#THIS MADE ME VERY EMOTIONAL OK

[pastafossa]

So I promised earlier that I would be back after reading the chapter to give some love for Pasta and I am here to deliver.

Because frankly? I don’t know how you do it.

How did you take a part of a story that I already had a vague idea of what was going to happen (based on the tv show) and have me on the edge of my seat, legit making me feel emotions of suspense?

I don’t know man, there was just something about this last chapter that made me remember how absolutely in awe I am of your talent as a writer as if I ever forgot but you get my point.

I knew that Matt, Jane, and Elektra were going to get out of the encounter with all the guards for story reasons, but the way you were able to entangle these characters into a brand new suspense encounter as they fought their way out had me blown away. Your words. The tension that you built. The way Matt and Jane were able to create this thickness in the air that only they shared together. Immaculate.

There’s just so many emotions and feelings that I have about the red thread that I just don’t know how to put into words, my friend. You’ve taken the Daredevil show and made it new. I dare say, better.

I know I’ve found myself on multiple occasions wishing that TRT is what we could be experienced on our screens instead.

I’ll just end by saying this, my dear Pasta-

As a writer, your work is the type of work I read because seeing how amazing it is makes me want to push myself to be better in hopes of having the honor to reach it one day.

I hope you know just what you’ve given us.

i need a minute

OK I'M OK NOW.

This was wonderful to hear, thank you so, so much. 😭 I'm always a little nervous about doing action scenes because I love reading them to death but they're also hugely intimidating to write, so knowing I hit the mark with the rising tension and suspense is HUGE, especially when I was also trying to weave the psychic world and the real world together in between. On top of that, one of my big things is even when TRT bumps firmly into something canonical like the Gala event, I want to make sure you guys get something new. The presence of a character is like a chemical, and adding it to an event, a scene, a moment, a mixture will always change the chemical composition even if some similarities to the old mixture remain. It's also admittedly one of the things I enjoy about fanfic - throw a new element in, then shake the whole batch up and see what pours out. And Jane's element includes her intimacy with Matt, the way they've learned to communicate during a big fight (which I've been building to for a while now as their team-up style), and their now-understood dual-acceptance of the other's darker side, so that influenced a lot of what happened. There was a lot to weave together and I'm just glad it all came out like it did, I was nervous.😅

And thank you for that, too! TRT on the screen would be AMAZING hi feige and marvel i have very competitive rates if you would like to do a jane hind and matt murdock comic or show series

As a writer, your work is the type of work I read because seeing how amazing it is makes me want to push myself to be better in hopes of having the honor to reach it one day.

scuse me i did not plan to cry today. fr though, I have read your work and I absolutely believe in it and you, it's good, I've seriously enjoyed it! all either of has to do is keep going, keep writing, keep improving and we can get there. <3

#ask response #the red thread #pasta talks to friends #THIS MADE ME VERY EMOTIONAL OK #and ironically it hit on a lot of the things i was worried about with this last chapter/current little arc #i am *very* careful when i bump into canon in TRT #so that things are either different or changed or they happen *waves* over there but we see the unseen aftermath #i knew there'd be elements of the gala that were unchanged because there's no other way for them *to* happen #but i knew i wanted to change it and also work to have just as much suspense and danger #while also showing how the two of them are learning to work in situations like this #this happening so soon after the Let the Devil Out arc and there being a lot of this primal intimacy in their thread #just after all that happened #and while they're both in a firefight is not a coincidence #so hearing all of this was LOVELY thank you so so much my friend!

[worlddissolvingintoslime]

like looking in a mirror

#🖍 #wanted 2 illustrate this dialogue very badly cause it made me emotional lol #in stars and time #isat #isat spoilers #<- i suppose #sorry for the longass post but it looks better layed out like this than squished into a grid even if the pages dont rly flow together #could be happier with bits and pieces of this? but it got me out of the worst creative slump of my life #theres about 2859043257 mistakes in this that i just noticed and cant be bothered to go fix ok just dont look too hard #anywasy thank you loop i love you #its wurple cause its a good color and keeping it grayscale would be BORING sorry not actually im just an avid bright color user #yayyy MJY ART #edit i can say wink with the caption too cause i finally played through twohats ok I OFFICIALLY GET IT NOW!!!!!!!!!

[flamemons]

It's alright to scream

I'm screaming too

Why'd you think I do the things I do?

For shadows haunted me like ghosts

So I became what I feared the most

I conduct fear like electricity

A manmade monstrosity

Killer — The Hoosiers

i woke up from a nap with this song stuck in my head and. yea

#kouichi kimura #koichi kimura #digimon frontier #digimon #AGH ok drawing to a song is. a new level of vulnerability for me and im trying to get past the mental block of OH THATS TOO CRINGE #because cringe isnt REAL #((but it sure feels like it)) #i fucked up and accidentally made a kouichi playlist and so many of my favorite edgy songs ended up applying to him #and i was like....hmm ok.....this kid is suddenly very interesting #...not that he isnt already very interesting like. he is but hes still sort of hard to grasp since he never had time to really be himself #....anyway #i have. so many thoughts about songs i associate with takuya but. i cant draw that #because i would go through organ failure #like i would literally explode and die #oh the struggle of admitting i have human emotions

[daily-hanamura]

#p4 #persona 4 #p4g #persona 4 golden #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #shirogane naoto #naoto shirogane #YELLLLING i love this because there's layers to it ok #first of all yosuke of all people telling people that they have a tin ear for others' feelings means so much to me because #on the one hand there's the irony of someone who tends to shoot his mouth off and easily maybe accidentally offend people pointing that out #but also remember how yosuke tends to be very introspective on the things he says? how he comes back to apologise the next day or so #because he reflects on himself!! he knows he's not the greatest at talking but he tries his best!! #and that's the second layer to it because the contradiction of yosuke's foot-in-mouth disease is also how sensitive he is to other people #yosuke apologising to chie because he's realised that he's terrified her with his actions when he first drags yu into the tv #yosuke wanting to apologise to nanako for bringing up her deceased mother because he thinks he's made her uncomfortable #yosuke being the one that brings up how naoto must feel as he's settling in into the school! his boundless empathy!! #and i think actually it does make him the perfect person to talk to naoto about it especially because in this investigation #they really represent the dual sides of the work. yosuke is driven by his need to get justice and his very emotional cause #naoto is driven (at first) by profession and the cooler calculus of rationality and logic (until his pride was provoked at least) #idk i think that before naoto yosuke was really the one driving the team's investigation and analysis #and after naoto joined them it just. rounds out his effort significantly #so that's my third layer yeah them talking behind the scenes is so important to me #yosuke reaching out to naoto to discuss the case because he's got all these notes that he can't make sense of #naoto reaching out to yosuke to discuss the case because he can tell which one of the IT is idk essentially the project manager #don't get me wrong yu leads the team and everyone does their part in the team as well #but yosuke man. yosuke. the right hand man. the ideas guy. the one trying to form hypotheses about their evidence. #and idk i feel like yosuke probably commented that in a sort of throwaway manner as they're reviewing clues because he tends to do that #kanji's “didn't you tell me there were all kinds of love” or the beach scene and LISTEN maybe yosuke drops a lil philosophy sometimes. #maybe he drops a lil life advice like nbd. yosuke says very observant or wise things at times!

[batwynn]

All the advertising I saw for Elemental:

Check out this wacky adventure between a fire person and a water person! A Tree Child Flirts with her! LOL! HEY LOOK CLOUD PEOPLE! *cartoon spring and honking noises*

Me: I don’t… want to watch that. Oh well, that’s fine.

Me actually watching it:

Oh wait, it’s a story of an immigrant family who come with nothing and build a community for themselves and their people and the weight of debt you feel to your parents who sacrificed for you to succeed but the way that that success sometimes isn’t what you want and how parental love can feel conditional when there’s a lack of clear communication and—

Me getting to the end: SHE BOWED AND HE BOWED BACK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💦💧💦💧💦💧💦💧💦🌊🌊🌊🌊🚿🚿🚿

#elemental #elemental spoilers #listen fucking Disney being brought in to advertise and then take over Pixar was a FUCKING MISTAKE #but also the surprise was ok #It was layered #you had the racism #you have the prejudice #you have the rich kid but who’s family is in touch with their emotions #so he connects to people at an emotional level #you have the very ah Asian coded family who came with nothing but their blue fire and strong spirit #who build a place for themselves AND their community #you get the aging parents who want you to continue with their legacy #that heavy debt on their kid’s shoulders #but also get her missing the meaning of their love and effects on #just #I’m getting emotional thinking about it again #anyway #I made it through the movie and then cried at the bow #so Pixar wins another point for once again making me cry #it’s been a while but they get that one #oh also look at who directed it #this person does?? everything? voice acts animates and now directs? #what can’t they do? #also obviously no shame to anyone who does like whacky adventures with cartoon honking like those are totally fun and cool #I just wasn’t in the mood for that kind of thing at the moment

[kinneys]

jason and marie: touch

#society. we have to hunt tony gilroy for sport #sorry I coloured these all very differently for some crazy reason. well I have lost my mind <3 but this is soothing to me #jason bourne #marie kreutz #bourne #jason x marie #my stuff #my bourne stuff #i'm afraid making this made me Deleted Cheesy Christian Rock AMV Ending-pilled. i think it's good #my primary emotion is still absolute hysterics imagining Universal executives watching it being like ok we're making this guy reshoot the #ending firing him from the sequels and killing her in minute sixteen of the next one just to be safe. #really makes you think. and is the final ending more in character and in tone of the movie? yes. #but i have to hand it to doug liman. he died for me in some ways

[silversoulstardust]

rereading my fav lawlu doujinshi bc I want to make myself cry to sleep

#read this a few days ago and i still cant stop thinking about it #this got me rewatching dressrosa arc tbh #when i was off my one piece hyperfixation i wonder what made me ship lawlu all those years ago (enough to post fic on ffnet) #and now ten years later im here and i. yeah i get it. i get it past me. #this pair can be as heart wrenching and as silly as you want them to be #law who seems to be the mature one is actually so emotionally stunted #meanwhile the childish luffy has such high EQ and are able to discern emotions so very easily #they are perfect for each other #ok enough ship analysis i should go to bed #nunite #chrmz.txt

[crescentfool]

i love ryomina

no but seriously. even when i’m thinking about other things that captivate my interest, i find myself coming back to them and feeling like i fell down three whole flights of staircases every time i do. they are one of my favorite pairs in media and are very special to me.

it’s the way that ryoji and minato’s lives are inevitably intertwined with each other due to the circumstances 10 years ago on the moonlight bridge. without no minato, there is no ryoji. minato as he is today is because of ryoji. they have irreparably affected each other’s lives that you cannot discuss one without bringing up the other one.

ryoji mochizuki, who is death, pharos, thanatos, nyx avatar, the man of many names and identities, is the perfect summation of p3′s messages and themes.

minato arisato, the wildcard and protagonist, who has boundless kindness in his actions despite the unfortunate cards handed to him.

the two of them complement each other and tell a beautiful story from start to finish.

minato’s personas capture this perfectly. he awakens to orpheus, who’s flames burns bright, is snuffed out by thanatos during the encounter against the arcana magician. a visual precursor of the idea that ryoji stole from the life that minato could have had.

it’s the way that over the course of the game as minato interacts with pharos, talking throughout the dark hour, forging a bond that cannot be broken, that allows ryoji to exist. minato humanizes death.

november. the bells toll, calling the appriser. and yet, it’s peaceful... quiet, and full of life. ryoji, who breaks free from death’s chains, refusing his role, is given the chance to live for a month. to make the most of the humanity that minato has given him over those ten years. and what a life he lived. ryoji’s life is a reflection of what minato’s life could have been like in another universe.

it is the way the two of them are reflections of each other. ryoji with his hair down is just like minato. they are both stubbornly committed to choosing to be kind, to love life, yet are chained down by the cards the narrative dealt them with. they finish each other’s sentences, knowing each other intimately in a way no one else does.

how is that, a boy who lived for only one month, profoundly changes the course of the narrative? he is simultaneously relevant and irrelevant. blink, and you miss it, the beautiful life that he led.

ryoji is horrified at the revelations of being the appriser. he who so desperately wished to forget that his existence was meant to bring the end to all life, was unable to escape the inevitability of death. in a non-human way, of course. he becomes remorseful. a shadow of his brief time as a human who was enamored by the small beautiful things that life had to offer.

he is swallowed by grief. grief knowing that his very existence will take away not only minato’s life, but everyone else’s. the very thing that ryoji loved- life, fundamentally went against the role he was born for- to be the harbinger of death. and unable to grapple with this sadness he believes that the best thing for minato to do is to kill him, so that SEES can live in bliss not knowing about their inevitable end.

SEES is left rattled, calling into question what the meaning of life is and what they do when faced against the inevitability of death.

and!!! minato chooses!! for ryoji to live!! even in spite of what ryoji is MEANT to embody, minato still stubbornly chooses to defy death itself! and if that’s not cool i don’t know what is!! minato wants everyone to have the chance to live!!

so he climbs. he ascends tartarus, to meet ryoji, again, who is now the nyx avatar. and i just think there’s something so so beautiful about being able to use messiah, minato’s ultimate persona, against nyx avatar.

messiah, being the fusion of orpheus and thanatos is peak ryomina to me. because ryoji and minato have established an unbreakable bond from having been entwined for 10 years, minato still has a piece of death with him, and by proxy!! ryoji is able to defy and rebel against nyx trying to bring the fall! and i think that’s fucking cool shit if you ask me!

even when all of the arcanas have been gone through, it’s still not enough to stop the fall. and yet. minato knows. in the way that ryoji was sealed in minato 10 years ago by aigis... minato becomes the great seal so that everyone can live. it comes full circle.

march rolls around. he fulfills his promise to SEES on graduation day. minato dies from exhaustion. but goddamn does his sacrifice make me weep- he’s had such, such a tiring journey. he’s been through so many things because he was at the wrong place at the wrong time. but at the end of it all, he’s reunited with ryoji in death.

and i think this is why ryomina continues to evoke so much emotions for me, to this day. the relationship that they have embodies so much of persona 3′s messages and themes that it makes me feel like a microwave with nothing running in it.

p3′s message is very hopeful, for me. my favorite takeaway from it is that even if death is inevitable, appreciating the life that we were given and choosing to live as best as we can with kindness (even if we can’t feasibly do everything), is just? really nice? and you see this manifest in both ryoji and minato’s personalities and what they do for the other characters.

ryomina just feels so distinct to me, the flavor that their relationship ties back to my favorite takeaways from this game and im just!!  god!! i love you minato arisato! i love you ryoji mochizuki! im so glad that i could meet them! i’m happy that they changed my life! they made me want to appreciate the connections in life even if they were fleeting! they made me!! want to pay attention to the good moments in life and cherish them!

i love ryomina so much!!! i’m so glad that these two could bring so much joy into my life! and i hope that others can have this joy too! 💛💙

#lizzy speaks #persona 3 #ryomina #ryoji mochizuki #minato arisato #meta #long post #(literally) #HI SO UM YESTERDAY I COULDN'T FUCKING SLEEP so to cope i was like 'i will talk out loud about anything and everything' #and somehow that turned into me talking about ryomina out loud and something about verbalizing my thoughts made me feel crazy about these- #two again. i mean for the record i continue to love them always very dearly but like my p3 braincells sometimes go into hibernation bc- #ive been on a really huge splatoon kick. but anyway my voice was like cracking at 3am because i was tearing up #i was like 'THE!! IM! SO NORMAL ABT WHAT ORPHEUS AND THANATOS AND MESSIAH SYMBOLIZE' etc etc etc #so i kinda just went to sleep like 'ok well you GOTTA type it out. everyone needs to know about this.' #and um i didnt mean to make 1069 words! sorry! not really! but i love them!!! even if im very quiet these days! #ohhh how lucky i am to have had the chance to experience ryomina they are such a gem. they make me so goddamn emotional #they really mean a lot to me because of well. (gestures at the entire post) but also they came at a really good point of my life and FUCK!! #im so so grateful to them!!! i love them!!!! the themes that their relationship and characters convey just !! IM SO NORMAL ABOUT IT!!! #they've affected me so profoundly and deeply and i wish i could make better art to get this across. but its ok. one day i can. one day #they make me so fucking talkative like actually but um. i had a lot of fun writing this! i dont think ive had like. a proper appreciation- #post for them that articulates why i like them so much (unless you count the essays i write in my art tags) so it was nice to make this. #admittedly theres a lot abt p3 that im rusty on since its been a goodwhile since ive interacted with the source material #and in a way you could say that like. i need to renew my p3 license LMAOOO but god some parts of p3 still have such a huge death grip on me #and what i mean by that is that the big Fucking Events have such!! clarity!! in my mind!! i recall them and i wilt on the spot!! #oh god i cant fucking shut up. the tags are probably 500 words long. enjoy my ramble. i wish every ryomina enjoyer a Good Life <3 #actually no. i hope that EVERYONE on the dash today has something that sparks joy for them the way ryomina does for me. #everyone deserves 2 have something that makes their brain do a little excited dance that makes them blow up and explode. its good for u! #BYE FOR REAL this is why i have to post my thoughts very spread out otherwise yall would have so many WORDS on ur dash pls help i have so #many emotions and i am so tiny i cannot possibly fit all the feelings i have about ryomina and other things inside my tiny little body

[seventh-fantasy]

xiao dingquan -> 阿宝 ah bao / fang duobing -> 小宝 xiao bao + treasures of the family

#posts made for only 1-3 people :) #hlht #lhl #my posts #that's an incredibly bad cap of mama fang and fdb but i really need it from that specific scene #also papa fang did call fdb xiaobao but he was offscreen so i didn't include the cap 😔 #in the same way it's very plausible gu siqing probably was the one who gave xdq his ah bao milk name #but we never saw her calling him that onscreen given her rare appearances. so. #to me milk names are very specifically smth a 长辈 senior refers to a 小辈 junior #it's a representation of the affection they have for the young one #nobody can take that away from me. it's very important >:( #the only way ah bao was used in hlht that doesn't fall under that is xdq calling lwx ah bao but as A REFLECTION OF HIMSELF. #otherwise xdq's milk name holds a very specific representation of seeing the person as a precious one of the family. #which is why xrj never called xdq by his milk name until the very last moment. #also i'm very emotional about fdb calling papa fang 'lao fang' and getting away with it ok. #do you get how loving and accommodating his family is that he gets to do that. 那不正是理想的家庭状态吗？ #(on top of how it's so normal in modern context lmao)

[thermodynamic-comedian]

hey guys remember when in the literal first episode of asoue, olaf says something like

"you may think i'm an evil person, but let me tell you something.....you haven't got the faintest clue."

he was not exaggerating

#anyways do you guys think the reason the first thing olaf did to the baudelaires was give them a big list of elaborate tasks to do #was not just because he wanted them to suffer but also because he went through the exact same thing as them #(becoming an orphan after growing up in a place of privilage) #and he was forced to take care of all of those things himself and was very obviously not prepared for it and failed in life #because of that #so his fucked up mind just immediately went ''oh ok this is just something all orphans have to go through'' #oh my god. adding onto that #he also had not one but two terrible mentors that enforced the negative parts of his personality #and he clearly wasn't like the baudelaires. he was angry and emotional and not the kind of person to know when he's being abused #exactly the kind of person to actively seek out the validation and affection of his abusers. and continue that cycle of abuse on #because ''that's what happened to me. no one cared for me. the adults in my life actively made my life worse #so that's exactly what's going to happen to you. i'll make sure of it.'' #idk man at this point im just talking. throwing my brainrot into the washing machine of asoue fan content. #asoue #a series of unfortunate events #snicketverse #lemony snicket #asoue netflix #count olaf #the baudelaire orphans

[lucretialux]

AC6 SPOILERS

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I made some hard choices and I finished the Fires of Raven ending. I couldn’t let Arquebus have the Coral. Have Ayre. I didn’t see a choice. I had empowered Arquebus too much, in my mercenary greed, and my brand loyalty.

I had tears in my eyes as I brought down Arquebus. Fought Rusty with Cold Efficiency.

So I fought Ayre. To burn Rubicon so no one could have it.

I named my AC Snow Angel. So long ago. Right at the beginning of my career. Ayre, so clearly the Coral Angel. Two Angels locked in a battle with no victors at the Edge of the World.

My cannon fight is the one where we died and burned at the exact same time. (But the screen faded and brought up the fail screen…)

Rubicon burns. Humanity abandons her. And the Hope of Rubicon fades to nothing. And all anyone remembers is my name, in the Fires of Raven.

And then I wake. Right before my first mission as Raven. I don’t know why. Or how. Yet.

But what I do know. Piloting the Rubicon Angel, burning crimson with Coral Flames, I fight with cold fury of origin unknown

I will. Find the path to the future we both wanted.

#armored core 6 #ac6 #armored core 6 spoilers #im not ok lol #quiet tears from the moment i made the decision #quiet sobs through the whole last fight #loud sobs through the _entire_ credits #yes im emotional. this is very enriching let me enjoy my sad robot game

[wild-at-mind]

I feel like tags like these were inevitable on the post about people traumatising themselves for the greater good or w/e... There is SO much emphasis on posting on tumblr and other social media being so important and so useful and we must never stop. But I would like to counterargue with the idea that posting on social media (especially tumblr) constantly does very little/nothing. If that was true then the point here becomes meaningless.

#i guess i must be broken according to this person because i don't seem to feel emotions the way they feel helps palestine #activists in palestine are also calling for a general strike where no one goes to work and that has yet to materialise in a meaningful way #because people keep watering it down by saying 'oh it's ok just post constantly/about nothing else than palestine on social media' #yeah awesome great- look i'm sure there are people in palestine saying get the word out about our suffering etc #but they are also calling for more meaningful symbolic gestures like strikes which as far as I know no western country has delivered #because that would take a lot of organising and much less guilt tripping and people spending all their time posting #and comfort always comes up- comfort and discomfort- what even is comfort? #is feeling ok in your own mind an insult to palestine? #are there people losing everything in wars feeling better because someone in the west feels really really bad about their pain? #like sorry to be facetious but what on earth does any of this rhetoric accomplish #i spent years thinking like this and it made me so sick and now i'm better i am DONE with it- i cannot go back to this thinking #i can only live if i bend away from this kind of thinking like a plant to light- and i want to help others but people just won't stop #please- post on social media if you like. it doesn't help anyone to view the depths of their pain and feel bad #it is better to look towards hope a ceasefire and a resolution and end to the killing of palestinians for good #that can happen!!! #i think avoiding misinformation and dehumanising rhetoric about either side is also very important #i fully believe you can only understand geopolitics and war if you see everyone as human

[yourstormthlaylirahh]

Regardless of whether you conceptualize them as platonic, romantic, familial, etc, Sam and Frodo are soulmates. Sam loved Rosie and had a family with her and they're lovely, but his bond with Frodo superseded all others because their connection was that strong, this is shown most clearly in how in his old age Sam followed Frodo into the west. In this essay I will-

#lord of the rings #lotr #samwise gamgee #frodo baggins #emilys fandom thoughts #i have very strong feelings about them ok #their relationship is the emotional heart of the story to me #the ring would not have been destroyed if frodo had not borne it #he would not have made it without sam #they needed each other and only together were they able to get the ring to mount doom

[byanyan]

byan being a timid kid.

byan being a timid kid because they used to be an outgoing and energetic kid, but they'd get in trouble for being too loud and annoying, too rambunctious and distracting, and struggled to make friends because they were too overwhelming and wanted too much attention. byan being a timid kid because they don't know who to trust because they've been hurt so many times in so many ways by the people who were supposed to protect and look after them. byan being a timid kid because they always manage to disappoint everyone, because they aren't smart enough or talented enough or good enough and they can never seem to do anything right. byan being a timid kid because they're afraid of what they're capable of, because every time their anger has boiled over, they've done serious damage to people, because they've ended up hurting someone far more than that one person ever hurt them.

byan being a timid kid because they don't know what else to do, because every part of them seems wrong, and now being themself just doesn't feel like an option.

#and then of course byan flipping that on its head one day when the final straw snaps #bc being quiet and timid and trying to be well-behaved never actually made things better it never changed anything #byan embracing their anger in a very 'you think I'm a disappointment and a problem? fine I'll BE a disappointment and a problem' sort of wa #hi I've been having a lot of middle of the night thoughts again lately #tonight it's thinking about how if you compared byan at a certain point in their childhood with byan now #you'd never guess they were the same person bc they're such complete opposites #bc they spent so many years trying to be all these things they weren't and none of them were fucking good enough for anyone #if anyone needs me I'll be over here laying on the floor in self inflicted emotions over my own oc ok thank u goodnight #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

[mcybree]

"if you happen to fall in the subcategory of people who are really into third life and also rain world lets talk. please. i have an au come back"

i am staring at u with my artificer plushy in my hands

*walks onto the stage. taps mic.* um. Jimmy sliver of straw incident. *jumps off the apron breaking all of my bones immediately upon contact with the floor*

#hello hi there um. twirls hair. Lets talk hey man lets talk #ok actually full disclaimer I dont interact with the rw fandom much at all and got into the game mid 2020 so Im #one of those guys who get kind of obnoxious about downpour’s canoninity and get kind of nitpicky about the lore #but if the people can look past that I am all for discussion on 3l rw au. Personally I think scott would fuck it up as an iterator #. probably because he literally is just an iterator to me already im gonna be honest. #emotional dissonance likes to pretend he’s above everyone else needs to be good at everything etc etc. not saying iterators have these- #traits usually im just saying all of these traits of his would make perfect sense if he was an iterator. trust #i have this whole thing written out in my head about rw fh and their citizens colloquially calling their political arrangements a marriage— #between their iterators and how that means very different things to them and I um. Yeah. There’s a plot too sorry im just the fh guy #bree barks so fucking loud #3l but its all sad giant calculator groupchat drama is just really funny to me conceptually imma be honest #Iterator gria n made a death code out of boredom and just to see if he could its fucking awesome #asks

[xoalsox]

i love you forever my shinee

#no matter how much time has passed it is still very difficult for me to talk about it...every time i think i will be ok it just hits me all #over again and i suddenly cant breathe and i cant think i cant do anything at all #had a bit of an anxiety attack on the 17th....on the next day i kinda made the mistake of watching a live performance of jjong where he #got emotional while singing and started crying...so i started crying too. still it was very comforting to hear the audience screaming on #top of their lungs telling him they love love LOVE him after that...you are so so loved jonghyun hope you can still feel that just like you #felt it back then. you are loved and will forever be loved #and the members' ig posts.....even though i try not to cry a lot i always kinda do..they just always manage to make me feel emotions #ive never felt before....mh telling jh about his mom...kb updating him about tm's successful concert....thats a FAMILY right there......... #love you my shinee family...hope you are all doing well and taking care of yourselves....my 5 boys forever #xlsx