#STUPID BULLSHIT BRAIN

[chaoswithcausation]

GIRL HELP IM ADDING ANOTHER HYPERFIXATION

STUPID FUCKIN HEDGEHOGS BEING SO DAMN LOVABLE

#AUGHHHHHHH SCREAMS #at least it doesn’t feel like it’s replacing tmnt so. that’s good. #however I am feeling the hyperfixation juices swirling around in my brain and AUGAGSGHJDJFJFJFJJ #GRARARGGGGGHHHH WHY AM I SO ANGRY OVER THE HAPPY BRAIN CHEMICAL BEING RELEASED #IM ANGRY BUT LIKE. IN A POSITIVE WAY????? IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE AT ALL #caps tw #tw caps #casey’s causing chaos #STUPID BULLSHIT BRAIN

[bonefall]

Anyway. Bi and Mspec Lesbians aren't a hotly "debated" topic or even new to queer culture, it's just the newest thing that bullies who REALLY want to be homophobic and even racist use to justify harassing gay people they don't like.

It's the thinnest possible veneer of progressive language wrapped around TERF and reactionary rhetoric so that they can feel righteous for forming an angry mob against vulnerable targets. If you're gullible enough to fall for the newest wave of bigotry within the queer community, and turn on your allies because they're "confusing" or "invading your spaces," the SAME way they turned on bi/pan labels, trans people, xenogenders, neopronouns, and aroace people before this, then get lost.

#No patience. Wither and rot. #These motherfuckers dogpiled the legend who leaked the no fly list because it identified as the wrong type of lesbian. #They will attack the people doing DIRECT ACTION over dumbfuck label discourse. Deeply unserious people. #Embarrassing to think that there are rubes out there who keep falling for this #For ALL our sakes I hope this is literally their first rodeos and they really haven't fallen for this bullshit twice. #But unfortunately I'm too old to be that hopeful. #I didn't get to see the big ''public block list'' made for us dirty queers who support or are bi/mspec lesbians but I hope I was on it #If a man is best judged by his enemies then exclusionists who echo terf rhetoric are the ones I WANT to have. #And ''public lesbian block list'' is in quotes because if you REALLY thought that such a thing wasn't a ''GO HARASS THESE PEOPLE'' charter- #--then you have a black mold where your brain used to be and it's rapidly eating into the bathroom tile you call a skull #Unironically you should not have a platform if you are THAT stupid or malicious to think it was anything BUT a harassment charter #I hope they're ashamed. #Context for those unaware: a flesh-eating amoeba created a public blocklist for people who supported bi lesbians #Minors and extremely small creators without big platforms were on that list #People got harassed but the most namely was Lockandkeyhyena who had people raiding his server with racial slurs and death threats. #I hope everyone involved sees who their ''allies'' are when they spread that sentiment. #A bunch of people ACTUALLY 'invading someone's space' to post the n-word and suicidebait. #THAT is who you appeal to. Sit with that.

[enbyeighthdoctor]

i love watching a new show and being like holy shit that actor was on doctor who! and that one! and this one! and that actor hasnt been on doctor who but theyre married to someone who has!

#so fun #i also like playing degrees of separation with dw if i watching something that has no dw actors in it #its actually extremely easy (especially when you have a brain thats wired to remember stupid useless bullshit) #.txt #doctor who

[lilyharvord]

To the illiterate people with 0 reading comprehension that I have seen on tik tok today claiming that Maven deserved Mare, that it was stupid and "unfair" that he didn't get her, and that clearly with his trauma and what his mother did to him he deserved her:

I would just like to issue a sincere Fuck You to you and any future illiterate children you produce.

#red queen #glass sword #kings cage #war storm #it took so so much will power not to ANNIHILATE them #I swear #books like SJM and rebecca Yarrow and others like them are PROMOTING THIS BULLSHIT THINKING #I am going to scream #I literally cannot be apart of the reading community anymore if these are the thoughts people are having #this is utterly ridiculous #tell me you didn't pay attention in middle school english class without telling me #tell me you lack reading comprehension without telling me #tell me you lack basic human brain power without telling me #i'm old and I am angry #this is just ridiculous now #must we cycle though the same stupid rhetoric over and over again? #dear lord #If I hear one more person say he “deserved” her #I'm going to push them in front of a bus

[seokmattchuus]

So you're telling me you finally get to live your best y/n life with the idol who saved your life not once bUT T W I C E and you ghost the man to go die????

And then for it go in vain since he showed up anywAYS ?????? AND DIED YET AGAIN FOR YOU?!

AND THEN YOU GO BACK AND NEVER MEET HIM AFTER ALL THAT ????

Lee Shieun we got BEEF

#dumb fuck ted talk #bitch had you just gotten your pea brained ass on that dumb ass train #how does it feel to be this fucking stupid #the cute moments in this bitchass drama are so cute but so many of the bad things could have avoided #lee shieun you beautiful dumb bitch #if i see you it's on sight #we gotta fight in an ihop parking lot. i don't make the rules #decisions decisions all them BULLSHIT #all this unnecessary drama and fOR WhaT #lovely runner #kdrama problems #rain's daily issue

[notbecauseofvictories]

rolling cookie dough I made a few days ago into balls so I can freeze them for later, and all I really want, what I want in my soul, is to conjure some human beings I can feed cookies to.

....my apartment has a severe shortage of people to feed cookies to.

#this week I have felt the lack of intimacy in my life very profoundly. #it turns out that getting more socialization and interacting with more people does not - as I had previously thought #simply exhaust you. if you keep interacting with people in the context of informal social gatherings #you build up an endurance and appetite for it! and then your stupid brain WANTS TO MEANINGFULLY CONNECT WITH THEM ON A DEEPER LEVEL #as though having chill acquaintances and coworkers is somehow not enough? as though you want to be Known??? #what incredible bullshit is this???? #celestial emporium of benevolent knowledge #tw food

[thebisexualwreckoning]

Girls don't want gifts we want a 641318 words long as of yet only 59 chaps written out of 70 long fix with Regulus trying his best to hate James and failing and James being an utter simp for regulus

#zeppazariel #crimson rivers #maurauders era #starchaser #jegulus #regulus is a little shit #james potter is a simp #just lovers(like we were supposed to be) #bestfriends little brother #god i love my stupid babies #james is a bottom #he likes it when reg is mean to him #regulus hust needs a hug #goes to ao3 for comfort after the bullshit that is canon #ends up reading a hunger games au #what is wrong with my brain

[memes-in-a-half-shell]

Just started writing the next chapter of my villain AU and I'm writing about the garbage truck and I-...

My Brain:

My true thoughts:

#it's-a-moi #villain au #I swear I keep making myself laugh with the most stupid shit #this small fanfic is where I let my brain loose and it's insanely fun ASJDJASBDASHBDBASD #y'all are missing my bullshit hehehehehehhe

[hamartia-grander]

Why are joking about being a misogynist. Why are you joking about hating women. Why are you joking about being a "men's rights activist". Why are you using the phrase "girl [x]". Why are you perpetuating misogyny in a morbidly palatable manner on purpose. I'm. Am I in another world rn. What the fuck is going on.

#I have had to see several of the above examples on tumblr and it's been increasing recently literally what the fuck is happening #Yeah your mom is a douche but joking that she's gonna make you hate women??? Do you have a brain that you use /ref #Yeah you hate Taylor swift bc she's a fake feminist but joking ab “becoming a misogynist” as a result are you fucking kidding me #Yeah ppl hating on men sucks and hurts trans men but aligning yourself with mra bullshit?? Are you stupid. #Etc etc #I'm just appalled. Like what #It's so beyond not fucking funny in the slightest #feminism

[im-pure]

I think whats stopping me from being as insane about this character as i was years ago is that the angry people who hate on his fans got to me and idk how to shake that off

#life is short and none of this stupid fandom bullshit matters but my brain is like dumb #“people have to stop being obsessed over this mediocre character whose route was written the least well” #well ok. the obsession didnt stop im just not as outwardly insane anymore #plz life is already shit enough plus his route is a bunch of pain already did we really need hostility in fandom on top allat #“stop liking this character when you should like these other more likeable characters instead” have you considered that #perhaps its the way that hes such a goddamn loser thats so relatable and attractive

[delta-piscium]

Make Me Write!

tagged by @starryeyedjanai @scoops-stevie and @matchingbatbites thank you so much <3 (this is actually so needed)

Rules:

Make a 24hr poll listing the titles of every WIP you want to work on. (It’s fine if you only have one, still make a poll for the vote count)

Tag anyone you think might also enjoy this game. (No pressure of course)

Whichever WIP title gets the most votes, write 1 sentence for every vote. If it gets more votes than your comfortable with, feel free to swap it to words.

If somehow that completes the fic or reaches the end of a chapter, move to the WIP with the second highest votes and continue where you left off on your sentence/word count. Repeat until you reach your goal.

(Optional) Share what you wrote in a new Tumblr post with a link to your original poll or attached it to a reblog.

i know so many people have already done this and been tagged but you can just use it as an excuse do it again (if you want, no pressure as always) so tagging: @sidekick-hero @wynnyfryd @ghost--enthusiast @outpastthebrakers @strangersatellites @stobinesque @corrodedbisexual @willowworkswithwords @scarcrossdlvrs @steves-strapcollection

#you don't even know how badly i need this pls vote i can't decide #me with zero context for these especially the dnd one... it's good tho i told my friend about it bc she knows the character and she's excit #it's a fuckbuddies to lovers story with so much bullshit and running in between and also musician eddie (: #it's my most outlined one too the other ones who knows what could happen (i do mostly) #yes i title my works like that okay it's how my brain works - that or stupid acronyms but i avoided those bc ??? even more unclear #poll #wip game #my post #tag game

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#it's an old frustration. an old pattern of thought. #i just feel that i have a brain that doesn't hold information. that lacks the discipline to gain knowledge. that is incapable of deeper #thought. and i cant teel you how maddening that is. to sit in a room and listen to other people discuss a paper you read in depth 5 times #like it's the 1st time you ever heard anything about it. how is that possible? how do i work with that? i read and nothing sticks. #nothing stays with me. how??? i was talking to a prof recently who ive heard is hard on her students with disability accommodation. and she #was saying how she doesnt see these things as a disability. how we're just different not disabled. ive heard the phrase differently abled #a lot of times. and i get what she's saying. i do. ad i get why she's hard on them. she wants to push them. but there comes a point where #you are quote unquote differently abled and you run into a wall that other people dont have. then what are you supposed to do? work harder? #but what if that doesn't help? what if that just compounds the hurt that's always been there? what if that leaches away all the wonder? what #then? at what point does a thing become too much of a barrier? i think there's a reason i dont run into many other dyslexic grad student. #everyone has adhd. it's a place where those with adhd prosper. but dyslexia not so much. at least not with the level of hanicap i have #and everyone's really nice. they want to help. but there's nothing anyone can do for me at this stage. it's up to me to compensate for my #leaky head. and i kno im not stupid. ive got a piece of paper stating my iq is above average after correcting for uneven intelligence. but #i dont feel very smart most of the time. i feel more like my uncorrected iq score that comes out at just below average even with me trying #my very best. iq is bullshit but there's something to be said for that gap. im smart if unconstrained by language and time. but were bound #by language and we're bound by time so what am i supposed to do? is there anything i can do? im stuck with this forever. theres no getting #better or making it easier. my brain is wired in a way that gives me the reading skills of a child. forever. and i just have to accept that #and im trying to swallow around that idea easier because the only other option is to choke on it. but maybe i chose the wrong career path. #one of my lab mates said she wants challenges all the time and ive chosen a path that's challenges all the time but im jsut trying to do #what everyone else can without a second thought. it's deeply demoralizing. yet here i am. trying to be easier abt it. #maybe im just nit cut out for this. doing a job im not built for. #unrelated

[whump-queen]

The aspec whump thing is so real cause when ppl are like “are you into bdsm?” I’m like yes but if there was no sex. At all. And I feel like every here understands!

YES—like, that’s really it.

i just wanna beat the shit out of a pretty boy and then make him clean my fucking house.

#where my fellow acespec whump baddies at let’s start a cult #I was going to write a real answer but #sadist brain grabbed the controller #also fuckinf #ace masochism whump #PLEASE LIKE— #masochism doesn’t have to be sexual!! #sometimes it’s just the only way to make the stupid pretty thing’s head *shut up* #ah #back on my bullshit it seems #I am on a fucking acespec whump crusade and im aboutta convert all y’all to my religion 🥰 #thank you for the ask for real this made me so happy when I saw it <33 #acespec whump #akias asks #answered asks

[kaleidoscopic-quiddity]

vegan moral opposition to leather is so fucking stupid like, listen, that animal is gonna be killed anyways, you are quite literally never going to convince everyone to stop eating meat/dairy/eggs/etc, and even if you somehow did it'd be ecologically disasterous, humans are an omnivourous species that can have a symbiotic relationship with the animals around them, but thats been fucked over by industrialisation, urbanisation, and capitalism, which are all things we can fix, instead of magically expecting most or all of the population to somehow abanon entire food groups that provide multiple nutrients and let both livestock and predator populations go wholly unchecked, which in turn will wreak havoc on agriculture and the ocean and the rest of the environment, so like if we're gonna be killing animals to eat them anyways, since its pretty damn important for us and them that we do at least sometimes, the fucking least we can do is use as much of the animal as is possible, which includes making leather out of it, which need i remind everyone is also far more sustainable and enviromentally concious than that microplastic pleather bullshit that barely lasts 5 years

#like yeah no fucking shit killing animal JUST for leather is wasteful i totally get having a moral opposition to that #since i DO have a fucking moral opposition to that #but a moral opposition to leather in general is actually so mind numbingly brain meltingly astronomically stupid #i mean veganism as moral ideology is fucking stupid in general #but the whole leather thing is barely above those ppl who think that beekeeping is animal abuse #i feel the need to clarify: im not dunking on veganism as a cultural and/or religious diet #or even like. just a personal diet. #at the end of the day if u wanna eat/live vegan then u do u. it literally Does Not Effect Me #but what i AM clowning on is veganism as a moral stance #because its unsustainable anti-intellectual uninformed self agrandising bullshit #og post //

[nimthirielrinon]

Had a dream that Goncharov was made into an actual film and I was going to see it all excited with my friends at the cinema and then it turned out to be a fucking Hallmark XMas film and I woke up so mad

#Goncharov #one time i dreamt #the fuck is this bullshit #stupid brain

[mykocalico]

seeing mermay stuff made me wanna draw fishie. and i kept thinking about cetacean mermaids and uhhh yeah 👍

i was gonna draw more weird mermaids but i got tired and i’d like to post this while it’s still may so. you get dumb doodles bc i don’t like posting One (1) image

#art #drawing #hmm..... #mermay #i always feel so tired trying to post things. my brain sucks <3 #also if you read my tags you will not be surprised but my head hurts :) less now than yesterday but still lol !!!!! #earlier i looked up why head hurty and the results were like. maybe tension maybe eye strain maybe sinus bullshit. and i was like wow !! #could be literaly any of those things!!! head full many thoughts and i am staring at screens all the time and my nose SUCKS rn. seriously. #anyway who cares <3 i cant focus. take my stupid fish