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todayisafridaynight · 10 months

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NOOOO RIGHT 'CAUSE LIKE... the way the Arakawa Family specialize in faking deaths already, I'm sure Jo was so on top of everything. And who better to walk Masato through it right... flight's the perfect time to get started if it's gonna take like fourteen hours...

BUT YES. YEAH. Like The Day Of he's just paralyzed with worry and caught between wanting to do something and not wanting to go against Aoki... maybe at most he chances calling Arakawa telling him to be careful, because that's not too conspicuous given his role in the dissolution, but Arakawa just gives him the old I'll Be Fine Worry About Yourself... and, you know, why shouldn't he; they've always had their enemies and he's Arakawa the Assassin, he can handle himself... he can let himself have that fleeting hope, but deep down... and THEN he finds out and has to act like he didn't mean anything to him and has to go back to his duties like nothing happened... OUGH

Can I just say. Literally such an insane fucking series of scenes in Coin Locker Baby. Because you get Jo's despondence when he's saying he might have killed Arakawa--he's being a bitch to provoke Ichiban into a fight, but it's also an admission his inaction played a part, isn't it... and then you get him expressing that he's familiar with Ichiban's need to protect Arakawa... and then you get the sheer desperation and insistence in his voice when he says he could never kill him... and then you get--I'm not totally sure how clear it is in English--but you get him actively saying his feelings go deeper than Ichiban's without really explaining how... and then you get the tinge of fondness when he's thinking back on the old days when Arakawa lived up to his name... Like. Why Did They Do That. Any Of That.

ALSO. GOD. I've gotten so much shit the past couple days because I said I want to lock Jo, Kume, and Tendo in a room for five minutes For My Entertainment. Reading those tags felt like coming home honestly 😭 Like, even Ichi was ready to kill someone over Arakawa, and Jo was out here threatening to disembowel people [in the dub]. And I Think They Should Be Allowed To. As A Treat. So FOR REAL the biggest "I'm so glad we get to talk" 😭😭😭

On that note genuinely so funny that I took an extra ten minutes re-rendering the video because I forgot to put the "flashback" part in Arakawa's subtitles at first but then nobody read it 😭

But it's also something I've been mulling over because I'm delusional. Getting actors as high-profile as Nakai and Takei back for just A Flashback is kinda crazy to me because Arakawa and Jo's screen-time took up a full four percent of the entire game [over ten percent of the cutscenes] originally. But then if it's multiple flashbacks equivalent to that... what exactly is going on here that the past is so intertwined...

And Because My Brain Is Evil there is the fact that technically speaking, Yokoyama only said that line was from a flashback, and specified Arakawa wouldn't be appearing in the main story. Now of course a normal person would interpret that as him reassuring the audience he won't appear in any present-day scenes, but part of me was like. Oh So A Side Story Is On The Table [<- it's not it's fucking not it will not be in a million years]

JUST. WHAT ARE YOU GUYS COOKING WHY IS THE KITCHEN DOOR CLOSED WHY ARE THE WINDOWS BLACKED OUT

ANYWAYS that's enough from me for today I am [as always] glad you enjoyed One Missed Call and Kyouen, ABSOLUTE bangers

YAYA THATS WHAT IM SAYIN YOU GET IT. UNSURPRISINGLY BUT YOU GET IT ಥ▽ಥ

no but thats what i MEAN like i already was jokin with myself like 'jo and arakawa probably had A Thing right lmao' BUT THEN THE WAY JO TALKED BOUT ARAKAWA AND OBVI THE GENERAL FACT HE COULDNT KILL HIM REALLY JUST MADE ME (。・∀・??) AND REAALLLY LOOK AT EM CLOSER THE SECOND TIME AROUND like genuinely for what. it will fuck me up until i'm dead and gone SOOO unnecessary and yet they did it..

wack that people wouldnt want to see kume and tendo stuck in a room with jo like. from what i know everyone is a part of the We Hate Kume gang so. cmon. kume will be shredded into candy floss within five minutes. it'll be fun (๑❛ᴗ❛๑)

OK BUT NAKAI AND TSUTSUMI'S STATUS WAS A BIG REASON WHY I DIDNT THINK ARAKAWA NOR JO WOULD BE BACK FOR LAD8 THAT'S SO VALID TO CONSIDER THAT its that idea that just has me especially wondering what the plan is. im not expecting them to have MAJOR parts (or in arakawa's case too many flashback segments) but they MUST have a SUBSTANTIAL amount to warrant bringing them back right..

#long post #snap chats #when it comes to Famous Persons Coming Back i was also just like 'theres no way they could get george takei back right'#LISTEN i know the eng dub is not to be spoken of but it exists and it cant be denied takei's REALLY prolific in the states yeah #so i HAD to ask it was WORTH asking myself. unless they decide to swap arakawa's eng VA but w/e its not overly important #moving on. its ok most people dont read anyway no worries about missing a subtitle </3 a painful reality but. we take W's where we can.#OH BUT TO END /MY/ NIGHT THO i LOVED One Missed Call UGH such a good horror movie #i wanna watch it with my dad so bad he loves horror/suspenseful movies and we used to watch em whenever id visit him #KYOUEN'S A DARLING OF A SHOW SO FAR I THINK IVE SAID THAT ENOUGH but yeah......... BIG love........#i'm almost done with it. if i said i finished it earlier i think i lied i cant remember POINT IS I JUST HAVE THREE EPS #i plan on watching them before stream time tomorrow so that'll be cute :]#buuuut speaking of finishing watching things i Just finished watching the first We Make Antiques movie and UGH #love. love love love it was so silly but also really fascinating to watch... team of forgers thats WILD and i loved it..#i wish i had access to the sequels tho like PLEAASE i wanna watch these two be losers more....#they became domestic with each other so quickly like goddamn.. money can do anything #it can make two dudes trying to con each other work together.. its beautiful.....#ok now thats all from ME for tonight. id talk more on the jo and aoki bits but theres a good chance ill do that during stream #or. ill draw it during stream. me drawing is the same as me talking now innit Let My Bullshit Speak For Me etc etc #ok thats all from me fr this time BYE

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clonetwt · 2 years

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anyway with the intention of causing drama,,,

clone twt is incredibly clichey and some of the artists there are incredibly entitled and rude

'don't qrt art' ok sure i get that one but then it's 'don't try to befriend artists when ur commissioning them' so do you want ppl to be rude to you instead bff??/ lol

don't forget supporting the scammer artist (cy4recl0nes) because we can forgive stealing $7k from mainly minors, but we draw the line at being nice to artists apparently (((fr make it make sense)))

the thirst tweets are embarrassing like please fetishize enslaved men of color more /('wah wah we're having fun' okay but ur literally preaching 'unwhitewash the clones' (((please))) then ur next breath is 'but i wanna put my ''''feral commander wolffe''' in a collar' like have half a braincell I BEG)

have you tried appreciating media without subjecting it to your various sexual fetishes,,,, n not even kinkshaming but some (((most))) of you clearly like to consume content in a vacuum and it's exhausting

also wish we as a fandom would move past the hatred for fic writers, even on tumblr (((tho its better here))), ppl flip their shit when ao3 goes down. but then when authors post fic like how artists post art? radio silence. i feel so sorry for writers on twitter (((though only if theyre not in the lil cliche of accepted clone authors who is like 1 person)))

basically life is better without the bird app,,,,,,,, and now i've had my rant i'm going back to consuming content that isn't gross or produced by a clique of the same 12 twt accounts like 12 angry men fr

ok bye

#i'm so tired i hate fandom i hate trying to consume content and people make it exhausting #so time 2 be the exhausting one for a change #i love #the bad batch #though #also love clones love those funky moc being explored and having their stories told without being topics of disgusting fetishes #and degenerate barking tweets #god #clonetwt do worse challenge (MAX DIFFICULTY #IMPOSSIBLE)#also bcuz i know rtk will ptwt about me #yes i'm posting this anon you think i wanna make these observations about you people in public?#twitter needs an anon feature to humble you guys sometimes #ok im done fr now bye bffs

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r0ttenhearts · 11 months

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Hey girl! (I’m sorry if these aren’t your pronouns I wasn’t able to find them on your page. :( )

I just finished reading your Scara short ‘Last Night together’ and saw the note saying it was from a real life experience. And I just wanted to give you a little advice and confidence.

But you can totally disregard this post if you find it rude or anything I just wanted to give you advice.

Ok here I go.

Forget him. He’s coming to your house talking shit about you and your friend presumably. Which isn’t cool and is fucking wrong.

You aren’t in the wrong I hope you know. From the way you typed it he sounded toxic and wanted attention. When he was done he thought you were something to disregard and step on. Girl never hold yourself to that level your most definitely a amazing person babes.

Bringing that toxic mess into your house, insulting you, degrading you. Tell him to suck your dick babe. He’s talking all of this but if he didn’t want to be there in the first place he didn’t have to come. If he didn’t like you and wanted to leave? The door is right there!

I Hope your ok, and this message reaches you in a better mental state since that post was June 4.. Oopsie 💃🏻

But fr, don’t let people disrespect you because honestly if there doing that. There most definitely miserable people. And misery likes company. Seeing you down and depressed will make them feeling better about themselves. They don’t deserve a fraction of that.

They can kiss your ass and leave!

Alright I’m done sorry for this rant. If you find it rude please delete it. And I’m sorry you went through that. Cut miserable people off! 💖🦅

Ok bye bye.

i really did need to hear this. i wrote that fic based off of what he told me word for word just bc i couldn’t get it out of my head that night. that was the last time we talked, we’ve been apart since then. after 3 years of being friends it was time. arguments i’ve had with him are most of the ideas behind my scara fics. the bad that he’s done to me has to be for something so i write about it. i feel better now that we’re apart though. it’s hard losing someone but that toxicity eats you up inside. thank you for this lovely ask! i’ll probably write more about the numerous outbursts he’s had so i hope you guys can at least enjoy that lol

#— linaspeaks!

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babstheyaga · 3 months

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Cuz fr you can't go two days without posting anything, and you know why? Cuz I eat your posts, that's how I stay alive, I eat them, I feed off of them and now...

I'M ALIVE

Thanks to the contents you put out, so don't make me starve honey

(it's a joke, if you don't feel like posting it's 100% ok, you do what you wanna do, sleep eat and take care of yourself, we all love you bye <3)

I'M ASLEEP MOST OF THE DAY OKAY WAHHHH WAHHHH WAHHH

i don't really get asks that i'm willing to answer when I'm not posting a whole lot of FMOD content, and that's okay, people don't have to interact with me outside of FMOD because they normally only come to my page specifically for that story.

it is what it is.

i'll be posting the next chapter hopefully within the next couple days, I'm only 2.2k words in, and I want it to hopefully be above 6k, so maybe like 3 writing sessions and it'll be done. i can't force myself to work right now, even though it helps with my mental health, I just get cranky when I work on something by force.

3 writing sessions atm means 3 days, because I normally only work at night, and can only really get myself to do one sesh a day otherwise I need like three four-hour naps.

it'll get done eventually. hopefully soon...

#god i love asks #related to fmod

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ydrisdove · 3 years

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the ydris icon era is over...

#this is just a placeholder pfp until i get off my ass and draw valentina properly #ok done posting fr now bye

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wingedbeings · 3 years

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ok who cursed me -_-

#help i kno im unlucky but i tjink i hit lik... a record high 2day w tjimgs going wrong in inexplicable ways </3 #every thimgs out 2 get me 2day -_-#so maney tjimgs... whos beimg funy #lik hai what evr force is doimg this <3 i hope u fall face first into a muddy puddle <33 #no lik help... litraly im not kidimg evry lik... hour somthing has been going wrong in such ridiculous ways n somtimes jst... 5 thigns at #tje same time.......... </3 #wjats hapenimg honistly </3 #i'm suferimg </3 #i am <3 too tired 2 go into detail abt evry thimg that went wrong im jst <3 repressimg now bye <33 #almost don w tje last thimg i hav 2 do today n wel after tjat i am layimg down for tje next century good night </3 #help rigt after i posted tjis tumblr crashed -_- whos being funy lik who cursed me fr.......#tjis is the most normal on tjat happined 2day bc wel tungle is a platform <3 but i amn. tired <33 #edit: forced 2 take a break hai sitimg on tje floor bc my legs said no <3 n gave out <33 shes actign funy lik ok <333 #i amn. almost done tho also <3 goig 2 hav a sippy of lemin watr when i can stand agaim n then finish n tjen wel i am simply layimg down for #tje next 5000 years <3333 i hav had it <3 #moss.exe #unreality tw #delusion inducing tw #paranoia inducing tw

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gg-astrology · 4 years

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heyy! one of my friends is a cap sun/merc/venus/mars + a virgo moon and talking to him can get so EXHAUSTING and it's not just me saying this, a lot of other people i know say the same thing but i'm looking through the astrology point of view and i wanted to hear your thoughts on it. also is it true that virgo moons can be emotionally detached/have trouble expressing their emotions or does that depend on their other placements?

hey there! 💙🖤❤️ i totally get what you mean, I know someone like that too.. but I have to say this, once again, (as a precaution) try not form opinions of the sign/placements based on bad experiences. Just moving forward, in order to learn techniques and stuff properly. This is just a precaution to keep in mind?

About and For the Virgo Moon Person ⬇️

🚫long post 🚫

So…how do i say this.. virgo moons… they think alot because they want to help? that’s their mode of caring?

In a way, being useful/thinking logically is how they provide help for others. Even if people don’t like them, virgo moon’s detachment stems more bc they care about others than an actual detachment/isolation itself (i.e. see aquarius detachment as well, but of a different kind than virgo).

I think it’s that kind of thing y know - like, detaching ur emotions so u can still offer objectives first. But in a way they also like to over-analyze and over-think a lot of stuff. Especially emotions and how to deal with it/process it moving forward. I think that’s why a part of the archetype is those of a giver and ultimately self-sacrificial, because they will put other priorities before themselves - whether it’s people, objectives, or getting their views across to help the situation.

Even if they bury or suppress their own sensitivity and emotions a lot of the time in order to do that (provide help/offer assistance/support). It’s a good idea to keep in mind that they are burying it underneath.

Let’s look at it from their perspective for a second - you’ve probably already realized this (or if not, it’s never a bad thing to look at it again and maybe realize how empathetic they can be) - they process emotions themselves very logically, so when others come to them for help - they tend to give advice/reflect that back in the same manner, without getting too attached to the emotional side of things (being capable vs being too emotional).

However, they ARE sensitive to the environment - to people around them + what is sourced. If they can’t identify the problem/isn’t sensitive to that - then they wouldn’t be able to offer any advice regarding it. It’s good to keep in mind, that the moon receives energy from others. So when their advice is criticized, thrown away, hurled back or hurled at them. They may hide behind a mask of indifference (bc, again, logic and understanding rationally that not everyone can like you) – but it does still hurt.

That kind of creates a loop contributing to how they suppress or have difficulties occasionally with expressing themselves, or letting themselves talk about stuff freely. Because as much as they want to help - sometimes they think they’re not translating well, or is not helpful to others, the idea of what they’re giving being the opposite of helpful - wasteful or a burden - sometimes repels them too (more like, ‘if it repels them personally it would repel others as well’. That’s how they’d think about it.)

So. You can imagine what that would be like if you’re stuck in a loop of trying to be the Best Version of Yourself Possible (that you think is needed/that you’re proud of or accepted yourself as) but not being actually accepted by others - it’s kind of a hard life to have?? Virgo/Pisces have this thing where being accepted is nice, is what makes it - ultimately fulfilling. They have a role in the universe and a function - and sometimes it’s just hitting and hitting a metal bar until something fits - whether its a place, person, environment, life. That’s when it’s truly ok to feel accepted.

I guess the best way to say this is that Virgos can think sometimes that emotions get in the way - which can be true - of fixing things. And that’s how they function?

I can totally understand your frustration - especially if the person has a lot of Capricorn as well (wanting to be right, prideful, wanting to be Good and the Best even if they can be low-key about it!) - but, again, this is just very earthian. And ultimately - if you’re asking for my perspective, they deserve some empathy. They’re not? really doing harm to anyone. And sometimes it’s just that.

I don’t blame the person altogether, I think it’s an everyone’s problem where no one’s developed or doing well enough to accept each other which is a? thing that happens sometimes in groups and maturity (the idea of developing). A boat is being balanced, someone needs more help than others because they’re rocking it with their own personal problems - but it takes a team to actually keep it together and not throw them overboard.

You don’t have to be friends with those you know you can’t handle right now, I’m just saying 1. look out for yourself, your own boundaries and mental well-being 2. hopefully this will help with empathizing with the person in question a little bit more. At least keeping in mind that they have their own perspective and emotional stuff too. and 3. If things don’t work out right now - don’t worry about it. Time is a long long journey, and people can grow and change - doesn’t mean you have to be there or be obligated to that.

Anyways, as an ending note I just wanted to say I do think Earth moons all kind of have similar problems with opening up - but emotional detachment doesn’t mean they don’t have emotions inside. It’s good to keep that in mind!

If you need any advice on how to help this Virgo Moon person - usually offering detailed and logical advice right back analyzing the topic (whatever it is, like, hey lets talk about boundaries, or hey lets talk about how we both want to be treated?) tends to help. I think they’d appreciate it, just as long as it remains neutral and not a personal attack/direct criticism. They’re still a mutable earth sign, so they CAN get slippery if the tone isn’t right skkskskskkd but - otherwise, I think just spelling it out to them on how to DO stuff that you (and others) are comfortable with is nice.

The problem with this combination is that they don’t KNOW if nobody teaches them. They don’t know what people expect, what other people require, they’re trying to do their best figuring it out themselves and trying to provide from their own perspective. Feedback really helps, but done so in a way that’s like proposing a new concept to discuss/discover together. Rather than a criticism of how shitty they made someone feel.

I hope this helps?? 💙🖤❤️ Again, if you’re interested in learning about this astrologically - try not to have prejudice by learning archetypes of these signs. It tends to help, alongside the placements.

I think most of the time we’re trying to line up our experience with what we’ve learnt, simultaneously at the same time. But sometimes we miscalculate and turn into our experiences over-blinding what we should learn. I recommend reading up on what the planet does as well - if you’re looking into further details about the topic! As it tends to help.

Right.. so. Hm! I can’t take all the credit for this myself, since I did have a long discussion with my friend who’s an Aquarius/Virgo. I think they’re very empathetic, and it helped me a lot with how I wanted to form this answer. So I’m gonna add in some excerpt incase it helps:

Aquarius/Virgo friend:

“i process emotions w a logical approach and when ppl for some come to me for help I’m v much able to help them and give them advice without getting emotionally attached at all? this sounds bad bc it sounds like im not emotionally supporting the person truly nhhhdh yeah it can be useful for advice and knowing how to go on from a bad situation nd move on but it’s not always ideal since. duh. feelings r made to… be felt.. properly”

“but emotionally detached like FR…. idk man…. i think we care a lot abt people, we always want to help nd we’re not ok if they’re not. virgos r actually v sensitive to their environment and how others r feeling as well”

“and true i do feel like all earth signs have issues w expressing emotions. they’re grounded nd they know themselves… so they all think they’re self sufficient. or want to be or whatever. but ofc it’s not true y'all do need somEone sometimes. but its hard bc everyone relies on earth signs i think… so yeah”

“take good care of Virgos. we’re sensitive. we need love. we want people to like and need us. we’ve been through more than u know. yes i will process that you don’t like me logically but i do care deep down, I’ll just bury it so I don’t stop being logical. bye”

“also as u know we’re really good over analyzers nd over thinkers nd w that being said pls reply u were typing but didnt send did i say something wrong i hope i didnt but i idk idk what I’m talking about but am i dumb??? reply plsssksskkjsjd where are u… but then we never send these despite thinking them bc it’s an earth sign supposed 2 be cool for everyone nd grounded all the time”

So! 💙🖤❤️ They’re kind of worriers! 💙🖤❤️ But they’re pretty harmless and nice once they learn how to relax and be chill a little bit more. I guess I’m saying sometimes you just gotta sit a cap/virgo down and be like my dude… mayhaps not?? and be done with it!! 💙🖤❤️ I hope this helps! 💙🖤❤️💙🖤❤️

#astrology asks #virgo moon #cap/virgo #damn all that cap...#no wonder #caps are EXHAUSTING bc theyre serious about everything #i talk about caps being funny and fun loving #but sometimes like myself?? personally??#i know i take things unexpectedly seriously #esp with virgos bc we want to be the best or like #put our best foot forward #anyways #anon #asks

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the-poutine-routine · 6 years

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Hey hey! (Sorry getting too familiar!) It's coach-change anon. I saw your Valse Triste chronicles, and if I may beg your indulgence, I would like to see you take on an exhibition program (Jack & Diane...Jack & Diane...Jack & Diane... :p)

Hello hello hello!

Welp, your wish is my command! I guess I will go ramble on for a bit about an exhibition program.... I’m thinking... ummm... just totally randomly here... maybe Jack and Diane would be a good one??? ;)

Alrighty so I’m not going to get too technical with this because it doesn’t actually have required elements and all that jazz. So that’s great for me, but also probably kind of sucks for you because this is going to have no organization whatsoever... sorry.

mmmmm Jack and Diane... good shit. Content-wise, the main thing I noticed was how great of a job the choreography does of making use of “negative space”. If you think about it, the song more or less is doing the same thing the entire time. There is no change of theme or tempo, and the backing instrumentals are pretty much constant (except for the little bit about the bible belt saving your soul). In short, there’s always something happening in the music. This is balanced really well with there not always being something happening in Tessa and Scott’s skating. Besides the lifts, twizzles, and footwork, a huge chunk of the program is just our favorite idiots skating toward each other and looking into each others’ eyes.

ALSO, that first lift? The one where she just kind of slides down him? That one? The one that barely even qualifies as lift? Yeah that one’s really good, I like it a lot. I’m not even entirely sure why, it’s just the simplicity of him just holding her there while the music goes silent for a moment... there’s sort of this anticipation, almost a build-up to those first few guitar chords where you know you’re about to see something really good.

So backtracking a bit to the part about them just skating and looking into each others’ eyes... Maybe the most interesting thought I had when I was watching Jack and Diane so it was fresh in my mind for this response was how interesting this program is given the timing in their career. It was sort of this weird in between period where people were still somewhat looking at them as cute kids who are best friends and love ice dancing together, but also a time when people maybe started thinking there was perhaps potential for a wee bit more than friendship going on there.

This theme was reflected really well in each the choreography, their performance, and not necessarily the lyrics but more the feel or mood of the music choice. So looking at this more specifically he choreographed high-fives and cheek kisses are something very innocent, something that could totally be going on between a couple o’ platonic besties. Meanwhile, the way in which she’s literally draped over him in some of the lifts and- more importantly- the intense stares: how they never stop gazing into each others’ eyes when given the opportunity suggests something perhaps a little less innocent and platonic.

This is also super interesting because it means that this same program would work for any given time frame in Tessa and Scott’s career. They could have done it a few years earlier, and barely anyone would have blinked and eye or said it was too mature for them. Conversely, if it were to be brought back now, I don’t think the um... passion... that would indubitably come with the lovely post-comeback vm would do anything to tarnish the theme, storyline, or significance of the program.

To elaborate a bit more on the music: Jack and Diane is a very... well... American song. It talks about growing up in the heartland, the freedom of having a car, and- a little less blissfully- how even when life gets to be kind of shit, you just have to keep plowing through because we’re Americans and that’s what we do! (in theory of course, not in reality, but ya know, this is John Mellencamp talking not me...) However, despite the actual plot of the song being intended to center around American themes and values, the story itself is something very relatable that I would assume people from all over the world can fell connected to. A couple of kids growing up and falling in love. Simple as that.

I guess what I’m really trying to say here is that this program is just another prime example of how Tessa and Scott really are the people’s skaters. They can really take any music from any time period, from any country, with any message and mold it into something that speaks to the audience on a completely personal and comprehensible level. Even though I may just be an American kid growing up kind far away from the heartland, watching Jack and Diane just makes me feel like all of us- the entire audience and Tessa and Scott themselves- really are a bunch of kids thrown into life together even long after the thrill of livin’ is gone. (I really hate myself for writing that but I don’t have a better way to end this so it’s what I’m going with)

Welp... tried to end that one on a super moving note, but I failed miserably and just sounded like an idiot but what else is new?

Anywho, thank you so much coach-change anon! It was kind of refreshing to go a bit in depth into a program not used for competition! No need to apologize fr having lots of interesting questions and prompts. It’s actually a huge compliment that you believe that we’re actually in love think of me as a half decent source for vm info!

As always, I apologize for my wordiness and the lack of organization of this whole darn rant... yikes... ok bye :)

#Anonymous #ask #anon #Jack and Diane #Tessa and Scott #rants and stuff #analyses #sorry for wasting space on your dash!#and sorry for not adding a break!

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sansfangirl4life-blog · 6 years

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Death to Justice (LostTale prologue)

Man oh man....this is a year old and I just feel like it’s a bit cringy QwQ For those that don’t follow my DeviantArt, I decided to post the things I’ve typed here as well, and what better thing to post first than the prologue to my main AU, LostTale? I do hope you enjoy it! I will be posting the LostTale AU at some point as well, and I am working on Bestial Purity rn :3 so enjoy!

Death to Justice

We stood there for a long time, the golden hallway lit by an eerie light. "Isn't a beautiful day outside?" I ask, staring at the human across the hall. I watched as she gripped the knife in her hand a little tighter. That's right you shit....you know what's going to happen... I thought and my smirk grew a little bigger. "Birds are singing....flowers are blooming...."

She took two steps forward. I raised a hand, ready for her to charge. "On days like this...." She raised the knife. "Kids like you...." She then charged. "SHOULD BE BURNING IN HELL." I gripped her soul and tossed her to the side of the wall, listening to her grunt in pain. That's right...you deserve this....

"Heh.....that all you got you stupid comedian?" I growled as my eye glowed and tossed him again. She cackled loudly as I tossed her again. "Tsk, you're so-"

Sans!!!! I flinched and blinked. For a brief moment, I saw two of the human in front of me, one with this mad glint in her eyes, the other with tears. Sans help!!! I ignored it, perhaps it was my old memories playing tricks on me. The person in front of me was no longer my friend.

"You filthy brother killer....no...you killed everyone!!!" I threw some magic bones her way but she deflected them with her knife so easily it made me sick. "You deserve to rot for this! I'll kill you myself!"

"Is that a promise~?" She teased and I flinched at the mad tone in her voice. "Ooo I think he's serious now....." Another flicker, this time in their LVL.

One? No...it's 19. I saw it....Is she screwing with me?! I just barely dodged a lunge and glanced into mad, glowing red eyes.

"Oh so close skeleton~!" She grinned and another flicker.

Please stop! Sans please run!

"Trying to screw me up with mind games kiddo?" I summoned a blaster and snarled. "SCREW THIS!" I fired the blaster and she dodged, but just barely, blood dripping from her arm. I would make this devil child pay!

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Papyrus panted as he made it to the castle. Fighting could be heard deep within. Brother....Frisk....no.... He turned to the others, close behind him. "We must hurry!"

"It sounds like they're already fighting...." Undyne whispered, holding Alphys close. "If we get too close to them we'll be done for."

"B-but we have t-t-t-to! We have to t-tell Sans!" Alphys said shakily. "If we d-don't, he'll-"

"SANS! YOU MUST STOP!" Papyrus ran off and Undyne followed after, carrying Alphys.

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I gripped the ground as an attack made me slide to dodge. "Grr...."

"What's the matter funny man? Cat got your tongue now~?" The human taunted me and walked forward.

Sans.....Sans no..... I heard it again, her voice, but not her voice.

What is going on?! I stood shakily and readied another attack when she lunged suddenly. I dodged, but only just, my coat getting cut open by the sharp knife in her hand. Shit! I rolled on the floor and stood back up.

Sans...please.....kill....

"STOP SCREWING WITH ME!!!" I shouted and used another blaster, to no avail. "You're a murderer.....this is-"

"No laughing matter?" The girl cackled and began moving oddly. She moved and swayed like a possessed doll. "But it is~! Messing with you Sans brings me joy and her agony! You can't hear her screaming....begging.....maybe I should let you? Even a little?"

"SHUT UP!" I used my magic to toss her again and she hit the wall hard, her other arm breaking. I heard fits of giggles, but also a sudden scream of agony. Wh....what?

Sans! Kill.....me! Can't stop.....hurry!

Kill? I don't... I dodged a sudden swing, forced to gaze into mad, gleeful eyes. Yet buried in those red eyes were blue ones filled with sadness and pain.

"He can't and won't! He doesn't have the 'guts' to do it!" She cackled and knocked me to the side, cutting my cheek with the knife. I watched blood drip to the floor and growled as she stepped closer. "He can't do it.....you have to watch him die...." The knife raised and I closed my eyes.

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"WE NEED TO HURRY!" Papyrus ran further down the hall, coming upon a closed door. "Closed?!" He tried to open it when he heard Sans scream. "BROTHER!"

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Blood dripped slowly on the floor. I opened my eyes to see the knife embedded into her chest, blood staining her sweater. "Fr....Frisk?"

"YOU FOOL!" I blinked and turned to see another kid behind her, wearing a yellow and green striped sweater. "Dying for HIM?! He nearly ended you!"

"S....ans......" I caught her as she collapsed and tried to remove the knife, only for her to whimper. "Sans......sorry...."

"Wh-what are you sorry for?" I asked, my voice was trembling. I was so confused, but it was then I heard my brother's voice just outside the locked door. "Papyrus? He's...alive?"

"Yes...everyone...alive...." She wheezed in pain. "I stopped Chara.....but only just. He....he would have killed them all....but I stopped him..."

"But I saw you-"

"Illusions....he tricked you.....I couldn't hold him....anymore..." She coughed and blood splattered my cheek. "Sans...it hurts....."

"I'm sorry....I can't...." I didn't know what to do. Things were changing to fast, and a small child....my friend....was dying in my arms. "Frisk I-" Her soul glowed faintly above her chest and shivered. "Frisk?"

"T....ake it.....my soul...." She whispered, her voice soft and shaky. "Use it.....destroy the barrier.....free everyone..." Tears streamed down her face, and mine followed after her. "Pl...ease Sans....." She looked at my hoodie, stained with her blood. "Hee hee...I love blue....I wanted one too....." She looked again and I took her hand gently. "Sans....promise.....to say bye for....for me...."

"No! There must be another way!" I knew better of course. But I couldn't just watch her die! My magic wasn't strong enough to heal. All it could do was harm. I took the soul gently, it felt warm. Her eyes shimmered with tears. "Frisk...no...."

"S....sorry Sans.....I love....you....big....bro...." She didn't finish. She slumped so suddenly, and her heart just....stopped. Unlike us, humans don't turn to dust when they die. They linger. Like a reminder. A reminder of one thing.

That I failed. I FAILED. I placed her down and stood, holding her soul. I absorbed it into mine and felt a swell of power flood me. It was warm and gentle, and my right eye glowed red. I turned to the boy, Chara, and grinned.

"Aww did the poor skelly lose someone~? What are you gonna d-" I held my hand up and a small blaster sunk teeth into his chest. "Gck?!"

"What did you say?" I whispered. My entire being thrummed with power, but my heart and soul were filled with rage. Pure, blinding rage. I would make this child suffer for what he did to Frisk....to my friend....my little sister. "Fuck LVL and fuck EXP. YOU'RE DEAD." I began to toss Chara around, rage filling my every move. I couldn't help it. I screamed. I screamed louder and louder with every slam, every impalement, every crunch of bone and every drop of blood.

This unbridled rage...this blinding HATE. Where was it really coming from? The time I've watched my brother and friends die? Or just the death of one child? Knowing she cannot 'reset' ever again? Holding her as she breathed her last? Listening to her pleas and ignoring them? It was all those things and so much more, I felt like it was choking me slowly. Chara cackled as I let him fall. "What's so funny now huh?!"

"Y-you.....are hilarious...so much hate....could turn a soul black...." He coughed up blood and stood as best he could. "You should have heard her screams....her pleading for you to stop, only for you...to KILL HER!" My eyes burned with power and bones rose from the floor, impaling him all over his body. He looked more like a bloody lump of flesh than a human. He coughed and gagged, his voice gurgling in his throat. "LVL......5....." He sputtered before dying. I didn't care....I couldn't.

I walked back to Frisk, brushing her hair from her face. I closed her vacant eyes and stood there for who knows how long. I vaguely heard the others running in and I slowly turned as they came.

"BROTHER?!" Papyrus knelt next to me, hand on my shoulder. I must have looked like a wreck. I didn't care.

"Oh my god...."

"Fr-Frisk...." Alphys and Undyne held one another as Papyrus tried to hug me. I moved away at first. I didn't want anyone taking Frisk from me! But when he embraced me again, I felt myself shaking.

"Brother....it's ok....it's ok...." With those words, I broke.

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When we reached the surface, we buried Frisk at the top of Mt Ebbot. After some begging from Toriel, her sweater was now wrapped around me like a scarf. It was all I really had aside from all of our memories. Memories that would never fade due to a reset....that would linger forever. God it hurt. "So...what now?" Toriel asked.

"I suppose we just try to go out there and see the world?" Asgore suggested. One by one everyone walked away, whispering goodbyes to Frisk as they went. I swear Toriel wanted to kill me at first, but she hugged me close.

"It isn't your fault Sans. You tried...I know that much. I never should have forced that promise onto you." She said and left. I still stood there, the cool wind brushing through me and chilling me despite my hoodie.

"Brother, we should go-"

"You go Paps." He stopped and turned as I started to walk the opposite way. "I...don't deserve to be with anyone there."

"Brother that's insane!" Papyrus tried to come after me but I couldn't do it. I raised a bone wall around me and he stopped. "Sans....brother...please don't go alone."

"Insane you said?" I whispered and chuckled a little. "Yeah...perhaps I did go insane. LVL 5....I killed that kid Papyrus. His blood is on my hands, regardless of what happened." I turned to face him, my hood covering my face from his view and my scarf shielding everything else. "I've murdered a human, whereas you haven't. I just....can't go with you Papyrus."

"Brother that is stupid! Please reconsider!" I shook my head. I just couldn't. Her screams of pain....her childish and gleeful laugh...it all filled my mind. My promise to Toriel, our 'date' at Grillby's and the MTT Hotel. Her last words to her 'big brother.'

"I'm not fit to be anyone's brother Papyrus. Not anymore." I told him. "Please go with the others and just....leave me." I turned and started going down the mountain, ignoring his pleas. Sorry Paps....it has to be this way. As I walked, I found a small patch of blue flowers in a little clearing. I sat down in them, sighing softly. Blue huh?

"Hey Sans!"

"Hmm?"

"I love your hoodie!"

"You do eh kiddo?"

"Yup! Blue is my favorite color you know! I want one too!"

"I'll see what I can do kid."

"Yay!" The memory filtered into my mind and I fell to my knees. I held out my soul, now a mix of red and blue.

"Frisk.....I will find a way to make this right...." I gripped a flower tightly in my hand, and watched as it seemed to bleed through my fingers. "I swear on my soul I will." I stood slowly and looked out into the foreboding forest beyond this patch. I felt my power swell again and I felt a blaster behind me. My eyes glowed in the dark and I began to walk into the shadows, to my own personal exile and Hell. "I swear I will.....no matter the cost."

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