#Kinda scared to put this out there

[redkehlchen]

Thinking about them…. My OCs…

Listen, being aromantic when everyone is telling you that you will fall in love one day and not knowing that NOT falling in love is also an option is the most confusing thing ever!!!

Anyways…. I don‘t know if I will ever actually do a comic for this, or write the whole thing… but I always complain that there are no aromantic characters in media, so I guess I will just have to put my characters out there myself!

Also bonus Fritz:

#Kinda scared to put this out there #but here we go… #the tag for red‘s ocs.. the ocs of red … the original characters created by red #fritz my beloved #aromantic

[infamous-if]

okay but most important question……. did seven bin the letter after the break up 😭

no it's written in their journal (the same one sev was writing in during the night bus scene giggles)

#inbox #seven lawless #sev had no intention of ever giving it to MC #it was just a way to let it all out yk #too scared #also yes sev's journal is thick #they put everything in there #even if they write in another page outside the journal #they stick it in there #kinda sweet #its been years but... #they're too attached #I think they'd rather walk around with a journal spilling papers everywhere #rather then just...getting one new #but they also have like #others for less serious stuff #I really love the their Journal lore #this is Unimportant information #im rambling now

[yumedoca]

Was supposed to be drawing today but stuff happened and now I'm not in the mood so I guess I'll be watching UY movie 5..

#stuff refers to the monthly torture aka periods #i woke up to the worst pain ive had in a long time #it was so bad i had to take painkillers which i dont usually do #because of that im fine now but im scared about the situation once it wears off #oh right and because of usual mood swings i had an entire dilemma in the morning which basically went like 'WHY DOES GOD HATE WOMEN?' #« this is kinda funny now that im better but the statement still stands #im sorry but i needed to get this out of my system #wouldve put it in the actual post but im too embarassed..

[tired-demonspawn]

i struggle a lot with deviating from the original design when doing fanart because i fear the character won't be recognisable anymore if i dare change the colours here and there

i think its a damn shame since i see all the cool spins on character designs and think "man, i could do that"

so here's my two little thinkin pieces on me, yknow, doing that, with alastor :)

i might actually make the final one into like... a thing??? but don't count on it, my attention span is abysmal.

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #alastor the radio demon #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor #my art #digital art #the 'hate it' above the second version refers to me hating that particular version not the features or clothes i used in it #i simply hate how it came together #i could theoretically also be persuaded into drawing this version shirtless #theoretically #at least a few people would have to very enthusiastically want it #i am too scared to put a number on it else the number be fulfilled and i be pressured #anyway like how it turned out #im thinkin hes kinda like mimzy as in he looks basically like before he died with a few notable changes in a) colour pallette #b) aditional physical features and c) changed physical features #like im imaginin other than his teeth bein sharper and mouth wider its his jaw too #its longer its sharper it was made to only smile #his nose a bit too thin much like the rest of him #yknow cool shit like that #(had to end my near book like description silly else it would make it seem like god forbid im a more serious person)

[orcelito]

Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍

#speculation nation #i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies 😭😭😭 #but i am craving my grandma's pumpkin pies... i gotta bake them myself if i want them rn... #see the thing is ive previously bought pre-baked like. graham crusts #but i was like 'that crust sucks lets get a different thing' #so i got tbis dough shit that i put into pans. the box said to bake it. and so i was like ok cool #then as they were in the oven i looked at the pumpkin pie recipe for starting the filling #and then saw that it says 'unbaked shells' and so 😥😥😥😥 #but too late now and it worked fine with the graham. and well. the filling is what i care about the most. #the crusts are just an excuse for having pie filling. #anyways i did set off the alarm. i think it's bc the oven was on so hot #the box says 450 which is hotter than i ever usually do. the pies themselves ask for 350 #so well i turned the oven off and i have the microwave fan running #which oh yeah the fucking handle to my microwave fucking broke. it fucking broke. #i think i'll duct tape it or smth lol. microwave itself works fine still. and i dont want people in my apartment. #it's just the bottom part but it sure did just. splinter off. that shit is Broke broke. #and i scared the shit outta my cats And me with that damned alarm. and now i am just waiting. #calming down some. chilling the crusts. soon i will resume making the pie filling. #it's not like it even takes much time i am just. Nervous now. #i wanna let the oven cool off more b4 i have it going for like 45 mins lol #the crusts are kinda ugly. one of them is inflated on the bottom. these pies r going to be disasters. #so long as they still taste good......thats what i care about the most... #maybe my crusts will end up nuclear... if that happens tho ill just eat the filling out of the crust... its fine... ill be fine... #😭😭😭😭😭😭 why is everything so hard

[sunstainedpages]

IT'S HERE!!!! I HAVE IT!! THE NEW EMILY WILDE BOOK!!!!

I'm so fucking excited!!!

^ actually me

#did I let out an inhuman noise when I opened the package and saw what it was #yes yes I did #I'm so excited but also slightly scared because I already love Emily and Wendell so much and what if it isn't as good as the first one #but also I'm not going to let myself put it off too long because otherwise I'll overthink it too much and won't read it #AND IM SO EXCITED #ITS HERE #I HAVE IT #I GET TO READ ABOUT MY LOVES AGAIN #just know that if Wendell calls Emily 'my dear dragon' again I will be an absolute mess #completely intolerable (I'm already kinda intolerable but even more so) #and I'll never shut up about it #anyway I will shut up now but I'm just so happy to have this book #actually one more thing the cover is so pretty and green and pretty #emily wilde’s encyclopaedia of faeries #emily wilde's map of the otherlands #emily wilde #books & reading

[tired-and-swaggy]

wait why did everyone else hate the end of sex education I didn’t think it was that bad actually

#I’m personally glad they didn’t put Eric and Adam together that’s what I thought would happen and I was scared #and I kinda like that Maeve and Otis weren’t together either cause i mean it shows all things don’t need to work out perfect to be importan #and I loved everything about Eric this season so no complaints tbh #sex education netflix #sex education s4

[vex-posts]

Any Ninjago and MLP enjoyers?

#lego ninjago #my little pony #lego ninjago lloyd #mlp lego ninjago crossover #my au has been consuming my mind #i need to put this somewhere or i will explode #once again scared to post any art #but im actually proud of this little guy #and if thats growth then it'll take it #lemme know if there are any friends out there who enjoy this kinda shiz cuz i have more #ignore the lack of cutie mark i totally forgot #lol woops #vexposts

[front-facing-pokemon]

#duskull #lest we forget that duskull only has one eye that just goes in the middle of their face and they move it around to get a view #so of course when ffp'd they're gonna look like a gyroid #gyroids scared me so much as a kid. not like the concept of them but remember in the original animal crossing when you didn't save #and resetti came out to yell at you or whatever. he would turn you into a gyroid #yeah. THAT scared me to DEATH. the way that it looked. every time it happened. but i was always kinda like… okay. if you can note down the #fact that i did not save. then that means you knew i played the game. and you knew i did it without saving. so why. did you not just #autosave for me. obvi animal crossing has autosave now and it's nice but it kinda puts resetti out of a job. except for like. rescues i gues #wow… resetti joined a rescue team… he's gonna save the world…. #this is irrelevant. duskull! the guy who runs the bank in treasure town. trust *this* guy with your hard-earned money from that dungeon #in fairness to him he usually does take pretty good care of it. although him being an unevolved form of dusknoir made me not really trust #him very much when i first played pmdeos. aaaaanywaaaaayyy

[herebecritters]

Please understand that, more often than not, works of fiction are a fictional exploration of concepts and ideas rather than a declaration of morality

#there’s a difference between fiction that condones disgusting things and one that’s breaking them apart and analyzing them through fiction #reading comprehension and understanding context is important YALL #please I beg learn how to separate fiction from reality folks #every so often I’ll see people making WILD claims about a person because they wrote a complex and flawed character #most of the people I know who enjoy exploring dark and questionable themes in their work are the kindest and most selfless people I know #while the people who sit atop a pedestal and judge every aspect of a stranger that they don’t know turn out to be the most selfish and vile #i should not be scared to write a story about morally questionable characters finding humanity #but yet here we are #Ive seen this kinda stuff do more harm than good too many times #sorry to post a hot take #just good lord I’m old I’ve seen this shit too many times #stop eating each other #you will see conflict and dark themes in my stories #if you cant handle messy themes in fiction please feel free to unfollow or block me for your own mental well-being #I’m sure I’ll regret posting this later but just putting it out there #hate being reminded that as a creator strangers are staring at you and making horrifying assumptions about who you are as a person

[reineydraws]

summary of art 2023! here are some of my fave (non-zine) pieces from every month this year :) i'm most happy with the way my digital colouring process has improved from last year 🎉 it's easier now to make things look less flat after some tricks i picked up and practiced throughout the year ✨️✨️

thank you for all your support! it's always a pleasure and a delight to see your tags and comments in my notes. it really picked me up this year when i needed it. :')💖 let's all have a great 2024!

pieces: jan / feb / mar / apr / may / jun / jul / aug / sep / oct / nov / dec

#art summary #summary of art #demon slayer #batfamily #one piece #newsies #stranger things #kny #spot me going through my phases haha :') batfamily > renkaza > mishanks #fr tho this year's kinda scared me and im still dealing but it was always nice to open the app and see the enthusiasm for my art #thanks yall 💖💖💖 #i wish i could add my zine pieces to this cuz im really proud of them :') #i couldve added the six au batfamily one but i also realized i have no idea what month id put it in lol #i finished it in apr but i posted it in dec 😅 #so i decided to just. not. lol. but im proud of it!!! #the figure skating mihawk one was a surprise for me. i didnt expect it to turn out so good. #it was a rough sketch i only coloured cuz i coloured shanks's and then it felt like i was being unfair to mihawk hahaha #but the shading + the bg turned out really nice

[betweenblackberrybranches]

So uh

Im still a lot less active rn because i just dont feel so great but whenever i do draw something i will keep posting it because it doesnt take too much energy. Ill just probably interact less?

And that is frustrating because i do wanna interact with all of you and i do wanna answer so many asks i have gotten and i do wanna reblog a lot of others art with a buttload of tags to say how cool what they make is but it is just too much rn.

So yea im not as active until i slowly feel better again and also yay hanahaki comic later today (im gonna warn you i have a very loose grasp on hanahaki)

#i ramble #i know i shouldnt feel bad but i do kinda because i want in on all the fun yall are having out here but im just too mentally exhausted to #well just imagine me as some little rat like creature living in the thorny blackberry bushes #hiding rn because im scared of all the humans walking by outside #and sometimes i come out to put the art out there and immidiatly go back into hiding #will try to talk to you though if you come to my dms im just not gonna be as energetic ... and im not that energetic in the first place so #i keep overwhelming myself by thinking i should reblogg all the art others are making and then i reblog non of it and feel bad about it #sometimes im just a little dumb like that

[theswedishpajas]

Finally drew the boios 👁👁

#my art stuff #digital art #comic book #comic book style #beetlejuice #toonjuice #posijuice #negajuice #I’ve been having a lot of pressure on my shoulders about what my art looks like since the take the L thing #but I’m really happy with this piece and that’s really important to me rn #i know this kinda style isn’t anything new with me and I’m very good at it #but the fact I made something and really liked it in general #no matter my experience in art #just makes me so happy and relieved #I used to do commissions and pushed myself to go iver and beyond with my art in general for such a long time #it drained the joy out of it for me and I found myself unable to enjoy what I was making #(which has always been a very self-centric activity and a way to express myself) #so once it became about others it just broke down around me #and I was getting really scared this new surge of notes was gonna put me back there #but me finishing this piece and LOVING it shows I’ll still be okay #so this is probably always gonna be a very important piece of art to me

[empressofthelibrary]

Well, today was absolutely rotten, but food does make me feel less like exploding from the stress and disappointment. I'm never gonna not be mad that self-maintenance actually, y'know, works.

But I can be mad and grateful at the same time. I'm complicated like that.

#my district manager is coming in tomorrow to help with an event and the store is being left to me -- #a baby manager with three weeks of experience -- and the dumbass who was hired before me and SHOULD be better at this than i am and YET... #he's been doing SLIGHTLY better this past week than he has been but. jesus wept. he's barely competent. #and if he doesn't shape up i'm gonna ship him out myself #in a box. fold him up with the transfers. he's someone else's problem now. #but I'M the opening manager tomorrow so I'M probably the one who's gonna be working with the DM the most #and i am. so nervous. and maybe even kinda scared? #like. i don't wanna screw this up and let people down. but i know if i put too much pressure on myself i'm gonna collapse. #so i'm kinda wallking a tightrope here and that is also kinda stressing me out #because am i worrying the right amount of worry #which is BLATANTLY overthinking things and I Should Stop That and Go To Bed

[dont-offend-the-bees]

Shit bro first hormone appointment in two days hold my hand

#am excited and scared #idk how honest i should be really #and idk what the guy's like #and I'm excited from a personal standpoint (holy shit yes hormones finally) #but scared/worried from a yknow. societal standpoint. #doing this in 2023 on terf island probably isn't the best move #and idk it's kinda daunting when i could write a laundry list of cons #and the pros list basically just amounts to 'makes me happy c:' #but like. i guess that's transition in a nutshell right? #we don't do this shit bc it's easy #if i could be content with the easy option (i.e. present as cis) #i would do that #bc i fucking hate expending any effort for anything abjsjdjfjdjjsd #aaaaaaa. two days to go. #might all be moot ig. they might reject me out of hand #and if they don't there's a good chance they'll reject me at the second appointment bc of my health #but yeah excited and scared is how I'd put it #but i simply don't think I'll ever know for certain that this is what i need until i try it #because i can second guess/talk myself out of ANYTHING. no joke. #and I'm soooo fucking. tired of being that bitch who's always waiting for shit to happen. #or waiting for the perfect time or whatever #waiting and thinking and waiting and thinking it's all i dooooooo #i need to get out of my fucking head #and i need to do fucking Something that deters perfect strangers from clocking me as female within seconds of knowing me #despite how fucking bewildering that feels to me as like. a soft masc presenting individual. who really doesn't get where they got that from #anyway its not with the gic but it is on the nhs #it's an appt with a local endocrinologist #so if anyone else has been prescribed hormones that way and has any advice/insight on how this appointment might play out dm me lmao #mr. bees speaks

[callme-adam-iguess]

Yeah. Kinda making my own Mandela au I suppose. But make it more of a survival horror thing. And also I'm pretty sure the things accused of Alex Kister were fake since theirs a lot of evidence.

(like the dates didn't match up, misgendering Alex I think, the person who posted it made a tumbler post but deleted it and such. I feel bad for everyone personally)

Makes sense! Have fun with yer AU and OCS :D

#and oh. still.. I'm kinda scared if it turns out real. yk? #also had no clue in that other stuff ty :) #i was planning on making the gang from my old au into OCs instead of. well. putting them in the trash