#actually the one on the right did already get an 11" doll

[heckyeahponyscans]

They made 11" versions of two dolls I like, now I don't have to find room for the 2 foot tall ones, hallelujah

#Yeloli #dolls #actually the one on the right did already get an 11" doll #but I like this one better #at least I think it's the same character?? #I just noticed she appears on the front of the box twice?

[garoujo]

HOW LONG THEY LAST DURING NNN — TOKYO REVENGERS

feat : hanma shuji, haitani rindou, sano manjiro, sano shinichiro + sanzu haruchiyo

♱ warnings — f!reader, how long they last during no nut november, teasing, hanma walks in on you, lingerie in rindou’s, bonten timeline except shinichiro ofc. / note. snifle i feel like it’s been so long since i’ve done hcs 4 tokrev i miss it <3 ! jjk version / bllk version

・✶ ｡ﾟHANMA SHUJI — NOVEMBER 17TH

hanma did it just to push his own limits honestly (and yours), thought it would be thrilling — something fun to do after a long day of knocking peoples teeth out. but he was a little twisted in his own little way, edging himself and deliberately teasing himself (and you). he thought it was amusing to give his cock a few quick strokes before tucking it into his expensive slacks, a wicked smirk on his lips when he’s rolling his bulge against your figure a few moments later as he drapes himself over you, pressing kisses along the sensitive spots in your neck with a chuckle as he teases you. “you want me to fuck you, yeah? tell me how much, babydoll.” “so much..” you gasp with a particularly sharp thrust of his hips before he leaves you entirely. “ohhhh, what a shame.”

it almost felt like you were doing the challenge along with him, he’d broken you that way — unable to make yourself cum unless it’s under his touch and cock, digging the orgasm out of you. that’s when hanma breaks, when he returns from a particularly long mission to find you spread out on his sheets, fingers buried in your drooling little pussy as you whine and cry for him while he stands in the doorway — amber eyes wide with need before his signature smirk accompanies the look.

“you’re a cruel little thing, babydoll. didn’t know i was playing with such a little fucking tease. has my pussy missed me, ‘s that it?” hanma grits as he approaches you, already palming his rock fucking hard cock through his slacks as he takes in the sight of you — shaky hand laced with sin swiping away the first pretty tear that streaks down your cheeks before punishment accompanies yours between your thighs. “please shuji.. i miss you. wanna cum.” you gasp, a pretty plea before you choke on a moan with the first swipe of his fingers through your folds. “nuh ugh, gotta hold it in, doll. only place you’ll be cumming is around my fuckin’ cock.”

・✶ ｡ﾟ HAITANI RINDOU — NOVEMBER 14TH

both rindou and ran had agreed to do it, kind of as a joke but also just for bragging rights over the other if one didn’t make it. although when your boyfriend told you he was actually going to do it you almost laughed in his face, whenever he was around he was all over you constantly, palming at your body and nibbling at your skin as he teased the hem of your panties. so you knew he wasn’t going to last long.

but rindou was trying at least, he’d made sure to fuck as many loads into you as possible the night before — right up until 11:59pm because he’d convinced himself that would last him the month. until it’s a day in and he’s shifting uncomfortably on the couch as he watches you just breathe so pretty, making his cock strain and leak against his sweats before he’s groaning and going to the gym to try and distract himself.

ofcourse ran couldn’t help himself when it came to teasing his brother though, so you both had a secret little agreement that would come with you teasing rindou. you wait until you know the cracks are showing, he can barely stay in the same room with you without having to leave — panting like a dog whenever he gets you even a little close. so when he’s lying in bed before going to sleep, you take the opportunity to approach him in your prettiest lilac lingerie — making him snort before he’s letting his palm run across his face. “you gotta be fuckin’ kiddin’ me, princess.” he groans, cock already hard as he peeks through his fingers to look at you with a smirk. “fuck this shit, get over here you fucking tease.” turns out ran lost that same day because rindou also made a little bet with his gf.

・✶ ｡ﾟ MANJIRO SANO / MIKEY — NOVEMBER 9TH

mikey doesn’t know why he agreed to do it, some of the guys were talking about it and after you’d suggested it too — he was like “sure, i guess.” for any normal person looking in at your intimidating boyfriend, they’d think he wasn’t particularly effected — but you know him better than anyone so you know he is. he’s been spending less time at home, more time at work because he can’t deny the way his cock immediately throbs with even just a text from you — his eyes hooded and dark whenever he looks over you and it’s so shameless the way he lets them drag along your body, so fucking slowly so he can drink you up.

but mikey knows he can’t stay away from you for long, it doesn’t take much for him to be making his way through the door to find you still wrapped in your towel form your shower — your skin still damp as beads of water trail along the skin he’s missed so much. that’s all it takes for mikey to give in, to give up as he makes his way towards you — pressing his chest tight against your back as his fingers trail between the fabric that barely covers you anyway.

“manjiro? what about your—ah!” you gasp with the first press of his fingers against your clit, the sensation accompanied by a slow roll of his hips against your ass that makes him whine low against your neck. “don’t care, don’t wanna do it anymore.. it’s boring anyway.” mikey grunts, there’s a trembling undercurrent to his usual clean cut tone that makes your thighs twitch, making you melt into his embrace — content with the feeling of your boyfriend rutting his cock into your bare body as he lets the towel fall and pool around your feet. “gotta feel you.. come on already.”

・✶ ｡ﾟ SANO SHINICHIRO — NOVEMBER 5TH

ofcourse it wasn’t shinichiro’s idea, you really think he’s gonna give up the feeling of your pussy so easily? but wakasa and benkei had convinced him to do it, said they’d stop teasing him about you being out of his league if he managed to survive a month without you. but fuck—he is so fucking needy already and it’s been a day, he’d tried to spend more time at work but even just not having you around makes him yearn even more, his thoughts constantly wandering to the way you look beneath him or the feeling of your skin flush against his.

your visit to the shop is innocent, kinda, you knew shinichiro was doing the challenge because wakasa and benkei had told you, but you also missed your boyfriend probably just as much as he missed you. he almost fucking moans when he sees you walk through the door into the back shop, finding him spread out on one of the worn leather seats as a cigarette rests between his lips — not lit, he was about to until you stole all of his attention and made him rock hard just by being there.

“fuck, angel. look real fuckin’ pretty, ain’t fair..” shinichiro breathes, unsteady, and it’s almost instinct the way his hands reach out to grab at your hips — luring you onto his lap as he pants like a fucking animal, gaze so thick with want for you. but he doesn’t realise how wound up he is until he feels the first initial press of your warm cunt against his clothed cock, making him twitch before he groans and almost cums right fucking there in his pants as he lets his forehead rest in the crook of your neck. “you aren’t afraid you’re gonna lose?” “nah, they ain’t lyin’ ‘bout you bein’ outta my league anyway.” but he thinks he might pass out when you pick up on the desperate grip he has on your hips, urging you to rock your hips against his as a mantra of low pleas fall from his lips. “fuuuck, angel. d-don’t stop.. y’re gonna make me fuckin’ cum, need t’ so fuckin’ bad, ‘m so fucked.”

・✶ ｡ﾟ SANZU HARUCHIYO — NOVEMBER 19TH

sanzu had ended up roped into the haitani’s bet, after they’d teased him about how “he’d never make it because he’s whipped.” for days. but you’re pretty sure they’re regretting convincing him now more than ever considering he’s been spending more time at work to avoid you and the insistent throbbing of his cock. he’d become more brutal and even more merciless than usual, taking less time cleaning up traitors — less tolerant for peoples bullshit, which you’d learned when a particularly pissed haitani rindou had text you telling you to “hurry up and fuck him already so he’ll get off my ass.”

normally sanzu would slip home when you were already asleep, meaning he’s not being teased by the way you’d sleepily cuddle up against his chest as much as he craves it. but you’re waiting for him when he closes the door gently behind him, a teasing glint in your eyes as he feels heat burst along his skin immediately at the look you give him, but he swallows loudly before he clears his throat to speak — ignoring the way his cock is already twitching in his slacks. “you’re up late.” he rasps and you grin as you approach him. “i heard you’ve been working hard, haru.”

the way you approach him is seductive, letting sanzu’s bright gaze focus on the sway of your hips as you come closer, fingertips almost aching to reach out and take a handful of you. “come on, angel. fuck—don’t do this shit right n-now.” he breathes, hisses with how tight his jaw clenches when he feels your chest press tight against his. “but you’re so tense.. let me help you.” you drawl as you let your palms rest against his chest. “f-fuck, please.. quit. it.” but it only takes you pressing a few kisses along sanzu’s jawline for him to break, groaning before he pulls you in for a breathtaking kiss. “you wanna make me feel better, yeah? then let me have you, angel.” 

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[sukunastoy]

Shameful Attraction (CEO! Sukuna x Female Reader~NSFW~Part 2)

Pairings: CEO!Sukuna x fem!reader x fiance!Toji (Non-Curse AU)

Synopsis: You've been in a long-term relationship with Toji from high school, who is the love of your life. Well, sometimes he is... You turn a blind eye to all of the heartaches he seems to deliberately bring upon you and the relationship. Despite his actions, you've remained loyal and true. That is, until Sukuna, a CEO and your new boss, draws you into an affair.

CW/TW: This story has moments of mistreatment and abuse in it. There are references all throughout about this behavior—Hitting, name-calling, degradation, hiding bruises, domestic violence, sexual assault, being drugged/unaware, cheating, unfaithfulness etc. Also, reader is thin/underweight, unprotected sex, fingering, pet names (i.e., doll, pretty thing, little one, princess, etc.), praise kink. Mentions of depression and thoughts of suicide in later chapters.

Wordcount: 9.1k

(Previous, Part 1)

~Your sexy new boss tried to get you to go out with him, despite being aware that you were already in a relationship. Of course, a rich and influential man like himself could care less about such things. You're not entirely happy in your relationship, but you remain loyal to your fiancé, Toji. At least...you really try to be.~

Thursday, 11:33 AM

Sukuna had sat back down and explained more in depth of what you'd be doing for him in the office and it seemed very straight forward. It was all things you were used to. Usual personal assistant work. He said your office would be attached to his as well, and you couldn't imagine what it would look like to have an actual office of your own. You had an office at your last assistant job, but it felt like it was more the size of a closet.

At least you enjoyed Sukuna's company. Your last boss was dull and treated you like a lesser human being at times. You were, in his eyes, just a woman who was expected to do everything for him while batting your eyes and staying bubbly. He didn’t mistreat you, but you didn’t get valued like any of the men in the office did. Sukuna might have offered taking you out for a rather promiscuous night, but otherwise he spoke to you with respect.

Thursday, 2:14 PM

You were hoping Toji wasn't as angry by now, and that he'd talk to you on the phone since you had time alone in your hotel room. Sukuna brought you here after discussing anything important. Toji never mentioned for you to call him back, but you hated how he just hung up on you earlier; you didn't like it when he was upset. Over the last couple of hours, he never answered your calls or responded to your texts. It was getting disheartening after a while, and the longer he ignored you, the more your chest tightened in anxiety and worry. At least you didn't have to worry about any other interviews. There were a few other jobs that said they might give you an interview today but otherwise nothing was set beside the first one with Sukuna. It was nice to know you could relax, but you felt guilty to be staying out here overnight instead of just heading back home. Though you wouldn't deny that the small amount of time you had to yourself was relaxing. Sitting in the bath, enjoying the larger tub this hotel had to offer, you let your mind relax in the silence. It was just, peaceful. It had been so long since you spent a night away from home that you almost forgot how comforting it was.

Naturally, while you were trying to enjoy the solace of your hot bath, your phone rang, and the chime was Toji's. For a brief moment, you considered ignoring it, wanting to make him try several times like you had done earlier. But, that wasn't something you felt like dealing with right now. As soon as you answered, he let out an aggravated huff.

["What?"] "Hey, I just wanted to talk to you again. I'm really sorry for not communicating better that I was going to be away to-." ["Are you actually out there getting a job, or are you just trying to leave me?"] "Leave you? No, I wouldn't do that." ["Well, that's how all this starts, isn’t it? The lying, sneaking around."] "Toji, I swear, I'm just trying to get a better job." ["Maybe, but how do I know you're not also out there just staying away from me? I mean, this morning, you refused to talk to me."] "I tried to tell you! I was in an interview and-." ["Are you raising your voice to me?"] "N-No...I'm sorry..." ["Ya' know, when you get home, I'll need to teach you some manners. Cause you're getting out of line. Aren't you?"] "I…I don't mean to..." ["There's no reason for me to even take you out to dinner tomorrow night. Since you're clearly so disrespectful to me. I'd rather spend time with the guys."]

That painful click of his phone call ending abruptly left you trembling while staring down at the water.

Your grip tightened around your cell phone before you turned and threw it hard across the bathroom, hearing it clatter against the wall and back to the floor. "Asshole! Fucking asshole!”

Sobs left your quivering lips before you slowly embraced yourself, trying to ease the pain. You did so much for him, why was it never enough anymore? What were you doing that was so wrong all the time? Why couldn't you do anything right anymore? You just wanted his fucking love and it was more and more distant each day.

Toji had been promising to take you out to dinner for months, and suddenly he's not doing it anymore? You had waited so patiently and did everything for him. For the first time in a long time it was going to feel like the two of you would have an date night. But he was going to spend time with his guys instead?

Glancing to the floor and seeing that your phone had ended up back near the tub from it being thrown against the wall, you reached out to it, silently rejoicing that the screen hadn't shattered in your sudden outburst. Without giving yourself time to change your mind, you dialed a number as quickly as possible and closed your eyes.

Asshole.

Complete asshole.

If Toji was going to disregard your time and feelings to hang out with his guy buddies that you absolutely hated, then you were going to enjoy a night out of your own for once. You were already being punished, so not like it could get any worse.

"It was just so careless of me. So, I wanted to apologize again about your suit." You said apologetically into the phone. Sukuna clicked his tongue in return, and you could hear the grin overtaking his face.                               ["How about you make it up to me by accepting my offer of taking you out to dinner tonight then?"]

You gave a small, defeated laugh and put your hand over your face while groaning in thought. This is exactly how you were hoping this phone call would go, yet you suddenly felt regret to be doing this. "...Just as a professional outing, right?" ["Of course, doll, purely professional."] You could hear the smirk in his voice, and you felt flustered even while being alone in this hotel room. Perhaps you felt a little spiteful against Toji or even lonely. But how bad could it honestly be to accept Sukuna’s offer? It's not like you were going sleep with him. Knowing Toji would probably be at the club tonight, he wouldn't be bothering you through the evening. He got to go out all the time and enjoy his nights. Why couldn't you? Fuck it, this time, you accepted Sukuna's offer.

He told you he would pick you up around 5:30 PM to go to dinner, then go to a bar that he enjoyed as it wasn't deafening and obnoxious, and they had good drinks. And you could definitely use a good drink.

But it made you severely anxious, and as you sat in your hotel room, masking your bruised face with makeup, you contemplated so many times to just call back and cancel with him. You were being petty about Toji right now, and maybe you weren’t making a good decision.

Not to mention you only had professional clothing with you for interviews. So you couldn't even dress up that nicely. Just another similar outfit to the one you wore earlier. Not that you needed to look good, as this was professional. Needed to be only professional.

Thursday, 5:30 PM

Walking outside the hotel to where the pick-up area was, Sukuna was leaning against a car with his arms crossed while waiting for you. Another man stood in a nice suit at the end of the vehicle, but he kept his gaze off the side, not paying much attention, and his hands were behind his back patiently.

A driver? You weren't even surprised. And, Sukuna looked, gorgeous. He was so well groomed, and the dark suit he adorned fit him so well. Feeling your eyes start falling from his face to his chest, you quickly averted your gaze entirely to the ground, not wanting to stare like a deer in headlights. "Well, good evening, pretty thing." He grinned at you as you approached, and you bit your lip while looking up shyly. "I didn't bring much, so I hope I'm dressed enough?"

"You look perfect, doll." He gently took hold of your chin with his index finger and thumb, lifting your head, and your breath seized in your throat at his warm and firm touch. "Come on, don't be shy, and don't hide that pretty face by looking down."

Looking at his gorgeous face and into his alluring eyes as he gave you a comforting smile, you felt your heart flutter and your throat burn with the sudden urge to cry. This was an awful idea, you knew you shouldn't have agreed to this. No one made your heart flutter like this before, other than Toji.

Letting go of your face gently, he turned as your door was opened by the other man. Sukuna held your hand so you could sit comfortably in the seat, and you looked around for a moment nervously as he shut the door. This was an awful temptation you've allowed yourself to get into. You glanced to the front of the vehicle, but there was a non-see-through glass panel blocking whatever was up front, and the other windows were so dark as well. Obviously, no one would be able to see in. Seeing Sukuna get in next to you, you quickly looked down at the floorboard and held onto the hem of your skirt while blurting out the obvious. "You have your own driver?"

As he made himself comfortable and adjusted to face more towards you, he chuckled while resting his elbow on the window frame of the door that was now shut. His other arm went along the top of the seat behind your head, making you gulp at his closeness. "I have a lot of things, sweetheart."

Sitting patiently and quietly in your seat, too nervous to keep looking at him, something came to your thigh, making your entire body tense instantly. One of his large hands settled above your knee, and the brush of his thumb against your skin made you whimper internally. Such a firm hold, and it flushed warmth throughout your body, already weakening from the touch. The cool metal of his rings pushed into your skin a little more as he gave a gentle squeeze to your knee.

This was bad. Very, very bad. You should have told him to remove his hand, should have told him that it was inappropriate, and should have reminded him that you have a fiancé.

Maybe you should have gotten out of the car entirely and just called this whole thing off. That’s what a responsible and loyal woman would do.

But you didn't, couldn't. It felt, exhilarating. You wanted it there. The touch was so different from Tojis. So strong but it didn’t terrify you. It didn’t have malicious purpose.

"You alright, pretty thing?" Sukuna’s tone was so cocky yet full of concern simultaneously, causing you to look at him with dove eyes before you nodded with a smile.

"Never been better."

For dinner, he took you to a restaurant called Shunbou, and you already felt odd getting out of a vehicle with someone else opening the door for you. And then highly out of place when you walked into the restaurant with Sukuna. Everyone there gleamed with wealth and success in their life, and you felt like a lowly peasant in their presence who would be frowned upon if they knew just how broke and pathetic your life really was. Seeing your nervousness, Sukuna lightly placed a hand around your waist, his fingertips gently guiding you alongside him, keeping you close so you could feel welcome and wanted here with him. Your eyes darted up to his, revealing anxiousness and comfort all at the same time. "Just relax." He whispered while leaning down to speak into your ear, his large palm settling onto you more as you both reached the table. It was in a more reserved section in the back, offering a quiet and private setting.

It was almost difficult to sit across from him like this, feeling him looking right at you despite the waiter talking and setting down a few complimentary items on the table. You felt rude, but you couldn't bring yourself to look up at him, afraid you’d melt from nervousness if your eyes met.

The menu was just as threatening as you looked over it, not knowing meals could even cost this much. How were you supposed to choose something when the prices for a single dish were more than you'd spend on a whole week's worth of food?

Seeing you struggle with picking something, knowing you were bent over the prices, Sukuna asked the server what he would recommend. He said the grilled Hida Beef sukiyaki, cooked via hotpot at the table, was a favorite among many other patrons. Sukuna gestured if that would be something you'd like, and you hesitantly nodded, keeping your head down. It almost felt like you were stealing. It was several thousand yen just for a single dish?

Your date picked something more expensive to not make you feel like you were costing more than him, and he also requested one of their top Rosé Champagnes, which was almost a couple hundred thousand yen.

"Sukuna, you didn't have to take me to someplace like this; I'd be fine just eating some street food, honestly." You meekly laughed, holding your arms while feeling so out of place and undeserving of anything he offered. This was just your boss, he didn’t need to be so nice.

He chuckled humorously while placing his elbow on the table and his chin atop his knuckles, watching you with curiosity. "Look, I’m not in the interest of boasting to you, but this costs nothing to me, just enjoy yourself. A simple gift from your boss."

"Well, I really appreciate it." you smiled meekly at him, and he grinned in mirth. "Of course, doll."

The meal was incredibly delicious, and just like before, you did your best to eat with reserve, even though that nagging hunger in your stomach was hard to fill. You definitely enjoyed the champagne as well; it tasting better than anything you've had before. He made casual conversation with you throughout the meal, and it was so relaxing. Toji wasn't going to do this for you, so why not let someone else do it then? Not like you were doing anything adulterous. Right? He was your boss treating you to a professional outing. Casually talking about work here and there. Harmless.

Not letting you know the bill amount, Sukuna paid it and took your hand to help you up, his other hand returning to that gentle position on your waist to comfortably guide you alongside him through the restaurant again.

The second place he took you was Maduro's, the cozy bar and lounge he mentioned earlier. He offered to buy whatever, and you took advantage of that. Anything to help get you a bit wasted. Take a break from the stress you've been dealing with at home, and maybe get drunk enough to convince yourself that you're not doing anything inappropriate right now. Just out drinking.

With your new boss. Your ridiculously hot new boss.

Occasionally you checked your phone, and each time you saw no message from Toji, there was simultaneous anger and sadness in your heart. Was he seriously going to let this day end without saying anything? His last communication was just going to be him hanging up on you? For the second time today?

"Waiting for something?" Sukuna inquired while setting his now empty glass near the edge of the table to signal needing a refill. Glancing up from your phone quickly, you felt ashamed like you were ignoring him.

"No. I'm sorry." You mumbled while stuffing your phone down into your bag. "If he hasn't messaged you by now, I doubt he will." "He's probably just busy. Or asleep." Though you knew that was a lie, a hopeful laugh fell from your lips. He was most likely out having fun or had his guy friends over, making a mess as usual. But he was deliberately not talking just to upset you. It hurt your feelings so much, and Toji knew it. He seemed to do it on purpose. Even though you were out with some other man, you couldn’t keep your mind off of Toji.

Seeing the waitress walk over from the corner of your eye made it hard to hide the brief yet envious expression on your face. She was so filled out and healthy looking, obviously comfortable in her body, and you felt jealous of it. Stealing a glance at Sukuna, you watched him in awe as he barely even acknowledged her despite her apparent flirtatious attitude with him.

Why was that so attractive? And why did you even need to worry about something like that? He was allowed to look at someone if he wanted to, yet you watched him as if seeing what he would do when presented with such an opportunity. Maybe it hurt because you knew Toji would still have watched the waitress even after she walked away.

"Well, before you drink too much, let me ask. Do you want to come back to my place after this?" Sukuna said so casually while bringing the glass of liquor to his lips, only pausing a moment to speak again. "I guarantee my bed is more comfortable than the hotel's."

"Like, sleep there instead of the hotel? I wouldn't want to impose on you and-"

His humored laugh at your innocence halted your words, and you shook your head slightly in misunderstanding. "Why are you mentioning how comfortable your bed is, then?"

"Sorry. I'll be blunt, do you want to get laid tonight?"

You nearly choked on your drink when he spoke, and your heartbeat started to pound so hard you could hear it in your ears. "What? Sir! That is not professional at all!" You laughed jokingly while pushing his arm playfully. He chuckled at your flustered response with a slight shrug before drinking again. Clearly not joking in his interest. "I'm being serious." Your nervous laugh died briefly, and you turned your head to the side with a weak smile. "Come on...you can't be serious...Me? Why would you want to do anything like that with someone like me? I'm in a relationship anyway.” You mumbled out the end while downing one of your drinks quickly. "I don’t care about that." He said while taking hold of your chin and turning your face back to his. The demanding grip made you gasp, and you felt so embarrassed when a flicker of excitement raced through you at his actions. "Let yourself have a good time for once. Seems like it’s been a while for you." His arrogant laugh had your thighs clenched together so tightly, and his smirk was so confident as if he knew you'd be unable to decline his advances.

"I, Sukuna, I really shouldn't."

"Shouldn't, or don't want to?" "Am I required to?"

You stared at him in a bit of worry as he finally released your chin and pulled out his wallet, preparing to pay the tab.

“Do you want it to be a requirement? Would that be more exciting for you?”

He replied casually, but for some reason, it seemed like it would be easier if it was a form of payment. At least that way, it would seem justifiable.

"I wouldn't think less of you or treat you differently if you don't want to. But, I think you do want this..." He grinned while standing and leaning closer to your ear, whispering the last part so enticingly. "And I'd fuck you better than he ever could."

As Sukuna helped you back into the car, you let out a heavy exhale, alone in the vehicle for a moment. You can't. You definitely can't.

You shouldn't.

This had already gone too far. Letting him touch your thigh and chin like he's been doing was crossing boundaries. Talking to you inappropriately was not something a woman in a relationship should be okay with.

But.

How you felt when he did so was satisfying and even comforting. You've never been touched by anyone except Toji, and at first, you were terrified of it ever happening, but now that it has, you wanted more of it. When Sukuna got in next to you, your eyes dropped to the floorboard again, fingers returning to hold the hem of your skirt nervously. You wanted to accept. But, how did this even work? You’ve never had a hookup or gone out with different people. Toji was your first hug, kiss, everything. Glancing at the ring on your finger, sorrow and bitterness filled your heart again. He’s also caused you so much heartache despite you doing everything for him.

“Want to be dropped off at your hotel, then?” Sukuna asked as you twirled the ring on your finger.

Fuck it. You wanted this. You could feel your mind finally starting to fade with the liquor you'd been downing all night; it was the perfect excuse for yourself. You desperately needed attention like this, and blaming alcohol was more manageable than admitting you wanted to be fucked by this guy you had just met.

You slipped your ring off while looking up to him with longing eyes.

“No, sir. You’re right. It’s been too long since I had a good time.”

Friday, 1:07 AM

Sukuna led you inside his apartment off the elevator while firmly holding your hand to ensure you wouldn't fall over from your half-drunken state, and you laughed while your hand lazily returned his grip. As soon as the doors closed, you pushed yourself against his chest, dropping your purse and heels that you were holding carelessly to the floor while reaching a hand up his shoulder. Your tip toes lifted you higher so your lips could connect with his. If you didn't have some alcohol in your system right now, you knew the confidence for your actions wouldn't exist, and you desperately wanted this, needed this. No other man had ever shown this type of interest, and you were afraid to let this opportunity go to waste.

Surprised for only a moment, Sukuna let out a deep laugh, a smirk stretching his lips as he returned your kiss, his tongue easily slipping into your mouth.

Your fingers desperately tangled into the loose fabric of his shirt on his upper arms, and your eyes closed as you enjoyed the taste of his tongue against yours, the scent of his expensive cologne finding its way into your nose only to seduce you more.

Wrapping his arms around your waist, he lifted you up from the ground, and your legs went around his hips to hold on while still keeping your lips together with his.

Your arms draped around his neck, one hand gripping onto the back of his shirt and the other running through his pale pink hair, rustling it from its tamed back style quickly.

“You’re fine with this?” He asked quietly, one of his hands gripping your ass.

"Sukuna, please, I need this." you whined softly as he pushed your back against a wall, pressing his firm chest into yours to hold you in place as his lips traveled down your neck, planting kisses along the area where your elevated heartbeat was thrumming through.

The back of your head leaned against the wall, small pants of anticipation and euphoria leaving your mouth as his kisses continued to litter your skin, bringing those burning feelings of being desired into your chest you hadn't felt in so many years. "Shall we?" His low and gruff voice came through the kisses along your neck, and you nodded quickly, whimpering at the thought of him touching you in a way no other man has besides Toji.

He carried you into his dimly lit room and gently laid you to your back on his massive bed, now leaning over you with his arms on either side of your face, caging you beneath him as he claimed your lips again roughly, and you moaned into his mouth with the feeling of passion you've longed for. There weren't any other sounds except the repetitive wet connection of lips and exciting pants exhaling through both of your noses.

You've never enjoyed kissing so much in your life, wishing it would go on forever. His lips were so warm and soft, enveloping yours so easily, and his intoxicating scent of being so close was driving you mad. He rolled his hips down into yours, and you shuddered deeply in elation, his ever-present erection pushing through his pants.

Feeling the dampness increase between your thighs, you gasped in embarrassment at Sukuna's hand suddenly reaching up under your skirt, taking hold of your thong, his fingers quickly curling around the edges of the wet lacy cloth, tugging on them as if they were in the way of what he was after.

Wait.

This was just some random man trying to get between your legs.

You didn’t even know him, and he’s going to force you to do this.

Panic suddenly raced into your chest, feeling such an intimate and foreign touch as this. His body above yours felt like a trap you couldn't escape from, and your breath seized in your throat at his confident actions.

"W-wait..!" Your small yelp made his head lean to look down at you in concern as he let out a slightly frustrated grunt. His hand emerged underneath your skirt, placing itself alongside you like before. A heavy breath fell from his lips as he composed his arousal. "Do you not want to continue? I can stop if you need me to." There was brief annoyance in his voice, yet at the same time, concern was heavily laced within it.

Shit. No, you weren’t allowed to say no. Toji would hold you down if you denied him. "N-no, I'm sorry, you don't have to stop.” you surrendered quickly through shame. You tried to look away, but he caught your jaw in one of his large hands, pulling your attention back to him. Your eyes searched his with desperation, afraid you’ve only pissed him off. Guys were allowed to take what they wanted. Toji reminded you constantly. "I asked you needed me to, pretty thing.” "What if I want you to stop while we're in the middle of it?”

You mumbled quietly, worried you would change your mind once it got more serious. "Then, you tell me to stop." He said while taking hold of your hand and kissing your fingers softly. His eyes looked into yours with promise and you whimpered at how safe he suddenly made you feel.

You nodded to him and he grinned while kissing your lips abruptly again, and you moaned eagerly into his mouth, unable to keep your excitement at bay no matter how much guilt you felt. "But I promise you won't want me to stop once I start." He growled seductively into your ear, his warm and velvety voice making you shudder and whimper for him.

You felt safe to be underneath a man in his bed for the first time in years. Safer with someone who was still practically a stranger than your fiancé of 7 years.

His hand returned to where it was underneath your skirt, fingers pulling your lacy thong down your excited thighs passed your knees, and his palm caressed over your skin, stroking it gently, his fingertips leaving goosebumps in their wake. Leaning your head back into the blankets while he kissed your neck, sucking on sensitive areas, you let out soft, yearning moans, his large hand coming up your thigh further to grip your ass, giving it a tight squeeze.

A guy like him most certainly had a fair share of partners by now, judging by the way some of the women looked at him in the bar as if they had possibly known him. Their eyes almost jealous that he was seated at a table with you in the back, enjoying each others' company as you both chatted, sharing a laugh on occasion. You could feel their jealousy and ever-judging eyes as if you weren't something valuable enough to earn his attention like they had previously been. His complete, undivided attention. Those darkened eyes never strayed from you, as if you were the only one of interest in the whole bar, as if looking away for even a mere second would cause him to miss out on something important about you. Now the way he was touching your body and making you feel like a sacred entity ignited the feelings you knew you had been missing out on for years. Not that you were hoping for love with Sukuna, and you doubted that those feelings were something he would want to return to you, which was fine. But this man had shown you more respect and attentiveness in a single day than your entire relationship with Toji.

Leaning up from you and resting on his knees, Sukuna undid a few of the upper buttons on his shirt. He then grabbed onto the bottom of it, slowly lifting the fabric over his head. Your eyes trailed along every dip and rise of his muscles, some areas more highlighted than others from the city's lights outside the large windows. "Holy shit..." You swallowed tightly while sitting up and hesitantly reaching forward, allowing your fingers to trail along the dark lines that painted his skin from his chest down to his abs. He was downright gorgeous, crafted so perfectly. The tattoos on his skin made you shudder in excitement and curiosity, wondering why someone so professional would put such features on his body. As far as you knew, tattoos were common in those who committed violence and illegal activities. Most places banned them. But, at the same time, he kept them hidden well and seemed far from any gang member. Tossing his shirt to the side, Sukuna hummed in satisfaction at your touches, his hands coming forward to undo the buttons keeping your blouse together, but you gasped and your small fingers pushed against his with haste.

Before he could speak, you dropped your head in shame, afraid to expose your body to someone like this. Not from the shame of it being a man other than your fiancé but the guilt of how your body looked. In your eyes, it wasn't good enough... Especially for someone as gorgeous as him. "I'm sorry, I-.”

"Why are you apologizing?" He chuckled while removing his hands from your blouse. "You don't have to feel scared to tell me 'no.'"

Quickly nodding, you bit your lip before looking up at him. "It's just, my body. I don't find it flattering, and I'm worried that if you see-.”

His lips came to your mouth gently, immediately silencing you while now running his hands upward along your sides, allowing his fingers to glide underneath the fabric of your top. Your breath hitched at his delicate touch, and you swallowed roughly as he groaned pleasingly against your lips, his large hands embracing your frail body tenderly. As his thumbs smoothed over your prominent ribs, you whimpered in embarrassment again. What man would want such a thin and scrawny woman to hold on to?

"Is this what bothers you?" He whispered while moving his lips to your neck and gently rubbing his thumbs over the same area again. Your hesitant nod confirmed the answer, and you felt his lips stretch into a grin against your skin. "I wouldn't have invited you back over if I was worried about what you might look like under your clothes."

"But, I-.”

His hands returned to the buttons on your blouse, undoing them swiftly.

He tilted his head to the side, kissing your lips softly while delicately exposing your body from the fabric, his hands now crawling to your back to unhook your bra. Your fingers found the markings on his shoulders, holding them tightly as you felt your bra come off with ease, and his large hands now cupped your breasts, squeezing them gently. He kissed your jawline as if he was hungry for your skin, enjoying the taste you had to offer.

“You have a preference on condom brands?” He asked between kisses and you looked at him with uncertainty.

“It’s been so long since my fiancé wanted to use one. So, I’m not sure.”

“Well, I’ll just pick one then.” He chuckled while starting to pull away but you grabbed onto his wrist quickly. “No, you don’t have to. I take birth control.”

“It’s not always guaranteed, sweetheart. We don’t need to be making a kid.”

“I just, I want it to feel the best.” You almost begged, your eyes searching his. “I could always take the morning after pill if you want me to.” You might not be that experienced, but you knew it felt better without condoms. And you wanted to get as much out of this as possible.

He returned your gaze for a moment before clicking his tongue and shrugging. “Fuck it then. Been a while since I’ve gotten some raw.”

Taking hold of the front of his pants, you tugged on the buckle of his belt, just wanting him to continue.

"Needy little thing, aren't you?" He asked quietly, moving his hands to yours to help undo his belt and the front of his pants. As much as he just wanted to flip you over onto your knees with your ass up and face into the pillows, he couldn't find the ability to do so. Exploring your body was more enticing, letting his tension build with each of your tender touches to his skin. He enjoyed your soft sounds and small gasps, how your eyes gleamed as he fully undressed your body, and how your head would tilt back and expose your neck to allow his lips the honor of sucking on your skin in various places.

Parts of you were screaming to stop, begging you to be decent and leave what you were doing, knowing if Toji ever found out, he'd beat the hell out of you. You were cheating on your fiancé, willingly opening yourself to a man you had only met earlier this day, letting him discover parts of your body that were only for Toji to claim. As soon as his fingertips brushed over your lower lips, you choked back a gasp and did your best to let this happen without your morals getting in the way.

Pushing you down to your back, Sukuna kicked off the rest of his pants and placed an arm by your head again while suddenly pumping his fingers in and out of your neglected heat, stretching open your walls to be more willing and capable of taking his thick girth when it got to that moment. He captured your lips again as they parted for your fragile moans to escape, taking in each increasing vibration as he curled his fingers inside, expertly hitting all the sensitive spots to make you already start to come undone beneath him.

Feeling your walls start to tighten around his two fingers, a whine escaped your throat, ashamed to already reach this type of high you've never felt before. Your hips moved into his fingers more, and he worked his mouth down your body, kissing along your skin until his lips were just above your sensitive bundle of nerves. His hot breath fanned over your already puffy lips, and you clenched your jaw to try and silence any eager sounds from escaping.

Dragging his tongue in a long stripe up in-between your wet folds, you couldn't deny the shy moans from falling out of your lips as he ran the flattened wet muscle up to your embarrassingly wet clit, sucking on it gently.

“What are you doing, with your mouth?” You asked in a state of curious confusion.

“Never been eaten out before?”

You shook your head in embarrassment, realizing there was so much Toji hadn’t ever done for you in bed.

“Let me enjoy this fresh meal then.”

Removing his two fingers from your slicked-up hole, he quickly replaced the lost contact with his tongue, prodding it as deep as he could, forcing a surprised gasp out of your lips and your fingers to tangle into his hair. Smirking as your cunt leaked out around his mouth from your arousal, he lapped up any of the glossy fluids, consuming your taste as if it was a meal he had been denied for so long.

Your chest rose and fell rapidly as your breathing became shortened and more profound, your fingers tugging at his hair and your other hand clenching onto the sheets below. Pushing his fingers back inside while giving your clit undivided attention with his mouth again made your hips jerk upwards, and a cry of pleasure burst from your throat.

"Sukuna...I..!" Coaxing your sudden orgasm closer to you, he curled up his fingers to rub into that spongy spot of tightening flesh that would soon have you coming undone. "Come on, pretty thing. You can let it happen." He encouraged, knowing you were holding back, and suddenly added a third finger, thrusting them in and out of you quickly as your head pushed back into the pillows, back arching up as you felt that intense sensation, almost long forgotten, start to rapidly build in your lower tummy. Tears that were a mix of shame and exhilaration trailed from the corners of your eyes, hearing the squelching of your juices being smacked back against your skin as Sukuna's hand moved.

Once his mouth returned to your clit, he hummed in satisfaction to you becoming wholly taken over by pleasure, and the vibrations into the bundle of nerves sent you over the edge. Feeling your walls wrap tightly around his fingers, Sukuna thrusted them harder while kissing your inner thigh, pleasuring you further through your orgasm and you cried out loudly, your moans echoing through the otherwise quiet room as you held tightly onto his hair, riding out your intense high as if it was the first time you ever had one.

You couldn’t stop your hips from bucking up and nearly grinding into his mouth, trying to get every bit of pleasure that you could from this new feeling.

Fuck. You wanted to cry. Cry from the shame of how quickly you came to someone other than Toji. You didn't do these things, you were an excellent fiancé! Only cheaters and liars slept with other people like this.

Feeling tears start to form in your eyes, you released his hair and placed both hands over your face. The tender kisses to the inside of your thighs made you tremble and whimper as he slowed the movements of his fingers, becoming more of a gentle caress to the inside of your pulsing heat.

"My my..." he grinned in mirth when finally pulling his hand away, almost the entirety of it coated in your fluids of ecstasy.

Seeing you hide your face again behind your hands, he crawled up over your still-twitching body and gently kissed the back of your hands.

"Why are you hiding such a pretty face?" Your hands slowly moved down enough to uncover your eyes, and his gaze held onto yours, offering his charming smile. "Cause, I'm so ashamed. I'm cheating on my fiancé.”

That devilish grin came across his face before he leaned down and kissed you hungrily, the taste of your release still heavy on his lips. "Well, if he was a good fiancé, you wouldn't feel the need to be here in the first place, right? Just enjoy yourself." "I've just never had something so simple feel so amazing like that before.” You mumbled in admission.

"Well, let me show you how great you can and should feel. I'll make it feel like it's your first time."

The desire in his voice was exciting, and you quivered in expectancy as his hands traveled down to your still-trembling thighs, pulling one up over his waist. As he covered your body with more of his, your puffy lips parted with the head of his length, and you swallowed tightly as it teased your entrance.

"Oh my god, Sukuna, there's no way." You whispered in disbelief as his erect member displayed itself so large and proud before you. He was definitely bigger than Toji. And Toji hurt most of the time.

Your hand kept firm over your mouth, little whimpers slipping through your fingers as Sukuna slowly pushed the head of his cock into your opening.

"T-too big..." you whined and winced while closing one of your eyes, the pressure between your hips already feeling like it was too much.

"Yeah, it is a big fucking cock, isn't it? Shh shh, just relax, pretty thing, I'll go slow." His low voice fell over you as he whispered reassuring words, promising he'll take it slow. You swallowed hard while trying to relax. But you felt comfortable in his patience, and his gentle kisses to your teary face made warmth pass through your body. "You're doing so well. And, fuck, you feel so good." He growled more to himself than you, letting out a heavy breath as he kept his composure, resisting the urge to just start bucking into you relentlessly.

His other arm snaked its way around your back, pulling upwards to arch your body from the bed as he slowly continued to push into you, watching your face with amusement at all the varied expressions you were making.

"I'll fill you properly, pretty thing.” His eager breath fanned across your ear as he almost growled into it, your walls tightly protesting his intrusion. "A-ah...so much!” It felt like your breath was being shoved out from your lungs as you writhed in a mix of pain and pleasure, knowing you were being spread open farther than ever before but reveling in the feeling of every groove being filled. "Fuck...you're just swallowing me right up..." he groaned deeply, loving the feeling of your cunt engulfing his length so tightly and willingly. Your labored pants and whines only fueled his desire to fill you to the hilt and nearing the base of his cock you could feel your lower tummy being forced up from the lack of space he was giving you. A hand came to the slight swell in your belly, pushing back on it teasingly as your mouth was already letting out small incoherent words. You were babbling about his size and how stuffed you felt, feeling like you were in a daze, not even realizing there were places in you that could be reached. "Already getting dumb on my dick?" His voice jested, letting your walls find their moment of peace before he continued. You panted weakly and felt like you were going to pass out, almost ashamed you were able to take his size so eagerly. It stung a little, and the pressure was intense, but you wanted more of this, needed more of it. Fingertips pushing hard up into your back, Sukuna held you in place as he slowly began to thrust into you, struggling not to just let himself go at your beautiful sounds of painful satisfaction. You already seemed so fragile and broken; he didn't want to completely ruin you, at least not yet, anyway.

Your breaths were short and deep each time his cock came almost all the way out, only to be pushed back into you deeply, the ache in your cunt slowly starting to dissipate, making way for feelings of unimaginable pleasure that you didn't know were possible.

Sukuna lifted himself up so he could watch the small swell in your lower belly show itself each time he shoved himself into you, loving how he was stuffing you. A smirk stretched across his face, admiring how tightly your pussy was gripping him, your lips spread far apart and covered in your own slick, starting to leave a creamy white ring around the base of his cock. "Sukuna..." your soft voice murmured between moans, reaching a hand out to hold him, to feel him even more, wanting to feel some closer connection. "Yes, doll?" He exhaled in pleasure, taking hold of your searching hand and bringing your fingers to his lips, kissing them tenderly.

Biting your bottom lip and turning your head to the side, you fought off a wave of different emotions that tried to cloud your mind, just wanting to enjoy feeling amazing in bed for once. This was just for sex and enjoying the company of a man who could treat you properly, you couldn't confuse it with any type of interest beyond this.

You shouldn’t.

"I've never felt so good!” Your fingers tightened around his, starting to feel that burning heat swell in your core again, praising his actions at how he was making your body feel. He growled in elation at your words, starting to rut into your sopping heat relentlessly, the end of his cock just barely kissing at your cervix, and a scream of exhilaration left your lips.

Moaning like a wanton whore when Sukuna's mouth came to your right breast, he grinned in mirth against your skin, feeling your body tremble beneath him, knowing you wouldn't last long. You felt yourself rapidly approaching another orgasm as he sucked on your nipple hungrily.

Wait, again?

Could you?

You were lucky if Toji could even get you off once.

"Oh god, please!" you begged aloud, feeling your walls tighten again. You didn’t know you could come again so soon. Sukuna let out a wicked laugh as he moved a thumb to your clit, the pad hastily circling over the bundle of nerves to overstimulate you, enjoying your yelps and cries of unintelligible words, losing yourself so willingly.

"That’s it, cum all over this cock, fucking enjoy yourself.” His voice was so captivating, falling over you like honey. "S-Sukun~aa! Haa..y-yes, oh fuck, yes, p-please!" "Hmm...right there, sweetheart?" He growled proudly in his chest, snapping his hips repeatedly into that gummy area inside that was driving you wild and pushing you over the edge. "Y-yes! S'good!"

Your mind was spiraling out of control, and you placed your hands over your face to hide whatever uncontrollable expression you had. "Ah ah." He tutted while grabbing your wrists and pinning them next to your head against the sheets. Your body writhed through his hold, hips rolling up to meet his thrusts while your head lolled back from the overwhelming stimulation. The more your wrists tugged for freedom, the harder he gripped onto them, and the harder his hips rammed into yours.

"Oh my fucking god, I’m gonna c-!” Your lewd moans swiftly turned into screams, his name leaving your quivering lips repeatedly. He roughly fucked himself into your tightened, sopping cunt, groaning with satisfaction at your intense orgasm, loving how you looked while succumbing to him. Hands pulling away from his and gripping whatever they could find, your mouth hung open, eyes tightly shut with your brows pinched together, cheeks flushed deeply, leaning your head back into the bedding as far as it could go as your back arched higher from his grip, your legs shaking at the explosive pleasure bombarding you without restraint. He loved every bit of it and knew at that moment he wanted more, wanted to see this again, feeling more gratification from you than anyone else he ever had so far.

"Fuck. You look so fucking beautiful like that." his sultry voice coated you in rewarding praise, making you shudder and moan again as the aftershocks of your release still pulsed through your very being.

“And your tight little cunt feels so fucking good.” He growled, swallowing hard while staring down to you in what felt like approval.

Your arms suddenly reached up and around his neck, desperately pulling him down closer so you could kiss those warm lips, feel his strong, sweaty body against yours and revel in the moment of being so intimate with someone for once. It felt so pathetic, wanting him to be so close as if the two of you were lovers. But he entertained your needs, enveloping your lips with his, kissing you in a passionate way while pausing his movements for a brief moment, just focusing on your yearning for such romantic contact.

His arms came around you in such comfort, holding you close as your body trembled post-ecstasy. "So precious, aren't you?" He teased before rolling his hips into yours again.

Your face burned red, and you howled out helplessly, pushing your hands against his chest weakly as he started hammering into you without warning, driving you crazy as you still rode out your high. "I can't...please...oh my god...t-too much!

"Oh, I'm not done with you yet." sharp canines protruded from his wide grin as he pulled out of you, quickly flipping you onto your belly, making you yelp out unexpectedly as you now faced the windows. You desperately grasped the sheets beneath you as he jerked you up onto your knees, hips high in the air and his large hands pushing onto the small of your back.

He growled in lust before burying himself deep into your already exhausted cavern, and you howled out wildly through tears as he chased his own high, knowing he was about to be sated better than ever before.

Your mind was rolling as you felt like you would pass out if he carried on much longer. Ignoring your cries, he grabbed onto your hair while rutting into you hard and deep, pulling more incoherent babbling from your lips as he filled you more than you thought was possible, abusing your gummy walls that were already so sensitive and exhausted. Never before did you find it exciting to have your hair pulled on like this, but him owning your body made you clamp down harder around him. Your loud moans echoed through the room, sides heaving harshly as you struggled to take him this way, but fuck did it feel incredible.

"I want one more out of you.”

"I don’t think I can!" "You'll do as you're told and cum again because I'm your boss.”

Pulling back on your hair harder as he continued at an unrelenting pace, you screamed out in ecstasy towards the ceiling, blissful tears streaming down your blushing face as he demanded your release, and you loved it. He could be your boss at work and of your body. You would submit to both so eagerly.

"Yes, sir!" you rasped out, unable to resist another oncoming wave of pleasure. He pushed down on your back before you could stiffen, keeping you curved so he could fuck himself into you at the perfect angle as your desperate cunt gripped onto him again.

His pace faltered and his hands held onto you tightly as he came, pumping you full of thick spurts of cum.

A proud grin adorned his face, hearing the sounds he was causing. You reached an arm back, your fingertips pushing against his thigh as you panted heavily, nearly seeing stars at this point as you were already so fucked out from his thick cock.

"Damn..." Sukuna finally let out a deep and satisfied groan, his motions slowing down. He leaned over to gently kiss your lower back while slowly pulling himself out of you, dripping with your own fluids and his release. You whimpered weakly at the loss of inward contact as he grabbed onto your ass with both hands, spreading you open enough so he could look at the damage he caused. "Made quite the mess out of you." he chuckled, watching his release slowly leak out of your twitching hole, reddened and puffy lips covered in copious amounts of your own fluids and his.

Surprisingly, you felt a soft cloth come up between your thighs, and you were too tired to inquire about it aloud. Was he actually cleaning you up, though? That was a thing? You'd be lucky if Toji even offered a towel after he picked himself off your body.

Panting weakly and slumping down to your belly once he let you go, a deep sigh of satisfaction left your mouth. Sex had never felt that good before. Honestly, nothing has ever made you feel anything like that before. It wasn't just pleasure that coursed through your body; it was intense waves of emotions. Emotions you never felt before, even when you slept with Toji for the first time. This was a different type of crash rapidly approaching and felt terrifying.

Your heart raced and it hurt. It hurt so much. You couldn't hold it back. The tears. The pain.

Gripping the blankets tightly, you softly started to cry. Not the same tears from pleasure or excitement. They were sad and depressed ones. Why was this happening? Why were you feeling like this? This was embarrassing, and your soft cries turned to gasps and sobs.

You felt lonely, and it crept through your soul, spreading through your limbs and making you quiver in this emotional turmoil. What is it you needed? You were craving something, earning for relief. It hurt; it hurt everywhere.

You sat up from the blankets, feeling the tightness of panic start to gather in the back of your throat. Whatever this pain was, it was beginning to consume you, and it threatened to spiral out of your control until-.

Arms. Warm arms. Your body was pulled close into comfort, and you blinked tears away to see Sukuna's face as he looked at you in such a consoling way. He cupped your cheek gingerly as he wiped some of your tears with the pad of his thumb from under your eye. You felt so vulnerable and submissive in his hold, letting him move the two of you into a more comfortable lying position. "Well, aren't you just adorable?" he teased through a chuckle, and your body reacted on its own by sinking against his, grasping that comfort he was suddenly providing. That staticky pain of confusion and loneliness seemed to fade the more you stared up at him from how he held you against him. "I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm so emotional right now.” you admitted through shame. He shrugged slightly while continuing to hold you and planted a soft kiss on your forehead that made your body flutter in warmth.

Did he care about you?

No, you couldn't be feeling like this. It was just sex. Just sex with your boss, this meant nothing, absolutely nothing.

Don’t let it confuse you.

Your eyes swelled with tears as your cheek pressed down into his firm chest, minor hiccups coming out between little sobs, and Sukuna's faint laugh provided a moment of comfort again. "Poor little thing. Fucked you that good, didn't I?"

A weak little nod was all you could manage while clinging to him, clinging to the comfort and high you'd never felt before. His arms felt safe, like you could hide from any sadness inside them. "Can I stay like this to sleep?" You murmured softly, holding him almost desperately. Toji rarely held you afterward; even when he did, he never felt close like this. He looked at you curiously for a moment, almost bewildered by your actions. Any other woman would just turn away to get up and leave, and he'd not be interested after he got what he wanted. Usually he wanted them out before he went to sleep. Feeling your desperate hold on him, he smirked and pulled the blankets over the both of you before wrapping one arm around you, caressing your skin softly with his fingertips.

"...Sure, doll."

Feeling your warm body relax against him, he sighed quietly while looking up at the ceiling. It was odd, and he never let a woman stay in his apartment afterward, let alone against him in his bed. But your soft little sniffles kept him curious, never having a woman break down and cry this way before.

A little shiver traveled through your body, the heat radiating off his skin, comforting you deeply. "This is nice..." you mumbled quietly, unintentionally nuzzling your face up under his chin. "Oh yeah?" The vibrations in his chest and throat tickled your skin, and you sleepily smiled as the arm around you squeezed tighter. "Is...this normal..? For hookups?" You continued, your words fading out as your body slipped into rest. For him? Absolutely not, this was too intimate and personal for his comfort. However, he couldn't deny a slight interest in it. Not to mention feeling a touch of sympathy for you. Any woman in a relationship that he took to bed could care less about the fact that they had a partner already, and none of them wanted to cuddle like this afterward. But your hold was so hopeful, so needy. He could only assume this wasn't ordinary for you. Judging by the phone call he overheard earlier in the day, there wasn't much love and affection in your household.

"For you, it can be." he chuckled softly, planting another gentle kiss on your forehead, furthering your desire to be close to him like this. Whatever this was, you obviously needed it.

He closed his eyes, relaxing to sleep as well, finally realizing how sated he could feel with someone for once.

~Thank you so much for reading!! Comments and Reblogs are much appreciated!

Sukuna knew you weren't gonna deny it, and you knew it as well. No point in fighting it any longer; just let that beast of a man do what he wants and let your mind escape! But look at you, the anomaly who cuddled with him to sleep... <3

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Ceo!Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

Summary: Bucky and Steve try out a new Coffee Shop not knowing Bucky would find interest with one of the workers there. 

Warnings: None(Not that I know of)

Word Count:1.7k

Part 1

‘’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’

Bucky’s Pov:

“Hey Buck, I'm gonna go down to that new coffee shop that opened like a month ago and get something, you want anything?” Steve asked, popping his head in the door. 

“Uhh, sure. Get me a small black coffee with one sugar please. Thanks Steve.” I said, looking through some files of some interns who are looking for a job here. 

He nods and leaves.

I sigh, leaning back against my chair and rub my hand over my beard. 

I have been reading these files for hours and I'm exhausted. I need to take a break. 

Pressing the button on my landline, I beep my secretary, “Rae, has Mr. Rogers left yet?” I ask. 

“Not yet sir, shall I tell him to wait?” She asks, responding right away. 

“Yes please.” I answered, standing up and buttoning my suit. I grabbed my phone and walked out of my office, shutting the door, nodding to Thor who stood outside of it as guard. 

He nods back.

Walking towards the elevator, I press the up button, hearing the ding I walk in, clicking number 11 which will take me to the parking garage. 

When the elevators open again, Steve is leaning against his car with his eyes closed. 

“Hey.” I said, walking up to him. 

He opens his eyes, raising an eyebrow. “What made you want to come?”He asks, opening his car door and getting in. 

I shrug, “I needed a break and thought buying my own coffee would be a good 15 minute break.” I said buckling my seat belt and turning on the air conditioning. It is hot as hell in New York today. 

He nods, “Yeah I get it. Trying to find a new trainee can be a lot of work. But I hear this coffee shop is cute and small, and gives a homely vibe. Thought i’d give it a try.” Steve said, pulling into a shopping center and parking in front of a coffee shop named ‘Banners Coffee’. 

We both get out, walking in and seeing there's quite a line. Steve walks over to find a table while I wait in line, getting strange looks seeing as I’m the CEO of Shield Industry and I’m waiting in line in a small coffee shop. 

A couple minutes later, I walk up, looking down at my phone. “Yeah, can I get a small black coffee with one sugar and a Caramel Frappuccino,” I say. Pressing send on my email. 

“Okie dokie, can I get ya anything else?” The cashier said. 

“Uh yeah actually can I-” I stop mid sentence, finally looking up to see a girl with Y/c/h and beautiful Y/c/e looking at me with a small smile on her face. 

I didn’t realize I was staring until she waved her hand in my face, “Sir? Anything else?” She asks again. 

I snapped out of it, “Oh uh yeah, sorry, can I also get a chocolate chip cookie and a maple bar donut?” I ask. 

She smiles and nods, typing it into the register, “Alrighty, that will be 14.62$.” She said, 

I handed her a 20$ bill, “Keep the change Doll.” I said, giving her a wink, brushing my hand against hers while grabbing the receipt, causing her to blush, looking down shyly. 

“Oh uh, Thank you sir.” She said with a smile on her face. 

“Oh please, Call me Bucky doll. I have a feeling you’ll be seeing more of me.” I said, smirking at her.

She nods, “Ok then, Bucky. Your order should be ready in a few minutes, you can just wait over there for it if you’d like.” She said, pointing across the bar where a little sign is hanging that says “Order Pickup Here”. 

I nodded and thanked her again before finding Steve and sitting Down Next to him. 

I take a minute to watch her before looking at Steve, only to find him already looking at me with a smirk. 

“What was that?” He asks, crossing his arms and leaning back. 

“What was what?” I ask, pretending not to know what I was talking about. 

“You know what I mean, Buck. You totally just flirted with that girl.” Steve said. 

“I did not, I just told her my order and she took it.” I shrugged. 

He just shook his head and chuckled. 

We sit in silence for a couple minutes until I hear my name called. I got up and grabbed our orders, walked back to the table and sat down. 

Taking a sip of my coffee, I close my eyes, letting the warm liquid run down my throat, soothing me and calming me down from the stressful day I've had. 

“Wow, this place is nice. We should come here more often, and it’s closer to us than the other one.” Steve said, eating the last of his Maple bar and Frappuccino.  

I nod in agreement. “Yeah, we should start ordering from here now.” I said. 

We both got up and threw our trash away. Walking towards the exit. 

I look back one more time just in time for her to look up and smile. 

Sending her a wave, she waves back and I leave. 

Thinking of a way to see her more often without buying coffee. 

I sit in Steve's car on the way back to the office thinking of what I could do that will help me with this. Looking out the window, I see a for sale sign and suddenly an Idea comes to mind. 

“Steven Grant Rogers? Would it be crazy If I bought that coffee shop we were just at?” I ask. 

“Would you be crazy-Buck! You can't be serious! But then again considering you said my full name, I think you are.” Steve said, shaking his head, pulling into the parking garage. 

“I think it would be crazy, Buck. Why would you want to buy the coffee shop in the first place?” He asks. 

I shrug for what feels like the hundredth time today, “Well I think it would be way easier to expand it and maybe make some more money, Not that we don’t have enough but you know, the more the merrier.” I said as we both got out of the car.

Walking to the elevator I sighed, “Can you just look into it and let me know what you find out about it. I think the idea may be a bit crazy but I want to get to know her more Steve and you know I’m not very good with confrontation. This may be the only way I can get her.” I said as the elevator dinged. 

He nodded, “Of course Buck. I’ll let you know what I find out.” He gave me a small smile and a pat on the back, walking down the hall to his office. 

I take a minute before walking into mine, looking at the files I left from earlier. Sighing and Picking up the most recent one. 

“Hmmm, Peter Parker, age 20, graduated from NYU with a Bachelor's Degree in Business.

Well he seems pretty good, I guess I'll give him a try.” I mumble to myself. 

Pressing the button on my landline, “Rae, send up Mr. Parker please. I’d like to speak with him.” I said. Picking up the files except for his and putting them in a cabinet, locking it. 

Sitting back down I hear a knock on my door. “Come in,” I said.

Peter opens the door, walking in with a nervous smile on my face. 

“You wanted to see me sir?” He asks.

I nod, gesturing to one of the chairs in front of me. 

He takes a seat. 

“So Peter-”I start, leaning forward and folding my hands together. “How would you like to start getting paid? Starting tomorrow as my call boy?” I ask. 

His eyes grow wide, as he nods his head really fast. “R-Really Mr. Barnes? You chose me?” He asks in excitement. 

I nodded and gave him a stern but small, barely noticeable smile. 

“Yes, as my call boy you will be doing errands for Mr. Rogers and I. He needs to give me something, you're my boy. You will get paid 300$ every two weeks. How does that sound?” I ask him. 

He smiles even wider, “It sounds amazing sir. Thank you sir! I promise I won't let you down sir.” He said really fast, standing up and shaking my hand. I nodded and pointed towards the door. 

“Good, now go to Mr. Rogers office and tell that you're my call boy, he will give you a work phone which we will both use in order to contact you. I hope you live up to my expectations. Have a good rest of your day Mr. Parker.” I said. 

He nodded and thanked me again before leaving the room. Finally less stressed now that I figured that out, I start to get ready to leave when my phone rings. 

Setting my briefcase on my desk, I answer it when I see Steve's name. 

“Yeah, what's up man?” I ask. 

“Yeah hey, so I found some stuff out in the coffee shop. Want me to send Peter over with the papers?” He asks. 

I take a minute to think before sighing. “Yeah, send them over, I’m gonna take them home and look them over, I’m tired and can’t stand to spend another minute in my office.” I said. 

“Alright Boss. I just sent Parker to your office, they should be there any minute. Don’t stress yourself out too much , ok?” He said 

“Yeah ok, thanks Cap. I owe you one.” I said, picking up my briefcase and walking towards the door. 

“It’s fine Buck, honestly, I mean It is my job.” He said.

I laugh and thank him again before hanging up. 

Opening the door I see Peter with a yellow folder, I take it from him with a nod and walk towards the elevator. Heading home to rest and learn more about my new investment. 

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Hey guys, this is my first Bucky Fic and I hope it’s good. I plan to make this a little series and this is part 1! Please let me know if it's good! Feedback is much appreciated. Thanks, Love!

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#bucky barnes #bucky barnes fanfiction #bucky barnes smut #the avengers #bucky x y/n #bucky x female reader #steve rogers #peter parker #bucky barnes x you #bucky barnes x f!reader #ceo!bucky #ceo!bucky barnes

[acaplaya-musings]

Voiceplay Visuals: Golden Hour

From one post about a kinda-strange Voiceplay video to another!

It took me a while to decide to watch this video as well (because basically I saw the thumbnail and was like "Hm."), but I'm very glad that I did, because, well, if you've seen the video, you know what I'm talking about. 😁

This video was uploaded on the 18th of March, 2023 (almost exactly 11 months ago as I type this, though for you it will be just slightly over a year ago), and stars the young and talented Anthony Gargiula (pronounced gar-jool-a) in his first guest collaboration with Voiceplay, and, in an acting role, the video also features Kathy Castellucci as "the toymaker"! So let's get into this!

For any of you who haven't already realized: "Stimmen Spiel" is the literal German translation of "VoicePlay"! (Also I wonder if 1999 was when 4:2:Five (aka VoicePlay) officially began and/or got its original name?)

You'd think this would be obvious enough for all reactors to notice/comment on it, but no

VoicePlay certainly never fail on the creative front, I'll give them that!

It was Geoff's head that struck me as the most odd-looking here, and it took me a while to figure out why that was (kinda embarassing, really ^^;). It wasn't until I was watching a reaction video where the reactor was speculating on if it was very difficult to edit around Cesar's beard that it hit me: it's the hair. It's notably flatter than it usually is (i.e. less volume), and possibly shorter (or at least shorter-looking) as well.

It then wasn't until a while later (I'm really not always the sharpest tool in the shed 😅) that I realized that this explains why in Geoff's Headless Horseman video, the disembodied back-up Geoffs have their hair pulled back - to make the editing easier!

Geoff asks in the comments "who thinks they know what's in the mug that Kathy's drinking?" For the record, I have no clue, but I'm gonna guess coffee 😄

(If you think you're gonna be getting a lot of screencaps of the "singing heads", think again!)

Really good drawing actually (kinda looks like Cesar - deliberate perhaps?), I wonder who actually did it?

Not entirely sure what the sideways writing on the left page says, but I think the third word is "comparable"? And the writing underneath it I believe says "legs same". The sideways writing along the edge of the right page says "eyes have to be evenly spaced apart".

"Perfect Man"

(Also the writing across the top of the right page says "all features must be constant by numbers")

The width measurement between the two eyes on the right page is 9 inches, and I wonder if that was just a random number/average distance between the centres of a person's eyes, or if actual measurements were taken from you-know-who for this? (Same goes for the other measurements written in the book!)

Did the person who did the drawings in this book do all the writing as well? Because it's aesthetically nice, but not the easiest to read!

The writing on the left page says "all markings must be [????]" (I can't make out that last word).

Also might as well take this opportunity to point out the Pinocchio doll sitting in the windowsill in the background! (Above Geoff's head.) Pinocchio is of course the story of a puppet who becomes a "real boy", so a very fitting inclusion/easter egg for the video (and Pinocchio is originally an Italian story - coincedence? 👀)

We stan Kathy Castellucci in this house! Love her! 💜

Partially sharing this as a "this was an interesting little visual effects/editing moment in the video that I felt like I had to acknowledge" thing, and partially sharing this as a "if I had to see this, so do you!" thing 😆

(Layne really had fun with this one honestly)

The mannequin body now has a white shirt with slightly-puffy long sleeves and a loose collar. Hm, who of the group has occasionally worn shirts like that I wonder?? 🤔 (😜😁)

I'm wondering a lot of things about this video I know, but did Kathy actually do any proper tailoring/stitching on that outfit?

*gasp* Geoff's head is missing! I Wonder What The Reason Could Be For This! /j

There's my boy <3

Also shoutout to Geoff on the acting here! Very doll-like, definitely got the characterisation down-pat!

One of the comments made a joke about "of course the first thing Geoff does after getting a body is try moving his hands around" 😂

(Also compare Geoff's hair here to his hair in one of the previous shots where he's still bodyless; different, right?)

🥺🥺🥺

God help me they're TOO CUTE

Honestly what a freaking payoff for a video that my brain was otherwise reluctant to fully process. Sure, there are reasons for at least listening to this song on Spotify, such as swoon-worthy original bridge section written by the one and only Geoff Castellucci, and the gorgeously stunning 5-part harmony on "shine" right after that bridge, but THIS ^ right here is the reason for watching the video. Shoutout to Layne, who edited this video and did the arrangement (other than the bridge, which was all Geoff's), and shoutout to both Layne and Tony, who are both credited with video concept, set design, and direction!

(And I feel like I must add that Kathy herself commented on this video, telling fans that "This only shows me creating prototype #1. You can safely assume my next projects were numbers 2, 3, 4 and 5. And they all turned out perfect 💙")

2023 was one heck of a year for Voiceplay content, so I have a lot of big videos to cover. Stay tuned!

#voiceplay #acapella #golden hour #geoff castellucci #eli jacobson #layne stein #cesar de la rosa #anthony gargiula #kathy castellucci #acaplaya analysis #voiceplay visuals

[thottie777]

college matt.

part 3.

the next morning you woke up to sound of matt and meg slightly bickering as they laid in bed together. you rolled over and slowly opened your eyes, revealing the couple in front of you, his arms wrapped around her affectionately as she was groaning about how hungover she felt.

“matt seriously get the fuck off me” she complained, tearing his arms away from her, “i’m so hot right now and you’re actually making me feel sick, get off, get off, get off” she leapt up from her bed and ran to the en suite, falling to her knees and projectile vomiting into the toilet. matt looked over at you and rolled his eyes, you laughed, shaking your head and grabbing your phone to do your morning scroll.

matt quickly went over to the bathroom and held meg’s hair as she puked her guts up, he stroked her back and shushed her, helping to calm down and relax her. this bitch did not deserve him, he was too kind for his own good. he grabbed meg a water bottle and helped her up off the floor, leading her back to her bed, kissing her forehead. “you can go now” she said as she sipped out of her oversized stanley, still in a mood, he obeyed and packed up his shit to leave, giving you a jokey salute as he closed the door.

half an hour later your phone lit up and you received an unexpected message from matt.

“there’s a party tomorrow evening at alpha phi, 10pm, hope ill see you there, it’s fancy dress” - matt s 11:00am

you contemplated it and guessed it would be good for you to get out every once in a while. before replying you double checked with your best friend that she could come too and she confirmed immediately, you sighed and replied to matt, dreading the idea of having to be at a frat for a whole night.

“see you then” - y/n 11:15am

-

the next evening you had the dorm to yourself, you presumed that meg was getting ready at matt’s which gave you the space to pre drink and get dolled up with your bestie. you fumbled around your closet looking for items that would make a costume, landing with a rough lara croft inspired outfit. you tugged on your chunky boots, and pulled up your tiny black shorts so high that your fat ass was falling out of them, hardly covering your cheeks at all. you found a khaki green tank that was small and tight enough that a bra was unnecessary, you’d had it long before your tits grew to dd’s so it automatically pushed them up, making your cleavage clear and your breasts look perky. you finished the costume with a messy plait and a leather thigh garter with a fake gun which you already had previously from a police costume.

before leaving for the party you applied some light makeup and dark, smudgy eyeliner, along with a deep lipstick that made your lips look puffy and kissable. you downed multiple shots of vodka to dull the inevitable pain of the party, losing count of how many went down your throat and finally leaving your dorm.

the second you entered the front door, eyes were on you, most guys eyes trailing from your pretty face, to your perfect tits, and then as you walked by them your ass that was practically suited for a pornstar.

you shuffled into the kitchen, pushing through crowds of people and holding onto your friends hand in order to not lose her. you finally made your way to the kitchen island, finding a full bottle of tequila and sharing it with your bestie, taking shot after shot, salt on one hand, lime slice in the other. you were both giggling and swaying as the lime juice trickled down your chin and alcohol burnt your throat. you looked up and saw matt stood directly in front of you with an unreadable expression on his face. he was dressed as flynn rider and meg dressed as rapunzel, you immediately guessed she got to pick the outfit and had no doubt in your mind you were wrong, he looked good though.

*look at that dripping down her chin fuck i’m gonna get hard god she’s so fucking hot i wish that was my cum* he thought to himself.

he shook his head from those thoughts and leaned in to give you a quick hug, introducing himself to your friend and telling megan to say hi as she stood close by. she flashed a fake smile, and mumbled something in his ear, provoking them to both leave the kitchen as he waved goodbye. you followed suit minutes later but quickly lost your friend, feeling suddenly very claustrophobic in this room full of sweaty men and girls in slutty costumes, not that you could say much.

your eyes scanned around and found a dingy sofa that had a spare seat, you sped forward, desperate for the spinning in your head to die down a bit and sat down on the cracked leather. a guy was sitting next you, he was tall and built and wearing an anakin skywalker costume which was fitting since the resemblance was honestly uncanny, he had a corona in one hand and a vape in the other, he was pretty hot, but you were unsure whether that was you or the alcohol talking.

“here alone?” he asked, resting his hand that held his vape above your shoulder on the couch, “may as well be” you replied, taking a swig from your solo cup. “i’m surprised” a puzzled look grew on your face “no pretty girl like you should be left alone at a party as gross as this” you shrugged your shoulders and looked up at him “are you gonna fix that?” you questioned, a smirk creeping on your face as you took another sip, the confidence this vodka was giving you definitely helped in a situation like this, you hadn’t had action in a long time due to your irritating flatmate who had scared off every guy that had even stepped a foot in your dorm.

you grabbed another drink, this time with male company and he took your hand and dragged you back to the living room to where the speaker was the loudest and where couples were dancing together. you sang along to a song together, once it had finished and the next began you turned around as he placed his hands firmly on your hips, pushing your ass against him and swaying you with the music. his lips began to pepper kisses down the back of your neck, which sober you would’ve been embarrassed by since you were in front of so many people, but drunk you was too fazed to protest so you allowed his mouth to run along your skin, pressing your ass a little harder up against his dick and grinding against it.

if you were even slightly less drunk you would’ve instantly felt matt’s burning gaze on you as he sat on the sofa with meg to his side, jaw clenched, watching you be all over this random guy. meg was whispering in his ear but he wasn’t listening to a word of it, he didn’t care, his eyes remained solely on you and the way you danced with this rando. he watched as you turned your body back round to anakin, wrapping your hands round his neck whilst he held tightly onto your curvy hips, the guy was much taller than you, he was much taller than matt, which angered him more than he’d like to admit. matt continued to stare as you gazed up at the other guy, smiling at him before bringing your lips to his, initiating a heavy make out session, matt’s heart dropped as your hands began to grip at anakin’s hair, bringing him closer, watching as his tongue fought yours for dominance, slipping and sliding around around your mouth. he looked like an awful kisser, he was sloppy and out of rhythm, matt could tell by your face you were not feeling it but the alcohol in your system forced you to ignore it, as you continued to taste him, his hands all over you ass, squeezing roughly, which in front of this crowd left you feeling heavily embarrassed, you were not one for pda you didn’t know what had come over you.

you broke the kiss, stepping back and finally having sensible thoughts rush to your head, “i need the toilet” you shouted into his ear so that he would hear you over the blaring music. you had finally escaped him and managed to walk away quickly, you scanned the room again looking for the hallway for the toilet and settled your eyes briefly on the sofa where matt and meg were sat. matt made intense eye contact with you, a look of fury on his face for some reason. before you had time to look away he had grabbed meg from his side and planted her on his lap so that she was straddling him, only then did he break eye contact with you and pulled her into a deep and passionate kiss, both hands gripped onto her (flat) ass as he began to rock her back and forth so that she was practically riding him.

you couldn’t look any longer as you felt a dip in your stomach and a burning sensation in your throat, you immediately sprinted through the crowds of people to get to the garden and grabbed a plant pot to vomit in, not being able to shake the image of matt and meg out of your head. you didn’t understand why you cared so much, you never had before. he wasn’t yours and he never had been, from the day you had met him he was already exclusively megan’s, but the way she got the privilege to feel his lips against hers and have his hands all over her so publicly made you boil with anger. you had pondered so many times how good it would feel to be his, it was a strange feeling, one you constantly tried to shake away, but never fully managed to, around matt all sensibility of yours crumbled.

the outfits i imagined them wearing⬇️

also i didn’t give the best friend a name cos she’s literally never mentioned again, and i’m not giving anakin a name because it’s funnier that way and i can’t be bothered. 💋💋

#matt sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #smut #college #party #frat boy

[frostehburr]

Games I 100%ed Between Scrambling to Put Up and Away Holiday Decorations

So... Been a while since I've actually put stuff up on the internets.

I was particularly busy with IRL nonsense, specifically: putting away Christmas decorations followed by putting up Valentines decorations that only lasted one week before I was ordered to put those away and put up Spring decorations because, yes, my family decorates for ALL holidays and seasons. This year is different because St. Patrick and Easter are in the same month, granting me some real downtime for once.

I bring all that up because the games I 100%ed recently were very short and easy.

The first one being One Night, Hot Springs! A very very small visual novel with adorable art about a trans woman celebrating her friend's birthday. Honest, I was intrigued because I'm trans and wanted to play something that was about a trans person. My options were very limited in that department. All I got left is Celeste.

Anyhow, it's FREE on steam and it's a small part of a bigger visual novel that costs about $5 on Steam. The creator is npckc and their art is consistent with all of their games. Thought it would be nice to drop the name so anyone who stumbles on this post can at least consider supporting them.

Next game was Shadow Burglar, a stealth game that made my computer's fan go haywire. I put all the settings on low, how was it still going nuts?

Well, aside from desktop issues, the game played very well. However, there was no save points. Meaning, you have to play the entire two levels in one go. The achievements were barely a thought since I got them instantly. Although, I'd imagine the last one would be trouble for anyone who has no idea what the Konami Code is. Hint: Up Up Down Down Left Right Left Right B A.

Shadow Burglar was free as well bu I don't really think it's worth the time to invest in. Maybe if the developer expanded the concept to a larger game but as is, it's best to focus on other games.

The last game I played, on Steam, during this time was Fable (Anniversary Edition). I've stated before that Fable 2 and 3 were super easy and could be finished in little to no time. I still stand by that even with the first game because the only actual grind was finding all the keys, books, chests, and stuff for the doors. Everything else was a cake walk. Mostly because almost all the achievements had two methods of unlocking them. Didn't even have to open the Demon Doors since flipping one off gets you the achievement.

Oh there was this one issue with a glitched npc that wouldn't let you play the mini game for Twinblade's doll. I got past it by giving him some gems and slowing time.

That was it for the games on Steam. As for Playstation... Have to admit... I purchased a psn subscription.

As painful as it is to admit. I had to because I couldn't get my old PS3 fixed nor could I find a refurbished one nearby. Wish I knew a reliable repair place because I enjoy playing my games on discs rather than stream but I don't so I'm doomed.

And the one game I streamed on psn was the Sly Collection. I already have to original discs but since PS4 can't play PS3 discs I was stuck with the streaming.

It didn't get too bad until the Ms. Ruby boss fight. Which has you match buttons as the icons slowly creep towards Sly. Issue with the streaming was that it lagged a lot on that level so I lost 11 lives to Ms. Ruby because the stream would not register the inputs I made.

The lag did not get better after that. I ended up having to watch Panda King's level in slow motion and Clockwork froze twice! Thankfully, the lag let up once Sly 2 started. It was smooth sailing from there. Got through all of Sly 2 and 3 nice and easy.

Until I had to do the challenges in Sly 3.

Not to say they were hard, far from it. They were just tedious. I did not like the challenges one bit. Something about putting a timer on something drives my anxiety through the roof and I freak out more because of it.

After the challenges were done I just had four mini games and the Sly Collection was 100% complete.

And despite Nintendo being the family friendly company with easy games... 100%ing a Nintendo game is a nightmare! So I had the bright idea of avoiding Nintendo stuff for some time. Only recently restarting Pokémon Scarlet after seeing the teaser for Pokémon ZA.

This puts my total amount of games completed (for these past few months) at 7. 3 from Steam and 4 from the Sly Collection (yes, I'm including the mini games as a separate game much like PSNProfiles does.

#100% complete #100% #opinion not a review

[blkkizzat]

Gonna do the ask game🙏🏼✨

4, 11, 22, 42, 50?? :D

Yay ty <3

4. Which cryptyd being do you believe in?

I answered this one already! But I will give a bonus and say I believe in a lot of supernatural things because I have had quite a few supernatural experiences.

Here is one:

Growing up my best friend house was definitely haunted and I spent alot of time in the summers at her place. Her house was build by her family in early 1900s and used to be 2 stories and a basement but there was a fire so they took out the top floor in like 1930s. The only proof there had been a 2nd floor was the stairs that literally went up to nowhere in the entry closet they used as a pantry. If you were ever alone in the home it felt like someone else was with you in the room or behind you. If you slept in her sisters room (her sister ended up moving out to live with other family cause she fell into a deep depression from staying in that room) no matter what it would never get above 50 degrees in that room and at night you could hear someone walking up and down the stairs from her room only... not the basement stairs, the pantry stairs that led up to nowhere since her room was right below it. The biggest thing was is I saw a doppleganger of my friend's stepdad. We were waiting for him to come home so he could drive us to the mall (we were 15) and I went down into the basement (basement was remodeled so everyone's rooms were down there) to find my phone in my friends room. I saw him walk out in front of me from the laundry room. I didnt see his face since I was looking at my phone but I saw him from behind. I didn't greet him because by that point I was like an extra kid so it wasn't weird for me not saying anything to him every time I saw him. He took a left towards his room and I took a right to go upstairs at the end of the hall. I told my friend her dad was home and she was insistent he wasn't cause he would have had to come in from upstairs (the basement door was blocked off so you could only get in through the kitchen). We got super scared and thought there was a robber, locked the basement door and was getting ready to run to a friends house close by when her dad actually came back home wearing the same thing I saw him in. He got a baseball bat and checked the basement but no one was there. This was middle of the day btw, not dark, and the wasn't see-through or anything either. Legit looked like her dad from behind.

Legit have about a half dozen more stories of ghost shit that has happened to me lmfao.

11. Favorite extracurricular activity

I've taken about 4-5 years of pole dance classes but I am out of practice since covid and have only been back to the studio a few times since then. I really want to do it again but time is an issue and the classes are a bit expensive. I have a pole of my own at home but its kinda broken so I have to order more screws to fix it. Definitely would encourage everyone, regardless of gender to try it!

22. What type of person are you?

I did this one too already bb sorry! </3 But I will try to give some more info... hmmm...

I'm really the type of person that has always worried and stressed alot about "not having a life plan" but in my recent years I have learned to just go with the flow more and try to be more forgiving to enjoy the journey since its really more important than the destination. I have had some goals I have reached but hadn't felt satisfied cause I focused too much on the end goal and not the experience getting there. So been trying to give myself more grace!

42. An app you use besides this godforsaken site?

I use IG and discord alot! I have two IGs though a personal one and a hobby one where I show off my doll collection since I collect Ball Jointed Dolls. Most dolls are my personal OCs but I have some JJK themed dolls (Gojo, Inumaki, are completed, Sukuna is almost done and I have Toji and Geto in the works), as well as JJBA and Bleach. I don't mind if anyone is curious and wants to see that IG since it is public but I do post my face sometimes on my stories so probably msg if you want that @.

there is my inumaki doll being attacked by tentacles on that page lmfao

50. Can I tag you in random stuff?

Yass!! Tag away!!!

#kizzatanswers #kizzatmemes #kizzataboutme

[brazenautomaton]

Stranger Things S4 Finale

stranger things finale: really strong except for all the things that were incredibly weak. like, this one isn’t a spoiler, you knew it coming in because the last ep is longer than a feature film, but for fuck’s sake it dragged wayyyyyyyyyy too much, the pacing was bad in more than just the usual way

We knew that Eddie was going to fucking shred in the Upside-Down, too, that was in the trailers, and that part did not disappoint

everything was building up to, and then carrying out, this really cool trumphant climax where everyone comes together, a real satisfying culmination that’s exactly what you expect and need from this kind of story... and then it kept going.

and look. I’m not opposed to downer endings, or Pyrrhic victories, or what have you. I think Stranger Things probably shouldn’t have one of those because it’s very much a genre pastiche of things that didn’t really have those, but, hey, on the other hand, Empire Strikes Back has a downer ending, too. But the pacing for all these emotional beats is just WRONG.

We have everything going to shit and everything appearing lost. Tension rises! It all seems hopeless! It’s all on the brink! So far so good. Then, a triumphant turn-around! Mike gets through to El with the power of heart and Joyce tasers a demodog and Lucas starts to fight back! We’re up to our triumphant emotional climax and our happy ending vindication!

But then it doesn’t GO bad. If you want to have us lift our spirits only to crush them, you need to show us hope and then punch us in the gut. There’s no gut-punch. You show us hope and then are kind of like noncomitally mutter “oh, yeah, actually things are bad, FYI” on the way out the door. The longer that finale sequence goes on from the “hope spot,” the worse it gets, because all of the force and momentum peters out and it just becomes a trickle. Okay facing the Demogorgon with a gladiator sword is cool and all, but why? Does the camera know that this is a bad time? It doesn’t seem to. Eddie died, and... why? First off, don’t kill Eddie, he’s the fucking coolest. Second, why did he die? What did his sacrifice accomplish? That was EXTREMELY unclear. Like Dustin goes right back in there and he fucks up his ankle but is able to reach Eddie quickly anyway so, like, he had to be very close by. What did he do?

And the example of the fucked-up pacing of emotional beats... We see the demon bats all fall out of the sky and eat shit, in the montage of the heroes turning the tables and triumphing. If we’re supposed to think “yay, Eddie is going to be okay,” why doesn’t Dustin think that? It doesn’t make fucking sense! He knows Eddie is fucked up and runs over and yup, that dude is fucked up, he about to die! Why did you bother showing us this thing that implied everything was going to be great and he was fine? It’s not like you set us up for an emotional gut-punch, it’s not like you subverted our expectations, you set up an expectation and then forgot you did that! 

The last exchange with Vecna we hear is him saying “You’ve already lost” to El, and then El replying “No, you have” and fucking telekinetically flinging him like a rag doll, as if it was the counterpoint to his argument. You need to show us Vecna’s metaphorical or literal comeback to that! You can’t have this downer ending where they weren’t strong enough to stop the bad guy’s plan after you show us the bad guy being defeated and then not reversing that! 

Then we go to Hawkins two days later, all right, and it’s all aftermath-ey, and it all takes WAY too fucking long, but finally everyone is reunited, right? And when the West Coast Crew get out of the pizza van, there’s this triumphant tone to it, like they’ve accomplished something and they’re back and everything’s great and NO! That isn’t what happens! That is not a moment to play the Avengers theme! That’s when you play the slow, sad acoustic version of the Avengers theme to reflect the sad irony of their failure!

In conclusion, 11/10 for the sole reason that MASTER!

MASTER!

MASTER OF PUPPETS I’M PULLING YOUR STRINGS!

TWISTING YOUR MIND AND SMASHING YOUR DREAMS!

BLINDED BY ME YOU CAN’T SEE A THING!

JUST CALL MY NAME ‘CAUSE I’LL HEAR YOU SCREAM!

MASTER!

MASTER!

#stranger things #review

[thequietmanno1]

Thelreads, MHA 267, Replies Part 2

1) “Oh look at that Endeavor doll. Oh boy, I don`t remember if we already saw something about Hawks truly being a fan of him from such a young age, but boy I don`t think Endeavor would approve of this, even though he also was with his own program to groom a kid into becoming a “very special hero” and all that.”-It’s complex, but Endeavour, even at his worst, wouldn’t exactly have been ok with a young talented kid getting turned into a government wetwork man. That said, it’s also implied that he genuinely has no idea that Hawks was ever his fan, even when they met as pro heroes, making the parallels to his own ‘training’ with Shoto darkly ironic. If it was his kid, then he had more of a say in the matter, but if it was somebody else’s child, then he’d have objected to it swiftly. 2) “Yeah, that much I`m definitely sure we haven`t seen anything about. I don`t remember Hawks saying that he was inspired by endeavor on becoming a hero, he only gave that bullshit about heroes not having to work.”- That was his stated goal, but personally, he always held a quiet admiration for the ‘hero’ Endeavour, without actually knowing the man underneath. Clearly, that was also part of the reason why he proposed they work together, so he could learn more about his childhood idol. 3) “Oh you poor thing, you had no idea of the darkness that light was obfuscating. Holy hell, if only you knew the monster you unknowingly admired…”- Ironically, Hawks, who is a master at obfuscating his true intentions and personality, likewise admired a man who had some hidden secrets in his private life, and both men were completely oblivious to the parallels. 4) “don`t bother Hawks, Horikoshi wouldn`t reveal if the theories are right or wrong that easily. He`s gonna give some cryptic clue and fuck off, like he usually has done so far.”- Or he will reveal something, but still leave the readers in the actual dark about what it is. Certainly put a lot of fuel on the theorising about Dabi on initial release, I can tell you that. 5) “…

now hold the fuck on there

is this for real? Is horikoshi really doing this?

Now that`s just dishonest with us. Not cool Hori.”- You got your answers, not his fault if you can’t hear them. 6) “Oh, right, didn`t the doctor said it would take around 15 minutes for them to be 100% up and running? I don`t remember the exact time, but even so, the fight is giving them the chance to warm up, and dear god, are they closer than ever to getting to full power.”- They’ve shaken off the lethargy, and with that, Mirko’s own time limit- that she can still keep fighting despite the blood loss from her crushed limb – has more or less run out. Her slim advantage just went up in smoke. 7) “What is it girl? Getting ready to get serious? Gonna really obliterate them before you bleed to death? What`s your plan? What does an one-winged angel form of a rabbit even look like?”- If she can’t kill them, she’ll at least accomplish her objective before they kill her. 8) “But yeah, the doc. I don`t even remember where he went after Mirko almost snapped him in half with a kick. Was he trying to wake Shigaraki? I think he was. Also, when is Shiggy gonna wake from his nap-nap?”- If Mirko has her way, never. 9) “MIRKO PLEASE

DON`T

I KNOW WHAT YOU`RE PLANNING

YOU ALREADY LOST AN ARM

DON`T PULL THAT THING FROM YOUR LEG WITH A KICK OR I SWEAR TO GOD-“- If he had succeeded in pulling Mirko’s leg off, she’d have tried again with the other one. Lost that? She’d have tried again with the stumps. 10) “OH SHIT, IS THAT A FLAME BEHIND THE NOMU? DID ENDEAVOR GOT HERE?

ALSO, LOOK AT THAT, DABI IS BACKING DOWN, SEEMS LIKE TOKOYAMI MANAGED TO GET THERE ON TIME”-Sometime, a lone hero just isn’t skilled enough to save the day on their own. It’s for times like that, they have allies who can help support them when they need it most.  (MHA ch 257) 11) “see, even Tokoyami realized you fucked up the future by saying that out-loud. Now he`ll just move a bit away from you on the couch, in hope that this tempting of fate won`t befall him as well. “- Alas, it seems that he was too close and caught a bit of that ‘doom magnet’ luck there, because he’s now facing a decisively insane killer alone with zero backup and moreover, one whose quirk has an elemental advantage over his own…  (MHA ch 259) 12) “Alright, now its time to get things started. Last time we had the Heroes returning from their rapture, and getting ready for the showtime, which, of course, won`t be pretty. Yeah, I`m already counting on a few of them not coming back- looking at you Tokoyami.”- You even somehow picked up on the potential ‘Roast Chicken’ jokes to go with Tokoyami’s situation, as he prepares to join his mentor in the deep fryer….  (MHA ch 265) 13) “Oh, let`s just say…. a little bird told them about it… wink wink.

A bird that is about to become a rotisserie chicken I`m afraid, but we`ll burn that bridge when we get to it.”-  So, when you said a ‘little bird’, did you mean Hawks or Tokoyami? Together, they do make one whole bird after all…

14) “Stain would be so fucking pissed at all this. Villains killing heroes and other innocent people not because they want to fix a broken system, but because they want to be the ones on top of it all. If he ever escapes he`s gonna have a lot of new names on his kill list before he goes back to murdering heroes.”-

“Look upon your work, ye mighty, and despair…”

The price of setting out to change things is that the changes you create are most likely not the ones you envisioned. @thelreads

#bnha #my hero academia #thelreads #chapter replies #mha267

[twin-fawns-guzzling-the-gullet]

My brain two years into joining the fandom, while shopping for dinner:

Theatre meta rly be like “Oh, hello there player. DID YOU KNOW that you are playing a role right now? Playing a game? Engaging in play? Acting in a play? Did you know that games are a lot like plays? Did you know that this is all according to a script, or, in our precious vernacular, fate? Did you know that this entire reality is constructed, but it doesn’t seem matter because it’s real to you all the same? Oh, this character here? He doesn’t know what’s going on right now. This is not about him at all. I’m speaking to YOU. He doesn’t KNOW anything, actually. He’s but your mask. Oh, the tragedians? Well, you’re one of them. You’re just like them. You are not the character. OR maybe you are. You’re so gullible, so ready to believe all this. Isn’t that interesting? You should really think about that. What does that do to you? Who are you in all this? Where are you? In the mind? In the screen? In the body? Is this real life? Isn’t it a lot like real life? Don’t we all play roles there too? Pay attention, now. Who are you playing for? Who’s this performance for? Mark is the only one who sees you in all this make-believe, who gives a crap, who will give you crap for a bad performance, who will punish you. Mark, no, the game watches you, reacts to you. Who else do you do it for? Why you, of course.  And the game, the game performs for YOu its little world and mechanics that you care so much about, and you perform for its performance, and the game performs to perform for your performance and then you...

Meanwhile doll meta be all “Oh, HI THERE, character. Did you know that you have no agency to speak of? That you’re a puppet in the hands of forces that you will never truly know or understand? No? Okay, we’ll let you see for yourself. Step right in. The polyhedron really is something of a mirror. A reflection of your world. What you see reflected are the conditions of your own reality. You’re a puppet in the hands of what might was well be children, who are playing in some kind of constructed mind-palace, a mind-sand-castle. Playing with you for – who knows why? Maybe they’re grieving, or maybe they’re bored, maybe they’re daydreamers. You’ll never know. You’ll never understand. Or maybe you will? They’re causing you all this suffering to entertain themselves, or because they need catharsis, those heartless monsters. Hey, player. You seeing this stuff? They’re dolls. Just dolls. Unalive. Un-people. But you already knew – Oh. You care about them, don’t you. Hah. What are you, a child that cares about dolls now? Huh. Well, too bad because today’s the day the children gotta BURY THE GODDAMN DOLL

Me: Oh ok, I see, I get it now, man this game is such a masterpiece

My brain, two years into joining the fandom, at approx. 2:11 am

I’ll tell you. I will - The way I’d tell a close, intimate friend. Have I ever told you that you have a kind heart, Burakh? Leave it with me, I’ll study it. Have you ever considered angels, Burakh? I’ve seen none prettier than you. You may hit the cot over there, by the folding screen...you don’t have to watch your tongue with me - Are you a mind reader? Do you see how much I feel for you? Do you condemn me? No - Nature is playing tricks on us. I can still think...just not straight. Dear colleague, emshen, Vorakh, whEN I LOOK AT YOU I want you to DIG IT ALL OUT OF MY GUT - your friend (hopefully)

Me: ...such a flawed masterpeice. It’s just jarring from a writing perspective to leave romantic plots unresolved like that

#pathologic #parthologic 2 #when things click at random #and the doctors keep snoggin' in yer noggin' #who here can relate #don't mind me I'm just rambling #but also if you do mind would I would love to hear about it #your mind I mean #Thoughts #Somewhat incorrect quotes #Somewhat

[blooming-violets]

i need all of them answered for Smitten

omg okay. (from this) (read Smitten here)

1: What inspired you to write the fic this way?

I wanted two povs between Mia and Peter. I usually stick to one character's perspective because I'm not the biggest fan of changing mid story but, for this to work properly, I sort of had to. I originally wanted to have Mia be a Reader character but it was too big of a fic to not give her something more substantial than a nameless face.

2: What scene did you first put down?

The very first paragraph of Peter, post kill, jerking off with blood all over his hands. That was the always how I wanted to start off the story to set the vibes of exactly what was going to come.

3: What’s your favorite line of narration?

I don't know because I don't want to reread all three parts but I am quite fond of the scene in part two where Peter cums simply because she saying his name. Then he cries after and she comforts him. "She found her heart breaking for him, needing to pick up his broken pieces." Like, honey sweetie pie baby girl, no he just molested you and has you locked in a basement who hurt you to be like this.

4: What’s your favorite line of dialogue?

This: His eyes widened in shock, “She used to get her servants to torture young girls and kill them. It was rumored that she bathed in their blood. The Blood Countess.” He lifted his head and wiggled his fingers at her, the shadows dancing around his face, “Spooky!” - Because I like the idea of them having a somewhat normal, lighthearted conversation in the middle of the crazy.

Let's put the rest under a read more because it's getting long.

5: What part was hardest to write?

I haven't written it yet but I already know that it's the ending and figuring out to get everything exactly how I want it. But, up until now, I would say the hardest part is writing Mia in a way that would make everything that's happening to her seem plausible. I needed her to be a very broken woman in order for her to accept the things that she's going through and trying to get that balance right is hard af.

6: What makes this fic special or different from all your other fics?

It's an AU. It's a serial killer/full on non-con fic. It's like nothing I've ever wrote before.

7: Where did the title come from?

The original title was Doll Face because that's what Peter was going to refer to her as before I decided to make her an oc. It became Smitten because it's a short and sweet title that sums up the way Peter "feels" about Mia. The difference between smitten and love: "Being smitten is about hope and promise and enchantment. To love someone is to love his/her person which implies that you actually know the other person, are attached to him/her on multiple levels and that you have a high regard for his/her feelings, thoughts, desires and needs." Peter is smitten. He is not in love.

8: Did any real people or events inspire any part of it?

Based off anyone: no. Based off general crime media I consume: yes. Have people helped inspire to write parts of this and helped give me some amazing ideas: yes. That would be @liz-allyn and @mrshipsmcgee for being at my beck and call whenever I need inspiration and help.

9: Were there any alternate versions of this fic?

So many. The ending (which hasn't even been written yet) could already have about ten different ways it could go. I joked that I was going to write a chose your own ending style fic because I have too many versions of it. There's also about fifty random scenes in my mind that I know will never make it into the final product.

10: Why did you choose this pairing for this particular story?

Peter needed to be sadistic and cruel and also needy af for human contact. Mia needed to be broken and submissive and desperate for love. Together they can make a strange pair that somehow feeds off the other into a very unhealthy co-dependency.

11: What do you like best about this fic?

I love Peter. I love dark shit. I love diving into the psyche of people. I love analyzing characters and figuring out why they do the things they do. Smitten is a good fic for me to play around with all that.

12: What do you like least about this fic?

It's very big. My attempts at making it three parts were too ambitious. I'm afraid I bit off more than I can chew and I'm slowly choking to death.

13: What music did you listen to, if any, to get in the mood for writing this story? Or if you didn’t listen to anything, what do you think readers should listen to to accompany us while reading?

THIS by @plainemmanem I listen to it before I start writing to get into the mood and I think it accompanies Smitten perfectly.

14: Is there anything you wanted readers to learn from reading this fic?

lol yeah...don't let yourself get locked in a basement to become a sex slave to a man unless that man looks like Andrew Garfield and then it is okay

15: What did you learn from writing this fic?

I'm a sick fuck with a lot of issues.

#asks #smitten fic #smitten extra #tasm

[fireflyhwufanficwriter]

My thoughts on Dr. Stone’s Chapter 228 (“Life Stone”)

MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE BIGGEST MYSTERY OF THE SERIES!

MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE BIGGEST MYSTERY OF THE SERIES! 

MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE BIGGEST MYSTERY OF THE SERIES!

My thoughts after reading Chapter 228:

01. I’m alive, I’m still alive, and after watching different anime episodes and getting a good night’s rest, I think my heart has settled enough to write this post and then move on to Chapter 229. And I’m going to start with... with Senku saying all that dramatic stuff, about being closer than they knew and “it was you...” The sheer SUSPENSE must have been EXCRUCIATING for the world down on Earth who was listening to it all :O XD

02. Medusas, Medusas, Medusas... a swirling mountain of Medusas, on the surface of the moon... :O So that’s what Kohaku saw in the satellite images...

03. He said, “closer than we knew,” and we were shown TWO images of Ibara... and other images, too... and it turns out that Whyman... is an entity made up of countless, countless living Medusas... :O

04. Well, I’ve been wrong about SO many things these past few days, but at least I, and Chrome, were right about one thing - that the “Do you wanna die?” question wasn’t a threat; it was an offer of (or at least a question about) eternal life :O

05. Gen’s idea of a gift is very interesting, and Senku analyzed what they knew about the Medusa(s) and came up with a REALLY good gift idea right then and there! :O He looks so earnest when he’s talking about his gift offer...

06. ...and so blunt when he’s telling them what he wants in return! XD Hahaha!! XD

07. I love how that one Medusa told the vacuum capsule Medusa to stop XD And so politely, too! :) It’s fascinating that the Medusas aren’t a monolith; that they’re separate entities with their own free will :O I suppose Whyman isn’t really ONE thing or ONE person; it’s... nation; a country; a species. Like Dr. Xeno said, they’re parasites who did what they did in order to help themselves... :O

08. And now, they’re going to “comprehensively” reveal information from “several millenia prior!” :O

09. Ookay... :O Thankfully my heart has settled from the turmoil this boright about within me last night... so ow, it’s theory time! :D

10. Theory #1: They chose Senku’s voice because he was the first one to wake up from being petrified alone, unlike Dr. Xeno (who woke up with Stanley and the others). Senku’s initial solitude meant that he had greater hurdles to overcome, and was therefore the one more likely to be determined enough to make scientific advances and go to space.

11. Theory #2: Senku’s childhood rocket, with the little dolls that Yuzuriha made, got into space and even made it to the moon, which is how Whyman first learned about him. This one’s a little unlikely, since there were already humans in space with much more advanced scientific equipment who would have definitely gotten Whyman’s attention sooner...

12. Theory #3: Senku’s voice was chosen because the kingdom of science may have been the first ones in the stone world to use radio waves, before Dr. Xeno’s group, because they had more manpower to make wires and stuff. However, it was CHROME who said the very first words though the phones, both in the shed of science and out at sea... hmm... Maybe once the kingdom of science started using radio waves, Senku was actually the person with the most “phone time” (even though we didn’t see it), so Whyman had the most data on Senku’s voice and so it was the easiest voice for Whyman to synthesize?

13. But... why then? WHY choose that particular day to petrify everybody? Is it because the diversity of people in the International Space Station at the time meant that if humans were going to be petrified, this is the best... initial gene pool... that has ever been up in space together, so now was the best time?

14. Also... how will they bring back all seven billion people? Do the Medusas have the ability to control stone they’ve petrified? Can they somehow call back, like a vacuum cleaner, every single speck of petrification stone dust from all corners of the Earth to make all of the statues whole again, and get them out from mountains and mud and wherever they’re stuck in, and then revive all of them together in a reverse-petrification beam... a revival beam?

15. What could also happen is that before everybody gets revived, the kingdom of science can set up giant TV screens and print flyers and stuff in all languages explaining to people what happened and leave them everywhere, so that the seven billion newly petrified folks aren’t completely clueless about the world’s situation.

16. Also, that horrifying, sickening mountain of Medusas on Earth... are they Whyman’s fallen comrades? But even with new batteries, they won’t be revived... or is there something a living Medusa can do to help dead or comatose Medusas be able to use the diamond batteries and come back to “life?” And can a Medusa call back, again like a vacuum cleaner, other Medusas, so that no Medusa gets left behind?

17. And WHERE DID THE MEDUSAS, AND WHYMAN, EVEN COME FROM IN THE FIRST PLACE??? And why weren’t they ever detected on the moon? Are they (relatively) new to the moon? Have they tried this petrification thing on lots of other planets or moons before, and the moon was just the next stop on the bus? Or did they find us because of the Voyager Golden Records that were sent to outer space in 1977?

18. Did the Medusas who fell to Earth volunteer for the job, risking death in order to find a way to save their species? And I understand that there were... periodic Medusa showers on Earth (well, two, at least), but HOW DID IBARA LEARN HOW TO USE THEM?! Or, probably not Ibara, but his ancestor... wait, Ibara, Soyuz... Did the leader of the island have the... right! Kirisame said that the leader of the island believed the Medusa should be used sparingly, and never over a large area! So it had to be an heirloom of the leader’s family, passed down over years or maybe even generations... was there a Medusa who was found saying the instructions in Japanese, and an ancestor picked it up and listened and passed on the Medusa and the activation method to his descendants? I hope I find out more in the next chapter, which I’m going to read right NOW! :O

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[hospitalterrorizer]

diary71

11/21-22/2023

tuesday - wednesday

listening to arab on radar, made cookies, read some julia kristeva.

not as much as i would have liked. her book called black sun, about misery. she says melancholia a lot, but something feels distantly embarrassing about saying that. saying i am melancholic. i am, though. it's so obvious it's painful, which is why it's a bit of an embarrassing word to say. i'm excited for her chapter about beauty, in the book. i want to read more of her stuff, so i dled some pdfs, might check that out tonight. anyway:

today i woke up annoyed, because the thing that got me out of bed was being told about how my friends got confused, because of the one guy in there who i find really frustrating, because he is making my friend depressed, gently, or not gently, but it's not aggressively, i guess. he was like, it's next week right, and other guys were like, is it?? and then they were like, well maybe it should be. my friend's gf was like, well, you should all try to come by tomorrow! which got a lot of them to be like: okay. the only one who seems like a maybe at this point, is the annoying guy. i am still expecting him to show up, though. he is saying he's going to be cooking w/ his family for thursday, but who knows, he's not a good cook, he cooked for us on his birthday (a kindness, certainly (strangely, he talked to me extensively that day, that day only, about how much he wanted everyone to be together always, all the time, and how much pleasure he got from getting everyone together "like this"(lends credence to the idea that he really wants to be the center of whatever group he's in))) and when he cooked he burnt all the meat, overdone, a friend said it was quote unquote dog-food. so i think his family would actually be happy to lose his hands.

i made 31 cookies, 33 technically but i ate 1.5, gf ate the other half (too full).

i'm still looking forward to tomorrow. i'm going to bitch abt the annoying guy with my friend's gf, i'm sure she'd be happy to complain a little, since he tried to fuck her plans up, or not tried, he just kind of almost did, by stumbling in the dark. everyone was like, making me so mad, when they were like, maybe we really should do it next week. it felt like a bunch of men deciding that when women make plans that they aren't central to, they can freely ignore them and decide what would make for better plan-making. one said that it'd be easier to plan if it were next week, but this has been a plan for about a week, already, it feels like at least. maybe less? it's just casual, though. i guess i gave myself something easy to do, with the cookies, compared to other things people might cook.

anyway i want to post some dolls and then sleep:

@_godog_ hijikata haruna

i wonder if her name is her actual name or if a chosen name based on tatsumi hijikata, the butoh dancer/ pioneer. it would fit, aesthetically, the dolls are right on the edge of corpselike, i would like to put special attention to the recent works with dolls that have these nacre eyes. they're so dead, and so like cataracts, but still intone something beyond or before death, not lifeless, just beside the void. it gives voice to the experience/ thought that one speaks it, or is a vessel for that nothing to pass through, a perfection written with lightness, i also quite like what must be the earlier dolls with extremely off kilter / askew eyes, also near death, but also near the to the erotic experience, also dissociative, distant, it reminds me of being places and doing things i didn't like but also had no way to imagine excusing myself from, so i was just like, okay.

also, all the hands, they are between searching and articulating pain. arthritic and curious. (and the toes on the one with exposed feet, really special detail work across all the digits)

either way, they are really beautiful to me, i quite love her work.

~

freak's circus

some of these skew a bit too trevor brown for me to want to post here (unfortunately i like some of his stuff, because i guess i look at it and have the stupid, wow, girl with surgery equipment looking crazy, i love that, response (he is so clearly a gross perv but i guess i excuse it in certain artists and not others (that's fine though because i don't think i'm ever excusing pedophilia like i feel like i'd have to w/ trevor brown (i don't think these dolls are pedophilic, though, so)))) anyways, i'm shocked i never saw or heard of these dolls anywhere, they're quite cute, and pretty. they just kind of lean on the whole creepy cute thing (all these dolls do) but these ones are much more willingly the kind of creepy cute pop art that can either become very bad or be very good, i'm fond of it. it's like so near bad taste it's kind of lovely/intoxicating, like the weird amputee dolls, it's an externalization of a cluster of feelings or ways you can feel like you are seen in such aggressive manner, i guess if you are one to read it that way, it's compelling no matter what. another reason i guess i'm so stricken by it, is the tension between perfection/the pristine, wanting terrible things to happen, and real malady, subtle bruising, illness, wanting to be tortured, being tortured actually, and needing to be beautiful, and that impossibility, all projected onto a toy, also remains compelling for me, in particular the conjoined twin dolls connect. the fish stomach one is simply very stunning to me, really really beautiful, and also silly and simple, it's stepping the line of good taste in certain ways, it does not have any restraint, none of these do, all excess all the time, everything at full volume, subtlety isn't absent, it's revived from a corpse though, killed and brought back by all the noise, it exists in the (dis)harmonies and nested thoughts happening as you are blasted by that image, sneaking many things in, dirty fantasies and the worry over the fantasies all the same.

ofc the mari shimizu feeling thing w/ the anatomical venus belly cutout w/ something religious feeling placed inside instead of organs (the sacred is the bodily??? gaspppp) is cute. i can't tell if it bothers me when anyone but her does that. i'm in favor, i suppose, because it is such a pretty/cute idea, to me.

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@sekisyoku_metro

these ones really caught my eye, as where the last creator leans very hard into the kitsch/pop art area, and the first feels so heavenly almost, corpses stuck in a threeway of transcending, rotting, and still living, returning to themselves, or having never left, these really are the most corpselike and grotesque without being actually ugly. the first doll here, has a stomach as rough as the moon, it resembles io to me, the body is the color of a corpse left in a sulfuric lake, the face is that of an angry god. the noh mask features are quite insane, these dolls are maybe the most physical i've seen, or they immediately strike me as physical, heavy. the one missing her arm, she is less impersonable in her face, but she still remains strange, uncanny. i also quite love the desaturated pink ribbon as a mote of viscera. somehow more effective than anything grosser, it feels, it gives a sensation in my arms, of the tendons quieting after an execution.

~

anyhow, uhh, what else did i do, today. i tried redoing vox for another song, i think it's almost there, need to go back in and do a couple lines probably, i want some parts that are like girlier sounding i guess, no better way to put that. and then find a way to mix the vocals a little better, maybe just low shelf some stuff out. it can be quieter too, listening to arab on radar, it's not like the stuff i want to be like is really like, upfront vocally.

another song i think it'd be good to keep in mind:

i think maybe next super short song i do i should let myself use a synth sound that's really obvious, instead of these guitar thingies, just give myself like, a break, with mixing. i think it'd be easier.. . but who knows. i love to #fuckeverythingup and #dotoomuch (earlier in the blog, when i talk about subtlety revived, life poured into its mouth by noise i was also talking about something i think i do and #lovesomuch)

anyway i have to sleep soon. i get so much more talkative here when i ready anyfuckingthing. it's crazy. i have to make myself do it a bit every day. it made me write a little too. nothing substantial (substantial right now has to be me going in and working on the structure and slotting things together for the story) but doing anything is good. it keeps my mind working.

so,

byebye!!!!!!!!

#Youtube

[shijiujun]

山河令 | Word of Honor - Mega Masterpost

Hey guys, here’s a FULL masterpost of the following for all Shan He Ling | Word of Honor items, basically a where-to-find-what:

General - Where to Find What

Episodes - Where to Watch What

Merchandise - Stores to Look Out For

GJ & ZZH - Variety Shows, Magazines & Endorsements

♣ Updates as of 19 May 2021, updates for the GJ/ZZH sections will stop hahaha this is THE END ;-; of SHL-related promotions for em. Will only add on if more SHL merch or BTS footage comes up! ♣

(1) Novel ➩ JJWXC | Translations (Full) | No New Edition Print (For Now) - Because the first edition was printed a few years ago, the novel is 11 years old haha

(2) Drama Rec ➩ Here (I did this on the first day it aired so it’s based on the first four eps so yeah some info like where to watch is not updated but ignore that) (3) Audio Drama ➩ Here (Seasons 1 & 2, with 2 recently released)

(4) 山河令 Manhua ➩ Here (Up for two weeks and then taken down for some reason)

(5) Official Accounts to Follow ➩ 山河令 Weibo | Youku Official Twitter

(6) Wrap-Up for SHL Filming ➩ Here 

(1) Official Episodes (36 + 1 Special Ep)

➩ 山河令 on Youku (Original Simplified Chinese) - *How to Pay on Youku

➩ Word of Honor on Youku (Subtitles) - *How to Pay on Youku

➩ Word of Honor on Youku YouTube (Subtitles)

➩ 山河令 on Line TV TW (Traditional Chinese)

➩ Word of Honor on Viki (Subtitles)

➩ Word of Honor on Amazon Prime 

➩ Word of Honor on Netflix 

(2) Behind the Scenes ➩ 山河令江湖番外篇 on Youku - Partially (70%~) behind a paywall, each episode costs about 1 yuan (or if you’re in Singapore $1.50 SGD which is fucking expensive, in Indonesia it’s apparently $0.30 and in Malaysia $0.20 LMAO) - But you get about 4-8 minute long BTS cuts with original scenes released with original voices + green screens

➩ Word of Honor on Youku YouTube (Subtitles) - Definitely not full release of BTS and even if they did release everything, it’d take a while, but there are already some subbed ones on the channel, just have to do a search

(3) Noteworthy Extras

➩ Special Ep (Youku): 7 minutes long with the first 4 minutes an FMV and the actual alternate or extended ending (depending on how you see it) in the last 3 minutes - You have to pay for it on Youku (both on the CN and EN/multi-language versions), we’ll have to check this week if YouTube will have it available for free. 

In any case it’s a happy ending I suppose, do all of you know it’s a happy ending? I’m seeing people reblogging my posts with so much angst in the tags about how the ending is devastating (which I suppose it is by my interpretation anyway for Ep 36 but Ep 37′s healing properties have been spread far and wide)

➩ Ep 6 (YouTube)

➩ Ep 7 (Youku, BTS)

➩ Ep 12 (YouTube - BTS in Youku, Original Voices in Youku)

➩ Ep 17 (LINE TV TW & YouTube)

➩ Ep 20-21 (YouTube)

➩ Ep 27 (Youku) - Part 1 | Part 2

➩ Ep 35 (Youku)

➩ Official Interview with Cast

(4) 山河令 Concert - May 3 & 4 2021

➩ Livestream on Youku - *How to Pay on Youku

➩ Livestream on Youku YouTube - For international fans, think this is a cheaper option overall hahahaha

➩ Concert Trailer - Highlight 1 | Highlight 2 (I AM LOSING MY MIND)

➩➩➩ Footage now available subbed on Youku YouTube and unsubbed on Youku

➩ SHL Concert Merch - RWB Hair Accessories

(5) 山河令 Official OST

➩ Spotify

➩ YouTube Playlist

Official Stores for SHL Merch

➩ 歪瓜出品 - First store to come up with SHL merch, has shikishi boards, standees, keychains, cushions, fan, badges, puzzles and ZZS’ hairtie most recently. Also officially bought the rights to two popular WenZhou fanarts for merch, the other stores don’t have the same design. Ran by Boss Hu, a young dude who’s hilarious af on Weibo and has been trying to get permission to produce more merch and also struggling real hard to get us WKX outfit-inspired sweaters!

➩ Rua哇吧 - First to come up with WenZhou dolls. Currently they have a 10cm version and also a 20cm version. 

➩ Omodoki [Via Rua哇吧] - Hairpin, cushions, glazed armour keychain, enamel pins and other cute things like bookmarks too

➩ 阿里鱼 [Via 咕噜文化] - SHL OST. Enough said. PO is over so there is no link but once they produce it the listing might go up again.

➩ 娱影文创 - SHL-themed jewellery based on ZZS’ alcohol gourd and sword Bai Yi, or WKX’s fan, also has tote bags and the glazed armour

➩ 一直娱 - Another app, items cannot be bought directly from Taobao. They’ve got mugs, hair ties, scrunchies, mouse pads, coasters and a lot of cute other things that the other stores don’t have, including customizable phone covers etc. and best part is they sell WenZhou posters from scenes from the book. They’ve also got an official photobook, but IMO the one from 吾流文化 is more worth it.

➩ 啦啦酱JK - Wen Kexing outfit-inspired kimono outerwear, and also WenZhou inspired ties and ribbons

➩ 吾流文化 - SHL Photobook (the full version with costume, set and character designs etc.) and also matches another box set of items that include a fan and standee and some other things 

➩ 月心引力 MOONLY - Perfumes in liquid and solid form. They’ve also bought the rights to a set of WenZhou fanarts, and they’re making white-haired WKX for standees and freebies etc.

➩ 优酷模玩 x TOFU - CUTEST WENZHOU FIGURINES

➩ 地澈天清 - HANFU AND DRESSES!!!! Inspired by WenZhou I WEEEEEP they look real good and are also in the affordable range - A summary of what you’ll see

➩ CanCan x Youku - Cutest WenZhou fam items!!!! With WKX white-hair

➩ Prismland - New accessories!

(1) About ZZH/GJ

➩ ZZH Weibo | ZZH Studio Weibo | ZZH Instagram

➩ GJ Weibo | GJ Studio Weibo | GJ Instagram | Wuhu-Famous

➩ Ship Name: Lang Lang Ding (LLD) or JunZhe - Although there’s no really strong RPS to be honest, most people I know use JunZhe and LLD as a mix of platonic friends + the WenZhou drama ship, or use JunZhe just to shorten their names because they appear at a lot of shows/shoots/interviews together, faster to type as well. The word Lang Lang Ding comes from 浪 (lang) which means to wander, and then 钉 (ding) as in nails, the nails that ZZS inflicted on himself.

(2) Noteworthy Interviews

➩ Goodbyes to SHL - ZZH | GJ

➩ About their Characters (Youku)

➩ Interview with ELLE TW

(3) Fansites (Check out their Photobooks - Mostly for WenZhou and also individual events and they will add on the upcoming concert footage and shots as well)

➩ 越界 (Both)

➩ 起意 (Both)

➩ 怦然心动 (ZZH) *Special mention they’ve been around for the longest so far, about 3 years, way before SHL and they’re REALLY generous

➩ 春秋荒梦 (Both)

➩ 同谋 (Both)

➩ Percent511 (ZZH)

➩ 105度 (ZZH)

➩ Plenilune (GJ)

➩ From May (ZZH)

➩ 月下思凡 (ZZH)

➩ 初霁 (ZZH)

➩ 未央 (Both)

(4) Variety Shows (Since SHL aired - Mar 21 to Apr 21)

➩ Happy Camp (Youku or YouTube) - 3 April 2020 | 24 April 2020 (GJ only)

➩ Ace vs. Ace (Youku or YouTube)

➩ Ace Actress (Youku or YouTube) - Ep 1 | Ep 2

➩ CHUANG 2021 (WeTV) - Part 1 | Part 2

(5) Magazine Shoots (Since SHL aired - Mar 21 to Apr 21)

➩ 精彩!OK (Both)

➩ Madame Figaro 

➩ ELLE/ELLEMEN - ZZH/GJ

➩ SE 南都娱乐 - GJ

➩ CHIC - ZZH

➩ Wonderland - For ZZH’s Birthday

➩ Glitz - GJ

➩ VOGUE/VOGUEME - GJ (Not cover)/ZZH (cover)

(6) Endorsements (Since SHL aired - Feb 21 to Apr 21)

➩ Both

Tom Ford - 03 Lark and other shades

Armani Giorgio - Foundation

Wahaha Yogurt

➩ ZZH

Pandora - Jewellery

NIVEA - Sunscreen

Oneleaf - Skincare

Elizabeth Arden - Skincare

Sensodyne - Toothpaste

OPPO - Phone

Joyoung - Blender

Maybelline - Superstay Foundation, Loose Powder

Ariel - Laundry detergent XD

Baidu Maps - Don’t ask this is damn weird

Clinique - SKincare

Costa Coffee - Coffee mugs

Longines - Luxury watch 

水星家纺 - Bedsheets (He’s clearing the entire household)

Ahava - Hand cream

JBL - Earphones + Speakers

Killian - Perfume

Glico - Pretz

梦幻新诛仙 - Game

➩ GJ

KFC

Bearkoko - Dietary sweets

Wolong Nuts !!!

Sisley - Skincare

Vita - Drinks brand

Centrum - Supplements

Fresh - Skincare

Tangle Teezer China - Haircare

Loreal - Sunscreen

TT语音 - Some gaming social network thing

Revelation - E-gaming

Beast - Candles, aromatherapy

Ya-Man - Men’s skincare

ROEWE - Car brand

Braun - Shavers

Plant Selected - Oat Milk

YSL - Rose perfume

Tiffany & Co.

Louis Vuitton

Nescafe

#tian ya ke #shan he ling #word of honor #shl #woh #zhang zhehan #gong jun #wenzhou #张哲瀚 #龚俊 #山河令 #shl masterpost #word of honour #these two are unstoppable #okay i think that's the end of it ;-;

[stickynotestoletters]

Izuku x Male Reader Smut

I'm a dirty slut, so .... yeah

Women DNI please :3

Warnings: you push friend boundaries in the fic but Izuku likes it so it's fine, bottom reader, top izuku, buff tan izuku, big tiddy izuku, God kink apparently, degradation, he calls you puppy, a bit of simp Izuku, breeding kink

Izuku wasn't a simp, okay? He was kind, he was courteous and pleasant to be around! But he always had boundaries with his friends and loved ones. Well....until he met you.

You see, Izuku had a not-so-obvious crush on you (shut it Bakugou). Ever since he met you at UA he kind of let you push any and all boundaries that he had put in place with his friends.

Now don't get the wrong idea! At first, when you both met in your first year at UA it was just little stuff! Like, using his clothes or borrowing a pillow. I mean that's what friends are for right? At least that’s what you told him.

He thought maybe he just needed to chill out and let loose his rules a bit. So you were a little friendlier about how you acted around him as opposed to your other friends, so what?

He could make an exception this once and that would be it!

But then you started getting even more comfortable.

And it was good! He was happy you were comfortable around him! It made his heart fly!

You were being a little touchier with him and it was just friendly stuff. Laying your head on his shoulder and in his lap or even just stroking his hair while you cuddle, but that's fine!

He likes it, he always has and always will!

You ask permission the first time you do these things and how could he resist sitting in the arms of a gorgeous man like you?

Then it stays that way for a while a little after UA.

You get a little bold every once in a while after that but it's nothing he can't handle.

He's working out and doing hero work so he has more things to focus on than his not so little crush anymore.

Even if he stays up at night thinking about all those touches. Thinking about your chapped lips and smooth skin beneath his hands. Thinking about your hands and how much he likes them. Likes them in his hair, massaging his shoulders. How much more he would like them if you tangled them in his hair and pull on it as he's fucking you into his mattress. How much he'd then like it for you to yell and scream his name as he absolutely pounds you into his sheets. How much he wants you to cry and scream his name until the neighbors bring noise complaints and you have a sore throat the next day from it.

So yeah. He doesn't have the time.

Until one night you show up to his door. It's late, almost 4 in the morning, about 2 hours after he comes home from his agency, and he just hears these little knocks on the door. He thinks it's the rain at first until he gets a text from you asking him if he's up and if you could come in.

He's almost dressed and ready for bed but for you, he'd sacrifice any amount of sleep to make sure you're okay at any time of the night.

He opens his door to find you drenched from the rain. And he means soaked. You're shivering in these nice little skinny jeans and a white T-shirt. You're sobbing and your hair is spilling water onto his doormat. "Hey Izuku, is it-is it okay if I come in?"

He can hear just how congested you are, it seems like you've been crying for a while. "Yeah, just let me-let me get you a towel, are you okay?" You start sobbing in front of him and he gives you the towel as he comes back."Never mind, that was obviously a stupid question, come on in and go get a shower."

You're nice and warm by the time you come back to the kitchen, he's made you shower and given you some food. So now you two sit down on his couch and he holds you close to him. he's not saying anything and neither are you, but you know he wants you to talk about it."So, I kinda had a breakdown about some relationship stuff right now." You guys laughed at the obviousness of it.

"Did you want to talk about it?" He looks at you laying down on his chest, tangling your legs with his, in his shirt, in his pants. God he wished you would-

"Kinda, I don't have to if you don't want me to." He shook his head to the sides and you sighed deeply," I knew you would say that, okay, it's kinda embarrassing if I'm being honest."

He laughed at you, "Nothing could be more awkward and embarrassing for me to listen to than when you told me, in detail, about your crush on Bakugou." You contorted your face in distaste at him and he just kept laughing.

"Bakugou is hot and I stand by all that I said asshole." You shook your head. "But I was very embarrassing."

It got quiet again and you put your face in the crook of his neck. "So, I figured out that I ....fuck okay so...." You move back to face him and stare at him in the eyes. "Don't laugh but I realized I only want a sexual relationship with someone at the moment. I started crying because I felt like I'd been lying to myself and I've just been under a lot of stress lately." Your blush is not less bright than his at all and he can't do anything but avoid your pretty little face looking at him than to push you into his chest and look up at his wonderfully beautiful ceiling he's never had the time to admire before this.

"You could have said that to me without the weird eye contact but whatever, go on."

You laugh hysterically, a little high on your emotions, "Okay hear me out. I'm a hero right? And using a loved one as leverage is a very classic villain plan. So I thought that was why I didn't want a relationship. Now I figured out it's just the stress! I want something like that eventually but right now? I just want something with someone to destress."

You move your head up to look at him and he moves his hand away from the back of your head, his emotions are going haywire right now. What is he supposed to say to that??? Do you want him to find someone for you to hook up with or???? And then he realizes-"I am not setting you up with Bakugou-"

"-OH MY GOD SHUT UP ABOUT IT ALREADY IT WAS A ONE-TIME THING." You shake your head and laugh incredulously at him. "I'm allowed to be attracted to people who aren't good for me okay? Is it really that bad?" Izuku rolls his eyes at you, "Yes. Yes, it is."

You roll your eyes back at him," Whatever that's not what I wanted to ask anyway." you scooch up onto his chest a bit more and put your hands under your chin as you look into his eye with your best pleading face." Would you do me the honor of being my destresser?"

He could explode right now.

Like seriously what?

".....You want me to what now???"

"Would you rather I phrase it differently?"

"To make sure we're on the same page yes-"

"Fuck the stress out of me buff man."

"Jesus Christ." He practically lifts you off of him like a doll,"If you were going to prank me like this," he sets you onto his couch and walks to his bathroom to go wash the heat off his face, "do it over text next time."

You follow him into the bathroom," It's not a prank! I'm for real okay? Look-" he looks puts his head further near the sink, he doesn't want you to see his red face,"-the way I see it is we're both busy as fuck. We both are mature adults looking for something intimate, which you have not found yet may I add, that could both put someone in danger otherwise." He scrubs his face and takes a deep breath, turning his water off and looking at you calmly.

"Okay, first of all, fuck you. Second of all, why me then?" He knows he shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth but he's not going to do this if it's just for the fun. He wants to actually mean something to you other than someone to fuck. "You could have chosen any one of our other friends. So why me?"

You grab his hands and lift them to your lips,"Izuku, I care about you so much. You're one of my closest and best friends in the entire world and I am so lucky to have you. You have supported me in any way you possibly could, and I hope that I've done the same for you. So I want us to support each other as much as we need in this." You look him in the eyes," Plus you could snap me in half and are one of the only people I could fight that has the stamina to keep going at me."

".....you're so fucking lucky I like you. Fine! Okay fine."

"YES!"

So for the rest of the night(morning?), you two plan out how this is going to work. Rules, boundaries, kinks (by god he's going to need a break), and what times you guy can and can't.

It works well actually. Better than Izuku expected. He's just ecstatic he gets to finally hold you.......until he doesn't.

Now Izuku knows you two discussed boundaries and the fact you can call each other practically any time but for the next week, he seriously couldn't get the mind power to just swallow his fears and call you up. Not to say he wasn't thinking of you, by god he did that every single day even more since then, he just didn't want to bother you.

But then you called him. It was 11 pm and you were very horny. He picked up the phone and immediately just, "Hello?"

"I need you to plow me into my mattress it's been a week, come over as soon as you can, I'll be waiting sir-"

And that was the end of the call. Your house is like 20 minutes away from his but he somehow made it there in 10. He didn't even text you he was coming, so you thought he was busy.

So you were just on your couch, scrolling on your phone until a rushed knock at the door, you opened it, and were immediately kissed on the mouth.

Just a whole ass surprise makeout, he holds you up in his arms and pushes you against the door. You pull away to breathe and just look down to see this large monster of a man pressing his massive chest to yours, heaving so out of breath like he'd just ran a marathon (he practically did). Just staring up at you so desperately, you're not going to lie it was a nice view. You laugh a bit hysterically as he kisses you repeatedly. Then he works his way to your neck, still holding you up with his arms but fondling your chest and ribcage. He nips your neck and sucks so hard you're sure to have some nice little hickies in the morning. You moan as he pulls on your nipples and rubs your pecs in his hands.

Your mind goes fuzzy as you hear him whisper, "Dirty little slut left me with nothing after your little call. Think it was funny?" He kisses your neck again, licking down to your collar bone, "Think it's funny to leave me with nothing? Just the thought of this dirty little pup begging me to come over?"

You moan into a laugh at the fact he seems more desperate for this than you are. "Laughing now are we?" You immediately quiet down, his hands travel to your waist, and grinds his leg into your crotch.

"Oh gods-" He pushes into you again as you moan,"-f-fuck!"

"Damn puppy. Didn't know you had such a dirty little mouth. Why don't you show me how you use that little mouth when I actually get started with you."

He takes you into your bedroom, pressing your hard dick against his own and sucking on your neck even more.

You pant heavily onto his shoulder shaking from anticipation as he brings you into your room.

He pushes you down on the bed into a folded missionary position. You're hazy and in hysterics, as he talks more, "God, look at you! What a fucking slut for me. Come on puppy look me in the eyes and tell me what you want."

You look up and his smile is devious. It's alluring. He's practically ravishing you with his eyes. He’s taking your clothes off and feeling you up, “Your tastey skin, so smooth and soft. Do you know what I’m gonna do to it puppy?” Your head is swimming with full unbridled warmth and lust, you can’t even respond so he takes your face in his hands and makes you look at him,” I’m gonna mark you up so well, give you all the hickies and bites I want to put on you until you’re barely unbruised. How does that sound?”

You yell out, “Yes! YES! Puppy will be good for you please? Want it so bad.” He laughs at your responses, leaving your naked body vibrating on the bed and he moves away to take his own clothes off. His toned muscles flexing without meaning to as he takes his shirt and pants off of himself. Sliding his boxers down his toned calfs.

You stay laying there, letting out hysteric laughs and panting as he stretches you out with his fingers. And he keeps his promise, biting and niping all over your thights and stomach. You fall from your hysterical high as he pulls his mouth away until he takes your dick in his mouth and you’re pushed all the way back up the hill, arching your back and crying out for him as you grab the head board.

God you haven’t been so sensitive since you don’t even remember when. He’s sucking you off and his fingers are reaching just the right spots in you. Sliding onto his fingers down to the knuckle of his pointer and middle finger, flexing and massaging just the right spot, just until he takes a deep breathe. Then he takes all of you into his mouth and presses down on your most sensitive spot,” OH GOD, FUCK! Yes~ IZUKU PLEASE, I’M CUMMING!”

You cream into his mouth so hard. He pulls himself up off the mattress and off your dick once he finished sucking it all out of you. He licks the rest off his lips and hums in delight,” You taste better then I’ve ever imagined.” Ah, you blush so red as he said this. You think to yourself, he was just saying it for dramatic effect. For the moment! It couldn’t possibly be true....

God if only you knew how true that is from him.

He pulls some of the excess cum off your dick and you shiver a bit at his fingers grazing your tip. His magic hands. And he brings them to lube his dick back up,” Gonna fill my puppy with their own cum, how about it, slut?”

His eyes are crazy, this is a whole new side of Izuku you’ve never seen from him. And by the gods above are you excited to see it.

He presses your legs down so they’re almost flat by your arms and climbs up halfway atop your thighs. He slides himself into you and,” f-f-UCK!” He’s fucking huge.

Your partners have been quite average in the past. Nothing to scoff at but not as big as Izuku. You feel lightheaded as he pushes himself all the way in. “Look at you, my pathetic little puppy, breaking on my dick. Not even halfway there pup, but I’ll be nice this time.” He stops and you thank god and curse at him as well. You feel like you’re gonna be ripped apart yet you still crave so much more.

He gives you a second to catch your breathe, then he leans over, presses your legs farther, and starts pounding into your pretty little hole. Absolutely destroying your insides. You’re crying and whimpering and all it does is drive him to go faster and harder. To milk all those pretty little sounds out of your pretty little mouth. You’re crying on his dick and it fuels his ego,” You’re crying already? God look at you, so pretty and stupid on my dick. Such a good useless pup. Never had dick this good. Are you seeing god or something pup?”

His smirk is returned with teary eyes looking up at him, drooling at him,” Ye-ugh fUck-yes God, love your dick so much.” Oh fuck. That’s new.

It was so hot, imagining you praying and worshipping “your God’s” dick. Izuku being rode by you as you cry out for your God.

He laughs hard and leans down to get a better grip on the sheets, stopping for a moment, and then pounding you into the mattress. It felt like he was trying to hammer you down into the mattress to press you hard enough you’d become one with it. “That’s right baby! Ahaha! You feel so good I’m your god? My little puppy’s so dumb on their god’s dick right?”

You cry out to him, repeating over and over,” God! My God! Please god!” And you cum hard, over and over on his dick for the rest of the night. Orgasming and being fucked through your over sensitivity again and again and again until dawn. He finally gives in after getting his fill of filling you up.

God, he was definitely the right one to go to.

And all Izuku could think about you as he cleaned up and got ready to go to sleep with you was how fucking thankful he was you broke all his boundries for him. And accepting the fact that yes, he is the biggest simp for you.

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-Laika

#Izuku smut #deku smut #x male reader smut #Deku x male reader smut #Izuku x male reader smut #bnha top izuku smut #bnha top deku smut #top izuku smut #top deku smut #bottom male reader smut