve harrington x reader smut #sub!steve

[winepresswrath]

Cannot believe at this late stage of my life I'm becoming a Gabriel fucker. Local mean jock doesn't want to be evil now, he wants to be loved. I'm slightly annoyed they didn't make Beelzebub more unhinged because the "plot" should have been at least half about them fucking up shit on an absolute rampage trying to find Gabriel, a thing everyone assumes they are doing to fry him with hellfire so they can kick off the war in a way that's advantageous to hell, BUT ACTUALLY!!! true love.

#I do love evil love! #but more than that it's like... the terrible emptiness of heaven and hell? #absolutely no one has been having a good time! #they're just middle management admin suckers doing a soulless job no one else understands #they don't even care about earth! six thousand years of #mommy promised that if you all sit down and shut up we can have another war when the humans are dead #as a form of enrichment for their underlings #and they're just going along with it because that's the grind #incidentally I enjoyed how childish the angels were this season my pet theory is that they and the demons also have free will but no one #noticed so they've all just been making themselves miserable enforcing corporate culture and plotting each other's downfall because it #didn't occur to them to do anything else #gabriel and beelzebub realizing there's more to life and they can simply say fuck it and make something good between them #implies other angels and demons can do the same! as does Muriel obviously #like they are torturing each other. in much the same ways that humans are torturing each other #sad for Aziraphale and Crowley they care about earth & humans #which is a real problem they have that Gabzebub do not #and also that Crowley is in denial about how much he wants to be good and Aziraphale is in denial about just so many things and also #committed to being an ass about it. #these are problems that Gabriel and Beelzebub do NOT have because they are goal oriented and keep their eyes on the prize #good omens spoilers

[butmakeitgayblog]

Lotd have mer y ADC looks so good with her new selfie. And she’s posting flowers as usual 🥹

And wearing a white shirt. I'll say this, you can't accuse the girl of not staying consistently on brand 🥴

I will say also, she's never escaping the Victoria Pedretti doppleganger allegations any time soon (although I guess it'd be the other way around since she's older. Whatever) Anyway they neeeeeeed to play sisters at some point cuz what the actual fuck are we doing here like what is the point of all this if that never happens

#anon #I'm sorry in advance but that last one gives me overwhelming AWTR vibes #Lexa's not much of a selfie taker by nature. she just doesn't see the point. “I know what I look like already Clarke- #i don't need to thousand pictures to remind myself. i bet I could even pick myself out of a lineup. no help needed“ #cuz she's also a little smartass ya see #but this feels like such a AWTR Lexa thing to do #to have this little disposable camera that she takes with her on their trips - their honeymoon. their rides along the coast. apple picking. #and she just... takes pictures. of anything she feels like. moments that obviously meant something to her #or that's what Clarke assumes when she finds the thing tucked away in Lexa's bedside drawer when she finally packs up to move #2 days before she's heading to the other side of the country and she finds herself sitting on the edge of Lexa's bed holding this gd camera #that she's completely forgotten existed #an hour of trying not to throw up just touching it - an hour of driving to the nearest pharmacy that still prints these damn things - #and a day of waiting for the roll to get developed is enough to have Clarke walking around like the equivalent to an exposed nerve ending #the first half of the roll just makes her smile cuz it's exactly what she expected #pictures of leaves. bumper stickers she saw. shots of the ocean at sunset. a weird rock Clarke distinctly remembers Lexa calling ~majestic #too many shots of Clarke doing mundane things that Lexa apparently thought needed capturing #and then like a suckerpunch to the face... there's this #a shot that Clarke knows without knowing that Lexa took to finish out the roll #probably snapped in a moment of Lexa's little way of saying 'hi :)' #but all it feels like in her hands one last goodbye... #wow this got away from me #my bad #AWTR

[wiseatom]

anyway you can literally pry mike and will sw*ftie agenda from my cold, lifeless hands

#no hate to anyone not agreeing #however when has WILL CANONICALLY ever EVER showed to be pretentious with music #when has will EVER displayed the same music snob personality as jonathan #like canonically. really. point out a SINGLE time. #he of course loves the music bonding w jonathan and he loves the songs jonathan shows him but like genuinely. really and truly #i am asking you to point out anything about will's character that would indicate in any way he would be pretentious about music. #will's CANON traits repeated over and over are that he is sensitive and emotional and not like other boys #and that is not in the 'i want to be different' way like it is for jonathan. will canonically does not feel Better for being Different. #he just Is. #so like i absolutely one thousand percent believe he'd identify w her music that is sensitive and romantic and whimsical and tells stories #bc those are all things will either is or values. hello lol #and mike lmfao. mike literally tries to be like everyone else. if taylor is popular he's gonna listen and then the absolute bops are gonna #make him stick around. he'd definitely be a closet sw*ftie during rep era to go along w the crowd but he'd come back #also hold on let me circle back to the will point. even if he were pretentious u can't sit here and tell me taylor is not an incredible #songwriter who consistently puts out sonically cohesive albums (for the most part) and is able to nail almost any genre #even if he was Super Pretentious about music -- which to be clear he Would Not Be -- he would admire her for the artist she is #even if it wasn't his vibe. ANYWAY. BACK TO MIKE AKA I WILL LISTEN TO ANYTHING ANYONE SAYS IS COOL #he definitely has Opinions (calling should i stay or should i go Weird) but like. come on. his entire s3/4 arc is abt Desperately trying to #Conform. he'd listen to taylor lol. i just think he'd actually still like her for some of the same reasons as will #bc he also values story telling and then also probably just wordplay. #i'm so sorry to rant about this like i simply know it is not that deep but ALSO. Y'ALL LMFAO. the way that i'm seeing this opinion shared #'this isn't hating!' *is a hater* #<- also exactly what i'm doing but like PLEASSEEE #WILL =/= JONATHAN #AND LIKE MIKE IS EMBARRASSING. THT'S WHY WE LOVE HIM. HE'D ABSOLUTELY BLAST N BOP TO TAYLOR LOL #IDC IDC!!!!!! (CARES SO MUCH) THIS IS THE HILL I WILL DIE ON!!!!!!!!

[mildmayfoxe]

hahaha hey you guys guess what. you'll never believe it. got the guy who's in charge of my fraud case on the phone and he was like "who'd you give one-time security codes to yesterday" and i was like "the guy who called me from the fraud department after they noticed a weird login in florida??" and he was like "that was the fuckin hacker. you got got. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!" i handed my entire savings over to a fucking guy on the phone on a silver platter. like some kind of fuckin rube. bro

#IT IS OK THOUGH I HAVE BEEN SORTING IT OUT #account is LOCKED DOWN! card is DELETED! fraud paperwork has been FILED! i have requested a fraud alert AND credit freeze #from the NATIONAL CREDIT BUREAU! #a friend of mine is taking me to MAINE next saturday to go to the BANK! i sent an email to my landlord asking if i can pay rent by CHECK! #i went to my other bank and deposited my BONDS! so i have some MONEY! to pay RENT! #i also got a new debit card from them. and made sure i could use my old checks. #i also bought some STAMPS while i was out and a BIRTHDAY PRESENT for a FRIEND #now i am going to start switching over some auto deposits #so when i get my paycheck on tuesday i will actually get it. #i feel so STUPID but i think i have done all i can to fix this. i am feeling better about it #by next weekend i will have my money again. it's all fine #and hopefully next time i will not get got so easily. lol. #anyway dont get got by people pretending to be your bank i guess. i did think it was weird how many questions they asked but.. #they ALWAYS ask lots of questions at the bank!!!!! #i got a text message FROM the bank saying they would be calling me soon and then the next call was from the scammer #and then like a half hour later got one from the bank and was confused bc they'd just 'called me' #anyway. it'll be fine. scary for a while but at least i have things i can do to make it better. it's all good #genuinely feeling like i ought to take out like a thousand bucks cash and keep it in my desk to replace my bonds tho tbh hahah #just in case something like this happens again. you never know. what would i have done if i DIDNT have those yknow #ok thank u all for being along on this journey with me

[transmechanicus]

“I’ll be fine i just need to uhhhhhhh idk kill” but like…what if i did haha

#my stuff #dear diary and the several thousand mfs who can see it. Despite arguably good academic performance today feels like a bad day #bc i skipped lab to take a nap #and i feel lonely and incapable of connecting more than superficially with my classmates #like i can talk to them and i do and we get along well but i never…hang out w em #or at least not as much as they seem to without me #it’s not a malicious thing i think a huge part of it is groups of ppl living or working in the same space #and i’m in a different lab building than a lot of ppl #idk…struggling to find anything that sparks joy. unable to see the future with optimism #it’s just day after day of Job where i’ll beat myself up on weekends if i don’t do Even More Work #bc that’s the nature of grad school. always homework or literature review to do like i give a shit abt the latter #i don’t care what other people are doing i don’t wanna obsessively comb through journals to make sure i’m doing Brand New Shit #i want it to stop #i don’t want to read anymore. i don’t wanna have to worry about my job outside of work. #i want to cry and scream and #like i don’t wanna quit after i worked so hard to get here #i don’t wanna wuss out #but i’m always tired. i’m never rested or relaxed or truly enjoying myself #why is this only hard for me…how tf is everyone else able to read and remember and understand this much?? #like yeah maybe i should be on adhd meds but those are fuckin spensive and a pain in the ass to get #i’m tired of being tough #i want to curl into a ball and be told it’s going to be okay and that i can rest and have it not be a lie or a half measure

[theworstcreature]

Post concert depression is REAL and it will get ur ass

#I miss it so much #I miss the months of anticipation of theorizing and making bracelets #I miss the hype of actually BEING THERE #screaming along to songs with thousands of other people who fell in love with the same music I did #meeting people who I actualy feel like I have things in common with and can relate to #seeing the musicians who’s music has been dragging me through life for the past two years #all of it #hell I even miss sweating bullets in that giant furry winter hat #somehow keeping it from falling off as I jumped and screamed and sang

[spotsupstuff]

You said something along the lines of sparrow reincarnated many times before becoming tink, dropping on the ladder of intelligent species, since scavs are slightly above scugs would sparrows have been a scavenger at some point? Would she find more of a place among scav society than ancients?

yeah, she'd pop out a scav at some point!

find more of a place though... see you need to understand that a reincarnation does not mean this person we know in this moment at time (32 year old Sparrows, the one i usually go to when answerin more misc. questions) is simply put in a different body but still living on as we know them. it's why... i'm honestly not too fond of these reincarnation questions

the connection Is there, yes, her spirit is kind and curious and crafty and that will always find a way to show, but that isn't Sparrows anymore. that scavenger, that Ancient boy from the Wellspring or the cold North maybe the hot South, the Tinkerer- those aren't Sparrows. Sparrows died in her childhood home under the watchful gaze of a faked god. she doesn't matter to them, she doesn't shape them as people besides the absolute easily swayed minimum, just like her pre-Sparrows incarnations didn't shape Euros' wife besides shoving her into a farmer's home, giving her golden fingers with technology and kindness that still needed to be nurtured by her caretakers to truly take as such strong a root as it ended up taking

she will do better as any fauna on account of "these creatures do not possess a perception of religion." they are lawless, undefined, there is no societal expectation to fulfill. it's freedom achieved through inability of understanding

#Spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #see even if Euros strongly suspected that Tinktink is her reincarnation there is nothing to be done. that is a different person #its an animal. Tinkerer isnt shy like her. she wont tell him bad jokes and tease him for being stupid. she wont fix his physical aches #the thing in front of him is a mere slugcat. if he knew hed be kind to it. on account of it carrying someone who he loved so fiercely #but its still important to understand that this isnt her. hes been without her for over two thousand years #so basically you are asking me if scavenger would have easier time getting along with other scavengers than with ancients. yeah it would #of course it would

[crimeronan]

there's been a lot of discussion of the horror genre and story craft on my dash lately & while i've seen plenty of things i've disagreed with or had quibbles about, it HAS made me realize that part of my struggle with plotting/drafting the og fiction project has been about.... just.... sanitizing the narrative. the internal messaging of "you can't write this because no one will want it and it's bad" is so fucking strong even when i've spent FOREVER unpacking and talking about how self-policing kills creativity. whoops

like. it's a story about the ugliness of chronic illness and the brutality of exploitation and the callousness of ingrained social norms. of course it's going to be fucking ugly and brutal and callous. why am i trying to pretend that it's anything else.

#my writing is at its most honest when it's ugly. shoutout to phantom pains and unbecoming jordan hennessy and a thousand other things #that no one will ever read. #horror and ugliness aren't REACHES for me. that's what comes most naturally #there is So Much about this project that i have not talked super explicitly about here BECAUSE of how ugly and shitty and bad it is #like i talk about the shitheads and headassery. and the fun awfulness. because there is a lot of it! #so much headassery so much stubbornness so much asshole behavior so much nonsense #and i talk about how much (some of) the characters like each other. because they do! #because their bonds and relationships and choices carry the whole thing #but there's a whole seething undercurrent that is. the ugly and hard-to-look-at kind of awful #easiest to write easiest to refine hardest to sell. there's no marketing for it #this is also on the brain because prednisone has given me back the ability to write along with Very Large depression symptoms #god i wish i could update the fics people like and are waiting for where everyone's okay #but yknow. i'll put my energy where it wants to go #original fiction #autoimmune tag #horror

[sharkneto]

Would you ever write something super fluffy and soft, like Five napping on his siblings or something like that?

Would I ever... Yes. :) I think I still have a fluffier fic of Allison giving Five a haircut sitting in my folder. Although, it's got a little melancholic mood to it, as does most of my things that are fluffier because Five is a tragedy. Idk, I've been knee deep in angst for a while now, maybe I should take a little break and try the fluffier things... I just love to hurt a bit and Five is so good for that.

#the other problem is that whenever i sit down to write something Short and One Shot it somehow grows legs #and ends up thousands of words long #and picks up angst along the way #but something like your Candid? i should play more with that side of things #let five have a nice time for once #ask response #sail friend is this a request

[slicksquid]

I got an epic hades poster now if only these bedloft guys could come and loft my bed already then I could put it up

#along with five thousand other things I want to put up but have to wait to get my bed lofted #I don’t wanna put stuff on my walls and then have to move it around as soon as bedloft decides to show up #I rly need my bed lofted because I have a single and it is TINY #I need the storage space lmao #I also got a poster of the garden of earthly delights which weirdly im almost more hyped about than the hades one #I like that painting a lot #I was smart to go check out the poster stand thing on campus early bc I got the last hades one #I was not expecting to find that

[typheus]

....🤡 i really did pick a homestuck name that can Only be traced back to homestuck tho, didnt i sjhasdfhslkjdhas

#other #t talks #anyways im 1 week into my rereading of homestuck #5000 pages 👍 so far #ive also been listening to that podcast along side my reread #its been very nice. #and also the only thing getting me thru the 'hussie picking a character to monologue thru for thousands of words' parts 💀 #theres just something about opening the chat log n seeing miles of red/gray/orange text that makes me want to give up #but knowing one of those dudes on that podcast is just as miserable as me keeps me going 👍

[tortademaracuya]

I hate seeing people I hate reflected in the actions and mannerisms of people I love. I want the whole world to burn

#i want to burn it all all all i want to burn all relationships go off the grid and never appear again #im an idiot...this is all because im an idiot i shouldnt hold others to the same decisions i would make but it still hurts #im never going to say anything. its not something I should do. but it would be so cathartic. haha #it was a nice day. things like this just always come along with feeling absolutely miserable afterwards #i want. to sleep for 1 thousand years #haunted.txt

[h3rmitsunited]

I was going back through my old school stuff from like 1st grade and there was this like journal where we had to write like a couple sentences each day to practice writing and stuff and i had this one day where part of what I wrote was "I hate myself today because I had to change my card to yellow" (the cards were like discipline things so you started with green and if you weren't being good you had to stand up and go to the front of the class to change your card) and I don't remember what it was for but I'm sure I was just like maybe talking or something like that.

But like damn. Even just thinking about the times I had to change my cards in those classes makes me want to cry. I remember always being so upset anytime the teachers weren't happy with me and then I think about me now and how I'm always expecting people to think the worst of me or be hiding that they don't like me or always expecting the other shoe to drop even if they've been telling me I'm doing a good job because I'm bad and I need them to just tell me why and what exactly they're holding back

And I've got a review coming up at work soon with my bosses since it's almost my 6 year anniversary of working there and all I can think is oh good now they can stop telling me how great I am and how happy they are to have me there and just tell me everything I'm doing wrong because I know the compliments aren't right and they have to have been holding back what all my issues are.

And I think something in my upbringing may have kind of fucked my head up... just a little bit

#peeerrhaps i should start looking at therapists again to work on some isssssuuuueeesss.... #the last one was not that helpful but she was the first person i looked at and tried and she did well enough #just didnt really get deep into anything under the surface #i literally cant take compliments. like idk if its like a youre supposed to be humble so dont let it go to your head thats turned into #dont internalize any praise ever but if anyone ever complains about you then its real and you should internalize it times a thousand #or maybe its just a i kinda hate myself and dont feel like i deserve good things or anything ever #i think some of it is im ashamed about my stupid inability to get to work on time. like if i force it and work myself up #maybe i can be on time like a few days in a row #but the momentum drops so fucking fast and then im back to well im here before we open even if i was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago #but also like i get there before stuff is going on and like its not that late and i havent mentioned the issue because #i feel like if i did theyd say oh well then just get here at the later time youve been arriving close to its fine #but then stupid brain will go okay so this is the new time which means that im going to shift to arriving even later #so i just have to keep relying on the shame and guilt and panic to get me there in the mornings #which is not fun #i just hope the review goes well other than my bad time management #i feel like it will... hopefully. theyve talked about possibly 'promoting me' which would be me doing the same stuff ive been doing #basically but then id just have the title (and pay 🤞) to go along with that #i dont want to get my hopes up but we'll see what happens #im going to like try super hard to get to work on time until the review though and like after but still #come on clarissa do a good job

[noxtivagus]

i love final fantasy.

#🌙.rambles #like. uh. mostly ffxiv rn i just can't think straight bcs i just love ffxiv too much fuck but #other ffs too 😭😭 i was looking through some of my notes again n. i'm. it. IT MADE ME SO HAPPY #like yk those twt stuff from sqex or wtvr. i love squall n rinoa sm n then tidus n yuna n then #THE REST OF THEM N #n. w ff7 uh. fuck the fanwars just enjoy what you like i hate how ppl put others down. those adults can't even be mature or open-minded #n it's so disappointing but uh that aside! personally. this is for me okay. i just have a certain fondness of ships w aerith #no i don't want to talk abt ships but i didn't want to say this following thing without some context 💀 #nah okay here i don't have super strong feelings abt any of those ff7 ships but i do like the charas n the tropes #like. i like the ones w aerith more in general bcs yk she's just. gentle. i like her 🥺 but i relate to tifa quite a lot actually #OH. I DIDN'T MEAN TO RAMBLE ABT THAT WAIT #w tifa just made me rmb along w. smth in shb made me think of hehe. yk w the wol w the uh.. spoilers but smth Bad happens #i'm gna go off-topic again if i talk about emet-selch in those scenes. bro the love he has for azem n hyth n. amaurot n how he #all those. lonely thousand of years n. remembering.. 🥹 n then the honesty w the wol n he #he. hdkafjsdlkf his va's rlly did well w him n the writing made me love him so much his character's so dear to me #wait. i went off-topic again. oh w smth that happens to the wol. like w wol n the tifa can i just have a dream too of like. being saved #like no ultimately i'll save myself but c'monnnn just once 🥺 #writing the word once just always reminds me of zack fair damn hdlfkajsdfk one of my favs too hehe #head in hands i'm still so proud of alphi's chara development. n then. yk w thancred n minfilia n ryne. #n that talk w minfilia n ryne. hit. too personal. i remember. oh my god #alr i've just been rambling as i always have but atp i don't know what i'm writing abt anymore help #🥹🫶🏼 just love ffxiv so much fr. like not just ffxiv but yk what i mean. uwahh what a relief to. feel like this again at least #still stressed i just wna get that essay asap tho 😭 but yk it's lovely at least i'm rlly happy i remember again. #ffxiv's always. helped guide me in a way to rmb myself. so. please. please just listen to ffxiv's ost fr.

[abyssaldyke]

How to Build a Sex Room inspired us to retool our bedroom and go through our gear to choose what to display; what I was not expecting to find is that somehow I've collected enough handcuffs to hogtie a fucking octopus.

#ya girl #like there are not enough hands in this relationship to merit this many cuffs! #me: why the fuck do we have so many sets of cuffs? ollie: ....because you used to do this for money? #anyway theyre all hung up now along with about seventeen thousand other things i used to keep in the chipotle sex bag #going to be very nice not to have to root around in there and get stabbed by the whartenberg wheel again