#If I can help it

[onejellyfishplease]

Oooh I wonder why April’s looking for that?

Anyway, just another little au to add to my collection. Imma call this one: Switch and Twist

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#drawing April for like the first time in a while #people are hard #and noses? #hate #why are they so weird #anyways #asks are welcome lol #I don’t think this one will have much of a linear story #if I can help it #and suppress my urge to lay everything out in a consistent timeline #Switch and Twist #rottmnt #rottmnt au #rottmnt April

[cocoabubbelle]

To the peeps still waiting on the SCOGUE-Tember and/or just SCOGUE content in general (so so so so sorry!!!)

#shenanigans #x men evolution #xmen evolution #scott x rogue #scogue #rogue x scott #cyclops x rogue #otp: sensory deprivation #rogue x cyclops #anna marie x scott #burnout is a real pain y’all #and I feel bad for being behind #but I also want to give good content #but sometimes that means biting the bullet and letting perfectionism go from time to time i guess #i know the pain of following a blogger and not receiving any content that you follow them for and I don’t want to have that reputation #if i can help it #😭😭😭 #scott x anna marie #cyclops x anna marie #anna marie x cyclops #scogue-tember #don’t get me started #on my scooby doo followers #who are probably wondering i lost interest in the fandom by now #spoiler: I HAVEN’T I PROMISE!!! #so sorry and thanks for still being here if you are!!!! #🤗

[ireallydolikeyou2]

is someone going to pull me in close, and slow dance with me (if only for a brief moment), anytime again, soon ?!? or must i continue to do everything by myself ...?

#i promise i won't step on your feet #if i can help it

[masked-alien-lesbian]

Stardew Valley Farmer x Penny

Oops....I'm on my Stardew Valley bs again. I just love Penny so much! So meet Ren, my farmer girl with her best friend Apollo and her girlfriend/fiancee/wife, Penny!

#I'm working on giving my wife #The kids she wants #But there's so much to do in this game #But she'll want for nothing #If I can help it #stardew valley #not choices #penny stardew valley #Penny x player #stardew farmer #Stardew farmer x penny #There's also Eggbert and Chick Flick the chickens #Lackie and Chocolate the cows #Andante the goat #And Vivace the horse #So far

[cursivebloodlines]

I’m so sorry I’ve literally replied to nothing today, messages included. I’m not ignoring anyone my brain isn’t feeling the most social is all. idk I know it sounds dumb but it’s my nan&grandads wedding anniversary and I’m in my feelings I guess. Esp as September is the month when life start falling apart last year and the thought of Oct when it’s the first year anniversary of losing Nan it’s just…yeah. I can already feel my brain low-key going downhill (binge watching tv shows after not being able to watch anything through for ages is usually the first sign tbh)

And I won’t be around much tomorrow as I have a concert after work so I’ll probs be straight to bed after I get home as work the next day sooo yeah. Just feeling some kind of way I guess, I don’t know. Just know it’s taking me longer than usual to reply to messages and struggling to write because my brains not good. But I’m working on it. I’ll be around more Friday/the weekend

Night guys speak soon. Xx

#death tw #death of family member tw #tw: death #tw: death of family member #ooc ;; jade talks for england #already having flashbacks from it all so I know I’m gonna be a slippery slope for a while but I’m trying not to go down that hole again #if i can help it #just thank u all for being v patient with me. I’ll make it up to you xx

[haenglixie]

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Id just love for there to be ONE time that I have a cold or a cough where my mother doesn’t feel the need to comment on how loud or how frequently I’m coughing, it’s not like I can help it, and in fact it just makes me more conscious of it which then makes me cough more 🙃

#sian.txt #jsyk #if there’s a read more I’m normally venting about my family skgjfhdgs #and this is the only place I can #so I don’t like to subject people to it #if I can help it #😂

[dykealloy]

crazy how having a job you don't despise puts things into perspective for you. like its probably not normal to need a freezer scream break to make it through a shift at work. i haven't had a drive home cry for at least 5 months

#im ngl i kinda miss the emotional release but nothing is worth being in that headspace #fuck service industry jobs im never going back to that hellhole #if i can help it

[latethennever]

remembering when night shift by lucy dacus came out and i could barely listen to it bc i had just ended everything w my ex and was so raw. then i screamed along to the song 4 years later live w the love of my life next to me and now the music video?? yeah. yeah :)

#and i’ll never see you again #if i can help it #lucy dacus

[queer-feminist-thingies]

@biggest-gaudiest-patronuses I am adopting you as my internet parent. You are now responsible for the parts of me on the internet that my irl parents don't know about. Good luck, you will need it. (Don't be fooled I am actually very tame) P.S.: No taksie-backsies, meaning I am now and forever your internet child and no matter how much either of us regret my decision to do this. You are also not allowed to disown me. P.P.S.: You are also bound by tumblr law to take care of me as your internet child.

#I am literally so sleep deprived rn haha #What the actual fuck am I doing??? #I will regret this in the morning #my regret interest rate is at 50% per day #so I will regret it 1.5 times more than I would have right now #I think #Is this how cumulative interest rates work?? #yeah probably #dear god what am I doing #or should I say 'Dear Gaud' #lmao #worst pun #what is wrong with me #I will never post this #this is going in drafts and will stay there forever #It will never see the light of day #if I can help it #I also have no idea how to delete posts #so if this accidentally posts I will cringe severely #tumblr do not fail me now #no...NOOO...DON'T EvEN THINK ABOUT IT TUMBLR I WILL CATCH YOU AND ROAST YOU AND COOK YOU IN CURRY WITH CLOVES AND CINNAMON AND SAFFRON #AND ALSO CUMIN POWDER AND BLACK CARDAMOM AND PUT YOU IN THE PRESSURE COOKER FOR 5 HOURS BECAUSE YOUR MEAT IS TOUGH #BUT BEFORE THAT I WILL MARINADE YOU IN MY DAD'S SPECIAL MARINADE #AND AFTERWARDS I WILL PORTION YOU OUT AND FREEZE YOU IN VACUUM-SEALED PACKETS #BUT I WILL SAVE SOME TO EAT FOR DINNER #AND I WILL EAT YOU OVER THE COURSE OF #3 YEARS #SO HELP ME GAUD

[agendratum]

Hi! So, you probably don't remember me but I'm that anon from a month ago whom your blog convinced to watch Kinnporsche! Well I have finally had time off to binge it and I just finished it and I am screaming! (and I have no one to scream with so I hope you don't mind)

This show was really great, I love how it had both silly and serious moments, how the date wasn't the perfect date Porsche pictured but it was still beautiful for them, and how there were so many moments where I was just screaming at my screen for the characters to just communicate ffs. But it also had many twists, some of which I did and some of which I didn't see coming, which kept the plot fun and interesting!

I've mostly been rewatching tv shows lately so this was super refreshing to watch and I just fell in love with the characters at introduction (I mean, come on, that Porsche intro was perfection, and the way it was mixed with what was going on with Kinn was perfect)

They did so many great things with lights I probably need a rewatch to catch and appreciate them all!

I'm glad KinnPorsche and VegasPete (and Macau) got their happy ending, and I'm a bit sad for Porchay and Kim but maybe they'll work it out eventually, or not, who knows, never meet your hero and all that

But I had a question since you seem to know a lot... Do we know what actually happened? Because what Korn said is heavily implied to still not be the truth (and he hasn't exactly shown himself reliable with the truth), so I was wondering if maybe they had said more about it in interviews or some of the specials?

Anyway, I am very sorry for filling your inbox with my rambling, I hope you have a great day (or night!), and thank you for having all these wonderful gifs and posts that convinced me to give this show a shot, I did not regret it one bit!

hi!! also sorry to take 3 years to reply to this, i've very glad to hear that you watched and enjoyed kp!!

the first episode is seriously such a masterpiece with how it introduces the characters and the whole show and sets the tone (not that every episodes is going to be strictly about serious mafia stuff, but serious mafia stuff will always be looming over our characters having their silly lovely moments)

also i’m flattered that i seem to you like someone who knows a lot cause i feel a bit more like porsche most of the time

but yeah, anyway! i’m gonna say that i don’t think they mention anything like that in the interviews. i haven’t watched all of them obviously, but if they were talking about what actually happened in characters’ past i’d feel like it would be pretty important and loud and by this time made it to my radar at least once alksjd but i don’t think they talk about it, especially considering that there is still a chance of second season happening and you would want to keep something like very important plot relevant truth (korn did kill kan a bit too early to keep some of that truth from porsche and kinn, seems important) for the next season.

then again, the series is based on the novel, and the novel has all the lore the series doesn’t have. but i haven’t read it and for now have no interest in doing so (maybe some time later, but idk man). and the plot of the series might differ from the novel, so again, i don’t know if the novel has answers to your question.

one thing is certain - korn is full of shit. what he tells porsche in the end isn’t the truth or at least isn’t the full truth, but i personally wouldn’t trust him even with a weather report. i’d say that our best bet is to hope that there is a second season and that they will reveal the actual truth in it, because i’m damn curious about what the fuck is up with this fucking family!

i will kindly ask tho, if someone did read the novel and is reading this post right now, don’t actually post any novel spoilers in the replies, please? but if there is something relevant in the novel, maybe let the anon know that you know? ok, thanks everyone, love you!

#asks #Anonymous #yes i know i haven't tagged a single kp spoiler as spoiler #but also idk i just don't want to learn this info rn #if i can help it #watching kp

[bonesandthebees]

one of the most infuriating things about becoming an adult is when you realize that it actually is 10x easier to solve problems by making a phone call vs literally any other communication method

#I was forced to get over my hatred of making phone calls bc of this #one 15 minute phone call is the equivalent of 5 back and forth emails #also if you don't know exactly what you need help with you can just ask and you can get real help #instead of just desperately clawing at faqs on websites #it's infuriating that it works so well #ramblings

[etherealspacejelly]

sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.

i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.

so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.

today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.

and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.

so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.

#autism #actually autistic #adhd #audhd #actually adhd #neurodivergent #im tagging adhd and autism because that is specifically what i have #this post can apply to any neurodivergent people who feel it helps #i am fully aware that neurodivergent includes people who arent autistic or adhd

[firephoenix23]

Like I literally have second hand embarrassment for Vox after seeing what Alastor ACTUALLY is like in a rivalry.

Like homie wishes he could be that close to Alastor 😂😂

#can we get an F in the chat for my man Vox 😂 #I can imagine Vox like crying in his little incel tv room being why won’t Alastor say fuck you to me 🥺 #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #alastor #lucifer #hazbin vox #staticradio #radiostatic #sorry this isn’t my usual content but I couldn’t help myself #this show is wild

[fleshadept]

looking at (vetted) gofundmes for people trying to escape palestine and i don't know how many of you actually click on the gofundme links you reblog but i would like to point out, for what it's worth, just how amazing it is that so many have raised so much money. it may overall feel like a drop in the ocean but the fact that several gofundmes have raised tens of thousands of dollars is amazing. it is so expensive to leave gaza right now, and people still need money after they escape. but regardless of what propaganda the US, UK, canada, and other western nations are trying to pump out, people across the world are doing what they can to help these people survive. many of them are still very far from their goals (like this one and this one and this one) and some of them are very close to high goals (like this one), and some of them have reached almost double their original goal.

and that's not even addressing direct aid or organizations that take continuous donations for distribution of food, menstrual products, etc. the PCRF has raised $16,000,000 of their target goal of $20,000,000 to fund current aid and long-term relief efforts in gaza. ANERA's febuary 13th update discusses the material ways they helped palestinians today:

(ANERA donate link)

my point is, it often feels like the world is turning a blind eye to palestine. but i would like to point out that there is an important difference between "the world" and "western political leaders and media narratives". a breathtaking amount of real people, the people who make up the world, are trying to help. in the face of israel attempting to commit genocide, the world is saying No. These people deserve to live. and literally sending millions of dollars internationally, through the internet connection that israel has desperately been trying to destroy.

it may not feel like it matters in the grand scheme of things. but to the people who get fresh clothes, or a hot meal, or blankets, or the kids who get new toys, or to the people who are able to bring their families to safety, it matters to them. go make someone's day better. i've linked so many options with ways to do that.

#free palestine #cricket chirps #palestine #gaza #if you feel overwhelmed and don't know where to begin #i recommend deciding on a total amount of money to donate (e.g. $20 $100 etc) #and deciding you will either donate it all in one place or split it between a few places #do what you can!!! it will always be helpful no matter how little #1k #5k #10k #20k

[ibtisams]

My father was martyred by Israel on 10 October 2023 after sacrificing his care in hospital so the injured children could take priority. Today would have been his 60th birthday. He was always selfless, kind, and giving for others. My father gave up everything for me to be able to have a better life, because that is what he always dreamed for me and my sister. The world suffered a great loss when he died, and my heart is always with him and every Palestinian who has lost someone.

In his honour and memory, I would love for anyone who is able to do so to consider donating to The Palestine Children’s Relief Fund.

The PCRF is an amazing organisation that does so much for those in Gaza right now, including helping provide food, water and medicine. You can donate any amount you are able to- there is no minimum! My father would have given his very last cent if he saw the way Palestine was continuing to suffer after over 100 days with this limited aid, so I know celebrating him by helping others is the least he would have wanted.

I saw @parrot-parent do a very successful donation match and I thought it was such a good idea so I will also match all donations up to $500! If you feel comfortable sending me proof of the amount of your donation, I will match it as a donation at the end of February. (My messages are set to mutuals only, but if you donate and we aren’t mutuals if you send an ask with the proof I will make sure to answer it privately.)

#can you tell my baby pictures with him are my favourite 🙂 #sorry this is so long and emotional I just knew I wanted to do something in celebration of his birthday #and he really was the most selfless person so helping others through his memory is a perfect way to do so #if no one sends me their proof of donations I will just donate $500 at the end of the month 👍 #🦢

[drumlincountry]

I was at a Palestinian solidarity gig last night & the one Palestinian artist who was going to perform had COVID so the organisers asked around to see if there were any Palestinians who'd like to say a few words instead.

A local guy who was born & raised in Gaza offered to speak. He started with "I'm an engineer. i'm not a poet or a politician. I don't... do public speaking… I had no idea what to say when I came up here. So i'm just going to tell you about the street I grew up on."

And then he did! He went down the street building by building. He told us about the ice cream shop on the corner, the grocery shop, the charity that supports people with intellectual disabilities. He told us about the people who he knew growing up, the families who still live in the different houses. He told us about the university buildings and about his friends who quit being accountants to start a band together. All on that street.

All of which is gone now, by the way. Bombed to dust.

#Gaza #Palestine #I talked to him a bit afterwards but god what do you say!! #he said he found the gig helpful anyway. Supportive. So that's good. #I'm gonna see if I can find his friends band and share some of their songs #Me Fein