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toastybugguy · 8 months
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“𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙨, 𝙬𝙚'𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩. 𝙒𝙚'𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙛 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩.”
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BITCH welcome to I MADE A FUCKING PORTRAIT OF DREW \ ^^ / !!!!!!!! Look at my babyyy LOOK!!
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atlcscp · 2 years
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Little WIP ^_^ my blorbo who I severely mischaracterise(fix)
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daintyzerose · 9 months
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OMG WAHT IM LOSING MY MIND THEY FREAKITY FRACKITY DID IT
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khaer · 3 months
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 :¨ ·.· ¨: ⊹ ݁  1.𝖮𝗈𝖮 ִ ♱⠀ׂ ִ 𝖥𖹭𝖫𝖫𖹭𝖶𝖤𝖱𝖲
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 —  (\ /)  ⌯  :  HIII EVERYONE,,, thank u all sm for 1k followers!! ive been going inactive a few weeks or days back, but i really never knew i can go this far, but thank u guys SO SO MUCHHH!! ♡♡♡♡♡ it's almost been a year since i have started my very first moodboard on this blog, yet im so proud of myself to have achieved this wonderful milestone :') i will forever be grateful, i love u guys sm ...  ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -。꒱ྀི১
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 :¨ ·.· ¨: ⊹ ݁  𝖥𝖺𝖵𝖤 ִ ♱⠀ׂ ִ 𝖡𝖫𖹭𝖦𝖲 
 —  (\ /)  ⌯  :  (not in any order) @p-oisn  @ayatxt  @u-wonie  @minslune  @k-yujin  @y-vna  @egorls  @umiena  @jnthri  @jaes1lvr  @fairytopea  @muruffin  @soulari  @hyelita  @ihaes  @yuqi-luv  @iwonbin  @i-kyujin  @yrminji  @eundior  @pommecita  @plutism  @crylynnluv  @haesite  @baesol  @vivrhan  @s-heon  @haenxn  @lil-liaa  @iluvrei  @luv2rei  @luvreiy  @tookio  @v6que  @jangism  @z-oa  @nwtzy  @ningrlz  @u-mnji  @tyuniwa  @raeceah  @rkivefr  @koosuvi  @rewmizu  @haelyubi  @gigittamic @7minji  @yeritos  @7hyein  @wontree  + more (  i hit the limit TT  )
𖹭    𖹭    𖹭    𖹭    𖹭    𖹭
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drjemmanugent · 8 hours
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OKAY SO IM NOT A SPOILER FREE BLOG
I respect everyone’s choice to wait for thursday and y’alll have my admiration for your sheer STRENGTH! (how do you do it!?)
if you don’t want spoilers for polin, bridgerton S3, etc., that is totally OKAY ☺️ so please scroll on by. i don’t want to ruin anything for you friend 🥰
BUT-
if you are okay with spoilers, like yours truly-who likes to absorbs everything at once and then shamelessly binge watches again and again, come on in! 😉
so today netflix released the orchestral list for S3 part 1.
out of all the songs, many seem to find “give me everything” by pitbull totally bizarre and I will say too, its definitely out there for a choice. (jealous on the other hand is gold and so colin-coded, but that’s another post). could “gme” be a dancing scene, a montage, a running-to sequence…?? who the heck knows! the only thing on the TUDUM website that inidcates anything about ut is that it will be in ep4…
so i looked for the song version and its a pleasant surpise tbh, the melody and everything really does fit bridgerton 🤣
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so for the SPOILER, final warning, i think i found out what the melody will be a background to… i “stumbled” upon a leaked audio for what seems to be the carriage scene (c:apaperpop on TT) OH MY PEARLS and you can hear the beginning strings of the melody behind their words. FOR THE CARRIAGE SCENE
IM ded
no, im still alive but im barely breathing
it’s a choice…
but WHAT A CHOICE and it makes sense?? wot? i think…
the build up the song has, plus the emotions in the scene… i need CPR
anyways, thats all… it might not be much but i’m pretty proud i managed to find this out while on my lunch break from work, if i do say so myself… and i do, so toodaloo 😘
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flwrstqr · 27 days
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mutuals appreciation messages !!
haii!! i wanted to do this so here: (mainly did moots i interact with the most!!)
@copyhanni, thank you for basically everything, hye bae. everyday im always forward to texting u on the gc. and the way you always defend me is something i really admire in you. i love you to the moon and back <3
@naespas, nae i love you sooo much. you make me laugh every time when you send silly goofy little texts and images. your personality and spirit really makes me feel like myself and in tough times, your always there for me
@wonifullove, sav im sooo happy we got closer recently cause your the sweetest moot/best friend to me ever. your posts are amazing, and your jokes are >>>>. i think your the most relatable person i ever met too.
@bywons, sru you were one of my first moots ever when i made this. you were the moot that helped watched me grow and become who i am today. our dms together make me giggle and smile. thank you and ily ><
@nishions, hiii lizzz!!! im married to your works and ur acc. ur sweet personality makes me sooo excited to be around you. literally i remember the first time we met was through asks and here we are now. sending love and hugs
@yeokii, my twin bae!!!!! im so sad we js met recently but ur so relatable + so funny + so sweet + so amazing. ur acc truly feels like a safe place to be. hope we could get closer!!!
@atrirose, my angel, seiu <33 ur the sweetest person i ever met in tumblr. ur works make me levitate and cry every time i read them (good thing). your account themes are so gorgeous???????
@isoobie, riri bae!!!!!! i get soo excited when i see you in my inbox and my homepage. your bubbly and funny personality makes me smile everyday when im on tumblr. thank u for everything and love u !!!
@okwonyo, jiah u were literally my idol back when i was a enha reader. i was obsessed with your works and now the fact im moots w u plus interacted multiple times makes me feel super proud (hehe). i hope we could get close!!!
@yenqa, ik yen ur on hiatus but thank u sooo much for enjoying all my works. i love all ur works too + ur so funny. every time i see you interact or like my work, i get sooo happy cus if your happy im happy!! (miss u sooo much TT)
@jjunae, hai kae!!!! even though we dont interact too much, i want to appreciate all your works and your effort. you work so hard and im in love with every single piece you write. sending support and love <3
@sainns, anna!!!!! thank u for enjoying my works and once again supporting me. i saw you so many times on my tl before we even became moots and here we are now. (also thank u for defending me during times when i needed the most support. love u)
@ashtxrie, ash (or sunoo's gf), thank u for being one of my first moots. u were the one who supported my works. sending luck to your exams!!! u got this!! ><
@stariekis, my uri bby. you are truly an angel from heaven. your sweet compliments make me smile everyday. even though i know you won't see this due to your hiatus, i want to let you know how much i really appreciate your words. you truly are someone that i admire up to and love. thank you <3
@neos127, hai hai ky! we don't talk often but we've talked a couple times in our inboxes. even based on our small conversations, i noticed how sweet and kind you are. you truly are a person that everyone loves and will support throughout.
@stariikis, my ash, you were one of the first ppl who dmed me and reached out to become friends. you were one of the first ppl who was my age and became a friend of mine. i want to say you truly are a good person and ill support you throughout every moment. sending kisses ^3^
@hyeinkiss, via baefy!! even though we just met yesterday, i want to note how cute and sweet u r. the way u love my works make me so proud of myself. i truly hope u get all the love and attention u deserve. i love u sm via, i hope we could become close moots!!!
@onlyjjong, lili, my love sender. your lovely messages are the truly sweetest in the world. the way you always care for others and look out for outs is the best thing about you. i really hope to see u in my inboxes soon ><
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itsyagurlchip · 1 month
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today i'm gonna post all of my recent works- I hope you guys love it! because you all deserve it.
im not gonna say i did my best on all of these, but this is the most ive made in a little over a month. (I started this around feb 27th) and im super proud of myself!
ive had this funk around my mind for a LONG time, until the people around me started to push me out of it.
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and that includes you guys as well! Im so glad to have met you all, happy 80+ followers!!!
the posts after these are gonna be queued, around 3-5pm CT, and they are filled with my preferences on headcannons and oneshots, just so you can get to know me a little better.
in them you'll find some fictional characters i'd really love to be in a relationship with, loose drafts, some inclusive things ive never written before, and overall diversity compared to the things i've written before. some may have a sprinkle of my personality, others with a handful of my culture. it doesnt matter! read to your heart's content.
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if the reader doesnt relate to you at all- oh well. not trying to be mean or anything- but these are my preferences. These are things that I want to see. if you want something more, please request it.
and yes I do understand the difference between cannon and head cannon (I think about it all the time!) so therefore, some things may not make sense. unless there's context ig.
speaking of- i need more reqs TT-TT (sorry for asking, ive just been getting a lil drought recently)
back to it- you may also see the occasional digital art, depending on what's gonna happen. (im currently writing this on march 1st) and i'll finish it off with some new playlists ive been brewing up for a minute!
i may also need someone to remind me to add the links to the masterlist, as well as VGL💜. If someone could do that I will be eternally grateful
and thats it!
a few things I recommend while reading:
1) I know this sounds super specific, but my works were made with canary, but they all look better in goth rave (you can change the colors when you press dashboard on the pull out menu) 2) have an open mind! while I don't know much, or haven't researched, let me know if some of the things I describe are inaccurate. (this also includes grammar and typos!) 3) have a lil snakie snack. those who don't drink water aren't welcome past this point 😡✋🏾✋🏾
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i just want to show you my appreciation for you all, and what better way to do it than doing what i started this blog for?
have a wonderful day my twizzies
(yes that is what im calling you all now, cope.)
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(๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و tags: @kittykittyanon @radicallxser @oleander-nin @towomatos @thealphagirl @ziipzeepzop-eez @amorvincitomnia-14 @spongejuice. if you would like to be added, check my blog.
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futurecorps3 · 11 months
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hello darling!
many congratulations on the 800 followers milestone, im so so proud of you for getting so far; it's entirely well deserved and for you to put in the time and effort to organise an evident with so much thought is incredibly considerate of you, thank you so much for doing so (ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc)
on that note, i'd love to participate in your celebration if that's alright with you, my love
i'd like to request a 🩸 Kir Royale please for the Harry Potter Fandom, Marauders era, if you can, but im not opposed to Lightening Era either
and just some info on me :
i love men <3 ; i am open to listening to all sorts of music genres so long as it fits the mood, however, i tend to lean more towards R&B/Soul/Hip-Hop, Indie and Alternative Lo-fi, my favourite movies are all studio ghibli or animated movies, my top love languages are acts of service, quality and physical touch. i love deep conversations and listening to people tell me their story - getting to know more about other people is one of my favourite things to do. i want to be a mother one day, im a hopeless romantic who is very much into self-care and self-pampering, i also love baking, especially cookies and apple pie. i love art but enjoy paper crafting and watercolours the best and my aesthetic would be soft girl/light academia. i love my friends and family and value them above anyone else to the point where, if they were threatened/hurt in anyway, i would get incredibly angry and overprotective, which is rare for me to be.
some bad traits now... TT^TT time to expose myself - i can get pretty lazy, i tend to get into planning my life a little too much, i have perfectionist tendencies, im horrible at replying to people and can't resist chocolate and donuts or dairy products even though im lactose intolerant...i also tend to ramble sometimes for example, this paragraph XD
p.s thank you so so much for the kind mention in your celebration event post, you really didn't have to since you did most of the work, nevertheless, that was still so incredibly kind of you so thank you c⌒っ╹v╹ )っ huggies for my lovie!
Honey this means the world! Thank you so much mwah mwah kisses
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James! Like I can totally see him baking with you (while eating the ingredients as you do so hehe), spoiling you with art supplies under the condition you paint something for him, and that whole protectiveness of friends and family screams Prongs!! He also dreams of being a dad one day so yeah <333 I actually headcanon him being lactose intolerant too so dw, he’ll eat the things you shouldn’t with you shamelessly. ❤️
p.s Thats the least I can do to reciprocate how sweet and kind you’ve been! Huggies all the way back for u
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cupidhoons · 13 days
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hello my liz! ur sunoo fic was sooo cute it had me sobbing T^T also how are ur exams? i believe you’ve got finals rn (correct me if im wrong 😭😭) but hope u can push thru them >,< i believe in u !!
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hi yuie ^0^! i'm so happy you liked my sunoo fic >< it means a lot to me TT exams are currently a pain right now (but when is it not let's be honest :/) but i am trying my very best to push through and take care of myself!!
my mindset to make it through these three weeks is to make you n hoonie proud >,<
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fakeuwus · 6 months
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here's my orange blood review that absolutely nobody asked for:
sweet venom: i liked the mannequin challenge lowkey LOL it was rlly cool but what i didn't like was how only one set was used and the SAME mannequin sequence was reused, just replacing members. it seems that belift rushed this filming bc it isn't nowhere near the effort they've put into their other mvs. also, HYBE WHY ARE U ALLERGIC TO BRIDGES??? WHY IS SWEET VENOM LESS THAN 2 AND A HALF MINUTES?? like just imagine a bridge where it slows down a little and picks back up with a lil dance break... (i should be a producer me thinks) moving on to the positives, their vocals sound so good!! jay opening the song did it for me and tbh i rlly do like it. it contrasts bite me which was their goal and the "sweet hee hee" is going to catch on fast. plus, i'm one for upbeat, fun songs and im really happy that jay got to contribute to the writing!! i just wish it was longer /: plus u can see the michael jackson influence in this cb which i can appreciate
mortal: i love her so much. there's like A LOT of monolouging but the melody is really pretty and their vocals sound amazing. it makes me feel like im frolicking in a field fr. i love jake's closing lines bc it rlly sets up the storyline of the album.
still monster: don't come for me i know she's already a fan favorite but i'll have to listen to it a few more times. ITS GOOD THOUGH. jungwon's voice in the pre-chorus LIKE CMON. i think it matches the vibe of sweet venom, just a slower ver of it if ykwim. i think the performance will solidify everything for me and reporters said the choreo was rlly good.
blind: ONE OF MY FAVS. jay's vocals omg he is really showing off his singing this comeback. i cant explain why i love it so much BUT JUST KNOW SHE IS IT!! FOR ME. ((the "wait a minute" part HITS)) ((so does the bridge))
orange flower (you complete me): ive already said this before BUT I JUST KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE MY FAV. (it has the same writer from bills, one of my fav enha songs) they really tricked us playing the slower version for the trailer TT (hybe pls release that ver as well i NEED her) the song makes me feel really happy and the lyrics are so<33 this is definitely a song for the fans with lyrics like "color my world... you complete me" again gotta highlight jay's vocals bc i love vocalist jay!!
sweet venom (eng ver.): same notes as written before but it sounds good in english!! not awkward at all and i can see myself listening to both versions.
overall, the members emphasized the storyline they were trying to create and that it was a continuation from bite me. i think with watching the trailers and knowing both storylines it makes you appreciate the message they were trying to send. the songs fit well together as a mini album and i can see why the members love this comeback so much. i just wish belift/hybe took a little more time crafting the title track and put more effort into the mv but what can we expect from that company... im extremely proud of the boys bc theyve been working nonstop for so long and it makes me happy that they also love the songs bc i want them to release music theyre proud of.
anyways tysm if u read this all, pls send me what u guys think as well and let's talk ab it!!! 🫶🏼
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3rrorsnas · 5 months
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URGH I HATE NPD TESTS. I FEEL LIKE IM BOTH EACH TIME. I'm both overly confident but have awful self esteem lurking in the background and they're both fighting to come out. it depends on who I'm around with and what happens. basically I feel that with strangers I'd be super confident, then have some moments of opening up about my self doubts, then be confident again but in a more healthy way and basically sorta hyping each other up. but it without being linear like- I still have moments where I feel like shit and open up to people close to me about my lack of self esteem.
(it's long TT/gen srs) :
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like see?? overall I wanna be the center of attention, in a way of "I've been isolated for a huge chunk of my life and am scared to be alone" and "I need the attention to get validation in order to counter my lack of self esteem"
BUT me being isolated for so long ALSO drives me to be awkward, shy, and sometimes straight up scared to interact with people because I'm scared to mess things up or just don't know how to do so[interact] (especially if you take into account me being autistic and already struggling as heck with social cues). but I'm ALSO scared to get the attention from the fear that that attention would be bad attention where people would ridicule me/not take me seriously (FUCJ YOU CQ./SRS NEG) and just lead my self estime to drop even lower
YOU SEE MY FKING PROBLEM???/SRS NEG ANGRY sad.
I feel like I'm both extremities, and if not at the same time then shifting from one another too often./srs neg tired (ntm at self tbh, I don't hate how I am. I'm just frustrated by the problems I encounter. it's tiring./srs neg info)
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as someone who has been manipulated before, I don't like it. but that doesn't mean that I don't find it easy or I can never see myself being able to do so easily.
I just hate people lying and I can get the job done by being straightforward anyway, I'm not losing time with this bs./srs neg tense info
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yeah, as someone who is fcking ridiculed by an ENTIRE MULTIVERSE and THEIR(my) CREATOR I don't really think I get the respect that I deserve. hmph./s angry srs gen (tired and sad too)
like all I'm asking is people to not make fun of me being bipolar. and autistic. and mentally ill. for FUCK'S sake.
yeah I probably warded off half(/exaggeration) the system including fresh with my shouting. sorry pal/gen srs)
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...d-
do I.
do I even.
ahaha- do I even have to fucking answer this???!! are you shitting me???/s srs neg angry
you know the answer./neg
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im fREAKING AUTISTIC. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME??
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I'm calling this infodumping but whatever./s ntm neutr tired
(I like showing my puppets and plushies ok?) (they're pretty and took time to make and are sort of like my friends, I'm proud of making them)
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...this is a freaking trick question./srs neg stressed because bOTH ARE TRUE.
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...does this count if you didn't have the choice? or refused help when you needed until people forcefully got you out of trouble?/gen srs gq
....I'd say it does./srs, ???/
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...ok yeah...I...think I made....that clear.../srs, neg(?), shameful, tired/
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aha...yes, I do.../lh, gen, pos, less sad/
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sicjimin · 2 years
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Spaghetti Mishaps
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a.n : thank you for the request, and im sorry this takes a long time to write TT but i hope this is what you wanted and you like it :) (and a break from all the mpreg stories so i dont make you guys bored :d)
"Hyung .. aren't you hungry?", Jungkook sniffles, shutting his phone off, nudging the older with his toes as the latter seated on the other side of the couch.
"You just eat earlier ..", Namjoon snorts, looking up from his phone as well.
"It's already 3 hours since then!", Jungkook pouts, flopping his head to the couch. "Let's eat hyung .."
"Just order take out, Kook-ah .. what do you expect from me", Namjoon chuckles.
"But it will takes time to arrive!"
"Cooking something takes time too, you know"
"Ahh", Jungkook whines, pout deepens. "Stop being practical hyung"
"Yah!", Namjoon reaches to slap his feet. "Just cook something! You're a better chef than me"
"Noooo", the younger shifts to sit up, scooting closer to Namjoon, and plops to his side, resting his head on the older shoulder. "I'm tired", he mumbles—and Namjoon softens at that.
There's a reason that they are the only one in the dorm, and that is because Jungkook not feeling well—slight fever and cold. And Namjoon is the only one that doesn't have quite emergency nor important schedule. So he's appointed to keep an eyes to Jungkook, after a slight banter between Jungkook, "Hyung! i can take care of myself!", and Namjoon's, "You sure you want to take care of him? What if i accidentally burn the kitchen down trying to make him something?"
"Not feeling better?", Namjoon asks, taking strands of hair that falls over the vocalist forehead, and pressed his palm over it, "You don't have fever anymore", he hums.
"The medicine is working", Jungkook mumbles, "But i still feel icky .. and heavy", he sighs. "Come on hyung .. eat"
This time, Namjoon is the one who's sighs. "If i burn the kitchen down, you will take the blame", he mumbles, and walk to the kitchen.
Jungkook giggles, trailed from behind and sit himself pretty on the stool, watching the older fiddles.
"Spagheti?", Jungkook asks when Namjoon pulls put a pack of spagheti from their cupboard.
"And a pre-made sauce", Namjoon declares, hesitantly turning on the stove, "I know my limit, Kook"
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Namjoon's journey for cooking going quite well, under a slight scolding and laughing from Jungkook to prevent him making a disaster—the spagheti is there. And it was decent to eat.
"Thank you for the food hyung", Jungkook sighs in contentment, start to feel sleepy as they settled back on the couch.
Namjoon hums, patting the younger feet that resting over his laps—feeling a little bit proud that he can cook and someone is enjoying it!— and open his book. They still have few hours until the other is back.
After that, they settle into a comfortable silence. Only a low noises from the TV along with Jungkook's soft snores that could be heard. Namjoon peeks from the book he's reading—looking fondly at the youngest that fall into a deep sleep, maybe to wash out remnant of sickness. His cheeks flushed and squished against the couch. Namjoon ruffles his hair, at least Jungkook isn't pale like yesterday.
Namjoon got 5 pages in from the book, when he could see Jungkook tossing and turning on his pheripheral sight—seems like in a lot discomfort, as he let out a low whine as well..
"Kook?", Namjoon closes his book and scoots closer, kneeling in front of the younger that now curling himself small—his feet ups to his chest with both of his hand pressing his middle. "Hey .. wake up, what's wrong?", he tries again, brushing strands of dampen hair that fall over his forehead.
Jungkook opened his eyes for a while, before shutting it close again, "My stomach .. hurts", he puffs out, biting his lips. "Like .. it's cramping but .. bloated at the same time", he continues, grimacing when a burp escapes his lips, "Sorry .."
Namjoon bites his lips, brain running with list of remedies that might help stomachache. "Wait here .. okay?", he squeeze Jungkook's shoulder and jogs into Yoongi's room, rummaging through his cabinet where he always save his medicine. Namjoon sighs in relief when he got what he want—a herbal oil. He ever used it on himself when he caught stomach bug few months ago and it works quite well to calm down his stomach turmoil. He then moves into the kitchen, rummaging their first aid kit cabinet trying to find a hot pack, but it seems like they ran out—or someone might hide it. He doesn't know.
He slams the cabinet close, scurrying to get glass of lukewarm water, and running back to the living room.
"Kook .. here, let me apply this oil for you", Namjoon says softly, patting Jungkook's cheeks to wake him up. Jungkook looks at him, frowning, "What is that?"
"Yoongi hyung oil .. it helps for stomachache", he explains, opening the tube, and smears the contents on his palm, "Come on"
Jungkook still look at him, hesitant, before he gives up and lay flat on his back—tugging the shirt so it exposes his toned stomach. Namjoon smears the oil over his bloated stomach, giving it a light rub as well. "You're bloated but your abs is still there"
Jungkook hums in content at the touch, the warmth of the oil starts spreading and it was nice, "What are you saying hyung .. of course it's still there"
Namjoon tugs his shirt down again when he's done, "Here .. drink this", he hands the vocalist water. Jungkook take a small sips of it, sighing when it falls heavy on his upset stomach. "Thank you", he mumbles, before closing his eyes and curl himself again—trying to fall asleep once more.
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It was a quick process for Jungkook. He stirs in his sleep because of a very uncomfortable feeling in his body—the feeling of bloated in his stomach seems to intensifies, making him feel full everywhere and giving a pressure on his chest. Jungkook squirms, parting his lips a bit to make him breathe easier—but when he opened his mouth, he feels like saliva wants to spill from his lips. He doesn't even know when his mouth already filled with saliva. He swallows, feeling progressively worse with every second passing.
He squeezes his eyes shut harder, "Please just sleep again", he begs his brain—but it fails miserably. He huffs, pressing his legs further up to his middle, stiffling a quiet burp once in a while that comes out before he can help it.
"Kook? You're awake?"
Jungkook hums, rolling to lay flat on his back—that seems like a wrong move as the movement churn his stomach. Before he could register anything, his shoulders shook with a silent heave—causing him to immediately sits up straight ; almost making him dizzy with how fast he moves ; clamping his mouth tight, as he could feel his spaghetti coming up to his throat.
Jungkook didn't get to say anything to Namjoon, that watched him, confused, when he sprint from the couch to the bathroom. He slams the toilet lid open, bending over it just in time as his mouth gives a noise somewhere between a belch and a gag, then morph into a stronger retch—a productive one, as a flood of chunky vomit spraying from his mouth in a big stream, into the bowl. Jungkook gasped and coughed when there came a lull, but did not have time to catch his breath before an even deeper retch made him lower his head and throw up again. He shuddered as vomit slips from his tongue, he can see an undigested spaghetti below him.
He needs to chew better.
"Jungkook!"
Jungkook tilts his head a bit, seeing the leader run worriedly into him. He coughs, facing the bowl once again as he still feel nausea looming over him.
"Oh gosh .. you're sick", Namjoon mumbles beside him. He's taking Jungkook's long hair into his palm, and rubbing his back. "You're done?", he asks, peeking on the toilet—gulping as he could see the mess, and spaghetti he just made filling half of it.
Jungkook shakes his head, "No .. my stomach still churning", he rasps, spitting, as he stares blankly into the bowl—keeping his mouth open in anticipation. He pants for a while, coaxing himself in Namjoon's comforting touch against his sweaty back, before his breath hitch, and he rocks forward with a belch—mouthful of vomit plopping loudly to the bowl ; a beginning for the second round as after that he keeps pouring vomit after vomit, with every gag the streams getting watery, until he brings nothing but trickles of saliva.
"Fuck .. i think i'm done ..", Jungkook sniffles, straighten his body after flushing the toilet—watching miserably all the food he ate swirls and drain.
"Feeling better?", Namjoon asks, worry still evident on his tone as frown hasn't gone from his features.
"Yeah ..", Jungkook breathes out, sitting at the edge of the tub as he feels tired. "I think that needed an out"
"I'm sorry", Namjoon mumbles suddenly, as he sits beside him. Jungkook frowns, confused, "Huh? Why are you sorry hyung?"
"Is it because of my cooking .. right?"
"Huh?"
Namjoon groans, burying his face in his palm—guilt and embarassment creeping on his neck, "Gosh i should have banned from the kitchen .. i'm not cooking again", he whines, "Jungkook-ah .. i'm sorry"
"Hyung..", Jungkook chuckles, "It's okay .. i mean, i don't know if it's because of your spaghetti or this is a remnant of my sickness .. you're not at fault"
"But you throw up after eating my cooking!"
Jungkook snickers, "But you made it with pre-made sauce and all instant ingredients hyung .. you could never go wrong with that"
"It could ... if i'm the one who did it", Namjoon sighs, "Seokjin hyung gonna have my ear if he found out about this"
Jungkook laughs at that, patting the distressed older back, "I won't tell him"
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sir-sunny · 2 years
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omg i'm in love with the way you design characters!! i rarely care about someone's oc's but i just found your fanganronpa cast and i'm ??????? I'M VERY <3 ABOUT THEM. they are so well-made, adorable and loveable, look good together, and i would love to play a game with these babes. i know it's been ages since you posted anything about them but i couldn't help myself from stopping by and saying you did such a great job TT
omg thank u very much!! gee, this is rly rly sweet ajhsfjasf i havent talk abt them in a sec but im still very proud of them hehe
the babes
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disco-cola · 8 months
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not me actually feeling good about my guitar progress for the last two days after having had some bad days in between (like the more i practiced the worse i got lmao) but all of a sudden it went better and cleaner and fluent and i was somewhat proud of myself for pulling through but then as if someone literally spies on me i all of a sudden just get girls younger than me playing guitar real good on my fyp?! making me feel like absolute useless shit :) i hate tt i honestly hate that you cant control your fyp and just unknowingly scroll into whatever (like I KNOW theres content on there that would leave me feelin good and inspired but i rarely get that) like i honestly agree that comparing yourself is no good in any way but i think everybody still struggles with it but then again i have to remember i literally just got my guitar on august 8th and am just doing this for fun and all by myself (thats at least what i intended i didnt wanna get caught up in feeling competitive i hate that) but ive learned quite a bit already and having been able to memorize all those song and album release years actually did turn out to be a beneficial skill now bc i somehow dont struggle much with remembering what frets and strings to play either but im honestly still overwhelmed and now feel the dumb need to learn something even harder (so far i learned one version of spanish romance then nothing else matters complete including solo before i knew it is frowned upon by guitar elitists like stairway to heaven is apparently lmao but srsly its a great song to learn bc it features a lot of different things that are good to practice? the second solo of maidens strange world the intro to to live is to die as well as the 2nd solo and the intro main riff and solo of whiskey in the jar by thin lizzy) but ive just been practicing all of these daily and guess i will keep doing that for a little while longer idk man i wish i had money for lessons bc especially the apparent need to know theory is pressuring me but these online things just end up aggravating and frustrating me like as soon as someone starts talking my brain shuts off and im also like do i REALLY need this? the only one to hear me play is literally well... ME MYSELF AND I i can do whatever i want??
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esiphine · 2 years
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Ahhhhh my mom bought pizza what to do what to do like I don’t even like pizza that much hmmmmm I gotta do something something idkkkk omg idk I’m being dramatic just like simply don’t eat it but I want to oh no I wish I could just make myself faint until my brothers eat all the pizza and I’m like oh noo how sad you left none for me guess I gotta stick with my veggies but obviously I can’t do that oh nooo TT I uhm kinda want to but at the same time no but idk dude idk what do I do?? Like pizza is so unhealthy but I love it and honestly the healthy version of pizza taste waaaaaay better but we don’t have any so idk like it’s not even that good so I should just not eat it right? Just grab some veggies and shove it down my throat but I know if I go up there I’ll eat it but if I stay here I’ll eat some other junk food trying avoid the pizza but ahh true true I guess that makes it to where I’ll binge mph omg the war in my head why tf did she buy it TT like it’s Friday but stillll hum idk this sucks like I said before it’s a hard bad habit to break TT but nothing will change if I don’t start now so…I guess…I’ll just not eat it….not eat anything….maybe I’ll dance or something…I mean I’m already proud of myself for going back to my room and not just shoving the pizza down my throat like im getting so much better at self control I’m so happy and as I’m typing this paragraph my want for it is fading so I’m already feeling better omg I’m so prouuuud Agh okay I’m better I choose to not eat the pizza like I know what it taste like, I’ve had it before and after I lose another like 20-30 pounds I can have a slice of actually good pizza not the oily not very well made pizza thats in the kitchen. I also really hate oily foods so in my head I’m imagining it as a lot more oil than it actually has and it’s ruining my appetite…now I’m just imagining people drinking straight up oil icky okay yeah I’ve lost my appetite ahh good job Esi good job now to dance!! Thank you my loves ♡ (ゝ。∂)
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ayatoscupid · 1 year
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💭 ooohh xiao! <3
XIAOOOO oh my god i genuinely think that even up until today, the chasm arc was the most shaken ive EVER felt for any story moment in the game. after that cutscene with him i literally had to stand up and take a walk for 10mins to calm myself down bc i was SOBBING 😭
i think his development is Beautiful and i love how slow it is if that makes sense?? even by the end of the chasm arc he hasnt done a complete 180, but hes making a start to get better n taking that first step forward, and i just love that. i wanna give him a hug so bad n tell him that im so proud of him. hes a very carefully and beautifully written character. writing a character with years long of trauma and self sacrificial tendencies that they need to learn how to heal from can be tricky, but i love his arc so much :( i cant wait to see him again to see how far hes come
his arc (along w/ ganyu’s) actually gave me a LOT of inspiration for xue yin (my oc w/ ayato), bc an overarching theme for the illuminated beasts is them learning how to find new purposes in life beyond their thousand-years long duties n contracts that r done n they dont need to do anymore. i hold every adeptus n yaksha in liyue in my arms. xiao is like a brother to me who im really proud of TT💚
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