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#WHY IS THIS CONCERT WILD
kth1 · 2 years
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IM GONNA NEED A MINUTE JDKSALDJKASLJDSIAO
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pendraegon · 10 months
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why is pete wentz important to me?? like him, i was a non white kid who grew up in a very white neighborhood in the chicagoland area and it was exhausting and isolating and so so so lonely it could make your teeth hurt. like him, i’m bipolar and no one has ever quite gotten close to describing what my highs and lows are like, but he’s the only one who has gotten close. (do you know what it's like being so so so manic and you know you're not okay and everything rushes around you and you feel like you're on top of the world but you know it's all a lie? an illusion? do you know what it feels like to plummet down so so so so deep and dark and there's nothing but you and that gaping ache inside of you, reminding you just how hollow and fake you are?) like him, i grew up enthralled and obsessed with rock, punk, the hardcore scene of chicago, and there was nothing and no one there for people like me and people who looked like me in a place and sound that i loved more than anything on earth. i saw him reflected in me and in the most non creepy parasocial way possible, he has been one of the most incredible influences of my life. maybe even one of the possible sunshines of my lifetime for all he is still a stranger to me, and i to him.
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im2tired4usernames · 1 month
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My parents should be fuckin ashamed
#you borrow 80 bucks then can only find me 21 back then i put that 21 into good for your kids then spend the rest of my paycheck getting#diapers pull ups medicine more food for kids and then i fill up the 15 passenger van and then when dad asks why i don't have money to eat#on my lunchbreaks at work like I'm some over spending wild irresponsible bitch when he's the one going to concerts and paying for fancy dat#s and jewelry for his gf and buying groceries for her but you know it's fine#take all my time and energy#so that i literally am a zombie and fall asleep on the very very very limited free time i get#(after doin extra chores to earn said free time)#wo that i fall asleep half way in which isn't fair to my partner and isn't fair to me#take all my income so i cant afford anything#take all my time#take all my energy#YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED YOU GROOMED ME AND MESHED THE FAMILY'S ENTIRE LIFE STYLE FOR ME TO BE LIKE THIS#I CANT MAKE HEALTHY FRIENDSHIPS BECAUSE I JUST CAN NOT FUNCTION IF I'M NOT GIVING EVERYTHING TO SOMEONE#IT SUCKS I HATE IT#THEY'LL NEVER ADMIT THEY FUCKED ME OVER#EVER#THEY'LL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO FIX IT OR CHANGE#AND I HAVE NO HOPE FOR ANY CHANGES#MY LITTLE SIBLINGS SEE WHAT I DO FOR THEM AND THEY HUG ME AND TELL ME HOW MUCH THEY LIVE ME#'thank you so much for taking care of us' that tell me all the time 'you do so much for us'#it breaks my heart i wish i could give them the world i love them so much they deserve so much better#my mom lost her chance to be decent my dad better learn soon otherwise all his kids minus his favorite will hate him#i love ny parents#and i know they live me and my siblings#but they groomed me into the most miserable personification of elder daughter syndrome and they should be ashamed for what they've done#and be ashamed that they sucked so bad that they're own child had to step up
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carcarrot · 1 year
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you know what. i just might do it
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tennessoui · 2 years
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wait kit did you see mcr on mikey’s birthday??
i did 🤭 gerard way had us all sing him happy birthday; i was honestly sorta touched when mikey took out his ear pieces so he could hear us, it just felt like a 'i can't imagine what he's feeling, listening to a stadium of people say thank you for his existence' sort of moment
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jentlemahae · 8 months
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pepprs · 2 years
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mutuals i do not use the word feral lightly but i am going to fly into a feral rage over the smallest thing that is not actually a big deal except it is. i am going to start attacking
#cosmo wanda i hope all alexa devicrs simultaneously malfunction.#purrs#like. good fucking god. i want a saturday to myselffff lol and i know im being an ingrate bitch but i really really really do not want to go#to the last e**** j*** concert and i really really really do not want the radio blaring for hours when im exhausted and i really really#really do not want to have more to do this rosh hashanah weekend than i already am going to be forced to do because i live here. lol.#mutuals i am not kidding you. i am INCHES away from snapping. i am INCHES away from running away and eating any candy / junk food / whatever#in sight like even dairy and meat and whatever and going into clubs and making out with random people and dying my hair wild colors and#putting my body and health at risk out of spite and years of stifling my desires to like. eat food that tastes insanely good and experience#love and freedom in high concentrations etc etc. like im insane and i could never do that and i know if the wrong person sees this post i#will be exiled but like….. god. why is this my life right now. i do not want noise. i want to choose what noise i hear when i come home from#work and how much. i want to choose when i come home from work. i want to choose what i put in my body what i do with my body what i do to m#my body. i want to choose what my room(s) look(s) like. and i want to stop being made to feel ashamed and embarrassed and wretched for#existing when and how and as i do. i want to get all the love i deserved and still do desrrve and i want to never look back.#delete later#food#ask to tag
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slutabed · 2 years
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there were ghosts in the eyes of all the boys you sent away
they haunt this dusty beach road in the skeleton frames of burned-out chevrolets
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southerngothicaf · 1 year
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Ohh no.
#ignore#clownery ahead#i may be fucked. this concert and this whole trip has like solidified my feelings for my best friend.#like before they were like there and i knew and it was def growing bc of living together and stuff#but i was getting on top of it and being careful and smart about it. ive done it before and everything#but man this whole thing. the way we've interacted#its a level of comfortability we havent really done before.#idfk why maybe bc of like natural progression of friendship idk#i wrapped my arm around her shoulder more today than i probably have in my whole life#we were so touchy at the concert bc yknow we're having fun dancing and singing and stuff. sitting close to each other#but the way my insides go crazy at every touch. whether its her touching my arm with the back of her hand to get my attention and resting#it there for a moment. or the hug we had after the concert that was so fucking strong bc we were both emotional.#i go wild inside im like a fool. all butterflies and warmth and that shit#thats not good to feel about my best friend and roommate 😐 and i know and i gotta work on it and find some solution.#but bro if we keep being this touchy. like if this is just how our friendship is now.#it will be the best and worst thing to happen. because it feels amazing but it will never progress further and god do i want it to#and i gotta stop being jealous abt every dumb guy. its bc of insecurity and i know it. i instantly compare myself in the most painful way#every time she talks abt her crush it hurts so much and i gotta stop myself from thinking those thoughts or lamenting that she will never#talk that way about me or feel that way about me#fuck this is gonna be a rough one#but i am still choosing to not let that tarnish the amazing time i had seeing taylor swift. she was the first artist i ever wanted to see#in concert bc she was like the first artist i ever became a fan of as a lil 6 year old#and i finally got to see her and it was incredible and i wish it had never ended#(and it wouldnt have been as amazing as it was if she hadnt come with me)
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icewitcher · 2 years
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NEW BLACK CLOVER CHAPTER:
life is not daijoubou anymore.
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oihanaya · 2 years
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Julien Baker at the wild hearts tour
nyc summerstage
2022.08.20
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orbitbyler · 2 years
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good morning louis tomlinson finally officially announced his album and i’m going absolutely feral i’m shaking fr my heart is beating out of my chest am i okay no i’m about to spend so much money fr LOOK AT THIS. the aesthetic is delicious everything is so………………….. MWAH i want to eat it🧍
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antmimicry · 7 months
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really funny how some people expect you to believe that they give a single shit about disabled people when they cannot even be bothered to wear a mask lol
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ayoyoungg · 8 months
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I finally met JO1 😭😭😭
8.20.23
#a late kcon la 2023 day 3 post#and I got noticed by Junki!! 😭😭💕#he read my sign at the Welcome to LA panel (and then I think he kept looking back for it but I didn’t wanna block ppl’s view)#oh my god they’re so handsome irl#and Junki looked WAYYYY too good#it’s that damn green shirt from radiovision#ppl around us kept asking for his name#junki & takumi were really popular to ppl getting to know the group#Shosei also looked REALLY good like I swear we got Shaun instead of Shosei#and then Takumi was so funny lol I wasn’t expecting him to act that way#I went to the Welcome to LA panel and the M&G and honestly the panel was wayyyy better imo#it was so fun although tell me why Kcon had them eating McDonalds lmao like I get they’re a sponsor but McDs is everywhere#shoutout to homegirl Annie at the M&G for requesting Junki to sing Born to be Wild#the hitouch turned into a hiwave but I had great interactions#Ren ended up being my surprise favorite interaction because he gave me a thumbs for my sign before doing other cute motions/poses#I got my cheek heart w/ Sho 😊 homeboy was blowing everyone kisses but I thought that was a bit much for me#junki recognized my sign from the panel & did a ‘you & me’ gesture (so cute) (it relates to the message)#I got to do the ‘see you’ dab w/ sukai and he had such a naughty smile hahahaha#and then I got a really cute peace wave from shosei#honestly the sound for like all the groups at the concert was kinda bad - except for those that had hand mics#I think ear plugs are just a must at staples center#I would really love to see jo1 again - it’s a shame my upcoming trip doesn’t line up w/ their tour dates#🤞🏾 really hoping that they extend the Asia tour to a world tour (I mean it’s in their slogan)#did I mention how cute junki is? it’s so weird stanning a popular member#I felt kinda bad at the M&G cuz it was so junki-centered#jt#just thoughts
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decided to look up the setlist for my first bas gig and i- 🥲
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