10. RESILIENCE
CHAPTER TEN OF ANIMALIC | MIGUEL O'HARA X F!READER
↼ chapter nine / chapter eleven ⇀
summary: miguel gives you something to work for
explicit (18+) | 5.1k words
warnings: enemies (with benefits) to lovers, SMUT, fingering, praise kinks, edging, miguel is a tease, training arcs, using sex as encouragement, strict mentor miguel, angst, blood and injury
notes: this is just five thousand words of banter and filth. am i sorry?
You’ve never been one to reminisce.
Nostalgia, déjà vu – to pull a sweet memory often feels like trying to fish a lightbulb out from the traps of your jaw. Impossible, not unless the glass shatters to cut your gums and you’re left with the bitter aftertaste of tungsten. There’s a barrier preventing it, somewhere in your mind, built to divide your life into two clean segments. Before and after.
The woman you were before the incident at Alchemax had plenty to look forward to. She spent her time shooting way beyond her ground to ever consider slowing down, lured by aspirations far more tempting than the comfortable life she led. Had she stopped to smell the flowers, to appreciate the way lavender lotion felt on her skin or the past not yet marked with blood, you believe things could have gone differently. That too is hard to consider.
The girl you are now is ripe with rot, softening in the places touched by radiation, crystallising in others. To bring anything – a voice, a face, any memory – back from your previous life would mean spoiling it, so you keep it all banked behind that wall. And of course, from the year past, there’s hardly anything new to recall with a smile.
Had you been anyone else, you suppose this could’ve been one of those rare times.
Because the gym is unchanged, exactly as you left it. Realistically, it’s only been a week, and to expect any major upheaval would be counting on a tragedy like the one that befell your Earth. Yet–
Somehow, you believed that coming back could paint it in a new light. Like the ground would collapse where you took him, and the mirrors would crack, all to expose an element you’d failed to consider. One to help you take comfort in the fact, despite your reckless tryst, you’re still here. Returned – which means that all your worst worries were needless, and that this is just a gym, and you are just a person. Perhaps, if you were to pace around that gaping realisation, then your anxiety would give away to thrill.
Would’ve. Could’ve.
It still looks like the roots of your most recent mistake, though. Your tummy knots with it, tangled in that dermal tissue. You’re overcome with the urge to run, in an almost exact mirror of the last you were here. The air brims with promise; not the well-heeled kind, but a twisted sort that makes it hard to breathe. You’re afraid that, whatever happens today, things will only get more complicated. You won’t handle it well if it does.
You’ve never been one to reminisce. This morning, it is all you can do.
When eventually it gets too much to bear, you search for something else while you wait. You’d come early, right out of your third shower of the weekend, to counter the warning he’d given you.
(‘Don’t be late.’)
Shivering, you zip your jacket before arranging your things on the entryway bench. You avoid your reflection on the mirror-lined wall, turning to face the machinery instead. They aren’t conventional, you notice – though a shelf holds an array of dumbbells, they run up to twice the average weights found elsewhere. There’s a frame resembling a medieval torture device; two hand pull mechanisms on either side, both of which are attached to a tower of barbells. To try pulling both up simultaneously would rip an unenhanced human apart, you think. It certainly would come close in doing so to you.
Of the bunch, your least favourite has to be the leg press sent from hell. That’s what you assume it is, at least. In truth, you can’t exactly tell. With a plate large enough to cover your entire lower half, wedged underneath approximately forty thick slabs of solid steel, the pressure alone would be enough to crush you.
You remain firmly within the confines of the hand-to-hand combat mat. Safe, if not somewhat weird for your foul misuse of it in the past.
But your unease is heavy enough to diffuse into your fingertips now. Your knuckles shake with it, and you must do something lest you start clawing away at your palms.
Stretching, maybe.
Yeah. Stretching would be good.
You start with what you know. The familiarity is agreeable enough to lose yourself to it. Five minutes pass; you’re bent into a low lunge. Ten, and you’re forcing your knees to touch the floor in a butterfly spread. Fifteen is when your tendons start to tremble with a warm ache, when you finally feel loose enough to relent and take a quick rest.
It turns out to be fortunate timing. The door swings upon not a moment later, the atmosphere sinking to accommodate the gravity of his presence. You catch his shadow from the top of your peripheral, hanging upside down as it appears from your point of view – laying on your back with your head slightly tipped.
You can’t see his face, and therefore have nothing to occupy yourself with. In its absence, you’re forced to consider the uncomfortable parallel your position draws forth. The only thing missing are his thick thighs, straddling your chest with subdued strength.
Swallowing, you flip around to settle on your stomach, propping yourself up on your elbows to take a good look at him. Last night, eyes hot and cloudy with tears, you refused to do yourself the favour in fear that his allure would only exacerbate things. You begin to understand the sentiment when your gaze locks to his.
“Morning.”
“You’re late,” You attempt to joke, grimacing at the awkward timing. The beam on which your relationship stands is precarious, possibly even more so than when you’d been plain-cut enemies. Everything is painted in grey, and it’s near impossible to discern where one boundary branches and the other ends. The confidence with which you once divulged in your humour is lost within the midst – your best bet is to cling to whatever instinct feels right.
Miguel nods, eyebrows raising in tandem to his languid shrug. There’s an almost playful beat to the way he walks, lined perfectly with the perimeter of the mat. You take note of his chosen apparel – his spider suit, perfectly complete save for the mask. A swell akin to disappointment rises within you.
“That expectation is solely reserved for you, fortunately.”
“I see. I suppose heroes have much better things to do, then.”
“Fate of the multiverse,” He waves his wrist, like the barb is easily dismissed. With what you’ve gathered about the man, you’re aware that’s far from the truth. “I still have things to tend to, beyond your containment.”
“Could’ve fooled me.” With the way he’s pursued you – relentless, a panther trapped in a box with an immaterial mouse as its meal – you’d have thought he’d delegated all other responsibilities to his trusted teammates in order to make time for it all. “Coming back from a mission?”
He traipses closer, blinking slowly in the affirmative. Unconsciously, you wiggle away.
“Successful, I take it?” You prod. “That an oddity for you, O’Hara?”
“The opposite.” He mutters, assessing your resting stance with mild intrigue. Your neck throbs with the angle it takes to peer up at him, again prompting a reminder of your last combat session. To quell it, you shift to sit on your knees.
Then, you imagine how your adjustment must look. Worse, likely. Wanton.
(Caveats seem to exist in abundance with him. There is always a but to your actions, a perspective to consider lest you want another misunderstanding.)
“My case being the exception?”
“As it continues to be.”
“I’m here though,”
“You are.” He pauses, inflection softening, as though the argument were fresh news. You half anticipate praise – a recognition of the effort it took for you to return. You’d spent your sleep after coming down that rooftop in a half-conscious state, reaching beyond your feverish dreams to grasp at whatever motivation you had left. You find, the longer he goes without mentioning it, the greater it begins to wane. Like a dying star, sputtering the last dregs of its fuel.
“Early too, I should mention.” You simper. For most intended purposes, it’s a crack at him, a push for the levity today so desperately needs. Yet another, lower part of you already mouths the response you wish to hear.
Good job.
He doesn’t give it to you. “Which brings me to the topic today’s lesson,”
“As a precaution, I should tell you that any of the equipment will likely kill me.” You disclose, if only to brush off the disillusionment, pointing in particular to the leg press.
“We’re not just there yet.”
“Then…”
“You want to know why you failed to pin me down when I asked you to?” He crouches, levelling to a degree closer to your eye-line. Still taller, you note. You steel yourself against shrinking back.
“Because you threw me off.”
“No.” His jaw ticks. “If you had kept with your attack, then you would’ve managed.”
You haven’t given yourself the opportunity to consider the reality of your clumsy attempt. The conversation lulls to make room for your contemplation. You’d thrown yourself onto him – like a glorified backpack – and were too wrapped up in your own panic that you hadn’t noticed his. With hindsight, though, it’s clear as day. He’s right, you could’ve managed. “But I faltered.”
“Exactly.” He echoes. “You didn’t stand your ground, which gave me the opening.”
It occurs to you that he doesn’t know the scope of your supposed error. It had really been the effect of his borderline aphrodisiacal cologne, potent and a dangerous addition to the vertigo that came with being jostled around. You consider pointing it out, a desperate last bid to disprove the very true argument he’s making, until he interrupts:
“Face down, forearms and toes on the floor.”
Your heart clenches with a febrile panic, blood piping hot through your veins at the same rate that your brain detangles the command behind his words. Either you’re debauched beyond reason, or it registers as filthy because he meant it to be. And where you’d usually rely on context, the murky limits of your relationship makes it hard to comprehend. You wipe your sweaty palms on your pants and decide that the former is the more plausible option.
(Or you can’t admit to yourself how badly you want the latter to be true.)
Either way, you do as Miguel says.
Once across the ground again, you’re able to better process the direction he’s taking you in. A plank: he’s asking you to do a plank. Ironically, you dread it more than you would’ve done the alternative.
You keep your pelvis to the mat, not yet exercising your core strength. He carries on.
“You lack resilience. Not only are you unable to withstand struggle, you don’t think to recover when you eventually fall.” The barbed observations hurt, striking you where you’re tender. It’s the part of you that’s always dissected everything he does into small, digestible pieces, but has failed to realise that he might’ve been doing the same in turn. “The first mark of a hero is their resilience. For you, that means pitting what you want to do against what you need to do.”
Another strike. You’d poked fun at his philosophical approach before, but it’s starting to make sense. Perhaps that fact alone should scare you.
Perhaps it does.
(What you want versus what you need.
Is that what you owe the world, then? Self-sacrifice – some bloody atonement – like you haven’t already bitten tooth and nail in guilt?)
“So, you’re going to make me plank?” You snap.
“I’m going to make you hold a plank. I won’t define a duration; you’ll just have to keep on until I tell you to stop.”
“O’Hara, not to question the metaphor you’ve got going on, but what could I possibly want from that?”
“I’ve only witnessed you work hard for one thing.” He explains. It takes on a different tone than the one he’s been using thus far, though. Gentler, well-versed in the ways of a veterinary placating a feral cat. He’s treading lightly, you can tell that much, but for what you’re not sure. Because you’re close to walking out again, or because he’s about to broach unmarked territory. Whatever it is, it reads as condescending. Your muscles start to tense, like a taut elastic ready to snap, and your critique sharpens for what he’ll suggest next. “I won’t assume, and with what it can do as a form of encouragement, it’s important that you agree.”
“Spit it out.”
He doesn’t know you; you tell yourself. You’ve given him a lot of your worst, and maybe he can decipher a few truths from that, but he does not know you. You repeat the mantra over and over like a soothing balm, attempting to tamp your frantic confusion at this whole ordeal.
“I’ll touch you. Return the favour, goad you along – but only for as long as you’re able to hold it. Drop, and I’ll stop. Pick yourself back up, I’ll continue.”
Oh.
Oh.
“When I feel as though you’ve met today’s goal, you can cum.”
And then he goes quiet. Deathly still, pouring his scrutiny into your wide eyes like he can read every thought that fires within you. But he wouldn’t be, because there are none. You don’t think. Can’t. It’s absolutely the last thing you could’ve predicted, a declaration so far removed from your worst-case-scenario that it sends you reeling beyond your flesh. You’re watching yourself in third person, a voyeur to the blubbering spectacle of Wraith – blanched and warm and entirely empty-headed. It’s unfathomable, disconcerting.
Then, to make matters worse, you laugh.
In a manner completely unbecoming of the seriousness you’d opted to take this whole thing with, you laugh.
A crowing, boisterous sound of relief that crackles through your chest like lightning. You have to heave huge gulps of air in between to be able to respond. “You’re serious,”
A dark eyebrow raises, the corner of his mouth curling with it. He must find it funny too, and for that you’re thankful. The mere notion injects a molten buzz into your gut. “Yes.”
“So… What – you’re insinuating a mentorship… with benefits situation?”
“No.” He shakes his head, like the title is any more ridiculous than the fact. “I’m giving you the option. You can’t trust your encouragement alone, so take it as something to look forward to. Something to work for. With it, you’ll be able to tell when you’re on the right track.”
“You’re going to Pavlov me into becoming a hero.”
He blinks. You meant it as a joke, though he seems to be taking it into account.
“If you don’t-”
“I want to.”
It’s said so quickly that you regret not faking a moment of deliberation. Really, though, there are only three things that occur to you:
Your contrition following last time was solely based on your fear of having overstepped.
The bottomless itch in you demanding some sort of recognition for your efforts remains unaddressed.
And him. It’s such an abstract reason that you can’t exactly name its contribution to your answer. Just that it’s him who’s asking; patchouli infused, broad-shouldered and stubborn Miguel O’Hara. The same man who you’d bet your life on wanting nothing to do with you, whose claw marks still scar the flesh above your wrist, whose venom still undoubtedly lingers in your system – making itself familiar with the chambers of your heart, that which you yourself can’t map. The very same man you can imagine being a father to adoring little children, because despite all the evidence to your feud, he’s also the same man who answered your curiosity about the 2099 space station with patience. Who’d cradled your neck between that rubble and refrains from calling you Wraith since you expressed your distaste for it.
Who felt so heavy on your tongue, pulsing and so fucking thick you wake up some mornings to the phantom feel of it stretching your lips.
Desire begins to gnaw up your bones. Changing your mind now would be the most blatant betrayal of oneself.
(What was it you promised earlier; to cling to whatever instinct feels right?)
“Extend your legs then.” He doesn’t let you dwell on it. “That means hips off the floor.”
You adjust yourself into a proper plank position. Or, less than proper. Miguel takes several issues with it, rising from his crouch.
“Your elbows are too wide apart.” His foot nudges your arm until you bring it parallel to the other, straight beneath your shoulders. “Evenly distribute your weight to your forearms and toes. Everywhere else should be rigid.”
“Like this?” You turn to assess his expression. Already your lungs clench in exhaustion – this isn’t as fun as you thought it’d be.
“Of course not. Stop trying to look at me. Face down, you’ll hurt your neck like that.” The air swooshes and you assume he’s crouched back down, near your middle. A large hand grazes your belly. It tickles. “Contract it.”
You try to, but the slightest movement causes him to come in contact with you again. It’s over your jacket, just the barest of touches, yet it’s enough to make your form go weak. Your legs almost give out.
“Sorry– Just…” You huff a nervous laugh, adjusting yourself the second his warmth pulls away.
“Not just your abdomen, but your glutes too. You should feel like the rope in a game of tug-of-war. Full body tension.” You tune in to every syllable, triggered into every command like a well-rigged machine. “Yeah, that’s it.”
The acknowledgement makes you preen. It must affect your stance too, because he promptly clicks his tongue in disapproval.
“Most importantly, you don’t want this.”
And he finds the small of your back – right where your ass curves upward – to guide you back down, completely straight. His hand doesn’t leave you afterward, either, warm enough that you can make out the contours of it through body heat alone. Somehow, it stirs you even more.
Your groan is so pained that you hope it’s from exhaustion and not pining. “How much longer?”
“Really?” He deadpans.
“I feel like I’m going to collapse.” Your hips dip.
“I haven’t started the timer yet.”
His fingers slide along your pelvis, tracing it around the curve of your waist, down to where you’re sinking. Then, he lifts you back into place – anchored right above your pubic region. His press now is firmer, nudging into your flesh with the pads of his fingertips, and you can’t help the nauseous thrill arising where they do. They brush beneath your baggy top, skimming the precarious edge where your pants’ hem dives to skin.
You feel like the pages of an old book, flipped through an array of different scenes.
The first and most blatant is the discomfort that starts seizing control of you. Miguel insists you haven’t begun, but your unfit body is already suffering from positioning alone. Contracting your muscles proves harder by the moment, fragility skipping along the tissue until you’re convinced of the temptation to just let go. Your feet are unbalanced, and the unforgiving ground does a number on your elbows. The thin sheen of sweat beading across your hairline can only aggravate your suffocation, not cool you down as needed.
What’s harder to focus on – for all its monopoly on your mind – is how intentional his caress is. Every shift of his hand is practised, hovering right around where you need him but never doing anything about it. If he hadn’t admitted his course of action, then you would have tricked yourself into calling it professionalism. But while you can’t see him, his smirk is almost palpable – like humidity that makes a temporary home in your lungs – and you’re confident enough in it that you’re able to name him a tease. He’s teasing you.
The amalgamation of it all sends you into overdrive. You’ve only begun and you’re already yelling.
“The timer!”
“You’re making it worse for yourself, you know.” He says, though moves to fiddle with his watch.
“You’re a little shit, y’know.” But he’s right. Talking amplifies the fatigue.
“I’ll add that to the list. Right next to cocky bastard.”
“Don… Don’t forget sadist–”
“Hm,”
And, as if to emphasise its inapplicability, he cups you.
From behind. Dips his fingers in the space between your thighs, winds them to the front of your groyne, and palms your clothed cunt.
Your skin prickles.
“Fuck!”
Static envelops your arms as they phase right through the floor – momentum stopped only by your chin, which remains corporeal. If it weren’t for your tongue, which slips to wedge itself between your teeth, then you’re sure your jaw would have shattered on impact. Ichor floods your mouth, sharp, like butter melted on a penny. You groan, rolling around to rapidly blink up at the ceiling, purging the stars speckling your vision.
Miguel just looks at you, expectant. His biceps flex when they cross over his chest.
“That was four seconds.”
“Oh, pleath. Thpare me the lecture,” Upon sitting up, you spit the blood out to your empty side. Your limbs have already reverted back to their natural state. “Not that you care, but it still counts as a personal record.”
“Go figure.” He mutters, helping you back into place. He doesn’t have to correct your posture this time. “Back to zero.”
Silence follows the beep of his watch.
Really, it’s more of a mental hush. You force your mind to scour all preoccupations to the backlog, cleansing the forefront of it to steam-pressed sterility. What had caught you off guard was your lacking focus on the physical; if you had been aware of the smallest movements coming from behind, then perhaps his touch wouldn’t have prompted you to phase out. You hadn’t even noticed his gloves retracting into his suit.
Your tongue is still sore with incisor shaped indents, and you vow not to repeat the mistake that caused it.
So, you focus on what’s happening rather than what could. Baby steps, one second after the next, waddling until you find a gait that suits your rhythm. When anything but your abdomen aches, you readjust. Your shoulder joints aren’t supposed to tense like that – you can almost hear him say – so you work on fixing it. If your toes begin to hurt, then clench your calves. Dig your nails into a fist, it helps take away from everything else.
The air conditioning unit hums evenly from all around you. The echoes of other spider-people outside filter in with it. The combat mat has a vinyl surface that zips when you scratch it. The material of his suit smooths tacitly across your jacket. Your breath is as consistent as you allow it to be, stunted when you exhale.
Your sweat is itchy as it dries to your lip. Your ribs pound where they fractured a while ago. Sinew wears down the longer you continue to flex it. He flicks the trim of your leggings, stroking the valley of your spine. Your palms split as your nails plough further into them, marked with crescent-shaped beads of red.
Varicoloured motes float by your nose. Somewhere, hitchhiking on your train of thought, there’s a confusion. No stream of sunlight exists to highlight them. They shouldn’t be here at all.
But then Miguel slips in, ironing over your cotton panties. Your whole body knits together, bracing like a compressed spring. There’s nothing you can do without making him stop, no jump or grand feat that promises release. You can’t even see the finish line, the marker an uncapturable notion, a rainbow moving away at your same speed. So, instead, you revel in how unwavering he is.
His hand strokes over the line of your ass, about to push downward to where you need him most, before deciding against it.
To pinch a cheek.
He… pinches the swell of fat, right where your rear curves to your hamstrings.
It’s rough enough that you’re sure you’ll bruise.
“Nmmgf–” You sulk. “Don… Y– T-tease.”
“Se te olvidó. Squeeze your glutes.”
The sarcastic yes sir dies in your throat. Your face is aflame – from the work out, his ministrations, the revelation that when he reaches your cunt, he’ll be greeted with a humiliating mess. Your thighs are spread apart, yet your underwear still slides over your core, jostled by his intrusion and too slick to provide any real friction.
That is, until he nips the fabric to bunch up between your lips. It stresses over your clit, biting down on the fattening pressure there. Pleasure tremors up your nerves, unsure of its validity under such an unfamiliar sensation. Your subsequent moan is almost miserable in contrast.
“P-Ple… O’H-ra.” To punctuate your plea, you purse your bottom as hard as you can. A physical signal, a question – is this good? Is it not enough? But all that manages to do is worsen your lust. Adding to the fire tenfold, potent as a gallon of petrol. You try to remain steadfast in the face of it all – this calamity, bombs upturning battlefield soil, to keep yourself in the position he’s asked of you.
But fuck if it isn’t punishing.
“Mierda– that’s it.” He curses. You’re at the point where it’s enough praise to urge you along. “You’re soaked.”
You hadn’t noticed his index and middle digits, finally fondling over your hole. Fabric still separates you, bunched tight right over the weeping thing, but as you hold out, he moves it to the side. It snaps away like he’s vocally ordered it to stay that way, his whims laws of physics in their own right, and you use that skewed rationale to supply the basis to your obedience. You couldn’t have done this alone – in no universe, of the hundreds you’ve visited, have you ever thought of it. You’d purchased gym memberships for their showers and walked right past the purpose. In your own world, you’d wasted your limited free time in strangers’ beds.
There’s always been a deficit of purpose in your life. For a brief moment, you’d found it in the stars. Now, with Miguel, you’re granted every ounce you might’ve missed in between, if only to experience what it would be like to unravel by his touch.
And he leads you to it like he’s been trained in your precise anatomy. Blunt fingers implant onto your electric centre – that bundle of nerves overfed by the edging – circling, harsh and rough and fast enough to spike wrecked sobs. Your eyes cloud with desperation, foggy tears budding at your lashes and flowering down your sweat-slicked cheeks. His thumb responds, thrumming along your opening to test its elasticity. Upon deeming you ready, it dives to plug you shut.
It’s delicious. You’re beyond delirious. He’s got a grip on you in every way; spiritually, his philosophy for today echoing as your only tether to reality. Mentally, with his stupid fucking lesson and this god-forsaken plank. Physically, strong arm literally hooked into your cunt and coaxing new slick with every quirk of his fingers.
Which press down with a vengeance now, bearing on a trillion little synapses that flare up, liquifying your guts into a viscous substance, heavy as it sloshes around in you. Everything is screwed in, bolted to the same position he asked for – you don’t dare let go. Not as your heart stutters out of beat, finding the pace he dictates instead, flicking over your clit unhinged. Not when the digit that fingers your clinch twirls in place, searching for the lewd sounds it can create. Or with the following squelch, your lungs flaring – embarrassed – at every consecutive one thereafter.
He’s talking, whispering, goading you along. You can’t hear any of it. Either dirty talk or reprimand, it’s lost amidst your self-doubt.
Because truthfully, you can’t persevere through this much longer. The tunnel continues to unroll before you, the light at the end waning dimmer and dimmer. How wonderfully poetic, you brood; your whole spider-hood spent chasing salvation, navigating through one purgatory to the next, only to lose sight of your little prelude to heaven.
You want this – so much so that the word begins to blur with need, and Miguel’s lesson gains more relevance. You want this so bad that you’d worship every atom, every callus of his, from cuticle to elbow.
(Resilience. Resilience. Resilience.)
What you want and what you need.
Which is which, again?
You can let yourself go now, suffer through a shameful orgasm by collapsing to the floor and holding his wrist still to fuck yourself onto. It isn’t so much about that anymore, though – that pure sexual gratification, the most basic of requirements.
It’s about the thing you’ve been wishing for the whole morning. Approval, the cue that you earned it, filtered through his encouragement alone. Not the physicality that manifests as a screeching voice inside your head, but his own – unadulterated, smoke-charred, the slightest of accents scorching its edges. And whether you like it or not, you can only gain it by enduring this test.
(He walked into this gym with the assumption that you’d want your way, and need his.
Funny, how things turn out. It’s completely the opposite.
Perhaps he does not know you at all.)
But he sees you.
Watches the rigidity of your muscles, how they stiffen further given your newfound resolve. Observes as you smear bloody palms onto your wrists, and sniff back the cries you’ve let rip thus far. Your heels straighten out, ninety degrees to the arch, your head ducking to ensure your torso is as straight as can be. You hardly feel the pain anymore.
And you see him.
Or – the vague shape of his hand, tucked beneath your leggings. It’s dark, shadowed by the overhead fluorescents, but the bump is big enough for you to pinpoint when exactly he makes his decision. It halts, breaks away a smidge, and comes back with a renewed vigour.
“Can I!”
“Go.” He permisses.
(And it’s cataclysmic; both everything and nothing all at once. The bout of deathly quiet before matter meets antimatter, where magnets lose their function and you think you can hear the pitter patter of a pulse, erratic at your wrist. And when the ground rocks, trembling with an explosive magnitude, mass converting entirely to energy. When you roll into a ball of fear–)
You wind impossibly tighter, all but forcing his fingers from you. It’s terrifyingly strong; your orgasm wrecks you not in ripples, but as one metre-high wave, floodgates open to the mat beneath you.
(–and your best to embrace a quick death.)
Miguel aids you down to lay on your back. When he lifts his wrist to check the set stopwatch, his hand glistens with your juices. You're compelled to wipe it off, raptured by humility like he isn’t the one that just fingered you into oblivion.
“Two minutes.” He says. “Good.”
“That… that was only one-twenty seconds?”
“Talk about a personal record.”
You huff. “Shut up.”
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1. MUUNN Tungsten Ice Fishing Jig Kit, Glow Teardrop Ice Fishing Lures Set for Crappie Panfish Walleye, Pack of 21,0.50G - 3.00G
- Brand: MUUNN
- Manufacturer: MUUNN
- Color: Colorful
- Dimensions: Height: 0.7 inches Width: 3.77 inches Length: 5.45 inches Weight: 0.00661386786 Pounds `
The MUUNN Tungsten Ice Fishing Jig Kit is a game-changer for ice anglers seeking a reliable and effective lure set. With a selection of 21 glow teardrop ice fishing lures, this kit is perfect for targeting crappie, panfish, and walleye. Featuring weights ranging from 0.50G to 3.00G, these jigs offer versatility in different fishing conditions. Crafted from high-quality tungsten, they provide optimal durability and longevity. Whether you're a seasoned angler or just getting started, the MUUNN Tungsten Ice Fishing Jig Kit is a must-have addition to your ice fishing arsenal.
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- Boost your fishing success with the MUUNN Tungsten Ice Fishing Jig Kit, featuring a glow teardrop design for enticing crappie, panfish, and walleye.
- With 21 lures included in the pack, ranging from 0.50g to 3.00g in weight, you'll have a versatile selection for various fishing conditions and depths.
- The tungsten material used in these ice fishing jigs offers improved sensitivity, allowing you to feel even the slightest nibbles and increase your chances of a catch.
- The glow feature of these jigs attracts fish in low-light situations, making them perfect for early morning or late evening ice fishing adventures.
- Designed with precision and durability in mind, the MUUNN Tungsten Ice Fishing Jig Kit ensures long-lasting performance, so you can confidently use it season after season.
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The MUUNN Tungsten Ice Fishing Jig Kit is a must-have for any ice fishing enthusiast. With a range of weights from 0.50G to 3.00G, it's perfect for targeting crappie, panfish, and walleye. The glow teardrop lures are incredibly effective in attracting fish in low-light conditions. The pack of 21 jigs ensures that you'll always have the right size and style for any situation. This kit is a game-changer for ice fishing, providing durability and versatility. Get ready for a successful and exciting fishing experience with the MUUNN Tungsten Ice Fishing Jig Kit.
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2. Reaction Tackle Tungsten Ice Jigs - 5mm - Wonder Glow Spots
- Brand: Reaction Tackle
- Manufacturer: Reaction Tackle
- Color: Wonder Glow Spots 6-pcs
Introducing the Reaction Tackle Tungsten Ice Jigs - 5mm - Wonder Glow Spots! These ice jigs are a game-changer for ice fishing enthusiasts. The 5mm size is perfect for attracting a wide range of fish species. The Wonder Glow Spots add an extra level of allure, ensuring that fish can't resist biting. Made with high-quality tungsten, these jigs are durable and long-lasting, giving you confidence in every cast. Upgrade your ice fishing game with Reaction Tackle's Tungsten Ice Jigs!
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- Advantages of Reaction Tackle Tungsten Ice Jigs - 5mm - Wonder Glow Spots:
- Enhanced Visibility: The Wonder Glow Spots on these ice jigs ensure maximum visibility underwater, increasing your chances of attracting bites.
- Premium Quality: Crafted with top-notch tungsten material, these jigs offer unbeatable strength, durability, and excellent sensitivity for detecting even the slightest nibbles.
- Versatile Designs: With a range of attractive color patterns, these jigs are suitable for various fishing conditions, making them a versatile tool in your tackle box.
- Improved Success Rate: The compact size and precise weight distribution of these jigs allow for accurate and long-distance casting, leading to a higher likelihood of hooking fish.
- Long-lasting Performance: The tungsten construction of these ice jigs ensures they retain their shape and effectiveness even after repeated use, providing long-lasting performance on the ice.
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I recently purchased the Reaction Tackle Tungsten Ice Jigs - 5mm - Wonder Glow Spots, and I am extremely impressed. The jigs are perfectly designed for ice fishing. They have great visibility underwater and the wonder glow spots make them irresistible to fish. The tungsten material adds weight without sacrificing the small size, allowing for accurate and precise placement. These jigs have significantly improved my ice fishing experience and I highly recommend them to any angler.
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3. UV Glow Tungsten Ice Fishing Jigs 5-Pack Crappie Perch Bluegill Panfish Jig 5mm (Wonderbread)
- Brand: TOOTH SHIELD TACKLE
- Manufacturer: Tooth Shield Tackle
- Color: White Wonder
Introducing the UV Glow Tungsten Ice Fishing Jigs 5-Pack, the ultimate choice for crappie, perch, bluegill, and panfish enthusiasts. These 5mm jigs in the vibrant Wonderbread color are a real game-changer. The UV glow feature enhances visibility in low-light conditions, making it easier to attract and entice your target fish. Crafted from durable tungsten, these jigs offer excellent sensitivity, ensuring you never miss a bite. Upgrade your ice fishing tackle with this versatile 5-pack and experience unmatched success on the ice. What are you waiting for? Get yours today and reel in the big catch!
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- Advantages and Benefits of UV Glow Tungsten Ice Fishing Jigs:
- Enhances Visibility: These jigs feature UV glow properties that make them highly visible underwater, increasing your chances of attracting various fish species.
- Versatile Design: With a 5mm size and specialized color pattern, these jigs are perfect for targeting crappie, perch, bluegill, and other panfish, providing a versatile and effective fishing solution.
- Increased Durability: Made from tungsten, these jigs are exceptionally durable, ensuring they can withstand the harsh conditions of ice fishing without bending or breaking easily.
- Easy to Use: With their pre-rigged design, these jigs streamline the fishing process, allowing you to spend less time preparing and more time catching fish.
- Long-lasting Glow: The UV glow properties of these jigs ensure that they remain visible for an extended period, even in low-light conditions, giving you an edge in fishing success.
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I recently purchased the UV Glow Tungsten Ice Fishing Jigs 5-Pack in the Wonderbread color. These jigs are perfect for targeting crappie, perch, bluegill, and panfish. The 5mm size is just right for ice fishing. The UV glow feature is a game-changer and really helps attract fish. The vibrant colors of the Wonderbread pattern are visually appealing. The jigs are well-made and durable, which is important for ice fishing. Overall, I am extremely satisfied with this product and would highly recommend it to any ice angler.
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4. UV Glow Tungsten Ice Fishing Jigs 5-Pack Crappie Perch Bluegill Panfish Jig 5mm (Peppermint Zombie)
- Brand: TOOTH SHIELD TACKLE
- Manufacturer: Tooth Shield Tackle
- Color: Peppermint Zombie
Looking for the perfect fishing jigs that will make your ice fishing experience unforgettable? Look no further! The UV Glow Tungsten Ice Fishing Jigs 5-Pack is just what you need. Crafted with precision and designed for success, these jigs are perfect for catching crappie, perch, bluegill, and panfish. The 5mm size ensures optimal performance, while the Peppermint Zombie color adds an enticing sparkle to attract even the most finicky of fish. Don't miss out on this must-have addition to your fishing gear collection.
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- Advantages, usefulness, and benefits of UV Glow Tungsten Ice Fishing Jigs 5-Pack:
- Enhanced visibility in icy conditions for increased fishing success.
- UV glow effect attracts crappie, perch, bluegill, and panfish with ease.
- 5mm tungsten construction ensures durability and long-lasting performance.
- The Peppermint Zombie color pattern mimics natural prey, enticing bites.
- Convenient 5-pack provides variety and multiple options for successful ice fishing trips.
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The UV Glow Tungsten Ice Fishing Jigs are perfect for catching Crappie, Bluegill, and Panfish. They have a 5mm size and come in the eye-catching Peppermint Zombie color. These jigs are known for their durability and ability to attract fish. Get ready for a successful ice fishing trip with these amazing jigs.
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5. Rick's Jigs Tungsten Ice Fishing Glow Jigs for Panfish, Trout, Crappies (5mm, B)
- Brand: Rick’s Jigs
- Manufacturer: Rick's Jigs
- Color: B
Introducing Rick's Jigs Tungsten Ice Fishing Glow Jigs – the perfect companion for your ice fishing adventures.
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Summary: You fool! You’ve signed a contract with Azul and now you’re paying the price. But that doesn’t mean you’re down and out.
After sneaking into Monstro Lounge to secretly destroy your contract, you didn’t expect to be cornered and tormented by two devils in disguise.
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The corridors of Octavinelle were ghostly quiet, only the shuffling of students upstairs filling the void. Your nerves made your limbs heavy. The sweat in your socks weighed you down. In the stillness and darkness, it was easy to imagine the whole dorm descending on you if you made the slightest sound.
If you were any more on edge, you’d fall off altogether.
What had brought you down to the watery depths of the Sea Witch’s dorm was the hope of destroying a contract. Four days ago, in exchange for helping you with exam notes, Azul had taken your stronger eyesight and swapped it with his own. Colours and shapes now blended into one, and even though the dorm leader had gifted you his glasses, they hadn’t done much good. They didn’t fit your face. All it took was turning your head once too quicky, and they had flown off, flying out a window. By the time you’d found them – kicked under a bench – the frames were bent and the lenses were shattered.
Using your hands as a guide, you navigated the dorm by the walls – smooth to the touch – until suddenly the texture changed. Your fingers traced the unmistakable grooves of wood, lower and lower until you gripped the cool metal of a door handle. Squinting, you could just about make out the initials ‘M.L.’ engraved into the door.
‘Thank the Great Seven’, you sighed.
Although it was hazy, the Monstro Lounge was still a grand sight. The giant fish tank arrogantly took up half the room, with colourful little fish dancing in the water like ribbons caught in the wind. Still leading with your hands, you swept over fresh table clothes, and polished cutlery, towards the back of the room. From what you could remember, the VIP room was located next to the bar.
Steeling yourself, you took a deep breath as you stood outside it.
This needs to be done, you told yourself. Azul had swindled you, and you deserved revenge. If the conman had been upfront with wanting your eyesight in exchange for mere notes, you certainly would have said no. Who cares if you should have read the small print. If it came down to it, surely you could sue Azul for grievous bodily harm?
But that was only if tonight was unsuccessful. Now was the time to take matters into your own hands.
The door opened quietly. A weight lifted from your chest. Despite being an underwater dorm, the hinges on all the doors were well maintained. The first thing that caught your eye was the safe. Perfect. That was all you cared about; zeroing in on the ship wheel at its centre that secured the locks.
Shifting your robes, the bulge of a vial filled with a corrosive potion protruded from your pocket. Mr Crewel had brewed a batch earlier in class, dazzling his students as it gnawed through his tungsten sample like butter. All it would take was a few drops. Enough to melt the locks, open the safe, slip in and out, and no one would know.
BANG!
Your heart leapt into your throat. The door had slammed closed. Panicked, threw your hands back onto its handle and yanked: once, twice, thrice. It was locked.
A chill trickled down your back. A shadow – no, two shadows – engulfed you like a murky pall.
“Silly Shrimpy~” crooned a familiar voice. “Lured into the jaws of an anglerfish by a contract.”
“I couldn’t have put it better myself, brother.”
All your blood drained to your legs as adrenaline swarmed your body. You couldn’t see, you couldn’t think. Your only instinct was to flee. A sudden jerk to the side made you dodge the first set of hands, but another grabbed you. You were slammed against the door. Shock and fear made your mouth tingle as you doubled over, wheezing with pain.
A third hand grabbed your chin, jerking your head up.
“Jade…Floyd…”
Jade pressed his finger to your lips. “I recommend you don’t speak. We wouldn’t want to alert the students upstairs to your presence.”
Your lips quivered, but you obeyed.
“Shrimpy is so funny!” Floyd yanked you onto your toes. You were so close to his face you could hear breath travelling in and out of his nostrils. “We saw you coming towards the Lounge from down the corridor. But, of course, you didn’t see us~” His eyes bulged mockingly. “We wanted so badly to go to bed. It’s hard work with school and working the restaurant shifts. But we would be insane to pass this up~.”
You trembled as the twins rearranged themselves. Floyd dropped you abruptly, your knees banging against the hard floor. Within moments, Jade had clamped your left arm in an iron grip, while Floyd interlaced himself with your right. You grit your teeth as they raised you up. The muscles in your shoulders felt like they were being torn apart.
“Tell us, dear (Y/N),” said Jade. “What brings you down this way at this time of evening?”
Floyd giggled. “Azul took your eyes, Shrimpy. Did he take your brain, too?”
You weren’t sure if their questions were rhetorical. You wracked your brain for anything that would help you. “I’m sorry! Please don’t tell Azul…I…I went through the wrong mirror. I couldn’t tell the difference between Ramshackle and Octavinelle- ACK!”
Floyd pinched your cheek. Jade the other.
“What did I say about talking?”
The twins used the tips of their fingers to clamp your skin, twisting it to make tears prick your eyes. But that was only the start of it. After unlocking the door, they marched you into the Lounge. Each step took was agony. Jade trod on your toes, Floyd kneed you in the side. Then, Jade’s hips brushed against your own, right over where the potion vial was. The eel stopped. He stared down at you, curious. An amused glint entered his golden eye as he reached into your pocket, not once breaking eye-contact, and snatched it out.
“My, my,” he mused. “You certainly came prepared, didn’t you. A metal-melting potion, I believe?”
“Give it-“
Floyd clamped his hand over your mouth, giggling like a man possessed.
“Does Professor Crewel know you have this?” Jade pressed. “He isn’t forgiving when students steal potions from the laboratory.” Holding the liquid up to the light, Jade swirled it around like a fine vintage. “A particularly dangerous brew. Students have been expelled for as little as taking samples of dandruff-removal potions without Crewel knowing. Oh dear, Miss/Mr (L/N). Where will you go if you’re not at the college?”
Tears of panic, shame, dread, dripped down your face. Floyd’s hold tightened as they pooled between his hand and your cheeks, delighting in the power he and his brother had over you. At first, you were worried the twins would tell Azul about what you had tried to do. Who knew that the Cecaelia was capable of. You’d seen him overblot over the destruction of his contracts, and people almost died. But now the prospect of expulsion, and subsequently, poverty, loomed over you. Jade was right. Where would you go if Crewel find out and you got expelled?
Your eyes pleaded desperately with Jade to have mercy on you. Dewy and red, the sight of them seemed to satisfy something in the sadistic man’s soul. He gestured for his brother to release you. Cool air was luxurious on your jaw.
“Don’t cry, Shrimpy.” Floyd dug into his pocket and pulled out a creased handkerchief. He dabbed your eyes for you since your arms were still trapped.
“Indeed, (Y/N), you’re lucky it was us who discovered you. All you need to do is a few favours for us and we can all forget tonight ever even happened.”
Fear danced along your skin. The twins’ smiled, but you were close enough to make out each of their razor sharp teeth. The bite behind the sweetness. Favours? What could that possibly entail? You couldn’t help but wonder if a living hell was worse than death, and there was no doubt you were about to find out.
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A day later and the eels had already dropped their first task on you. With a breathing potion (allowed by Crewel) churning in your belly, you trapsed across the bottom of the Monstro Lounge fish tank with a mop and a sponge.
“You missed a spot, Shrimpy.” Floyd suddenly swept past you in his eel form. He was so fast he created a new current, propelling you straight into a rock. You sighed with relief once you’d managed to steady yourself, but then, out of nowhere, something slick wrapped around your leg and tripped you up. Gravity abandoned you. You somersaulted in place, the world spinning around you – fish, rocks, Jade, fish, rocks, Jade. You wanted to scream. These bastards were playing with you.
Jade couldn’t help but grin at your sour little face. “Try not to hate us, my dear,” he said, slipping his arms around your waist to right you. “It’s a symbiosis. We’re here for you, and you’re here for us.”
“That’s right, Shrimpy~.” Floyd appeared from over the top of a nearby rock. His tail, sleek and rubbery, wrapped around you in a crushing vice, squeezing you until your bones were on the brink of snapping. “Just a few more weeks of being our little errand-runner and you’ll be free as a bird, with no hard feelings, right?”
“Sure,” you said between gritted teeth. “It’s hard not…to feel like ramming… this mop up your ar-“
“Are you always going to be this rude to us?” Jade feigned a pout. “This could just be the beginning of a beautiful friendship.”
“And friends help each other, Shrimpy.” Floyd pointed over to a patch of algae under a rock. “And like I said, you missed a spot~.”
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