getaway man [jww]
summary: blended into crime-filled nights, only to hide behind an office desk, no one knows what hides behind the mystery of jeon wonwoo, but maybe, someone from his past will be able to devise that there is more to him—this certain kind of love for justice that can only be compared to that of magic.
and it exists within him.
title: getaway man
pairing: jeon wonwoo x reader
genre: superhero!au; superman-esque!au ; spiderman-esque!au ; journalist!au ; early 2000’s!au ; brief 1990’s!au
type: fluff ; angst ; drama ; crime ; noir ; humor if you squint
word count: 12,850
warning: there are a few mentions of death and whatnot, just for the sake of the plot.
note: this is a kofi request.
She wants the truth out as much as she desires to get out of this moving getaway car.
Lonesome strikes of moonlight fall on top of the sleek black car, washed over and over again just one day prior to this night, because her coworker is just like that. Perfect. Organized. With no spot for wandering, insecurities or guilt. Angels don’t hide in names like Aeri Song, building profit and success off words that mingle with lies. But, they’re heads of the world, natural leaders, the one driving the car that feels like it’s going a little too fast in the awfully rainy night.
Tugging at the collar of her nude turtleneck, she tries to concentrate on something else. The warmth of her boots, the heater and its wonders on making her hair feel a little bit too humid. The people rushing from side to side to get to their homes in a city that has looked abandoned for years. No one can save the pollution, the density of the heat even when it rains, the crimes that take up most of the newspapers in the entire city. And those who don’t cover those crimes are awful liars.
“I don’t think this is right.”
The boss of the boss, that’s not who Aeri Song is, but she’s important for The Noir Secret. Their magazine that has been selling less and less with the passage of time. Come to think of it, people care less about billionaires and their discoveries in the early 2000’s. Everything is so new, yet so unimportant—the world is starting to feel like it may end soon, coming with new technology and more things to worry about. The conventionality of disaster has tainted this generation thanks to the wrongdoings of those in the past.
Aeri is a contribution, rolling the plastic of the granola bar she had just eaten in between her palms before swiftly opening the window and throwing it to the street. “Well, we’re not journalists to wonder what’s right or what’s wrong. We’re here to write and make money. Much like writers, but with less words and more media.” Pushing her curled short, shoulder-length hair off her shoulders, Aeri licks her plump reddened lips, a bombshell in comparison to a lot of people around this town, before sighing. “Your idea is not bad, but it’s not profitable. If we wanted media suicide, we would write about the city’s contaminated waters and how the government fails to clean the streets, stop companies from throwing their waste into the waters before feeding them to us but…” Aeri shrugs her shoulders, looking over to her side and driving with just one hand. “We all have a pot and a stove at home, sweetheart. Heat it before you drink it, and that’s about it. Goodbye Salmonella, hello bigger paycheck.”
A seven-month long investigation had led her to discover just how poorly treated was nature around town. The lakes were overflowing with garbage, from plastics to bags, to anything in between. The streets were dustier than ever, resulting—in what accorded to her visits to public hospitals—in a higher rise of allergies, asthma cases in children and the develop of pneumonia. That, along with the fact that she has cameras filled with pictures of how dense and unclear the water the town drinks is, had led her to believe The Noir Secret would be up for a bang.
To blame politicians, make them shake in their perfectly wiped shoes and finally do something instead of eating with silver spoons.
“You’re not thinking about the bigger picture.” She utters, scratching her earlobe just as her other hand snugly wraps around the seatbelt. This ride home is going a little bit too fast. “Children are dying because of this. Everything they have done. What would you think if it was your family? It’s 2003. If we let this go on, we won’t live up to twenty more years—”
“My family is somewhere in Europe right now. Lost communication with them and I really wouldn’t mind it if my dad got one of those…things that you claim are happening.” Aeri answers, turning on a corner when she scoffs. “Stop printing out articles and putting them on my desk. It won’t happen. I don’t want a knife to my neck and your pretty words to go to waste on something we won’t be able to change.”
“This will kill us, as a population, in the long run—”
Aeri quirks a defined, slim brow. “So, work your ass off so you can get a house underground and run when a nuclear explosion happens.” The chuckle that leaves her lips is somewhat deep, utterly terrifying, much more when a light suddenly casts down on them, harsh and blinding, coming straight from Aeri’s side of the car. “What—?”
Some moments just go by a little too soon, enough to have her asking questions only when she feels the collision against the car. Aeri’s face rakes peace when the car comes hauling directly at them, and it’s such a paradoxical little thing. How her body shakes in place, eyes closed as she feels the car moving without Aeri turning the steering wheel or stepping on the pedal. She doesn’t hear shouts, but the brakes of the car. Pondering if Aeri had stopped the car, if a drunk driver was coming directly at them, if the world was blaming them for shutting their lips and gave them a taste of their own medicine.
Her head pounds by the time her eyes close again, and the first thing she gets to do is what she has been taught from the moment she was born. Wailing, with her heart beating in rapid motions, her hands coming forward to grasp the windows, cracking noises coming when her fingers wrap around the tainted material.
“A—Aeri…” She gasps out the name, trying to numb the pain with the comfort of knowing someone is there with her. Nonetheless, her eyes close again. Aeri is not in her position in the driver’s seat, a big hole in the window in front of the car letting know more than what she ever bargained for. “F…Fuck…”
Though, steps lighten her senses, a soft whine leaving her lips when she tries to extend her body away from the crashed car. Her chest hurts, but at least she can move. Enough for her to be halfway out of the window, with the shards poking holes through her shirt when she hears it.
Two gunshots not too far away. Blasting their light onto her face.
That’s one thing; one of the first actions we learn is crying, walking, grasping and running. The fourth one comes as a defense mechanism, and when she hears such noise, all she can think about is that she’s next. Not caring about the bruises that leave the shards on her skin, bruising her bottom lip in between her teeth, she gets away from the car, plopping down on the flooring when she sees it.
Not it, but her.
Slim hips fill dressy black pants, strands of professionally cut blonde hair covering the woman’s straight and protruding shoulders. When she turns around, the shotgun rests in directly in between her fingers, though she has a hard time making out the figure on the floor. Laying in between the shadows, she could have stayed perfectly still as the woman neared her, or she could find another route, like the almost-forgotten forest, smelling of burnt wood and iron.
Her hands bring her up from the floor when she hears a gunshot thrown her way, evaded by her defense mechanism, running until her lungs give out as tears stream down her face, walking through the forest in the desperate need of staying alive, but the memories come rushing back to her.
What had happened to Aeri Song?
###
One second can feel like a lifetime; the moment the doors close, as he’s one step away. The days his magazine decides to put his articles on the first few pages, only to realize they are down-casted by a picture. Underappreciated, quite like time for him, as he rushes with his office clothes barely hanging over the ridiculous clothing one of his friends had designed for him.
Inhuman strength and speed never solved his issues; the shyness that paralyzes him, the fear of not being enough—things of Jeon Wonwoo, whom he really is, but can’t let appear in moments as much. In those seconds when the world he deemed as helpless needs a glimmer of hope. The train doors close right behind him, speeding through the empty train station to get there on time at eleven at night.
He failed his mission.
It didn’t happen like in the comic books his best friend, and reading enthusiast, Diane said. Wonwoo didn’t fall into chemicals, didn’t have a grand moment of solitude where his powers decided to make an appearance. Throughout his life, he saw the same glimmering lights of the train, barely holding on, as the world around him destroyed itself and the people he cared about. And he did what he always could, what would be expected out of someone like him.
Fixing his glasses, turning a blind eye, and expecting for the ceiling to fall down on him. Blame the entirety of humanity, because he isn’t special.
One hand lifts the edge of the plaid jacket on his shoulder, curling onto himself when his eyes close. The train is empty, swinging softly with every rushed step it takes. He’s tired of running, but it’s what he is meant to do. What he aimed to reach when he realized just kind of powers that he had over him, only wishing to make a change.
Late, he had been. The lifeless corpse of a woman inside a car left the trail of what he had followed after but could not reach.
Wonwoo gives a step forward, sitting down on one of the seats with aching legs and a peak of the tight suit under his clothing reflecting on the window in front of him. There, just as he fixes the collar of his shirt and turns himself back into his normal persona, he sees her. Trembling, with her knees up her chest and her chin digging deep into the crevice in her bones, absolutely hopeless.
Faces that merge into memories of when the world was easier for Wonwoo—when every rationality that came from his being, was just a mere shrug of his shoulders. Five or four years younger, sporting a backpack over his shoulder and a smile on his face, with bigger glasses and better vision, and the need to be human. No one expected him to be perfect, to save the day, to be there.
She was in his journalism major, somewhere within the campus living like most didn’t. Stuck in thesis, in projects, trying to reach for more, to be the perfection he always missed to be. Wonwoo relished on blending into the background, while she ached to have a voice, to speak louder than the rest and be heard for those like him. Those who would have preferred to keep silent than to make noise, even if it costed them their freedom.
Fickle is the woman who should have been a hero instead of him, ripping cries out of her mouth, with her hair done a mess as it falls on her shoulders. He sees half of her face, reminiscent of the nights in which he’d sit on the library across from her, gorgeous coincidences that became less and less apparent in his life.
Scraped arms and the wound on her forehead that bleeds like a madman have him standing up, not because he deems himself a good hero. Not because he could have the power to heal all wounds, but because there is something over everything else that he is that makes him valuable as a person.
“You alright?”
Empathy, in the form of a man holding onto the train for dear life, doesn’t reach her in the most humane of touches. Almost as if she had forgotten there was carefulness in this world. She kneels even more, covering her body when her gaze lifts up; those irises of strength that have him lifting his own eyebrows. For, he’s not sure what happened to her.
A smile plays on her features, strong as strong can be, and he would almost envy her if he didn’t despise the power that was pushed upon him. “Alright is a word I can define perfectly well, but don’t know if it would fit me at this moment.” She whispers out, a sigh following her statement before she straightens her back, her hold on her limbs softening when her eyes switch to recognition. “Jeon Wonwoo?”
He hasn’t heard that name in a while. Not in that tone of absolute nostalgia. These days, people are more interested in the man in a tight black bodysuit, who climbs on buildings and rushes through ceilings to save the day. Super, until he isn’t.
“That would be me.” He says, quirking a finger towards her and asking for her name. Wonwoo knows it, but it’s never too late to try to be casual, right? “Not the first thing I thought I would ask you once we met again, but is that a bruise on your head?”
Her fingers reach for her forehead, patting the spot where it hurts the most, bathed in blood when a trembling grin appears on her features. “Hadn’t realized.”
“Strong as ever, I see.”
He takes a fabric from the depths of his jacket’s pocket, one he keeps there just in case, before giving it to her. In the matter of seconds, she’s patting it against her skin, a scoff leaving her lips. “You haven’t met a lot of people if you think I’m strong, Wonwoo.”
If only she knew. Wonwoo runs his fingers through his dense black hair, once pushed back to utter perfection but now falling on his forehead, a little bit longer than what he had in university.
“I’ve met plenty, but when thinking of strong-willed, I happen to remember a girl in the UNI’s library thinking she was going to change the world.”
Those words make her drop the smile on her face, settling the bloodied tissue down on her thigh when she says: “The world was a little too big for my hands.” The hopelessness of her tone has Wonwoo stopping, staring into her face in the hunt for something that could have broken her—that determination that had once taken over her.
“What happened to you?” He questions, only to have her shrugging.
“Was at the wrong place at the wrong time.” She whispers, licking her dry lips in the process, as if stopping a cry from appearing to join the tears that are now drying on her face. “That translates into nothing, I imagine.”
“It’s not nothing if you’re bleeding.”
“It’s nothing if no one saw me.” Upon the opening of the train doors with a swish of invitation, she stands up. Much too close are their chests, where each heave from her sends a dagger through his heart, in the empathy of meeting a face that had once given so much to this world. Promised more than it deserved, really. “It was nice seeing you, Wonwoo. Maybe, in another time, I would have sat down to have late-night dinner with you.”
That, to her, is a goodbye. To Wonwoo, it’s a question mark—and more than strength, he likes challenges. A good question to answer in a puzzle that he wants to resolve. Which is why his elegant, yet worn-out brown office shoes tap against the flooring as he rushes after her, calling out her name even when this isn’t his stop.
“W—Wait up.”
“Sorry, Wonwoo. I have to get myself cleaned up and I don’t really have the time for chatter.”
“I—It doesn’t have to be now!” He exclaims, just as he stops at the entrance of the train station. That makes her stop, her back turned to him as her hands remain balled in fists. As if ready to fight what had once been taken away from her. Her brawn. “If you ever need to talk, I happen to be an excellent listener. And not much of a talker, either.”
He swears he sees her shoulders shaking in laughter, looking over her shoulder in a matter that would have taken his breath away had she not been utterly destroyed. Her beauty had always been elegant, quite the sight to look at, the kind of book people passed by but he somehow wanted to pick up in the classics section.
“What are you offering?”
He rummages through his pocket, finding his bent, used introduction card before sighing. “Well, my number and some coffee, if you fancy that. A friend to talk to, if you’re willing to.” Wonwoo extends his hand, warmth spreading on his digits when he places the card on her fingertips. It may have gone up to his ears, too.
“I’ll think about it.” The words barely come out of her mouth, paired with a stifled grin from her own before she’s turning around and leaving again. A memory of easier and better times, too.
With the doors closed and another train to take, Wonwoo leans that he hadn’t saved the world that night, but he had saved someone’s hour from turning ever more horrid.
###
Tall, sturdy buildings and unstoppable lives. Days after her accident, with aching limbs yet a racing mind, no one seemed to think twice about her presence. She was just another article-writer in a newspaper that needed to get her job right, not a person to be heard when she slipped inside her gray cubicle, with a skirt a little too tight and a button down that felt constricting. Unlike herself, her fingers hover the keyboard and what does she get?
Absolutely nothing.
“Fuck.” Cursing, she tosses her head forward, leaning her forehead against the cream white of the computer screen before sighing deeply. She needs to write the news, but what roams her head is how ignorant people seem to be about Aeri’s death. A funeral and some words later, and no one ever asked her what happened. Another name ticked off the list, for no apparent reason.
Blonde strands of hair and the steps following after her had given her the hindsight of what she needed to figure out. It wasn’t an accident, but Aeri Song was a very politically correct individual. Nothing that went out of her mouth was ever to be taken as an offense—unless it was her, of course—, but no one hated her. No enemies. No lovers. Nothing.
“Think I heard someone going through an existential crisis.” Looking up, she sees the new man in charge of Aeri’s position. Kang Hyungmin. He had done everything in his willpower to be her boss, but his lacking narrative and eye for problematic interviewees had taken him out to Aeri’s strengths. Nonetheless, he was the second-best option, and by the new suit on his body, he is feeling himself. A little bit over his forties, only a few glimmers of gray appear on his brown hair. “Where’s my article?”
From the moment they met at Aeri’s funeral, he had been eager to get her to work. She hoists herself up in her seat, coming face to face with the man in question. “Sorry, I, uh, I haven’t been feeling like myself lately…”
“I understand.” Hyungmin coos, though he leans on his elbows, face extremely close. She doesn’t know if his perfume smells good or extremely repugnant. Layer after layer combined with early morning sweat. Marvelous. “But I don’t need you to be yourself. I need you to be a journalist. Get the eyes out of people and put them back in their skulls, y’know? Some hard-hitting truth that leaves us in a good spot with investors but make us look…uh…reasonable?”
So, apparently, there is a profile for the spot. To be an absolute liar. “Listen, I will fetch something up, but I don’t need to write about Jennifer Aniston and Brad Pitt at this moment in time.” Swinging the printed notes that Hyungmin had given her earlier this morning in between her fingertips, she scoffs. “I’m a journalist, and I will tell my truth, just not under your terms.”
Hyungmin pulls away, crossing his arms across his chest as a mocking grin appears on his features. He blends well with the gray background of the office. “I know one true, sweet, little pea.” He swings his thumb in the air before pointing towards the entrance door. “That’s the door, and this is my column now. You either do as I say or you go through that door.”
“But—”
“I didn’t ask for opinions. I asked for truths, and I’m telling mine.” Hyungmin whispers, using the same tone as she did before turning around. “I’m sure you can fetch Brad and Jennifer’s article from Aeri’s office. She was actually a journalist and not some woman trying to have a voice so…maybe,” He stops, shrugging his shoulders. “Copy that. Couldn’t care less.”
She now regrets not swinging at him, but with clicking heels and still, trying to move in that tight skirt, Aeri’s office seems to get closer and closer, abandoned by the ever-ambitious and anti-feminist boss that wanted bigger, better and more spacious.
Her jaw tightens with each step she takes, blaring anger at everyone around her, with frowned eyebrows and mumbling lips. Opened and closed, the door welcomes her inside the office that remains intact. As though Aeri never had a family that cared about her, and now that she thinks about it, that may be the case. Skipped holidays and Decembers spent at the office, it wouldn’t surprise her if Aeri basked in solitude.
Cream and pastel, feminine over anything, the vanilla scent that overtook Aeri lingers with the last few cigarettes she smoked. Her fingertips trail over the edge of the desk, turning off the computer that no one dared touch, and she closes the curtains, shadows eating what was once alive. Though, once the darkness engulfs everything, her eyes connect to the drafts printed and laid on the desk.
She expects Brad and Jennifer. She expects to talk about the new café in town. The newest Nokia model. What she doesn’t expect is for her draft to be printed on paper.
What she had sent Aeri’s way.
DEATH VALLEY: How the government has turned our city into a trashcan, and what it has done to our children.
By Aeri Song. June 24th, 2003.
She doesn’t know if cussing a dead woman is right, but it’s what she feels like doing.
Seated on the chair that had once weighted the boss down, thus opened her wings to betray her own friends, she reads over the paper. Her months of investigation plastered in the exact same mannerisms—her tone, her voice, her will. Aeri planned to release it as her own, get the love or the hate that she needed. Attention, really, is the worst drug of humankind.
She had sent the first draft a little over a month ago, she recalls, and revises even further when she slips through her e-mail and sees it. There, copied and pasted as Aeri’s work, sent two weeks ago to a man named Changkyun.
Changkyun from The Time of Science.
That’s a magazine, as far as she’s concerned.
Were they planning to unite hands, for him to further emphasize what she had already written and prove it from a scientific viewpoint?
From: Aeri Song.
To: Changkyun Jo.
Greetings Changkyun,
You can find my newest article here. I’ve been working on it for a little bit over a year, doing research throughout town and I think you would be interested. I know you said we would be a great team together, and I can only imagine how well this would sell in the proper hands. Please, read over the first draft and may we talk about adding your viewpoint.
P.S. I hope that coffee you promised is still on the line.
Sincerely,
Aeri Song.
She recalls something, burning with anger, when she turns off the computer.
Jeon Wonwoo worked for The Time of Science. She had read some of his articles.
Her purse is the next thing she goes hunting for, breathing heavily with the printed, editorial versions of her work under Aeri’s name pressed to her chest. Once she reaches her cubicle, with the landline on one hand and her purse on the other, her fingers hook around the one number she had tried to avoid, afraid of what Wonwoo would think.
She’s not blind. She knows what Wonwoo thought of her when seeing her. The power of an ambitious woman destroyed under the devastation of the world she lived in, as if the weight of hardships had been enough to stop her. Back in her more youthful days, she would have said that was impossible, but with an article stolen and into the hands of one of Wonwoo’s colleagues, she can’t help but fear for good.
Fear the day he doesn’t pick up the call, for she needs to redeem herself. Find that north that will help others, in light of whom had been lost along the way, for Aeri Song may have been an absolute scumbag, dare she not say a complete bitch, but she had a purpose…and it was so shield her from the stardom of what was about to come. The success, the recognition and the new era of a journalism boom of truth and resilience.
If Jeon Wonwoo picks up, it may become easier.
###
The city looks even more disarranged in daylight, as he stands on top of the highest skyscraper, a man in his hand and hanging from his clothing.
“Want to tell me exactly what you were doing inside that car?”
A Honda Accord from 2003, the newest and second most relevant car of the year. So far, that is. He recognized it from the accident he was meant to stop, followed by none other than Jinyoung Lim. One of the secretaries of the aspiring senator, Mr. Lim, her brother. He had envisioned her in one of the events he attended as a journalist, creeped out by the mere egocentrism of the woman and the tick of her eye, the jut of her chin, as if looking above everyone. She wasn’t as important as her brother, but everything that he ever said was planned by her, organize by her meticulous mind and Diane smacks him on the head each time he says this, but that woman is wicked as wicked can be.
It came to no surprise that she had left a man in the car when she ran away, following after someone whom he would never recognize, with Aeri Song’s body laying halfway out of her own vehicle. The man, now whining, crying, fiddling and everything in between as Wonwoo holds him with one hand, not exactly eager to throw him down but for answers, had ran away from the moment he saw Wonwoo, not exactly in his normal attire, but in the kind that his best friend dares call spectacular.
That’s why this man, this asshole didn’t clean up after Aeri’s death.
And that’s why he hunted him down in his two-room apartment, dragged him all the way out, used his strength and rapidness to get to the skyscraper and now, he’s the ridiculous man with some spandex outfit—in midnight black, covering his face, contorting to his every worked muscle—that holds this chauffeur as a puppet.
“Man,” The youthful man says, holding onto his hand for dear life. “I swear I wasn’t there! I—Please, let go of me!”
Another screech. He may start to believe that this one is just a drop-out kindergarten student dressed like a man in his thirties. “I saw you there. You ran away when you saw me, remember?”
“I was just passing by!”
“You said you weren’t there.” Letting go of one finger does nothing to his hold, but a small smile can’t help but appear on his lips when the man in question screams even louder. Okay, so Wonwoo isn’t the bad guy…but he had been mistreated by bad guys his entire life. May as well have fun with it while looking for justice. “And now you’re passing by? Tell me the real story, Theo.”
“I—Oh God, please. I think I may pee my pants.”
Wonwoo checks down, quirking an eyebrow, unperceived by his mask. “I don’t see pee.”
“It may come out.”
“So, tell me quickly before you give a golden shower to everyone underneath you, you gross fuck.”
“I—I was…I was driving the car! I admit it. I…man, I don’t want to go to jail. My wife is about to have a baby, and I really, really want to hold him outside of jail.” He rolls around as he says this, held by Wonwoo’s strength as the man interlocks his hands around his forearm. “But it wasn’t my fault! I was…I was serving someone else.”
“Who was it?” Wonwoo asks. “You tell me, I let you go.”
“I can’t tell you!” He whines, his hat falling off his head and dropping to the ground, meter after meter, until it becomes nothing. That may scare him enough. “If I tell you, I’ll get killed.”
Resting his abdomen at the edge of the ceiling, using both hands to keep him upright, as if to give Theo some sort of hopefulness, he says through the wind. “If I drop you right now, you also die, Theo.”
“B—But you won’t!” Theo dares say, looking up at the man. “You’re the good guy,” A nervous chuckle follows after this. “They aren’t, you won’t drop me!”
“Good call, buddy.” Wonwoo says, letting go of one hand. “But there’s always a first time for everything…”
He’s lying. A pacifist, over everything, Wonwoo wouldn’t dare drop the guy…but hard times need harder solutions.
“No!”
“Tell me, then.”
“You’re awfully calm for the situation we’re in.”
“I’m not the one peeing myself.”
“Asshole!”
“If you pee out of your asshole, we may need to get you checked…”
“Jinyoung Lim! That bitch paid me a whole fucking lot to kill the two journalists! Come on, just let me go!”
“Pull you up or let you go?”
“Man, now we’re talking linguistics?!”
His second job can be fun sometimes.
As much as it can be devastating, he realizes when pulling Theo up, seeing the man go down the set of stairs like a madman with tears running down his eyes. Serves him right, and if he hears him speak about him, he may have to give him another visit. Though, just as he’s about to jump to another roof, with the wind burning at his lungs and his mind rushing, a question comes to mind.
Two journalists in a car. One of them was Aeri Song, part of The Noir Secret, and he can’t help but think of the beaten-up ex-classmate he met up with in the train. Too close, far too close for it to be a coincidence, but she had always been an electable member of the journalism society. Why would they go after them…after her?
Coincidences do happen, or maybe it’s called destiny, because when he gives two steps back to have an initiative rush for the jump from one roof to the other, his Nokia rings.
The secret to this is hiding it on his ankle. Diane’s advice.
“Hello?”
“Wonwoo?” The sound of her voice has him stopping, like whiplash, looking around in that damned mask before breathing out her name.
“…I didn’t think you’d call.” He breathes out, crossing one arm under his bent elbow before he hears her chuckle. Not heartedly like she did when she was in university, but trembling, almost scared.
“I didn’t think I would, either.” She confesses, only to have her sighing soon after. “I know something bad, Wonwoo…and I don’t know who else to say, but someone you know has to deal with it. And I need help.”
She never needed help, and that’s something he granted to her. The way she always made it seem like she’d find all the answers in everything that was ever put in her way. This time around, he feels the connection…the absolute need to help her, for he feels like the most untainted of journalists, perhaps not a friend but dear in a way, would have something happening to her.
“Coffee sounds nice to you?”
“I despise it.” She breathes out, a spat-out tone making a smile appear on his face. “…But you like it, don’t you?”
“Live for it.” Wonwoo conquers. “…Maybe, I could order you some tea.”
“I’m fine with water.”
“You’re fine with blandness, then.”
“Welcome to the new world we live in, Wonwoo. Everything is bland.”
“Thanks, eager to go into the next era.” A moment of silence completes them, only to have Wonwoo sighing. “Meet you at the ‘Steamin’ Latte’?”
“Sounds good for me.”
…If only she knew his way of arriving was by jumping through rooftops.
###
Voice monotone, mind conserved, she had never been the kind to scream out loud. There, as the city gets filled with cigarette smokers, car sporters, ambitious daydreamers with big cups of coffee that they leave splayed on the sidewalk, she feels like shouting. Perhaps, it’s the imminent fear of death and its flying egocentrism, or it’s something else. It’s the fact that she has never stopped being heard, and now, secrets gather at the roof of her mouth.
The Steamin’ Latte is not too far away from her office, perhaps two blocks away, with eccentric entrance doors in bright pink and brown walls to be alike of that kind of coffee. People chatter outside, clear in their misery, the stress that embargoes those who need to be better each day. And she would have joined them, had it not been for the sound of something—if we’re being rational here, a cat—bumping through the trash-bags in the alley at the left of the café.
She can already feel the allergies creeping up, but curiousness is something a journalist always has. The only thing she has to do is move one of those bags to the side with the sole of her shoe and then, that cat is liberated from its confines.
Though, just as she slips inside, she sees that it’s not the trash-bags exactly that had been stepped on. Someone is behind the trashcan, doing God-knows-what, strands of black hair peaking out like slices of night.
“Hey!” She says out loud, aware of how common crime is in this city. “Get out of there!”
Braveness comes to her and fits her like a ring, but it doesn’t exactly stay when she hears a very familiar voice. “A—Ah, give me a minute!” Then, she hears another smack against the iron of the trashcan, a wince coming from Wonwoo’s lips.
She gives one step forward. “Wonwoo?” A hum comes from him. “What are you doing there?”
“Ah, um…” A zipper closing can be heard. “My phone fell around here. I was looking for it.”
“Let me help you!”
“No need!” Wonwoo stands up at that moment, as per usual, the collar of his shirt is done a mess, but his slim features highlight by the smile on his features. Elongated nose, slim lips and of course, the glasses that he puts on once he connects his gaze with hers. “I—I…uh…give me a second?”
She crosses her arms across her chest, leaning in the nearest wall. “Are we playing a game of hide and seek?”
“Wouldn’t dream of it.”
“Then?”
He waves his phone in the air. “Was looking for my phone.” Though, just as he’s slipping away from the trashcan, a blush rakes over his cheeks, tinting them crimson red. “Uh…I thought you’d get here after me.”
“This café is close to my workplace. I sneaked out just to come here.” Confession after confession, she quirks an eyebrow at him. “How did your phone get there?”
“You only ask the good questions, don’t you?” Wonwoo fixes the collar of his button down, slipped inside his pants messily, with the occasional dark blazer fitting his wide shoulders and yet, covering them from daylight.
With one hand on her waist, she chuckles. “I happen to be a good journalist.” Though, her journalist ways had been the cause of Aeri’s death. Betrayal masked by guilt, a cocktail of feelings she doesn’t dare decipher now. “So?”
“Slipped out my hold, that was all.”
“And you walk through an alleyway full of trash?”
“I never said I took good decisions.”
“Can notice it now.” Waving her finger towards the side, she says: “You owe me something to accompany my cup of water, so we better get inside before they finish those lemon cookies I like.”
Wonwoo extends one of his veiny hands. For someone who speaks about science in a magazine, hiding behind specs and a computer, he surely does work out. “Lead the way.” It takes her those words to look away from his hands. God, she had never looked at Wonwoo from up close.
Was he always good looking?
“Are they good?” He asks.
Step after step, she tries to recall what they were talking about, hands fisted deep in the pockets of her blazer. “What?”
“The cookies.”
She tilts her head to the side, her mind vacant until it clicks on her just as Wonwoo opens the door of the café for her, the air conditioner doing wonders to frighten her heated skin. Delightful, really. “Oh, amazing.” She says. “They melt in your mouth with each bite you take, but they’re not gooey in any way. Just the perfect acid taste with a sprinkle of sweetness. Similar to pie, but not quite there.”
Wonwoo runs his fingers through his unkempt hair, somehow never in place when she sees him, but each time she had captured a glimpse of him at the campus, he was always the most put-together man she had seen. “You sure know how to sell things.”
“You’d be surprised.” She says, a sigh ripping from her throat when she approaches one of the tables at the corner. “…I happen to have sold something against my knowledge.”
Wonwoo flickers through the menu like it’s a newspaper. An avid reader, that he is. “So, sue them.”
“Wish justice was that easy to accomplish.” Nimble and nervous fingers press onto the collar of her jacket, pulling it upwards, downwards, playing with it like a toy in a child’s hand. Shit, she should really try to hide her nervousness. “What do you know about the contamination of waters in the city, Wonwoo?”
Never had she inspected him from this close, where the crease of his brows makes him feel more pensive and his lips trail after his teeth when he gives it a bite, pondering and thinking. Wonwoo is, by no means, someone that she passed by in university…but he was always somewhat of a distraction. One of those bite-sized memories that help daydream at night, but never become much more than that.
“That it happens. Not only here but around the world. And that it has been the cause of a lot of sickness this past year.” He confesses, putting the menu down and taking the time to breathe in slowly. “What do you know about it?”
“I know it’s not only the waters.” She announces, unveiling the secret that Aeri died for. “I know they are been experimenting with the harvesting grounds around the city. That we have more contamination than ever. I know the prices of cigarettes have significantly gone lower in the last half of the year and that means, at least, forty-six percent of our population smokes.” Each and every word that leaves her lips scares her more. “But I know the prices for a hospital bed are…phew, to die for. Literally. We have cut out most of our population in need of help thanks to the problems presented and ignored by our rulers. That’s what I know.” She pauses, leaning back on her seat and crossing one leg over the other. “And I know that I know too much.”
Some silences are uncomfortable, some are the opposite, but this one stands in between. The fear of impotence lingers within the duo. Wonwoo interlocks his hands in front of him, each long digit, somewhat calloused and with sprinkles of red on his knuckles—God knows why—, perfectly uniting with the slot in between his other hand.
“You do.” He confesses. What she already knows, really. “Who did you give this information to?”
“I wanted to publish it. Greedy and ambitious old me thought it was a good idea to give it to my then boss.” The realization of the night in which she barely came out alive contracts her throat. “I don’t know if you’ve heard about her…but Aeri Song?”
“The woman in the car crash.” Wonwoo, as clever as ever, completes for her.
He may have read it in some newspaper. “Precisely.” Trying to battle back her anxiety, she keeps speaking. “I sent a first draft to Aeri and I was in the car with her—”
Wonwoo pauses for a moment, quirking a defined eyebrow. “The police and all newspapers say she was on her own.”
“I ran away.”
“Why?”
“Because when you’re getting followed and you happen to realize the car never stopped, you know it was planned. That, or a very drunk driver, but the woman in the car wasn’t drunk in the slightest.”
“A woman?” Fairly interested, with a glint in his eyes that can’t be recognized, Wonwoo whispers. “There was a woman in the car?”
“Yes, but that’s…I need to organize my thoughts.”
“Yeah, sorry.” Extending his hand over the table, the warmth of physical touch falls upon her palm, his thumb rubbing at the space between her pointer finger and thumb. A relaxing point, apparently. “You’re alright, I imagine?”
“Some scratches, but that’s…that’s the least of my worries.” She licks her lips. “There was a woman inside the car, but she was too untouched. Someone else must have driven the car. She followed after me and I ran away. That’s…that’s when we met at the train.”
“Knew something had happened to you.” Wonwoo says, his messy hair falling across his forehead with one swift motion.
“Sorry I didn’t tell you a thing, but when you’ve just gotten out of a car and you had to run away from someone with a gun, you just…you just can’t trust anybody.”
“I know.” The soberness of his statement has her swallowing deeply.
“But I need to trust you now, because Aeri was killed thanks to my article.”
Wonwoo pulls away at that moment, and she doesn’t know if she has scared him, but the truth is the truth. “What?”
“Aeri planned on releasing the article under her name and sent it over to someone in your magazine. Changkyun Jo. I imagine he must have given the information to someone else that clearly didn’t want it out.” Deep in thought, Wonwoo brings a hand up to his chin. Alright, she may be scaring him to death, but he’s the most intelligent person she knows— “And here we are. Aeri is dead. I have the article saved in my purse but I have a feeling there is something grand here, Wonwoo.”
Running his fingertips through his dark as night hair, he grabs the folder with the article inside once she pops it out of her purse. “And you want to keep quiet?”
Determination fills the shake of her head. “I want it out. I want those fuckers to pay for what they have done, and for my silence to be a benefit, not something they can choose out of me.”
Delicate motions of his eyes trail after every word when he hums. “This is very detailed. An ultimatum to the government.”
“Yes.”
“Why did you think they would want this out?”
A scoff leaves her perched lips. “A few years ago, Wonwoo, when we were preparing for this job, journalism was about honesty.”
“It’s about sales and business connections.” Those words have her stopping. Has Wonwoo changed to be someone that blends into this devastating world? His rosy lips and almost immaculate skin welcome the tiredness of his job. Dark bags and insecurity. “Changkyun is one of our researchers. His work has been published all around the continent. If someone knows science, it’s him.”
“Then he must know how important it is to have this information out—”
“He works for the government.” Wonwoo completes, a shrug to his shoulders. “It’s not that hard to miss that he must have given it to someone else.”
“Or…maybe he didn’t want it out?” Conspiracies fill her tone when she leans forward. “Wonwoo, someone died.”
“That’s the way people shut up the truth these days.” Wonwoo says, closing the folder with a final sigh. “I’ll take care of it. Just…they were aiming for you two. Aeri and you. They must know someone else was in that car and they must be looking for you.”
She scoffs. “So, let them look.” Carving a finger to her chest, determination paints her features. “If I have to die for the truth, Wonwoo, I will.”
“But I won’t let you.”
“I didn’t ask for your permission.” She uncurls her legs from their hold before clearing her throat, mimicking his actions of interlocked hands and determined eyes. “So, Jeon Wonwoo, if you have a plan, count me in.”
“Let…I don’t have a plan, y’know? Maybe, we can talk about this anonymously and let the bigger forces take care of it.” He stops, looking down when a beam of pink rises to his ears. “Wasn’t there a new hero in town?”
So the word says. This town has met hope believing in the heroes appearing around town, people in ridiculous costumes who claim to have superpowers. Stupid to believe in, either.
“I’m no damsel in distress.” She adds. “…So, you’re in?”
With swivels of wind playing around his face, his tranquility merging with his incredible and fastened train of thought, Wonwoo presses his thin lips together before mumbling:
“I must follow you ‘til the end of the world, don’t I?” He prompts. “…I’m a journalist and I vowed to tell the truth, so the truth I will tell.”
Somehow, even with all his mysteriousness, she believes him.
###
Diane says he needs to think of a name. You know, the typical superhero name that people shout out when he’s in his super-suit (uh…spandex suit) and they ask for his help. So far, he has only investigated from up close, and used his faint knowledge of technology to connect to the radio of the police officer’s cars. That, and a lot of presumption about what could happen in this town.
Dare he says what all superheroes would shout at him for, but he likes his name. Jeon Wonwoo. It sounded professional, with the right amount of seriousness but with a bit of a casualty. It was given to him, for fuck’s sake, that should be enough to like it. It’s what everyone has called him, it’s his real persona. He wants to be able to divide the two—say that his introverted, quite reserved, a bit nerdy self that is in the office is completely different from his strong and hidden in the shadows alter-ego, but he knows something…
When he was younger, he wondered if there would ever be justice. Real, considerate, calm. In the form of someone who knew the difference between right and wrong. He never imagined the duty would come to him, that he would save one life and then, would come others.
Maybe, he should go for something like James Bond or Personal Investigator JJW because following Changkyun Jo around was definitely not how he thought he would be spending his Sunday night.
His body contorts when he climbs onto the rooftop of Changkyun’s mansion, somewhere in the nicest part of town. The wind knocks at his lungs when he grabs himself from the edge of the railing, turning his body upside-down to look through the glassed windows and into his office. If he falls from here, he wouldn’t break one or two bones, but his entire body instead, yet, he believes in his powers and his suit enough for him to dangle and look inside.
Changkyun is not there. Now, the issue is getting inside.
His eyes—the only thing uncovered in his mask—inspect around the office. Pristine and vintage, with orange walls, light wooden desks and a few coats thrown around here and there. A portrait of the like of Jackson Pollock rests in front of his desk, his chair—empty for now—turned to the windows. This man really believes an enemy wouldn’t shoot him through this window and get him through his chair, so Changkyun is confident he’s protected enough not to die.
Missed opportunities for Wonwoo in his magazine went straight to Changkyun’s lap, for he had more experience and, in retrospect, more to give. With his puffed-out chest, enormous grins, gray hairs and faint stubble, he made it seem like he was professional. A wife to his side and a lot of money in his bank account, as well as trips all over the globe…Wonwoo was the speck that covered the success of Jo Changkyun.
Speck, is that a good superhero name?
No. Diane would have his head.
Plastering his hands to the windowsill, he looks back into the city. Someone must be looking at the house from time to time. Changkyun was in a business trip to a congress of some type that Wonwoo barely paid attention to, but the house couldn’t be alone. Mrs. Jo had to be there, right?
How does he open a window without breaking the glass?
Glass? Superhero name?
God, he needs to concentrate!
He presses his thighs to the window, taking leverage to grab onto something else. The brick walls help him stay in place, looking down and yet, not paralyzing in fear. Heights are fun when you have enough strength to battle gravity but still, he fears pushing this window open. If they see him there and they have a gun, it’s game over for him.
Or well, not really, he’s very fast and could run away from a bullet on the rare occasion, but—
Oh, fuck it, he’s just going to try to push the window open!
His wide hands, gloved and sweaty, press into the window, ankles curling into windowsill to hold himself together before sliding in. Not that he had much space to do it any other way. No warning sirens or red rays appear once he’s inside, but he shrinks into the curtains, just in case there are cameras.
A brown eye peeping lets him know there are.
Shit.
Now, what to do?
He slides on the walls, careful not to appear in the cameras, shrinking when he’s in the line of sight, and avoiding them at all costs, before his eyes capture a glimpse of the coats, a smile appearing under the mask when he takes them in between his fingers and hangs them over the cameras, making sure they don’t move. Three cameras down, now he has to get to his desk.
The first thing he sees are receipts of money. A divorce paper that Changkyun hasn’t signed and, of course, a lot of articles written by himself. Most of which were interesting to him once but after his friend’s revelations, he’s not quite sure that he respects Changkyun in the sly level he once did.
But nothing shows anything of importance.
Maybe, if he checks Changkyun’s e-mail, he can see whom he had sent the article Aeri had “written”—stolen, actually—for review.
Or for gossiping and getting a woman killed.
Though, Wonwoo is not the best with a computer. Good for typing in it, but once the screen pops up in blue asking for a password, he’s frozen.
Alright, time to call someone. He has already done much of the work.
Slipping his fingers into his shoe, he gets his Nokia out before putting it up to his ear, knowing the number from the top of his head.
“Diane?” He asks once the other person picks up. Blasting music ends up in the other edge of the line, a chuckle following soon after.
“What’s up big boy? How’s the mission going?”
“Big boy is not going to happen for my superhero name.”
“Bulky boy?”
“I’m not a boy.” He whispers, only to move the mouse around the screen. “I have a question. I’m in the office, I want to get into the computer but it asks me for a password. How do I guess it?”
“The odds are fifty-fifty, honestly. Do you have the pen-drive I gave you for your birthday?”
Stopping, he checks around his suit, patting around until he finds it. Somewhere near his calf, too, uncomfortably digging into his skin. “You always tell me to bring it around. Why?”
“Put it inside the computer.”
It’s not the first time he follows after his roommate’s orders, so bending down, he puts it inside the CPU, sighing deeply.
“Done.” Readying himself to follow after orders, he hovers over the computer screen. “What do I do now?”
“Wait.” Diane smugly replies, only to have him scoffing.
“I can’t wait. Don’t you think I could get caught—?”
“Chill, Wonwoo. Really. How are you a superhero when seventy percent of your fight or flight reactions consist of panicking?” He can imagine her leaning back on her seat. “It’s a virus. I got it from one of the porn sites my ex-boyfriend visited. It will steal all your information and passwords, leaving you completely bare. The computer will turn off…” And just as she says this, the screen goes black. “And then, it will restart itself. Without a password, possibly with some porn pop-ups but you can close your eyes if you really feel uncomfortable, kiddo.”
Wonwoo rolls his eyes in the process, holding his mouse in place. “Ha-ha, very funny.”
“Speaking of. Someone came to visit you just now.” He hums into the speaker, entering the screen and closing the tabs that appeared, turning off the speakers just in case any moan came around as he rummages through his computer and e-mail. “So pretty. I was almost blinded by beauty. She’s around here, I’m brewing her some coffee. She said her name was—”
“She hates coffee.” Wonwoo replies before he could even think about it. “What’s she doing there?”
“Isn’t she supposed to?”
He gave her his address for when they needed to talk, but he thought she would call him first. “She can come over, but she doesn’t know I’m actually…you know, a superhero? She was the one that told me about this guy’s doing, but I pretend I’m helping her as a normal guy, not as someone who can climb walls and rooftops.”
“Ooh,” Diane coos. “I’ll ask her what she thinks of this hero in spandex just to check if she’s into you.”
“Diane, do not—”
“I did wonders with that suit. Your ass looks like it’s…this round, big, juicy peach and I can’t help but pat myself in the back for it.” Dropping her tone, Wonwoo can already feel his body cringing. Note to self? Change roommate. “I’ll get you the girl, don’t worry.”
“Di—”
She hangs up at that moment, just as he sees it at the edge of the website. An e-mail sent to Jinyoung Lim.
So, Jinyoung was the one that killed Aeri, but she must know now that she didn’t kill the other person in the car.
…Jinyoung must be looking for her.
That brings him up his feet, closing the tabs and leaving through the window, elongated steps rushing him through the dark-lit night, not caring that he has to take off his suit, but her wellbeing instead. At least, he knows she’s with Diane, but what about the rest of her days?
What will telling the truth bring to her life?
###
October, 1999.
The smell of a new book is almost addictive.
The campus’ library oozes the imagery she has of what will once be her home. Comfortable, tranquil, with the sly scent of wood mingling along pages of wisdom. The faint swoosh of words connects to the air but barely meet her ears as she keeps her back straightened in one of the red wooden seats, scribbling down notes for a test and dying in the process of trying out one of the new textbooks in the library’s collection. First in line and she got to use it first.
Though, people start to disappear through the curved doors of the library by the time eleven strikes around, just when her eyes start to close but her will electrifies her. Perhaps, her dreams reach for too many parts of her brain, taking up her doings to become the best of the best in the field she aspires to be in, but it’s the hope of knowing her future is in her hands that keeps her going.
Only when she hears someone pushing a book a little too harshly into its personal slit in the shelf three rows away from her table, does she realize she’s not really alone. Not at twelve fourteen at night, at least. Her fingers hook around her pencil, twisting it once or twice, letting her thoughts roam about who could be so potentially scared of failure to be here at this time…
Then, that entire bookshelf falls. Tremors of heavy books and wood shaking the ground underneath her. Widened eyes are not enough to show her surprise when she stands up from her seat, oddly scared of a domino effect in the shelves that could have caused one to land on her, but when she turns around, she sees him.
Black curtains 0f hair drape across his eyes, parted and the slightest bit fashionable, but what interests her are the pair of worrisome eyes behind big specs. The typical attire of a university student falls on him, an oversized black t-shirt and jeans accompanying him, but Jeon Wonwoo always makes it seem like he gets proper hours of sleep.
He doesn’t…because she does not, and he’s always here studying whenever she’s doing the exact same thing.
“Oh gosh,” She dares trip out a mumble, moving towards him with opened palms, ready to help him fetch up the books that had fallen to the ground. The librarian is a man in his eighties, so it will take him quite a while to get here. “You’re alright?”
“A—Ah…” He looks down at his hands, as if finding out the secret to life in his skin before returning his gaze up to her. She inspects his palms from up close, searching for scratches or wounds. “I’m alright. I just—”
An avid journalist, she asks the good questions. “How did you make it fall? That shelf’s heavy.”
From up close, Wonwoo looks like a promise. You kn0w, the kind the world needs. Someone who brings honesty and justice to the table, with sprinkles of truth and just the nicest amount of guilt. Because that feeling has been long lost these days, when people drive to their imminent doom—guilt.
To have that feeling creeping up on anyone is already a rare occurrence. The word ‘sorry’ has become a sign of weakness. People don’t realize that for them to build a future, a proper one let’s say, they have to accept their mistakes.
“I pushed the book a little too hard.” And almost to prove her right, Wonwoo pulls his calloused hands away. As far as she remembers, he does play a bit of guitar, doesn’t he? “…Sorry.”
“No. Jesus, no.” She shakes her head when a chuckle trips from her throat. “I’m more worried about you. You must be hitting the gym hard if you’re able to push shelves like that.”
“I’m okay.” Wonwoo says, scavenging to talk to the librarian, fuming in rage with a reddened face and tiny balled fists. “I—Uh, I’ll leave you to studying, okay? Thank you for checking…checking up on me.”
The nervousness of him brings a smile to her face, not that he notices it, with his back turned around and practically hunching over to spit out apologies to Mr. Kim.
He’s weird. So weird. But the nicest kind of that word.
###
Her mind roams in places he would have never thought could be possible—not thirsty for the truth, but for reality. The worst kind; the one that people turn their eyes to just in fear of what could be their inherent doom. While Wonwoo pretends not to know a thing, and that Changkyun is innocent, he reunites with her in his apartment almost every day. Looking for clues, investigating the latest resources about health and ambience. They’re doing something, according to her. He’s protecting her, according to him.
Diane would roll her eyes at this moment and tell him that his superhero name is ‘Loverboy’ because apparently, to her, he’s just had this flammant crush thing since high school and not to say he’s denying it, but he’s also not confirming it. Last relationship he had was long-term, finished a little over a year ago, and while it would be delightful…he’s not sure if he’s ready to give that step quite yet.
Loverboy is not going to be his superhero name, but he may consider the crush connotation as he enters the kitchen with Diane by his side. The journalist let her head rest on his old coffee table, with her hands extended under the bent head, promising neck pain for the night. Her legs bend under her thighs, her work attire a little unkempt, lips parted in tiredness. She had been doing so much research, while he pretended innocence on not knowing a thing.
Just for the sake of keeping her safe.
“I want her for you.” Diane says, moving her braid over her shoulder to look him in the eyes. Almost his height, with golden skin and thickly brimmed glasses, it’s no wonder they met when they were kids and keep on being friends. “Honestly, Woo. If you’re not doing something, I’ll do it for you.”
He leans his weight against the doorframe that connects the kitchen and the living room, sipping on the warm chocolate he had prepared. With marshmallows, not to forget. “I don’t know if I’m ready.” He confesses, only to have Diane scoffing.
“Running away from love won’t do you any great, either.”
“Have you ever had a…a dream you’re too afraid of talking about, Di?” He asks, only to have his brown-haired best friend shaking her head.
“Or, well, relatively, yes.” Diane admits, shrugging her shoulders. “Kinky ones, but that’s not what you’re hinting at.”
“Why didn’t life make me a villain just so I could kill you?”
“Harsh. You love me, you can’t. So, what’s this dream?”
Wonwoo licks his lips, battling a smile as he inspects her features. For once, there is not a frown in between her eyebrows. “Her.” He confesses, as low as ever, with a glint in his eyes that he doesn’t realize. He never could. “…And if something happened to her, I would want it to be perfect. Not like this. Not when she’s on the run and I’m…I’m figuring the whole superhero thing out.”
“You’re losing your time, Woo.” Diane mumbles. “What if she dies today?”
Harshness tightens around his jaw. “That won’t happen.”
“Who are you to know?”
“I’ll protect her.”
Swinging her hips, Diane chuckles as she moves to her room. “Then, prove it.”
Soft steps near him to the woman on his coffee table, in no way perfect, but herself. So powerful, rigged, beautiful that he finds his breath stolen when his hand goes forward and caresses the bridge of her nose, up to her forehead only to move away the hairs that had fallen on said skin. That must tickle her, stirring awake some of her senses when she scrunches up her nose, Wonwoo’s name calling her out softly.
“Hey…” He mumbles, patting his fingertips to the warmth of her neck. “You’ll get a strain. Wake up.”
Like flowers opening up in spring, her eyes flutter awake. Irises connecting to his own, inspecting him for the briefest of seconds before patting around her mouth, as if afraid of salivating. Wonwoo can’t help but grin at this. “What time is it?” She asks.
“One fifteen.” He replies, as soft as ever. “I have some hot choco, but I think I’ll have to lend you my bed instead.”
Embarrassment seems to creep up on her and before he could apologize for the—innocent, yet wrongly sounding—implications of his words for two colleagues and friends, she stands up. “Actually, could you take me home? I don’t think I want to catch the train at this time. May be dangerous.”
“Not ‘may’. Will. Definitely.” Wonwoo replies, letting the two cups of chocolate rest on the coffee table she had been taking a place on before grabbing the keys to Diane’s motorcycle. “Di, I’ll use your motorcycle for thirty minutes. I’ll be back!”
“Okay!” He hears her shout from afar, but his gaze is too concentrated on the woman before him. Her professional attire, the dressy pants and elongated jacket, the few bits of makeup left on her face, trying to be erased by sleep. All unapproachable beauty.
“Let’s go?” He asks.
“Only if you let me take a nap on your back.”
He would have never said he’d be the kind to feel this hard. His heart almost plummets a hole in his chest when he’s rapidly driving through the dark streets of an abandoned, sleep-ridden city. The swoosh of air does nothing to ease the heat on his face, the warmth that spreads through him as her arms hook around his waist, snugly keeping her chest pressed to his back. Her cheek molds into his shoulder-blades, somehow fitting him as if made for him.
As if made for each other.
The stars do nothing to conceal the illusion behind his eyes. If things were different, or if she had not tried to snoop through matters more powerful than her will, he would have tried it out. Yet, he’s only proved right when he’s midway through the trip down to her apartment complex, when he hears gunshots passing by the motorcycle, hitting the pavement and continuing on with the roaring of an engine.
Only when he feels the lights casted on them does he know the bullets aim her way.
“W—What’s going on?!” She awakens quickly, scrunching her body behind him, trying to keep herself safe as little squeals leave her mouth. “Wonwoo, they’re following us!”
“I know. They’re looking for you.” And for him, perhaps. Not him, but his superhero persona. Not that whoever is following him knows that. His eyes concentrate around the street, picking up his speed until he sees a small street down the left. Darkened, forgotten, with no street-lights turned on.
“What are you going to do?”
“Just trust me.” He pivots the motorcycle into the street, not daring turning it off when his hand wraps around her waist and cages her to his side. “I need you to trust me, okay? And not scream. Hold onto me and let me do the job.”
“Wonwoo—” She presses her lips together when he lifts her up. Her legs immediately hook around his waist, but he has no time to think about the connection, voices mingling behind them as the engines roar closer. His hand extends to hold onto the walls of one of the homes, lifting them up with his legs and one hand. “W—What? We’re going to fall.” She whispers, only to have Wonwoo shaking his head.
“We won’t. Just follow my lead.”
He doesn’t know if it was the adrenaline that had him doing this without a suit, and definitely with someone at his hip, but his calves don’t burn by the time he reaches the rooftop, strengthening his hold around her and rushing down the rest of the roofs, long legs jumping easily and stealing one or two curses from her
“How…how can you do this?”
“I’ve been doing it for a while.” Wonwoo says over the wind, looking over his shoulder and seeing that the car lights are a bit far away. “Remember when I accidentally threw an entire bookshelf to the ground? Well, discovered my powers then.”
“Powers?” She questions. If he’s not mistaken, they’re not too far away from her home. He just has to check the rooftops a little too closely. “Uh, no. I’m not—Wonwoo, you don’t expect me to believe that, do you?”
“Then, scientifically explain why I climbed to a rooftop with one hand and your weight on me and why we’re going faster than a goddamned car.”
She pauses at that moment, his eyes connecting to hers to notice that she has her arms wrapped around his neck. Well, at least she’s trusting him. “I can’t.”
“I can’t, either. But it’s what I have and I have decided to use it for good.”
“You’re…you’re that guy in a black superhero suit that goes around town?”
“Keeping it protected since three years ago.” Wonwoo replies, unhooking his hold around her when he reaches her home. Or, the roof, really. He sits her down at that moment, relishing on the freedom of not having to control his heart. He crosses his arms across his chest, as if shielding himself. “…And I need to keep you safe now.”
“They were looking for me?” She asks, only to have Wonwoo humming.
He turns around to look at the night sky. “You investigated something important, that’s just it. Secretive and important. Jinyoung, the senator’s sister, is behind a lot of these things and…even the senator, who knows? I’m sure politicians don’t care about this. Changkyun just works for them, and he sent the article Aeri had written over to them. They wanted the proof to be destroyed, so they went after you two. Aeri died, you didn’t.” Too much information, even for him, he closes his eyes tightly. If things could only be different.
“…They’re…They can’t do that.”
“But they will.” Wonwoo sharply replies, turning around. “This city is corrupt, and I can’t wait here and see how they get you. I thought I could protect you, keep you away from this—”
Her face tightens, standing up to be face to face with him. “I can protect myself, Wonwoo.”
“Not from people like this. Not from groups of people who can easily access your information. You can’t trust anybody, as simple as that.” He recognizes, running his fingers through his messy hair before sighing. “I think you should leave. I—We can pretend your death or something. We just….we just need to get you away before they kill you. I wouldn’t forgive myself if that happened.”
“And what about my life?” She wonders out loud. “What about my dreams, my truth, what I aspired to be? Does it go down the drain?”
Fiddling his fingertips, he shakes his head. “I wish it could be different.” He admits. “I wish I could…I could just give you the world you always desired for yourself, but I am trying to change this. Little by little, until this city goes back to what it was supposed to be.”
Her eyes inspect all over his features, as if insulting him or scrutinizing him. The night fits her beautifully, even in her dilemma, before she closes her eyes and breathes out her nose. “I’ll leave. But only because there’s just one person I’d trust to better this place…” She stops. “And that’s you. You…apparent superhero. God, you really need to get a doctor’s appointment. I’m sure there is something wrong cell-wise.”
Wonwoo chuckles at that, moving forwards without much of a thought, wrapping his arms around her and cradling her to his neck. “I’ll get it checked.” He replies, only to breathe in her scent with closed eyes. “Thank you. For everything.”
If only things were different, maybe, they could have been each other’s.
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When she dreamed of her resignation letter for The Noir Secret, she always imagined it would be thanks to a better job.
Bitterness overcomes her when she leans back in her office chair, well, at least her apartment’s office, every letter written mixing in her vision when she picks up the piece of paper and puts it up to her eyes. She has to fax it before they actually fire her for not going—hence, she said she was sick, but still—. Yet, it feels insufficient, as if she needs something else to calm down her senses and think that she went with a bang.
Maybe, an article.
Her typewriter should be changed for a computer soon enough, but her eyes drown in feelings by the time she runs her fingertips on top of the keys. If only things were different, maybe, she wouldn’t have to run away. Yet, that’s why words exist, why her fingers move with certainty, trying to plaster the biggest news in the city into paper, as if to answer her questions or ease her nerves.
Or because she wants to prove to herself that there is more in her life than what she’s letting go of.
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Goodbyes should never be like this. At midnight, with his office clothes, as if ready to go to work once this is over. But with her, would it ever be over?
The buzzing of people is distant as they talk about life. Their memories together, the ones that could have been, the ones that they lived separately. Wonwoo relishes on the faint closeness, in the way she holds onto the sweater he gave her, and how she doesn’t put it on even when she’s shivering, instead hugging it to her chest. For the first time, he sees a tremor to her eyes, an air of insecurity, that only eases itself the more he talks about them, about his powers, about what could have been.
The world is a connection of all the bad with the good. These past few years, the bad has outshined the good, but he needs to balance it out. For that, he needs time, and time will heal all wounds for when they meet again.
At least, that’s what he convinces himself of thinking when he hears her flight being called for. Wonwoo stands up just at the same time she does, hands interlocked in front of his body while he studies her expression. Relaxation doesn’t overtake her, but there is some kind of peace within her. Something of the like of being given one more day to live.
It shouldn’t have been like this for her.
“Promise you’ll call me?” Wonwoo asks, a thread of hope following after him and connecting the two of them.
“Of course.” She nods, a scoff coming soon after. “Who else would I be talking to?”
“Maybe, some new friends?”
“None of them are quite as super as you.” She jokes around, a tight-lipped smile taking over her features when she moves one step forward. “None of them will ever be you, Jeon Wonwoo.”
He doesn’t know what to say, but maybe words weren’t needed, because they would have ruined what comes next. Soft and tender are her lips against him, not quite like a goodbye, but with a promise of seeing each other again in some time sooner than later. Her hand holds onto his interlocked ones, easing his nerves when she pulls away, eyes dizzied, twinkling in lights of dreams.
“Read my latest article.” She tells him, giving a few steps back just as he questions her.
“Why?!”
“Just do!” Chuckles leave her lips by the time she goes away, and Wonwoo has to put a hand to his chest to calm it down.
Since when had he felt this way?
Luckily for him, they sold the newspaper outside the airport, money practically slipping from his fingertips with the need of knowing what was on the front page. Thus, his eyes widen when he sees a picture of his silhouette on top of one of the rooftops in the city, with his suit on and his chin perched up. An entire front page just for his persona, reading.
PENUMBRA: Who is ‘Penumbra’, the getaway man that has been protecting our abandoned city?
Huh, so that’s his superhero name now, isn’t it?
He’s not angry about it.
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