#THANK U LITERALLY SO MUCH FOR SENDING IN AN ASK

[missydior]

CINNAMON GIRL ୨୧ (part ii)

♡: when nobody suspects, they deliberately try to offer hints of the truth - aka. you & charles slowly launch your relationship when everybody is convinced you're untouched.

part 1: here !

notes: charles leclerc/singer reader, secret relationship, releasing & soft (?) launching, engagement, all pictures are from pinterest & any due credits fall respectfully to artists on song, album names etc.

type: smau ・ face claim: madison beer <3

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yourusername: i am so honoured that i get to share this album with you all, every single song comes straight from the heart and i hope you each adore it as much as i have come to since it was first truly born three years ago & has developed since <3 ‘lover’ out now !

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friendusername: since when did y/n enter her lover era? ;)

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user1: bless your heart, we love you angel 🫶🏼

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user1: do y’all know what i’m thinking?

user2: charles leclerc !!

user3: no, that doesn’t make any sense because they only met in may and y/n said she’s been working on this album for years

user4: why don’t we concentrate on admiring and appreciating her musical work rather than asking for answers she might not want to give?

user5: idk but i’m IN LOVE with the album 🤍🤍🤍

yourusername shared on stories:

charlesleclerc on dm: je t’aime 🤍

user1: idk about charles leclerc but we need to know who the mystery, lovable man is.

user2: y/n’s recent update on instagram omg

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yourusername: quieter afternoons now that the tour has come to a close <3 i loved every single night and hour with you all, thank u and sending love.

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user1: is that an ENGAGEMENT RING?

user2: just fainted

user3: have you been hiding this from us the entire time omg?

friendusername: reminder that he asked me to help with ring choices too

yourusername: i literally asked for your help as well, but thank you ily

user3: y/n tell us who the mystery lover isss

user4: the lovers tarot, the engagement ring, i actually can’t

user5: charles you need to stop hiding in the likes

user4: i still think it’s him

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charlesleclerc: to ma belle fiancée, l'amour de ma vie, in loving you for three years and many more to come. je t’aime 🤍

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pierregasly: finally, i was getting bored of you two pretending you didn’t know each other

franciscagomes: don’t lie, it was fun

yourusername: i love you 💗

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a/n: the ending feels very much rushed but i loveddd making this nonetheless and incorporating my fun, little aesthetic </3

#୨୧ my works #charles leclerc x reader #f1 smau #f1 x reader #f1 imagine #f1 fanfic #formula one x reader #formula one imagine #f1 fluff #formula 1 smau #formula 1 x you #formula 1 x reader #charles leclerc fanfic #charles leclerc fluff #charles leclerc

[educatedsimps]

hello!!! I love your fics! Can I request a kenma x reader? where he does things he hates but still does it for the reader because the reader loves it? eg: getting wet in the rain etc? thank you if do!!

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kozume kenma x reader

a/n: HI ANONNN i'm so glad you like our stuff! and ofc bae :) yes kenma would 100% do stuff he doesn’t like just for his partner because they love it.

cw: not exactly the usual type of fic with a storyline, it's kind of like headcanons? mostly? but written headcanons? i think ????? idk man. anyway it's all fluff and kenma being ridiculously in love with you :)

wc: 1.7k

fic below!

the following is based on true events: lyssa: *sends yves a screenshot of the request* look there's another kenma req! yves: he's a literal cat lyssa: yeah! wait but that's not the point of the- yves: hold on i have a tweet for this lyssa: LMAO ofc u do

okay, on to the real stuff!

"Kenmaaaaa, let's go (insert activity of choice)!"

"...do we have to?"

"Yes! It'll be fun, I promise!"

"...are you sure?"

"Yes, come on!"

"...you really wanna?"

"Yes! And I promise to spend a whole day gaming with you. We can play literally any game you want. Now, can we go? Pleaseeee?"

Sigh. "Alright."

This was the usual conversation between the two of you whenever you wanted to do something Kenma didn't necessarily enjoy. In other words, you’d bribe him with a full day of gaming together.

You knew he'd much rather stay in any day of the week instead of go out and engage in such uncomfortable, sweaty and outdoor (derogatory) activities. Anyone who even remotely knew him would know that. However, you genuinely thought that doing more physical activities together would be good for the both of you.

Hence your increasingly frequent pleas for him to join you in doing said activities.

The first time you asked him out on such a date, it was to go swimming together. He looked at you with a blank expression, but you could read his thoughts exactly. "Do you even like me? Do you even know me?" was what he seemed to be saying. With his eyes, at least.

To be honest, most of his reasons for not wanting to go swimming were pretty valid. Why would he wanna get soaked just to take another shower after that? Why would he go swimming when there are gonna be people around to witness him flap around in the water? And his hair is already bleached, so why would he want to ruin it further by going into a pool practically loaded with chlorine? Out of everything, chlorine had to be the bacteria killer? Why couldn't it have been something nicer, like chocolate or something?!

Fair enough, you thought. But by the time the two of you were out of the pool that day (you don't even remember if you just played in the water or if you actually swam laps together), the sun was literally shining down on him, yet his smile seemed brighter than the sun itself. You weren't sure exactly what about swimming had made him smile like that the first time, but since then, every time you suggested going swimming together, you'd remind him how much fun he had the last time and he'd be less opposed to the idea.

Even though he'd probably never admit it to you, he actually enjoyed going swimming with you that first time because of you. The way you laughed and the way you seemed so comfortable in the water honestly captivated him. Then he started to notice how the sun reflected off the water and onto your skin, casting a golden glow around you.

So damn pretty, he remembered thinking to himself.

Soon, you started going swimming at night - to not "die of UV rays", in his words - and the way the moonlight reflected off your skin was simply ethereal. He couldn't have used any other word to describe you in that state. You reminded him of a siren, and if real sirens were even half as beautiful as you, he’d understand why those pirates and sailors were so easily lured out to sea.

Even if you couldn't swim swim, you still looked so content in the water that slowly, he couldn't say no to going swimming with you anymore.

The next kind of activity you asked him to do together was to go to the beach. And of course, you were met with the usual resistance at first. The way his face lightened when you said "swimming" then pinched together when you said "at the beach" told you exactly what he was thinking.

Ew. Sand. Everywhere.

Honestly? Valid. Sand gets everywhere - and I mean everywhere. The sand gets scorching hot in the daytime so why would anyone wanna go there? To get sand up your ass? To burn your feet off?? Like, can't you just do that over the kitchen stove or something?

That was until you were spending the day together at the beach, building sandcastles and sunbathing and just hanging out by the water. You could never forget how relaxed he looked by the end of it.

Sure, there were tons of other people at the beach that day, but he completely forgot about that when he was with you. You just did that somehow - make him feel like it was just the two of you even in a crowded room.

"It's not that bad, right, Kenma?"

"Eh..."

It's "not that bad" only because of you but I'm not admitting that, is what he was thinking.

This process continued with several more activities - cycling, hiking, even going to the gym.

When you asked him to go cycling together, his face told you, "What makes you think I'd enjoy cycling when there isn't even water to help me cool off this time? And what if I lose balance and fall?"

When you asked him to go hiking together, his expression screamed, "There aren't even gonna be wheels this time, are you kidding me? My legs are gonna give out. You're gonna have to haul me back home by yourself and it's not gonna be my problem."

And when you asked to go to the gym together, he muttered, "Kuroo and Yamamoto are rubbing off on you."

Despite these complaints, Kenma always came home looking more refreshed than ever. Even though he still didn’t love those sports, he didn’t hate them either, thanks to you. But that wasn't the point.

To him, the point was just seeing you do what made you happy. And as much as he hated getting all sweaty and sore and tired, he absolutely loved watching you go about the activities you had planned. Sure, you were just as sweaty and sore and tired as he was, but he didn't care. He honestly just cared that you were happy, and he knew then that he would do anything just to make you smile like that for the rest of your lives.

As for non-physical activities, if you love doing things like going to the museum, painting, gardening, yoga or meditation, board games, photography, he'd definitely be less resistant even though he doesn't particularly love those activities, and of course he'd just enjoy spending that time with you. Honestly, he's just glad you didn't pick something physically draining this time.

One time, you dragged him away from his video game and out of his bedroom to go play in the rain together. When you told him you wanted to go out into the rain, he had half a mind to drag you back into the house and lock you in the bedroom with him. But he was also kinda curious as to what you could possibly find so exciting in the middle of a rainstorm, so he followed you outside with just his hoodie, sweatpants and house slippers.

As raindrops pelted against his skin and clothes, he looked up to see you standing in front of him with your arms held out to the side and your head tilted slightly upward.

It was cool and rainy night, and Kenma would typically be in the comfort of his bed or gaming chair, safely sheltered from the rain. Why the hell would you wanna go out in the rain when you have a perfectly good house to stay in? He thought earlier.

Now, he finally had an answer to that. Two, in fact.

One, it was beautiful. He's obviously seen rain before, but only from his window. He had never been in the rain like this before. He's been caught in the rain on the way home from school or practice, sure, but never deliberately in the rain.

Looking up, the night sky was splattered with stars, barely visible behind metallic grey storm clouds. Silvery droplets raced towards the ground and glistening specks of water started to collect on his lashes. Blinking them away, he could see you in front of him.

The second answer to his earlier question was simple. You.

Dressed in one of his old volleyball jerseys, home shorts and slippers, you still looked so goddamn beautiful to him. You were laughing wholeheartedly even as raindrops assaulted your skin from above. You were somehow glowing even with just the dim streetlights nearby. Turning towards him, you grabbed his hands and pulled him towards you, further out onto the empty street.

"Come on, babe, have some fun!" You yelled, making sure he could hear you through the downpour. He could feel the rainwater slowly soaking through the material of his hoodie and onto his skin. He watched as you started kicking your feet and jumping into puddles of water on the road, and soon, the two of you were in the middle of an all-out puddle war.

Sooner or later you'd both be out of breath, and you'd end up with your arms wrapped around his neck and his around your waist. As the two of you swayed slowly back and forth, everything seemed to be in slow motion. The falling of rain around you, the steady beating of your heart, your slow breaths and the quiet rumble of thunder nearby added to the overall ambience.

Thinking back, he wasn't sure if this experience was beautiful because of the rain or because of you. Probably the latter, he thought. Furthermore, if he had to describe this experience in one word, he'd say it was magical. Simply and absolutely magical, and all thanks to you.

That day, he also decided that going out into the rain with you was worth an extra shower, and eventually this became a habit for the two of you whenever it rained heavily at night. If you moved to an apartment, you'd stand on the balcony together and stay there while it rained. Sometimes you'd dance, sometimes you'd play around with the puddles of rainwater on the ground, and sometimes you'd just be in each other's arms talking about anything and everything.

Main point is, he’s in love with you and he would do anything for you - even if it means getting sweaty and tired. Though I don’t think he’d complain that much if you asked to play volleyball HAHAHA

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[freedomfireflies]

IDEA IDEA IDEA NOT REALLY IDEA BUT THOUGHT. it made me giggle

idk if u have seen it but there was / is this tiktok trend where the girl puts like less on her plate than the guy to see his reaction and i was trying to picture all of ur harrys reactions and it made me laugh like

infite yourry would stare at her for a good couple seconds and then switch their plates he wouldn’t even say anything just. disappointed and offended stare

i feel like 404rry would pretend he doesn’t care and then.. slowly.. start sliding his plate over HAHAHAHAHAHAH (but that would also mean he’d have to both admit he wants to eat with her and then do it so….)

knockoutrry (my love) would also stare at her and then just be like “.. so.. no?”

minerry would be SO offended like why do you give ME more.

teach me harry would just stare at bee who is trying not to laugh like… i know what this is.

OFTM HARRY PLS SHE’D PROB DO IT AFTER THEY DO A VIDEO AND this man FIGHTSSS her on it “you need to get your energy back. go get more.” “there isn’t more. i just took the leftovers” “take my plate” “no, that’s yours” “i wasnt asking”

IDK U COULD HAVE A DIFF OPINION BUT THOSE ARE MINE AND I FIND IT GIGGLEABLE

ALSFJSDF OH MY GOD BESTIE NO YOU'RE SO RIGHT THIS IS....THIS IS LITERALLY SO ACCURATE, I COULD NOT HAVE DONE IT BETTER MYSELF!!!!!!!!!

You nailed this, can I please pay you to make more of these because I enjoyed this way too much 😭💞💞💞 you're so right and I love it!!! THANK YOU FOR THIS HEHE FEEL FREE TO ALWAYS SEND MORE

#into the harryverse

[hiemaldesirae]

I completely understand a crippling fear of twitter, but if you ever DO decide to make it, I'd love to hear your most behated Hazbin takes bc people do keep getting Vox so wrong lmao

ur so real for this nonny

actually since u sent this ask in i may as well

a lot of the shitty characterizations i see are all revolving around mostly twitter staticmoth/radiosilence shippers (no surprise there i guess :/) and almost always portray vox as a macho dom daddy with a superiority complex and that 50s Misogyny Grindset babyyyy or just as a straight up rapist and s/aer. which. Sigh. i can tell you right now ive not only seen that take from rdsl shippers (which, while disappointing, isnt surprising because most of the ones with shit takes are actually just alastor whump fans) but also from a staticmoth shipper???????? ive since blocked and muted their ass but whatever the fuck they were on i do NOT want to go near .

and while im AWARE that yeah sure its all just hcs l and they can do whatever the fuck they want w them (and ill do what i want x1000 intensity just to spite them all) i get SO inordinately pissed at the notion that vox is some sort of violently abusive man perpetually stuck in 50s misogynistic mindsets with an obsession for alastor OR val. he's hell's media darling, for fucks sake. he's not preaching outdated shit to people, his WHOLE FUCKING THING is UPGRADES and MOVING ON into the future. does he BELIEVE IT? maybe not. but he's not going to ever show that if he isn't, because he needs the love and support of the media.

and on that, vox is one of the most fragile cast members: his head is a fucking tv screen, for gods sake. you know how hard it is to break a flatscreen? Not very hard. and he's upgraded before: out of necessity or out of want, we won't know, but he willingly upgraded to something more fragile when he could have kept a CRT. why would he do that if he was a violent and abusive character like some people like to posit? it'd be more advantageous for him to keep the old head, but he doesn't- and that's because between vox, al and val, he's the "brain" of the bunch: his power lies in his words and his mind, not his fists or his physical might- he's not just another val with hypnotic eyes, for fucks sake, he's got a different skillset and specialty because he's not as physically violent as the other cast members. if he's hurting people it's with his words and persuasion, not like al or val.

and on the obsessions: vox Is obsessed with alastor, yeah, i won't deny that, but alastor REVELS in his obsession, and frankly, he's just as obsessed back- there was this tumblr post about stayed gone and how al was listening to vox even before he started the broadcast, and Thats certainly not something someone not happy with the attention theyre getting would do. the thing most ppl use to say vox is obsessed w val is the cameras- and . Hey. have you ever paused to consider that Maybe he's monitoring val because he's a loose cannon who LITERALLY TRIED TO GO AND ATTACK THE PRINCESS OF HELL BECAUSE HIS EMPLOYEE WAS STAYING AT HER HOTEL??????

ignoring all the other facts such as that there are cameras around to monitor his employees and velvettes studio as well and just focusing on the cameras with val (and alastor i spose but luckily i havent seen much try to tout this argument) is reductionist as all hell and literally so dumb i wonder sometimes if twitter keyboard warriors failed their highschool english classes. they teach media literacy there, did you know? you should go and see if you can sign up for one of those.

sigh okay thanks for sending this in nonny ive quelled la creaturas need to kill people

#IM GONNS RIP MY FUCKING HAIR PUT MY HEAD IF I HAVE TO SUBJECT MYSELF TO TWITTER USERS OPINIONS EVER AGAIN #hazbin hotel #hazbin vox #vox hazbin hotel #ran rambles #general asks

[karinasbaby]

I needed someone to share this with, but I found this picture of Jake and idk how to act bc it's giving dark and possessive behavior 🙈

oh. my. god. u came into the right inbox because this is PEAK vampire jake and vampy jake literally gets me weak in the knees so 🫠🫠

#ahem ahem #possessive vampy jake who doesn’t allow u to walk outside the house without his pretty red marks on your neck 🤗 #and no i’m not talking about hickeys i’m talking about his fang marks. #possessive & dark vampy jake who’s actually insanely in love with u and cannot stand the thought of someone else seeing u #so he’s always following u around like a shadow even if u don’t notice it #possessive vampy jake who’s literally addicted to ur blood. like nothing tastes the same for him anymore not even blood bags help him so #he begs and begs and whines and whimpers for u to allow him to feed off ur blood just one more time #and he gets so whiny & so turned on the second u allow him to latch his teeth onto u :( #vampy jake who literally moans against ur bite marks while he drinks u up #makes sure the area goes numb so he doesn’t hurt u as well !! #and once u start pushing him off bcs you’re getting dizzy he starts to just lick & kiss ur marks gently #aftercare with him would be so sweet :( he’d make sure that u eat healthy & filling meals everyday #not only for ur blood but for ur energy as well bcs he’s a FREAK #okay i’ll stfu now but vampy enha is smth that lives in my mind rent free. #ithinkishouldwritefullonheadcanonsaboutthematp #but vampy possessive jake 🫶🏼🫶🏼 #thank u so much for sending this baby <3 #dreamy sigh. #asks & responses <3 #ᓭི༏ᓯྀ‧₊˚ — ♡ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒. #𓆩 𓂋 𓆪 alvojake ♡ #— jake?!

[unexpectedbrickattack]

I was reading your tags and on the one with Vigi and Pep (always a delight to read those) "#and pep is just a very silly and affectionate drunk hes like" + "#hes throwing out ilu to anyone who will listen" and I just had the most vivid mental image that despite this when it comes to Noise he still throws out an insult, a little bit of drink doesn't override that rivalry.

Noise wanted to bait out a ilu from Pep to tease him with later but he's just buzzed like "ilu, ilu, ilu, shove a cactus up ur bum :), ilu, ilu" kind of thing. Probably still said in a silly friendly tone but, no, Noise, you can't sneak that by Pep, nice try you little gremlin. (Keep up the stellar work btw, I love seeing your stuff pop up)

Oh absolutely. Noise is like this is PRIME blackmail material fuckin watch this shit. And it never happens 😭 theres like a specific part of peppinos brain that is allocated to recognizing the noise in vivid detail like a needle in a haystack and it overrides literally anything that would otherwise hamper his ability to both recognize and suppress the urge to throw hands w this brat. So the very most the noise can get out of him is a very satisfied and contented hum, and a half hearted swipe in the noises general space.

His hand misses and slams against the bar counter and the entire thing shakes like a bull slammed into it and the noise is like u know what! Thats good enough for me!! Ill fucking take it!!

Bonus if it completely backfires bc peppino fucking grabs him and hes like oh my god hes fucking HUGGING ME get the fucking camera ill pay anything to get this shit RIGHT NOW GET A CAMERA but the ‘hug’ is peppino grabbing onto him like a ragdolled ferret and the noise very quickly is like ‘oh i cant breathe really’, and hes just stuck like that for an hour bc peppino does not fucking yield in the slightest. Hes just *gesturing in italian* w the noise in his hand being shaken around 😭

#answered #chattin #long post #alcohol #drinking #peppino #noise #the noise is just a little accessory for the evening its okay #he got a picture that shows PROOF of peppino being soft w him #the proof literally lasted a nanosecond in real time but that doesnt matter! #the next two hours of being cursed with teacup dog status was worth it!!! #he just takes sips of peppinos drinks when hes not looking #and eventually the bartender feels bad and hes like ‘would u also like a drink? ill let the first one be on the house’ #and the noise is like i guess; itll make being a prop a little easier i suppose #local brat is forced to deal with the consequences of his actions; no one dead but one ego is crushed; more at 9 #also thank u so much ur so sweet #everyone sending me asks like this encourages my little ramblings heehee #i say this with an inbox piling up 😓😓😓

[fluxweeed]

hey. hope this message doesn't bother you. I love you. I love your work. you are one of my favorite fic authors, I am absolutely obsessed with everything you write. reread everything ten times over, drarry or not, fluffy or angsty - even when it absolutely shatters my heart (e.g. for lack of wanting, SUCH a great fic btw i'm so obsessed with it). the four doors? life changing. two to lie and one to listen? engraved into my brain for eternity. what's mine is yours? what a ride holy shit, im VERY normal about it. wrapped? my comfort read. and so it goes.

if I could aggressively smother you with kudos and love I WOULD!!!

awhile ago you said that there's no such thing as "big deals" in fandom and I 100% agree but at the same time you are a big deal TO ME!!! not in the sense of any kind of hierarchy but purely based on the fact that I think you are such a cool person and your writing is amazing and poignant and your presence in fandom makes it so much better. it's been a pleasure following you here on tumblr and just reading your tags and posts.

idk I just think you rule. that's it. thank you for hanging with us. MWAH 💛

ahhhh anon sorry for leaving this message sitting in my inbox for a couple of days but !! i have zero idea how to react to this!! you're so kind!! thank you!! please discard any and all inclinations u have that i am a cool person bc i can assure you i am NOT!!

#tumblr tag essay time? tumblr tag essay time #why can't i do this in the main body of a post u ask? pure obnoxiousness ig idk #scarier when it's not greyed out and in a little whisper innit #1) anon i love and appreciate you + your kind words so so much but i rly cannot stress enough that literally nobody here is a big deal 😭 #like i know u don't mean it in That Way but even so!!! #this is a hill i could write another 1k words about before i die on it again but i will spare u 😅 #2) ur also v v kind to say the thing abt my presence in fandom #but unfortunately i'm coming to terms with the fact that my presence in fandom is v much on the sidelines #a non-presence #i'm embracing my role as the crotchety old hag who does not attend the functions #i have a hut in the woods and u can find me there (here in tumblr tags) muttering to myself #occasionally i'll wander into the town square (ao3) and present an unnerving thing i made from mud and twigs (a fic) and then i'll fuck off #that's about all i can handle in terms of group settings i think 😅 #but the door to my hut (my DMs) is always open if u want to stop by! #3) i can't even begin to acknowledge all the nice things u said about my fics kjhsdf you are truly too generous 😭 #let me smother YOU with love!!! cmere!!! #4) this is the second nice anon message i've had in the last couple weeks which is !!!! #anon(s) i'm kissing you wherever u consent to be kissed!!! #but ofc now i'm paranoid ppl will think i'm sending these to myself skdljf #can't stress enough how open my DMs are on here/twt/discord if ever u wanna chat in a way that i don't have to post publicly to reply to 😅 #5) i'm soooo sorry about these tags #could have just said “thanks!” couldn't i #please put me right in the bin #anyway sorry again thank you again ilu very much ❤️

[karamazovanon]

Smerdyakov: 1,2,3 and 12 (for the character ask thingy)

(character ask game!)

AHHH SMERDYAKOV MY BELOVED THANK U 4 ENABLING ME TO RANT ABT HIM.

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

oh man WHERE TO FUCKING BEGIN. he!! he's such a smug little shitlord and it's one of my favorite dosto psychological archetypes, a character who feels so different from everyone else & so isolated that they end up feeling better than everyone (e.g. smarter, like smerd's bit about the creation myth) while also worse than everyone (e.g. smerd's deep insecurity about his social standing esp compared to his brothers, idolizing ivan). he's just the Are you tired of being nice? Don't you just want to go ape shitt? meme a little bit. also he's just a weird little control freak. i love my lil bouillon boy.

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

FAVORITE is hard omg. i really love that he plays guitar and sings in falsetto........ he's just a little guy!!! and the line. the fucking line. "I exterminate my life by my own will and inclination, in order to blame no one." what a raw fucking line. and such a concise statement of pavel as a character, who spends the entire novel fighting to exercise his free will and establish his agency as a human being in the eyes of everyone around him through any means possible, and then he only finally gets the power he wants so badly by weaponizing the societal perceptions of him he hates so much (at first fyodor pavlovich only gives half a fuck about him when he starts having fits, then later on he gets away with murder by affirming their views of him as epileptic/weak, stupid, cowardly, "just a lackey", etc etc ive ranted abt this before). smerdyakov get behind me. he did nothing wrong

3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?

i mean. it's gotta be the killing small animals as a child right. like we can agree on that. that's not cool baby pavel. (to be fair though. it's also interesting symbolically as a reflection of his power struggle throughout his lifetime—even as a kid he was looking for creatures with even less power than he so he could feel like he was in control of something for once, which then turned to obsession over food, arguing with his father/master, murder, etc. Wish he didn't have to kill cats about it though !)

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

oooooo hmmmmm. this probably doesn't count as a headcanon but i do want him and katya to talk shit about ivan just once. i just KNOW they'd get his ass. also not to be predictable but i absolutely hc him as gay and not even in the im just making everyone gay bc i am way, in a 100% serious this-is-a-valid-interpretation-of-the-text way. i just think his utter lack of interest in women, alienation from society, insecurity about being Born Wrong, distaste for religion (esp. how illogical it is), etc is so very gaycoded. also that line about fyodor pavlovich offering to set him up with a girl to marry: "'Perhaps you ought to marry some girl, do you want me to find you one?' But this kind of talk would only make Smerdyakov turn pale with annoyance, and he would not reply." (tr. mcduff) like that was me on thanksgiving when my aunt asked if i had a boyfriend yet im sorry!!

#THANK U FOR THE ASK <3 THIS GOT SO MUCH LONGER THAN I MEANT FOR IT TO MY BADDDD #im just obsessed w him. every single aspect of his character is so symbolic and deep & this is why i love dosto &classics in general so muc #literally everything is so so intentional. and all the parallels he has with the other brothers make me BONKERS #okay rant over i might be late to class now oops #anonasks #tbk #the brothers karamazov #pavel smerdyakov #smerdyakov #idk what my tagging system is atp #anon ask game #i will do more in a bit......there are some RLY good ones in my inbox so far yall always send the best prompts muah

[lethesbeastie]

OMG I JUST FOUND YOUR BLOG. WOW HELLO YOUR ART ARE YOU LIKE A PROFESSIONAL ILLUSTRATOR OR SOMETHING. i really love your work wow wow wow

Askchskfhskfh this is So Sweet—

Welcome to my blog!!! I guess technically you could consider me a professional if only cause I've been making art my whole life, though I've yet to really publish most of my projects akfhsjfhd. I'm really glad you like my work!!!

#beastiebites #asks #seeing this literally made my day akdhskfhskfh thank u so much for sending an ask!! #Holding this close to my chest forever akfhsjfhs #artists on tumblr

[leafsfromthevine]

confession circle of course I want to be friends <3 (this one got a little angstier than normal but like, not seriously)

weird headcannon: sokka and katara are masters at harmonizing together and as kids they used to do it all the time for fun, but as they got older everyone would ask them to do it (because sokka was the only young boy, he was the only one with the range who didn't need to gasp for breath every stanza) and they fell out of practice.

Zuko doesn't sing, but he vividly remembers his mother's lullabies and finding out sokka can sing sends him vaguely spiralling. First off- it's amazing, wow, so talented, literally stunning. But also... Sokka can sing, can keep his culture alive through his voice, sing the ship's songs and the idle songs and the warrior's songs meant to keep people focused. But all Zuko has ever known was a lullaby and he can't even sing that.

of course sokka learns the lullaby (maybe from iroh) and helps zuko feel like he's allowed to sing along, like he's allowed to participate even if he isn't perfect, even if all it does is bring him a little bit of peace

DEAREST JULESSONGS WE CAN BE FRIENDS 🧡 as for your headcanon OHMYGOD sokka keeps his culture alive through his voice 😭😭 not crying at all 😭😭 BEAUTIFUL!! HARD REBLOG!! i imagine that after sokka coaxes zuko out of his shell, and reminds him that he doesn't have to be perfect at everything the first try (there's a lot of trauma to unpack there), and after a few months of sokka helping zuko calm down with the lullaby, he hears zuko singing to himself quietly in the room. or perhaps they sing together, and sokka softens his voice until he isn't heard, and zuko is so caught up in the emotions and the comfort he keeps singing and its the most beautiful thing sokka's ever heard. you got me thinking many thoughts.........

#i will send you a message..... first step to friendship #or we can communicate solely via tags and ask boxes really however you deem fit #as for your thoughts on sokka singing i absolutely love them and i could write so much more #esp abt modern setting sokka singing will literally think abt this 5ever #thank you 🙏 #sokka #zuko #headcanon #leafbox #also idk if u seen da ballad of songbirds and snakes but i imagine katara singing with that same passion when inspired.......

[whumpy-wyrms]

hey how’s the next chapter of tllr coming along ?

hi anon!

honestly i feel like it’s around 70% done (at 4k words, it’s gonna be a long one lols). but honestly i’ve had like no motivation to write at all for the last couple weeks :( i’m trying tho

some encouragement would be nice i feel.. i Know my writing is good but my brain is making me think it’s shit >:( i hate feeling this way about the stuff i make

#it sucks too because.. #chapter 14 is sooo close. only 4 more chapters #ITS… ITS INSANE… #I CANT TALK ABOUT IT BUT ITS LIKE *THE* CHAPTER I WAS MOST EXCITED ABOUT WHEN I FIRST STARTED WRITING TLLR… #and i wanna finish the next few chapters quick and get them done so i can write that one!! #but it’s taking forever!! #fuck!!! #it’s fine i know it #what i’m about to say will sound super self absorbed but #if u guys send me stuff about how much u like tllr and my writing #it will make me very happy and quite literally give me the energy to write #it sounds dumb but it’s true #every single nice compliment that has ever been sent to me from asks comments or reblogs means so much to me #and i would not have gotten this far without y’all encouraging me #thank u all for liking the stuff i make <3 #anywayyy yea i’m gonna write now!! hopefully gonna finish chapter 11 soon!! #:D !!! #ask

[minglana]

ive been in this place for so long that i get special treatment from basically everyone😗✌🏼

#on the one hand its cool bc i get a free pass for some stuff #on the other. it reminds me of how long ive been here and it depresses me😭 #rn the special privilege is being able to send pdfs i need printed instead of having to use a pen drive #when i asked the woman literally told me ' bc youre you yes you can send it' #like hiiiiii thank u so much #im also on speaking terms w all the security guards most of the cooks and some of the cleaning ladies like😭😭😭😭😭 #oh i also got a (1€) discount another day when i went to buy a lunch ticket #bc they knew me so they like. debated if they should give me the 'insider' price or the outsider price #bc the ticket wasnt for me it was for a friend but i had to pick it up. in the end i got the insider price bc i went to get the ticket #instead of my friend. anyways😭 how do u want me to leave when im treated like this here..... its gonna be so hard for me when i leave LMAO #(which will hopefully be next yr) #z xarre

[meatexe]

26. horror movie you want to remake

33. favorite slasher killer?

26. OOOOH um ok if i was writing n directing i would want to remake either Sleepaway Camp or Necromantik !! not bc either of them were bad! i think it would be fun to have creative authority over those :3 but if i’m just demanding a remake of a movie it would be the remake of Suspiria bc the original had such intense, beautiful coloring n shot comp n the remake really flopped there </3 loved all the grosser bits tho so maybe i’d request the best parts of both!

33. MARK DUPLASS IN CREEP !!! literally nobody is having fun like him nobody is loving his career path like him nobody is as passionate or as babygirl as him he rly has it all in every way

#‘im gonna drive to the end of this road cut off your head n snugglefuck it’ ummmm he’s literally just having fun !!!!!! #i dont think we can toss the creep movie into slasher but i just love him so much #my cop out answer would probably be ghostface (first movie only everyone else lacked the swagger necessary </3) #anyway um thank u for sending an ask smooch <3 #ask.exe

[pepprs]

btw @ dear anon. idk how often u check my blog or if u are a mutual or anything or if you’ll even read this but know that i am giving u specifically a thank you kiss on the cheek everytime u send me an ask. i appreciate all of ur messages they brighten my days so much and i WILL reply to them someday and im sorry i haven’t yet but for now just know they mean a lot to me 🫂❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️

#purrs #i think it’s literally been a year since ive answered asks atp and also i have 384729472973 unread messages too. i will get to them i swear #but thank you for wanting to talk to me and sending me nice things it really really does mean so much to me. i love this silly lit website #ik it isn’t always healthy to be posting so much abt my life on here but it rly helps to know when ppl are listening / caring abt me and im #so lucky to be here with all of u which is maybe a little silly to say but i mean it. MWAH! ok back to scrolling the dash and pretending its #not 12:30 am on a work night and i have an entire kitchen to clean all by myself 😻😻😻😻😻 #*silly LITTLE website??? wtf

[canongf]

LIIIIIIVVV HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I hope you had a wonderful day! I know we don’t talk often but I hope you know I still consider you a dear friend and hope you’re doing well! It’s always a joy seeing you on my dash 🥳💕✨

JOCELYN, THANK YOUUUUU!!!!!

we could go a week without interacting or we could go a year without interacting, and i will still consider you a friend!!! thank you so much for being here and thank you so much for this message!!! i had such a good day!!! feeling very loved and very good about this new age!!!

#I APPRECIATE U SO MUCH THANK U!!! #i literally love seeing ur posts and seeing ur art and stuff #even if we're not like actively sending messages trust that i am following ur adventures <3 #ask liv #jocelynships #birthday wishes

[kylejsugarman]

hi i’m fucking OBSESSED with ur epileptic jesse au tell me more now pls

oh Dude......it is like THE most self-indulgent au in the world crafted for the Me demographic so its really touching to hear that other people actually like it 😭 but yeah!! its my au where literally everything is the same except jesse has juvenile myoclonic epilepsy and the golden trifecta of absence seizures, myoclonic jerks, and tonic-clonic seizures and takes keppra to manage it. as a disabled person, i really love looking at stories and characters through the lens of disability and it really sparks something in my brain to view jesse and his relationships in the context of him being disabled. there's already that underlying subtext of something being "wrong" with him re: him being written as an individual with adhd/neurodivergence/some kind of learning disability, and it just makes a lot of sense to me for him to view himself as "broken" or "flawed" because his brain "doesn't work". his parents didn't believe him when he first told them about how his hands sometimes didn't work in the morning and his teachers always blamed his moments of "zoning out" on a lack of discipline and attention, and even once he starts having those impossible to ignore tonic clonic seizures and gets an official diagnosis and a prescription for keppra, he still feels the bruise of not being believed and getting reprimanded when what he really needed was just a little gd help.

but!! that's sort of a hundred yard view of it on a thematic level. on a more granular level, this au is about jesse rocking a sick-ass medical id dog tag and finding comfort in his aunt ginny when he first gets diagnosed ("you know seizures are just the brain getting overloaded with electricity. you've just got so much power in your head, your brain doesn't know what to do with it") and self-medicating using weed and turning to making meth with emilio once he gets kicked off his parents' health insurance (keppra is like 600 bucks for a 30 day supply without insurance) and getting berated by walt for dropping a flask after having a myoclonic seizure but andrea rubbing his back when one hits as he's drifting off to sleep next to her and self-harming by skipping doses or looking at flashing lights after he kills gale and sleeping in sleeping bags or mattresses on the ground so he doesn't have to buy a dorky safety bar and acting tough so people don't notice how his hands shake when he tries to aim a gun. he's literally epileptic AND a special little guy and there is simply nothing anyone can do about it

#syd squeaks #lastsona #ask #thank u so much for sending this ask this literally made my whole night :') #epileptic jesse #it means the world to talk about this au and just get to ramble about him