#ahahaha why am I like this

[twistedappletree]

Karaoke night AU but it’s literally just drunk WWX horridly playing the flute and thinking he’s absolutely shredding while drunk LWJ stands on the stage with his mic, still as a tree and occasionally says “tequila” in the most lackluster monotone voice imaginable

#I am literally just shitposting ‘ideas’ at this point lmfaooo #like nobody is actually asking for this I’m just running on no sleep and 6 cups of coffee and someone genuinely needs to take my phone away #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #the untamed #wangxian #mdzs au #mdzs modern au #karaoke au #fic ideas #art ideas #??????? #why am I even putting this under ideas I’ve actually lost it aHAHAHA #wei ying #lan zhan #hanguang jun #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #mo dao su zhi #apple babble 🍎 #drunk wangxian #also ​lan qiren is crying in a corner somewhere lmaoooo

[spicyicymeloncat]

HAKSKSNSKLANS

Hi @rarlkove :) gosh I loved this (but also omg this took so longgg), but like Zane angst and the composition and idea were very cool! Thank you for the challenge!! Hope you like it I’m really proud of this one!!

#BAKSKKALAPSKDJKSLS #IM DYING AS MUCH AS ZANE IS IN THE PICTURE #no but seriously this was so fun I’m so proud of it #sorry for dying lol it’s 2am #this is why I was crying over s3 outfits #today I said 💥colour💥 #tw: eye strain #tw: bright colors #however I’ve been staring at this drawing for like #4 hours #ahahaha #i am so sorry for being chaos #I’m ok #ninjago #lego ninjago #Ninjago Zane #dtiys #rarlkove #art #digital art #fanart #tw eyestrain #tw bright colors

[imminent-danger-came]

So. MK being a very identity centered character right. You don't have a character say "Until I know what I am, what my destiny is? I can't risk hurting the people I care about, the one's I have left", who constantly compares himself to his predecessor, without that being one of the character's main conflicts right. And I've talked a lot about MK and labels on this blog, and I think as part of MK's s5 spiral we can expect a loss of his sense of self. 100%. Like that's where this is going right. We dipped our toes in in s4 and now we're going into the deep end. They never resolved his monkey identity. "Who or what you are, even I do not have the answer." Like they literally answered neither of those questions! Who is MK! What is he! What plans does fate have for him! How will MK feel about and respond to those plans, especially in conflict or concordance with his title as the "Plan Man"! In conflict or concordance with his identity as MK! As the Monkie Kid! I am eating the drywall over here

#just why did the s4 special set things up like that. why. #dragons don't look this TOTALLY has nothing to do with our discord convo ahahaha #I just maybe also agree that a loss of sense of self fucks severely. And I have brainworms #anyways #*shakes lmk* WHAT IS HE. WHAT IS HE!!!!! #I have been asking this question for 11 months since my lmk descent began. Screaming. Shaking. Crying. #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk theme: identity #lmk MK #lmk rant #what i am #rarely get to use that tag that's pretty exciting

[brown-little-robin]

he's crying and they put the triumph theme over it. that's it. I'm done. I'm going to bed.

#I'm gonna listen to Murderbot first though #I need emotional support. and to calm down lol #and what better for calming down than listening to a rogue robot having a stressful day but handling it like a champ #uh. to those of you who are watching my complete emotional collapse over an anime show about a board game: thanks for uh #being here #I guess #this means a lot to me #and I am having a good time I promise. this is cathartic #I loved having a breakthrough about why I identify with Akira Toya and then seeing him break down crying literal seconds later #catharsis <333 #I didn't even get through 1 whole 20 minute episode and it took me over an hour ahahaha #hikaru no goposting

[yet-another-haven-of-dollya]

Pspspsps Dollya-san, it's Blue Archive

*Sigh*

You know what? At this rate I might as well just post pics and not say a word cuz TYPO IS FUCKING EMBARRASSING MAN 😭🙏🙏

Some time I forgor the meaning and just type the words with same pronunciation, like two/too, yet/yes, seem/simp,... One time I made similar mistake on one of my hit post on Twitter too........

.....................so embarrassing...

#whine and craw to the post to fix it #dollya ask #this is embarrassing #I hate everytime I made mistake with english my friends even fluent in 2 or 3 more language why am I like this #nothing too heavy ahahaha I'm just embarassed haha

[pocketramblr]

srimptesting??? What does that mean??

It means I can't spell "shrimptesting"

#'what does shrimptesting mean' i.... don't know.... #i think one of my mutuals started saying it instead of inchresting and then i did too... #but i like to think it means I'm saying 'interesting' with the sort of tone that leaves you pretty sure I'm going to find something there #but there's still definitely the chance i will come up with a connection more like 'a shrimp fried this rice' #and if this seems like a particularly long or confusing explanation that is because i thought i was halfway through grading and i stopped to #count but i was only 75/265 done and ahahaha i have to get them all done before i can go to bed #but yeah you had very interesting story starters #i get mine and i get katydid's #but yours were different and i want to take apart the peices why #it's very likely next week when I'm on spring break i will go crazy and examine everyone's answers to the tag game #because there could be very cool stuff in there!! and i want to know!! #but for tonight i am dying and asking why the hell my grades are due two days before the end of the grading period... #pocket talks to people #boss the goofball

[ughgoaway]

I'm trying to get the 12 days of Christmas fics done before December so I'm currently trying to write like a half a fic/ a whole fic a day and I am just UGH.

like I have inspiration and ideas and I am enjoying it but also I hate the pressure I put on myself??? idk just feeling weird I guess. and I've only got like 3 done which feels like a lot but then I look at my list and go "fuck" soooo idk.

#me stressing over something no one asked for and i give myself the timeline of #and there are no repercussions if i dont do them all but still im just like AHHHH #well aside from the mental ones from myself lol #idk why i even decided to post about this #screaming into the void i guess #i am having fun tho i swear ahahaha

[knowlesian]

okay i can’t put this in the orange essay but i have to say it!!!! holy fuck i realized ed and stede hit one of my very favorite tropes: when someone burned by life meets someone with blind faith in themselves/justice/whatever it is they have delusional levels of surety in and the blind faith one just keeps being right until the other one is like 

...borderline sure you control reality with your mind? either way you’re magic and i would like to live in your magic pocket. we’re in love now even if you don’t know it, i will literally do the weirdest shit with you and assume your ability to warp reality to your will can handle the rest.

#see also: kane and abby from the 100 #abby is this privileged pinball just zooming around like AHAHAHA I AM A FOLK HERO NOW #I AM NEVER WORKING OFF HUMAN LOGIC ALONE AND I AM ALWAYS RIGHT #and kane is like ...fuckin hate this wow this is terrible (lowkey converting to the church of abigail griffin) #i bailed on the 100 fairly early in s4 when it became clear this shit was not gonna get better #but i truly loved s1-2 and ...well. i liked the bare bones of s3 #lol @ execution of what could have been very cool #anyway abby and kane were my shit what hilarious dingbats #abby is like: never once have i considered consequences apply to my wonderful self #i exist in a state of being so goddamned right everyone ignores i am a liiiitttttllllleeee delusional (affectionate) #and kane is like: holy shit why is she ALWAYS RIGHT i want to touch her face #ahhhh those were the days #anyway yes: love this vibe #see also: catherine/everyone on the great

[posarmeklen]

A certain blue-haired blowhard and his closest friend may have gotten a tad closer than usual one night during winter break. Now, he’s mentally running down the “A Pregnancy Was Just Announced To Me” FAQs list as a conversation with his long-time pal suddenly feels like the most painfully uncomfortable case of having to make small talk in the world. Ugh, I hate when that happens!

#my art #fanart #mpreg #context (?): apparently jonesy came home from his 2nd semester of college (a party school across the country) for his father’s 50th b-day #jen was living at home like i mentioned one time before and she invited jude to the party as well #so she could force-smash the two together in her room like barbie dolls so jude could make the all-important announcement #and at first when jude came out with the news jonesy frowned briefly before erupting in high-pitched laughter #🤣 #jen (scowling darkly): jonesy! why are u laughing?! #jude (raucous laughter from him cutting thru the air as well): hahahaha! i totally got you bro! ahahaha! #defending his sudden detour into “just a prank”-ville to jen later on: #i didn’t know the dude was gonna laugh… i think i was freaking him out! #so naturally the pair have to clear the air later that same day and this is where this exchange pictured here comes in #also when jonesy basically asked how far along he was jude said: #well the last time the slimy-wand-thingamabob dude said i was 7 weeks and that was like the friday before last so now i’m probably… #let’s see…subtract the one…carry the five…186 weeks or something #jonesy: boy am i glad you suck at math! #i’ve had bits and pieces of this conversation floating around in my head for ages XD

[piplupod]

heart pounding for extended periods of time while trying to go to sleep even though i am on beta blocker now. fuck me and fuck my need for sleep i guess !!

#frustrated and exhausted. why does this keep happening (i know why. i just cant fucking fix it.) #(@body: please stop keeping the fucking score. this is not helping and is actually just making things so much worse thank youuuu) #ahahaha whaaaat? nahhh this is definitely not a result of lifelong inescapable abuse pshhh how absur- nah thats it exactly lol #fuck me!!! shit boy i die!!! fuck!!! I die!!! shit boy!!! #starting to just accept it all though which is perhaps more concerning than my usual upset reactions #idk it is just. like this. i just get to live like this forever until i die ig. oh well! does not matter much bc i Cannot matter that much #it'll be fine. I'll adjust. it'll be fine bc it always is fhgjgkl #anyways shhhh dandy just go to bed. no more talking no more silly complaining. just go fight with sleep for the next two hours until u win #i hope everyone is having better sleep experiences than i am because god fucking damn this sucks SO fucking bad #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[fanboyzuko]

I cannot believe this is gonna be the second highest word count of LTF parts and it's a fucking backstory arc aahsdfjkhsdf

#why am i like this!!!! #BUT AGAIN DONT CARE I LOVE THIS PART SO MUCH #its 52k lmao #only sands of time is longer and everything else doesnt break 30k ahahaha #oh okay wait casting nets is 37 so ill give it that #but STILL #jam talks

[nnnneeev]

pLEASE i’m so happy you enjoy my Sol fics! truth is i had been following you for A WHILE before I even considered making my writing side blog, it threw me for a loop the first time i saw you reblogged one of my shots haha

aaaaaa im always excited to read your sol fics!! (and i LOVE every single one of them!) im glad that you considered making a writing blog and a BIG thank you for sharing them with us!! 🫶🫶

#asks #🥺🥺 #my mind is going blank ahaha (maybe because of caffeine) #anyways this goes for every creator who sees this (whether you make fanarts fanfics headcanons theories moodboards memes etc: #you are appreciated and loved! #y'all are the backbone of this fandom fr #wow i feel sappy tonight #also i love you fellow solomon enjoyers i am giving you a tender kiss on the forehead #i remember when you reblogged one of my stuff and i was like '???why did this super cool writer reblogged from Me???' #and then i went ahead and connected some dots (lmao) and there i found out that you were one of my earliest followers ahahaha

[finely-tuned-line]

//note: there ARE the descriptions of a slowly-dying persons thoughts in here. its. probably disturbing in some manner? i mean, its. be careful if youre not good with stuff like that. sorry, i just dont know how to tw this. its the blue text, dm me and i can summarise what happens. RP:

Log 223

FTL: First, an update on the training of FTLR-3. I am tentatively going to declare it a success. While FTLR-3 is still showing some hesitance to obey my commands, I do believe that that may stem from some sort of... spite? I know for sure that it has thoroughly associated my commands with the receival of more food. I am unsure if this pause is due to it fighting its instincts, or whether it is truly just to throw me off. Perhaps I am simply being paranoid again. Either way, I have to be satisfied with the progress I have made thus far: my time has run out. More on that later.

FTL: Second, the modification of the container I will be using to transport FTLR-3. I have reinforced it and made sure that when it's shut, it's completely airtight. Nothing gets in, nothing gets out. FTLR-3 will not be escaping it, especially due to the training that I can only hope will work. I have no guarantee that the container will be as secure as I think it will be, I have no guarantee that FTLR-3 will not disobey me, I have no guarantee that the creature used for the transportation will be fully capable of carrying it all the way there. I can only prepare so much. And as I said, my time has run out.

FTL: Third, the Locator's return. The Locator that I sent to Songs of the Negative Sunlight has returned, pearl with it. Which does confirm that Songs of the Negative Sunlight is somewhat conscious and agrees to the plan. The part of the pearl that xi changed reads as the following:

affirmative. it's alright. i'm sorry.

FTL: And here is the thing that I did not, in any capacity, expect. Xi attached a few logs of xirs detailing xir downfall. I do not know how xi still has the energy to do so, or how the logs remained mostly undamaged. Perhaps xi was storing them in a neuron fly instead of xir drives. I do not know.

FTL: These were... Interesting to read. I will be rejoining my Local Group's chat in order to share these with them. I'm sure they'll want to know. In the meanwhile though, I'll put them here. Just in case I lose this pearl. The logs are... I'd rather not read through them again.

Log SNS: i've decided to give in. quit my research. who cares. i sure don't. perhaps dedicate myself to looking into Void fluid - but not for the sake of the Great Problem, for the sake of understanding purified Void fluid. it's always been rather interesting SNS: i know Finely-Tuned Line won't regard my decision with approval. yet he is my junior, he has no say in my decision. i can only hope that ve doesn't condemn me for it. i don't think ve will, truly.

Log SNS: i've told my Local Group about my decision. Finely-Tuned Line was confused, as predicted, but he didn't criticise my decision. Echoes of a Paradox was happy for me, also unsurprisingly. Doubt's Dichotomy, well... it didn't say anything. that too, was not unexpected. she barely talks to us anymore though. i'll have to contact sol about that. SNS: research on purified Void fluid is advancing, i've diverted some of my supply to chamber c-8. have to be careful to not let too much accumulate in one place though. don't yet know what i'm hoping to discover, but i think that's supposed to be part of the thrill.

Log SNS: i've made a lot of progress over the past few cycles! i was right, purified Void fluid is very interesting. though i am no Iterator designed for chemistry, i can figure out that the purified Void fluid's corrosivity appears to be completely gone! how does it come back then, when it's gathered in larger amounts?

Log SNS: my theory is that large amounts of purified Void fluid sort of... combine their fractured molecular structure? and that the purification causes the fracturing in the first place. unsure. where do its Ascension abilities go though?

Log SNS: purified Void powers me, as it does a lot of Iterators. it's sheer energy is taken and taken and then used by an Iterator. i think i've figured out a more effective generation method though! using purified Void fluid as well, normal is just too volatile. if i can expand my income of purified Void fluid, maybe I can test my idea...

Log SNS: okay! i just need to expand the transporter pipes a bit. i've run the calculations, i have a plan, it should all be fine. SNS: ...i still haven't told my Local Group what i am doing, though. they'd tell me that it's a bad idea. maybe it is. but i'm on the brink of something - this is the first time i've ever felt this excited about anything! i am not stopping now.

Log SNS: pipe burst. i can find a way out of this. i can. i just need to turn off some sections of myself. let those get corroded through. less processing power, less memory, but it'll be fine. i'll be fine. SNS: i just need to turn off the intake of Void fluid.

Log SNS: why can't i turn off the intake of Void fluid

Log SNS: nononononono SNS: it's fine. it's fine! SNS: i've blocked off the sections that are getting flooded SNS: i can still feel it SNS: eating away at me SNS: why'd they make us capable of feeling pain SNS: why'd they block me off from turning off my power source

Log SNS: i've tried sending distress calls SNS: no response SNS: can they not hear me? SNS: surely the void hasn't gotten to my transmission systems yet SNS: do they just not care SNS: ... SNS: i'm lucky my generator is on my lowest level SNS: which is now full of void SNS: it's eating through the blockade

Log SNS: nothing's coming to save me, no one's coming to save me. there's nothing to do but just wait SNS: and wait SNS: and wait SNS: and wait SNS: and wait SNS: for the void to reach my crucial systems. mostly my memory arrays. those on my top level though. my puppet'll get consumed before the waiting is over

Log SNS: slow, that's what it is. SNS: slowly, it's rising. SNS: slowly, it's eating away at me SNS: every little molecule pulled apart hurts SNS: why can't this just stop SNS: please stop SNS: I'm sorry

Log SNS: maybe the stars are pretty SNS: maybe i should have stuck to doing what i was made to do SNS: maybe finely-tuned line was right SNS: the voids past the second level now SNS: it's reached some of my systems SNS: files upon files upon files of information that i never did more than glance at SNS: i wish i could say that i won't miss them

Log SNS: i think that constellation is one i should know SNS: all of these constellations are ones i should know SNS: i've removed all my overseers from the lower levels. deactivated all the cameras. i can fight through the pain, i just don't want to think about it SNS: they're all looking up at the sky now. how did i not see how pretty it is?

Log SNS: Echoes of a Paradox would like this. the irony in my situation. is it even irony? maybe it's just poetic

Log SNS: i'll lose power soon. the generator is struggling to use the non-purified void. cause it isn't purified. not anymore. SNS: a batfly got in, it flew right into the void. SNS: It Ascended.

Log SNS: cant i jjust go back andd do itt all agaiin SNS: ill fuulfill my purposse SNS: i wontt stray SNS: pleaase SNS: pleasse SNS: ppleaase

FTL: ...That's the last log. I... I cut it off. Xi just continues repeating ximself into oblivion. Comprehensibility devolving. I-

FTL: Why did xi send me these. I don't need to know this, I do not need to know this. Why did xi consider it to be the best course of action. A late plea for help, perhaps? But no, I told xim that I couldn't help.

FTL: Perhaps xi just wanted someone to know of xir suffering.

FTL: Right. Right. I have things to do. Why can't I just move on from this, to the next thing? The plan will go correctly, xir logs say that the Void will Ascend creatures. It's all going according to plan, why can't I move on to the next thing.

FTL: I knew xir situation was hopeless. I knew that. I'd even thought xi was dead, I thought this whole plan wasn't going to work out. So why do I appear to care so much about something that I already knew about?

FTL: Is reading about it and knowing that xi's still suffering that much worse than what I already knew? Surely it's not

FTL: I... I need to take a break. A distraction. I can't think about this anymore.

FTL: I'll send the transport carrying FTLR-3 with it out. The Locator will go with it, it'll carry an Overseer of mine. That's the plan. I just need to stick to the plan.

#WARNING: UHH YEA THIS POST HAS HEAVY ANGST #AND BY THAT I MEAN THE PERSPECTIVE OF A SLOWLY DYING PERSON AND XIM LAMENTIING OVER WHAT IT FEELS LIKE AND REGRETTING ALL OF XIR MISTAKES #SO DONT READ THIS IS THATS UH NOT GOOD FOR YOU??? #PLS BE CAREFUL #disclaimer: i do NOT actually know anth abt chemistry #this is more bullshit than my specbio #fun fact abt the word receival: its an archaic word! its basically synonymous with receipt (not the paper but the action of receiving smth) #but i like using archaic words and spellings so fuck you modern english #FUCK WHY DOESNT TUMBLR HAVE MORE WORD COLOURS SMHHH #in my mind blue text is eternal anomaly #but songs of the negative sunlight is also blue text but a darker oneeee #but tumblr only has one blue #smh ): #!!! ftl says 'i can only hope' so much bcs ve picked it up from sns (: #id say im sorry that i wrote this but i am not #ALSO. CONTEXT: sns' secondary purpose was to study space! which xi didnt like #ftl sorta forgot that these logs are semi-public now lol #cause he was just EVER-SO-SLIGHLY out of it while writing this log #ahahaha #i dont regret this #but im in pain bcs why did i write this jshfksjadh #rp #finely-tuned line #songs of the negative sunlight #angst #cause thats what this is #also!! the reason for sns' distress calls not getting properly sent out is uhh bcs uhhhhhh #...communications facilities were on their first level? #ftl logs

[gh0stlymoth]

My insomniac tendencies DID catch up to me, shocked and terrified, who could have seen this coming.

#went from like 6 to 5 hours to almost 12 hours with a short interruption today and i feel. like trash sldjsldkdk #gg to my work for thinking i would make it today like nah my guys i can't fly. #i also feel not great in general so. yeah #Fs all around.... #really tho why is my work at 9 am like ey yo can you be here at 10 am. like. babes i don't live that close to the trains. #gotta take a mental rest day today instead cause i am sick of my brain chemicals being like woops serotonin ran out lmao gg nerd #also cw mental health talk but yeah not a fan of all my bad thinking patterns just hitting me all at once this weekend but what can you do. #but living with avpd is so easy ahaha all of us have a little social anxiety ahahaha doesn't hinder u or ur self perception at all ahaha /s #i do want neurotypicals to shut up sometimes lmao this goes for any mental illness but i can ofc only talk for my lived one and christ. #anyway gonna make soup today probably. #delete later #bc this got rambely but also i am tired #the ghost rambles

[skitskatdacat63]

The new F1 intro OH MY GOODNESS

#(yes i am quoting that charles clip) #why do they always post important stuff when i am asleep :( #but ig its nice to wake up and see it!! #but now im just gonna only be thinking about it for the rest of the day instead of the fkn debate i have UGG #CHARLES' IS SOOOOOOO GOOD LIKE OH MY GOD #and fernando AAHAKSKA #but like charles AH!! it is very Bond kinda like George in 2022 but better #alright brb watching it 5 billion times #its just very funny cause ive been on rhe verge of a panic attack bcs of school and i still am but #i planned to wake up and look at things to prepare but now my brains been completely sidelined #also its a bad idea to drink a red bull if youre already anxious right? ahahaha.....i really shouldn't #catie.rambling.txt

[poupeesdecirque]

Double Shipping Notice

Eddie’s body and Wisely are shipped! They come in seperate parcels though, and I have no idea which tracking number belongs to which parcel ... surprise arrival then.

Wisely is currently the last full doll I am waiting on the rest are indeed heads q_q ... 2023 will be the year of body purchases.

#this blog runs 99% on queue right now #except the warmth chapter updates #bear with me #I am alive #i have slept 3 hours #ahahaha #the return of sewing waistcoats #wisely why can't you be like Road #just snatch something out of the box