#Me in precalc rn

[moodyjazzyblues]

idk why but mermaid ghost king nico- bro i love this literally ugh

the digital one was smt i rushed for my portfolio class but i really like the perspective and foreshortening on the pose ahwiwoaihwoehekfkgb

#pjo #digital art #art #fanart #nico di angelo #percy jackon and the olympians #solangelo #mermaid #mermaid!nico di angelo #my art #ghost king nico #pjo brainrot #my skrinkly #my scraggly #the only rhing keeping me sane rn is nico di angelo we are mentally unstable twins rn #yes i drew the pencil one on my ap precalc homework and yes im posting this while in class what of it

[kizoken]

OMG THEMEMEMEME BARKBANRK ????

mine needs a redo ugh but im super lazy and busy to do it HSHSHHS (kind of hoping to do a iphone based one but idek or own an iphone or a proper android) 😣😣

u know it hehehejejejejrjfidjsk💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻 i liked the prev one but u think i'll stick with this one for a while djvkd

the iphone theme would be cool !!! though i love the one u have now :c

#very me #im busy as hell rn #just finished a written thing for a presentation #now i only need to do the ppt #its due tomorrow #at 1 pm and its 2 am already🫠 #and i have a precalc quiz thursday #😃 #im going to sleep now 🕳🚶🏻‍♀️

[redrageoused]

andrew minyard took honors precalculus in highschool and hated every moment of it

#im doin my precalc homework rn #i am him he is me #all for the game #aftg #aftg headcanon #andrew minyard #aftg hc

[schoenht]

I can and will cry I hate math so much. Also standardized testing is so stupid omfggggg. I vote we overthrow schools because wtf are some of these math things that I “need to know so bad in the real world”

-🌺

Dude i totally get it, I'm doing stats rn for some stupid requirement WHEN MY MAJOR DOESNT FUCKING REQUIRE MATH and i was talking to my mentor at work today with my boss and (bc im literally the youngest there) my boss asked me, "whats your investment" "what" "...i will never understand why you had to learn precalc"

#💜.answers #🌺.anon!!! #i dont get it and i never will #cheat on your math tests if you dont need it in whatever career you want #for legal reasons that is a joke wink nudge coughs

[greenhouse-studies]

y’all i’m so proud of myself rn i had posted my discussion board response for my precalc class early this week and the professor is responding to everyone and i got the comment “you already know more than what is expected from you”AHHHH!!! math has never been my strong suit so this is so big for me!!

#greenhouse.txt

[hopelesslyromanticshark]

COVEY!!!!

(i don’t feel comfy sharing my identity thru photos) BUT MY GRAD PHOTOS WERE A HIT!!! I LOVE THEM SM 😻🍾

literally so happy rn :’)

except now i have to do two assignments by midnight tonight …

- ☀️

SUNSHINE ANONNNNNBB

I totally get that, no worries!! i love yall but you will NEVER get a face reveal from me bc like…that’s how people get murdered no ma’am im okay 😅😅😅 BUT IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE THEM BC I REMEMBER YOU BEING WORRIED!!!

you and me both. i’m pulling an all nighter to study for a precalc test and i wanna die 🥲🥲🥲 but i cannot fail so i gotta do what i gotta do frfr

#return to sender ౨ৎ #all my love ౨ৎ

[i-need-some-advice-on]

would it be weird if i didn’t choose a tutor because they misspelled my name?

i’m a college student looking for a math tutor rn. i used to be good at and reasonably enjoy math but a combination of bad teachers, online school, and not having to take math my senior year of high school have led to me just. absolutely lose all math abilities i previously had which is really frustrating because i know i used to know how to do things that i really struggle with now. i feel like my brain rotted, i look at math problems and it takes so long for me to even process the question.

im a stem major (biological sciences) so i need to take calculus for my degree. i took precalc last year and really really struggled. now i need to take real calc but first i have to pass a math placement test to even be able to take the class. so im looking for a tutor who is really patient, able to work w my adhd (which i struggle with a lot), and can help me reach the point where i can pass the test to get into the class, then help me in the class itself. that was probably too much explaining sorry but anyway here’s my real question

i found a tutor with good reviews and decent pricing and sent them a message that i signed with my name. my name is an alternate spelling of an already kind of uncommon name so people spell it wrong a lot and i’m pretty used to it. however, the tutor just sent a message back where they misspelled my name twice. and not like one letter off, it was a completely different spelling of my name. i just feel like maybe they could have double checked the spelling or something??? like my name was right there in the message right above it. idk im probably overthinking it and sorry for the long ask but is it weird to feel like they might not be the right person because of this? it makes me feel like they might not be like. as patient or as good of a listener as i need. idk im probably overthinking it. my tutor choices right now are this person and a different person with more reviews and slightly lower prices, all saying they’re good. would it be weird to try the other one first because of the name misspelling? then try this one if it doesn’t work out? sorry this is kind of stupid lmao

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[dyke-a-saur]

Life Update!

Ok, phew! Senior has absolutely kicked my ass, but I'm back now!

I got into a pretty great college, recently gave myself a big chop (wearing a lacefront rn but will share pics when its off), I got my AP Bio and Precalc grades up, my bestie is inviting me to all the Spelman parties, I left an abusive ex, healed for an entire semester, am taking things slow with a different and awesome friend who likes me back and is open to possibly dating, went to prom in a traditional inspired dress, lettered with recognition in disk and even made it to sectionals, tabled most of gender journey (going by all pronouns and literally dgaf anymore), seeing my half-sister over the summer, getting a graphic design job, rewriting "Tusks" for the fourth time and still figuring out "Gore Gambit."

So... yeah! Feel free to reblog or comment with a life update of your own! Good or bad.

#made me smile #og post #life update

[gh0stblr]

9/13/22

my life has been too good recently guys. i bet you anything tomorrows gonna suck because things CANNOT be this good.

for one thing, I'M THE CAPTAIN OF MY VOLLEYBALL TEAM! i feel so so honored and incredible rn. and the second is that i'm (finally) getting my braces off on tuesday! just in time for homecoming so i'm feeling incredibly relieved.

schools been good, but wayyyy too much work. i feel slightly drained (especially in conjunction with all my clubs and out-of-school activities) but i'm making it work somehow lol

was able to do laundry today which was a relief, and i've been able to squeeze in some knitting and reading whenever i can.

ap world sucks right now because we have a long term sub who isn't the best, so it's just extremely easy and boring. on the other hand, precalc is starting to get rough and my teacher isn't the most understanding which sucks, but i have two friends in that class to help me get through it.

🎧: mirrors - justin timberlake

#studyblr #100 days of productivity #currently reading #literature #student #100dop #books & libraries #studyspiration #study aesthetic #study space #study blog #reading #bookblr #bookworm #booklover #school #bookish #bookaddict #books and reading #gh0stblr #precalculus #high school #high school studyblr #students #homecoming #hoco #volleyball #knitting #yarn #crocheting

[m1d-45]

hello again my far love/p

there's something I feel like I need to explain?? I have a Tumblr account but I prefer to be anonymous for asks and such, I just prefer it bc I get shy(and a little paranoid that people can see me yk, I like to be a fly on the wall) I've also just began using 🍄 to ask in blogs and I've gotten attached

I've been following and liking your content before I asked yk and I'm sure if I gave you the name I go by online you'd know what my account is lmao, tbh at this rate I don't think I mind, you and teddy are cool people and I do want to talk more/play genshin with u all

I just felt like I needed to clear that up and when I said that I should create a blog I mean like, a writing blog where I post about things and such, ofc If I end up doing this I would let you know. my only issue with that is motivation and inspiration

speaking about that tho, your 1k special

- how 'insert character' felt when they became your vessels

- letters (I've seen this one before)

- windtrace/events with the creator

I think that's all the ideas I got rn, you could always do a prompt based one where it's like "can I have a latte with strawberry and chocolate with diluc" and latte = fluff, strawberry = SAGAU and chocolate = date hcs

- 🍄 (never take precalc if you're bad at math, it's sucks and I hate it. I have a test on Thursday 😭) (I feel like playing genshin with y'all would be so fun tho)

[i was gonna make a joke here about dramatically receiving a letter, then realized that you know what, rp is not something i want on my genshin impact fanfiction blog]

i 100% get the like fear of being Perceived but like…. in the gentlest way possible, i feel like a character in a shakespeare play, talking about intense worldbuilding with my vaguely queercoded best friend as we profess to be knights by each other’s side until the very end, no matter how bitter, for the audience to hear (it’s foreshadowing for how we die together on the battlefield)

(hello to everybody that isn’t 🍄 anon or teddy anon, how are y’all tonight)

uhh re: creating a writing blog, insert link to that post i made abt my tips for blog things, referencing point numbers one and seven.

also i like the letter one. that’s a good idea. i will consider it. should probably sort this out prior to 1k but ehhhhh

(i would love to play genshin with you i am both ar 58 and so bored-)

#m1d : [chats] #🍄 anon #< i’ll say it again: lovely choice of emoji dear #i’ve been considering putting my uid in bio/nav bc i’ve seen a few other genshin blogs have theirs there but at the same time like. then i’d #have to deal with people seeing how shit my builds are. like… i’m a kazuha main with a ratio of like 45/100— #ok nvm!! it’s 62/122!!!!! that’s actually way better than i expected!! #my heizou is a 55/140 though- it’s either that or 80/80 because of the catalysts i have #and i don’t even wanna TALK about like. anybody else. #for fucks sake- my kazuha is on two noblesse!!! for no reason!!! what the fuck!!! #the only good build is kuki w/ four maiden but that’s just because she’s my healer #my team is dps sub-dps sub-dps healer in that order #i complain about not wanting you to see my shit builds and then expose myself in the tags lmao #anyway. #oh a bit of lore: the plans i was in Waiting Mode for a few posts ago were plans to play genshin with a really good friend of mine #so i am very much in a Play Genshin With Friends mindset- have been for a week ish bc she kept delaying it- #and then she. never texted me. :/ #it’s ok though i have diluc to help me cope :) **drags him through emotional hell** #< touch of an exaggeration #man i need to stop talking in the tags. midas shut up challenge!!

[post-office-by-the-bay]

so uhhhh... I got a 63 on my chem quiz and my parents yelled at me for like twenty minutes straight 😁😁😁 and I can't even be mad at them bcs they're right, I have been dropping the ball, but then again why don't they trust me to improve on my own, but then again knowing me I probs wouldn't even though I understand why it's not ok...

anyway they took my phone and now I have to use a flip so I'm really living the y2k aesthetic life rn... but GOOD NEWS, there's another quiz on thursday, and my mom said if I get above a 90 and I do all my homework I can maybe get my phone back!

to my best girl flora,

firstly, i know 63 isn't a good grade but tbh...it could be worse. also CHEM IS HARD FRFR also parents being mad about grades is so frustrating bc like...i know WHY youre upset, i get it, but also at the same time...when have i ever failed you before?? like having a 'b' isn't gonna kill me lmao- seriously, having a b isn't the end of the world!! i still got accepted into my dream (and hard to get into) college with a b in my precalc class and a b in pe (freshman me was NOT feeling it okay-)

also, im just imagining you sending this from the flip phone, which i know you didn't, but i think it's kinda funny lmao- anyways, best of luck with studying and you've got this!!! get yo phone back girl frfr

all my love,

covey 𐙚⊹ ࣪ ˖

#hey this is your captain speaking ₊✩‧｡⋆𐙚 𓆝 #bosun flora ࿐༉༉

[oblitus-vulpes]

screams.

precalc hw and 200hr fasts DO NOT MIX. ‼‼ i don't know what's wrong w me i should be over keto brain rn am i just that dumb

#//ed

[lovietmars]

my day was actual dogshit and the person i’d normally rant to is the reason my day is this bad

summary: my house is infested with wasps, i’m failing history and stressed about school, and i don’t think my boyfriend likes me anymore???? send help ;-;

(this basically turns into a huge rant about my boyfriend by the end lmao)

tw: wasps (obviously), divorce, cheating, a heterosexual relationship (ikr, disgusting)

i’ve been having a really shitty day and i wanted to rant about it on tumblr because it’s the only social media where people on here don’t actually know who i am. to begin with, my house is literally infested with wasps. apparently my mom found 30 wasps in my room. actually screaming. then, i got to school and got my grade back on my ap history test that i thought i definitely did well on, but turns out i got a 58.3% which is the second worst grade i ever got on a test (first place is the 57% i got on a precalc test last year). i have two tests tomorrow which i didn’t study for. plus an entire math packet. and 4 ap chem worksheets bc my teacher for some reason assigned every single homework from the entire first month of school to be due on the same day. so basically i am incredibly stressed from school and i literally have a C in ap history rn. which is kinda bad bc i’m trying to get a 4.0 gpa (i have maintained it for the past 2 years) and i don’t think i’ll be able to this year thanks to this test. not to mention the fact that my boyfriend-ish (like a guy i’m basically dating and has asked me to be his girlfriend but i said i wanted to wait until after homecoming to make it official) is acting really fucking weird over the past couple of days. he was literally acting so normal 2 days ago, but suddenly started being weird as fuck yesterday. i saw him at school 2 days ago, and we even stayed up calling until 2am like normal. i thought something was up when yesterday he didn’t send me a good morning text and supposedly woke up at like 3pm. okay so clearly that’s a lie because first of all man doesn’t need 11 hours of sleep. supposedly he was just dying to get off the call at 2am bc he was soooo tired, so assuming he went to sleep right after the call, he woulda got 11 hrs of sleep which is excessive. also he literally never goes to sleep that early like bro usually up until like 4-5 am at least. secondly i literally saw him online before he texted me that he just woke up so like mans not slick. we barely talked the entire day. any convo we had was dry as fuck and i had to start it myself. which is weird bc usually he texts me himself first and isn’t a dry texter at all. i usually get a “how’s your day love” and like it’s not just that i didn’t get a “love” but i didn’t even get a text from him at ALL. and it was yom kippur and i was fasting and he didn’t even ask me how i was from that. then that night i finally text i’m like how’s your day, you’ve been absent all day just like my dad. and like i know he appreciates a good absent dad joke bc one of the things we joke about is our dads bc like my parents are divorced and his dad just straight up cheated on his mom. and anyway he was being really dry and i noticed and i mentioned it, and he was like i’ve had a busy day, i’m watching stranger things. but even so, i didn’t get a “goodnight love” text, or even a goodnight text at all. the next day (today), i didn’t get a good morning text either. and at this point i was getting kinda upset. at lunch i texted him to ask if i could come over and say hi for like the last 10 mins of lunch, which supposedly “didn’t see” until lunch was over. then at the end of the day i asked him if he wanted to walk to the buses with me, which he didn’t respond to despite responding to my other message answering a question he asked. i asked again if he wanted to walk to the buses and he said sure so we ended up doing so. the walk was awkward, he seemed different. when he got on his bus, i didn’t even get a goodbye hug and he didn’t even dab me up (which we do for some reason), he just got on the bus. and then he hasn’t texted me for the whole rest of the day since then even though i literally went to the mall and got my homecoming dress and sent a picture of it to him???? like he’s literally my date to hoco, you’d think he’d be interested in what i’m wearing to it, especially bc he’s supposedly matching his tie with my dress. Continued.. see next paragraph..

apparently that paragraph was maximum length so we’ll continue here. anyway, i finally sent him a message a couple hours ago (at like 9:45pm - and mind you, i sent the picture of my dress at like 4pm) asking “Hey are you okay? Maybe I’m being too critical but you’ve been kinda distant the past couple days. Is everything okay? Do you need to talk about anything? Do you need to take a break from me?” which i thought was a pretty good way to handle the situation but like idfkk i’m bad at life. but the funny thing about that text isn’t that he didn’t respond to it, but that it simply didn’t SEND to him. and i’ve sent texts to other people since then that delivered, so idk what’s up with him. the wifi at his house is bad at times, like stuff sometimes takes a bit to send, but not 2 hours. not to mention that he’s been online on discord this whole time, so clearly his wifi is working to some capacity. that’s the whole rant but omfg i am so confused and upset about this. and in case you forgot, my house is still infested with wasps and i have a shit ton of homework due tomorrow. probably wasn’t a good idea to waste all this time i could have been doing hw making a rant on tumblr but like i had to rant. anyways that’s all. goodnight loves <3

UPDATE

apparently his mom took away his phone. first of all, that’s such a lie because he was on discord for literally hours last night. every time i checked discord, bro was online. and if he cared about me that much, he would have messaged me in discord to tell me that he got his his phone taken. i often get my phone taken, and i have messaged him in discord before to tell him that i got it taken. and i usually texted him from discord in these circumstances. not to mention that his mom really isn’t the type of person to take his phone, plus he didn’t even provide a reason why. and he didn’t even say sorry. i think he doesn’t like me anymore. and for some reason i’m not even that sad. he can go fuck himself. oh and also i skipped school today bc i had so much work to turn in that i didn’t do. i know that’s bad. but yeah. and i don’t even feel sad about my boyfriend. i’m just mad at him for very clearly lying to me. i wonder what his reason was. and it’s not like i don’t have a date to homecoming. i was originally going with one of my friends as a joke in addition to my boyfriend. i think he might have gotten jealous of the friend and that might be part of the reason he’s being like this. yes i am bisexual, but the friend is straight, and i would never actually want to date her even if she wasn’t. i still have a homecoming date at least. so all is fine. i’ll update more later

UPDATE AGAIN

broooo what??? he’s not at school today. bc according to the snap map he was at his house an hour ago. and it’s currently 1pm to clarify. i skipped school bc i had too much work, not bc of him. but i wonder why he skipped. bc of me?? i wonder if he thinks i skipped school bc of him. i would never. with all due respect i’m in 6 ap classes and i wouldn’t sacrifice a day of education for such a reason. humble yourself. but like now i can’t even ask him why he wasn’t at school bc i wasn’t either so he’d know i’m stalking. my strategy now is to just do nothing. keep stalking him and see if he texts me at all. i bet i won’t get a single text the entire weekend. see if i give a fuck. and i bet he won’t come to my game that i invited him to, either. and i won’t go to his soccer game either. L

oh and even if he had gotten his phone taken, he probably should have responded to the texts i’d sent him earlier, including the actual pictures of my homecoming dress??? like bro is supposedly my date, shouldn’t he care? or even just say that he saw the pictures? like some acknowledgement please??? plus he started not responding like around 3pm so his mom would have had to take his phone like right after he got home from school. which is unlikely. and sure even if his mom did take his phone, he was on discord the whole time and could have easily messaged me from there. plus it’s not just this. he was acting weird in person yesterday too. and over text the past couple days. like literally 3 days ago was so normal and suddenly the next morning bam everything was different. i wonder what happened. because clearly something is up.

and this whole rant post probably makes it seem like my boyfriend is a really toxic guy which couldn’t be farther from the truth. he’s just your standard nice jewish boy. he plays soccer and chess and d&d and he likes marvel and stranger things and listens to the beatles and the beach boys. i’ve had really deep conversations with him before. about our friend who died about a year and a half ago. about the universe and creation and whether god was real. about our parents, about mental illness, just so much. literally 4 days ago we had this really deep conversation about the universe and everything and the next day he asked me to be his girlfriend. i said i wanted to wait until after homecoming but yes. and me not choosing to be his girlfriend immediately clearly wasn’t the reason bc that happened on monday, but monday and tuesday were totally normal. on tuesday i asked him if he wanted to call and he said “double yes please.” and then literally the next morning he started being weird. i hope the call didn’t contribute to the weirdness. but i don’t recall the call going badly at all. he was trying to get off the call like at 2am which is a bit weird bc he usually goes to sleep way later, but he said he was tired so why would i think anything of it? especially bc he was like so eager to call me. and literally the day before he’d asked me to be his girlfriend. i really didn’t expect that he’d start being different. i was really hoping to be his girlfriend. i just can’t believe it

#lovietrants #bisexual #jewish #judaism #jumblr #yom kippur #tw divorce #tw cheating #tw bugs #tw wasps

[swampcrystal]

by Kim Stanley Robinson, 'The Blind Geometer'

(cover by Peter Gudynas; c. 1987)

#Peter gudynas #kim stanley robinson #1980s #Me in precalc rn

[scented-morker]

Me two days ago: oh yeah I’ve been so productive.. I should be able to get back to posting more again, no problem

Me rn: I’ve had two mental breakdowns today, am ruining on four hours of sleep and am currently eating freezerburnt frozen yogurt

#no I am not okay #I’m losing it #and now that I can’t run bc of injury I have no healthy coping mechanisms #AND THE GUY I WAS TALKING TO IS TRYING TO GET WITH A SOPHMORE RN #HES A SENIOR #WHY ARE ALL OF THIS YEARS SENIORS DATING SOPHMORES?!? #SHE DOESNT EVEN LIKE HIM!! #SHE JUST HAS A LIST OF SENIOR GUYS SHE WANTS TO MAKE OUT WITH BEFORE THEY GRADUATE #IM SO ANGRY JUST THINKING ABOUT IT #AND ONE OF MY FRIENFS BLOCKED ME WITH NO EXPLANATION BC SHE FOUNF OUT I WAS ASSAULTED 😐 #anyways #ha ha ha ha #gonna go do precalc and keep working on my jeongin fic that’s two days late already 😭

[ivanshatov]

roight so right now i’m reading a gentleman in moscow by amor towles and?? it took me so long to actually get into this book i kept complaining and complaining and couldn’t get into it at all whatsoever and it kept decomposing in my bag but by god it has really won me over and i really need someone to talk to about it

spoilers below cut

like.... okay spoiler warning for anyone who wants to read the book below but it’s been on my mind since yesterday. it kills me that both nina and mishka who were shown to be central to alexander’s life and development in the first half die so disgracefully. they aren’t even spared the confirmation of death. we know that the narrator is humorous and unreliable but these characters who carried so much of sasha’s development are suddenly vanished in respectively eerie ways. nina disappears in search of her husband into the vastness of the east, and mishka is sent to siberia for his words, and we presumably never hear from these two important characters ever again. i actually had to put the book down before 1943 in those last few pages because it just hit me like a train. to me depriving them the actuality and absolution of a death scene is way more heartwrenching than any death scene the author could have written.

its also something about the introduction of sofia and the bigger roles that anna, andrey, emile, marina and osip seem to have filled. with nina and mishka being whisked off into the void of likely death i have a sinking feeling that some of those characters may be next. to be honest i struggle to fully understand and like alexander as a character but i also think that’s the point and i’m starting to see that subtle development that we all know and love.

anna as a character.......... one day she’ll get her own post because whew god this is the only hot female love interest character written with actual interesting aspects beyond huge tits hot face ive seen by a male author and she is so compelling and the fact that she gets her own fleshed out role in the story is gorgeous

i think?? i’ll probably understand a lot more of the aspects of the book later on in my life. i feel like right now i’m too young to truly appreciate it, because i see the nuance in the writing and the quirks and beauties in alexander’s character but there’s something about him i just find so unlikeable, and that’s what’s made me so resistant to finishing the book. it’s probably one of the better ‘ussr bad’ novels written mostly because it also discusses the corruption and dismissive attitudes of western europeans and americans towards the ussr. 

anyways please read this book and discuss it with me and god oh god i gotta say i cried during the bees on the roof scene iykyk i still have ~250 pages to go but i’m too invested to quit

#FUCK #hey @amortowles why #books #she speaks #i love rambling about books i read #i need to do that more #like god... this fucking book #This Fucking Book #also making me think that we can recognize how bad the ussr was #and how they participated in genocide and murder #and also understand that a lot of what we are taught in the u.s. is propaganda #especially about communism in general #my beliefs on it are another thing but #we can recognize both sides of the argument for sure i think #i'm just glad this book isn't preaching how bad communism is without mentioning the shit that was happening in the us too #and in western europe #just.... yeah #i have a lot of thoughts on this book #im supposed to be in precalc rn but no #<3 #please read it god