#OH WELL BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME

[spaciebabie]

SMALL SPRINGTRAP DOODLE 2 CELEBRATE FINALLY ESCAPING ART BLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT MIND THE WEIRD DIALOGUE I HAD FREE SPACE AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT TA DO W/IT

#fnaf #five nights at freddy's #springtrap #springtrap fnaf #purple guy #william afton #ORIGINALLY WAS MEANT 2 B SEXY BUT THEN I THOUGHT WHAT IF #I GAVE THIS BASTARD DRAMATIC LIGHTING AND HE STILL LOOKS SEXY #DAMMIT I WANTED HIM 2 LOOK MENACING #OH WELL BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME #hes finger waggling at yu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #bro i got so many ideas that SLAMMED inta my cranium out of NOWHERE TODAY #AND THEYRE ALL SPOINGER #HHHHHHHHHHH #QUARTO DE HOTEL. #VERY VERY RAPID SHADING VERY VERY SKETCHY AMD NOT VERY WELL BLENDED SHADING #IM LOOKING AT IT AND IM LIKE: hey wait that doesnt look right- BUT I NEEDTA GO TA BED #AND IM NOT WAITING TA POST IT SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #spacie scribbles

[tothepointofinsanity]

As usual, I was correct. Driving yields no benefits for me because once I'm behind the wheel, my mind completely shuts down due to the sheer amount of information around me.

#me when i hate driving #this is what siblings are for #my sister was enthusiastic about it so it's likely she will be the one to take care of me in the future #i actually have a lot of mental health issues so lol. figures #I'm angry i actually cannot do anything but no one cares so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #not even in a guilt trippy way but rather a fact #oh well better luck next time #ttpoilog

[nerves-nebula]

Last year I didn’t catch on in time to catch up to dracula daily so I told myself I would just do it next year except that I forgot and now I’m behind again and really don’t feel like catching up :/

#nnstuff #rambling #OH WELL better luck next time #dracula daily

[youandyour150people]

I was supposed to do this test on Saturday and I couldn’t cuz I had been suppressing flashbacks all week and going to class EVERYDAY, and that’s like incredibly epic of me but so exhausting. Like I usually take a day off, to just crash. I just spent the entire day in my bed bc I’m so exhausted. But going to class everyday helps my grades so much. And now I have a zero for that stupid test and I have to talk to the teacher and ask if he’ll grade the late one and if not I’ll just take a freaking hit I suppose but I hate asking for things and I really don’t want to annoy anyone, but like grades are unfortunately heavily associated with my “primary purpose” like why I split off and I’m taking this way too hard and like I don’t feel like my response is reasonable.

Someone took the 4th assessment instead of the 3rd and failed the 4th, bc we hadn’t gone through class. And the stupid proctorio is so freaking stupid too bc it glitched and kicked me out and now I have a stupid zero for that too. And I don’t want to be a bother to the teacher, but like I’m failing the class at this point and it’s literally a be alter every single time. And I don’t know them, I’ve never met them, and yeah there are accommodations n stuff but it’s still really hard and the reason its so freaking hard to take these test is bc I guess we have trauma around cameras(like this and a couple other things that are adding up to some serious stuff and I’m REALLY not liking where all this is going). Like all the evidence is pointing to things I can’t handle and I know I can’t handle but I’m so curious and my headmates are displaying some symptoms that continue to add up to some disturbing stuff and I’m trying not to dig, I am.

Don’t even get me started on how bad these flashbacks are like I thought, “oh my flashbacks can physically get any worse.” And they somehow pulled it off. Somatic flashbacks are THE worst, I’m freaking stuck there for like 5 hours when I should be sleeping. And if I misjudge if the flashback is done or not and go to sleep? I have a horrible nightmare and am so out of it all of the next day, until I have a flashback and it like runs it course so I can break the horrible loop I’m in. And apparently my experience is so “niche”(it’s not) or like I’m explaining it so incorrectly that I can’t find anything on google and I can’t find any articles on how to help or even if anyone has had the same experiences. It so infuriating and I hate it. And I’m going to therapy but it’s hard and I’m with a new therapist so I need to build trust but I don’t want to share my flashbacks bc they are so gross and I hate everything about them. Like I thought the ones where I almost dislocated my shoulder where bad.

Also I have to be moved out BY THURSDAY. and the move in date for my other place? I can’t move in til sept 9th. So I have to say at my sisters place for like a week and sleep on the couch (and try not to have a flashback in front of anyone bc I couldn’t bear how’d they’d see me) and try not to do my passy outy flashbacks as well bc I don’t want to hit my head or pass out in front of anyone.

#tw vent #vent tw #trauma vent #tw flashbacks #tw negativity #don’t even get my started on when I tried to ask for help earlier in the semester this old white man #WHOS JOB IT IS TO HELP PEOPLE LIKE ME #Talk about how life isn’t fair #like he had the means and the resources and simply Refuses to help #yeah life is unfair but it should at least try to do better and not just say #oh well better luck next time #I hate it here #like I’m not fuming but I’m getting there

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

that’s all that matters, really

#dumpster #dumpster fire #I tried #keep trying #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery #oh well #better luck next time

[feedtheswamp]

#sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #rouge the bat #also starring nameless egg centurion and egg drones #sth #overworked this illustration but oh well #better luck next time

[silverskye13]

They're burning.

Etho feels Joel's alarm before he steps through the portal. He's awash in it, staggered by it, before he even knows what it means. There is the blistering hot of the nether, the blistering hot of panic and indignation, the knife-twist of betrayal, and then Etho realizes they're burning.

Time slows. This too, is a sensation he wasn't prepared for. Humanity is amazing. Humanity is amazing. No wonder Joel survives so long every time they play this game. So long and always so red. The seconds turn to years turn to eons. Etho is used to living years quickly, watching stars form from nebulas, devouring time like a wolf devours bone. He has never felt a second move so slowly before. This is human, determination, the refusal to end, clinging to the sparks of life as they flicker in and out in the instants between heartbeats.

He turns to Joel, whose face is too furious to show pain. He's backlit in the murder-red of lava and fire. Black traces his skin where Etho's own burning inflicts itself on him. It's too hot for smoke, nearly too hot for words. One breath in and their lungs are searing, their voices hoarse.

"Go back Etho! They've trapped the portal!" Joel screams. He digs his hands through is pack, trying to find anything that will save them.

Maybe it's in Etho's nature to admit defeat too soon, but even in the bullet-time of Joel's panic, of human tenacity struggling against every second to survive, Etho recognizes there's no getting out of this. Like every star, like every galaxy, like their home, it is in their nature to burn out. Maybe if he'd known the Relationship would be so symbolic, he would've taken better care of it. He would have kept himself from getting lost in Joel's emotionality and made it of something stronger. He could've hollowed out the world and filled it with iron, gold, diamond and stone. Gravity might hold them together a little longer. They're splintering apart like dying stars and there's nothing he can do about it.

Almost nothing.

There is some good to being mostly void, partially human. To recognizing sometimes fate hands you futility because the moments before it are bright and vibrant and worth the view. Etho is awash in Joel's anger and panic, they are surrounded by the bruising colors of a nether portal unable to send them to safety. They have only each other and a handful of fading seconds.

For the first time since their souls have linked, Etho pushes back against Joel's emotions. He refuses to bask in the glory of feeling everything all at once, with everything he has. He draws Joel's hands from his desperate searching in his pack and cups them in his. Joel looks up at him, and his eyes are full of indescribable things, colors and feelings Etho has barely felt the prickled edges of. His mouth is open to protest. His skin is blistering. The fire makes embers of the red streak in his hair.

They are burning, and they can no longer feel it. That is the void, after all. It is nothing. It is the complete and utter absence of sensation. It is an endless ocean, drowning. It is cold. It is quiet. They stare at each other and they're floating in nothing. Around their furthest edges, muffled sound and light persists. Purple red and orange mingle in the impressions of the world they're dying in. The black and blistering of their skin still prickles like goosebumps. The ticking of their lives, slowed to a crawl by Joel's panic, continues. There isn't much of them left.

Joel doesn't seem nearly as enraptured by Etho's nothingness as Etho has been of Joel's everythingness, but maybe that's to be expected. Maybe Joel doesn't know what to do with so much void, so surrounded by it that even all his everything can't fill the gap anymore.

"They betrayed us!" Joel shouts at him accusatorially, like it's his fault. "What a stupid way to go!"

"No kidding," Etho chuckles at him, their hands still cupped together. Joel's fingers are warm compared to his, vibrant and sparked full of life even now. Etho is going to miss that warmth when it's just him again, just like he missed BDubs' when he lost him, and The Red Army's before that. Such beautiful, vibrant sparks, all of them more beautiful than stars, all of them vanishing in instants like the embers of a kicked campfire.

Well, he may not be able to do anything about their dying, but Etho can do something about their time spent listing in between living and death.

"Do you wanna get out of here?" He asks.

Joel laughs at him, harsh and high, and he's grinning. "Is that a pick-up line? I'm married you know!"

And they were soulmates. Were. Time has never seemed to pass so quickly. Just moments ago they were the present, vibrant and full, and somehow like it always does, the past has crept up and devoured Etho whole.

"And where is she?" Etho chuckles. "Someplace close?"

Joel looks around, taking in the endless horizon, the edges of their loss, and the distant stars beyond it.

"She's in Empires, wherever that is from here."

"It probably doesn't exist yet."

"What?"

"Which was made first Joel? Empires, or Life?"

"But that's... How long are we going to be stuck here, Etho?"

Not long. That's the thing about nothing. Its absolutely no time at all.

Joel respawns on a floating island, familiar, a place he's made and adored. He is a god. He is surrounded by the works of his hands.

His hands are cold.

Somewhere in the void, in the space between stars where Hermitcraft exists and doesn't, Etho slips his hands in his pockets and smiles.

"GG buddy."

#the barking writer #ethoslab #joel smallishbeans #boat boys #smalletho #eldritch horror etho #void creature etho #double life smp spoilers #dlsmp spoilers #dlsmp s6 #my boys :( #oh well! better luck next time fellas! #this is a direct continuation to my other 3 about Etho feeling things only because Joel feels them #ill try and remember to combine them all on AO3 tonight

[meymeyzart]

tough crowd I guess...

#sometimes I think of tatsumi trying to save kaname when they got jumped by the school😭😭 #pics taken seconds before disaster yadda yadda #also this is what I meant by I've been doing a lot of ink stuff in black and white lately. just this kind of crap #my art is changing little by little I suppose #in this case the horror vibes work well for obbligato fanart. though I know the lines are a bit hard to read.... #enstars #ensemble stars #tatsukana #tatsuname #kazehaya tatsumi #tojou kaname #kaname tojou #tatsumi kazehaya #himeru #fanart #my art #I swear one day I'll: #1. depict the fact that tatsumi got injured here somehow #2. include jun in an obbligato fanart ☠️ I've planned to a few times but always had to cut him... sorry king better luck next time </3 #OH also tatsumi winking is a remnant of the original drawing which was gonna depict the kaname vision of the strongest kazehaya tatsumi #thing or whatever #guess now he's just straining or got something in his eye or something

[bisaster-energy]

im not even done my current kuwameshi fic and im already getting ideas about new ones...

#kuwameshi #give me a sec i'll reblog later with the actual idea but like #WHAT IF UM KUWAMESHI BUT UM. PRINCESS BRIDE AU... #i also have another song fic idea but it's way sillier than the one i have on ao3 #based off you me and steve by garfunkel and oates #i got the idea cos i just remembered when yusuke got back from training with genkai the 1st time and instead of a 1 on 1 date with keiko #kuwabara is also? there? and it's just so funny to me like what. and then they're supposed to all 3 go to the movies together? #AND WHEN THEY GET THERE THE 2 BOYS DITCH KEIKO?? for a mission yeah but she doesn't know that!! #and then yusuke and keiko actually go on a date alone and it gets interrupted cos of younger toguro #and shortly after kuwabara shows up so it looks like he was bound to come across them?? #as far as a i remember the next time yu and keiko get together alone is the day he tells her to just wait and she's like im literally #not gonna wait for you <3 and it was so funny she just walked off lmaoo #anyway im trying to say i wanna make a silly little fic addressing the fact that keiko is like. pursuing her crush on yusuke #but kuwabara is kinda just. always there and it's fun she does like him but it's just awkward #planning on having her ask kuwa to maybe give her and yusuke some time alone like maybe just avoid their next outing #and kuwa is like oh damn :( ok good luck and yusuke shows up to the date and he's like woah wait. where tf is kuwabara? #keiko is like bruh. and she makes up some shit about him mentioning that he felt sick or wtv and yusuke is like ''then y are we here? #i should check on him. i dont think that guy has even been put outta commission by anything but my fist!'' and keiko just follows him #cos what else can she do. and kuwa is fine ofc and yusuke is like bro what gives i thought you were sick and kuwa is dense sometimes but he #catches on from keiko's desperate look and he's like well i got better *flexes his arm* and yu is like i knew you were too dumb to catch #a cold. and he's stupid happy that kuwa is fine and can come with them after all ''hey he's fine ya hear that keiko'' #and then keiko is watching this whole exchange eyes blown wide open and she's like actually i just remembered i have plans #you two should totally go without me tho and yu agrees so easily that it just solidifies that she made the right call #kuwa is looking back at her all confused and she gives HIM the good luck thumbs up. he gets as red as his hair and #yusuke is worried he really is coming down with something

[zo-monty]

them

#genyatta #genji x zenyatta #tekartha zenyatta #genji shimada #overwatch 2 #ow2 #my art #I don’t like how dark I made zen’s eyes but oh well better luck next time

[tigerjawed]

my 2023 art summary! this doesn’t really reflect just how much of a hold trigun had on me - i made 17 artworks between march and april and had to pick 2 😅 from june onwards i didn’t draw much, so i included wips of the zine piece i worked on until october. nothing this month 🤪

#tokyo revengers #trigun #trigun stampede #bakudeku #tigerdraws #art summary #2023 #yikes it started out a super good year for art and then i just fucking died after i fell back out of trigun land lol #oh well. better luck next time #drawing trigun did improve my confidence in executing my ideas a lot and i can see that in my bkdk zine piece so #i’d like to pick myself back up and draw some more

[calpicowater]

Week 32/52: August 7th - August 13th 2023 | Back to Work 🏗️

Back to work which means I don't have a life again (just kidding... not really). I have barely been going outside for non-work non-errand related reasons since I got back home from LA. Also had to go see the dentist for emergency cavity filling this weekend so had to drop $400 just like that which made me T____T because I have no dental insurance (but when did I ever?). Tragic, really.

#365 #52 #sun emoji #ootd #sushi #tragic #only one post for this week cuz im zzzzzzzz #waiting 300 more days until my life is eventful again :P #hopefully not that long but 300 days later everything will be nice and 365 days later my life will be complete #i mean i only worked 3 days this week to start so i still had loads of time to play piano/watch shows/see bf #training season is always so UGH #i'm just a tired third year #this year's ID photo didn't turn out as nice lol cus it was literally taken mid laugh #oh well HAHHAH better luck next time if even #uniqlo white t shirt #denim shorts #adidas sling bag #birkenstocks

[rotomblr-item-bank]

@gym-leader-stahl withdrawing 1x Skarmory Egg... I'll also take a pair of those heelies (L). Thanks!

sorry but.. we're out of the large heelies! actually.. ill just send it to u directly

u withdrew

1x skarmory egg

1x pair of heelies (L)

#oh well.. better luck next time #mod clover

[morelikedoccock]

#doc ock #blood #blood Tw #I’m having a fucking artistic crisis can you tell #I feel nauseous and anxious so I’m trying a little otto angst therapy #don’t think it worked but it was worth the try #oh well #better luck next time

[peppermintmochafem]

See like im a stone top and YOURE a stone top and that's a boundary for me that i cannot cross. However i will do anything a pretty woman tells me. It's a very "unstoppable force" (beautiful femme) versus "immovable object" (my stone) situation here. But your bio says you can make it work... and it's very easy to turn my mind off regardless

-🛰️

I wouldnt even need to turn your mind off silly, you are brainless enough as it is! i can make it easy for your little mind and give you lots of options. but it would also be so easy to just make you work for the opportunity to top, you would know you would never get it, but you would be so easy to trick into trying anyway. and really at the end of the day it's not the fact that I am a stone top, it's that you haven't earn it, you know your place and you know you don't deserve to top me.

#love letters only #💌 asks #nsft text #asks #dumbification #Maybe this is toxic but it is fun and like good way to respect boundaries and there are sooo many cute ways you can try to earn it #🛰 anon #Absolutely not in a stone melting way obvi!! #Let me know if this needs tw just in case #But also like strap4strap / cock4cock has sooo much potential too >:) #So good for degradation like you can't even follow simple tasks oh well better luck next time mwhaha mwah #ooh also i can suck strap/cock that's good with me <3

[killerandhealerqueen]

Well, I unfortunately didn’t get the job I had applied for...oh well.  Just gotta keep trying

#sass talks #i'm not as upset about not getting this job as i was the last one #but maybe that's because i was actually TOLD i wasn't selected #the last job i interviewed with didn't even call or email me to tell me #but oh well #better luck next time