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majorproblems77 · 2 months
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Hi! Its time for a Recalled update! :D
Ive been following this comic for a while and i really enjoy the concept for it, I highly recommend you go and check it out over at @recalled11.
It's an interesting take on the links meet idea and i love the art style and the character designs.
Now, this is a rambly post, no I'm not sorry. Please sit with me, grab some popcorn and some hot chocolate or a hot drink of choice. Prepare to sit for like 30 minutes :D
Also prepare for blorbo hype cause he's here too :D
Lets get started!
All panels belong to @recalled11 thanks for the permission! :D
Alright here we go!!!
First off, it must must be said.
These backgrounds are incredible. like, oh yes oh hell yeah *chefs kiss* I love them.
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So at first i was a little confused about the glowing eye, i was looking back at the other pages and back to here and thinking about if it's just a Wild thing. Which would make sense right?
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Then they throw this curve ball
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MAIN QUEST EYE GLOW, IS HE THE MAIN CHARACTER? DO THEY ALL HAVE THE GLOW EYEBALL OF QUEST TRACKING?
I DONT KNOW YET BUT I'LL FIND OUT.
Man's like, bionic? eye is doing work for us and I'm here for it. the blue glow as well, yes. Just yes.
Also with this panel. We know each of the arrows while a Link is holding it points to a Link. The same goes for Zelda.
And i've been brainstorming who is who.
So, If I've got this right, based off what i could figure out in panels where the compass appears.
Mainly this one
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From directionless 2
White (Blue white?) - Wild
Green - Time
Blue - Captain
And now
Yellow - Sky
Let me know if you think it's different! :D
Moving on!
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The detail in this is making me so excited, I'm wondering what it means when an arrow acts like this. Is it travelling towards the compass? It is exclusive to just Sky's point? Little thunderbolts spark from it.
Maybe im reading too far into this but the others dont do this, so Im definitely intrigued by this!
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I love a full-body shot of anyone, and I love how Wild looks! The little poncho and the details with the scaring!
Now...
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BIRB BIRB BIRB
MY BELOVED LOFTWINGS :DDDDDDD
Now I've not found any official names for the loftwings yet, I personally use Crimson and Luna. And will differ to these unless told otherwise. But if there are official names please please tell me! :D
Also is this the camera attachment? A zoom feature? I figure we are gonna see more of wilds ability as we go through but I'm thoroughly enjoying finding out what he can do!
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This is the correct reaction when you see a GIANT BIRD flying at you at speed. The people of Wild's world have been through so much at this point the assumption of another monster first its absolutely fair.
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HIM
THE BIRB
NDKJSAGNJKFDLSBGKJ;DAFD
When I tell you I had happy clappy hands at this panel I mean my phone fell to the floor with more than a thud.
There's a lot to unpack here, first the reigns with that little gold detailing from the clasp. The saddle? Is it a saddle for loftwings? The leather straps around Link's loftwings.
And Sky's design!
If you know me you know that SKSW is my fave game and that SS link if my fave in pretty much every AU that i encounter. This one is no exception
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I'll go into detail later, when we have the detailed screenshots. But just look at my boy!
Also the goggles were a nice touch! It just makes sense for them to wear them, they fly so damn fast imagine the dust.
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Captain is a fight first ask questions later, man is ready to go!
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Crimson is out here getting half pages and he deserves every inch of space he gets. Such an extra boy and i love him. The details with the feathers flying from both of them too. I love it. I love them
Loftwings my beloved!
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Shout out to Zelda for landing Luna not right in the way of everyone, Sky please. Your scaring the adults. The kids think it's cool and want a ride.
But the detailing on the feathers and the eyes even from this far is just incredible.
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Crimson please, your scaring the adults. Im here for just the amount of people in lookout landing who sprung to its defense.
While wild is just up here chilling out, This is a totally normal Tuesday!
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this reminds me of my chill cat and it makes me love Zelda's loftwing even more. Just a birb chilling.
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And this reminds me of my other cat. Loud noises!
Are loftwings in this universe just giant cats? Two types, Chill and crazy.
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The real mvp right here. He is ready to fight the big bird.
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From a later panel, we can see that the one at the back here is Captain. This means he not only drew his sword he was straight-up ready to fight by this point. He is fast!
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Sky my beloved, god I love his design so much.
Also captain's face, He's seen the green tunic and is like. Well, its another child to add to our collection better put the sword away before he does something.
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Yes malon, yes they are! And they are wonderful! :D
Time looks worried, is Time afraid of birds? My understanding of oot is that he and the owl were friends?
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My fave panel, the best boy with best birb.
Crimson totally knows this is a comic and breaks the forth wall to smile at the reader as well as the others in lookout landing. I love the details here. I love him so much.
He know's he is stunning and will flaunt it every opportunity he gets
Also Sky and Sun having matching sailcloths? I am in love. I love them both.
I'm gonna mention the feathers now too. I love the details of them having their loftwing feathers in their hair as like a head dress. That's such a cool idea i love it!
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These two panels had me laughing I wont lie.
First off, Sun responds to Hylia. That is the face of someone who's heard their name. Second off, Flower is a mood. running out of bed with a sword, questions later style.
The detail on Zelda's loftwing too. Such a pretty creature. So well-behaved.
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Also, Zelda(flower) asking captain what's happening and the link responds rather than one of her captains.
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I really like captain, He's a chill guy. while Sky is just confused. Really cool of captain to be the one to introduce first, he seems to be the one who will be the main referral when it comes to authority. I assume he will be the one who introduces first for all of them.
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Time for me to be excited about their designs.
Skyloftian goggles, I love it. It just makes so much sense.
I love Sun, Her dress, the way she's got an sailcloth wrapped around her shoulders like that, the way she's got loftwing feathers not only behind her ears but at the end of her longest braid too. I'm very excited to see more with her.
And Sky! where do i start without going on a twenty minute rampage about him. The way he's got his sailcloth around one shoulder like that. I assume to make it easier to use if he ever needs to use it to land. The loftwing feather hanging off his belt. (Which I notice Zelda doesn't have. Is this just a him thing?)
I can't get over the headdress with the loft wing feathers. Is that a skyloftian thing? Is it ceremonial? Is it because they wanted matching headgear?
I want to know more about Skyloftians in this universe.
Also totally not Sky being an absolute cinnamon roll. Beloved. I love him.
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Time and Malon are an absolute mood. time just existing in a state of confusion. And Malon being excited about loftwings. Me too malon, Me too! Let Malon ride one of the loft wings as soon as possible.
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Captain behaving like a dad already. Gives me 'Where is the wild child' vibes. Which is funny, cause Wild is older than him.
Oh and I will mention the scars on Sky's face, I love the scars that they all have. It's all so detailed. Sky's lightning, Captain's burns. And the two cuts on his face.
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The fact that this is an expression at all, let alone one that the rest of them are not going to understand cause you know, No remlits on the surface. Poor cinnamon roll man is confused.
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Again chill dude with all the friends, i love Captain so much. He's just here to help you out.
Oh man, I enjoyed this update, this was good. I love Sky he is wonderful.
Im sure she can and im very excited to see what's next!
thanks for listening to me ramble for so long. I'm gonna get something to eat and you should too.
See you later! :D
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trashmuis · 5 months
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Sometimes when I see myself in the dim lighting of the bathroom at 3:30am, reflected in the dirty mirror, I realize I might actually have pretty features. It's crazy...
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shadowthian · 10 months
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addendum to my poll response: i dont mind if people hang out on the sidelines or start a battle next to me as long as im not spoken to, with the exception of hard dungeons (looking at you, Xibalba and Darkmoor) or boss fights. if we're in one of these areas and you need help, chances are i do too and would be grateful for the assist!
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aphroditness · 11 months
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YOOOOO CAN U MAKE SOME BEBE X WENDY HEADCANONS PUH-LEAZEEEE-UH 😭😭😭😭🫢🫢😔😔
Wendy x Bebe headcanons (Bendy) </3
(Aged up 14-15)
Ohh myy godd .. As much as I love Stendy, I prefer Bendy so much more when it comes to the earlier seasons, same with Style.
I can confirm that Bebe and Wendy have so much rizz, so when they both end up rizzing two other pretty bsf's, they get extremely disappointed when they find out that they're dating.
Wendy is an overprotective Girlboss, so whenever she and Bebe go on shopping spree's, she'll start throwing shoes at whoever starts to play w/ her gf 😠😠
Bebe lovess shopping, but she'll also end up suprising Wendy with an ass ton of gifts. Her love language is def gift giving and I sooo stan her for that ..
She's honestly rlly rich so whatever Wendy wants, your getting it in the next 24 hours babe !!
Loves going to parties together, Wendy's more of a bookstore on a saturday typa girl but Bebe's a full on Rockstar gf
I have a headcanon that Bebe smokes because of that one episode.. "Do you even know what Ketamine is??" But she wont act do any hardcore drugs because she knows better, plus Wendy is really good at talking people out of bad situations so its perfect !!
Def has sleepovers at eachothers houses, then they'll end up sneaking out through the window so they can go to Sephora 😍
Calls for HOURSSSS
Cuddling included, they would so watch one of those Cliche Disney romance movies and end up feeding eachother popcorn and chips.
Both huge romantics + Wendy fangirls over everything Bebe does, me personally I think its adorbs asf 😔
Hugs and small kisses in public because they dont want their relationship to be exposed that much to others, more of a private thing but it's def not a secret. They prefer saving the good stuff for parties or truth or dare 🫢💋💋
Linking arms and holds hands in the hallways
Wendy also enjoys tutoring Bebe and letting her borrow notes so she can pass her class
Bebe and Clyde r still friends though, and Wendy n' Stan are too but Stan tries to avoid her sometimes because he doesn't like the awkwardness involved.
Bbg lovesss when Wendy compliments her 24/7, she gets blushy abt it and enjoys her company since she was mostly liked because of her body, and it made her quite insecure for a while.
It took a few months to get them together, because while Bebe was struggling with her self-image, Wendy was having her own emotionally unavailable, on and off boyfriend problems. Until she had enough and ACTUALLY broke up with him. Officially.
Srry its a bit short but I wrote this while having a headache and I was just bored 😭😭
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lemonempress · 8 months
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18 september 2023 | 4 / 100 days of productivity
okay i've been absent and was thinking of doing like 3 days together but the truth is i wasn't productive so it felt like cheating. so i'm at day 4 ⭐️
last night i tried to make my uni schedule for the course selection on tuesday and it took me hourssss and i dont even know if i can take those lol so we'll see.
today i watched easy german videos and started chinese on duolingo just to curb my enthusiasm cuz im really bummed my uni doesnt have any asian lang course this semester even tho they had korean, japanese and chinese in some table. liars
i finished Rashōmon and Other Stories while i was not updating and im on day 241 on duolingo. i wanna read the giver and finish the dragon republic by the end of this month for my reading bingo.
📸 ft. 2 random pics i took when i was in rome
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bpxlee · 4 days
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so got more food delivered (my anxiety is crippling rn lol) and was soooo tempted to just get some takeaway and have a massive b/p session but after browsing lots of shops and apps for hoursss (and i mean hourssss) i decided to buy a bunch of stuff i actually needed/wanted (including halo top ice cream omg so excited to try it! 340c4ls for the whole tub!) and two things to b/p on. i did that pretty quickly and was my most successful b/p session ever lol i am hungry again now. ik it isn’t good for me but that craving had been there for days and i’m glad i took care of it with a small binge instead of a massive one. i would have had nothing left over and money wasted. instead, i have bought loads of low cal stuff that i love and new things to try!
slow progress and all that
also i usually have b/p episodes late at night, after i’ve taken my meds so essentially they don’t get absorbed but i’ve b/p today 3 hours before i take my meds i’m honestly so happy and proud of myself
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blackberryjam · 2 years
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hiii i took your quiz hourssss ago and literally have not stopped thinking about it since... i even retook it to answer a few questions a little differently and switch between going with my gut vs my brain vs my heart because i wanted to see what a difference it made.. the first time i got 'you escaped' and the second time i got 'you became a ghost', i think what changed was how i felt about the house initially, when i first took the quiz i focused on the more fearful/upset/urgent feelings and just wanted out and the second time i took it i focused on how oddly attached to the house you can be and wanting to cling onto that happiness it gave me while also seeing myself as an integral part of it. anyways i know that wasnt the point of it to take it twice but i really enjoyed both times and their results :) i just love how you write and make the concepts/situations really come to life i was visualizing everything as i went along and it was such a fun experience :) you really nailed a lot of things i personally love about horror/haunted houses and im really glad your quiz popped up on my dash and that we became mutuals you seem so so cool ^_^
AHH THIS IS SO NICE THANK U !!!! 💘❣️💓💐 we should be besties fr omg tysm <3
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larissoupy · 6 months
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Mentioning it here real quick
I've used like...4 tablets I think
Wacom graphire 2, Wacom intuos draw, XP pen artist 12 pro, and a huion kamvas pro 16 (I think)
All of them were gifted except for the XP pen, that one I did research on and got for myself.
So I'm gonna have a bit of fun and rank my tablets
Wacom graphire 2: got this tablet from my dad, well, more took from him. No idea why he had it, but I wanted to get into digital art and my brother said I could have it if I found the pen and I did, heheh
Compatibility ⭐ ⭐ worked with my mac at the time but this thing is old as shit, if you have an old ass computer, go for it
Ease of use ⭐⭐⭐ pretty good, had buttons on the pen, you could flip it and use an eraser like on a real pencil, that was pretty neat. No tablet buttons, came with a mouse???
Quality ⭐⭐⭐⭐ it's a screenless tablet, it's old as shit...and it still works, definitely a product of its time lol
Wacom intuos draw: got this as a gift for Christmas from my brother. I'd say get it
Compatibility ⭐⭐⭐⭐ newer tablet, pretty small but like, definitely good, worked with my mac and my PC, had a weird issue where it slowed down my mac and the school pc when I downloaded the driver and had to redownload it until it...didn't do that
Ease of use ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ most convenient motherfucker I've ever used, 4 tablet buttons, optional wireless, two tablet buttons, incredibly easy to switch pen nibs, good texture. Regularly bring it with me if I'm working with a computer that isn't my own.
Quality ⭐⭐⭐ cable broke. Pen good, but texture of tablet wears down the nib easily, nibs cheap as hell though, need to replace about once a month
XP pen artist 12 pro: ...I have words. Bought this during a Valentine's sale, was still expensive...XP pen tablets are pretty budget
Compatibility ⭐⭐⭐ I'm giving it 3... because it *can* work with modern stuff but...oh boy...I'll go into it in ease of use. Used it on my mac, was able to use while still having my intuos draw drivers
Ease of use ⭐⭐ you dissapoint me. Ok this is gonna be long but when I installed it, I followed all the steps for my mac and it just...didn't work. Had to contact support to get help with it and they did, ended up having to fuck around with accessablity settings. Scroll wheel is odd but nice, has a pen case that's pretty good, didn't need to replace pen nibs but honestly I didnt use this tablet that much and ended up going back to my Wacom.
Quality ⭐ and a half. Once again, long to explain but I'd be drawing and it would just...cut out. Itd go black for a second, it'd start having crazy lines, itd crash my computer, there was this weird line up issue where it would like...draw my cursor closer to the middle...it just... infuriated me.
Huion kamvas 16 pro (I think, I got it as a gift, it did not have a box): got this from a friend who just...didn't want it, but I love it, it is my favourite so far
Compatibility ⭐⭐⭐⭐ pretty fucking good, easy to set up, only used it on my PC so far but...I unfortunately did have to remove my Wacom driver to use it (rip intuos draw, you'll be used eventually) works as a second monitor too, loving it.
Ease of use ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ incredibly easy to use, good UI, a fuck ton of buttons and a slider, it's like if my XP pen was actually good
Quality ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ bro has been through me drawing for hourssss, been through streaming for hours... It's been through me, and if it can handle me without pulling an XP pen, it's great.
Anyways those are my tablets, thank you pickles for the huion, I'm treating it well
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princemick · 1 year
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i had to make a fake hypothetical flyer for school today and it took me hourssss to get it to look nice and to know what i wanted on it and then i had to do it like three more times because i got something wrong each time and then i had to print it like 4 different times because i got it wrong Again and yeah anyways, i have the biggest respect for you now, you make all of those graphics look so easyyy
wheeze, this is very realistic.
but ty yeah its a lot of hard work but I 'make it look easy' bc ive just been doing stuff like it for ages but also ya'll dont see that most graphcis are like 2/3 hours of work
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Misc: My profile theme, music, and my identity (+ about 1000 other things..)
Definitely wouldn't be offended if this an easy skip for most. It is.. a hot mess, long and not particularly interesting. If you ain't supremely bored, you probably'd be better off not being curious on this one T^T
But hey I did enjoy writing it and I'm sure someday I at the very least will enjoy reading this so for me that's enuff boxes checked off to post 🤷‍♀️
This is another long post ngl. I've been on and off (mostly on 😭) writing since I woke up at like 11 am and its now 11pm. I wrote a few diff things so this one aint 12 full hours of writing or anything but I will admit it has been a long ass time on this one. Sorry in advance. i always seem to write a lot a lot when shit gets bumpy with R. Not even between us necessarily and the junk I be writing about don't be about her at all half the time I just be overexplaining and randomly going from topic wayyyyy worse than normal for some reason. I genuinely do not know why I'm like this bruh I used to write a little whiny vent note here and there pre R but now if i don't have one strict topic I'm talking/explaining I will write about any and everything that comes to mind as I'm going.
Oh god.. Me bringing this up reminds me of when she first said we had to talk less and I went nuts. That shit was so ghetto I deadass got fucked up on dxm so I'd stop freaking out over her dipping then DURINGGG the high I realized I was in love. I think after prolly.. 4ish hours of being like uh.. yeah there's no reason for me to be that damn tore up over us simply not talking as often... or her going through a breakup...... literally figured it out at the worst possibly time. THEN I was worried I just felt that way cause of the high so I just started writing everything out figuring like it'd wear off at some point when I was writing so I could see how I talked about it all throughout.
...which led me to write for damn near 24 hours straight....
I literally didn't sleep, eat, or do literally anything else for at least a good 16ish hours then took a small break cause I had to put away groceries and i got a single thing of pita bread, ate that shit plain, then got back to it. Lord looking back on that is so weird. I don't know what possessed me bruh I think I took another break around the 24 hour mark, either ate or sat there thinking for prolly.. an hour? 30 mins? Then did ANOTHER 12 hours of babbling. I had been using that notes app for literal years with no issue. But ofc.. all that time of writing straight had it crash on me a few times with one time wiping hourssss of writing. I wasn't saving all too often not thinking nothing of it but that shit crashed and I lost like 36k chars worth of junk and that changed ASAP. Plus.. I learned the shit had an 100k limit... so that was fun.
See? Overexplaining and RAMBLING. Deadass went from writing a quick head's up on the length of this post to talking about my weird ass drug induced love note shit. Why am i like this. ;-;
Anyway. Past this point is past me. Sorry for getting carried away in the warning
I wrote about this in a previous post but essentially, some random got the wrong idea and thought I was using Juice as my pfp as some sort of mockery? joke? i dunno
shits totally understandable and I'm sure anyone would figure out that ain't my intention after looking at my page for about .2 seconds. i mean.. if I were using him as the butt of some sort of joke you'd figure I'd mention it or something lol. Maybe that's only obvious to me though..
Anyway, I may change it to something new. I usually change my pfps for stuff fairly frequently if I'm on it a lot. When me and R were on the phone 24/7 I used to change my disc pfp at least 2-3 times within a 2 week period 😭
I dunno though I mean.. on one hand I don't really want this page to have all too many of my interests on it as for one I'm trying to stay at least semi anonymous but also I feel like it'd kinda be odd.. The Juice profile pic is one thing, as I listen to him all the damn time and I relate to a lot of his work. But I dunno.. wouldn't it be weird if I suddenly just changed my profile picture to a character that I like just cause they're cool? Wouldn't my page be more memorable if I have like. MY pfp MY username MY bio. Sorry it's hard to explain..
Like.. youtubers. They usually have a pfp and they keep it as that same one and people remember and recognize them off it. Or a few other types of influencers honestly. I feel like it's one thing when it's a personal acc where you really don't need people to recognize you off your pfp or user cause they'd just know you but my acc is kinda a grey area. I know damn well I ain't an influencer but I ain't exactly someone you'd just remember.
Maybe I'll compromise and only use Juice pictures.. I dunno
Speaking of Juice, I feel like now that I've been getting worse and worse his music became so much more relatable. I can't tell you how many times I've cried with my earbuds blaring 27 club. I wish I could share it all. I've never been a huge stickler for lyrics but growing up and going from understanding the story of a song to relating and living though the situations described has hit me so hard. I'm sure it ain't exactly a unique experience but still. It'd be cool to share my music and be able to talk about how I use each playlist and what it makes me think/feel
I would just link my spotify and keep it moving but ya know. More puzzle pieces of my identity
I think if I ever permanently kick the habit I might reveal myself but thats honestly a strooong maybe. I dunno like it aint so much of being ashamed/embarrassed of my addiction. Although, I won't exactly go around telling any and everyone I'm addicted to fucking otc allergy meds. i think R is the only one that knows specifically that I take dph. Everyone else I either never mention getting high or if I have I've only talked about weed highs. It just feels embarrassing given it's horrible hallucinatory effects on most people. While I don't get those, how th would they know that you know? 9 times out of 10 they're gonna google that shit, see mfs talking about having ghost conversations and the gosh dang hatman, then gon look at me crazy for continuing to take it over and over again. So yeah definitely a big factor, but I am honestly more worried about some concerned stranger finding my social media and telling my family/friends about this page or about my problem. That is my worst fear.
For one, this page is basically a diary. I go into specifics on shit that I would never tell anyone. Not that I'm particularly tooo ashamed of the shit I say about my personal life but
-A lot of it is not meant to be shit that just anyone knows. It's one thing when I'm just writing to the abyss/random strangers that wouldn't know who I'm talking about but if my family/friends were able to access this I'd have to be so much more guarded and careful about what I say on here cause they could more than likely guess or already know who I'm talking about
-Some of it is shit that I never want to discuss. I don't think I went too in detail on family dynamics but I don't even wanna bother opening that can of worms I'd rather pretend with everyone else that there is no issue and just do me once I leave
-Plus a lot of it is hypercritical shit I shouldn't even be thinking, let alone talking about. Just imagine finding out that one of your friends was out here telling everybody and they grandma that your boyfriend fucking sucks and you are clearly being blinded by their love for them? Or talking about how you know they won't last? Just like.. okay for one, even if they were right, you're not going to see it that way. You're gonna be questioning why they were doubting your relationship first and foremost but then I mean.. who wants to hear that? They're probably gonna tell you less about it and it'll strain yalls relationship, if not end it right then and there. Then by the time you can see it for what it is, it's 3 years later and it'd be awkward to become friends again
It does suck though. It would be real cool to make friends with someone cause of all my word vomit filled posts. I would love to show everyone all the shit I like to do in my freetime and beg everyone them cat/dog/literally pet pictures. Plus like, I dunno ever since R's been in my life I've learned to love any and all types of friendship
I used to be so offended when I'd have friendships that I only can get so close with. I'm so used to putting my all into all friendships and making sure to do whatever I can for them as long as it ain't hella inconvenient cause I always assumed that because I do, they'd do the same. But after seeing friendship after friendship fading as soon as I wasn't doing all that I used to be so mad. I felt like an outcast. But I think going through that time where my bsf and I were constantly texting or otp it made me a lot less available as far as doing all that extra to maintain friendships. I would be so focused on her I would damn near forget about talking with anyone. But even once we had to distance from each other some, I was still used to how I treated my other friends
I tried to cling to my less close friends trying to create that 100% on both sides thing but it kinda got.. hard. Ofc, the inevitable mental comparisons were nonstop. Literally couldn't breathe without thinking oh but if me and R were doing this I'd be comfy doing this or oh my god this game is borin if R were here we would prolly be doing our own thing by now and just talk instead or bruh I am literally on hour 459 of bubbly me if R was here I could probably get away with listening to whatever was going on in the background that day 💀💀💀
After I started doing that and started understanding my feelings, I kinda saw that I didn't even really want that sort of comfort with anyone else cause I didn't want them to expect all that and put me in a position where if me and my bsf started to talk more I'd be putting them on the backburner out of nowhere. I didn't think it would be fair of me you know? i don't want them to feel abandoned and unless Im in a place where I feel comfortable to not have to be one specific way with you I would prefer being alone anyway.
But feeling that way now made me see that it didn't really have to be one or the other. I've seen that no one really minded when I responded a bit late cause I was busy with R. And I would run to her with all my emotion stuff so I wasn't all too bothered if they never inquired about mine. And thennnnn I randomly got this dm from this girl I talked to when I was still at my dorm and that's when I really learned the joy of that shit
Hm ig you wouldn't really need to know specifics on that for the point I was tryna make. Maybe I'll talk about her someday. But yeah it was just so nice like. Hey I don't need you to be savior mode, human notepad mode, or hehe haha everything funny mode 24/7. We aren't close and you and I both know that. We can just have our fun when we happen to remember each other's existence and come back 8 mo later like nothing ever happened
Don't get me wrong, I love R so much and I love that we go out the way to talk to each other every day no matter what. It makes me feel really good to know that even with us not being able to be as close with each other now she still makes sure we don't lose contact with each other. Things are really different now and ofc I still miss how it was before but knowing that we can both acknowledge that our friendship had to change but still caring enough for each other to put in the effort to evolve into something else rather than letting it all go because it aint the same is something that is so precious. I wouldn't trade that for the world. But at the same point I've grown to love casual friends sm.
It's nice to not always worry about how they're gonna think if i do xyz or I don't reach out every so and so many days. I don't always need to hide or do the absolute most to maintain the friendship we can just enjoy each others company for a bit then go back on our separate ways til we reach out again. No hard feelings if we ignore a text or answer late cause we genuinely have no idea what we do on the day to day. And the pressure of only being one specific way with them gets lesser and lesser the longer yall stay apart inbetween. I think the biiggest example of that is this one long term but shallow friendship with this one girl I met in 9th grade that one year I lived in arizona.
I used hate that since I just got there she had all these older friends that she would talk diff to and generally be more close with. I thought once I moved back to Michigan we'd stop talking after a year or two and we weren't all tooo close so I didn't think nothing of it. But then I think like.. prolly 8ish months after that we started talking talking then we stopped. Then prolly another 6 mo later we did it again. And we just kept on doing that again and again and again. It used annoy me cause it felt like she only would remember my existence to tell me about her breaking up with one dude and getting with another or house drama or all that junk. It didn't help that she joked about my life being dry allllll the damn time too so I felt like she only talked to me to judge me and tell me all this shit as if I was supposed to gawk at all of it cause I didn't do anything intresting in her opinion. It didn't help that I never really felt comfortable telling her about any fr fr struggles i was having cause of how I thought she perceived me
It all came to a head when she got mad at me for pointing out that cycle one of these days. I think she texted me soon soon after all that shit with R was going down so I was salty already offrip. She usually starts texting first talking about some bruhhh YOU NEVER TEXT MEEE which this time was a lie. When we got back cool cool a few months back we started to taper off again. This time tho I made sure to text more often during that thinking things would ramp back up if I put more effort into showing I didn't forget her. It didnt really help as she was being dry 95% of the time so I stopped after like a month. I said that and kinda passive aggressively said that we do this all the time lets just get to the catching up part. Which was true but at the same point, so rude. I was still under that impression that she was gonna judge me and I felt like I had so much to look down on so I just was overly defensive and hostile for no damn reason
We skipped talking that time around which was honestly fair. I thought we'd never talk again after that and I forgot it even happened ngl. But then like 2 mo later she reached out again and with my new perspective on friendships I really saw it for what it was. I mean sure, she can be kind of a dick sometimes and she is kinda a magnet for drama at times cause she is pretty impulsive at times which leads her to speak before she thinks on shit but like.. she never means any harm you know? And plus, she is so caring bruh. Literally would do whatever she needs to for her friends. I genuinely forgot this happened but when my old job fired me for not attending this mandatory meeting on my day off (a blessing in disguise tbh I was thinking about quitting anyway) she was SWIFTTT to do a fake review on they shit. I'm sitting there like bruh chill it aint even that deep and by the time I got that out she already wrote a damn review saying they had shitty customer service (which was actually true lmao), racist ass manager (lowkey true as well 💀💀💀) and they ice cream be tasting like CARBOARD (now that I couldn't even support they shit be good good T^T)
Getting close with R and slowing down to where we are now showed me there's alot more to friendship's than opening up about each and every secret you've ever had you know? I still consider R my best friend, even with us not talking as much, both us not being as open, or us not hanging out as much. That all sounds like we don't even like each other more damn wth. LOOKKKK. Sure, there are times where I'm jealous and salty about how things are. And ofc I'm still mad that I KNOW she will get butthurt if I watch aggretsuko with someone else even though I have literally been pestering her about that shit for HALF THE DAMN YEAR. And at times she's overly territorial over me and I be sliiightly tempted to do shit just to watch her show out and other times she'll say the dumbest shit about herself that makes me wish I could teleport to her with a rolled up newspaper in tow.. But like, at the end of the day she knows me better than anyone ever has and I know her in a lot of ways that people don't understand. We're super similar and relieving to know that you know? At the end of the day I know that no matter what she'll be there for me and she trusts me to do the same for her which hasn't changed, even with how shit is now, her effort trumps everything.
Which is something I've grown to appreciate a lot more in general. Ofc including on and off friends like the girl from AZ. It grew to make a lot of the small annoying habits of hers feel a lot diff. I noticed how we really never had an awkward easing back in stage.
Every time, without fail we start with
damn you DONT TEXT MEEE!! DO YOU NOT LIKE ME ???
>:U
*insert defense junk*
yeah yeah I dont wanna HEAR IT 🙄
Then boom we get to catching up. Plus 99% of the time she got a game she wanna play. We usually just go to that then continue on talking and junk for a few days. At max a week and a half. I'll send a message here and there and she be DRY so I stop and then we dip for another few months.
It's so weird to think about honestly. We've been friends for 5ish years now. I only have one other long term friend as my years of moving back and forth led most to forget I existed and I met him in 7th. I dunno to me her and him were completely different in my mind cause of the frequency and nature of our convos. But it's just like.. nowadays I tear up thinking about them sometimes. Sure they got they own pros and cons but at the end of the day, they're consistent. We've all changed a lot throughout the years and I know they've met soooo many people that'll probably not die off the face of the earth every two seconds and I'm sure they both have friends they're a lot closer with but they still bothered to keep in touch even when it woulda been hella easy to just move on
Bruh thinking about it now got me tearing up (...as you can see I've been drinking water today 🙃) They may not be the first people I think to go to when shit gets rough but they've made it clear that they care about me for more than what I can do for them and that is mooooore than enough for me. I hope I keep them around forever. I try to be a lot better on checking in on em nowadays. I'm not amazing with that shit still and I still'll go weeks without speaking but uh. We getting there T^T
Though AZ girl is the reason I say bruh so much.. I hate her for that TO THIS DAY. she used to say breh and bruh after every sentence and it would make the shit she be saying 20000x funnier. I tried to steal it for jokes too but then it just start slipping out and now I prolly say it more than she ever did ANDD she don't even say it like that no more 😭
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I went on so hard of a tangent I literally forgot what I brought this shit up for.. I had to go back up and reread it's been like 6 hours since I said that junk 💀💀💀
SEE like talking with me is fun on one hand cause as long as we aint sitting there making small talk we gon go through about 70 billion topics within 5 mins but then on the other if you had something to say about a topic we already went past??
gl.
T_T
All that was all to say that I've grown to really appreciate distant but consistent friendship. To me, it at times shows a lot more care and appreciation than having someone listen to you rant about xyz. Cause I mean, it's kinda easy to not be a dick and listen but it takes effort to keep coming back no matter what we talked about.
Damn do you think I should give the girl from AZ a name?
Nah I kinda like that long ass name for her lmao
But look at her. I barely spoke to her for months and I basically swatted her away when she was just tryna catch up and look at us. Well. We in an off period rn..
OO actually she said she loved me the last time we were on the phone and I said it back thinking that she possibly was talking to someone else but just incase you know. BUT SHE GOT SO HAPPY BRUH OMGG
Shit was so sweet. I would say it more often if it didn't wear off the novelty so quick
But yeah like look at that. I've barely told her about any of my struggles and 5 years later we're still just as close. I can't even count how many people I've heard detailed and long rants from that just dipped from my life once they were doing better off and by the time they got back in that mindset they've already either forgot about me or think it'd be too awkward to get back in touch. Not to say it's easy to talk about that stuff, cause it aint. But venting to a complete random is not exactly risky either. I feel like it honestly has lost it's effect on me nowadays. I would rather have 400 distant and shallow friendships that last for years and years and years than the 400 deep and super relatable friends that just disappear once they find greener pastures.
I hope that someday I'll feel comfortable revealing my identity on here. I didn't mean to imply that any possible friendships from this are gonna be shallow by default ofc. More so was saying I'm a lot more open minded about a lot of different sorts of relationships you know? I wanna explore more types like.. as soon as humanly possible atp T-T
Anywho uh. I think that's enough vaguely pointed rambling for one post. Very sorry to future me reading this. I know you prolly gon wanna stomp me out for always leaving you so damn much to read..
me is withdrawing atp soooo I'm either gon try and sleep the shit off or get to solving that 💀
gn/gm depending on when youre reading this. I hope youre doing okay
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yackers · 2 years
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don’t lie to me, miss martin, you have no talent for it.
NINA + LYING for @incorrectsibunaquotes​
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yunsoh · 3 years
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alrighty season 3 ep 2 thoughts. this post got ridiculously long so the rest is under a read more:
- literally i love every single time we see akito sleeping in this long and empty room. there’s something very encompassing about how empty it is + how the angle emphasizes it, especially when we can clearly see she’s sharing her bed 
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- shigure and tohru’s moments alone are always soo so sweet. their relationship so far is very much one where there’s a lot of affection between them (which ofc makes one of their biggest scenes together during the final act feel especially hurtful even though it’s a side of shigure we’re well aware of by that point -- it’s just something that tohru up until that point hadn’t witnessed, much less been directly confronted with. but i’m getting ahead of myself lmfao moving on)
- actually related to the above love tohru asking “wouldn’t i just be interrogating him?” and “the things kureno told me make me feel like i’m looking into a deep, dark well” just ahh i do love this background progression of shigure and tohru’s relationship and how it reaches a head when they have their talk about kyo later. 
- this is perhaps unintentional but: having this shot of machi noticing yuki + clearly having some new feelings about him overlaid with/directly followed by momiji and tohru, where we still know momiji has an unrequited crush on her. yes it makes me laugh a little but it’s also fitting because at this moment in time yuki does not have a crush on machi in return + sees her only as a friend.
- it’s been mentioned but it bears repeating. why are they not progressing momiji’s height whatsoever lmaooo. funny because yuki and kyo have had gradual changes but they’re really just trying to make this growth spurt reveal super jarring huh. also holy shit he looks TINY next to haru in this shot. next
- the one kid in class asking hana to fuck the priyuki girls up but she’s like “actually i really don’t care” LMAO........ love her
- ugh i really love this moment with yuki.......... i think it’s been a while since we’ve seen the general student population (not just the prince yuki girls) still treat him in a revering way, now also in part because he’s the student council president but definitely still because of his reputation as the prince. this was something that was so deeply ostracizing to him early on in the series, and does still remind him of his loneliness -- but that loneliness isn’t crippling to him anymore, because now he does have friends who like him and who he can have fun with. 
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i’m going to write a bigger post on this later probably because this is a really important progression point in how yuki understands himself to exist in his school’s ecosystem + how his self-esteem is still developing.
- additionally i just want to say that this scene isn’t yuki suddenly falling for machi, or really something to be read as mutually romantic between them -- machi i think absolutely has a crush on him at this point (because he is. the only person who is actually nice to her and considers her existence aside from kakeru but moving on) but yuki’s perception of her at this moment is heavily tied to how he thinks of himself as a friend + whether he’s a worthy enough person to befriend. the fact that machi shatters those doubts for him in such an overt way is important.
- anyways machi is rly cute here i loooove that she’s comfortable being more expressive around him even though it’s mostly out of embarrassment LMAO...... she’s learning how to display her feelings and trusts him with that..... cute.
- also of note yuki putting his hand on the top of her head which is like... he’s trying to convey that he feels they have (or are starting to have) a trusting friendship with each other but it’s like. a bit too much for machi to handle omfg. honestly this goes in hand with way back when ayame patted yuki’s head in praise which was clearly something yuki didn’t receive much of as a kid, and i’m assuming machi also rarely if ever received that same sort of praise. what i’m saying is they’re both trying lmaoo
- also as usual shimazaki’s deliveries are spot on yuki is soooo fucking cute in this scene. “what? seriously? they’re even worse than the ones i made” he’s so casual and funny with her it’s so good
- okay the timeskip to sunset makes me laugh it makes it seem like tohru and kyo have just been waiting in that room alone for hourssss
- ugh how sexy would it have been if the brief flashback to kureno + the music overlay had been cut out here. like tohru seeing the birds and then turning to ask kyo what he would think if someone’s curse had been broken would have gotten the message across just as well + i think would have been more emotionally impactful.
- tohru’s expression here though is so good just. ugh. will say this point in hers and kyo’s relationship is just so tasty because he really is her most trusted confidant but she’s also so aware of anything that could be construed as him rejecting her or pushing her away, which now that she’s getting especially wrapped up in the family’s secrets...... it’s a thin line she’s walking w wanting to protect him but not wanting to push him away bc he’s resigned to what will happen
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- this visual is so weeeeeird aoghjksd the screen being framed by her bangs. what. why
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- hmmmm in general idk if the flower scene hit very well. it felt kind of awkward? kyo and tohru both seemed really stiff which is weird because literally just a minute ago they were animated pretty well tbh
- this post is already so long and i only JUST started the akigure part of the ep....... i’m so sorry
- machi and kyo both handing off white flowers to yuki and tohru respectively and then we’re hit with shigure giving akito a red flower instead. obviously because akito is symbolized by red camellias + to refer back to her memory of shigure giving one to her, but also just basic color symbolism -- white being more indicative of purity and new beginnings, red being something both passionate, evocative, dangerous.
- oh we’re back to the kids. it is not in fact akigure time yet. 
- i loooove this tohru outfit so much she’s so cute in it. also ig it bears mentioning because i didn’t say anything about it last time, but the reboot hinting more directly to the audience that something bad happened to rin, rather than just her disappearing entirely, is def more overt than in the manga. that short scene of ren intercepting rin in the last ep was chronological yes, but in the manga we don’t see that happen until after we know that akito’s been keeping her in the cat’s room. so just by tohru mentioning that she hasn’t seen or heard from rin in a while, we’re clued in that something bad to her must have happened because of ren. which i don’t think is a bad decision honestly -- since ren is set up as the antagonist for this season, it might make viewers assume that ren did something bad to her, only for it to be revealed that it was akito and that akito is still becoming more and more unhinged. but that also ren is unhinged. disasters.
- “i’m sorry, i’m afraid i do have parents” this rly is just the mid-20s mood isn’t it
- mitsuru fucking hissing at shigure i cannot
- nakamura’s acting during this phone scene is so goooood oh my god. the LOATHING. honestly this alone just makes me crazy abt the insanity that is akito + kureno + shigure like jesus christ. 
- kureno’s pitiful little “nii-san” after shigure obliterates his entire life. there we go
- honestly it’s funny how shigure’s expression looks when akito yells at him for sleeping with ren because for a moment it looks like he has NO idea what she’s talking about but then. nope. he fucked her mom.
- do like the little detail of akito pointing as she tells shigure to get out, but when he leaves he just turns in the opposite direction. like truly he has never followed orders to the t once in his life.
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- this shot of ren is so fucking absurd oh my god. pls get ur male gaze directing out of here.
- “i... thought you forgot” man the way this is delivered feels really striking. i think because akito is never caught off guard in a way that surprises her in such a quiet way, or in a way that leaves her plainly vulnerable. like her vitriol towards him has to do with the fact that she feels he’s abandoning the bond they used to have (and ofc they bond they have through the curse), and that memory of him does act as a linchpin. 
- it’s primo bitchy shigure hours. primo akito meltdown hours.
- this shot is soooo foreboding wow. straight up darkness. tho i kind of wish this shot was used instead for the “i want to crush her to a pulp” line, or at the very least that the shot for that line was just framed differently
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- god they’re so fucking awful for each other. purely just a disaster duo. shigure taking control of the conversation + dismissing akito’s meltdown and emotional manipulation leaves akito feeling the only way she can have control over him is through seducing him since no other method works. the convo that has with her accusing him of sleeping with a lot of other women + her not knowing how to handle the fact that he slept with ren, and ofc the convo it has with her misogyny and how she views herself. they have this really vitriolic push and pull for control because akito doesn’t know what to do when she loses any control at all, and shigure’s grasping at what little control he can have considering how their power dynamics work with the bond -- walking away when she’s being manipulative, refusing to coddle her. like shigure’s wish for them to be on an equal playing field without the curse is a pipe dream because their relationship is just so, so damaged as is and is so heavily informed by what has already happened between them. takaya why did you have them end up together for realsies why did you--
- what is with the reboot team making akito break down the walls and doors all the time lmfao. bro the structural damage caused by this little 90lb disaster.
- i think i understand why they took it out (like maybe it would have been too overt with how they’ve set up the audience to expect something bad happened to rin after running into ren) but man they really just didn’t adapt one of the most haunting parts of the series huh. like this shot of rin being trapped inside the cat’s room right beside shigure thinking “i’ll be waiting for you” maaaan man!!
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- okay addendum: apparently she is in the room. in hindsight i did notice this but it did not register as a person because i thought it was just a glare on the window 😭
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sunny-casey · 5 years
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e-boy matesprites!!! purple troll - @grassyies
i tried out homestuck panel edits and it turns out im pretty good at them asdfhds this took me a DAY and 3 hourssss my hand hurts so bad
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sexyballoffluffy · 5 years
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original Meme:
https://twitter.com/i/status/1100372771396149254
Album Art By Me
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I made this in paint with some light editing in gimp in like...3 hourssss~
@doiduh hope you enjoi~ I hope I land the role! if not better luck next time! XP
sorry it took so long getting back to you, too busy living the dream baby~
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bambi-1a-blog · 6 years
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10 bias tag
I wasnt expecting to be tagged for this but thankyou @peachylobotomyy !!! Ily bby 💙
Anyway..
1. Jinyoung from GOT7
The precious peach is my ult bias. He's beautiful on the inside and out. Hes sexy and so so talented, fuck that voice is beautiful and smooth. I could listen to him reading all day long. I have never been so sure about whos my bias. I love this man probably too much lmao.
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2. Hoshi from SEVENTEEN !
Do i really need to say anything here? Hes A CUTE SQUISHY LITTLE SOFT CHILD THAT I LOVE. Hes probably the softest man i stan? For an intense hard stan, hoshi has me choking softly and a mess for his fluffy self. He is a cute little meme and all i can think about is "nega hoSHH" all day. His rapping is SLEPT UPON, dont believe me? Change Up will have you gagging. Plus them vocal chords are sent by angels and DAMN BOI DANCE KING, he has hobi running for his money. As leader of the performance unit, he is naturally a talented blessed boi and we should all love him more. This boi's visuals are severly slept upon ugh.
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3. Jin from BTS
Wow, worldwide handsome is my bias? Yo, of course. We all need some of his beauty in our lives, those flying kisses is what gets me through the day. Not just his mindblowing visuals are all i love about him, but his idiocy. Bless him, Jin is a special kind of person. /an idiot/. His loudness and short temper is goddamn hilarious and those dad jokes - idk whether to eye roll and cringe to death or laugh by how cute he is. Those shoulders too, oof. This oldie is probably one of the first bias' i ever had? I've stuck loyally to him (i dont hop around biases very much) and man i've watched him go through every hair colour, liVING FOR IT. He is our pink queen, and i love it. His vocals also - stop sleeping on epiphany it was amazing yall. Gosh.
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4. Jinho from PENTAGON
We all love a short lil bean. But wow. Jinho is a soft small child, but also the eldest. Hes so damn cute i could fit him in my pocket- he knows this. And uses it to his power the snake. He has the vocals of a legend and oh boi his english covers are so damn good. *cue havana and finesse covers* he is a lil sneak and gets away with everything just cus hes the eldest- but everyone loves him so its cool.
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(Kay lmao ima keep the rest short gosh my mind is dying tonight)
5. Doyoung from NCT
A beautiful man - born blessed looking like a literal angel on earth. He has such a soft and sweet spoken voice, but oh boy has some powerful vocals. I could listen to his lines in "yestoday" all day long. Oh boy oh boy is this man blessed. Hes a v good dancer, so damn polite it hurts, amazing singer aaaand beautiful. He should be an abercrombe and fitch model, the grunge aesthetic has never been his thing. (Beaut squeaky clean boi next door)
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6. Wonpil from DAY6 (daysicc)
Well.. what can i even say aabout this fake maknae. Hes a fucking idiot. But oh boy do i love him with all my soul. wonpil is the biggest cutie, even jae accepts it these days. His aegyo is utterly cringe worthy but bless him that laugh has me fainting. His vocals are blessed, oh man is he talented. Not to forget how talented those fingers of his are.. on the piano. I could listen to him play all day, he has such a soothing and calm aura to him when hes absorbed and focused on playing the piano, voice resonating perfectly with it. Oh man i just love him a lot (also dopil has me hardcore crying its so cute)
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7. Ravi from VIXX
Okay so damn-(ra) we have reached ultimate hard stan material. This man. Oh boy. People already sleep on vixx enough as it is (see; shangri la, scentist and stan) but daaaaamn this man, has a talent for writing, producing, rapping and even dancing. He is the jack of all trades. Pefectly harmonises cute and soft with sexy and "fuck im gonna pass out hes too much" kinda hot. Also lets not forget the tattoos oof. Hes like the perfect "badboy" with a soft side too. I live for all his mixtapes and solo shit as well as vixx as a whole. Hes also sugar daddy material he a RICH BOI - he gets all them royalties. Just.. wow. Ravi is a beautiful man pls stop sleeping on him and vixx. He is also a part of the tall boi crew as are the rest of vixx, damn they all big! (He is literally daddy)
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8. Hyungwon from MONSTA X
A meme with thick lips and a beautiful voice.. he could also be model damnnn. I remember watching no mercy and literally dying when hyungwon (a frog) suddenly starts picking on another member of his group, swearing and all. Idk if it was hot or scary. Tbh my first reaction was like, daddy spank me. Lmao. (It was a prank on the maknae of that group dw the frog isnt that mean.) He really has been blessed with visuals and oh boi those lips are PERF. But yeah i could listen to him sing or talk for hourssss. Naturally because im a meme i love him- memes unite. (I swear everyone knows hyungwon just for that goddaamn sip from the starbucks cup)
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LMAO SINCE THIS IS ALREADY UP IMA JUST WING IT
9. Xiumin from EXO
Beautiful smol boy, v talented oof that vocal range of his is insane..(also an oldie cryy. "marshmallow" alsoo hipthrusts and his dancing... wow we love a short king
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10. GD from BIGBANG
A weirdo with colourful and beautiful hair (and face). A legendary boy that can rap the house down. Oh boy i love jiyong. Bless
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Ugh this took too long..
I tag @kimtaelm, @got7kingsoflove and @blazechu to do this! 💙
Have fun~
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daydreamin808 · 5 years
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I feel like updating this! Well not my blog just my life lmaooo
Ok so...a lot has happened since I used to update a lot. To save the reading, I no longer (really) have a crush on the OG girl and we’re actually really really good friends right now! She actually called me her best friend the other week! Like right now we’ve never been closer and everything is good! :)
We’ve also made out like 3 times since I last updated about that, including yesterday and took a bunch of cute videos of us kissing. There’s like 7 I posted one of them lol. So idk ya we kiss sometimes but really I don’t have any feelings for her anymore. Like we literally made out yesterday and I was up texting that other girl, which I’ll get into, for hourssss and went to bed thinking about her and took a nap today and had a dream about her. Like basically my mind is all about this other girl right now.
So getting into THAT, we met on Tinder (I know haha) and we’ve gone on 3 dates! We have yet to kiss or anything, but we text everyday and I showed some of our convos like we send hearts and everything and we FLIRT a LOT. But we’re literally both too shy to make a move🤦🏻‍♀️ so I could go on about her but that’s way too much. Basically I really like her, she’s hot af, and we also have really deep and serious convos! Also she’s a Sag sun and Pisces moon I believe whichhhhh that’s perfect for me!! Lmao but ya we’re just “talking” but we both admitted to each other that each other are the only people we’re talking talking to! So it’s like we’re talking but it’s kinda more, like it’s exclusive talking. I’ll stop saying talking. Umm and also I kinda started smoking. Like tobacco...hmmm not good I know but I figure I’m young and healthy enough and it’s honestly really fun and I’m pretty happy right now? So ya sue me. My parents don’t know. They would kill me. But that’s my current life sit, well mainly social life sit.
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