#Not sad tired but full on exhausted tired

[foreverchangingfandomsao3]

I want to take a month long nap

#I'm just tired #Not sad tired but full on exhausted tired #Just me

[kingprinceleo]

1000 Years Bound- hm i dont think i can draw art anymore

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #shadow the hedgehog #sonic au #1000 years bound #silhouette the needlemouse #it all just keeps turning out so bad #im so physically exhausted i can barely get myself to draw even when i want #it just all looks so bad and im. so tired and sad and upset #everytime i turn on my tablet n try to draw i just start to cry #very hopeless and full of despair in the chillis tonight

[dilfpassing]

Man this is the first birthday I've sat alone in my room and sobbed on

#this fucking sucks #my dad called me to say happy birthday and i started crying because i got so bummed out #he was going to come up and visit and we had to postpone because i got covid #and then 20 other things went wrong already this morning #and im sick and exhausted and sad #and then i got dizzy while walking the dog im pet sitting #and i got stuck behind bikers taking up the whole lane #and then behind a pickup truck full of mulch going 20 under #and i had to cancel my birthday party #and my mom is at the beach without me spending time with her racist loser boyfriend and bragging about it to our family #and this was supposed to be the year i finally did something for myself on my birthday like it was supposed to be different this year #and im alone in my room #tired and sweaty and sad and lonely and miserable and sick and awful #and i just want to hibernate until this is over

[practically-an-x-man]

my mom has been upset with one of my dogs all day.

it has been a very loud day.

#she just yells at him a lot for even the smallest things and it gets so draining and tiring #it makes me sad to think about but i genuinely cannot remember the last time we went a full 24 hours without her yelling about something #i'm exhausted. #tw vent #vent post #personal vent

[ceabu]

If ur doing art requests... maybe a tavros? Maybe hanging out with karkat or aradia...?

sorry anon I'm not doing requests

#ceabu's asks #wish i was #wish i wasnt so tired and exhausted every day that i cant open my laptop to draw #but this is my life now lol #of a full working adult :') #SAD SO SAD WHY DONT I HAVE TIME TO DRAW GAMKAR ANYMORE THIS IS A CRIME

[anirudhpisharody]

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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much #it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with #i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown #friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any #close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it #would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely #i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with #other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too! #it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes #it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know #like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk #to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that #i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that #it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have #more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i #don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so #they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine #wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine #and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom #which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn #anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed #i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight #shut up hanna

[rosicheeks]

I’m just so tired

#I saw this video earlier today and it’s all I can think about now #been trying to find a full time job so hopefully I can move and start living my life #but what’s the point? #I know I won’t be able to afford anything #unless I work 3+ jobs and devote all my time to working #I’m just so fucking tired #it’s beyond just my body and mind being tired #my soul is exhausted #I just feel hopeless cause so many of us are struggling #and then the fucking 1% is living it up with so much money that they don’t know what to fucking do with it all #I saw something that said we are going to have our first TRILLIONAIRE soon #that is a million million………… #how can someone sleep at night knowing they are hoarding so much money and so many people are struggling #so many people can’t afford rent or food or the BASIC necessities #when the 1% are buying multiple houses and yachts and flying to the moon #I’m just so tired #and the sad part is it’s never going to change #those people are always going to hoard the money #our government isn’t going to do jack shit to help #I’m gonna go smoke some weed and hopefully ignore life for a bit #tiktok #shut up rosie

[slit-wrist]

littol vent

#ed tw #but like #idk howni used to not eat anything for 2 days straight #now i can’t afford food #its been a rough few months #and feel so exhausted and tired and desperate all the time #its been honestly weeks since i last eat until full at my home #im so fucking desperate #i know that what im going through is just a small thing considered to people that are actually hungry #but i cant take it anymore #sam.txt #sad shit

[moe-broey]

I have...... too much internal lore ........ hhggghh

#i'm also. too fucking tired. to elaborate. #BUT I WANT TO‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #head.... so full......... #the exhaustion. is taking me. #SAD

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#theres a special kind of agony in tryinf to find an apartment in an college town with a housing shortage #everythings expensive as fuck and im sure its frustrating for everyone but i feel like its especially frustrating for me #bc it takes me so much fucking time to understand the information right in front of me and then i doubt myself so i have to check and check #and double check and triple check that im on the right website. that im inputting the right info #and its like. what if theres a better place i could b looking? like i found a management place to apply to thats expensive but less #expensive than another place but the building looks like its kinda on the edge of town like 15min drive from school #which i hate bc im an anxious freak and its gonna b worse than driving here bc itll get icey as fuck there #like proper inches of snow all winter. negative negative cold. so its like. do i take a nice apartment thats kinda far away #or a slightly more expensive apartment thats like 10min from school and more in town #and then theres the application stuff. and i cant fill anything out without having a full on like sobbing breakdown #but im that way abt everything. i do that all the time when i have to buy plane tickets #its exhausting. and i cant plan my exit until i know when i can move into a place. whatever. it doesnt help that my hormones r fucked rn #or i hope its the hormones. ive been so tired. so so tired. like sleeping 9hrs and still tired when usually im wired after only 7hrs sleep #i hate it. and super brain foggy. and this week i have to finish taking measurements for the last time #so i gotta decide if im gonna go in tomorrow or Monday to start it. its gonna suck so bad bc im gonna try to do it in 6 days. which will b #agony. but after that ill never have to do it ever again. ugh. im just so tired and i dont wanna limp my way into a new project feeling #like damaged goods. which is exactly what it feels like now. ive just done a very good job of making my job difficult #cant go into the lab without feeling physically ill. drained away all my joy. now theres only a sad distant recognition of how far ive #allowed myself to fall. i kno ill feel better once i have a place to stay and i can quit my job just getting there is taking an eternity #unrelated

[brothersonahotelbed]

no time to watch movies no energy to play guitar no privacy to cry no space to scream no confidence to ask for help no body in my family to talk to who will listen !!!!!!! ok.

#loquitur #because i tried talking to my dad about how i'm struggling in school and he's like #'this is only community college this is EASY just wait till you get to a 4-year college' #or when i'm fucking drained after work and my family's like 'dude it's only 10 hours a week....' #and my dad's always saying 'if you're this exhausted now how are you going to handle a full time job? buck up.' #AND I'M LIKE. WELL I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO HANDLE THAT I DNOT KNOW ANYTHING IM TIRED AND SAD ALL THE TIME!!!! whatever

[orchideius]

if my life doesn’t get better in two years, I think I will join the 27 club lollll

#I am so tired of being sad all the time no matter what j try and do to fix it!!!! #in 2 years I will have my masters and if life doesn’t look up by then then…. #I am so tired of living here I want to move away and travel and romanticize my life #I am also so sick of all the friends I have where I live like I have absolutely outgrown them and i’m tired of being too nice and treated #like dirt #my bday is in 3 weeks and I have no idea what to do for it and I feel lonelier than ever!!! #I don’t want to spend time with my ‘friends’ bc none of them get along and there’s always stupid drama!!! #id rather be alone than feel lonely in a room full of ppl on my special bday but I also don’t want to literally be alone and do nothing!!!! #I am throwing a fit #I love my bf to death he is so perfect but I miss having a solid group of friends #like we’ve all drifted it’s all forced and no one’s happy #and I am the only mature one who is willing to grow it is EXHAUSTING AHHHH #tbh im just rly upset bc it just hit me like a train how lonely I am lol #I guess that’s normal for 25 right? that’s just adulthood I guess? #god #I have outgrown my town and everyone in it! and I am tired of feeling trapped here! #and I am tired of being too nice for other ppls benefit! when is it my turn to have all the attention on me for once???? #personal

[rockleaves]

hi. pls send fun asks or happy stories or pet pics

#t #have had a very long few weeks and am currently on my way home from a very exhausting very sad funeral #just very very sad very tired very full of grief rn

[ofthesamewhole]

The tiktokification of music is so exhausting.

#did you write a fully-formed song or did you put together a 20 sec tiktok dance and then continued that for 3 minutes? #it’s not good and it should be criticized for not being good #that post that was like: books/writing these days are written so they can be broken down into snippets on tiktok #and put into little gifsets and Pinterest boards #nothing is ever created to be a whole anymore just bits and bites forced together #(and don’t get me wrong—I love the tumblrina gifsets they’re a staple here in my sad little public diary) #the chronic need for virality is a plague in and of itself #it’s so exhausting I’m so fucking tired #these are thoughts that make me realize how fucking old I am #I’m just in a miserable anti-social media mood and full of vinegar #I’m a hater and I want to be full of hate today #-s talks

[fceriestcrdst]

the sudden exhaustion of being told i don't have plans has hit...like a truck

#idk maybe its bc ive been up since 4am #or the weather or bc my teeth & mouth hurt again #idk #maybe in still having a flare from the cfs im positive i have #idkidk #im just tired & wish i could write full fics again #maybe i'll see if i can just not go anywhere for a few days #maybe that'll fix me. maybe #or #is it depression. has that mean bitch come back after fucking off for 6 months? #who knows. i sure hope not because now is not the time for her #ive been doing so well---though to be fair. i am actively watching my dog fade away #so that could also be a factor #ive also given myself a fucking earache from grinding my teeth so much today #idk. i keep trying to think up comfort scenarios & they all go from normal to awful #do my friends hate me or do i just need to go to sleep? who knows. idk what's happening currently #its very annoying & im sorry i keep being so fucking whiny & sad on main #im just over exhausted + my dog + my country wants me dead + everything else #kit releases his feelings

[irisseireth]

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#personal #scary how I'm doing both better and worse than last year #materially better mentally much worse #physically not great either but i sprained my ankle on christmas eve last year and then my knee on the 30th so at least i don't have that #but the year felt so full of possibilities and now I'm exhausted from trying to do them all #i had broken up with my ex but i was getting to know someone new so that was exciting #i had plans for 2023 #and even though most things did come out quite well I'm mentally exhausted and burnt out #and of course the new relationship didn't work or becase if i wasn't really ready he was much less than i #and my self esteem really took a hit #dating someone emotionally unavailable is an exercise in futility #don't do this to yourselves #and now I'm that burnt out emotionally unavailable person #but at least i can acknowledge that #and yet #it felt exciting and full of promise and now I'm just tired and sad