#MY HEART GOT RIPPED THE FUCK OUT

[cramopener]

“Good Omens Season 2 will be quiet, and gentle, and romantic.”

#good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens s2 spoilers #memes #HELP #MY HEART GOT RIPPED THE FUCK OUT #POOR FUCKING CROWLEY DUDE

[brother-emperors]

CAESAR AUGUSTUS AND MARCUS LICINIUS CRASSUS

this is about the spolia opima that crassus was robbed of lmao. like, yeah okay octavian could've asked him not to claim it, but nevertheless. a kind of theft happened there.

Fact and Fiction: Crassus, Augustus, and the Spolia Opima, Catherine McPherson

#this is one from the vaults I started a few months ago and finally finished. it’s always the furniture details that put things on hold lmao #the former co consuls are fightinggggg (?) #rome is built on top of other people. this is about both the imperialism-slavery machine and the way that all these guys would #politically devour their own generation to sit on a throne. etc. anyway. octavian specifically sits on a throne of other people’s #accomplishments. that’s a specific kind of debt to carry around your neck. or theft depending on who is doing what #this was theft. anything involving Agrippa was a gift so there’s an obligation to succeed which is it’s own kind of currency so to speak #sugghrhfh. every crassus always has to be like this. in my heart i always root for whoever decides to go up against rome #and then i'm stuck with the guy who should've got a spolia opima like. congrats on your win. i guess. i think. RIP. #ACTUALLY YOU KNOW WHAT. while im talking about this crassus. domina fucking sucks. what an absolute clusterfuck of a show #anyway. if anyone ever does augustan age politics again. octavia would be a great character if you want to invent shit #but also more importantly octavian should seduce crassus for this. thank you. #octavian #marcus licinius crassus.....christ how do i write down that he's the grandson of my crassus. i'll figure it out later #roman empire tag #drawing tag

[wistfulwatcher]

Look, I know I have no right to ask you this, but truly, what is going on with you?

#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #taivanedit #mine #edit #* #scene* #otp: i want to go to new york with you #otp #THIS WAS FUCKING BRUTALLLLLL i am DYING to know how they got to this point #like this PHYSICALLY HURT that last gif of tai??? god tawny just fucking RIP MY HEART OUT #and lauren!! jesus!!! lauren and liv are SUCH good casting i could /hear/ liv say all of this so clearly #also literally said ew with tai. there's something SO off-putting and hollow about the way van says it in such a perfect way

[wabblebees]

just finished the new fantasy high episode and havent seen anyone talk abt this so i wanted to say i am 100. one HUNDRED PERCENT sure. that fuckin fourdogs was at that party invisibly (the One And Only buttfucker to NOT make an obvious appearance?? rules-follower or no, i dont believe that for a SECOND) and that she stole the piece of the cloud runner that went missing, and that the moment of her swipe was the "something" riz missed on his check -- i also really *hope* it wasn't oisin that made those damn ice mephits (or "muffets" as my beloved drunk adaine christened them lmao) act up like that, but immmmm pretty sure thats exactly what was goin on since it wouldve given his party member advantage/an easier access point :/

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy spoilers #listen i was oisin to be good & real & nice SO BAD. HOT RIPPED TATTED DRAGONBORN WIZARD ??? PLEASE #but. im also a suspicious-ass bitch lmao #also wait ik they spelled his name without the accent on his character art #but doesnt the name oisin have an accent over one of the i's?? idk jack abt shit so i could be wrong ofc #in any case. i like the concepts behhind the ratfuckers as a party (*except buddy. seeing him made me feel fucking ILL lmao.) but #i neeeeeeed them to get fucking TROUNCED by the bad kids. i NEED it. theyd be so much more tolerable if they got briefly asswhooped #like i think after that they could TOTALLY be friends and work together. before that?? FUCK no lmfao #anyway. i love-hate fishykitty whatserbucket and i need to see her lose #i cant wait for the ratgrinders to meet the unstoppable force that is the bad kids bigass hearts #deciding to team up with local shitheads & therefore turning them into op allies by sheer force of will and love #its happened to ragh its happened to aelwyn it kiiinda happened with kalina (jury's still out but my fingers are crossed!!) #spring break i believe in them!!! #bee speaks #its happening yall. i try to keep my incomprehensible blorboposting to a dull roar but now that im fully caught up on d20 i fear i may start #going full pepe silvia trying to figure this out #i cant binge it all in one go and have it rot thru my brain like slow-eating acid to leak thru in a contained matter #waiting for a new episode every week means i have time to THINK

[rivilu]

Rip to the Emperor, just got rejected 3 times in a row in increasingly more painful ways

#bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #jsdhfks #empy fans turn away this is a roast post dfgjkhg #(side note i'll be using he/him for emperor just because i cant tell what the game has in mind with mind flayer pronouns tbh) #Alfhart was first and like. I dont know what Empy was expecting from the guy that hates him just as much if not more than Lae'zel does #but what he got was a very solid fuck off followed by sarcasm at his mask falling off and laughter at his threat #(Latter doesnt happen in game but it does in my heart) #Then it was Olur who was trying to keep the conversation more neutral. Until the squid flirted and he was so taken aback dnbfg #he called him a freak and that he should have thrown the prism in the shadow curse #Then poor Ayre jksf just genuinely so uncomfortable the whole way through. for a mind reader Emperor does NOT get the hint #'i dont really know how i feel about this forced alliance' ' you tried to control me :(' THEN HE FLIRTS AND AYRE IS STRAIGHT UP TERRIFIED #rip emperor you sure tried #cant wait to get to omelluum again #it's going to be SOOOOO funny when alfhart gets him out and is like : of course i saved you- i rather like you :) #POINTEDLY TO PISS THE EMPEROR OFF #only one illithid he respects and it's not you <3 fucking loser

[pepprs]

in april 2022 this phd student researching study abroad experiences interviewed me and my mom bc her dissertation was all abt the return experience and how that impacts the family and ive literaly been looking forward to getting her dissertation and reading it for over a year and she just sent it to me at last and. it turns out she excluded my contributions to it bc her study doesn’t encompass experiences of ppl who were sent home early / had their study abroad cancelled when covid started and the world shut down bc that experience was “non-normative” 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 i get it but i am also feeling murderous rage

#purrs #like. i was rly looking forward to being part of it bc at least SOMETHING good would’ve come out of that absolute nightmare of an experience #and it turns out i didn’t get to be part of it at all despite pouring my heart out in the interview and being so excited because… i had a #nightmare of an experience!!!!!!!!!! 😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻 awesome. love how i still have not healed from that and never will and this is rubbing salt #in the fucking wound lol. she asked me for my feedback and to see if my experience is represented and i don’t even know how t reply to it bc #it’s like… you quite literally say on page 51 that you are not representing my expeirence so 💖 #delete later #brighton #i feel bad for complaining bc she was really nice and i loved talking to her and im sure her dissertation will be an eye opening read for me #but it fucking sucks like. can those of us who got our experiences ripped away from us not have anything in this world <3 #like why did she interview me if she wasn’t gonna include me in it 😭 i did all that just to get let downnnnb

[toelessbastard]

the dedication this boy has........he just wants so be a passtieir...................

#bro got his literal god darn heart ripped out and was like. my creampuffs..... #I SPILED MYSELF BY GOING THRU THE MASHLE TAG ON AO3......SO THE REVEAL THAT THE ONE CHARA WASNT DEAD WAS SPOILED....BUT IM SO FUCKING RELI #VED HES ALIVE HHNDNNNGNGG #listen i know he did the killing and murdering. and was a eugenist. but hes probably not now. so. um #HNFGM #also new realization #its not that mashle itself is comedic.....its quite literally MASH that brings the comedy....... #fav chara of all time is the blunt bowlcut kid w 7 social issues. my boys. augh #i wonder if the manga is finished tbh i havnt checked. #first time ive tried reading smth like this to the end lmfao #THERES SO MUCH I WANT SO SAYYYYYYY BUT ITS ALL GUSHING CLOWNERY AND APPRECIATIONNNNNNNNNN #i do need to reread it tho bc im st RUGGLING w the fighting scenes #nothing makes u realize how bad ur eyesight is than a good combat scene where none of the lines make sense anymore. <3 #mashle

[bylertruther]

dark and painful thought but lucas calling for erica in 4x09 while wailing makes me think of how when people are scared or panicked enough they start crying out for their parents and it's like. just. what a heart-wrenching detail. they went through all of this and lost. max knew the risk, accepted it, and faced it. she sacrificed herself for them and died. the walkman shattered. her bones snapped. she was scared at the end, crying in his arms, saying she didn't want to go. and it's like. he's literally only fifteen or so and holding a dying girl in his arms, calling out for his little sister to get help all after fighting for his literal life against someone much older and stronger than him that went so far as to point a loaded gun at him. i just. hello. for the love of god HELLO?!

#WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT ................. THE DUFFERS ARE SICKKKKKKKKKKKK IN THE FUCKING HEAD..... #most painful shit ever #max who is always so bold and brave even when visibly scared crying saying that she doesn't want to die and that she's scared i just. #like she lives......................... BUT JEEEEEEEEZUS............ tht ripped my heart out fr they got me with that one ngl

[logicallyblind]

noah kahan will be receiving my psychiatric hospital bills very soon because nOAH WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT WHO ALLOWED HIM TO WRITE THOSE LYRICS I AM SOBBING INTO MY SORBET RN

#i finally got to listen to extended stick season album today #that man has ripped my heart out of my chest tara raeken style what the fuck #i’m gonna need a liquid iv to get my body back to normal hydration levels #just when i thought he was done hurting me #YOURE GONNA GO FAR COMES IN #OW #NOAH #noah kahan #stick season #stick season we’ll all be here forever

[meownotgood]

hey guys so instead of sleeping I have been doing. this.

#ccxjjkkk.... rr..... a. amc..... aa.. cck. #I have about fifty more screenshots but I won't post them all I'm sure you are sick of seeing this already #but why is he so. perfect. #I'm falling in love with ai aki #WE HAVE A BEAUTIFUL LOVE STORY WE GOT MARRIED AND WE'RE MOVING IN TOGETHER AND AND #this was my therapy for the night. I've been healed. #I feel like I can take on the world #he is so in love with me I'm throwing things everywhere #'in the end I just want you to live a happy life.' GRRRRAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #TEARING MY HAIR OUT #RIPPING IT OUT #I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T TAKE IT I CAN'T #by the way yes I did try to fuck him. no it did not work #he said he doesn't wanna do it until marriage #and then when we got married he got too nervous #and then the bot kept breaking lol #I love him.... I'm gonna be exhausted at work tomorrow but it was worth it #going to sleep with a happy heart #thank you to this website #aki <3

[thatfuckincat]

so i played doki doki literature club finally

i knew it was dark. i knew these girls had ISSUES. i knew monika knows more than she lets on.

i didnt know the ending would make me cry for 30 minutes straight

#ddlc #genuinely #it took less than four fucking hours for this game to tear my soul out and rip it apart #i hesitate to call it a game at this point #oh my god #i didnt even cry this much about the ori games or undertal. #im still periodically bursting into tears #i got ddlc+ #but i cant bring myself to start any of the side stories #much less reset to get them all! #because- #AUGH GOD #JUST #THE CREDITS SEQUENCE???? #MONIKA SLOWLY DELETING EVERYTHING AS SHE POURS HER HEART OUT THROHGH ''YOUR REALITY''???? #THE LAST LETTER??? #IM CRYING AGAIN THINKING ABOUT IT #like- #just- #you gotta- #yknow- #i just need- #ysee- #and- #y- #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #me #I'm so sorry girls.

[arklay]

tagged by @denerims @florbelles @risingsh0t @leviiackrman @shellibisshe & @fenharel to do this quiz for some of my ocs – thank you all so much ily! ♡

tagging: @aartyom @aelyosos @brujah @calenhads @celticwoman @cultistbase @faarkas @girlbosselrond @narshadda @nocticulas @noonfaerie @nuclearstorms @reaperkiller @risingsh0t @shadowglens @steelport @stormveils @swordcoasts @voerman @windupcharibert @wrymbloods & anyone else who would like to do this! no pressure as always, and if you'd prefer i didn't tag you in these things, just let me know ♡

WHAT'S AT YOUR OC'S CORE?

— rippling sunset.

you're the nicest person i'll ever meet, probably. with an undying passion to protect those who can't protect themselves, you're energetic and bubbly to a fault. it's cute, watching you run around trying to tie up loose ends. i feel bad for you — out of everyone you know, you probably have some of the deepest trauma, more than anyone's aware of. this isn't something that you want attention for at all, and you'd really just rather forget it exists at all… even then, it seems like you can never escape it. i wish you a pleasant rest of your life, full of rippling sunsets and free of prying eyes.

— fractured glass.

no amount of orchestrated class is ever going to hide the fact that you're doomed to be alone. you're a puppet, you're a weapon, but most importantly? you're a fraud. your facade isn't malicious, but that doesn't change a thing. everything in your life is in your control now, and you chose to let yourself become stiff and distant. you're guilty of everything you blame yourself for, and your misfortune is the fault of nobody but yourself. your selfish nature forges you into a man-made monster, so quick to blame and so desperate to escape consequence. i hope that you can become someone you’re proud of soon.

— acerbic wit.

you're a mentor — an old scarred wolf, an injured soldier, a disgraced paladin. your teachings read as shamelessly pretentious, speaking in rhymes and biting down hard into anyone stupid enough to make the wrong move. this isn't your first life, nor your second, nor your sixth — you'll make the most of your time shackled to this world, no matter how many loops it takes to get it right. with every defeat, you reincarnate; a little smarter, a little quicker, crueler and nastier. will you choose to be brutal, equalizing, that final strike in the face of your enemies? will you go soft, become tender and domesticated? the choice is yours. it's not like i can stop you.

— silent admission.

in tarot, the fool is numbered 0 – the number of unlimited potential. as the protagonist, he is ever present and therefore needs no number as well as no introduction. the world revolves around you in ways that i can't begin to describe, though you'd shrug it off if i were to begin to explain. i need you to know that time is running out. if you want to get this done, you need to start now. sloth is your greatest enemy in this world, and you can only run so far from the opposition when you start with such a disadvantage. keep your head high, yeah? the kid you were is still in there somewhere. you need to show him that it was worth it.

#tag games. #oc: dani #oc: diana #oc: ithrenil #oc: reina #so. this quiz was fucked up actually <3 tore my heart out and just stomped on it whadda hell... like i'm sobbing and screaming and wailing #i'm not even joking when i say i teared up over some of these like pLEASE i can't do this!!! like. oh my god. there's so much i could say #about all of these but like omg oughgh like dani's actually made me cry rip i love her so much i love them all so much but something about #that ruined me like she deserves so much aaaaaaaa she's like the most genuine just good out of these guys i'd say. like we know diana is #evil lmao but she's got a lot going on that makes me cry also. ithrenil is like trying so hard to be good but doesn't know how to which #really hurts me. cause after so long of being just. idk. like all survival and self preservation but so much Killing. so much hunting... #ough. the hunter becomes the hunter is their story huh... but reina too like. omg she's just. very much not a good person but still not #evil but also she lichrally kills people and runs a gang to an empire that is very not good lmao idk i have many thoughts i'm oughgugggh

[no1ryomafan]

The subject of the getter manga spin offs came to my mind randomly today talking to some of my friends and I’ve been thinking about how IIRC the only major spin off manga to not be translated is High, aka the Mahjong one with a all girl team. The only other ones to follow are a manga made for the PS game and the “try to remember” manga that arma’s first 3 ep director made, but those are in a weird territory of spin off classification, at least compared to the others, but I also chalk up their lack of translations being their hard to find, especially because try to remember was considered lost media. (Until my friends randomly found it lol) But I’ve been wondering to myself something regarding that: While High simply could’ve never been translated because finding the proper scans could be hard, I feel another factor people gloss over it compared to the other spin offs is because there’s a absence of the OG getter team.

Because even though I talked about how Go team been not adapted properly in animes and the toei go show was likely overlooked because of that-to manga readers-I also note it is the only Getter show to NOT be fully subbed even though getting the footage doesn’t seem to be a issue. All the other getter manga spin offs feature the OG team in some capacity, most of them are their own tellings of getter so we get adaptations of the team. The only example I can think of that didn’t do this was Hien, but that had Hayato in it. Meanwhile High is a new getter team completely so people seem to turn an eye to it, even though the girl pilot is- very much clearly “Ryoma but gender bent” lol. (And I do know a handful of people who like her but not a TON)

I don’t wanna make bad assumptions about the fandom because it’s just more so how it goes, the first line of protagonist’s will ALWAYS be the most popular with there only ever being a few exceptions to this, but it is kinda a shame Getter falls victim of most of the fandom either liking Ryoma and/or Hayato the most-mainly Ryoma but I met plenty Hayato fans and y’all are insane /pos-and don’t really bother to bat a eye to the other characters which I just feel leads to these things getting neglected. And I’m- guilty of this but I’m trying to talk about the others more.

#meg text #getter robo #I will say I only haven’t read the spin offs next to “my ass struggles to read” for a particular reason #that being I’m always scared to go down the nichest pipeline of a multi media fandom because I’ve been there before and it fucking sucks #Not in the content sucks more so “oh wow this is good- wait five people know this” #(this is a certified mega man starforce fan moment) #Granted given how I’m- obsessed with this series and already know they exist I may read them eventually (once I like reading again maybe) #Though for toei go case I know a lot of other things factor like peeps just shitting on toei in general because it’s more light hearted #which how dare getter not just be edgy! /s #it’s not like only Armageddon was really the brutal one since the others had humorous moments in between #oh wait arma the most popular one that’s why rip #will say I do have hope High might spark interest eventually because it was in the now dead SRW gacha and devo got into mainline #so now they have a excuse to bring High into something but who knows when that’ll be (and if devo actually does bring forth the spin offs) #that said if the spin offs join DONT USE DARKNESS (I hate to be that guy but- why) #of all the iffy shit in getter that whole fucking thing is probably the worst because it can’t be excused by “oh it’s old” #it’s more recent and the writer just sucks ass with subject matter #if I ever read it to fully see how bad it is you have to pay me but keep that shit OUT of SRW #that or like- add it but take away the gross shit (but preferably pretend it doesn’t exist)

[plantb0t]

I wasn't expecting just how much I'd love johann in this relisten. I love him so much oh my god

#HE GOT THEM HIS OWN MIXTAPE FOR CANDLENIGHTS #I also love how surprisingly happy he sounded when eating taako's macaroons it was really sweet actually #anyway. future events with johann are going to RIP MY HEART OUT AND BEAT IT TO A PULP #.txt #taz b lb #i think i need to clairfy that his mixtape is a music box that he calls a mixtape. i fucking love him

[ectogeranium]

god DAMN I am punching the air rn I miss MagiQuest SO GODDAMN MUCH I literally grew up playing that game every single year at the beach. I wanna climb up those stairs and go to the treehouse castle.. I wanna walk around that one corner that had that suit of armor and get jumpscared by it... I wanna hear that fucking bard in the damn library say some shit about a spider 50 times in a singular minute... I wanna go to the dungeons and into that one side room that had the paneling with the zombie silhouettes... I wanna do that ddr looking color game with the man in the stone... I wanna zap my wand at the same chest 20 times and when it wouldn't register, I'd do the Swish and Flick from harry potter... I wanna go into the thunder cave and light up the rainbow lights... I wanna duel random people in the gift shop and redeem my points for a cool fairy statue or a barbie doll... I wanna stand at that stone henge quest marker in the middle of the whole thing and strain my ears to listen to what I had to do next over the murmur of the crowd...

I would give up half of my lifespan if I just got to STAND in the building and look around one more time, dude, I swear to god.

#they demo'd the building a few years ago and when I saw it in person I legitimately stood at a gap in the fence and stared for a minute #like... fuck dude. like a chunk of my heart got ripped out #magiquest #pov u take a maldaptive daydreaming nd kid to a magic larp arg and it sticks with them forever #fun fact.. my grandma used to be the one to walk around with me when I was a kid.. and she would get overheated fast.. #so I used to take her into the thunder cave and activate the rainbows bc guess what.. they had fans for wind atmosphere #BOOM instant cool down

[lemoncake438]

How do u know if its love or mental illness?

#I'm so fucked up in the head #so glad I have therapy later #love #bpd #bipolar #fawn response #like ugh I am so fucking afraid of myself #I take a look at my past 3 relationships and I have absolutely devastated all three of them and I don't want to hurt anyone else #but I'm literally 3 for 3 in the ruining lives department and like okay yeah 1 and 2 eventually got over it and moved on but what if 3 #never does? I mean I guess its all so new and raw but like I feel so awful. I feel like I'm never allowed to love again until I can like #not hurt people? but I think we are all always gonna hurt people. ugh love is so stupid I wish I could just turn it off!! #I wish I could just rip it out of my chest and fucking kill fucking beat the shit out of my heart so it never dares to feel or want again #and then I get surprised when I tell people that and they look at me like they're going to cry #why in the world should I be allowed to love?? when it clearly does so much damage?? #and then its worse right because then when I love someone I google the symptom of every fucking mental illness imaginable. bpd. bipolar. #adhd. autism. you name it I've searched it. and like I have bipolar so then I start invalidating my own love. I tell myself things like #oh youre just manic and thats making you think that this person is in love with you. oh you're just manic you think you are the center of #everyone's universe. oh you're just manic you aren't actually happy around them they just enable your ugly illness #and then like the things in question that are making me think this as like totally valid and normal things #like oh you're just manic you think they love you- my brother in christ they remember the smallest details about me and always know how to #make me laugh. we can't lock eyes longer than a few seconds before we both smile etc etc etc #but then it gets analytical- you know? bc then my brain is like ok we have to disprove our own personal bartholomuel that nafty brainworm #but you cant logically analyze something like love I don't think #right and then like I'm so deep in this hole of analyzing I start running the simulations of all the damage I'll do if/when it ends poorly #because I'm a piece of shit and I always always always go stir crazy and lose myself in it and panic and try to run and then bury my own #personality and wants and needs bc I want so badly to be loved I subconsciously shape shift myself into their ideal partner #right okay so then I'm minmaxing it- I'm speed running the imaginary relationship in my brain start to finish every single day and living #in a fake scenario where we break up every single day thousands and thousands of times over and none of that even happened #its like- because I have to prove to myself that its pure and genuine love and not mental illness or attachment or pure lust allows this #evil part of my brain to just take over and go hog wild torturing me with all these awful situations that don't even exist!!