#Liam edition lol

[withacapitalp]

Hehehe sappy New Years post today bc yesterday did not go the way I expected. It’s still the new year day!!!

But God I do not know how to explain 2022. 

My favorite word is dichotomy. For a lot of reasons, but also because I feel like it describes my life a lot. Because 2022 was the best and worst year of my life so far. I got to teach the most amazing group of children I have ever met, and did well enough that they’re personally asking me to come back and teach there, I wrote my thesis, worked three jobs, managed to graduate on time with a double major no one had ever attempted at my college, all the while interning and volunteering on the side and going to conferences to speak about my research. 

And the entire time- as I genuinely, honestly, loved every minute- I was spiraling inside. 

It was so bizarre to me, all of the bad stuff was over, everything should have been good. Only the most amazing things were coming my way, things most people dream about getting in their lives, and I was so upset I couldn’t breathe some days. In my criminally logical brain I couldn’t understand why I was fine through everything bad, but now that things were good I really wasn’t okay. 

That’s the thing. When you’ve lived in survival mode for fifteen of the twenty one years of your life, you don’t realize the crash that comes from finally escaping the thing that was trying to kill you. I’d spent so long just getting by, that I had no idea how to live now that I had the chance. I was trying, and doing pretty well, but it just felt so…broken for lack of a better term. 

But I kept with it. I loved when I could, and I healed whatever was possible to heal.

Which brings me to August, which brings me to Stranger Things, which brings me to one of the most amazing groups of people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. Friends, Confidants, Creators, Inventors…Everything. Not only did I get a reinvigorated love for my writing, but I also got just the most lovely people in the whole world. At the risk of being too sappy, something that is more valuable to me than even my writing. People who slid into my life like they had always meant to be there, who understood me in ways I never expected to be understood. 

I don’t know how to explain the absolute insanity for me of jumping into a server, having them all be on talking so fast my head was spinning, mildly considering just running for the hills bc how was I going to fit into a group that was already working so well together??, then saying fuck it and just giving them me exactly as I was, only to find they actually really liked that person, and I found that I did too. 

Love is a weird concept for a lot of people, they think it has to be something deep and sacred. I just think it’s a gut instinct kind of pull, if it's deep, it's deep, if it isn't, it's still valid and true, and I haven’t met a person in this fandom who hasn’t had that same kind of pull for me. 

From the people I’ve talked to once, to the ones I talk to every day, to the ones I don’t talk to at all who just hang out in my notes and sometimes leave tags on their reblogs (Yes I see you! I know you all by name and I get excited when I see its you in my notifications). From the people who comment on all my stories, to the ones who I see every day on my daily drabbles….I dunno it’s just really interesting to feel valued and not immediately want to shy away from that. 

My New Years resolution as always is to be more in connection with people so! If you’ve ever had the urge to talk to me pls don’t hesitate to reach out. I generally dont bite, and I tend to be an okay person haha! 

Anyway my sappy post has gotten as sappy and indulgent as I should let it be. Suffice to say that messed up kid I was in January, the one who had no clue what was coming and was afraid to hope for better, well he was finally able to let down his guard a little, and look what the universe had planned! I hate to say it, because it feels like a jinx, but I think ’23 is gonna be our year :D I'm knocking on wood aggressively as I type this, so hopefully that's enough

Tagging my mutuals/people who always make me so happy to see bc hey we all are and if y’all are being mushy I will also get to be mushy. I am sorry if I didn’t tag you it is not a ‘I don’t care’ and more a ‘I got five hours of sleep after being at the hospital for literally the entire night’ Love you guys!!!! 

 @stevethehairington @henderdads @thefreakandthehair @strawberryspence @gothbat99 @steddieassheg0es @riality-check @hexmionegranger @reindeerrobin @rougenancy @eddieunbanished @bonitabreezy @horsegirleddiemunson @maxinemaxmayfield @ruthofrhythm @willowworkswithwords @h0n3y-dw @marshmellowpaint @silverysnake @lizisodd @thelastwalkingsoul @aringofsalt @babyboyargyle @flowercrowngods @manda-panda-monium 

#sappy New Years post #Liam edition lol #anyways I love you all to death #I think Lex was the first one to do this? #Which tracks bc she usually starts the train of amazing #but I just felt like hey gratitude time! #not stranger things #Liam speaks up

[ryuusea]

💐 / sherliam, flower language

when married to a guy whose mind palace only stores flowers with poison/medicinal value

I recently got a book, “Floriography: An Illustrated Guide to Victorian Language of Flowers” and it was fun applying it here! I imagine Liam knows Sherly doesn’t really bother to remember flower language, so incorporates Sherly’s knowledge of poisons/medicinal herbs for the fun of it!

#if liam wants flowers I imagine he also wants Sherly to have some fun with them too lol #imagine their apartment like some flowers on display at the window but then you see some ground up or in chemistry glasses #also imagine liam putting together the most unconventional bouquets with poisonous plants but most interesting meanings #btw one last note #cornflower + honeysuckle = true devotion to a loved one #yuukoku no moriarty #moriarty the patriot #sherliam #liam james moriarty #ynm sherlock Holmes #language of flowers #flower language #EDIT orz I just noticed I forgot to color in one lapel on sherly #I crossposted everywhere already too lazy to re upload

[nomilkinmyteaplease]

Liam Garrigan as the man with a mysterious past in Belgravia: The Next Chapter

#liam garrigan #sauna jopson #the terror #the terror cast #the terror actors #belgravia the next chapter #drama edit #my edits #my stuff #those subtle looks #ok I think Im getting a gist of what his secret is lol

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

not a lot, just forever

#tw: 2x11 (suicide attempt) #lol i also edited debbie with this but i’ve improved a lot since then #also get it- sewn together😹😹😹😹😹so funny #shameless #monica gallagher #frank gallagher #fiona gallagher #lip gallagher #ian gallagher #debbie gallagher #carl gallagher #liam gallagher shameless #carl and liam weren’t in this enough- maybe thats for the best tho

[finncakes]

now that one of the conversations i invented 50 versions of has actually happened...if i think hard enough about it they will kiss. autism powers.

#ashrym #not tagging the main tag cause idk bro #but literally mentally was like 'would if ashton checked on orym. would they notice orym isn't doing good and check on him.' #and look what happened. autism powers...engage: make those guys do some really homosexual shit #one day orym will kiss ashton on the forehead/cheek i know it i know it in my heart #i know everyone is excited abt m 9 reuinion. i watched a little bit but i am sorry i guess b ells he lls is my fave group. #the way i got :DDDDDD hearing travis immitate chet and liam reference orym #i am. insane abt them. #anyway posting this and IMMIDIATELY covering it with other stuff LOL #edit: happy to inform that i have been doing my part thinking abt them 100 years. 50000 different confessions. thinking so hard abt it.

[violetfaust]

So so sooooo funny to see one (1) person tagging that post I just reblogged (“big fan of characters not getting to die but having to face consequences they never thought they’d have to”) with Killykins Jones of all people.

Because that worthless sumbitch never had to actually change or face ANY consequences for his lifetime(s) of evil. He simply declared himself a hero and chose not to murder in order to get some tail, and was instantly forgiven all by characters including (but not limited to) his future wife, his stepson, ALL his in-laws, his stepson’s mother, the stepson he abandoned, the brother he got killed, the brother he abandoned, his girl bestie, his therapist, and TWO mermaids.

#lol at people pretending Killy ever had an arc #among whom I include kitsis btw #anti-hook #just like the good ol’ days #anyway the post was about #rumplestiltskin #severus snape #and castiel #(cas being an example of a character who both did #and didn’t exemplify the quote #he came back from the dead and had to deal with his war crimes #but stayed dead and never had to face the consequences of a love confession #op #edit: on reflection I don’t think Killy was actually responsible in any way for Liam I’s death #but it makes the list funnier so he stays in

[aestherien-moved]

little au in which Bryce and Liam are long lost childhood friends

#dont let this get too popular this kind of. embarasses me lol #not meant to be sodapack but you can interpret it as such if u wanna #✏️. rie's scraps #hfjone #hfjone liam #hfjone backpack #hfjone bryce #hfjone soda bottle #edit // jk im not embarrassed anymore go ape

[anxiouslarriesstuff]

happy valentine's day

#my shit #harry styles #louis tomlinson #lol #zayn malik #liam payne #niall horan #harry edits #louis edits

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

bruh who made his eyes blue lol

#or is my screen just weird? hfkdsfld #also hiii hawke twins ily <33 #laya plays dragon age #my ocs #oc: liam hawke #edit: oh actually it might be cus the eye colour order got changed thru mods? #its an old save (easier than recreating him in cc and also i get to skip the intro combat lol) so the colours mightve gotten mixed up #everything else seems fine tho

[marcelsdavina]

let’s have an adventure

head in the clouds but my gravity centered

touch my neck and i’ll touch yours

you in those little high waisted shorts

#partially inspired by dylan and muay thai #tw #i tried #this was different for me #trans liam dunbar #pan theo raeken #stiles doesn’t make an appearance here #teen wolf #thiam #thiam edit #thiam moodboard #theo raeken moodboard #liam dunbar moodboard #femboy liam dunbar #dylan sprayberry #cody christian #this took me an embarrassingly long time #pls dont flop #actually funny bc i almost bought that teddy hoodie lol #it’s like cute but also ridiculous at the same time #liam has quirky clothes #and ear piercings bc i’ve never really seen people bring it up in fics #oh! and glasses in this one

[amplexadversary]

Holy shit

Just taking control of the headless body like that huh?

...

I need to hear all the anime jokes people have about this episode.

Telescope Toppling AeorMaton?

Trojan Trickery Grandmaster Letters?

Has Sam even heard of Gainax? Surely he’s been exposed to super robot stuff through his job, right?

#I'll have to look that up #CR3 #CR3-51 #critical role #critical role spoilers #FCG #Lol Ashley has played Bioshock #fuck she might have been IN bioshock for all I know #Liam was definitely in Bioshock #so was Laura #I know there is at least one weeb in the cast but the same weeb #probably considers stuff like TTGL beneath their attention. #EDIT: fucking hell Sam was IN Gurren Lagann #not that I would know the version I saw was the sub

[baylardo]

she was teaching peppa how to knit which was heckgign RHGRHRGRH CUTE

AND AND AND WITHOUT ME PROMPTING SHE CROSS STITCHED A PUMPKIN WHILE SHES PR*GNANT I HATE IT HERE SO MUCH SKJSDHFJKDSHFDK

#liam came out all pasty white and bad LOL cant edit him in infant stage SIGH #Gamelard

[bunni-edits-and-stuff]

YOU ARE SO REAL FOR LIKING DAMIEN HES SO explodes I LOV EHIM - holly *im the dude who sent the monster prom thing in lole*

yep!! he is just one of the most characters to ever imo, he's always so enjoyable <3

#holly anon #not an edit #loved him ever since i played the first game lol #though liam is number one in my heart <3

[musicallyiinclined]

@erstwhles ❤ just because~

#erstwhles #the (w)right one for me; liam #more than just a dream; raleigh #;home is a person; #( just some edits i've had on my phone #and wanted to finally post! ^_^ ) #( also rip to the b's having a 71 #unless they got a new one and i missed it lol )

[colealexart]

story time! i met the cr cast this past weekend at mcm london and they were the kindest people imaginable, but my interaction with laura and marisha was just. incomprehensibly sweet and the best thing to ever happen to me.

first up was laura. my friends izzy (@wvearp) and abby (@overnighttosunflowers) went before me in the queue and they got my art signed by her. when they did, she said “oh, best art” and they told her that they were here with the artist. she immediately was like “what?! where?!” and started looking around frantically. i was standing just to the side and i waved awkwardly and she was like “NO WAY! YOU!! i favourite this shit on twitter ALL THE TIME!” which i find hilarious because yeah, i freak out a little every time she does.

when it got to my turn, i said hello and asked her how she was doing. she did not answer my question and instead said “cole, are you kidding me? these are gorgeous” about the two prints i handed to her. (the one pictured and a different one i got signed.) she said she remembers seeing this after the episode aired and i was like “yeah, it airs at 3am here so i drew this in a frantic, sleep deprived stupor at 7am” and she said “you did it so fast, i remember! i sent it to marisha! people are SO QUICK with the fanart, you guys are insane.”

after she signed the print, she held onto it for a moment and just sat and admired it, before looking at me with the BIGGEST smile and saying “you are seriously the best. thank you.” and i don’t know how to handle sincerity so i handed her the dice i got for her. she was so excited about them and immediately rolled the d20 and got a 10 (edit: i misremembered, she got a 3 lol). i then asked if we could play rollies and she beat me. i got a 5 and laura got a 7. i said i’m sorry they’re not rolling well and she was like “it’s fine, they just need charging up!”

i also got a selfie too, but the guy helping her at the table took the photo for us instead of me trying to take it because i suck at taking selfies. she gave me a really tight side hug and when it was done, she thanked me again with the biggest smile.

i also didnt realize until afterwards but instead of writing a character quote, laura wrote “you are everything” on my autograph 😭

next was the group photo op. as we walked up i said hi again to laura and she immediately recognized me from before. she grabbed onto my shoulders and literally spun me around to marisha and was frantically saying “marisha marisha, this is the person that does the amazing imodna art!” but there was a lot going on and marisha was looking at me with the most bewildered expression, until she eventually understood what laura was saying but we had to rush to take the photo. laura held onto my arm and marisha leaned against me and i didn’t realize until afterwards but liam and tal also had their hands on my shoulders lol. it was A Lot. i told marisha i would probably be heading to her autograph queue next so i’d see her there and she was like “awesome, i cant wait!”

so after that, i met marisha. i was probably the most nervous to meet her because she’s just so cool and intimidating but in reality she is just so warm and has such a calming presence about her. she was like “cole, good to see you again!” and i handed her the same imodna print that i had laura sign. she said “ohh, aww this is amazing! this is what laura was talking about, i was so confused!”

then we talked a bit about the live show because her voice was hoarse and i asked her how she was feeling. she said it was just her voice that was gone, but we agreed that it was absolutely worth it because the live show was incredible. i also congratulated her on the how do you wanna do this, then gave her the dice i got for her and we played rollies too. we both got an 18 at first and when we rerolled, she beat me with another 18 to my 16. then she was like “oh these roll really well, i’m definitely gonna use these!”

we took our photo together and afterwards she said “thank you for your art and everything. seriously, you’re so talented” while rubbing my shoulder, and then i headed off to join ashley’s queue.

i’m probably gonna make a separate post about meeting ashley and sam. i just wanted to write this down mostly to immortalize on my blog. i expected them to be kind but i did NOT expect to feel so loved and appreciated. laura was about as excited as i was, and made me feel so special. (this is also a pretty small thing but i dont think i pass very well, so the fact that laura said ‘person’ and didn’t misgender me meant a hell of a lot too.)

i did bring extra prints to give to them as a gift but was overwhelmed and forgot lol

anyway, that’s it! for anyone wondering if the critical role cast are as kind in person as they seem online, they absolutely are and then some. i’ll never forget this past week.

#laura bailey #marisha ray #critical role #imodna #yes i cried a little while writing this out #they just make me so HAPPY

[meowrette-archived]

🎉🎉🎉🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIO!!!!!!!!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIO!!!!!!!!!! its ur special day today :3 so i would like to give u a silly little present ... i hope u like it :3 i wanted to also write a note so pls read it under the cut ,,,, ^_^

i would like to say thank u SOOSOSOS much for inspiring me, to run this blog, to ever start this, to make hundreds of graphics and layouts for other people YOU were the one who inspired me, and even tho it may have not seemed a lot to u thank u for making those liam graphics, i was that anon and i was so excited when i saw those graphics that finally an edit blog WAS. FINALLY. WILLING TO DO MY REQUEST i was ecstatic that day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then i looked up to you i wanted to be just like you ,,, u were like my idol at the time

i was also so happy when i opened my tumblr messages and u were the only one there wanting to talk to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so excited to talk to you and its always a lot of fun talking to u!!!!!!!! thank u for that too, i really struggled finding people on tumblr who wanted to talk to me via messages since i refuse to sign up for discord LOL

this seems like a lot even tho we dont really know eachother that well so i hope ur not like weirded out by this LOL

but ,,, thank u so much for pushing me forward to make this blog and always being nice and friendly towards me

have an amazing birthday kio !!!!!! ^_^

#⸺ ♡ edits #do not use kin/id/me tags for mizuki #nf2u #rentry resources #rentry inspo #rentry #rentry gif #rentry.co #rentry graphics #rentry template #messy layouts #rentry requests #mizuki akiyama #mizuki pjsk #happy birthday #mizuki pjsekai #tumblr layouts #kpop layouts #twitter layouts #bts layouts #blending #gg layouts #headers #gfx #typography #packs