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#QUE CARAJO MAN.
napo-con-fritas · 11 days
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can somebody explain to me why if for a group project I literally did the whole assignment, and the ONE THING my two classmates had to do was fill in the info in ONE SECTION (which we'd already written down before btw), I come back and see my beautifully redacted bits all gone, my organised bulletpoints destroyed CALIBRI EVERYWHERE and my blood pressure up in the fucking sky???
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sudaca-swag · 1 year
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with a hand on your hearts guys, who the fuck do you know that is a pitbull fan in latin america? bc i dont think i even know a single song of him and yet these fuckers even got him to sing the brazil wc song which i think should be punishable with public hanging
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sthavoc · 23 days
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Hi!!
I would like to ask for a chapter inspired by afterglow where enzo and the reader fight, because she was jealous of him with his ex, or any other girl, and their relationship was a secret because he wanted therefore the reader thinks he's cheating on her and that shw was secret bc it would be easier to cheat on her.
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˗ˏˋ🎇 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐋𝐎𝐖 | ENZO VOGRINCIC
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·˚ ༘ pairing: enzo x fem!reader
·˚ ༘ summary: with enzo wanting to keep your relationship a secret, you couldn’t help but to think other things after seeing malena’s comments on enzo’s posts.
·˚ ༘ warnings: angst(with happy ending), secret relationship, jealousy, cussing, crying, overthinking, mentions of cheating(assumption).
·˚ ༘ note: I decided to mix these two requests since they’re almost similar. also NO HATE towards malena, this is just part of the plot.
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There always had to be something. Something wandering in your mind that would make you overthink, always having you on the edge. And even more, if you had a secret relationship with a man that everyone wanted to be with. While you couldn't even hug, kiss, or appreciate him in public.
Relationships in secret can cause fights, trust issues, anything.
“¡Cuantas veces te tengo que decir que entre Malena y yo no hay nada!” Enzo’s voice hollered through the hallway of your house.
Enzo and you had been bickering back and forth about what had been going on between his comment section with Malena. So many comments, she would comment more on your boyfriend’s post than hers, you would think, with the jealousy that would poison your mind. You had given him the silence treatment but it all fell apart when he continued to ask you what was going on with you.
“Ay, por Dios, Enzo.” You pinched the bridge of your nose with a furrow. “Se ve que le gustas a la hija de—” You eliminate your words not wanting to go far with them. Your fists balled with a sigh.
“¡No digas estupideces! ¡Ella está con Matías, carajo!” There was rage in his voice, veins popping on his forehead, if it was possible to pop it with a pin, it would.
The room was hot, with the amount of screaming between the two. You were lucky all the windows were closed, if not the neighbors would’ve gotten a sound of it. No matter how much you tried to control the anger it would grow and grow, and with it, the tears that you felt were gonna come soon. The tears of anger and frustration.
“No tenemos nada.” Enzo’s words are repeated, once more. In a way to leave it evident.
“No te creo.” There was a small smile where all you could see was the corners of your lips raised. A sarcastic smile. “¿No crees que no vi un vídeo de ti con ella después de Los Goya?” You dared, by getting closer to him and pointing him in the chest.
“Estábamos charlando.” He gritted through his teeth.
It was devastating that you couldn’t trust your boyfriend. The idea of him cheating would boil your blood, and break you at the same time into millions. The feeling of a tornado inside of you that would quickly get out and take over everything in the relationship, you were afraid of that. As much as the problem was the both of you having the relation a secret, you would blame yourself for it, for exploding.
“Créeme nena.” Enzo’s hands tried to reach for you, but you drove him away not wanting to have him near you.
“Ya te dije, no te puedo creer.” You looked him in the eyes. Anger is full on them. “Como me pides que te crea si tenemos la relación en secreto ¿Ah?”
“Sabes que yo quería mantenerla los primeros meses por tú bien.” His anger was rising again.
His body figure walked towards you making you walk backwards, but the roles were switched after you started to speak—
“No me jodas, de seguro se te hace más fácil mantenerla en secreto para poder irte con otra chica.” Oh, your words were pushing it. With the anger that was blinding you, you weren’t calculating your words.
“¿Me estás jodiendo verdad? ¿Te estás escuchando? ¡Me estás acusando sobre algo que no es!” His finger went towards his ears in a motion.
“Tendría lógica, Enzo.” You whisper swallowing the lump. “Soy un secreto, ¿es más fácil así no?” You gift him a dead smirk, with the tears that were forming in the corners of your eyes.
“Nena, no llores por favor.” He decided to pay no attention to your previous comments and focused on the tears that were running down your cheeks.
“No, Enzo.” You decided to leave the sentimental aside and wipe the tears. “Será mejor que te vallas.”
You turned around to walk towards the entrance of your house, not even bothering to turn around to see if Enzo followed. You knew he was because you could feel his atmosphere behind you.
“Nena—” He called, but you didn’t stop. “¡Nena! ¡Dejame explicarte por favor!” Still no stopping.
The door swung open and you made a motion with your hand “Vete.” Enzo looked between you and the door, if you thought he would leave without fixing this, you were so wrong.
With his hand, he slammed the door closed making you furrow your brows in anger and ready to protest, but his short words left you silent. “Te sentas.” He points towards the couch.
You knew Enzo, nothing that you would do would make him alter his decision of not leaving. So the better answer was for you to walk over towards that couch, and sit even if you huffed in anger. The silence cried loud in the room, an uncomfortable silence that you didn’t know how to get rid of. By this time your anger was cooling off and you didn’t know how to apologize, but you wanted to. You guessed you were simply afraid of saying it.
And deep inside, you knew, that Enzo wasn’t cheating on you, but the games the mind would play and have you second thinking was what was burning you, and with you, Enzo, and the relationship.
Your body flinched at the contact of Enzo’s fingertips touching your knee, it brought you out of your zone, paying attention to how Enzo kneeled in front of you.
You didn’t realize what you said, not until you did, still being in the zone. “¿Me amas todavía?”
Enzo’s eyes were glued on you, hands still on your knees, but they traveled to your face to hold you. “No hay ningún día en que mi amor por vos no crezca.”
Some sniffles came from you. The tears began falling onto your cheeks but Enzo’s thumbs were doing the favor of wiping them away. Your voice hurt when you spoke. “Perdón por dudar de ti. Es que— se me hace difícil, no te puedo tocar, besar, o tan siquiera salir a tomar un estupido cafe y al ver que otra chica al reír posa sus manos sobre tus hombros o se ve muy juntita a ti me hace pensar que tal ves puedas estar con ella a escondidas, o como con los comentarios de Malena. Los celos hacen olvidarme que tú no eres así.”
“Lo se.” He gifted you a smile. He didn’t want to say much right now, he wanted you to let it out, let you speak how you felt.
But you felt rued, you didn't deserve someone like Enzo. No matter how much you would fuck up or say the most hurtful things, he knew you wouldn’t mean it. Because he knew you.
“Perdón por todo esto, por todo lo que dije. Y perdóname si te lastime, por favor. Todo esto es solo es en mi cabeza.” You took his hands off your cheeks and wrapped them in yours.
“No pasa nada, bonita. Perdóname vos a mí, por querer mantener la relación en secreto. Pensé que te estaba haciendo un bien y solo resultó haciéndote un mal.” He kept his eyes down on your interlocked hands. “Pero ya no más, no te pienso ocultar más. Me di cuenta que no importa cuanto trate de protegerte siempre va a pasar algo. Pero por lo menos estaré yo ahí para poder ayudarte, y que sepas vos que lo que digan no es verdad.”
The first smile after hours, finally grows on your face. The toxin was finally being replaced with the medicine that Enzo would give you, happiness.
“¿En serio?” Your voice was soft, barely hearable.
“Sí.” Enzo smiled with a soft squeeze from his hands. “Es muy cobarde de mi parte ocultar a una persona tan maravillosa como vos, chiquita.” He took his hand back to your cheek, placing a few strands of hair behind your ear.
“¿Te puedo pedir algo?” Your breath fell hot onto his hand that was close to your lips.
“Lo que sea.” A nod was delivered to you after his words.
“Dime que todavía eres mío, y que vamos a estar bien.” Your eyes were glistening, and they had a soft look compared to the previous sore ones.
Enzo got closer to you smiling before he spoke, “Soy tuyo, y vamos a estar bien. Sea lo que sea, pase lo que pase.” He kisses your knuckles, with the other hand that is still holding yours, not sure if you are ready at the moment for a peck. He didn’t want to push the limit.
You felt better knowing Enzo and you would finally make your relationship public. It was exciting at first, having a secret. Having the secret rendezvous, not telling anyone where the both of you would head to. Of course, with time it became a tad exhausting for you, but you would never tell Enzo anything.
So yeah, you were excited to finally make it public, and so was Enzo. Finally able to see everything, together.
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foule-hdp · 5 months
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Tony: Peter qué carajos estás haciendo?
Peter: estaba jugando con tío Loki a las cartas y apuestas
Tony: Peter qué te he dicho de jugar a eso
Peter: lo sé pero.... Aposté tu armadura de Iron man
Tony: QUE HICISTES QUE??
Loki: ay Stark relájate, solo estamos jugando
Tony: y entonces tú qué apostaste?
Loki: un banquete en el Valhalla
Tony:....
Loki: y el título de "Dios de las mentiras"
Tony: ..... Peter dame las cartas
Peter: Espera que??
Tony: jugaré por ti, para ganarme esa cena y ese título
Loki: ah?. Con que estás decidido Stark?
Tony: no dejaré que me ganes...
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crimsonwing · 3 months
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"Crap! It's old man Neeley! Scatter!" The children ran the moment they saw him, and his own dog got to bark and snarl at that kid's. Rebeca took the chance to slip away. Surprisingly he came to see me, laying on the floor while the old man came to us. He was stern and couldn't see from his right eye. "Tch! Of bloody course! Who else could be causing this ruckus but Amanda's grandchild. What did you do this time?" --- "¡Rayos! ¡El viejo Neeley! ¡Corran!" Eso hicieron: apenas lo vieron se echaron a correr, y su propio perro se puso en contra del que traía el niño. Rebeca aprovechó para escapar. Para mi sorpresa, fue a verme tirado en el suelo cuando se nos acercó el anciano. Era tosco y no podía ver de un ojo. "¡Tsk! Por su puesto. Tenia que ser el nieto de Amanda para hacer tanto escándalo ¿Ahora qué carajos hiciste?"
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atlasscrumpit · 2 years
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If you're still taking the prompts what about
Steven in the moon knight outfit instead of Mr. Knight
Steven running into Jake in the Duat before Marc
Or maybe even Marc and Jake are they two who go on the adventures in the show and learn that their third alter is Steven when the map is suddenly solved or something like that? I always thought that might be interesting
Steven running into Jake in the Duat before Marc
“Let me out! Let me out! Let me out let me out let me out!” Steven screamed bashing his fists against the hard material, he was shrouded in darkness all around him. He felt like he couldn’t breath.
“Help me someone!” He cried out before he heard a sound like stone against stone and finally saw light flooding in. As soon as he had the chance he jump out and tried to catch his breath.
He looked beside him to see a stranger standing there, well it wasn’t exactly a stranger.
“Hello Steven.” He said as Steven looked at him in shock.
“W-What are you? How…” He whispered as the man in the dark hat and gloves smiled.
“I think we’re in a bit of trouble, I don’t think we’re supposed to be in seperate bodies.” He said, it suddenly clicked for Steven.
“You’re the third alter?” Steven muttered making him smile.
“Si, I’m Jake, Jake Lockley.” He said stepping forward and grabbing Steven’s hand kissing it still smirking.
“Well um it’s very nice to meet you. But how are we outside of our body?” Steven questioned looking around.
“Well, I just escaped my own sarcophagus. Perhaps Marc is in one too, I think it would be wise to find him.” Jake said as Steven nodded quickly.
“Yes, yes, yes Marc. We need to find him.” Steven muttered before Jake stopped him.
“Wait, just take a breath Steven. You’re okay, I’m going to keep you safe.” Jake reassured him quietly, he rested his hand on Steven’s shoulder.
“Deep breath.” Jake instructed as Steven took a moment to take some deep breaths.
“Good boy, let’s go find Marc alright.” Jake said pulling Steven out of the room, he quickly looked around making sure there wasn’t anyone around. Once the coast was clear he pulled Steven along, they kept stalking along until the turned the corner to see a large white door.
Jake kicked the door opened and they saw it was a psych ward.
“What on earth?” Steven muttered.
“Marc should be around here somewhere.” Jake said as Steven nodded and they began searching for him.
Steven saw a wheelchair in the corner and heard a small voice.
“Steven?” He heard Marc say in a small vulnerable voice. He rushed over and knelt in front of him in the wheelchair.
“Marc, hey I’m here. It’s me.” Steven reassured him holding onto Marc’s cheek.
“You’re real.” Marc whispered as Steven looked at him with worry and ran a thumb over his cheek.
“Shh it’s okay, we’re going to get out of this. Jake he’s over here.” He called out as Jake rushed over.
“Looking a bit rough there.” Jake said as Steven looked down at the restraint on his ankle.
“Excuse what are you two doing?” Someone said as two people ran over ready to grab them.
“I’ll get rid of them, you help Marc.” Jake said as Steven nodded and began undoing the restraint.
He looked over to see Jake had knocked out the two people.
Jake came over and helped Steven get Marc to stand.
“Now gentlemen, I know you’re both fond of escape plans but bingo is just starting wouldn’t you like to play?” They heard a voice say looking up to see Harrow.
“Que carajo?” Jake muttered as Steven looked at him in shock.
“Marc started a fight that’s why we had to sedate him.” Harrow said stepping forward.
“He looks stupid.” Steven muttered making Jake chuckle.
“Oh! There you are!” They heard a female voice say before they both turned around with Marc still half unconscious inbetween them.
They saw a…HIPPO?
They both screamed as loud as they could.
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milibluefairy · 10 months
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Me mata que por un tiktok termine leyendo un fanfic de una ship “cuestionable” pero es tan bueno que la funa casi ni se siente literal.
Tiene todo lo que me gusta, una trama fantastica y drama. 
Los fanfics son una joya, me volvi adicta a leer fic por fic que tenga esta ship.
El canon me chupo un huevo. Uno mato al otro demanera accidental y luego se consiguio una amante exactamente igual al sobrino.
Si, es el Lucemond.
Cai y no se vuelve de esa. 
Mira en esa serie ningun ship canon o no, son todos custionables. Son todos parientes, el incesto es el pan de cada dia. 
Personalmente yo finjo demencia y digo que no tienen consecuencias al casarse entre parientes es porque son magicos/cosa de dragones sintiendose atraidos entre si. Nose un carajo similar.
Lo importante del Lucemond es que son un verdadero enemies to lovers. Estan en diferentes bandos, estan obsesionados con el otro, traumados por el otro y las miradas que se dan son tan poco sutiles. 
Son tan pocas las escenas y me dieron la vida.
Lucerys mirando a su tio de arriba abajo como si quisiera ser comido por el. Siendo travieso, mirando fijamente, sonriendo y riendo. 
Dios, Luke puedes calmarte tu prometida esta al lado tuyo. La manzana no cayo muy lejos del arbol. Se nota que es hijo de sus padres. Un gay y una mujer enamorada de su tio. 
Aemond tambien, estoy 100% convencida que de confunde el amor/odio por su obsesion. Los dos sentimientos son tan intensos y ser criado por los verdes tampoco ayuda mucho. Su abuelo un hijo de puta y su madre la lesbiana reprimida “mi hijo favorito es exactamente igual a mi enemiga/mejor amiga de la juventud”. El hermano que se la pasa de putas y vinos(ese man tambien se odia tanto). El padre que parece ignorar a todos los hijos de su segunda esposa. 
Luego esta Helaena, el sol que se caso con su hermano y tuvos hijos con el(anda saber si fue consensuado el acto de hacerlos, no tengo idea). 
En fin, tiene un drama digno de shakespeare y eso me encanta.
Uno tiene una familia funcional donde todos se aman y la otra donde sienten que tienen que luchar para sobrevivir. 
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thewales · 2 years
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It may not be appropriate but que carajos.
God William looked so handsome today. But es que, just his jawline was cutting off my breath. His expression and those blue eyes... that man should wear a uniform, particularly that RAF one, all the time.
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skeilig · 2 years
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Ranking every Lalo episode by how sexy he is, or: I was in the car for hours today and had to write a listicle to entertain myself.
5.06 “Wexler v. Goodman”
Lalo only has one short scene in this episode, and no dialogue, so this is basically a default choice for least sexy. However, it’s still pretty sexy that he was ready to exchange fire with up to three cops in broad daylight and only decided to surrender when a fourth cop car showed up. LOL. 
5.02 “50% Off” 
While this is the seminal Lacho episode, it is not, in my opinion, a very notable Lalo episode. However, he still has great moments including: giggling and eating snacks while watching Nacho risk his life, cooking lunch for himself and Nacho, and going all dead shark eyes on Nacho until he offers to kill his childhood friend. 
6.05 “Black and Blue”
I’m sure this is a controversially low rating. You can send me anon hate about it, but first, hear me out. The thing is, I love LALO and he’s not LALO in this episode, is he? He’s Ben from America, complete with a standard American accent and fluffy Marvel hair and a personality-devoid suit. However, this episode gets some points for buenos días, Osito :-) I’ve never wanted to be a dog so bad— [gunshots] 
5.01 “Magic Man”
His outfit in the Wernerrrr Zieglerrrr scene is actually one of my least favorites but the outfit he wears to his cartel chicken farm meeting is one of my all-time faves so it balances out. He shows a lot of ankle in this episode and makes an insane homophobic crack about Gus. Solid episode, lots of screen time. 
6.01 “Wine and Roses”
Que se chingue Bolsa, que se chingue Eladio!! Lo voy a lastimar, lo voy a lastimar como usted me dijo y después lo voy a matar, tío! I’ve been repeating that to myself for months, sorry. Solid episode, he got to kill 4 people which was probably a nice release of pent-up emotion for him. 
5.08 “Bagman” 
Out of his two prison-arc episodes, this one is slightly less sexy, but it’s still pretty good. The way he gives Jimmy a hard time about asking for $100k payment for bringing the bail, and the whole scene with Kim is insane, he’s such a creep and a weirdo but that's Not a turn-off for me.
4.09 “Wiedersehen” 
It’s about the softly-lit and softly-spoken monologue to Hector fondly recounting spine-chilling violence. His other scene this episode, at Pollos, is more funny than sexy—with the notable exception of, “I’m just shitting you. You would be crazy to go up against Eladio.” I know that line drips with dramatic irony since Gus ultimately wins but STILL, it’s so hot. I’m docking some points for his disaster ‘fit of a wrinkled untucked pale pink shirt, brown pants and blue loafers. Actually, no, adding the points back in because it’s so funny that he threw that together. Net zero points for the ‘fit. 
6.06 “Axe and Grind”
I’m trying to maintain SOME integrity with this list, and Lalo has less screentime in this episode than in most of the higher ranked episodes. But you guys get it. His five-or-so minute scene in this episode features: being a dick about the German language, wheezing on the ground, carajo I think you broke one of my ribs, and the infamous one-handed belt removal. The only reason this isn’t higher on the list is because Lalo is always SO sexy that this is like, pretty standard stuff for him. It just happens to be super concentrated, 100% strength here, all packed into one short scene. 
5.07 “JMM”
It’s partially the framing of these scenes, isn’t it? Right after Jimmy’s cute courthouse wedding he’s called in for surprise cartel lawyer duties, and Lalo—sorry, Jorge de Guzman—enters the room in his sexy orange jumpsuit and you can feel his narrative weight in each heavy, handcuff-clinking step. And that’s sexy, okay? Plot relevance is sexy. The line “time to get yourself a new motto: just. make. money.” is almost TOO good, TOO clever and on-the-nose, but the delivery sells it I think. 
4.08 “Coushatta”
Lalo’s intro scene is just… so fucking good. He crashes into the narrative at the best-worst time and enters by singing, cooking, and telling Nacho he’s going to die. Hilarious. Also he looks so good in this scene: the waist apron, the hair, his diabolical winking and smiling, his level of comfort with how visibly terrified everyone else is of him. I love that in a man. 
5.03 “The Guy for This”
I will never get tired of watching Lalo torture Jimmy, sorry, it’s the funniest/hottest thing in the world. Jimmy must be really FUN to torture, too, because he gets so nervous and squirmy and runs his mouth a lot. This isn’t meant to sound sexual but if it does, that’s… fine. Anyway. Uh. Yeah, this episode is good. Klah! 
4.10 “Winner”
This is the culmination of Lalo’s season 4 three-episode introduction arc and it’s so fun and really cements him as a member of the cast. The singing, the stakeout, the left-handedness, the road rage, the murder, the arson (in the deleted scene), and of course, “Michael? Is that you?” 🔥 🔥 🔥 
5.10 “Something Unforgivable” 
Is this episode a Lalo cringe compilation? Undoubtedly. Is it also in his top three sexiest episodes? Obviously. I love when he exhibits some emotional range and these last three episodes definitely have that. His insecurity as he works so hard to impress Eladio, and how he tries to open up to Nacho only to be immediately sent to gay super hell… He does his best thinking when everyone else is asleep. What on earth is he talking about? I’d love to find out. 
6.07 “Plan and Execution” 
Let me just copy-paste what I wrote immediately after watching this episode. Ahem *clears throat* — this was the #1 sexiest lalo episode ever, and it’s because it had the most RANGE: his sewer rat truck stop lifestyle, flip flops, SHOWER SCENE, insane-girl-vlogging, perfectly styled hair while sitting in a storm drain for the 4th day in a row, gnawing on snacks like a little rat, getting sad and calling his uncle, temper tantrum, getting played by gus and then immediately playing gus back, the fly-fishing OVERALLS?, and that JACKET is such a good look for him… also, murder–
5.09 “Bad Choice Road”
This is still the premier Lalo episode imo… I had some recency bias when I wrote the above description and upon reflection I’m bumping 607 to the #2 slot—for now. But Schnauz really tried to outdo himself and I respect that. Patron saint of Lalo girls. Cut shower scene aside, 509 has a lot of Lalo pathos, both in his goodbye to Hector and in his genuine compliment to Nacho. Of course, though, this list is about sexiness, and the Jimmy/Kim/Lalo confrontation is soooo sexy. I’m sorry women, but Lalo shushing Kim without even looking at her… 🥵 and the sound of his boots on the floor when he takes slow-deliberate steps toward Jimmy 😵‍💫 and when Jimmy says “I already told you what happened” and Lalo snaps, “Did you?” 🥴 
OKAY, that’s it, that’s the list, thanks for coming everybody. I’m still in the car.
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arasandoval17 · 1 year
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Me quiero enamorar con la mente y no con el corazón…
Creo que siempre supe que ibas a ser especial en mi vida, recuerdo ese momento como si fuese ayer, estabas sentado en la roca comiendo un snack de semilla de marañón, y me ofreciste un poco, ahí acepté, me diste buena vibra, pero solo pensé “que carajo hace este man escalando con zapatos de vestir? Hahaha” a partir de ese momento no nos separamos el resto del tour…
Caminando de regreso pusiste en tu bocina somebody else de 1975 y se volvió nuestro himno desde entonces, ahora no puedo dejar de pensarte cada vez que escucho esa banda, las mil veces que salimos, las horas que trasnochamos en mi cuarto hablando de lo que sea, las canciones que nos mostramos, los constantes debates, las calcetas que me regalaste o el sky light que me adueñé, tu interés en mis temas, tus masajes, tus besos en mi frente con tus labios carnosos, las incontables veces que nos carcajeamos por lo que sea, tus eternos abrazos, o cuando tocabas guitarra y cantabamos.
Incluso lo malo, cuando me hostigabas, me molestabas, no me dejabas en paz aunque te lo pidiera. Me sofocabas si es cierto, pero me acuerdo de todo…. Ese es el problema. Que todo* se convirtió tan especial.
Te convertiste en un juego absurdo que seguimos por meses, te dije que te ibas a enamorar de mi, y no te importó… lo que nunca quise aceptar en su momento fue que yo también me enamoré de una manera inigualable, tan profunda pero tan absurdamente aterrorizada… me costó tanto tiempo darme cuenta.
Te conocí en un proceso de cambio interior en mi vida, y se que el universo tiene un propósito tras de todo pero, si tan solo te hubiese conocido con mis viejos conceptos, en mis viejas etapas, en otro momento…. Mi mentalidad no permitió que siguiéramos, yo quería enamorarme con la cabeza, no con el corazón. Pero si de algo estoy segura hasta el momento has sido la última persona que amé con mi corazón y de la cual estoy segura que no habrá más nadie que te quite ese lugar.
Fuiste mucho de lo que quería, te lloro mínimo una vez por semana y ya pasó un año desde que dejamos de vernos o escribirnos, ya paso mucho tiempo pero lo he sentido eterno en cada momento, donde quisiera saber de tu día, de cómo estás, de como te va en el trabajo, de tus gatos Loki y Zeus, te sigo recordando tan fresco, tus ojos y tus párpados, tus pestañas, la forma de tus labios, tus dientes, la forma de tus manos y tus uñas, incluso hasta tu ombligo, escucho tu voz cada vez que te recuerdo y hasta tu risa de goofy…
Me duele tanto tu ausencia, me duele tanto cada día, cada recuerdo y cada lagrima. Se que me merezco cada nivel de dolor que he sentido todo este tiempo por no haber decidido con valentía sino con la inconsciencia lo que el corazón no sabía escuchar y solo sentir…
Te escribo por WhatsApp cada vez que quiero contarte algo, te mando links de tik tok cada vez que un video me recuerda a vos. Dicen que el contacto cero ayuda, pero no estoy segura si he cumplido el contacto cero, te escribo para sentirte cerca, te escribo porque quisiera que en una de esas haya un doble check azul y lograra ver tu foto de perfil, saber de vos, e ilusamente vinieras a mi casa y darte un abrazo que quizás no me merezca… y solo sentirte, abrazarte, verte, olerte y saber que estás bien sin mi.
Saber que este sacrificio de lejanía y ausencia ha valido la pena al menos para vos, y seguir cargando con todo este arrepentimiento y dolor y que siga entonces valiendo la pena. Solo deseo poder amarte con la cabeza así como lo hago con el corazón..
Pero bien ya sabes que mi terquedad me autosabotea demasiado… sigo sosteniendo mis nuevas creencias y conceptos (vos entenderías de cuales hablo), de hecho los he reforzado y puesto aún más en práctica. Se que la vida me va dar lo que quiero, pero tendré que resignarme que no será con vos, porque he decidí absurdamente enamorarme con la cabeza y no con el corazón, pero que te quede claro que ese espacio solo te pertenece a vos.
-Ara.
To J.O
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seekerart616 · 11 months
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mi version de spider man:su personalidad y motivación
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PERSONALIDAD,ACTITUD y
MOTIVACION
haber no es un secreto para todos que Peter es algo holganza y conformista Bueno gracias a sam raimi tengo la respuesta eso durante de las escenas de la trilogía de raimi, peter que en ese momento no tenía sus poderes salvo a una niña que está atrapada en un edificio en llamas
Bueno si pasara algo así en el sentido de que Peter siendo spiderman en un momento de salvar a una niña (no tiene que ser de un edificio en llamas) peter se confió al punto que casi muere esa niña hasta que peter logró salvarla y este evento cambió algo en peter plantando la semilla de la duda de si volvería a pasar y el deseo subconsciente de aspirar a lograr más y romper sus límites para poder prevenir esas cosas motivandolo a ser el mejor hombre araña que puede ser en otras palabras el verdadero superior spider man
Ok hablando de este peter si tiene unos cambios pero en lo esencial queda intacto y seria cambios menores por ejemplo su sentido de la responsabilidad y el deber quedan igual
Su sentido del humor peter le hubiera bajado dos rayitas de forma que peter si lo siguiera usando pero cuando la situación lo amerita pasaría de cómico a serio de forma instantánea de manera que las personas que no conocen ese lado suyo les puede llegar a dar escalofrío ya que esté peter serio aunque no mata si puede provocar bastante miedo y sabe cómo usar el miedo a su favor un ejemplo es dando una descripción bastante detallada de como llegara a matar a dicha persona para asustarla o como new 52 spiderman (un fanfic )asustando a un malhechor usando una toxina especial (aclaró que ese uso algo de magia) para hacerle creer que le inyectó el veneno que usan las arañas para que los órganos de sus presas se licuen volviéndose una tipo bebida nutritiva de eso seres (y creanme no es algo bonito).
de como podría llegar a usar su sentido del humor por ejemplo seria para calmar la situación rompiendo el hielo pero no quitarse el miedo a el nada mas sino para relajar o calmar a los demás algo casi como lo hizo jack frost en el origen de los guardianes
también fuera un poquito más optimista de forma que si su pasado no fue el mejor,el presente es duro pero el futuro es un misterio que puede llegar a ser mejor.
usando unos argumentos de @Esscarlett que casualmente son similares a los míos pero mejor dichos:
Como todos sabemos peter es algo pesimistas,tímido y algo temeroso bueno eso se cambiará de forma que peter tuviera más confianza en sí mismo más de la habitual y que de cierta forma sea más audaz pero sin volverlo arrogante como lo son otros personajes Tos anakin tos
@Esscarlett menciono el tema religioso aunque yo lo que podrían seria que si peter pasará de ser ateo (porque lo fue por un tiempo) a tener una fe casi tan fuerte como la de matt aunque no solo fuera eso peter aun siendo científico estuviera dispuesto aprender sobre temas fuera de la ideología científica siendo eso los mitos y leyendas entre otras cosas y dato la religión que peter sigue no es la misma que la de matt ,daredevil es cristiano-católico (igual que punisher) la de peter es un católico protestante
este peter se volvieron más maduro en el sentido de que si pensara sobre sus acciones y sepa de sus consecuencias a su vez no se la pase sintiendo desprecio por si mismo o culpandose por eso sino que aceptar eso y fuera consciente de lo que le a pasado reflexionado sobre eso de manera que usando como ejemplo una escena de la serie flash (me importa un carajo si la serie es buena o mala solo me importa el contexto o idea en sí de esta referencia)
siendo después del flashpoint cuando barry se sentía mal por los cambios que causó a la línea temporal (entre ellos que el hermano de cisco se hubiera muerto) y iris hizo ver a ver a barry que hay cosas que están fuera de su control y no puede culparse como si fuera su culpa directa o algo así fuera con peter que él aprendiera que hay cosas que está fuera de su control y que por eso no debe odiarse a sí mismo por eso que buenas o malas esas cosas pasan por muy diversas que sean en algún momento habrá que seguir adelante
peter suele ser empático y comprensivo con las personas traumadas o que fueron víctimas debido a su experiencia personal
el peso que peter cargara sobre sus hombres de vez en cuando le pasarán factura ya sea presentado casos de depresión o algún efecto psicológico por ejemplo los eventos de superior spider man eso debió dejar en peter algunas secuelas o daños psicológicos es más creo que spiderman sufre algo parecido complejo de atlas aquí hay un artículo que lo explica
seria un tema interesante ver como peter superara esos problemas psicológicos
sobre su moral no exactamente como en el canon osea si peter tiene eso valores y moral que todos conocemos pero debido a su años entiende que el mundo tiende a regirse por tonalidades grises de manera que puede que haya gente buena y mala en el mundo pero no siempre sera asi todo el tiempo de forma que peter sepa que hay veces donde el bien mayor es la mejor decisión y hay otras donde hay que ser firme a tus convicciones, creencias y ideales
peter no siempre deje que su moral mueva su juicio de manera que tenga momentos donde actúe de forma fría y calculadora (pero no tanto como en los cómics de savage spider man) comprendiendo que habrá momentos donde sus manos llegarán a estar manchadas ya sea por sangre o por sus acciones moralmente cuestionable y entienda que no todos merecen la redención,expiación y perdón aunque este peter sigue siendo ese amigable amigo y vecino en momentos poco usuales es que tomaria esa actitud tan seinen
sobre matar para hacerlo tendría que ser llevado al límite algo asi como batman durante la crisis infinita (dios el hombre estaba a nada de un colapso) pero otra razón de porque no mata es porque esa decisión no es algo que le corresponda ya que el no esta por encima de la ley no es nadie para ser juez,jurado y verdugo para decidir quien vive y quién muere ademas que el tiene un fuerte valor por la vida de manera que no es inocencia sino que el esta dispuesto a creer que que hay algo bueno dentro de todos de forma que si peter ve que matar como la ultima,ultima,ULTIMA opcion pero estará dispuesto a dar castigos peores que hará que desee la muerte, sobre si está dispuesto a no salvar a alguien que no lo merezca se lo dejo la interpretación y recalcó que sucedan esa situaciones son raras
tambien se podria decir que peter como lo visto en savage spider-man en ocasiones se cuestione a sí mismo sobre sus decisiones y su papel como héroe
ademas que esa experiencia le diera el miedo interno a que se salga de control a que ese monstruo resurja y el daño que llegue a causar
peter tambien igual que su hermano ben (scarlet spider) peter posee un fuerte sentido del autosacrificio por el bienestar de los demás de forma que muy seguro que el se de los queda al final esperando hasta el ultimo de sus compañeros o ser el que se queda para garantizar la supervención de los demás
sobre lo que opina sobre su imagen publica aunque le suele molestar despues de los sucesos no more spiderman peter ve eso como si no fuera la gran cosas seria como una analogia asi las arañas no muy queridas por las personas (incluyendome) pero ella cumplen una función en el reino animal sea cual sea la opinion de los demas  
lo más importante que peter aprenda a perdonarse por sus errores del pasado aceptando que puede que no haya salvado a gwen o el tío ben pero no permitiera que eso lo atormenta toda su vida que no olvide a esas personas pero en lugar de sentir culpa lo que sienta que es que sus memorias y los recuerdos que viven en peter le diera la fuerza para continuar siendo un héroe siendo esa responsabilidad más allá de un deber auto impuesto por un sentido de culpa (hay veces que pensé que peter se volvió spiderman no sólo por lo que todos sabemos sino en el fondo para expiar esa culpa que tiene por la muerte del tío ben y otras personas que no logró salvar) sino más que fuera una responsabilidad por tener el poder y valores de marcar la diferencia porque puede hacerlo (si casi igual que superman)
y por último este es una oración que peter si o si tiene que escuchar "acepta las cosas que no puedes cambiar, ten el valor de cambiar las cosas que puedes y ten la sabiduría para conocer la diferencia" no me importan quien se la diga o como la escuche pero esa frase le tiene que escuchar si o si
otra mas que me vino de nada más que la psiquiatra del venganzas siendo : "Acepta la verdad, Perdónate a ti mismo por no ser perfecto Y descubre lo que realmente quieres "dios esa mujer si le sabe a la psicología
datos que se le podría añadir es que peter pudo haber tenido personas con quien puede hablar sobre sus problemas personales como los grupos de alcohólicos anónimos o en cuyo caso un psicólogo
que también peter pudo haber desarrollado por su tiempo en el daily bugle una fascinación por la fotografia de manera que se vuelva un tipo de hobby que tenga ademas de su amor por la ciencia quizas también tenga un gusto por el periodismo
por ultimo me imaginé a este versión de peter desarrollara rasgo y cualidades de dos su equivalentes de dc siendo flash y nightwing
también reconozco que me base en rasgos de personajes como all might shirou emiya, luke skywalker,arthur lewyn
por cierto soy digamos un fan no tan a hueso colorado en el caso de con warhammer 40k de manera que también quise darle rasgos de carácter de persanes como los primarcas ya sean los leales o traidores los rasgos que tenga sean los buenos o que se puede usar para el bien (mas o menos)
aunque no digo que tendra esos rasgo exactamente iguales a los que mencione sino más bien en un nivel un tanto diferente ya sea un mas o menos por ejemplo konrad curze que peter tendría de el bueno su capacidad de aprovechar y usar el miedo contra su enemigos y tal vez algunas cosas útiles pero mayormente tendría mas los rasgos de los leales (aunque tenga un poquito de los 9 leales del que tendría mas seria de vulkan para ser claro)
aunque esto no solo se limitara a los primarcas por ejemplo tendría el nivel de compañerismo de los lobos espaciales o el autosacrificio de los salamandra
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enzo just pining after a girl he's in love with and trying to get her to date him
💐 ୨୧ 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐍 | ENZO VOGRINCIC
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𖥔 ࣪˖ pairing: enzo x fem!reader
𖥔 ࣪˖ summary: enzo is determined to get you to say yes to go on a date with him.
𖥔 ࣪˖ warnings: fluff, only one line of cussing.
𖥔 ࣪˖ note: que lindoo. hope u enjoy it anon<3 did this in headcanons
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☆ You’ve never met a man who had been so determined to ask you out. For most guys who asked you, with the first time of you saying no, it was enough for them to leave. Since they didn’t like begging. Enzo was different though, as he continued to give you small gifts and do little things to get your attention.
☆ You honestly thought it was cute, but you were just not giving in. That was making Enzo more insistent by day. Expected to get you flowers every day of the week he could, some with a little message. You were not going to deny that it was becoming an exciting thing from your daily morning.
“Buenos días chiquita,
Te deseo un lindo día. Espero que te gusten las flores. En cuanto las vi me acordé de vos. Casi igual de preciosas, porque algo igual o más de preciosa que vos no hay. Pero igual de puras sí.
ps: ese color rojo de esmalte te queda perfecto.”
☆ He’s very observant and he notices when you do something different. Which you honestly like, because not everybody does, so having someone who does makes it worth it. But to him, his personal favorite is when you do your nails red. You’re always switching back between two colors but for Enzo, the red just does it for him. He also makes sure to at least compliment you three times a day.
☆ The poor man has even asked your best friend for tips on how to get you. She tells him to just give you time, and that you’ll come around and say yes. Sometimes she tells him to buy you one of your favorite sweets and add it up with the bouquet. You knew your best friend was in on it because Enzo didn’t know about your favorite candy, only her her.
“¡Es que pobrecito, estaba rogando!” she defended.
☆ When you guys hang out at the bar he pays for a few of your rounds. You tell him he doesn’t have to but the man wants to. He has even jokingly bribed you into going out with him.
“Dale, me dejas que te invite a salir y dejo de pagar por vos.”
The both of you knew he would be joking because Enzo wanted you to genuinely say yes to going out with him, and not because of a bribe.
☆ With all the little things Enzo had done for you to get you to go out on a date with him, you were starting to question it. You weren’t going to deny that Enzo was attractive. He was. It was just that you wanted to focus on your career first instead of dating, but this man was making it hard. Not because he was very insistent, but because day by day he was getting what he wanted. Changing your mind and getting you to say yes. Yet you were still not fully convinced.
☆ You had the boys making fun of him but sometimes helping him too. It was whatever they felt like doing on their day. Sometimes they would help him out with ideas to do for you, and would also tell him what not to do.
“No, no seas salame que las vas a espantar.” Matías would say.
☆ There were moments when he would feel like giving up. He felt as if he wasn’t making any progress, and that you were never going to say yes. The boys would manage to convince him, but he wasn’t sure. The poor man just wanted a chance to show you how much he liked you and what a great man he was.
“No es que ya no se chicos. Me doy.”
☆ But his moments of hope showed up when you told him you’ll think about his date offer with the bouquet in your hand. The biggest smile showed on his face as he tried not to scream. He did fist jumps as he went to go tell the guys, them themselves being excited.
¡La puta madre, por fin carajo!”
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mahalshairyballs · 2 years
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Listening to my Moon Knight playlist I have some ramblings
First one is a fic. When I listened to the song
All the same to me - Anya Marina
It made me think of a fic where we get all the events that happened in the MCU since the beginning through Jake's POV as he's witnessing/made aware of them.
Jake POV drabble backstory fic
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- Battle of New York -
25 years old Jake was in Italy, sitting calmly on a terasse.
Marc brought them there after the end of a contract. Jake didn't know if Marc was taking a few days off or if he was on another contract. He didn't really care, he was taking a few days off.
If they were in Italy, Jake was going to use his time to drink as much good espressos as he could.
He was finishing his third one of the day, looking at the sun setting on the countryside hills.
Sound was coming from a small TV inside. With the opened doors Jake could clearly hear the voice of the announcer.
'...New York is currently under high emergency alert. What looks to be some sort of vessels are flying through Manhattan and destroying buildings and whole neighborhood as we speak. Emergency personnel are evacuating civilians, and all non-emergency vehicles are prohibited from coming close to the New York metropolitan area'
Jake frowned, was he hearing well. '¿Que pasa en Nueva York?' He mumbled to himself. They had been in the area less than three weeks ago.
'We have received new information...a group of people- what seems to be SHIELD agents, accompanied by Iron Man and...the Hulk have been seen fighting the hostiles directly. They have put out of commission some of their vessels...'
Jake turned to get a look at the TV screen, '¿Qué chingados?'
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- Sokovia -
Jake was in Cairo taking a smoke in a street.
They were back in Cairo for a couple days now, almost two weeks. Why weren't they moving back to their place ? Jake was sure Marc wasn't on another contract right now. He hadn't taken a new contract in months.
Jake missed their place, missed Paris, well not so much Paris as he missed...he missed Jean-Paul. That was the last time they saw him. He'd felt...different than usual that day.
Cairo wasn't bad. City-wise he liked it better than Paris. But he was alone here, completely alone. And he could only surface a few minutes at a time. Still, could be worse. He hadn't seen Steven in more than a year.
And there was this...thing he'd been feeling every time he was out. This...presence was the best he could describe it. This unerved him. He was used to watch their back constantly, if someone was spying on them why couldn't he find them?
Jake put out his cigarette and walked down the rest of the street, he didn't have much free time left.
He passed by a restaurant, a few people were gathering around a television. His curiosity made him stop.
Jake couldn't make out what was said, but he saw on the screen - ¡Carajo! a piece of land floating in the sky!
Was it - was it even real ? The channel looked like a newsreport channel, but how in the living fuck was that happening somewhere in the world?
'It is indeed real' a deep voice resonated in his head, responding to his thoughts.
That was...not Marc
'¿Quién chingados me esta hablando ?'
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- Civil War
Jake was reading the newspaper, waiting to see if someone wanted his help today.
Jake didn't read the newspaper often - didn't read often at all, but it was a good time to start like any. Now that they were in London for a few months, maybe Marc would settle here a bit. Jake didn't mind traveling. He was used to it by now. Could be fun. Waking up somewhere new, exploring the area. But the last couple places, he didn't understand a word of what the locals were saying.
London was a bit more relaxing for that - it wasn't Spanish but it also wasn't whatever these other countries were speaking.
'Captain America has been seen in London' a familiar deep etheral voice said.
Jake didn't look up from his newspaper ¿Quién?
'He is of interest to some of us'
¿Me estas incluyendo en ese nosotros ?
'Hmmm as long as destruction is not also brought to London, like it usually follows him, no'
Then why was Khonshu talking to him about this guy? Was he supposed to be someone important? Jake didn't care about some dude that might be dangerous or whatever.
He went back to his reading.
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- Peter in London
Jake brushed the body of the car, he finally had it. It was perfect.
His first taxi. His first car. The very first thing he owned, really. It was only his, not Marc's, not Steven's. His.
He opened the hood again. Everything was fine. It was ready to go. He only needed to make sure...again.
A terrible blow of wind came from the garage's opened door, pushing Jake against the car.
¡Carajo!
He looked the front of the car over, no damage, no paint fell off, no scratches.
¡Gracias al cielo!
Another gust of wind.
What was going on outside ?
Jake walked outside the garage, or tried to. The wind was so strong he had to grip the walls on the way to not fall down.
What greeted him outside was something else entirely.
People were running away, hiding, falling down, screaming.
It was pouring rain - not unusual- and something like a - tornado? was growing around the Thames - more unusual.
Jake walked down a few more streets to try to get a better look. With the wind and the rain, his clothes were already drenched.
There was definitely something weird about that tornado - other than being a tornado in London - it looked like it had a....face ?
'¿Debemos hacer algo al respecto?' He asked Khonshu.
'No, the boy is handling it well. And it is not my purview'
El niño?
There was a kid taking care of that thing?
Jake looked at the hundreds of people running and screaming.
Maybe he could just help them out of the way? With his taxi or with...
END
I only wanted to give exemples, then it turned into a minific with the big lines of the Marc system's timeline/backstory added in!
Enjoy.
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diariotontx · 2 years
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No se que carajos hacia con un man que me llevaba tantos años y experiencia
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sch-nn · 2 years
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103992 pitch at bat rn i know my man yimi garcia is like. que coño de mierda vete al carajo
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spacedoutpat · 2 months
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Theres thigns that time has not fixed and it wil not mend, I'm okay with the fact as i will move on, a different person, as experiences does change who you are. but experiences do take from you, so far experiences have taken most of what i once enjoyed or who i was, now it seems that little makes me feel as much as i once did.. Not Naive anymore, one can say, at least in some things.
He pasado por bastante estos dos años, como en cualquier momento de mi vida, pero especificamente desde el momento que deje de usar esta red social han habido cambios muy drásticos en lo que me constituye como persona, por una, creo que las realidades economicas despertaron mi manera de pensar en el trato que tenemos uno con el otro lo cual me permitio analizar el trato que llegué a recibir y me permite analizar el trato que otorgo a otrxs.
Mi regreso aqui no es más que un periscopio a una vida que ya no llevo que me quito mucha de mi inocencia y mi confianza a otros. gracias a lo que experimente me volví alguien que depende únicamente de sí para salir adelante, lo cual me ha desensibilizado a recibir ayuda, o quizá me crea algún tipo de repele de esto por experiencias degradantes que me marcaron, igual desarolle una intolerancia (que me duro como un año o dos) a las perosnas que no se encuentran conscientes de los lugares donde se encuentran, o quiza people that just cannot help themselves, la cual poco a poco y con mucho pensamiento interno he podido revertir a un lugar de más aceptación y más tranquilidad al prójimo, regardless, hay mucho de mi que no ha regresado de cancún, y veo partes de mi en mis actividades, solo me siento muy distante por tiempos de quien era y quien soy, as if it all came to a clean slate.
No es que extrañe a alguien, el otro día mientras reparaba un carro y tomaba una chela con mi pareja me di cuenta que lo que mas extraño es a mi mismo, en pensamiento y sentir, no mucho en la acción. en sentido de que creo que todos en algún punto se extrañan pero no logran poner el dedo en que es lo que realmente extrañan, o quizá sí, y de ahí salen frases como "extraño la manera de la que era contigo, no a ti" lo cual, describiría claramente mi sentir. hace ya un tiempo que no hablo con Karla, pero continua tan presente como el día en el que decidí eliminar mi contacto con ella pero desde ángulos distintos, algunos irracionales, otros relacionados a recueros distorsionados y a imagenes antiguas. no la extraño a ella, pienso en lo mucho que sufrí por aferrarme al estar con alguien, pienso lo mucho que no me sentí en un lugar de cosnideración y más un espacio to get by while i was lost. y no me refiero a que no haya estado como un apoyo, pero quizá, era ella la que necesitaba el apoyo and once they got it buscaron en otros lugares su bienestar, ahora que me encuentro en otras circunstacias economicas me doy cuenta que muchas veces fue una desición consciente, por la cual ellx tendrá su etomología de por que no podía prestar ayuda, como yo tuve la mía en sus momentos de irracionalidad, solo de verdad lamento mucho haber sido la persona de "progress", that ahs fucekd me over and over thinking about someone that couldnt stop remminising abotu a life they didnt have as im doing now, form another angle, from another life.
NO TE EXTRAÑO, EXTRAÑO A MI EL SER EXTRAÑO, EXTRAÑO MIS "AMISTADES", EXTRAÑO NO SABER QUE NO ERAN PARA MI, EXTRAÑO NO SABER QUE CANCÚN NO ES UN LUGAR PARA MI, EXTRAÑO LA BRISA, EXTRAÑO MI INOCENCIA.
im tired, llevo una buena vida pero recivo ecos de ella, no me llevo la pintura completa, y no hay nadie más a quien respondabilizar que a mi, solo de verdad estoy cansado de lidiar con ello.
entraré aqui cada muerte de un j--- man para ventear, no es que nadie vea que carajo pienso, y si lo ves espero que te lleves mi privaciadad a donde menos de el sol.
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