𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑
a/n: here we are with part two!! i hope you guys enjoy. ofc, if you'd like to be tagged or removed from the taglist do shoot me a message/comment! just to preface, i don't condone any incestuous relationships, any comments naomi makes of her brother will never be explicit and i only wish to stay true to her canon character!
warnings: naomi typical mentions, misogyny, mentions of death, swearing, mentions of rape, mentions of violence against women, themes of depression, mentions of suicide, mdni, w.c 6.7k
౨ৎ . . . chapter TWO of CROWNS OF STARDUST
𝙼𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚖𝚎.
— Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice
𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍'𝐓 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐄𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐑𝐄𝐃. But what you did know, was that after the anger towards a particular Registrar, or more so; Secretary to The Throne, subsided, you were no longer standing alone. Around now were a group of ladies — similar in age to you and unwedded. However unlike you, their faces were stretched into broad smiles. Cheeks tinted pink, each of them were bouncing up and down on the spot with glee.
You repressed the agitated sigh, they must also be worthy candidates for the Castle.
Truly an honour, you thought dryly, why is it that they look so excited? Besides the promised wage, why would they wish to serve the family causing their poverty? You just couldn't wrap your head around it. Although, looked at objectively, morals and feelings were probably swept under the metaphorical rug when an income was promised. Especially an income from Royalty, when in the village money was hard to come by.
You thought the women shallow. But then again, [Name] Willows never was one to think like a normal commoner. Opinions that spoke higher than your status usually got you in trouble — perhaps, it was you that had been in the wrong this whole time.
Although, there was one woman that caught your eye.
She wasn't smiling like the rest of them, nor was she rosy-cheeked and foolishly giddy. This girl was standing still in a daze with her eyes trained to the distance. If it wasn't for her slack expression, a frown would have surely tugged at her lips. The grey in her eyes spoke of such unbidden sadness.
Perhaps there was a woman with a brain here, you thought, manoeuvring over to the girl quietly so as not to startle her, could she feel just like I? Devastated that she was forced into a life of a servant by the man in her house, too?
When close enough did you place a careful hand on the girl's shoulder. Immediately, she jumped.
"Ah—I didn't mean to startle you," You apologised quickly when her grey eyes darted to you; wide and afraid. They instantly relaxed when she realised you were just another common girl and not a Royal Guard ready to shake her from daydreaming. "You just looked troubled." You finished, retracting your hand slowly.
The woman blinked once, twice. It was with a ragged intake of air that her daze was shattered and she completely broke down. If broke down was characterised by her clasping her hands to her heart and bowing her head.
"Oh—Oh it's terrible!" She cried, straight ebony tresses and bangs hiding how her eyes screwed shut. "Terrible, so terrible!"
Suddenly, you felt a small connection spark to life between you and the smaller woman. Because yes, it was terrible, and apparently only you and this lady knew it.
"It is. A terrible thing has happened to us," You whispered, bending so that the other women couldn't hear. "First our taxes, then our livelihoods, and now the Royals wish to take us. We seem to be the only ones that can see that."
The despairing girl suddenly snapped her head up. In her grey eyes there glittered tears and something hopeful. She reached up to hold your shoulders softly. "It happened to you, too?" It was an awed hush. "Were you sent away from your beloved brother too?"
And just like that, the connection faltered.
"Pardon?"
"You were, weren't you?" The lady came to the conclusion herself. With a whine did she straighten and look up longingly to the sky. "When our Father heard the news, I was ushered out of our bakery home with no opinion of my own. Away from my beloved brother! I can barely stand it, how will I last a week? A month? I fear I'll go insane from being apart from him for so long!"
You stood and stared at the lady with eyebrows raised, absolutely taken aback. And a little offended, but only at yourself for believing — even for a moment — that another woman felt like you did. But instead, your fear was affirmed that all around you stood absolute prattling lunatics.
And you were expected to work with them for an entire month.
"—eyes just like mine and wild red hair." The girl was still ranting on. With a dreamy sigh that made you very uncomfortable, did she turn back with a swoosh of her skirts. "What is your brother like, then? Did he despair upon your departure?"
Still busy coming to terms with the fact that maybe you would go insane before the first break was up, you didn't answer the woman right away. "I... I don't have one." You said then, a little unsure. "I'm a single child."
Her grey eyes slanted when she frowned. "Oh? But you must do. You appear to carry the same sadness as me."
"Yes, probably because I wish to be anywhere else but here."
"... I see," The girl's tone sounded slightly more crestfallen, but didn't turn cold. Instead her own face lit up with a friendly smile. "Then, we have that in common." She took both of your hands up in her smaller ones. "My name is Naomi."
Naomi, you placed the name to the face. A delicate one with pale skin and long, jet hair. And also; the strange woman that spoke of her brother a little too fondly. That wasn't something you wished to dwell on too much — for you lived in a village with strange women sometimes, after all. But you could appreciate the needless warmth she was showing.
"[Name]," You greeted back, smiling softly. "From the Willows family."
At the sound of your surname, recognition, followed by a shadow of pity flickered across Naomi's face. The village of the Yo Kingdom was small and almost everybody could pinpoint each other by face. News, especially news of tragedy spread like wildfire through every home. It was no big surprise that attached to the Willow name was a reminder of the death your parents faced. Ravaged by such a deadly disease no one knew the cause, nor the name of.
"I offer my condolences." Naomi whispered; polite etiquette for those of the dead. You always hated pity, but in this moment, knew the girl was merely expressing manners.
"They're received by grateful ears." You assured her with a small head nod. Eager to veer the conversation away from your late parents, you passed the question back to her. "And, what is your family name, Naomi?"
"Oh!" The girl gushed. "Tanizaki. A small family of four we are."
Naomi Tanizaki. You knew the Tanizakis; they were kind folk who owned a bakery deep in the village square. Now that you thought back, this girl with the straight black tresses reminded you of the older lady who ran said bakery when you dropped by a handful of times. Grandfather tended to enjoy their lemon bread when it was available, which was seldom in these taxing times. With her grey eyes and bubbling personality — Naomi was a stark, close copy of her Mother. Although you had never bumped into the brother of the Tanizaki household.
"A family of bakers." You smiled at her. It was easier to smile now when thoughts of home filled your mind. "My Grandfather is fond of your lemon breads."
"And my Mother always makes him extra when his order comes through! She knows he does."
"Is it you who bakes, also?"
And off you both went down a road of conversation that zoned everything else that was happening out, at least for a little while. You were apprehensive to talk to Naomi, thinking she was just another airheaded woman who spoke only of men and manners. Turns out; Naomi of the Tanizaki household spoke at lengths of things that a girl her type wouldn't usually know; like currency, horses and market affairs. You found your shoulders losing a little tension when talking to the lady just a year under your age. It made you feel that perhaps, if you could bunk with Naomi, then maybe you could last a month.
That maybe — you would not be driven to complete madness.
It sounded like the girl had at least her head screwed on properly. For the exception of the few that were loose when she spoke at lengths about her sibling.
"Tell me, [Name]," She spoke as they began to walk towards the main Kingdom Square. You flitted narrowed eyes from the Royal Knight's burly shoulders to her. "Why is it that you don't want to work as a servant?"
Clearly not because of a fantastical brother, you hid a smile under a sigh. Then, flickered your attention to the huge Castle Walls that were visible even from this far away. It was like a prison, a paradise kept locked and secure from the dying outside population. Your stomach threatened to roil in disgust.
"I am not overly fond of the Royal Family." You whispered.
Naomi gasped. "Why? The Osamu Household does everything in their power to keep us safe. And—And King Dietrich! He is so generous with the poor." She spoke just like all the other commoners in the Yo Kingdom who idolised the monarchs above everything else. And you couldn't blame her. On the outside, the King was a marvellous leader. He built defences higher then everyone, put money into healthcare cabins, allowed poorly children to go to volunteer schooling.
Truly a picture-perfect Kingdom with the most beloved King. But you saw differently. Perfection was a perception that never really sat right with you, after all.
You could bet that the Castle's walls were caked in rotten, shameless lies. And it would be those walls you would be scrubbing every single day. Forced to make spotless something that is forever stained.
"[Name]?" Naomi sounded frantic.
"It is a personal dislike," You finally answered. For a matter of propriety, you couldn't unload such uncanny thoughts onto the younger girl. She knew that her soft nature wouldn't be able to bear it. Bad-mouthing the Royals when everyone adored them was akin to social suicide. "A complex, personal dislike. You need not worry."
"Oh. That's it, then? I see." She sighed. A personal, complex dislike could very well be taken as a 'you shouldn't get mixed up in my troubled affairs', and innocent Naomi was very thankful for it. Although, you were learning quickly, that this curious girl was also naturally nosy. "Does this dislike extend to the First Prince, too?"
The First Prince.
You had never seen the current heir to the Kingdom's Throne. All you had to go off of was the rumours that one heard float through the town. About King Dietrich, there were little. But the ones of the Prince—
A shiver skated down your spine. You hated that mere words from drunkards late at night had such a reign on you, hated that any man could make you feel actual fear. But the voices those drunkards spoke in; the pure, unhidden terror in their words—
"A scabbard, I tell ya. Right through the heart."
"Ha! You're away with the Fairies, lad. You won't scare me."
"You'd be right to be scared! That Prince has a soul of black. If he can execute one of his maids who raised 'im, what'll he do to us commoners? We're nothin' but cattle!"
"He's a Demon." Another shaky voice late one misty night. She spoke quickly, like the houses had ears. "The Devil incarnate. He's the face of a fox. But let me tell you, the way he treats those under him—"
"How dare you speak so easily of the Prince! He must not be lenient. He is due to run a Kingdom!"
"And you'd be foolish to think he is merely being firm," The older lady reprimanded the dreamy younger. "One can't run a Kingdom when their soul is pure black. The Guards have seen it; the twinkle of pleasure in his eyes when he watches men grovel. No man will ever be my King. Such a man is fitting of the title 'Demon Prince'."
"... Demon Prince."
"P-Pardon?" Naomi's startled voice.
You blinked rapidly out of your thoughts, then brought a hand up to your mouth. You must learn to not be so easily distracted, you inwardly berated. What would happen if a Guard hears such a slur from your lips? You may have a deep hatred for these pompous people, but also had a Grandfather to return to after a month is up.
"Forgive me," You said to Naomi. "Forget I said anything."
Naomi kept walking with her eyes watching you for a few seconds. She turned forward with heavier lids, keeping her silence for a little while longer.
"I've heard that title before." She said, affirming any suspicion that she had actually heard you. But she wasn't offended, appalled, or going in search of a Knight to reprimand your ideals. Instead — this woman proved herself to be different than the rest after all when she sighed and leaned to whisper in your ear;
"You'd be wise not to use it in the Court. I've come to believe we can be good friends," Her tone softened with worry. "I'd hate to see you succumb to an unfortunate fate."
You were the older of you both and yet, Naomi was more than correct. Your habit — it would be the death of you in this Castle. The literality of that was something you were unwilling to test. But just before you ducked under the draw-bridge and entered into the Castle Grounds, you had to ask;
"Do you believe it?"
Naomi didn't need to be told what you were asking. Do you believe our future monarch truly is a demon? What the woman did do was give you a very heavy look. If you could study it long enough, you'd catch the intelligence in her eyes. The unknowing perception this sometimes dreamy, bubbly girl carried with her. She had heard the rumours, too. She also felt the shivers play a jig up her spine when the First Prince was brought up in conversation.
"We are servant women now, [Name]." The drawbridge was drawn up. "Our opinions are our own to keep. Serving the King and Prince is our top duty now," Her voice hushed so low that you ducked to hear it. Against the sounds of rusted chains drawing, of men's shouts and women's excited squeals, Naomi gave her opinion of the Prince in three mere words; "Demons or not."
"So," One menacing syllable echoed through the Throne Room. In the Kingdom of Yo — their preferred colours against the walls were white and blue. This Kingdom thought those colours sickeningly pure, fake to the highest degree. Along the walls of this Throne Room was blacks and reds.
The Kingdom of Ko were honest in their shady business deals. To them, a Kingdom such as Yo who hid their affairs underneath false smiles and innocence. The two Provinces were bound to butt heads every time they could.
Smooth and sharp like a honed blade — that was the voice of the man who rounded the table. The King of Ko, always sharp and deadly in his nature. "The Spy-man has not returned to us. We shall assume he has been killed, then?"
The man he was addressing, and the only one in this huge room, was the Captain of his Cavalry. With his bright red curls kept in check under a foreign looking hat, eyes of sharp sky-blue and nerves of absolute steel — he was truly, a fitted man for the title Captain. Because if he wasn't, then he wouldn't be able to withstand the cold anger of the Ko King while standing with his gloved hands clasped at his back.
"Probable, my King." He replied. The Captain had a voice of gravel — sometimes, when angry, resembling a growl. It was a stark contrast to the venomous tone of the King who coated his words in sugary honey when he sang;
"Well, it can't be helped. It was never obvious that the Yoliens would be easy to break." Between impeccable gloved fingers, the King picked up a small letter-opener. It was embellished in golden filigree and dainty black diamonds. The Captain knew his King better — he knew he'd prefer the dangerous dagger to be coated in a fine layer of blood, instead. White-clothed fingers tightened around the blade. "If only the Prince stayed on our side. His co-operation would have tipped the scale in our favour."
The Captain had to forcefully ground his teeth at the bare mention of that Prince. The curly-haired, brown-eyed bother he'd much rather see dead than ever again. "You believe we need him to conquer territory, my King?"
"Careful, Chuuya~ You may be my best Captain, but I'm exceptionally displeased and also holding a dagger."
Captain Chuuya of the Ko Knights closed his eyes briefly and collected himself. There was a special way his image could dig under his skin and make him forget himself. "Forgive me," He said seriously to the older man. "I meant to disrespect."
Sleek, bone-chilling laughter. "I know, and I was not serious in my threat." The King sauntered over to his round table once more and placed the letter-opener back in its spot. The jewelled handle caught the light and bounced off his face, through his long dark hair that he pushed off his face. "There is no denying his mind is wicked. We'd rule over Yo and Ko if he was still co-operating with our Informants."
Even though every cell in his body rebelled, Chuuya couldn't deny that his King was correct. And not because he felt like giving the Prince of Yo some credit, but because his mind was a thing so other to humans. It was a hard-cut fact that, if he wished to, that man could burn an entire Kingdom down until it was mere embers and cries of ghosts. He was just that type of monster.
"Do you wish to coax him back?" Was all the Captain offered his King, hoping to the Gods it was negative. He received another laugh.
"I've already offered. He declined."
The words "arrogant bastard" almost slipped from Chuuya's mouth, but he remembered to whom he kept company. "Does he mean to insult you?" Was how he worded it softer.
"If the Prince meant to insult me," The King said in a lazy tone untypical to those who stood in the highest position of a Royal Court. He couldn't be faulted for it — for this man with the long black hair and eyes of pure magenta didn't have a speck of Royal blood in him. "He'd do it in a much grander way. He's genuinely serious." A cold smile split his lips. "Do you believe we bored him?"
"What I believe matters not." Chuuya hated using Court-language, but without it, his head would have rolled long ago. The King pouted at his unamusing answer.
"My, my. Talk of the Prince really does turn you into a proper Court Official. Now, isn't that fun?" The King jested. "Maybe I should speak his name more often. It would definitely lessen your temper somewhat."
"If you'd be so kind," Chuuya's whole body was physically rebelling at the thought. It wouldn't just dampen his spirts, it'd transport him into his worst nightmare if he had to listen to talk of the brown-eyed bother every single day. He was unsure if he wouldn't kill a man purely out of agitation, either. "Please refrain, my King."
"Only if you buy my Elise another dress after you finish with recruits today~"
Captain Chuuya didn't sigh at the thought of entering yet another seamstress shop this week to purchase yet another dress for the current Princess of Ko. Spoiled, respected and sometimes feared with that wild childish temper, Princess Elise was everything a Royal but in blood. Just like her King.
No one in the Kingdom dared question the passing of the late King. It was a peaceful death, the Doctor tending to him assured. He had been enraptured with mania and yearned for peace in the clutches of God. But before he passed, he named his Doctor as his successor and that no one else could fulfil the role just like he could. That Doctor was General Practioneer of Ko; Mori Ougai. Who now held the sceptre of royals and commanded every aspect of the Ko Kingdom with a bloodied fist that entrenched the Palace in shadows.
And the people of Ko would have it absolutely no other way.
"Ah, and a strawberry cake too!" King Mori Ougai exclaimed in that very un-Kingly way once more. Captain Chuuya knew better than to be fooled; his respected King earned his trust and allegiance in ways that didn't involve cakes and dresses. His childish manner was warranted at times. "She'll have my head if she doesn't get one."
"A way to be executed, I'm sure." Chuuya mused. His King appreciated the joke and chuckled, although the humour quickly drained from the air when his chuckling quietened.
"Chuuya?"
"Yes, my King?"
Magenta eyes that refracted no light, no matter what chandelier hung from the ceiling or how strong the moonbeams were, slid to him. Captain Chuuya tightened his hands behind his back and felt his spine snap taut, although he never once faltered. Because this stare was weighted — an expectant, almost dangerous message in the King's eyes directed at his subordinate.
"Ready another Spy-man. Or perhaps, a Spy-woman." The King said. "I hear the Yo Palace is training new servant women. She'd blend right in. What do you reckon, Chuuya?"
Chuuya saw the cold-cut logic in his King's words. A woman would be much easier to manoeuvre into the Yo Palace, but also — would be a lot more defenceless and in danger. Servants were often mistreated, sexually by drunk Guards and physically by stronger, older women when they messed their jobs up.
Chuuya has been subjected to sights as such, which lead to two dead Guards through his red vision and his Cavalry being drilled on what would happen to them if they even thought of raping another maid. Such behaviour from a man was disgusting in the Captains eyes, although he wouldn't be there in the Yo Palace where such acts were covered up by their sickly lavish walls and false smiles.
He had just the woman capable of the task.
"I'll see that it is done."
"I have a funny feeling I know what woman you will send~" The King sang. "Are you sure? With her blonde hair and large eyes, she'd be a target for many Guards."
The corners of Chuuya's lips twitched into a smile. No member of the Ko Court will ever be defenceless before a man. Even the maids. He made sure of that a very long time ago.
"And if she is," He assured his King. "I imagine that Guard will not be able to bear children ever again."
Two pairs of eyes contested with one another's. Powerful, sharp greys clashed with ones of deep [e/c]. A man and woman; the male leaps and bounds taller and towering over her — but it mattered not. The lady would back down for no one. Not even Naomi frantically tugging at her gown with rushed apologies to the male and curt, cross words for her. Nor the sudden back-up of women due to the stare-off occurring in the doors leading to the servants chambers.
"Miss [Name]," Kunikida Doppo greeted, the male with the grey eyes. "What are you doing?"
You didn't move an inch. The cool whisper of his tone sent every hair on your skin stiff, but you had half a mind to care. "Why, I'm standing here, My Lord."
"Pray tell, why you are doing such?"
"Hm, who knows? Contemplating the good God's creations? Thinking of the best ways to waste time? The list in endless, really. And non-disclosable."
Kunikida's jaw locked with a twitch in his cheek. His annoyance made a large, vulpine grin stretch across your face.
"I do hope I'm not hindering you, Lord Secretary to The Throne. Or God forbid, wasting your precious time." You whispered in a saccharine-sweet voice.
Naomi, who had no idea why you had suddenly broken your promise to keep tight-lipped in the Castle for the sake of your life when the tall blond strode out to greet them formally, offered The Secretary of the Castle another apology. Another harsh tug, yet again a plea for you to behave, like you were some abhorrent dog. What was she doing? The girl wanted to shake you, trying to get herself whipped? Thrown out to the wolves? This was The Secretary! The Secretary to the Yo Throne!
"[Name]," She attempted without success to push you aside. Alas, like everything else, you refused to break eye-contact with him. "[Name]—I beg of you."
"My Lord?" The voice of a tall, lanky Royal Guard appeared to the right. Obviously, he had been attracted by the sudden, unprecedented back-up of maids in the hallway. Not only was it chaotic, but a sore waste of time. And if there was one thing Secretary Kunikida Doppo did not tolerate, it was wasted time. "My Lord, does there seem to be a problem?"
Naomi's tugging stopped suddenly, all colour draining from her face in fright. Like a startled sea of sheep, the women stumbled back to allow the flank of Guards to reach their Lord in trouble. Only that he wasn't in trouble, but dealing with a very stubborn lady he was beginning to regret bringing into the Palace Walls. The tapping in his foot gave that fact away very quickly.
Surely, you wouldn't escape a serious beating this time. You were directly — and very publicly — shaming a Royal Official yards above your social status. Steeling your spine, you forced yourself to remain strong and accept the fate that would meet you. Hell if you were going to be pushed around in this place. You'd better take a beating if it meant you could give these large-headed Officials a piece of your 'puny commoner mind'.
Secretary Kunikida Doppo, however, was playing Court Games a lot longer than you. Although he had never dealt with a woman this chaotic, his skills at reading people were honed exquisitely from dealing with years of messengers from the other two Provinces. He regarded the Guards calmly, the annoyance now buried under his demeanour.
"There is none. This maid is just particularly excited to begin work that she froze on the spot." Greys slid to you. "Correct, Miss [Name]?"
You were about to open your mouth and tell him to shove his words where it hurt the most. This man was a right fool to believe you would accept continually being placed in his debt by warding off Guards that could beat you senseless for rude behaviour. You knew, just had a gut feeling he was doing it purposely. But Naomi was quicker, jumping in front of you with a whoosh of black hair and frantic words;
"Yes! Yes, she just won't stop speaking of her excitement. All the way here, she prattled on about the gorgeous halls and paintings!" You looked appalled, but Naomi's iron-grip on your arm told you to keep quiet lest you wanted nail-imprints for the remainder of your days. "Please, forgive her M-My Lord! She is not herself with all this excitement!"
Kunikida warded Naomi's head incline off. "It matters not. Fifty-six seconds have been wasted already, let us not waste anymore," He turned sharply on his heel. "Come, you'll soon meet your Head Maid. Do keep your friend in check around her, she is no less lenient than the King himself."
Naomi was dragging you along. "Y-Yes, My Lord!"
The Servants Quarters were soon flooded with excited women who buzzed and chattered, forming small cliques when Kunikida exited the room in search of whoever the Head Maid was. You were too busy cursing the man out in your head to feel Naomi dragging you behind a huge vase of palm leaves, only being shaken when you received a hard thwack on the head.
Your eyes snapped wide. "Ow!"
"You deserve it!" Naomi was so annoyed that her cheeks were a bright crimson against her papery skin. Her teeth bared in a venomous hiss. "Are you actively attempting to get yourself killed?"
"I'm starting to believe that it would be better than this hellish place—"
"[Name]!"
"Oh—he started it!" You spat back at the girl. "Placing me through to the job just to spite me. He listed every reason why I would fail here, and proceeded to give me a place just because I insulted them!"
"Insulted who?" Naomi asked carefully.
"The Palace."
"Oh, [Name]." She slapped a hand to her eyes. Repressing her wail, she asked, "What did you say?"
For some reason, the way Naomi was scolding made you feel a tad embarrassed. At your adult age, you did not enjoy being talked to like a disobedient child.
"I said," You began, folding your arms hard across your chest defensively. "That a servant should have a backbone if they would work in the Castle of Thieves."
Naomi took her hand away from her eyes and stared at you. Gobsmacked, her mouth gawping and lashes fluttering in rapid blinks. "You spoke those words?" She asked, head whipping around so no Guards were in earshot. Red pooled around her neck in mortification when she returned back. "You said such a thing to The Secretary of Yo? Who is the person who deals with taxation?!"
"A complex, personal distaste." You countered.
It was three steps and Naomi took your face in her warm hands.
"[Name]—[Name], listen to me. You must! I fear I may only say this once," Grey eyes hard, eyebrows stitched and throat constricting, Naomi threw everything she had into these few words. "I have no idea where this hate in your heart comes from for the Royals, but it is a dangerous thing. A miracle smiled upon you that Sir Secretary did not wish for your beating today. A baffling miracle! But Court Officials are not lenient, [Name]! You'll be a bloody mess by the months end!"
Your blue eyes flickered left. "Better a bloody mess than a spineless, brain-dead common-woman with no opinions—"
"Do you wish to return to your Grandfather with blooded scars?"
At that, you stiffened. Naomi knew she had tapped into the nerve she needed to in order to keep this opinionated, loose-canon of a woman safe in the Royal Court.
"See? He'd be appalled," She pushed. You refused to look back at her, but by the brackets around your mouth, Naomi knew this was what she must say. "An old man of his years couldn't take it. You know that. My dear brother would do despicably unspeakable things if I was beat — no doubt he'd feel guilt in his heart. So please—for your Grandfather, keep it inside. It's difficult not to allow hatred to consume you, I can only imagine, but for the sake of him, you must withstand. You must survive!"
You felt a war rage on inside your heart. Mixed with the hatred, there was this unrestrained frustration banging against your ribcage. It cried out, made your skin stretch too taut, hating everything about societal status and how women like you needed to survive rather than live in the first place.
Grandfather...
You took a deep rattling breath, and collected what you could. Attempted to listen to Naomi because the girl was, yet again, very correct. Sure, she would take a beating — but would Grandfather forgive himself if your skin was maimed with scars?
"[Name]?"
Naomi watched as the taller woman reached up to her hands, took them in her own, and slapped them against her face. Once, twice.
"[N-Name]!" Naomi cried again, suddenly terrified that the lady really had chosen to snap. But after a moment, she pulled away. With red marks against her cheeks, you sighed and opened your eyes.
"Forgive me once more, Naomi." You said with a tight voice. A rush of breathy laughter followed. "I fear all I'm dong is asking for forgiveness today."
"I matters not..." Naomi assured quietly. Her cheeks puffed when she said, "Ask for forgiveness all you like, but I won't hesitate to reprimand you if it means you won't needlessly throw your life in the balance."
You continued to chuckle dryly, looking away. Over your eyes swept to the crowd of women waiting anxiously to work. What world was this that you lived in, where throwing your life in the balance could be because you merely stood up for yourself and spoke your mind?
Suddenly, the women hushed around them when commotion occurred outside. It was Kunikida's voice, conversing swiftly with a stern woman who sounded like she tolerated nothing but perfection. Naomi gasped, next taking you by the hand and hurrying into place. Such a voice could only belong to one that lead all Maids in the Royal Palace; the Head Maid, and she would not like to know what occurred if the Head Maid found you out of place on day one.
Although, as you found a place on the floor and copied everyone's folded hands in front of them, you would not unstick from the question in your mind. How you pondered on the fairness of it all. How you wished, in that moment, to be nothing but a burning star. To ignite in a gorgeous show of colours and show everyone in the palace just how beautiful each of us were if one took the time to look hard enough.
No. 6, Freedom Rice House,
Port Side,
The Kingdom of Ko.
4th Jan, 1831
Odasaku,
I'm writing to you yet again with the thought that the walls are continuing to drain of colour. If we were sharing a drink in that curious Rice House of yours, years into the past, you'd surprise me with an equally curious remark to my thinking. How long has it been? I'm beginning to forget the taste of Commoner rice-milk, or pigs-trotters, or even ginger-beer. I'd be brandished with more funny labels, if my people discovered I have a taste for Common Ko Food. Perhaps it could start a war? How amusing that would be.
Do you still play Father for those children in the Rice House? I could wager my neck that you do, although I can't fathom the reason why. After all, I have never truly had a Father, but a King. Parenting is taxing, yet you do it willingly. An interesting man indeed you continue to prove yourself to be.
I look forward to the day we may drink again. I fear it won't be soon. In my meantime, I have been enthralled with the idea of attempting the most unreligious of deeds. If you are familiar with Grimm's Fairy Tales by Brother's Grimm, you will also be familiar with the story of Snow White. Do you believe it beautiful, how she died? Its widely accepted that she was murdered. I prefer to think she wished to bite the apple and fall into a peaceful slumber instead.
Apple Suicide. An enrapturing idea. But surely, they wouldn't dare but such words into a children's book.
I truly wish this letter reaches you in good health. Your curious mind is one of the only amusing things in these Kingdoms that paints the walls with colour. Never let that talent of yours fade. My good fortune to the children and their carer.
You have my fondness,
Osamu Dazai.
First Prince, The Kingdom of Yo.
"These are the women I'm working with, hmm?"
As a matter of principle, you thought it wise not to have any expectations of the Royal Officials. Although, you couldn't help but give into stereotypes and believe the Head Maid to be an old, stern lady with fierce eyes and a tolerance for nothing short of perfection.
But the woman Secretary Kunikida brought with him was nothing like the image you had in her head. Anyone had. Her face was not lined with wrinkles, but smooth and youthful. She had eyes of bright fuchsia instead of watery with age, shadowed by the thickest of lashes that echoed her shoulder-length hair. Her lips parted to yawn, followed by, "Not the strongest looking bunch, are they?"
"Perhaps by outward image." Kunikida stated, next sliding his eyes right onto you. You glared right back at him although kept any thoughts to yourself. "Although I assure you, Miss Yosano, that there are interesting candidates under your care."
Yosano — the Head Maid, flicked her hair quickly behind her shoulder. Keeping the violet strands out of her face by a lusturous golden butterfly brooch that spoke of her standing in the Court. Her smile was beautiful, worn by a woman who was probably feared by men and women alike. "I don't doubt your skills as secretary, Kunikida. Although, will you allow me to medically examine you if it turns out you're wrong? You've missed yet again your scheduled checking."
Kunikida didn't answer her. Instead, he directed his attention purposely to the outstanding women in the room. "Meet your Head Maid; Miss Yosano Akiko. She is both the General Practioneer of The Palace and an overseer of recruits. You may look to her if you have any problems, medical or of Palace Affairs. I will be overseeing your wages each month, which will be based off of Miss Yosano's reports of you and any other Palace Official's words of your work." Stoic and with squared shoulder, Kunikida gave a sharp incline of his head before turning on his feet and making his way back from which he came. "Do enjoy your stay at the Palace of Yo."
You kept your eyes on him as he left, watching as his broad shoulders didn't once falter. Not only was he a right thorn in your side, but he was also a direct opposite of yourself. Stiff, cold and a Royal Official — you knew your rivalry would not die down by merely keeping your mouth shut. Yet you could try your best to stay out of trouble. For both Grandfather and new found friend Naomi, you could keep your talons in for now.
"Right!" Yosano's voice, powerful and jolting. She clapped her hands hidden in black gloves together. "I assume none of you have had a medical examination before?"
A quiet, somewhat apprehensive chorus of negatives hushed around the room. It caused Yosano to frown.
"What is this? Have you all decided to have faulty vocal chords?"
A little louder, the litany of negatives repeated.
Yosano still wasn't impressed. She made a short huffing sound, folding her arms tightly.
"Oh dear, it looks like I may get to examine Kunikida after all. Mice would have more of a presence than you lot."
You gnashed your teeth at the back, jaw locking in place. It was evident that the moment Yosano had put them down, Naomi looked frantically back at her friend with pleasing eyes. She relaxed, however, when she saw you were being true to your promise and breathed deeply through your nose.
Survive, Naomi whispered in your head, survive, [Name]. That is all you must do.
"I suppose it is time for your first lesson, then." The Head Maid mumbled, albeit quiet enough for every woman to hear. Her eyelashes lowered into a quiet blink. When they opened, there was a change to her demeanour. Soft magenta eyes sharpened into perilous daggers, her shoulders squared and she boomed loud and clear, "If I ask a question, I expect to be answered! Not whispered to! Now, I will ask again; I assume you all have never had a medical exam before?"
Rookie maids, brother enthusiasts and Royal haters alike had half the wit to understand disobeying this woman couldn't lead to anything good.
"We have not!" The room was an explosion of shaky, yet louder voices.
"We have not, who?"
"We have not, Miss Yosano!"
Yosano sighed. "Now, isn't that a little better? Well, we know our first step to take in your training." The smile that suddenly stretched across her beautiful face could only be seen as deranged. You swallowed, understanding that truly, the Royal Court was also compromised of absolute lunatics. Magenta eyes gleamed. "So, what is it that you are waiting for, ladies? Undo your corsets! I will first be conducting your medical examination!"
Chapter Notes
↣ So, the story is underway. I'd adore to know what you think. Just a few things I thought to mention. Naomi is canonically 16, although in this story I've moved her up to 19. Which also means Tanizaki is 21, although we haven't met him yet. It's not a huge issue I know, just thought to clear it up in case anyone is confused. The minimum age to work in the Palace is 18, so that's the main reason.
↣ Kingdom Yo is the Kingdom led by King Dietrich and Prince Dazai, while Kingdom Ko is led by Mori. Can you see the pattern here? Points if you can!
↣ "Freedom Rice House" is a play on the favourite restaurant of Oda Sakunosuke "Freedom" situated in the Ko Kingdom. This is where the five children stay.
↣ Grimm's fairy tales was published by Brother's Grimm, a collection of Fairy Tales published in France in 1812. It has the early version in Europe of Snow White and Cinderella (although those stories date back to ancient times, this is the publication I went with!)
ʚɞ . . . 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
ʚɞ . . . 𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐀𝐆𝐄
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