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milky-aeons · 4 hours

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𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒

౨ৎ . . . alpha!CHUUYA NAKAHARA is not very fond of the attention you have been giving one of his subordinates — and he never could be subtle about anything.

warnings: alpha!au, pining, criminal themes, swearing, mentions of violence, mating-bonds, jealousy, depictions of smoking, w.c. 724

♪ . . . ˗ˏˋ ꒰ teenage dream — katy perry ꒱ ˎˊ-

Chuuya Nakahara hadn't realised he'd been constantly tapping his pen until the sound became mingled with his daydream.

The one where he emptied an entire round of bullets into his subordinate's shitty head.

He snarled to himself — what the fuck was wrong with him, thinking about shit like that? A Mafia General didn't spend time fantasizing about killing his own men lest they did something very wrong. And this particular subordinate hadn't necessarily done anything wrong — except, smiled at you in a way that made Chuuya's blood curdle sour.

The memory of this morning's meeting came on unwanted — he didn't need any more reason to feed the feral side of him — and yet there it was; clear as rain, scorching as a brand.

Each of the five executives had been called for a weekly debrief and sat poised around the round table — Mori and Elise, of course, leading at the top. He saw how the entourage of lower Mafia men filed in to provide drinks at the brief interlude; he saw how of those men — one of his men — smiled at you. And above all else; he saw how you, lowering your lashes and resting your cheek on your hand, smiled right back.

He didn't really absorb any of the likely important meeting pointers after that.

Chuuya leaned back in his chair and threw an arm over his eyes. He knew these feelings weren't his fault, he knew that part of being an alpha was to find your mate, and he managed to land his amongst one of the bloodiest, most lethal echelons of society. From the first time he saw you and felt the mating-bond snap into place, Chuuya Nakahara vowed that he never could tell you. Could never subject you to a relationship so strong when, at the drop of a hat, either one of you could end up in a casket in this line of work.

The heartbreak of losing a mate when the bond is accepted is said to be devastating. It has been likened to having your limbs ripped away, like having an integral part of yourself gone, forever.

Chuuya sat in his office and let the image of you with another man torture him for a couple of minutes. Maybe to subject himself to the pain of it so it would hurt that little bit less. His inner canine roiled at the idea. It tried to claw its way through his ribcage, making every inch of his skin strain and burn. It was so inherently wrong to imagine his mate with someone else; someone that wasn't him, who knew and loved you so deeply he didn't know what to fucking do with himself.

His leg started bouncing.

Now that he let the floodgates down, it was a tidal wave. An influx, both an assault and a blessing on his senses as his mind filled with all things you. Your subtle scent, the swish of your hips as you walked so proudly down the hallways, the way you lit up a cigarette and held it so delicately between your red lips. He'd tell himself all of this was magnified to him. That his alpha senses projected you as the perfect, ideal partner. But in times like this when his instincts prevailed over his common sense, he couldn't see that difference — the line was a distant, blurred, incomprehensible thing.

His other leg started bouncing.

Stifle it, push it down, she deserves so much better than you.

He could feel the pressure in his gums; his incisor teeth trying to elongate; evident that his beast was stirring and gaining control. Fuck, he had to breathe, he had to get his feelings under control.

Then, there was the image of you in a white wedding dress. You had someone else's ring on your finger. You let somebody else lift the veil from your head and promise their soul to you, their life to you. He imagined standing in the cheering crowd while you were dipped down and kissed on the lips by a man that was not him, and suddenly, any rhyme nor reason did not seem so loud.

The pen he had been previously tapping clattered to the floor. His chair had hit the ground with the force of how hard he stood.

Suddenly, everything just seemed so damn simple.

✎ . . . requested by the always wonderful @ringsofsaturnnnn!

WRITING REQUESTS

#icymi <3 #mwah mwah !!

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milky-aeons · 17 hours

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MILKY.

chuuya taking a drink of wine and then spitting it in your mouth and saying “drink up” 😫

coming right up babe !!

#🎋 — writing requests #🫂 — moots #💓 — thump

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milky-aeons · 17 hours

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what if, bsd characters when the reader is in the verge of childbirth? 🥺 (plus if they were actually busy at the time they heard the news)

hello my wonderful nonnie <3 thank you so so much for stopping by my inbox !! and i apologise for leaving you in there for so long :")

i have written a few bsd characters while the reader is in childbirth in my FATHERHOOD headcannons, but if there is any character you'd like me to write for do let me know !! <3 or if you'd like me to expand on it !!

kisses and hugs (っ ᵔ◡ᵔ)っ

#🎐— asks

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milky-aeons · 17 hours

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Tw. Racism and this is NOT discourse, this is a genuine concern about antiblackness within the Jujutsu kaisen fandom. Reblog this please as a warning NOT to interact with this person.

I was enjoying a peaceful sunday, scrolling through tumblr when I saw this:

I had to do a double take on her, because why the fuck would you write this and think it was a joke. I replied of course, asking why the fuck would you think it's funny thing to joke about. My mutuals rightfully pointed out that this is not a fun thing to say. Knowing the context of Gojo's actions, you know that people escalated a microaggression to full blown racism against miguel's character and any black woman interacting or writing for jujutsu kaisen.

But the funny thing about people, especially racists is their ability to double down;

Being brown and Asian does not exclude you from being racist or being criticized for making racist jokes. How you think that antiblackness is premium entertainment will never be fun to me.

I would advise that you DON'T align with this kind of person. The jjk fandom is better than this and should not be unsafe for ANY marginalized group. Do better. Honestly I wanted to make a comeback to the fandom properly but I've had enough of nonblack people being antiblack and saying NOTHING about it.

#🔖— milky's reblogs

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milky-aeons · 17 hours

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CHUUYA HOLDS THE DOOR OPEN OR PULLS OUT THE CHAIR FOR YOU

WHILE DAZAI KISSES THE BACK OF YOUR HAND AND LEADS YOUR THROUGH CROWDS OR ANYWHERE WITH HIS HAND ON THE SMALL OF YOUR BACK

(pls pls pls write something for these idiots based on this im BEGGING YOU-)

WEEWEEWEE I WOULD LOVE TO WRITE THIS !!! thank you for sending this in, and i apologise for leaving you in my inbox for so long, my wonderful nonnie !! can we all agree that both of these men would be so soft and protective over their s/o ugh i'm going to love writing this <33

#🎋 — writing requests #thank you for the request dearie !!!

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