Hello I love your three houses takes and I would LOVE to hear about Jeritza written as transfem?? I have not looked at his writing in a While but the idea is so good, please tell me all about it
So I made a very roughshod post about this a few months ago, but I recently wrote an essay to just discuss this topic for some friends, and I figured I'd preview it here.
For starters, I’d just like to establish that a lot of these things I bring up generally aren’t going to exclusively point to the character as transfem; any one of them probably has a number of explanations you could come up with. However, I hope you can see that there are a lot of coincidences here and appreciate that my reading isn’t baseless.
Additionally, I want to clarify that I don’t see a transgender reading of Jeritza as contrasting aspects of the character such as their DID or their rejection of their childhood when they should be more accepting of it, but rather as acting in concert with it. DID is frequently, for lack of a better term, comorbid with gender dysphoria, and that sense of dissociation from one’s childhood followed by a gradual acceptance of who you once were is also an experience I’ve seen among many of my transgender friends.
That said, let’s get down to some examples, starting with Jeritza’s relationship to men. It is clear that Jeritza does not like men. The only man that Jeritza can support, between two games, is the male avatar, who has the ability to support everyone. This is a particularly obvious gap when one notes that they have no support with Hubert, who was a co-conspirator and fellow confidant to Edelgard, surely a relationship that would be ripe for drama. With women, however, Jeritza is constantly patient with them, entertaining Constance’s eccentricities, explaining themselves to Bernadetta, and letting Manuela try to teach them. I find their Manuela support particularly sweet, as it ends with Jeritza complimenting Manuela’s skill as a teacher, rather than her beauty and eligibility as a bachelorette, after having been rather quiet throughout the support. Jeritza is someone who is aware of the struggles women in Fodlan face and seems to have a much easier time connecting to them than they do with men. I’d like to contrast this with Sylvain; although their background is not identical, it’s similar, but Sylvain ended up a raging misogynist, and Jeritza ended up with a love and appreciation for women as people.
I also want to circulate back to Jeritza’s relationship to their past as Emile. The case has been made that Jeritza’s rejection of the Emile identity is a rejection of their kindness and softness, and I can appreciate the reading, but I don’t know if that’s the only possible way to read this. Notably, Jeritza’s C support with Byleth has Jeritza plainly state that they are using the Jeritza identity while at rest eating ice cream, and also plainly state that Jeritza is “myself”. We also at no point see Jeritza fall back on the Emile name in their supports with Manuela, when their B support is about Jeritza learning to present a more approachable, kindly face. The identity of Jeritza is not excluded from the sweetness of Emile; after all, the Death Knight identity is there, concentrating all that bloodlust, so it’s interesting how hard Jeritza insists they not be called their previous name.
Now, let’s get to the juiciest piece of evidence; Maria Jeritza. Names in this game are very important and very telling of the author’s intentions behind the character; look at the Galatea household, named after a story about men attempting to literally create the ideal woman, or how the houses of Liecester are named for King Lear. The name Jeritza, very clearly, comes from a woman. Specifically, an opera singer by the name of Maria Jeritza. Maria was an operetta who lived in the late 19th and early 20th centuries, and a cursory glance at her Wikipedia page gives some damning evidence. For starters, her performance won her the patronage of then Emperor of Austria, a clear parallel to our Jeritza’s relationship with Edelgard, and the operas she performed in had similar themes to Jeritza’s story; Der Kuhreigen is an opera written with her in mind where she stars a woman who dies tragically in the french revolution, and Lohengrin is a story about a mysterious powerful knight hiding his identity. (My personal favorite similarity is that Maria was nicknamed “The Moravian Thunderbolt”- now what element of black magic does Jeritza learn?) The character of Jeritza being named after a woman, to me, clearly means something.
(Also this isn’t part of a larger paragraph but I’ll point out that mask tied to the Jeritza identity has bright red eyeliner)
So we have a character who is named after a woman, has a previous masculine name that they constantly reject, and has a much stronger relationship to women than to men. This is already, in my eyes, very strong evidence, but now I’m going to bring up my personal experiences with gender and having been AMAB and talk about the themes Jeritza has as a character.
Jeritza’s core theme is that of internalized monsterhood- that everything about them is Wicked and Dangerous, something that brings them great shame and drives them to isolation. That sort of feeling is not, of course, exclusive to the transgender experience, but in my case it very strongly aligns with it. I have felt, and still feel like, a sort of disgusting inhuman monster because of my body and Bad Thoughts, and so much of that is tied to the disparity between my body and how I wish to present. We even see this feeling of monsterhood is tied to Jeritza’s masculine body- namely, their resemblance to their father. In Houses, they call their own eyes “accursed” and compare them unfavorably to their mother’s and sister’s. In Hopes, they directly compare their face to their father’s and state that they have a hard time with mirrors- a symptom of both DID and gender dysphoria. That fear of hurting someone, that feeling of being unworthy to talk to the women around you, that is painfully relatable to me, and something that took me from an interest in the character to my current obsession.
And, content warning ahead, Jeritza is plainly suicidal. They talk repeatedly about both receiving recompense for their wicked deeds, and offer Byleth the chance to kill them repeatedly. Trans suicide rates are something commonly discussed, and while suicidal ideation is certainly not exclusive to trans people, there is a connection.
Jeritza, in my eyes is supremely relatable to my own transfem experience, and the number of similarities to it are hard to brush off as simply coincidence, especially in a game that has as much character work in it as Three Houses. Compare Linhardt’s clear symptoms of ADHD, Edelgard’s PTSD. The writers of this game are clearly willing to write characters who go beyond the assumed default human experience without explicitly highlighting it, and frankly, I very much suspect that someone intended for Jeritza von Hrym to be read as transgender.
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Fire Emblem theme
a name list from fire emblem Three Houses specifically! including dlc characters.
made for a friend!
ash, ashe, ashen
an, ann, anna, annette,
al, alo, aloi, alois,
ael, aelf, aelfri, aelfric,
aby, abys, abyss, abysskeep, abysskeeper,
ar, aru, arun, arund, arunde, arundel,
ad, adra, adras, adrast, adrasti, adrastia, adrastian,
ach, ache, acher, achero, acheron,
ans, anse, ansel, anselm, anselma,
aub, aubi, aubin,
by, byl, byle, byleth,
ber, bern, berna, bernad, bernadette, bernadetta,
bal, balthus,
blake, black,
bar, baro, baron,
be, bee, bea, beast,
bi, bia, bias,
berna, bernha, bernhard,
bly, blyd, blydd, blyde, blyddyd, blai, blaid, blaide, blade, blaidd, blaidde, blaiddy, blaiddyd, bladed,
caspar, casper, cas, cass,
clawd, claud, claude,
cath, cathe, cather, catheri, catherin, catherine,
cy, cyr, cyri, cyril, cyrill,
con, cons, const, constan, constance, constanz, constanza,
cor, corn, corne, cornel, corneli, cornelia,
chi, chil, chilo, chilon,
chav, chave, chavel, chaveli, chavelie, chavelier, chava, chaval, chavalie, chavalier, cheva, chev, cheval, chevali, chevalie, chevalier,
char, charo, charon,
chri, chris, christ, christo, christoph, chrisophe, christopho, christophon, christophone,
cou, coun, count,
claudi, claudie, claudia,
ceth, cethl, cethle, cethlea, cethlean, cethleen, cethleann,
ci, cic, cice, cich, cicho, cichol,
deer, dear,
doro, dorothy, dorathy, dorothee, dorothea,
dim, dimi, dimitry, dimitri,
dedue,
duk, duke,
dom, domi, domin, domini, dominic, dominik, dominique,
dea, dae, dee, death,
daph, daphn, daphne, daphnel,
der, deri, derik, derek, derick, derrick
eagle,
edel, edelgard,
em, emp, empo, empor, empe, emper, empero, emperor,
er, erwi, erwin,
ed, edd, edmun, edmund,
fer, ferd, ferdi, ferdinand,
feli, felix,
flay, flayn,
fle, flech, fleche,
fae, faer, faergh, faerghus,
fla, flame,
fo, fod, fodl, fodle, fodla, fodlan,
fral, frald, fralda, fraldar, fraldari, fraldarius,
gil, gilbert,
gate, gatekeep, gatekeeper,
ger, gerth,
gwen, gwend, gwenda, gwendal,
gar, gare, gareg, garr, garre, garreg,
gaj, gajas, gajus,
gau, gaut, gauti, gautie, gautier,
glau, glauc, glauce, glauces, glaucest, glaucester, glou, glouc, glouce, glouces, gloucest, gloucester,
gon, gone, goner, goneril,
greg, grego, gregoi, gregoir, gregoire,
gun, guna, gunar, gunn, gunna, gunnar,
glen, glenn,
godfr, godre, godfre, godfrey,
hu, hubert,
hi, hil, hild, hilde, hilda,
han, hanne, hanneman,
hapi,
hol, hols, holst,
in, ingri, ingrid,
igni, igna, ignat, ignite, ignatz,
io, ion, ionu, ionus, ioni, ioniu, ionius,
iri, iris,
ind, inde, indech,
jer, jeri, jerit, jeritz, jeritza,
jera, jeral, jeralt,
jud, jude, judi, judo, judie, judy, judith,
kni, knigh, knight,
ko, kos, kost, kosta, kostas,
kro, kron, krony, kronya,
klau, klaus, klause,
ky, kyph, kyphe, kypho, kyphon, kyphone,
klie. klei, kleim, kleima, kleiman,
lion, leon, liona, liono, leona, leono, leonie,
lin, linhardt,
lor, lore, loren, lorence, lorenz, lorenzo, lorenza,
ly, lys, lysi, lysith, lysithe, lysithea
lu, lud, ludwi, ludwig,
lad, ladi, lady, ladis, ladisa, ladisal, ladisalv, ladisalve, ladisalva, ladisla, ladislav, ladislave, ladislava,
lon, lona, lonat, lonato,
lei. leic, leice, leices, leicest, leiceste, leicester,
luc, luca,
lam, lami, lamin, lamine,
leo, leop, leopo, leopol, leopold,
lyc, lyce, lyca, lycao, lycaon,
lamb, lambe, lamber, lambert,
loog,
mer, merc, merca, mercade, mercades, merce, mercede, mercedes,
mar, mari, maria, marian, mariann, marianne, marianna,
man, manu, manue, manuel, manuela,
mon, moni, monic, monica, monika, monique, moniqua,
met, meto, metody, metodey,
mi, mik, mike, mika, mikla, miklan,
my, mys, myso, myson,
marc, marce, marcel, marcell, marcelle, marcela, marcella,
mau, maur, mauri, maurice,
marc, mark, marque, marqui, marquis, marquise,
mat, matt, matth, math, matthi, matthia, matthias,
may, maya,
marg, margre, margra, margrav, margrave,
mac, mack, mach, macu, macui, macuil,
nad, nade, nader,
nem, neme, nemes, nemesi, nemesis,
noa, noah,
och, oche, ochs,
od, ode, odes, odess, odesse,
os, oz, oswa, oswal, oswald,
or, ord, orde, ordel, ordeli, ordelia,
petra,
pal, pall, palla, pallad, pallar, pallard, pallardo,
pit, pitt, pitta, pita, pittac, pittacu, pittacus,
pan,
pat, patr, patre, patri, patrice, patrici, patricia,
raph, raf, rapha, raphae, raphael,
ran, rand, rando, randol, randolph,
rod, rodr, rodre, rodri, rodrig, rodrigo, rodriga, rodrigue, rodriguez,
rhe, rhea,
rie, rieg, riega, riegan,
ru, rufus,
ro, row, rowe,
seiros, ser, seir, seiro,
sy, syl, sylv, sylve, sylva, sylvai, sylvain,
set, seto, setos, sete, seteth,
sham, shami, shami,
so, soth, sothi, sothis,
solo, solos, solon,
si, sim, simo, simon, simone,
sit, sitr, sitre, sitri,
tom, tomas, thomas,
thal, thala, thalas, thale, thales,
ti, tia, tian, tiann, tianne, tiane, tiana, tianna
tim, timo, timoth, timothy, timothee, timothie, timothea, timothia, timotheo, timotheos,
um, umb, umra, umbral,
ves, vest, vestr, vestre, vestra,
vi, vis, visc, visco, viscou, viscoun, viscount,
wolf, wolfe, wolve,
wil, wilh, wilhe, wilhel, wilhelm,
wal, wald, walde, waldem, waldema, waldemar,
yu, yuri,
zol, zoltan,
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SSAU - Edelgard’s defense
Yes, she could be quite comfortable here. It wasn't that different from her scraps of memory of Faerghus.
Faerghus. She had lived in a house a little like this in Fhirdiad when she and her real uncle had been exiles. They were never supposed to see home again to keep her safe. Edelgard shuddered. The last few weeks broke over her. Constance and Hubert were dead. She was alive, even though she had promised all of Adrestia that it was better to die than to fail in their glorious revolution. She was a cripple and didn't know whether or how much she could expect to improve. She had a false name, a false history, and worst of all a false marriage. She covered her eyes as best as she could with her good hand as tremors of trapped sobs overtook her.
Byleth knelt before her. "What's wrong?"
Edelgard grit her teeth. She had lost the ability to cry when she had watched her last sister die, but the tremors wouldn't stop. "What am I supposed do?" she managed.
"Well, you've had a long day, so I think it would be a good idea if you took a nap and--”
"No." She dropped her hand and forced herself to look Byleth in the eye. "What I supposed to do? You've rescued me from death and those blasted rings are around our fingers, Maria. We're halfway across the continent, sharing a house with a former diva and a criminal mastermind who despises me. You've moved heaven and earth to make sure I lived when I should have died. But everyone I've ever loved besides you is dead, we've left chaos behind us, and I can't use the bathroom on my own. What sort of life do you envision for us? Or was it just the guilt you couldn't stand? If it was, I assure you that everything those refugees said was true. You can run me through with a clear conscience."
The room fell silent. Edelgard's chest burned with the exertion of speaking so much. She and Byleth looked at each other. There were little lines around Byleth's eyes that hadn't been there five years ago. She didn't look like the second coming of the Goddess. She looked tired. She rose to lock the door before returning to kneel in front of Edelgard, “I suppose we do need to talk about it." She swallowed. "You don't think living is a good thing?"
"Not good enough." She wished she was younger, wished they were back at Garreg Mach with thousands of stars overhead, wished she was drunk on the belief that she had found one person she could tell her secret. "Not when the church and the nobility are stronger than ever and there's nothing I can do about it. I didn't drink the hemlock for your sake, Professor, but the dream I lived for, my oldest friend, and the woman I love are all dead. All that's left are you in the blood at my feet. I don't know how to move forward." And without that movement, she was nothing.
Byleth exhaled. "I didn't think that far ahead. I just wanted to change cruel fate. But I guess I've got to think, for both our sakes."
"I suppose you do."
"Then...tell me something." She swallowed. "How much of the Flame Emperor and the persecution and everything I saw during the war...how much of that was you?”
Edelgard blinked. Of all the questions Byleth could have asked... No doubt she was deciding whether Edelgard deserved mercy. Edelgard would not beg. She made her voice as even and clipped as her traitorous muscles permitted. "I hired Kostas to murder Dimitri and Claude. Retrieving the Sword of the Creator and faking an assassination attempt was Thales' idea, though I would have cheerfully used the sword if I'd been able. I told him to use Jeritza as he wished. I learned about Flayn's kidnapping after it had already happened. Truthfully? I was glad to see him blow up in their face. Everything I told you about Remire was true. It was an atrocity, and I was glad to see Solon die for it. They were my subjects.
"And Dad?” Her voice was small, like a child's. "You didn't...”
It would be easy to crush her hope, to play the opera villain and say she had planned it all. Just as easy as it would have been to let that Beast kill her. "I think that was Kronya's act of spite. Your revenge was a good excuse for me to get some of my own. The Holy Tomb... I needed the Crest Stones. Nothing, not even you or the Black Eagles were going to stop me."
"I see," Byleth said in the exact same tone as if this were an oral examination. "You needed them for Beasts."
There was no point in denying it. "I believed it necessary, considering the Alliance and Kingdom had so many Relics."
"Necessary?” Byleth whispered. "You saw what happened to Miklan and you believed it necessary? Nothing justifies that." Her eyes flashed and she gripped the arms of the chair so hard that her knuckles turned white. "I'm sure we missed some. And they can live for a thousand years. You did that."
"Better that than failure. If the world were just, I might not have needed them. If I had had more power, I would have sent Thales to the eternal flames where he belongs long ago. But the church you love so much is worse than Thales. They control humans. They lied and said Crests were a gift of the Goddess and they kept lying.” Her vision blurred. They had made her believe Saint Seiros and the Goddess cared and would spirit her from the dungeons if only she prayed hard enough. "I wouldn't be surprised if they controlled what we know of the natural world."
Byleth flinched as if she had been struck. "You don't know that."
Edelgard thrust home. “But they might. They would have never let my reforms stand, and dragons live much longer than humans. I would have gotten rid of Crests without war, and I never would have had a chance without the Beasts and the alliances and everything else you find so distasteful.”
Nothing. Edelgard felt oddly light. She had given up any hope of being understood, but it felt good to make the case at long last. Byleth would do as she must.
"Thank you." Her face and voice were no easier to read than before as she stood. She looked down at Edelgard, appraising, and Edelgard found herself holding her breath. "I know what I want to do with you. You shed innocent blood, Edelgard. You made decisions for other kingdoms that you had no right to make. Your suffering and good intentions mitigate that. They do not justify it. What you did wasn't necessary."
Edelgard closed her eyes. So this was how her execution came.
"And I want you to prove it. I told you that your paralysis wasn't the end of your dream. I think that's true. Because it was always your drive, your desire for justice, your charisma that made you my favorite. The Edelgard von Hresvelg I remember would never give up." Her hand covered Edelgard's good one. "Prove to the world that Crests don't matter. I'll help you."
"How?" Five years ago, she would have given her weight in gold for Byleth to say something like that. She would have taken on the world if only her professor stood at her side. And that overawed teenager was still a part of her, as much as she hated it.
"Recovering would be a good start.”
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