#What am I going to do

[walking-circles]

too weird for normal people but too normal for weird people… sigh….

#what am i going to do #⛄️

[ashayam-87]

I would like to die now, pls.

#laudna #ao3 #ao3 down #what am i going to do #fanfiction #fanfic #fanfic withdrawl #oh god no

[paper-lilypie]

Have u heard matpat's retiring

yes and i am in Pain

#like #what am I supposed to do now #my whole reality is shifting #he was my whole middle school experience #what am I going to do #fnaf #matpat

[babybenn]

#ao3 #what the fuck #not again #ao3 is down #destiel #what am i going to do #i need it #please come back

[bittsandpieces]

Follow me? 😊 I’m not ugly or crazy ha

No. Your blog has two posts and one of them is stolen graphic porn.

#bitts answers #also this comes across as desperate and not in a good way #what am i going to do #follow you so you can immediately send me the worst dick pic ive ever seen? i know how men like you are

[partoftheairforce]

jamming out but crying on the inside

#cutest boy ever #little baby boy #tiny little baby boy #love of my life #forever and ever #no man will ever compare #what am i going to do #the 1975 #matty healy

[senawashere]

I am having a fucking pregnancy scare- please help

#sena talks^ #pregnancy scare #WTF DO I DO NOW #girlies help #i had the best fucking night 2 weeks ago and now my period is late AND IT IS NEVER LATE but it is #And i dont feel ok for few days #FUCK😭😭 #WHAT AM I GOING TO DO

[strqyr]

tfw there's a glimpse of summer's new outfit but it's from the back that's hidden by her cloak anyway

#rwby9 #rwby spoilers #summer rose #i just want to draw her pls #what am i going to do #draw her puffy arm warmers and skirt only? #i'm starting summer summoning circle for ch7 #seven is a nice number #it's my favorite number #it's the day my birthday is on #the seventh month is during summer #make it happen

[quietrobots]

y’all what the flip

#THREE OF THEM HAVE THE SAME AMOUNT #WHAT AM I GOING TO DO #coltontalks

[mostlysh1tposting]

tomorrow are the last races of the season….

#biathlon #killing myself rn….. #what am i going to do

[salemssimblr]

I woke up today and my dad was alive and well. Perfectly healthy. At work. Helping me prep for my wedding and enjoying the Nintendo switch we got him for his birthday last month.

Tonight he’s gone and I don’t know what to do with myself. I don’t know which way is up. It doesn’t make any sense. It doesn’t add up.

He was fine and then he wasn’t.

He was alive and then he wasn’t.

And nothing will ever be the same again.

#tw death #I cant fucking believe this #I’m so heartbroken I don’t know how to be #I don’t know what to do #I’m so lost #I’m so unbelievably fucking sad #he’s my best friend #he’s always been my best friend #and my confidant #and my role model #what am I going to do

[kimkaelyn]

Y’all, so funny story.

for a couple months now I have desperately wanted a shouto figurine. well crunchyroll store had a massive black friday sale and the one I have been wanting was 50% off. as any respectable person would do, I bought it.

well

I did not read the dimensions (because it is a figurine i thought it would be tiny)

it arrived in the mail today…….

it’s 10 inches tall…..

#help #WHAT AM I GOING TO DO #where am i going to put him #😭😭😭😭 #i’m in shock #this bitch almost a foot tall #kaelyn’s diary

[m00ngbin]

IM GOING TO HAVE TO MISS MY APPOINTMENT AT THE DMV AGHAHHRGUHAGH

#NOOOOOOOO #DAMN IT #I HAVE TO DRIVE MYSELF SOMEWHERE THIS WEEKEND I CANT NOT HAVE MY LICENSE #WHAT AM I GOING TO DO

[irl]

#txt #its happening again #gonna vomit #wonder where ill end up next #i dont think im stayin in colorado #maybe super slim chance ill move to denver #more likely ill leave colorado entirely #damn #ugh #and just as i was getting myself established #what am i going to do #ill figure it out #i always do #but god #this is the worst part #the having no idea whats next part #what if i vomit #i hate the start of these processes

[onceuponaladye]

Head hurts too much 😭

#I can’t focus on my final project #what am I going to do #ladye’s rambles #ladye's rambles

[hongrizoon]

Empty promises...empty dreams

Empty promises..empty dreams - [ angst ]

spotify playlist - masterlist

-- summary: In a cruel and unfair world, two best friends are trying to survive together, not knowing what might happen along the way. Sadly, one doesn't notice the struggles of the other, turning a blind eye to her struggles.

-- genre: angst

-- word count: 1,081

content warnings: angst

mars notes. i honestly thought of this mid-coding class, it's based on a few things that have happened in my life (just the separation of me and my best friend the rest is complete fiction!!). this took me a few hours to make so i hope you enjoy it, i haven't written something in so long so i apologize if it's not to liking. i hope you enjoy this <3

There wasn't anything that could've possibly gone wrong in their lives. Well, at least that's what they thought. And they were wrong. Very wrong.

These two have always been inseparable, their bond is forged in the fires of adversity. They grew up together in a bleak neighborhood, a place where hope was a distant dream, a place where they always clung to each other for support, for comfort, as they slowly navigated through the treacherous "waters" of poverty and despair hand in hand. As they grew older, life became increasingly merciless. The weight of responsibilities pressed down on their shoulders, threatening to crush their spirits. But they always fought to survive, scraping by on a meager wages and shattered dreams.

Chiyo, with his cheerful spirit, always refused to succumb to the darkness. He worked tirelessly, using his determination as a beacon of hope in their bleak existence. Yet, with every step forward, it seemed like the world pushed him two steps back. Bills piled up like an insurmountable mountain, and the weight of his burdens threatened to suffocate him.

On the other hand...Akari seemed to glide through life effortlessly. Blessed with good looks and charm, opportunities seemed to fall right into her hands like ripe fruit from a tree. But beneath all that radiant facade, Akari harbored her own demons, who were invisible to the outside world.

As the days turned into weeks, and weeks into months, a growing chasm began to form between these two friends.... Where once there had been laughter and camaraderie, now lay a silent divide, obscured by unspoken resentments and unacknowledged pain.

current time: 5:43 pm - location: Chiyo's apartment

A knock on the door. Chiyo sighs, setting the pen down and walks over to open it. Akari stands there, her hair styled flawlessly, a designer purse slung over her shoulder.

"Hey..you busy?" Akari spoke softly, waiting for his reply.

Chiyo steps aside to let her in, Akari scanning the room, a flicker of discomfort crossing her face.

"Just paperwork. Im trying to untangle this mess of late fees." Chiyo sighed and closed the door behind Akari.

Akari avoided his gaze.

"Ugh, tell me about it. My cable bill went up again. Ridiculous, right?" Akari scoffed, and Chiyo forced a smile.

"Yeah, real pain. So, what brings you by?" Chiyo cleared his throat. Akari hesitates, but then reaches into her purse and pulls out two tickets. "I got us tickets to that new rooftop bar everyone's been buzzing about. Remember how we used to dream of these places? Thought it'd be fun to go, catch up." Akari smiled a bit, not noticing how Chiyo's smile faded as he stared at the tickets. "That's....really nice of you, Akari. But i can't afford something like that right now." He gestures at the pile of bills on the table, and Akari's smile falters. "Oh come on, Chiyo. Don't worry about the money. Consider this my treat!" She tried to lighten up the mood, but Chiyo just shakes his head. "It's not just the money, im swamped with extra shifts all weekend--"

Akari throws her hands up in frustration. "Always with the work! When was the last time you let yourself relax? We haven't had a decent night out in forever!"

"Maybe that's because things are different now, Akari. Life doesn't stop throwing punches just because we want a break." Chiyo groaned and sat on the couch, silence hung heavy in the air. Akari looks around the room again, her eyes are filled with a complicated mix of emotions. "I...I miss how things used to be. We used to face everything together. Remember when we'd pool our last few bucks for a single slice of pizza, and it felt like a feast?"

Chiyo's face softens. "Yeah, we were good at that. Back then, it felt like we could overcome anything, as long as we had each other."

"So why does it feel so different now?" Akari frowns.

"Maybe life took us down different paths. You seem to be doing well by yourself, Akari. I'm happy for you. Truly." Chiyo sighs, looking down at his hands.

Akari steps closer to him, her eyes searching his face. "But what about you, Chiyo? Are you happy?"

A long beat. Chiyo forces another smile. "Hey, i'm still standing, right? That's gotta count for something. Besides, you know me. Always gotta keep chasing that little flicker of hope!"

Akari nods slowly, forcing a smile. "Maybe we just need to find our way back to each other. Like we used to."

Chiyo looked up, noticing tears on Akari's face. "Or.. maybe it's better of if we go our separate ways.."

"S-separate ways? After everything?" Akari's voice trembled.

Chiyo avoided her gaze, focusing on the worn texture of the couch. "Maybe that's what life does, Akari. It stretches us thin and tears us apart at the seams. Sometimes, letting go is the only way to keep from being ripped in half. " His voice was raspy, his words laced with a quiet despair that mirrored the bleakness of the room. Akari took a step back, her designer purse suddenly feeling like a burden.

"But... we used to be a team! Remember? We promised to face everything together, no matter how bad it got!" She reached out, her hand hovering in the space between them, but Chiyo didn't reach back.

"Promises are easy when your bellies are full and your dreams are bright. But reality, Akari... reality has a way of dimming that light." A single tear escaped his eye, tracing a path down his cheek. Akari's hand dropped to her side, her smile replaced with a grimace of defeat.

"So... this is it then? This is goodbye?!" Akari snapped.

Chiyo closed his eyes, a single, choked sob escaping his lips. "Maybe for now. Maybe forever" His voice sounded barely like a whisper.

Akari turned away, her shoulders slumped. Without another word, she walked towards the door, leaving behind the echoes of their broken promises in the silent apartment. Chiyo remained on the couch, the weight of their fractured bond settling heavily upon him, a stark reminder that even the strongest friendships can crumble under the relentless pressure of life.

The once vibrant rooftop bar tickets lay forgotten on the table, a cruel reminder of a future that would never be. All that remained was the cold comfort of a flickering hope, now dimmer than ever, struggling to survive in the desolate landscape of their shattered dreams.

this was focused on Chiyo's part, if you want to see Akari's part don't be afraid to tell me <3

do ya'll want me to make more stories/one-shots/wtv? i can write them with idols if you wish as well, idk :/

#hongrizoon #light angst #original character #i need a life #what am i going to do #angsty content #im bored #help me