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#Standing Up Too Fast
headchamberlain · 2 months
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MORE Ivan angst
OOC: okay yeah. I KNOW ive tortured him enough with "The Confession of Ivan Goncharov" and "Likeable, but not Lovable" but come ON.
Anyways today's angst story is named "Standing Up Too Fast" :3
Uhh dizziness... hallucinations... religious imagery... blood... yeah! Stuff like that
1st person POV !
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I was sat down. I was utterly exhausted, extremely tired. I had completed all of master's chores in quick time today. He was going to arrive earlier and I did not have as much time to complete my tasks that day.
As I moved around a few things on the table, I could see a figure in the corner of my eye. I did not bother to turn to it; this had happened too many times before, to the point it had no effect on me. I was unfazed.
Until it called out my name. Basically screaed it into my ear. Of course, that made me jolt, and I got up from my seat.
I stood up too fast.
I recognized it quickly. When I thought I heard a voice and it made me jump up from my seat. When my body started to lightly sway, back and forth, before my legs gave out and I fell back into my seat.
I stood up too fast.
I recognized it when my vision started to go black, before it came back to me. Even then, I could start to see little dots of color begin to shroud my vision. My skin was paler than usual and I could feel myself start to sweat. Was my blood sugar going low?
I stood up too fast.
I tried to stand again. My vision was beginning to go black yet again. My eyes were wide open and I was trying not to let my eyelids droop shut. I was trying not to let myself relax and fall. I could barely stand, I was holding onto random furniture for dear life as I tried to find someone- anyone- to help.
I stood up too fast.
What would I even say? Would I be able to get a word out? I wasn't sure. I was too tired to think. I wanted to sleep but I couldn't; master needed me. Master did everything for me. And yet I couldn't think of any time where I felt safe to go to him for these kinds of situations.
I stood up too fast.
I stood up too fast when I first met him. I accepted his offer too quickly. I believed he was the only thing that could make me happy. I love master. I can't leave him. But I accepted his offer too quickly. I stood up because I believed he was a messenger from God, that he was the Father, that he was the Son and an ally of the Holy Spirit. He was not.
I stood up too fast.
And now I'm too weak to walk.
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I let myself fall to my knees. And lay on my stomach.
I stood up too fast.
And now I close my eyes to rest. Just a little.
I trusted you too fast."
P.S, he starts using less formal talk after the first 'I stood up too fast'.
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funbearer · 2 years
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uwuj0shy · 6 months
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Ever get that thing when you stand up too fast and you feel like you're going to die? Yeah turns out that means my brain doesn't have enough blood and I passed out. I'm fine now, it was just an oopsie.
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macchitea · 11 months
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turned my sona into a slugged cat :D
behold, a beast
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vampires having symptoms of anemia as like. a normal thing since they don't have any proper blood but are still by some definition of the word "alive" in that they still. exist. as a moving "living" being. and they're so so iron deficient
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deviiancetv · 4 months
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The Marvels is one of the best superhero movies created. Hands DOWNNN!!!
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marshmurmurs · 7 months
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remember when velara's altars made use of a dagger? good times. he did not think to put the dagger down before going to sippy on the potion. the gods all agree it was a skill issue
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copper-skulls · 30 days
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*forgets to ask gaster to unhand his face*
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turrondeluxe · 7 months
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Also mikey got milked for like a few gallons of his blood, how is he still alive
he's the real representation of anemic people that need to get shit done like fr he literally got so much juice out of him and then he continued fighting like good lord kid THAT WAS A BIG ASS CONTAINER
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sergle · 7 months
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I had meant to send this before detittyfication but I'm really happy for you! To think that like 5 months ago all your hard work and progress was gone becuz of stupid taxes, but now you have that huge weight off your chest (Haha FUNNEY) but sincerely congratulations my guy 🎉🙌
HAS IT REALLY BEEN 5 MONTHS. it feels like this has been going for years now.... Thank you so much!!!! I can't wait to see how things go w healing and to give updates on all the fun and cute agonies
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funbearer · 2 years
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smalltimidbean · 7 months
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(Just to preface this: There was a fire in my building this morning, but everyone was evacuated (including my animals) and the fire was extinguished, and it is all okay now! I am just being comedic about it, bc that's how I cope jfgksgfd)
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So how's your Friday going?
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antisisyphus · 2 months
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that thin pale silver haired man isnt gonna fuck you. hes got anemia. hes gonna pass out spread eagle on top of your body and his dick wont even be hard. give him an iron supplement and a pb protein shake
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This is what it feels like to stand up with low iron
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abi177 · 4 months
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And winter is killing me even more 😗
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kerosene-spill · 10 days
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Haven’t had much motivation to draw recently but I make this doodle :>
Kinda just brainstorming a design for human Pharma
Also some silly headcannons I though of 💀
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