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Lately I’ve been thinking about how there’s absolutely nothing special about me.

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Theory: the little kid was actually Maui

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Lighter

I feel... so much lighter... after writing on here. And only twice so far... I know that no one will probably read these but that’s OK because... they’re really for me... and... I’m glad. I’m actually happy. I can say what I want about what’s going on and I don’t have to worry about anyone I know knowing what I feel... I don’t have to feel embarrassed. I’m happy

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Prince Eric

So it’s 11:30 in the morning and I’ve procrastinated AP Lit for too many days now because of the crazy cold weather and snow days we’ve had... and I have a 5 paragraph essay to write on Medea ....BIG OOF. And I also have to read 50 pages of Dorian Gray and analyze them...whoops... oh well ☺️ I’m on here instead... so back to my life... well let’s see I broke up with prince Eric last Monday on MLK day and it was ROUGH... lemme tell yah I felt like such a shitty person like WOW.... to put it into context last friday I broke down and cried to my AP Lit teacher for a half hour after school(yikes)... anywho he was in love with me but it wasn’t just love it was, (for all you AP Lit students out there) it was... passion. That word that nearly ugly word that the common person may think is fine and dandy but it’s toxic it’s... diseased. He was obsessed and that’s what I have to keep telling myself to make it ok so that’s pretty much the end of Prince Eric, I know you all want to hear about Prince Lucas...he’s just... wow... Prince Eric was exactly my height I couldn’t wear heels with him and he was super skinny and even had a little bit of abs but he was so skinny I couldn’t cuddle... Prince Lucas is tall hes got perfect wavy blonde hair that I just want to run my finger through when I fuck him... ok back to Pg oof... he’s HOT... and HES SINGLE!!! Here’s a thing we actually talked at one point... it was spring break sophomore year and he got sexual and I was scared and not ready for that and damn I wish I would’ve been... also like sophomore year I wasn’t even cute like I had a bad hair cut like BAD and I was a mess lol rip... but he liked me!!! So that definitely made it a surprise when the actually (homecoming)QUEEN of our school told me we should DATE. Like woah... so I’m over here trying to figure out if this mans might like me... here’s another thing he’s currently borrowing Zelda(Breath of the Wild) from me... which I have to him while Prince Eric and I were still dating... whoops... so I have an in, I have a way to talk to him! So there’s that also we have AP lit together so I’ll have him all year round too... so he’s super Christian... like SUPER... like he hasn’t had sex yet pretty sure he won’t till marriage... but I’m pretty sure he’s done everything up to full on penetration... but will he look at me differently if he knew I had sex with Prince Eric? Idekkkkkk bro... so anyways I’m gushing over this mans BAD... and you know what... it’s actually nice to have a full on crush because I don’t get them very often...

#life #love #breakup #teenager #emotions #horomones #ugh #tea #teen #story #storytelling #myself #mess #me #wow #girl #princess #rosalina

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It be me... the real star lord floating thru the sky

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Prince Eric

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So here we go... this is just going to be me. And my emotions. I’m laying her now next to my beautiful sister. She’s been the Patrick to my spongebob since I was born. And I love her but she’s also a shit sometimes... as siblings would... but I still love her anyways... as siblings should. Hehehe guess what I’m still high.......... if your reading this-hopefully your reading this first before my next posts because this this is wear you’ll want to start... at the beginning, with just me. I love this font. I just recently broke up with... we’ll call him Eric. Prince Eric... he was... at first: as all guys seem to me... but it just got scary and we said I love you too fast and...it just... dint work. As did and have a few other relationships... let’s get real life real quick for a sec... I’m SEVENTEEN. Let that sink in... meaning I’m young and don’t know what love is or what it supposed to be or even how to be in a sexual relationship... Eric. Eric was my first... I’m glad he was.... it was crazy that night... it was homecoming well actually it was supposed to be but he was too nervous condom fell off because he didn’t know how to put it on yada yada yada so the day after but still homecoming. Just. Like. The. Movies. You know I wanted to. I wanted to just get it over with. To just do it all at once . It was good. The sex. As far as I know I guess because that’s the only sex I’ve had ig? But he was small... I think but again never had a comparison... and relationship just went downhill after and got I scared to have sex again bc I didn’t want to be unsatisfying or be unsatisfied and have the relationship fail.... but either way it was over. He was so just so...weak.. like a baby that I had to protect and I didn’t want that I couldn’t deal with that.... i loved him .. I love him... but I can’t be IN love with him...do you understand? Anyways huge deal in school he was a rich boy lots of friends and wait... actually it’s only him ehhh “Jerome” who would not like me... because he’s Eric’s best friend... I guess that’s ok now... wow ok so new feelings actually feelings I have been harboring and acknowledged and actually led to the break with Eric anywho... Prince Lucas... WOW he’s so HAWT... heheh just like wow he’s so funny too and he’s rough and tough and a football star but not really rough and touogh.... He’s a huge nerd and super cute he’s in band and matching band and he’s obsessed with video games like Zelda not just Call Of Duty... and there was this one girl who told me out of the blue no conversation starter... hey... you and Lucas should ✨date✨.... woah... wait a minute... where’d you think of that... did he say something?